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any discord ed group i can join as a 20yo man? don't want to make anyone uncomfortable but I really need support/community atm :/

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They don't even love me anymore. It's not the same as it was before. The love they used to give is not there. I can't bear them pretending to give me love. I feel so empty.

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hiii pls interact with this if you're an active adult €dblr account in april 2024

i desperately need more adults to follow and be mutuals with, i feel so uncomfortable with so many minors' posts on my dash

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LMAO

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As a fat Person who lost weight in the past i can tell you, the World treat you better the more skinny you get. No one cared how i lost my weight back then, all they cared was that i looked better with any pound i lost so I will do it again, and this time i will NOT screw up! I will only stop when i'm skinny!

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I got offered food today and it was such a strange experience. What you mean you think I should eat??

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i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

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having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

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bought a bunch of baby food, this ed never got so bad

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I’ve been getting so many compliments on my weight loss lately which is GREAT and like TY but also please stfu. Knowing you saw me when I was bigger makes me want to die. Why are you being so kind and complimentary to me now? Does loosing weight make me worth that much more to you?

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i don't count alcohol calories for spiritual healing and mental health purposes ❤️ (i have a problem)

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screaming and crying and throwing up i need to look like this

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once again, be as mean as you want. I'm (literally) a big boy, I can take it

feels like I did no progress at all

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why do I feel fatter than I did at my highest weight??