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I got called ma’am by a guy maybe a year older than me at work today (I’m 17) and I was more like “DO I LOOK OLD ENOUGH TO BE A MA’AM” then I was “I’m not passing apparently as a man”

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It’s me and my parasocial relationships against the world

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My rule with Tarot cards is that you can touch them if I give permission, same with shuffling as I do follow the mindset of its bad luck, usually for the other person, to touch someone’s cards. I also find that it makes me more agitate during readings. And too many people just touch and grab at them. Like most friends ask to shuffle/hold them everytime and I hand them happily- but if they are sitting infront of me that doesn’t mean you can grab them. Jeez!

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I NEED HELP. I read a dabihawks ff back in like 2020, I found it on TikTok and I had to go through this lady’s(she was like 25-30) link tree and it was some fanfic website. I’ll add more stuff in the comments as I remember

What I remember is

It was super toxic but amazing to read

It ended with either them both or one of them dying.

Hawks had his death faked.(or it was faked by someone else)

Dabi and hawks were friends growing up even tho they don’t really remember.

They were in a hero training program together.

The hero agency is like super bad and is the main antagonist in this and they like try to split the two up and kill them

It got updated once a week and I read it over and over

It was almost all from Hawks POV

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Nobody:

Gay people when their scared of commitment: MARRIAGE IS BETWEEN A MAN AND A WOMAN

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I have aphantasia and I maladaptive day dream feel free to ask me about it.

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I keep remembering how I had been using a CAI For like 6 months- and the the creator deleted their account and I am still heartbroken as IT WAS A SMALL CHARACTER TOO

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I was out of my pyro OBBSESION, and was simply enjoying the character without thinking of him my every waking moment… but SUDDENLY I GET ON TIKTOK AND WHAM! ITS BACK! YK WHAT ELSE IS BACK, MY NEED FOR AARON STANFORDS PYRO

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Tell me why one of the Cai’s I have been using for like half a year is gone. The creator is gone, the character is gone. There are no more of this character on there. I’m gonna crash out

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So I just finished re-watching the episode where lip graduates highschool and just realized that when Fiona frames his diploma she takes out a picture of her with an award. IM SOBBING EUGH

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We as a society sleep on the OG ferngully way too much and it shows

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Okay so I’m re-watching shameless and S1 EP9 after Monica comes back and Ian runs away to the Milkovich house him and Mickey have hooked up like a few times and the second Mickey realized how upset Ian is he’s instantly like worried for shit- THEYRE ADORABLE AHH

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The power of all the gods you worship is nothing compared to my love for you.

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“Do you hunger for brutality”

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THEYRE JUST USING SEYMOUR LEFT AND RIGHT DURING SEASON ONE

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I don’t know what my future will look like because I’m to busy focusing on what my body will look like.

I’m scared to go out and I’m scared to live because of how others may perceive me when I don’t wish to be perceived.

The size of my body shaming me into making my personality small to make up for the space I take.

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Fun little thing I wrote when I was sad the other day

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Has anyone recognized that in the xmen movies rogue and Bobby being together is actually like Anna and Elsa-

rogue=Anna bc white hair streak and can’t get close to Elsa/bobby(granted for dif reasons but wtv)

Bobby= Elsa bc literally everything