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i love a good night out oh my goood
#just had an amazing night at a full moon party / free skate#10/10 im obsessed and will be going again#also got a bunch of good photos AND made a friend!!!#like aaaa it was so perfect i almost canāt go to bed#i do need to shower tho cause i amn sweaty
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#our 1 year is this sunday!#making her those crystal candies from tiktok sheās been obsessed with#gonna get a cute box to give them to her in#all the colors r different flavors too!#lesbian#girlfriend#crystal candy#kohakutou
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Canāt fucking stand when the people at my job INSIST on being stupid!
#work vent#fuck work#got into an argument with a coworker for no reason bc she interupted me to insist the problem with my keyboard was a hardware problem#itās a software problem bc my a key is sometimes binding to the mic button for no reason#ādo you know what I mean by bindingā? her: āno im not illiterateā#i wasnāt saying that you were!#gaaaah if you hadnāt interrupted me to (wrongly!!!) correct me then I wouldnāt be asking!!#ntm literally my team is just mostly useless and i do most/all of the work for everything we actually need to do#canāt wait for the first guy to leave cause he does nothing and blames it all on being autistic#like im sorry i get it but also that doesnāt mean you get to sit around doing no work all day and offload the rest of it onto us!#meanwhile my other coworker is a total personality hire and everyone loves her but im also 90% sure all she does is work on our socmed page#which is fine but like not the current team priority when our vol calendar is mostly empty through the rest of summer!#meanwhile our boss is across the country and so out of touch with the work we all do it drives me nuts#canāt wait to be done in a month jfc
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you know the saying āwhen you know, you knowā? they really werenāt kidding
#god i love her#iām gonna marry her someday <3#lesbian#our 1 year anniversary is in less than a month#we got fake married in april of last year tho soooo#fr tho i am unironically writing bits and pieces for our vows rn#sheās everything iāve ever wanted and more <3
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uuuugggghhhh, i keep making tiny mistakes at work and itās killing meeeee
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Never once been tempted by ai⦠but that see your future baby one? hhhhh
#like im not gonna use it but i wanna see the baby my girlfriend and I would have š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#dating her has made me such a different person omg (in a good way)#like i used to live so in the moment and just kinda do the bare minimum but now i wanna do great for the sake of our future#hhh just love her so much and want to give her everything#lil scared for long distance but i have faith we can make it through it#and im gonna visit her all the time!! like being half way across the country sure as hell isnāt gonna stop me#perks of being in full-time law school instead of working? iāll have actual breaks that i can use to come see her
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Scared Iām turning into my dadā¦
#lesbian#idk having a philosophical with my girlfriend and recognizing similarities between her and my mom / me and my dad#doesnāt help that iām also otw to becoming a lawyer like himā¦
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forever torn between wishing i was in my late teens/early 20s in a different time and knowing that eventually time would progress right back to now anyway
#like i wish i was a late 90s/early 2000s lesbian for so many reasons#but then iām devastated by the fact that i would then just be like 40 now which š¬#like the passage of time sucks let me just be young gay and hot back when there werenāt so many assimilationist gays#but also have time freeze like then so i could live that reality forever#watching the big short and it fills me with the dread how even if i were to be living decades ago at my age time would still move onā¦#like i could be a cool 90s gay in another life time but then i would eventually live through the housing crisis and covid and trump anyway
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the dyke gender euphoria that is wearing a baseball cap
#gender euphoria#lesbian#dyke#idk why but like as someone whoās gender is v much lesbian itās so nice knowing i just look so gay rn#smthn about the hat + outfit combo is rlly making me give off outdoorsy dyke which i loooove#i also know i walk p gay when im dressed gay which is a slay bonus
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Forever obsessed with my gay Geek Charming rewrite from 3 years ago, love rereading both it and my little editing notes made at odd hours
#geek charming#dcom#forever my my favorite DCOM#also itās even better gay lol#like rereading any of my fanfics from when I was younger is fun but this one is like watching a whole movie lol
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i hate being home
#why are they acting superior for liking the dub of squid games#like āthis is how *we* do it hereā#like i know we isnāt me but like⦠it hurts to hear the implication#vent#canāt wait til xmas break means spending it with my gfās family
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nothing better than a watching a non-rules person try to read tabletop instructions
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ngl sometimes the inherent social isolation of being a lesbian makes me feel literally sick
#lesbian#vent#rant#love being a lesbian but hate that ill never be what my parents want bc i literally canāt </3#in other news im no longer allowed to listen to Maya Hawkeās music when im not sad bc itāll make me sad#listened to ocean today which was *not smart*#ntm when I bring up gay shit with straight women? most of them v clearly just change the subject bc they donāt know how to handle it#unless itās with gay men and theyāre sexualizing dudes š#idk love (most of) my coworkers but im over the corner of white (mostly) straight girls who i lowkey still want validation from#like theyāre great! but sucks to learn theyāve been having smoke sessions the three of them w/o other nearby ppl (who r POC and/or queer)#idk like im not saying they have to be friends with us or invite all of us but like? itās interesting that it worked out like thatā¦#and maybe i shouldnāt want to be part of that group but fuck it i want to be wanted#tfg for my work bestie tho sheās great#and according to one of them weāll be invited next time
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no pain like being at home with your family after you start dating someone who actually loves you
#im actually sick like wtf#they like me in theory and she loves me for me#family trauma#vent#it extra sucks cause ik she has a very different relationship with her family than I do#id hate to be needy cause i just wanna ft her but i know sheās having a great time#lowkey breaks my heart cause I already kinda struggle with being enough for her (/anyone) so also having issues with feeling love kills me#like sheās so perfect what if i make her life worse by being in it#aaaand i need to stop blogging before i start crying in front of the fam#gd it is rough out here for dykes with familial trauma
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white woman no! š
#i periodically check the trump instagram to unfollow ppl i know who follow him and I am being blindsided by people i thought were normal š¬š¬š¬#seeing a former friend (homophobe from SD) on there isnāt a shock but there are certain pplā¦#*cough cough* i knew a certain friend fixing her relationship with her family wasnāt good thing#not like a close friend anymore tfg but like⦠hhhh i wanted her relationship with her fam to be better for her sake but not like this
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love my gf but come on, pay ur bills before we go out if weāre gonna wait 30 for u to do it
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nothing makes me feel ill like the old college experience
#bring back the 2000s#give me the old spring breaking#give me the party days#i went to a party school and it still didnāt feel like what it shouldāve been#truly and deeply fuck covid#ik this is such a selfish vent but im wine-tipsy and watching the scooby doo movie#i wish i got to do spring break at spooky island#the pandemic rlly did change everything for the worse#only good thing was learning how to skateboard and spending the pandemic with friends but gd do i wish it ended before college#vent
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