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having to ask my housemate not to jokingly call me fat because i have severe body image issues. he then tells me that his gf used to be severely anorexic like ??

a. same

b. then you should know better

:/

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Some Catholic food for thought

I'm getting back into my religion and went to Confession today for the first time in about 6 years. I said my piece and then summed it up with "I lost God about 5 years ago and have been trying to fill that space with other things ever since." The Priest was amazed that I said that - he said it was spot on, and that I had summed up about 2000 years of teaching!

Anyway, I'm feeling much better now and excited for Mass tomorrow.

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god, i haven’t felt this shit in a while. just want to cry

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i want to break up with him. i need to. but i hate this so much. he’ll be so upset. i’ll lose our mutual friends, and it will make the club socials so awkward. but this isn’t fair, on either of us. fuck.

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update i got drunk enough to mention it and we had a lovely bonding / trauma dumping conversation <3

seeing someone w an ED tattoo

at first i was like “omg me too” but now i’m so paranoid. what if they’re more severe than me? will they be judging me for eating?

i wanted one myself but now i’m worried about branding myself.

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seeing someone w an ED tattoo

at first i was like “omg me too” but now i’m so paranoid. what if they’re more severe than me? will they be judging me for eating?

i wanted one myself but now i’m worried about branding myself.

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so it turns out laziness / lack of motivation is a huge turn off for me and i'm now trying to figure out the best way to break up with my boyfriend :)

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growing up is realising you never had anger issues, you were just constantly overstimulated.

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that's the second time in three days that my mum has tried to food police me. once more and i'm going back to uni early.

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i've had my phone THREE MONTHS and it's ruined. i cannot be trusted.

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“i’m not that much of a nerd”

i got a circuit board for christmas.

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i’ve gotten so used to my dad at this point. my sister casually dropping that she’s scared of him is a drag back to reality.

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i looked particularly shredded in the gym today and thought “how have i not noticed this recent progress?”

then i took my glasses off and realised 😶

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some of my boyfriend’s friends are planning on doing Ramadan “for the bit” (not Muslim). trying to explain that it would probably be a bad idea for me to partake without telling them about the 8-year-old ED is … fun

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i was on anxiety meds, then i got Sad and switched to depression meds, and now i’m cripplingly anxious again :D