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thinking about the angsty stucky fic i read in middle school or something in which bucky connected his relationship with steve with panic at the disco songs…. i specifically remember “this is gospel” being one of the most important ones because of like “locked away in permanent slumber” “pieces of broken memories” it was soooooOOOOOOOO 2010s tumblr core 💔

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girlies and gays save me please i’ve been hanging out with straight men recently and it’s eating at my soul these are not my people my people are fags and dykes and trans people and girlies get me out of cishet male hell. Dude i’m actually kind of an asshole for saying all that cuz the people i’ve been hanging out with are actually nice. i’m just always scared when i hang out with straight men, i feel much more comfortable with the girls and the gays. that’s what it is bro it’s bc when i hang out with cis straight men it’s like im just always a little uncomfortable. being friends with cishet men has not worked out for me in the past. i don’t trust them. Am i an asshole?

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one of my fav things a friend has said to me: “well i can’t invite you to the wedding if you’re planning on objecting”

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fanfic authors, i love you so much. the fact you spend hours and hours pouring your heart and your talent into works that you put out for us to read and enjoy for free. i hope you know how awesome you are.

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i genuinely believe fanfiction/fanworks in general are one of the great beauties of life

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this is me whenever anyone tells me i seem cool

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reading ninety one whiskey where deans a medic and thinking about twist and shout where cas is in med school is about to make me cry like i can’t even express it in words

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i’ve just embarked on the journey of a 400,000 word fanfic and i am so excited to continue

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save me tumblr supernatural fandom save me i can’t be acting like a freak by myself where are you

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also season 13 destiel is also so explicit like the only way they could be more obvious is if they actually kissed. s13e6 castiel literally calls dean a bear. they sit in the car and check each other out. DEAN REALLY LIKES COWBOYS????? AND THEN MAKES CAS WEAR A COWBOY HAT??? i mean COME THE FUCK ON!!!!

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season 13 dean is so explicitly depressed it’s so relatable i want to cry

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hear me out. what if i got

“Castiel”

tattooed on like my thigh so people unfamiliar will think it is the name of a lover but no merely my favorite gay cutie pie angel

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i love supernatural i love supernatural i love supernatural i love supernatural i love supernatural i love supernatural

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dean winchester is literally my baby boy i will never be a dean hater i love him so much

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how many depression playlists is it acceptable to have

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Sometimes, at night, i am lulled to sleep by the knowledge that Shawn Spencer would kick bbc Sherlock’s ass

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i go “10th grade was my dykiest era” and my friends look me up and down and i go “no wait i literally had a purple pixie cut” and my friends look at me and then look at each other and then look at me again… i fear ive been clocked