goddddd i didnt even realise how much i missed making silly poster cc,,,,its so fun and relaxing but now im even MORE sad because i havent done it in ages and probably wont do more after this for another hot minute 😭😭
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Reading old snippets of old diaries and realizing you were an entirely different person in an entirely different set of circumstances. The same hands with which you flip the pages now were the same ones that wrote the words- maybe a bit smaller in size.
It's the strangest feeling in the world and no matter how old I get, rereading old diary entries fills one with such weird nostalgia, bittersweetness and an ache for the past and for your younger self.
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I just had a daydream about a sapphic pair of kinda-gods?
I say kinda-gods because one is a god of, and the literal embodiment of, the cycle of life and death (think in form kinda how the Nihility in HSR is presented, something incredibly bright behind an incredibly vast shadow which is all that people see), and the other is a mortal they blocked from re-entering the cycle of life and death so they can't die but now it's been hundreds of thousands if not millions of years and they can't reverse it and by now all that is left of their original identities is their remembrance of calling each other by their names and their incessant longing for one another.
They used to both be normal girls living their lives until the one became a god at some point, which separated them, and then prevented the mortal one from dying, which separated them further, because cycle-life-death and all that
Then eventually another god whose sole goal and purpose is to destroy the universe (can you see I'm basing some of it off HSR) finally succeeds in that and as the universe is falling apart he comes to visit them, they greet him with a smile, standing together as the veil of death had already fallen apart, finally united, for the last time, and he, softly, smiles at them as well, for the first time in countless millennia, as they and he also begin fading away
The lesbians fall into each other for the last time, and fade away softly into nothingness in each other's embrace, loving smiles on both their faces
And the universe scatters into dust, and that dust into finer dust, and so on, and again, until nothing remains – and for aeons (no pun intended), that nothingness remains, pulsing with life and death gathered in one, everywhere. And eventually, a speck of metaphorical energy bumps into another. And that one, into another, and it creates a chain reaction – like an avalanche, building up until it roars, like a spiderweb, the entirety of it trembling at the one slightest touch, and the universe ROARS as it BURSTS INTO LIFE once again, stars are born, voids are left, worlds are created and the Universe LIVES again.
And eventually, when sentient, sapient life is born upon a new world, a small, tiny offshoot of the Universe... awakens. And It is born, as a girl, as a consciousness, by complete accident and chance, without much fanfare – the daughter of the two long bygone, forgotten gods, harboring all the memory of the cosmos... calling Herself Their daughter. For Their love was as eternal as Their longing; for so it shall last, etched upon eternity.
So yeah my bittersweet-ending sapphic not-gods have a daughter that is the Universe Itself :D Happy pride month! 🎉🏳️🌈
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((Hhhhhh, I'm too tired to draw any more of it, but I can't leave it there--))
Killer smiles, and takes your hand. "Of course. Who wouldn't want to see a cutie like you again?" She winks. When her eye reopens, you can see a faint, silver eyelight. "Hm. . . Now that I think about it. . Maybe I'll be here Christmas Eve. How does that sound?"
as long as i can get one last goodbye hug, i'm ready to wait for years >:') <33333
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