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Loving You

Loving you isn´t easy,

specially in the silence,

even more in the distance.

Loving you is a roller coaster,

it has more downs than ups,

still I´m hanging tight.

Loving you is a challenge,

is a one way ticket to heartbreak,

and I´m already on the way.

Loving you can be hard,

but it makes me feel alive,

it gives me strength in rainy days,

I just love loving you.

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Searching

Midnight got me in the pub,

I was kissing strangers,

trying to find love

in the unknown lips,

but maybe I was searching for you,

Searching for your lips,

Searching your orbit,

So we can meet again.

But the pub didn't give me answers,

the strangers hold no clues of you.

So another night passes,

tomorrow I'll keep searching for you.

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Ordinary human

I´m not waiting for a superhero; I´m tired of them, with their capes, superpowers, and flamboyant personalities. I just want to love an ordinary human, the type that sometimes need to be saved, that have emotions, that have daily struggles.They are more real. I just want someone who I know at the end of the day, will be there with me, and we will open our alternate reality, disappering for a while from the real world. That is the “superpower” I search for in the one who loves me.

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Anxious

I've been thinking of you today,

been overthinking really,

I want you all,

I want it all as it comes.

I love every piece of you,

and that is why I'm anxious of losing you

since the beginning,

of making you turn away.

I just want all the daydreams

and fantasies to come true.

I'm scared of what I'll seem to you.

Will I be enough for you?

Will you be the best for me?

Will there be a future for us?

I have to stop doubting so much,

I have to let things happen.

But this kind of things

are easier said than done.

I'll go to sleep thinking of you,

and I know I'll have sweet dreams

because you are at them.

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“When life sucks, throw yourself into art.”

— Monica Drake, Clown Girl

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Secret Love

I saw you that breezy night,

since then, I haven't forgotten about you.

My heart pumps faster

when I see your light,

when I imagine our adventures,

when I hear your voice calling me.

You don't know how I like you,

how much I want to be your lover,

but right now,

I have to console myself

being your secret lover;

one that you ignore his existence,

but I'm sure you've prayed

for someone like that lover,

for someone for you.

I'm here, close to you,

just uncover the secret,

and I'll be your wished lover.

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“It takes great deal of courage to see the world in all its tainted glory, and still learn to love it.”

— Oscar Wilde, An Ideal Husband

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Love At First Sight (free verses)

I loved you at first sight,

when I saw you dancing,

I couldn't resist that smile.

It hooked me in, loosing my mind.

Now I can't stop thinking of you,

can't stop wondering if you are for me.

I'm just scared of loving you

I'm scared of not being the best for you,

to be a liability, to break your heart.

Maybe it's because I've never felt love at first

sight, that's all.

Maybe it's because it's been a while since love

knocked my door, that's all.

I pray to heaven I can be with you,

I pray to be the best man for you,

I pray and beg for you to be written on my

destiny, on my stories, and not just on my

daydreams and fantasies.

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Your Hand

Woke up feeling bright,

for I have you by my side.

There's nothing I would wish more

than stoping time right now.

Your hands warm my coldest days,

Your hands bring light to the dark,

and there's nothing I want more

than hold your hand as we walk.

We're sitting alone,

I blush at your sight,

we laugh as we drink coffee & toasts,

Let's stop time now.

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In suffering, you’ve found a greater understanding and appreciation for all of life’s wonders. You’re still trying to believe it every day. One morning you convince yourself it will all be worth it, the next you’re down and believe it all to be worthless.

Connor Franta, Note To Self (via ann-fortunately)

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Adios

When did things turned down?

Everytime we are close

I feel that I doubt

Maybe it's time for an "adios"

It hurts now, but it's the best

for our hearts, for our souls

so we stop making deep holes

and stop throwing words to our chest

Adios my lover,

I still love you,

but things got too toxic.

Adios darling,

Maybe on another life

Maybe on other stars

Our love will be good.

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Cold Night

The rain pours

as well as a tear down my cheek,

and I wonder if maybe I'm weak.

This voice inside me yells

yells for a soul to talk to,

but, love hasn't been on my side.

As the night gets colder,

I search for a warm hug,

a shoulder where I can rest,

but all these time I've walking alone,

love hasn't been kind,

and he doesn't care what I feel,

what I have to go through.

Like all days, I'll fall asleep alone,

with no one to call "my own",

no one to call "dear",

but I'll keep waiting for that stranger's smile

Even if it takes a while.

I wish the moment comes early,

'cause I'm losing hopes.

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Freedom

Once upon a time,

there was a boy so insecure,

and that cared what people thought.

He lived his days worried about others' words

until he realized he didn't knew himself,

he ignored his own strength ,

the powerhouse inside him,

the fire burning brightly in him.

He waited someone to see his core,

even though he insisted in hiding it.

He wanted love, love without limits,

but fear took the best of him,

but not anymore,

he is free.

It took many years

but as they say,

it is better late than never.

He feels the chains getting loose,

the weight on his shoulders falling down;

he disobeys now the voices who told him

where to go, what to think.

It may be a mistake,

but he doesn't care, in the end,

it's his life.

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Drunk

Maybe I’m not good

Maybe I thought you understood

Now I’m at a bar searching love

That it’s more fitting than a glove

I think I’ll regret messing with you

But I’m glad you withdrew.

It made me see how are you

I’m a little drunk now

But I feel like new

I’ll find a someone who loves me more

And I won’t be crying at your door.

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The Door

I know this is the end for us,

it seems I can't change your mind,

but before you close the door,

let me give you an everlasting last kiss,

'cause my heart will be broken tomorrow,

but I just want to enjoy our last moments,

taste your lips like if it was the first time.

Let us not fight tonight,

just hold me closely

let me feel the last sparks of our love.

It won't be long for them to turn off,

all I ask as you leave is for you to softly,

close the door of my heart.

I know this time I can't make you come back,

and you won't come back, too,

but let me wonder what we could have been,

give me some minutes for saying goodbye,

even though I would like years.

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Dreams

I talk to myself about

what my dreams are

but reality is not my friend,

chances aren't close.

Still I hold to that dreams and fantasies,

in my heart and soul

maybe one day they'll come to me,

but meanwhile reality hits rock hard,

it drains my heart.

I'm holding on to hope

Still why I feel so small,

feel like conspiracies surround me,

but they won't ruin the smile on my face.

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Love Before Wars

I turn the TV on, just to watch more bullets fired, more blood and tears being shed, children crying for their parents. My heart shrinks at the view, water runs out of my eyes, I can’t believe it, I can’t believe we fall in the same mistakes, we keep making hatred-cycle bigger, and I wonder, wonder everyday When will love come before war? When will hugs come before guns? When will love wash the hatred? As someone said, I may be a dreamer, but I’m not the only one

Tell me that what I dream is impossible , but I can’t silence the heart, I can’t stop wishing for the day, the day we all live as brothers the day no kid has to see their parents dead the day a gun gets rusty, and I can keep telling you what I wait, but the words would never end, my life would end before I could finish.

If you see this, spread love, hug your dear ones, kiss your loved ones, tolerate others, wish the best for strangers, for that is what the world needs, but doesn’t get.

(P.S.: Dear reader, I love and support you the way you are. So believe in love and stop any hatred and resentment in your heart and soul. I believe you can do it :D. )

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