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bm1 under 18.5 feels so much better than any food ever.

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w1a1ad- July 10/25

Black iced coffee: 2c

McDonald's Coke Zero: 0 c

McDonald's 4 nuggets and dip: 193c + 70c

I exercised for a while yesterday, plus I had a whole shift at work that I was on my feet for.

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Ate ice cream, I feel like such a fat fucking pig.

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How 4n4 feels

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I’M BACCKKKKK

(I need tumblr to motivate me)

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your username makes me hungry like i just wanna take a bite

honestly they were my fav dessert 💔 pls don’t chomp me tho 😞

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i truly believe i won’t be loved until i’m small and delicate

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you know you’ve made it when your collarbones are naturally visible

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“do you have any weight loss tips?” be traumatised.

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Every day is such a fucking battle. I starve and all I think about is food. I eat normally and all I think about is how many c@ls it is, how much w8 I’ll gain, how f@t I am to be eating. I’m so fucking tired I can’t win.

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me with ANY pasta 😞

how I look at the most delicious delightful tantalising scrumptious but high calorie food in front of me:

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having the guilty conscience of someone with an 3d but the eating habits of a non disordered 😍👍

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its called acadeMIA for a reason ;)

I NEED to be the overworked undernourished top of the class student so bad

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crazy how i started eating again and started hating myself more, do we think they're correlated

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the hung3r is just proof i’m doing it right.

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w1a1ad

little late with this one

iced shaken espresso - 140c (I wouldn’t have had this if my bf didn’t bring it as a surprise for me)

1/2 chicken breast - 142 c

white rice ~200g- 260c

TOTAL: 542c

•3km run, a 2km walk and a shift at work

NET: -1,246c