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As someone with an undiagnosed GI illness, this feels too relatable 🗣

I'm giving up on my mental health to focus solely on my chronic illness.

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Bro I'm seriously not kidding, I'm so ready to go home and read AO3 fanfiction, it's 1 PM, and all I want to do is go home, and read fanfiction to pass time 🗣🗣

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!

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ON MY DASH TOO!!! NO WAY 💪💪💪

i got these knockoff boots online and instead of the brand name on the tag they have the name of an apparently nonexistent martin scorsese movie??? what the fuck

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HOLD ON, LET ME JUST- 🚑🚑🚑🚑

She Jack on my Walten till I'm missing

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If I had the mpreg emoji I'd reply with it 🗣🗣

She Jack on my Walten till I'm missing

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The most real of being real!!!

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Guys.. I posted this first class on Thursday, while I was trying to work on my essay draft. I was literally thinking of the most random stuff, even though I'm writing about the outsiders (The book vs the movie)

I just sort of.. Thought I had to share this with the class!!! Did not expect 19 notes in 2 days though 🗣🗣🗣

She Jack on my Walten till I'm missing

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The four gastrointestinal horsemen of chronic illness:

nauseous, why?

Constipation™

Oh. I Can't Eat That.

Ow, my butt. (diarrhea)

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Only day you can rb this

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

YESTERDAY OH YEAAHH

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I hate how my body decided to get sick, and have the WORST period it wanted to give me A WEEK BEFORE CONCERT WEEK

I can't go to school physically, and mentally unwell??? So I guess I just talk to my friends on call, sneeze, cough, sniffle, and curl into a ball of pain all... Weekend?

OF COURSE IT'S LESS THAN A MONTH UNTIL SUMMER BREAK AND I'VE MISSED OVER 30 DAYS OF SCHOOL THIS SCHOOL YEAR

I'm going to AAAAAAAA

(If people want me to add a TW to this LMK, and I'll edit it, but Idk if these need one)

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Day 1 is usually a 6 or 7, Day 2 is usually a 5 or 6, and it goes to like- a 3 to 4 on other days.

Use this pain scale to rate the typical pain of your period cramps at their peak (so if it's at its worst on day 2, rate day 2) when unmedicated:

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The Onion continues to never miss

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TW: Mentions of weight, disordered eating, therapy, and food.

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So, I weighed myself today, and honestly? I think I'm pretty content, I'm 57.2 kg/126.2 lbs, and I'm happy with that, it's a healthy weight, I'm insecure, yes, but I'm trying to work on it. I'm also getting therapy soon, so hopefully she will be able to help me with my disordered eating, and give me coping mechanisms!! I have to workout with my mom again, since I took a break for a month, or two because of low iron, everytime I worked out, I felt weak, and tired, and cold. I also kept accidentally getting hurt while doing weights, but I think I'm doing a bit better now. It's almost Summer!! And I spent all Spring feeling depressed?? That's weird, usually it's the complete opposite, but atleast there's therapy!!!! 🗣🗣

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