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underweight sounds so much nicer than obese

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Genuinely wanna get to know you guys :)

If you’re an active £D blog as of May 2024, heart this and let’s follow each others ✨

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LOST 10 KG YALL!!! OMGYG

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My therapist tells me that it’s “sooooooo dangerous”

But I got so much fat stored on my body

I can probably survive like, a year without food

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Things that FUCKING SUCK about being fat:

I can't wrap a regular sized towel completely around myself.

The chafing between my thighs hurts sooo bad.

I can't keep up with my boyfriend when we go out for walks and especially when we go hiking. It's so embarrassing, he literally has to keep stopping and waiting for me to finally catch up.

It's hard finding clothes at the store that actually fit. And I can guarantee, it won't be anything nice either, sweatpants and maybe hoodies..

18" necklaces are chokers on me.

I have to get wide shoes.

Not fitting in socks made out of certain materials, some of them cut into my ankles...

Struggling to fit in high-top sneakers. Forget about calf height boots.

Feeling disgusting for eating in front of people. I know people see me and think "That's why you're fat." "I'm so glad I don't look like that."

Small bathroom stalls can be a nightmare.

I love swimming, but not in front of people.

Feeling insecure and disgusting all the time.

Etc.

I'm soooo tired of being this size, it's time for a change.

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Haven’t posted in a while!!!

Been feeling kinda down

I can’t sleep AT ALL anymore and idk why

I wanna sh all the time, might make an sh blog at this point actually

Ppl are complimenting me more and more!!!

I finally have a room alone also!!! Which means I can spend the night working out!!!!!

Gonna organize my room 2nite!

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bitches will be like "i'm fighting demons" and the demon is their own appetite.

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Y’all I’m thinking about making a gc on discord 👀 like not a server since those get taken down quickly but maybe a gc 0:

Also is they a think such as a not extremely s3xu4l c04ch?

If you’d like to join, dm me on discord!

I keep being offered coaching and it’s always so creepy…

If it’s a part of who you are that’s ok as long as you don’t pressure me into being s3xual… I do want help.

I do want to lose weight. I want to have someone who’ll support my fasting. I want to have someone backing me up in this shit disorder. I don’t want to be alone.

But is the price for not being lonely has to be being sexual?

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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ur getting thinner , while she’s getting fatter & doesn’t even realize it.. keep going it’ll be worth it i swear.

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Ok, so here are my stats:

HW: 151 kg

LW: 50 kg

2ndHW: 140

CW: 130

GW 1: 120 kg

GW 2: 100 kg

GW 3: 80 kg

GW 4: 60 kg

UGW: 30 kg

3DS: atypical 4n4, B3D, M!a

WILL UPDATE AS THING GO

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BLOCK DO NOT REPORT

If you wanna be 4n4 buddies, add me on discord!

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Since my accs keep getting deleted!

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Ok sorry I had to reblog this one 😭

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

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Ok so here’s how this is gonna go from now on:

Seeing as this is my fourth acc, I’m not gonna be posting stuff, imma just lurk here.

If I get comfortable enough I MIGHT start posting but honestly I just want a community.

I’m so so so sorry, if y’all were my moots pls follow me again ):