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Why do i feel so detached from everything and everyone? I don't even feel like I'm a human anymore, just a ghost on autopilot
#jirai kei#jirai#menhera#tw depressing thoughts#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#detachment#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#schizoid personality disorder#szpd#schizoid
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I love naping so much!
Just me comfy with my plushies
No anxiety,no people, no pain
Just ZzZzZzZzZz
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I wanna be who i used to, I wanna get worse!! Let me get worseee!!!
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Why is it that they have everything i want?? They have a cute room, cute clothes, a lot of cosplays, mangas, and money. They're actually living life while I'm rotting the fuck away. I want to have the same fucking life as them why can't i?
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at this point, sinking back into my depression is like a warm hug. finding comfort in this is sadness is so natural. i know i was meant to feel this.
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“My body my choice” we scream in unison, cutting our wrists and thighs
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"i need a man" "i need clear skin" I NEED TO DIE!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I wanna die but it's too hard to. I wanna blow my brains out but i can't. Literally the best way i could kms is by slitting my wrists and throat but I don't even think i would have the courage to do that. I wish i wasn't born in the first place .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
#tw sui ideation#tw sui talk#tw suic1de#i wanna kms#i wanna die#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#jirai
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I need to sleep forever (in both a suicidal way and a I’m so sleepy way)
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sending me to school is practically asking me to kill myself
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