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AAA, hi I’m that first anon ( /w\)

I’m glad you’re doing well ❤️ Thank you so much for the content you’re making. I’ve been kinda losing interest in Obey Me but I’d like to request a match-up, maybe it’ll help me rekindle my love for the game.

So, hmm. I’m 18 and a bit of a short gal, 4’ 11 since I last checked (aaaa, Asian genes. But hey, cute size difference).

I’m an INFP-T, so I kinda suck at socialising hahah. But I make up for it by showing a cheery exterior. It always feels good to leave a good impression.

I usually like to try keeping a soft image, but will also be a loud memelord if I ever get comfortable enough.

I’m about to study HUMSS next school year, dreaming of becoming an arts teacher or prof, if I can manage. But I struggle with anxiety, which kinda clashes with my dream career, since a teacher requires confidence ,w,)

I tend to put others’ needs before myself, I always want to make sure my friends are happy. The world is… horrible, so I really try my best to ensure they’re smiling. It just gives me good serotonin if I know I made them feel happier.

My brain is horrible at keeping stuff, meaning I’m really forgetful. And oof, not really the smartest tool in the shed. No thoughts, head empty. Only love and escapism✌️😔 My dumbass brain is another thing that clashes with my dream job.

I like drawing, listening to music (distracts me from bad thoughts), video games (my most favs are rpgs and open world), horror stuffs, and crying whenever I see frogs and dogs. I also like plants. Ohh, and shiny rocks, heck yea.

Tho, I’m not really taking care of any at the moment, but I dream of having my own garden. I love the cottagecore aesthetic.

A thing I should add I guess is that I used to be a total weeb, so my behaviour and speech is heavily influenced. I’d sometimes casually drop a ‘hai?’, 'nani’, 'nande kore’ and etc. in convos. Kinda makes me cringe, but dang I can’t stop.

Even if I don’t enjoy watching anime as much as before, I do like anime movies. All ghibli films, Kimi no Nawa, Weathering with You and A Silent Voice are my favs.

I just love the soundtracks so much qoq

My worse flaws are I’m hella sensitive, a huge procrastinator, childish, and easily jealous.

But despite me being a lazy dumbass, if I put my mind into something, I will not stop until I finish the thing. Which means I also tend to overwork myself.

I know it’s unhealthy but it really keeps me motivated, aaa-

I also seem to like acting as if I know a lot? I mean, I come across as that but my real intention is I just thought to share my knowledge of the subject.

I just say a lot of stuff because I tend to blabber and jumble my words.

I guess my love language is words of affirmation. Compliments, I love you’s, heart memes, cheesy pick up lines that my sleep-deprived self thought of at 4am- all of em!

These are the weapons I torture my friends with o(○｀ω´○)9

But ahh, the thing is I’ve never dated anyone before. I find it so difficult to fall for someone irl, or even gain crushes. Mostly fictional. So I have absolutely no experience in the dating business.

Something to do with my self esteem and trust issues, ekk-

Oof, that’s long. I hope that’s not too much. Again, thank you so much if you happen to get to write this. Take your time, hun ^w^ ❤️💕 AAAA, and congratulations on reaching 100 followers!

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Hi! 

Noooooo i’m so sorry it took me so much time to write this ;; I hope you like the result though! thank you for your patience!!  💕 💕 💕 

I decided to match you with Mammon! 

Here is why: 

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To whomever it may concern,

Hello, hi—!! I don't wanna waste anyone's time so I'll just get to it—I'll be abandoning this blog now. It's probably too late for me to say but I got scared half-way through last year that I wasn't able to...

I'm terribly sorry. Some of you guys were probably hoping I'd come back, but I only return with sad news. I'm so sorry to the new people who followed me ( ; ω ; ):゜。

I really wanna explain my disappearance but oof, it's too personal.

I wanna say thank you however—to the people who I've interacted with and supported me during my time here. One of the sweetest strangers I've ever met on the internet—!!

That's pretty much it. I don't wanna get too mushy and make anyone uncomfortable so I'll just end it here.

Once again, thank you, friends! Have a wonderful day (♡ ´ᵕ` ♡) byebye!! 💕

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I haven't been playing Obey Me as much like before, and seeing this notif suddenly pop up made me SCREAM LAUGH

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Thank you @figlasagna for the tag! (*´꒳`*)✨

I have a heart-shaped birthmark on my left shoulder (and you bet i tried showing it off one time by doing the Dio pose)

I was a majorette for 3 years

A fish once slapped me in the face during a school field trip back in preschool

I crack my fingers whenever I feel agitated

I'm not sure who to tag so- anyone, feel free to join! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ💕❤️

Another Tag game

Make yourself in picrew and give 3-7 facts about yourself! I bored and would love to know more about you, lovely! 

……Let’s go?

Here’s me, I tried (○｀ 3′○)

 I have darker hair…but-

- I have 4 birds

- I LOVE strawberries

- I might seem mad or have the “MEH” face as my dad say, but I proimse that’s just cuz I don’t know what to do in public    ╯︿╰

- I like to take picture of almost everything 

TAGGING: @foxy-princess​ @mammonslastbraincell​ @inb4belphienaps​ @mahiihi​ @lord-diavolo-is-watching​ @fellulahh​ @saeyoungchoismaid​ and however feels like joining! 💕

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*looks at my creeper watch and sees that im late* aw man :(

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💗💗💗

trish lesbian trish lesbian

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Having just finished my first year of my screenwriting masters program, i wanna share this thing that I was told at the very start of the year that I have not been able to stop thinking about

they got all 28 of us screenwriters in a room on like the second day and straight up told us—

“you will suffer for your entire career if you make this into a competition.” 

they told us that, while we might like the write similar things, like in the same genre, or same settings—we’d never be in competition, simply because we were all different people.

from our big differences in life experience and in personality, down to our smaller differences in story preferences and writing style, it all made everything we all did unique.

and while we were all one of a million people trying to achieve the same goal of making writing a career—individually we were the only ones who could tell our stories. 

You are the only one who can write like you, who can draw like you, who can cosplay like you, who can sing like you, who can make art like you. Don’t ruin the love you have for your craft by comparing yourself to others, by putting yourself in competition with them just because you want to be “the best”.

And finally, here’s the tough love part that we all got reminded of constantly—

The moment you decide you are better than everyone, is the moment you fail. Because you will have closed yourself off to valuable critique. You will have inflated your ego so big that the second you get rejected you’ll spiral. You will have become so high and mighty that one day you’ll look around and realize you have pushed all of your peers, and your entire support system, away. 

There literally is no “best”. There is only growing with others as artists, supporting your peers, and telling your story in the way only you can. That’s how you succeed.  

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when guys are like “girls over [relatively low weight] shouldn’t wear [revealing article of clothing]” a lot of the time they are trying to get women above that weight to say “OH REALLY?” and post a picture of themselves looking good in that article of clothing. It’s a creepy power play designed to prey on both women’s confidence and their insecurities and trick them into posting revealing pictures of themselves for the sexual gratification of men who they otherwise wouldn’t have given the time of day. It’s a sleazy pick-up artist tactic. It’s negging. When you see an all-too-common post that’s like “bigger girls shouldn’t wear bikinis” and the response is him getting “owned” because a woman replied with pictures of herself looking beautiful, he’s not getting owned at all, he’s getting exactly the result he was hoping for. They’re basically saying “You sure showed me by sending me, a huge sexist creep, a picture of yourself in a bikini! PLEASE don’t send me nudes, I don’t know if I could take the humiliation!”

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Sky children of light

Lily pads 🌱

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if anyone tries to tell you that your cottagecore dreams are weird or unrealistic, then honey u just gotta ignore ‘em and bake some bread and move on

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i couldn't pick between these two bangs, so here's Phoebe wearing bothヾ(๑ㆁᗜㆁ๑)ﾉ”

thank you once again for tagging me @figlasagna these are always so fun to do!

@spacebon @sansy-ouffle @lazyscribbler @sqooma @feral-enby @the-derp-zone feel free to join, anyone! ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

edit: oh jeez, what happened to my txt

Obey Me Tag and Reblog: Summer Festival Outfit

MC's outfit to the Summer Festival. Based on the new Obey Me Event.

Go here

Zoey's Summer Festival Outfit

@lord-diavolo-is-watching

@purrplewitches

@octofox

@fellulahh

@welcome-to-devildom

@darkobeyme

@boxbusiness

@kl08-96

@mammonstoothbrush

@majolishious

@lachoy-cookie

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So I did this lil comic based on Belphie's "Morning Voice" devilgram story (warning for possible spoilers!)

this is my OC/MC Mekala with her silly faces that i draw instead of properly practicing designs for bros and undateables.

Me: NOOO YOU CAN'T JUST DRAW YOUR MC AND CALL IT CONTRIBUTING TO FANDOM WITHOUT DRAWING THE ACTUAL CAST OF THE GAME

Also me: haha Mekala

go brrr

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Yukata babies on a date💕

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I have been crying bc I found pics of little frogs with little hats

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Once again,,,,,the best elder