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yangwoniez · 2 days ago
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Mid-Term Madness
Best Friend! Heeseung x reader
Heeseung has been stressing a lot more than usual. Mid-Terms are driving him away from you, so what do you do? You take his stress away in a way neither of you have tried before.
Content: MDNI! 18+, Explicit, Oral, Cum, Bold reader
You have never seen your best friend so stressed before. Both of you have been friends for years and have seen each other go through quite a bit. It was shocking to you that your usually calm friend was this tense.
Heeseung had promised to take a break from the mid term studying and go see a movie with you. But when he didn't show up at your dorm on time you figured that he would probably be in the library. Studying with his phone on silent. Completely forgetting he was supposed to be seeing a movie with you.
"We missed the movie." you say as you sit down at the table in the library where Heeseung always sits when he needs to study.
Heeseung looks up from his book and give you a slight frown. He begins to fiddle with his pencil in between his fingers, "Im sorry, I completely lost track of time, I've just been so worked up over mid terms."
"Yeah. I know," you respond while removing the pencil from in between his middle and index finger. "that's why i was trying to get you to focus on me."
"I promise I'll make it up to you." he says looking at the pencil in your hand before looking up at you, "look at movie times for tomorrow, we can go then."
"Come on let's just go back to my dorm." you say handing him his pencil back. He didn't hesitate, he put his things back in the bookbag he brought with him and followed you out of the library.
The walk back to your dorm was silent but when you finally got to your room he asked, "Why are we here, you know if you really want we can catch a late movie."
You were quiet for a moment watching him put his bag down by your desk before responding, "What I really want is to help you Hee."
he sits down on your bed and chuckles at you, "We both know you can't help me with a calculus or statistics test, but thank you." he says looking at you. Heeseung expected you to smile a bit since you both knew you were horrible at math, but you just stood there with an expression he couldn't read.
"That's not what I mean Heeseung." you say before standing right infront of him. You knew this was out of character and very bold but you thought maybe trying something new could help your friend. You slowly dropped down to your knees and look up at him while he looked down at you while a slightly shocked expression.
"I wanna help my best friend de-stress a bit," you say as you began to rub his thighs, "can I try something new?" you ask.
"Are you serious?" Heeseung asked genuinely confused but also intrigued. You guys were very close and have always helped eachother out but this was a new level. Don't get him wrong, he's definitely thought about the possibility of trying things with you and seeing how far he could go, but he always set his attraction to you aside and put your friendship first.
"I'm dead serious." Hearing that response from you and feeling your hands slide up and down his leg he couldn't control his excitement. with a simple "Go ahead" from him you immediately started to palm him, which made him even harder than he was when he saw you on your knees in front of him.
After palming him for a bit you could feel him growing underneath your hand. You reach up to his waist and hook your fingers on both his sweatpants and boxers. As you pull them both down you see that his tip was already glistening in pre cum and he was ready for you to actually start touching him.
You take your tongue and place it right at his base. You look up at him making sure to hold eye contact as you like a long swipe up to his tip. He throws his head back and you can already tell how pent up and needy he is.
You take your tongue and begin to tease his leaking tip, swirling around it, causing him to let out a slight moan. You suck on his tip a bit cause him to bite his glossy lower lip. Finally you slowly start to put him in your mouth going all the way down to the base. As you begging to suck that's when the real sounds start to come out.
"Fuck," Heeseung moans, "th- thank you" he manages to chock out before moaning once more. 
You start to bob your head up and down making sure every inch of him gets to be in your mouth.
Heeseung's moans turn into whines as you continue. You catch him trying to lift his hand up to him mouth to quiet himself down but you pull his hand away and on to you hair, letting him know he can take control. At first he was gentle but once you started to hollow your cheeks his grip on your hair got tighter and he began to push down much more.
"fuck baby, just like that" he breaths out while bobbing your head up and down his cock.
"You're  so pre- oh shit" he moans as you start to swirl your tongue around his cock while he's deep in your mouth.
"You're gonna make me-" he starts as he's hitting the back of your throat, your eyes brimming with tears from pleasure.
"Baby i'm gonna cum" he's says gripping even tighter on your hair. "Im gonna cum in your mouth, beautiful"
You moaned around him after hearing those words, and that made him lose it, he released right at the back of your throat, still gripping your hair, and letting out whiney moans while riding out his high.
When he finally calms down he lifts your face up with his hand. He makes you look at him as he brushes his thumb against your cheek before saying,
“You know, Maybe I can do something similar for you when you’re stressed.”
The End!!
Sorry it’s a bit short, this is my first time writing :)
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imagine-darksiders · 2 days ago
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On the Ropes - ch. 27
Reunions.
Montgomery Gator x Reader
Freddy Fazbear x Reader?
This one has been a long time coming. Half the problem with updating a fic is remembering what the hell you wrote in the last chapters lol. Anyway, please let me know what you think. When I don't write for a while, I get anxious that my skills have deteriorated. :')
You can read the whole fic here on AO3
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It’s a resounding, metallic 'SLAM!' that jumpstarts the heart of every staff member present in the locker room, wrenching them from their early-morning conversations. Someone even lets out an undignified yelp as each person turns their wide, startled eyes over to the origin of the explosive sound.
The eldest among them, Andy Flowers, with his arm held rigidly out in front of him, has his palm pressed flat to the door of his own locker, the same door that’s still quivering in the wake of being hurled shut so viciously.
Through narrowed eyes, the old mechanic glares at the cold, silvery surface, trying very hard not to pivot his vitriol to the left.
Because standing at the mechanic’s side, making a valiant attempt to sink into the floor, is that jittery kid from the day-care, Hughie, casting nervous glances between Andy’s thunderous profile and the previously slammed locker door.
“Um,” he gulps – audible enough in the deafening silence that even those at the back of the room are privy to it, “I just… thought you’d want to know… S-Sir.”
And without another word, he ducks his head down into the collar of his shirt and spins clumsily about on a heel, scurrying from the room with as much dignity as a scolded dog.
Precisely three seconds pass after he vanishes, punctuated by the ‘ticks’ of a dusty analogue clock that hangs in its spot above the entrance.
Then, slowly, somebody lets loose a long, drawn-out whistle.
“Jesus, Andy,” Devon is the first – and bravest – to pipe up, continuing with his half-finished task of tugging a pair of overalls on over his clothes and grinning curiously at the back of Andy’s head, “The Hell’d that poor bastard say to you?”
Gradually, people begin making an effort to at least pretend to resume getting ready for the day, though nobody dares murmur a word, far too nosy to let themselves talk over whatever the mechanic’s response might be.
When it comes, it’s disappointingly lacklustre for those who’d been hoping for a little excitement to spice up their tedious morning.
Wearily, Andy just heaves an almighty sigh as his hand slides from the locker, thwacking noisily against his thigh.
“Nothin’ I ain’t already heard about a thousand times in the last couple’a weeks,” he grumbles, “Damn gator’s on the prowl.”
Should he apologise to Hughie….?
Yeah… Yeah, he probably ought to. Not the kid’s fault he was picked to be Montgomery’s messenger of the day.
“Ah,” Devon’s expression opens up, comprehension dawning in the form of a knowing smirk, “He’s after you again, is he?”
Muttering something uncouth, Andy turns and tugs the brim of his hat down, hiding from the looks his colleagues shoot him as he stalks from the locker room and tries to ignore the murmurs that follow him into the hall.
It isn’t just words that trail after him.
“Can’t be bothered to find me himself, so he sends some kid to do it for ‘im,” he complains to the tapping of sneakered shoes that trot lightly up to his side.
“I think it’s sweet.”
Andy blinks, cocking a brow and swivelling his head around to eye the little blonde traipsing along beside him.
Ah, Chelsea. Sweet, candid Chelsea. Dumb as a box of rocks who can’t tell a sprocket from a spur, but a damn hard worker all the same, and likeable enough that Andy finds he’s not put out by her company. At least now she knows which end of a hammer to hit the nail with. There was a time when she first started at the Plex that nobody was really sure she did.
As her words finally break through the haze of Andy’s early-morning ruminations, he gives a start and pulls his lips into a wrinkled grimace. “S’not sweet,” he sputters on the word like it has a foul taste, “It’s weird.”
And that’s putting it mildly.
The six-week mark since your little workplace ‘accident’ is fast approaching, and the poor mechanic hasn’t known a moment of peace since it began. 
It’s bad enough having the gator pester him all over the building for updates on your condition like there isn’t a patient wire in that big, blundering frame of his, but on top of that very persistent thorn in Andy’s side, he’s also been running around after the other animatronics, most of whom seem to have unanimously decided to make this the month they let their firewalls go kaput. That it’s the same month you just so happen to be out of commission is a bitch of a coincidence.
Screwing up his face to crinkle it even further, Andy lets out a huff, glowering at the dim, red lights lining the wall as he marches past and absently grunts to himself, “All the bots have been actin’ weird.”
Still trailing along at his side, Chelsea’s lips purse and she shoots him a peculiar frown. “Like, weird how?”
How indeed.
Steering around a sharp bend, Andy throws his arms up in a half shrug, half gesture of sheer exasperation. “I don’t know! It-! It’s like they’ve all been sulkin’!” he declares gruffly, failing to note a bemused Chelsea stepping slightly out of his circumference, “Roxanne spends more and more time in her green room in front’a that mirror. The day care attendants haven’t even mentioned Y/n, which is weird, and just yesterday, I had to tell Chica to get outta the kitchen trash. Twice!”
“Chica’s always looking for leftovers,” she shrugs, trying to remember the last time she heard the mechanic talk this much. He probably just needs a holiday.
“Yeah,” he stresses, “But usually I only catch her once a week. I tell her to knock it off, and she does… Least till she ‘forgets’ what I said.”
Heaving out his tension through a brusque sigh, Andy raises his head again and sniffs, “Least Freddy’s not on the fritz.”
“Golden boy,” Chelsea hums with a sage nod.
Almost as soon as his expression relaxes however, it springs right back into a tight, puckered scowl. “But that gator, jeezus…” he hisses, scrubbing a weathered palm harshly down his face, “He’s been drivin’ me to drink. It’s like he’s… he’s-“
“Pining,” she finishes for him.
And god, he wishes there was another word for it, really he does, but she’s hit the nail on the head.
That damn gator, an animatronic with the term ‘miscreant’ written directly into his coding, is pining after his favourite cleaning lady like a schoolboy with a crush.
Lifting his hands once more, Andy buries his face into the calloused skin on his palms for a moment, pressing them against his eyes in a vain effort to try and squeeze some of the weariness out of them. “M’getting too old for this shit,” he groans.
“For what? Your job?” Chelsea asks innocently, and it’s almost enough to startle a bark of laughter out of him.
Yeah. Sure, his job. Why not?
Before he can respond, she’s already carrying on. “You know, my grandpa retired a few months ago, and he says it’s the best thing he ever did.” Pausing, she flashes Andy a sunny grin. “Maybe you could retire!”
… Charming.
Well, he did say he’s getting old…
“Thanks, Chels,” the mechanic huffs, squeezing out a thin smile of his own, eyes narrowed, “I’ll uh… keep that in mind.”
“No sweat,” she chirps, slowing to a halt at the tunnel’s junction and tossing her thumb at an adjoining stairwell, “Well, this is my stop. I’m on stage duty. See you later Mister Flowers!”
Lazily, Andy raises a hand to wave her off as she bounds up the metal stairs with far too much pep in her step for such an ungodly hour.
Alone once more, the old mechanic shakes his head and turns another corner, making for his first duty of the day – Babysitting their newest techie, Chase.
Polite enough kid, Andy supposes, kind of nosy but, hell, he’s trained up worse.
At least the new guy doesn’t ask half as many questions as that impertinent, pushy Gator…
Five weeks… It’s been five and a half, arduous weeks since your accident, and to your credit, you seem to have actually listened to medical advice and opted to stay home, letting Andy run groceries up to your apartment every week and belligerently refusing to let him pay for any of it.
Stubborn kid.
Still, at least he can take some solace in the fact that you’ve been spending some much-needed time away from the Plex and all her hazards. And while he’s certainly glad of that, he can’t deny that the unexpected side-effects of your absence have been… wearing.
Seems somebody gave Montgomery the bright idea that if he wants information on you, his best port-of-call is good ol’ Andy Flowers, apparent font of all knowledge and mechanic-turned-messenger.
Every. Single. Day. It’s been a relentless slog of questions piled up on questions, all pertaining to you.
‘How is she?’
‘She’s okay, right?’
‘You seein’ her today?’
‘You think she’s comin’ back soon?’
Andy’s running low on hair to tear out.
Well, if that gator wants to find him again and cycle through his usual rota of queries with all the tact of a fawning teenager, he’s going to have to damn well track Andy down himself instead of pestering the other staff members to do it for him.
‘Besides,’ the mechanic muses, hitching up his belt and trying not to let the fond quirk of his lips overtake his scowl, ‘there’s a particularly good reason to avoid Montgomery Gator today.’
He’d hate to spoil the surprise.
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There are a great many things that Freddy Fazbear enjoys about his role in the Megaplex.
Among the majority; hosting birthday parties, signing the remarkable pieces of artwork children bring him, performing on stage alongside his very dear friends… But one of the rarer duties, one he doesn’t often get called up for, is perhaps his favourite due in part to its infrequence.
It isn’t every day he’s allowed to be a greeter.
“Good morning, Sir!” Freddy chimes pleasantly, no less chipper to say it now than he was an hour ago, “I hope you have a wonderful time here at Fazbear’s Mega Pizzaplex!”
A frazzled man with a five-o-clock shadow pauses at the edge of the lobby's turnstiles, glancing up at Freddy as though he’s only just clocked the bear’s presence. Just ahead of him, charging ahead with their tickets clutched in possessive fists, are a gaggle of children who careen past Freddy without sparing him so much as a passing glance. racing each other for the escalator that will take them first to the atrium, and then on towards the arcade.
Freddy’s speakers buzz with a chuckle.
Their enthusiasm is nice to see. Besides, they’re older, a few years senior of the pre-teens and tots who are typically drawn to his teddy-bear appeal.
Their father and sole guardian, one Doctor Colin Timpson, staggers after them in a daze, far less equipped to face the school holidays than his children are. He, at least, manages to offer Freddy a polite tip of his head in acknowledgement, eyes heavy lidded behind his glasses.
And, well, what kind of a frontman would he be if the face of Fazbear Inc. couldn’t lend a helping paw every once in a while?
“Sir?” he calls, popping open a small compartment hidden underneath his forearm, “Here, I insist.”
As Doctor Timpson watches curiously, Freddy reaches in with two claws and carefully pulls out a small slip of paper, no thicker than a receipt.
“Please, enjoy a complimentary caffeinated beverage from any of our fine eating establishments,” he rattles off his well-practiced spiel, holding the coveted voucher out and noticing how the man’s eyes light up at the mere sight of it.
“Oh!” he blinks, gingerly taking the paper from Freddy’s paw and peering down at it like he’s been handed a bar of gold bullion. Then, tilting his head up, he offers a real, genuine smile and nods, “Much obliged, Freddy.”
Who of course replies, “Think nothing of it,” his optics squinted happily shut.
Waving after the man’s retreating back, he resumes his usual post, turning to see who else might walk through those turnstiles today.
When Mick announced that the usual S.T.A.F.F greeter bot had experienced an unfortune and unforeseen malfunction, Freddy almost leapt at the chance to offer his assistance.
There’s nothing that quite compares to the surprise and delight he’s met with when guests enter to find The Freddy Fazbear standing there to meet them.
“Hi, Freddy,” a well-dressed lady drawls as she floats past him.
“Welcome back, Ma’am,” he returns in kind, rocking idly on his struts and sweeping an arm out towards the lobby behind him, “Have a pleasant day.”
It’s nice to have this distraction, a constant flow of familiar and unfamiliar faces keeping his processor occupied and away from… other matters.
It has been a… challenging few weeks, convincing himself to stop fretting about you.
You’re an esteemed colleague, after all, and a very capable one at that.
But every now and again, in the downtime between shows or after the metal doors to the Plex rattle shut at the end of a long, noisy day and Freddy is left alone in his recharge station, he can’t quite refrain from pulling up your employee profile in the corner of his HUD and gazing fondly at it for… perhaps a little longer than would be deemed appropriate.
Freddy likes all of the staff. He likes all of the guests too. He’d be a pretty poor face-man for the company if he didn’t endeavour to get along with everybody, after all.
And yet, for the first time in recent memory, Freddy has found himself increasingly dedicating more and more of his CPU power to one particular individual.
He’ll admit, he first came to like you by proxy, through Monty’s gruff but undeniably favourable narrative surrounding you, way back when he joined Freddy, Chica and Roxy for Jazzercise all those weeks ago.
You were good to his bandmate from the get-go.
Freddy’s programming has always left him with a predisposition to ensure the well-being of any human he’s in contact with, and he likes to think he’d be much the same even if it wasn’t hardwired into his every node - that it isn’t just simulated but natural that he’s inclined to care.
He certainly cares about you, that’s for sure.
“Hey! It’s Freddy!”
The bear is tugged once more from his musings by a gaggle of children – all of whom bound over to him with varying squeals of excitement.
He, of course, is only too happy to return their eagerness, bending down on one knee to offer high-fives, a few exceptionally gentle hugs and cheerful greetings to each tiny guest.
They, like the others before them, are quick to move on once they’ve been ushered along by their accompanying adults, unable to resist the lure of those bright, neon lights and the promise of prizes waiting for them deeper inside the Plex.
Again, Freddy doesn’t mind in the least.
Straightening back up to his full height, the bear’s ears perk forwards and his optics slip shut, content to let his processor slip into thoughts of you once more.
He has to wonder – has been wondering more and more of late – how you’re faring on your own, with your leg.
It would be remiss of him to deny the concern that’s sunk its tendrils into his chassis and refuses to budge. Mr Flowers has repeatedly reminded the bear not to fuss so much but…
Is it such a bad thing?
You, after all, demonstrated an alarming lack of self-preservation, both in climbing that ladder without the proper safety equipment and again when you came into work the day after suffering a major workplace accident.
Thousands of little scripts run rapid-fire across Freddy’s processor.
‘Are you behaving responsibly?’
‘Are you in pain? Taking care of yourself?’
And then, more latterly… ‘Do you miss the Plex?’
Well ‘the Plex’ is certainly missing you…
“Good morning, Mister Fazbear.”
Almost automatically at this point, Freddy raises a big, careful paw up to his top hat and catches the brim between his thumb and forefinger, politely lifting it from his head.
“Good morning Miss L/n!” he says with a pleasant hum before swivelling back to the turnstiles.
Yes, he concludes, things just aren’t quite the same around here in your absence. It seems… dimmer, somehow, like the walls themselves don’t hold the same lustre without you in them. He’s only sorry it had taken him as long as it did to finally introduce himself to-…
… Every single thought flitting through the animatronic’s processor comes screeching to a glitched, static halt.
Then, fast enough to send the gears in his neck spinning violently in an effort to match the speed of his motors, the bear wrenches his head towards the lobby, optics flying open to their fullest extent when they land on the back of a familiar figure.
“Y/n!?” he blurts out far too loudly, forgetting to control the output of his speakers.
All at once, his chronometer falls off-kilter, the Plex around him blurs into a mess of colour and abstract shapes, and suddenly, all Freddy can see is you, turning to face him with that stretch to your lips that he’s missed so much - friendly and amused and crooked higher on one side.
"Freddy," you return, politely holding back a laugh.
Of their own accord, the pistons in his legs thrust him into an unsteady march just before the elation and sheer, palpable relief have a chance to short-circuit his systems.
He barely notices that he’s begun to grin, not even when a small warning light tries to alert him that his jaws are under increasing strain as his smile turns into a cheek-bursting beam.
“You’re back!?” he exclaims giddily through a laugh, stampeding towards you at such a rate that your expression begins to falter.
 “Freddy?” you call, then a little more urgently, “Freddy! Woah, hey! Fre-!”
The Glamrock is on top of you before you can get the last word out.
Colossal paws – gentle but effortlessly strong – slip around your waist, and without even slowing his stride, Freddy Fazbear sweeps you clean off your feet.
“Freddy!” you protest shrilly, bracing your hands on his forearms as he belts out a hearty laugh and spins you in a wide, graceful circle, the ears atop his head springing forwards with unabashed delight.
Anyone watching the display would be hard pressed to say which of the two is giddier; Fazbear’s own mascot, or the poor cleaning lady he’s twirling around like an over-enthused child with their doll.
Colours and shapes blear past you in a haze as the animatronic continues swinging you around to complete a second circle, all the while gushing out a veritable slew of words that barely register through your shock.
“It is so wonderful to see you!” he’s announcing to the whole, damn building, “We’ve missed you terribly! Are you well!?” Blessedly for your head, the spinning slows down by a degree and he adds, “You look well. Your leg must be just – Oh! Your leg!”
No sooner does your impromptu flight begin than it comes crashing to a halt, though the room continues to tilt a little as your brain catches up with itself. Only once your vision steadies do you catch your first, proper glimpse of Freddy’s face.
If ever there was a time when an animatronic looked like it might actually be sick, this is it.
Beyond mortified, the bear sets you gently onto safe, solid ground once more, his plastic brows twisted up at the centre of his forehead.
“I am so, so very sorry, my Dear,” he rushes out, his palms still pressed securely around your waist, “I don’t know what came over me! I should have considered -! Are you alright!?”
Dizzy, but no worse for wear, you give your head a quick shake to resettle it, blinking the bear into proper focus and offering him a patient smile.
“No harm done,” you tell him kindly, easing the frantic bot back from the edge of a system reboot, “It’s nice to know I’ve been missed.”
Freddy stares at you, eyebrows still furrowed even as he opens his mouth and a startled laugh bursts from his speakers. In disbelief, he pulls the sides of his jaws up, raising the shiny, plastic apples of his cheeks until his optics are almost squeezed shut. “More than you could possibly know,” he utters softly, and it’s so, damnably genuine that you have to duck your head to break eye contact, your own smile widening to mimic his, try as you might to keep it under control.
“High praise coming from The Freddy Fazbear,” you shoot back, squirming inside your own skin at the unexpected sincerity.
Falling silent, Freddy’s lenses spin quietly as he drinks you in from the top of your head to the hem of your shirt, only stopping once his optics have reached your leg.
The cast is gone, he registers first. And that’s a good sign, he’s sure, a sign of progress, of healing.
Ears waggling eagerly, Freddy opens his mouth, prepared to bombast you with a long tirade of queries when –
“Ahem!”
Suddenly, the rest of the world comes crashing back in on you, and the pair of you recall that you’re not the only two people in the Plex.
Freddy straightens up like a shot as you both spring away from each other like a couple of teenagers caught doing something untoward in the school hallway.
There’s a lady standing at the turnstiles, her lips drawn thinly and a young girl balanced on her hip.
“Sorry to interrupt,” she begins, flicking a glance between you and the animatronic, one of her slender brows cocked. “I was hoping to get a picture of Freddy with Madison?” Knocking her head sideways towards the girl, she adds, “She’s a big fan.”
As your eyes and Freddy’s optics glance at her, the poor kid immediately blanches and buries her face in her mother’s neck.
With a mere whir of his motors, Freddy glides seamlessly back into the very model of congeniality that he’s so famous for.
It’s endearing to witness the Glamrock in his element.
Bowing slightly to be closer to the woman’s height – and by extent her charge’s – he sweeps an enormous paw out in invitation, humming, “It would be my absolute pleasure.”
The woman eyes him carefully for a moment, and you almost think she’s going to reconsider before her shoulders drop and she gives a quick, satisfied nod, then busies herself with coaxing the child out of her arms.
While she’s preoccupied, Freddy tilts his head towards you and catches your eye, his azure optics glimmering prettily under the bright overheads.
“I shall catch up with you later,” he promises, one ear swivelling about to point at you, “Ah, presuming you plan to stay for a while, that is.”
Throwing your thumb up at him, you reply, “I’m not on shift until next week, but I was going stir-crazy at home so, I think I’m gonna stick around for a bit. I’ll see you soon, okay?”
The animatronic’s grin seems to stretch his plastic casing to its limit until you nearly start to worry that he’ll pull a gear loose if he keeps it up.
“Okay,” he confirms with a hearty wave of his arm, beaming from ear to rounded ear.
Returning the gesture, you begin to pivot away from him towards the escalators when he calls after you again, stopping you in your tracks.
“Oh, and Miss L/n, if I may…”
Shooting a curious glance over your shoulder, you catch him peering back at you with a tilt to his head and hooded optics, one eyebrow slanted a little higher than the other up his forehead. It’s a knowing look, almost smug, though you don’t immediately parse its meaning, not until Freddy bobs his chin towards the upper floor and rumbles, “He’s supposed to be down in Parts and Service having some routine maintenance done. I would check there first.”
That’s enough to give you pause, and you raise an incredulous brow at the bear. “Willingly?”
If you didn’t know any better, you’d be tempted to say the look he sends you in return is borderline sly. But that’s impossible.
‘Sly’ and ‘Freddy’ are about as far apart as a shout is from a whisper.
Even so, the animatronic gives one optic a lazy wink and hums, “Voluntarily.”
You’re not an idiot, and neither, apparently, is Freddy.
You both know exactly who he’s talking about.
For all his simulated cluelessness and boy-next-door integrity, Freddy would attest that there are the odd occasions where he can surprise with how much he actually notices. But then, he’d have to actually be in recharge to miss the way you and Montgomery behave when you’re together, like twin moons in the same orbit, constantly circling each other, both just as hesitant to catch up, though one seems far more desperate for the bond to take than its counterpart.
As you send him a faux glower, softened by the lopsided smile pushing at your cheeks, Freddy chuckles warmly and makes a note to track you down again after the last stragglers arrive for the mid-morning show.
If you thought he was happy to see you, just you wait.
You have no idea what’s in store for you down in Parts and Service...
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There’s a well-established principle in the Plex, one held by both the staff and by the animatronic himself, that Montgomery Gator is not a bot who’s easy to trust. And he, in turn, trusts so rarely that he could count on one hand the number of people he’s willing to rely upon. Hell, he could count on one finger and that number would be the same.
If there was ever anybody he’d want poking around inside his mechanisms, it certainly wouldn’t be any of the engineers or mechanics. It wouldn’t be Flowers, or Devon or even the new hire, Chase, who at this very moment, is bent over Monty’s forearm with a flathead screwdriver clutched inside a thick, rubber glove, face balled up tight as he works to loosen a stubborn screw.
Monty’s expression, by contrast, is as blank as an untouched sheet of paper, and he gazes up at the blindingly bright overheads set into the ceiling of the protective cylinder, his optics dim and bleak behind his glasses.
He doesn’t like this. Doesn’t like that the new hire has been left alone with him inside a sealed tube. Doesn’t like that there’s a boiling-hot mug of coffee perched on the workbench nearby. Doesn’t like how Chase’s palms are sweaty against his plastic casing. 
The gator is keeping his jaws locked together so tightly that his systems have begun to ping at him, warning of the sustained pressure.
He should probably ease it…
What happened with Matthews isn’t going to happen again, he reminds himself starkly. He’s not the same gator as he was when Mick was the one doing repairs. And Chase is just some poor rookie that management have saddled with the task of running diagnostics on the Plex’s most volatile animatronic…
How quickly they forget, he nearly scoffs.
He reckons he ought to be grateful that his CPU is online, at the very least, even if he is starting to feel more ghost than animatronic as the rookie blithely works around him, oblivious to his clenching hands and gritted teeth.
Still, he can only think of one person he’d willingly allow close enough to perform a routine maintenance check, but sadly, said person is on the other side of the city whilst he remains stuck on the inside of a glorified, glass jar, strapped down tight to a gurney and anxious for Chase to hurry up and remove the panel on his plastic arm.
In an attempt to take his processor off the procedure, Monty turns it instead to the birthday party he’ll be hosting in just a couple of hours.
He’s been booked in for a lot of them lately, almost as many as Chica has this month alone….
Monty might be an arrogant bot by his own admission, but he’s not about to do the disservice of pretending that you didn’t have a hand in his much-improved public image.
Blinking his optics up at the wires and hoses dangling from the ceiling, he belatedly wonders if you’d be proud.
Unnoticed by the new hire, Monty’s shoulder struts begin to droop, though it isn’t the prospect of your pride that causes him to wilt. It’s the thought of you at all.
For the umpteenth time, he’s fallen into a trap of his own making. He’s allowed his processor, however briefly, to drift towards thoughts of you.
‘Bad idea,’ a surly voice grunts in his audials, suspiciously reminiscent of a grumpy mechanic he’s acquainted with.
Grumbling to himself, Monty turns his focus outwards once more, thumping his tail absently against the side of the gurney beneath him for no other reason than to keep the appendage busy.
Damn thing has a mind of its own whenever he gets to thinking about you.
“Uhhh.. Is that meant to be happening?”
The hoarse voice of the rookie pulls his swimming CPU to the surface, and he spares a quick glance over to his pre-assigned technician to find him leaning back cautiously, his eyes staring down at Monty’s tail.
With a grimace, the gator diverts power from the motors inside it, and it falls obediently still.
“Don’t worry about it,” he grunts, “Happens sometimes.”
Without missing a beat, Chase draws his brows together and mumbles, more to himself than to the gator, “I’d better take a look at the mechanisms. Reckon I can stop it from moving around so much.”
A sudden snap of leather nearly sends him reeling over backwards as Monty lurches upright on the gurney with a snarl, his wrists snagged by the straps that keep him from lunging too far. “I'd like to see you try,” he growls venomously, straining against his binds.
Almost at once, the engineer’s hands fly up in acquiescence. “Woah, woah! Okay! Sorry, Pal!” he laughs disjointedly, “Just trying to be helpful. If you say ‘no,’ it’s no. I hear you.”
Circuits screaming in alarm, Monty glares hard at the human beside him for a moment before his optics venture down to eyeball the screwdriver still clutched between Chase’s oil-slicked fingers.
Following his stare, the man gives a thoughtful hum, then slowly turns and places the screwdriver very deliberately down on the workbench beside his mug, a move the gator watches with rapt attention.
With his back to the gurney, Chase heaves a quiet sigh, reaching up to rub a hand over the nape of his neck, smoothing down the shaved bristles of hair that have begun a gradient from mousy-brown to grey. “Pushed some kind of boundary there, huh big fella’?” he murmurs, an apology wedged between his words.
Monty blinks, surprised he’d noticed. Little by little, the animatronic eases back down onto the hard, unforgiving surface below him, drawing his lips down over his teeth. “Yeah,” he huffs uncertainly, “Somethin’ like that…”
A curious frown twitches at the man's expression and he aims it into the dark, brown liquid sitting inside his coffee mug, eyes trailing after the steam that rises from it. “You can make decisions for yourself.... Huh.” Turning around, he leans his spine against the table and, to his credit, manages to look the gator in his optic, mouth pulled back in an apologetic wince. “ They told me how advanced your AI is, but…I guess I forgot.”
“Well don’t.” Monty’s voice drips sharp and cold, ringing through the tinny room like a warning. And it is just that. A warning. But it’s also only a warning. If this idiot had any idea that only a month ago, the gator might have done something far worse in response to a threat to what little autonomy he has left, he’d likely put in his two weeks then and there.
Suddenly, Monty pauses, taken aback by his own revelation.
He’d have done something worse…
He didn’t this time though, did he? In fact, there have been a lot of times over these past few weeks where his rage has been difficult to summon. Freddy stealing the spotlight in the shows, Roxy's constant taunts and jabs that all serve to remind him that she has yet to forgive him entirely for lashing out at Chica in his unconscious rage. Even Matthews hasn't been able to get under his casing as much as he usually would, though the gator has been going out of his way to avoid the man altogether, half afraid that he'll give away how perilously close he came to being discovered in your flat.
He's been reminding himself consistently that if he slips up again, he really does have something to lose. And so, he's been making damned sure to keep his snout out of trouble.
Softly, the bot lets out a resigned chuff and sinks his head back onto the gurney.
Your influence, no doubt.
“I-I’ll try to get better,” Chase is stammering over his words, only a little, but enough that the gator’s chest cavity twinges guiltily, “I promise, I only want to do good here.”
Montgomery, however, is too busy staring into space to pay much attention.
Absently, he lowers his optics until they’re pointed right at the place on the end of his nose where, not so long ago, he’d been lucky enough to feel the press of something warmer and more delicate than anything he’s experienced since the day he was brought online.
Before every show and party, Monty has taken to sprucing himself up using the wipes and cloths he borrowed from your cleaning closet down in the maintenance tunnels. For hours, he’s content to sit in his room and polish his casing until he’s gleaming, every tooth, every claw, every inch.
Every inch… save for one.
Rumbling out a resonant hum, the gator fights against the twitch of his lips and simply sighs, releasing a hot blast of air through the vents under his nostrils. He can almost hear your voice in his audials now.
“Cut Chase some slack, Monty,” you’d probably say, “He’s new. Give him a chance.”
Yeah, that sounds like you.
Hell, didn't you give a chance to the Monster of the Plex...?
Peeling his jaws apart to let out another sigh, the gator looks to Chase and catches the nervous indent where he’s gnawing on the inside of his cheek, the twist of his brows and the flash of his throat when he swallows audibly.
And then he recalls what Andy had said to him in his green room, just before he sat the gator down and introduced him to the new guy.
“She trusts you,” he’d uttered sternly, looking Monty square in the optics. Neither of them needed clarification on who ‘she’ might have been. “So I’m gonna trust you to behave yourself while you're in that cylinder with Chase.” Which had been such a shock to hear that he’d immediately run a test to check his audio input was in working order.
“Don’t let us down, Gator.”
Montgomery isn’t easy to trust.
But Andy Flowers… the man who has put more volts through Monty’s frame than any other employee at the Plex, had just handed him an olive branch.
What the Hell was Monty supposed to do other than nod his head dumbly and utter a feeble, ‘I won’t…’
With the memory fresh in his storage banks, he bites his pride on the neck and forces it down to the ground, flicking his optics back over to Chase.
“You’re doin’ fine,” he grunts, watching the human perk up at his words, “Just… stick to regular maintenance today. A’right?”
“Yeah? Yeah!” Chase’s eyes light up as he flashes a lopsided grin, showing off his gap-toothed smile that reminds Monty of those kids who get into scraps in their schoolyard.
“I’ll get right back to it. But, uh…” Hesitantly, the engineer gestures down at Monty’s arm with the end of his screwdriver, “I’m not getting into that hatch with this thing… Dunno how you jammed it so badly, but I’m gonna need a tool kit if I wanna take a look under the hood.”
Figures. It’s never an easy fix…
The pocket of space below the panel in Monty’s arm is usually reserved for vouchers and coupons that he’ll hand out to those who impress him in his golfing challenge. As for how it got dented enough that the panel was wedged immovably shut…
Well… The next time Roxy feels like poking fun at him for ‘daydreaming about his girlfriend’, he’ll have to settle for a verbal rebuttal. Slamming his forearm into her neck and pinning her to the wall wasn’t one of his better ideas. 
Not least because Freddy hadn’t shut up about it for a week…
“Beats me how it happened,” he grumbles evasively, flapping what little he can of his hand at the cylinder door, “G’on. Go ahead. Ain’t like I got any place to be.”
Soft, brown eyes widen gratefully as Chase backs out of the protective chamber, jabbing a thumb over his shoulder. “Thanks, Pal. Won’t be long, just sit tight, okay.”
“… I’ll do my best,” Monty retorts flatly, giving his wrists a gentle tug and rattling the straps indicatively. He doesn't bother reminding the man that he's about as far from a 'pal' as he could get.
Chase’s sheepish chuckle echoes around an empty Parts and Services as he dashes out through the red, double doors at the end of the room and disappears from view.
Squeaking on their hinges, the doors swing shut in his wake, and at last, Monty is left alone on a gurney with nobody but himself for company…
“Hmph. Better not take too long,” he gripes to the deserted room.
Left to stew inside his own head, it’s almost inevitable that after just a couple of minutes his thoughts would return to one subject in particular.
He wishes he’d remembered to ask Flowers how your recovery is coming along. But earlier, Andy had caught him off guard with the ‘trust’ comment, and every coherent question he’d meant to posit had promptly fled his processor.
Five weeks… How has it only been five weeks since he last saw you?
Five weeks, three days, eleven hours, twenty-five minutes, and thirty-two seconds…
Thirty-three seconds…
Thirty-
The gator bares his teeth with a snarl of vexation, wrenching his focus from the time ticking away on his HUD.
He’d been naïve in the beginning, convinced himself he’d make it through your absence without much trouble at all. He had, after all, managed to get along just fine before you stepped foot inside his green room.
He was fine. It was all fine.
.. Just fine…
But then you had to come along and spoil him, didn’t you. Yet the thing of it is, there isn’t any part of him that’s willing to resent you for it.
There’s a dopey grin tugging at the silicone of his lips, but by the time he even realises it’s there, his audials are picking up the sound of a mechanical rumble and the shrill, musical ‘ding!’ of an elevator door sliding open behind him.
Great. Someone else come to witness him in this undignified position.
Monty slumps, scowling hard at the ceiling through the purple tint of his sunglasses as a pair of shoes taps closer and closer to the protective cylinder.
Perhaps it’s only Chase, he muses. Stupid human must have gotten turned around in the maintenance tunnels and resorted to using one of the service elevators to find his way back down here.
“What’d’you get lost?” he huffs, hardly bothering to lift his head as a shadow passes by in the corner of his eye, “Took your damn time by the way.”
He’s met with silence, and the padding footsteps draw to a halt right at the door to the cylinder.
Then…
“Sorry, Big Guy. You know I’d have come sooner if I could.”
No... No way.
The gear-wheel in his neck spins frantically as Monty’s head shoots straight off the gurney. He’s almost certain that he’s hearing things, that there’s a feedback loop in his CPU playing an echo of that oh-so familiar voice in his audials.
He has to blink his shutters a few times to be sure, but when they open again, he knows there’s no mistaking his visual feed. Not even a perfect recording could adequately mirror the real thing.
Standing in the entrance to his temporary prison, haloed by the lights of Parts and Service, is a sight more heavenly than any seraphim or celestial body.
Several primary motors kick loudly into gear and the binds holding him down go taut with a ‘twang!’ as he hoists himself further up on the gurney, the corners of his jagged mouth inching higher and higher with every moment that passes him by. “Lady!?” he rasps.
You struggle not to let out an audible sigh of relief at finding him in one piece after all this time.
With a knowing smile, you fold your arms and lean a hip against the side of the entrance, one eyebrow playfully cocked. “You were expecting someone else?”
In that moment, he forgets everything he’d planned to say upon your return. He forgets that he’d meant to remain a cool, collected alligator who would greet you with a wink and a disarming smile, maybe even brandish a gift that would welcome you back without having to say the words he keeps locked safely behind his teeth.
He’s missed you. He’s missed you so much.
The tether that’s been keeping him inextricably bound to you across the vast distance of the city suddenly seems so much shorter, and without taking his sparkling optics off your face, Montgomery begins to pull at his restraints, those designed to keep a three-tonne animatronic tied down without a fuss.
He pays them no mind. They’re nothing. Not obstacles. Not even deterrents. Not when the very person he’s been waiting for for so long is standing right in front of him, just out of reach, and the only thing ricocheting around inside his processor is that he has to get to you. Now.
He’s grinning too widely, and his motors are purring too loudly for him to hear you as your face falls and you push yourself away from the open cylinder door, blurting out, “Wait, wait! Monty just a second, let me get the straps-!”
The reinforced leather squeaks for just a moment against the plastic of his wrists, then with a loud ‘Snap!’ the pieces fly apart, and Monty is suddenly lunging up from the gurney, swinging his legs down and landing on the floor with such a force that the glass windows surrounding him quiver in their frames.
He doesn’t even register that you’ve taken an instinctive step backwards as he barrels towards you like a runaway train. There’s no time for you to get far, of course.
“Lady!” he bellows again through a laugh, his speakers straining at the volume. And in the next instant, the gator is upon you.
You half expect to be hauled off your feet once more, as you had been twenty minutes ago with Freddy.
Instead, you let out a yelp as the gator throws one arm around your back and curls the other up to cup a hand over the back of your head, wrenching you into his rigid torso and trapping you in the space between his arms and his chest.
The air is knocked soundly from your lungs whilst he folds himself over you, a quaking, thundering cage of metal and plastic that clings possessively to its favourite inmate.
“You came back!” he declares unsteadily as he curves his head down to pin his lower jaw against your spine, optics squeezed shut, “You came back.”
Twisting your face sideways to get in a gulp of air, you let out a muffled laugh and pat the seam of his hatch. “Course I came back. I told you, six weeks.”
“S’only been five,” he recounts, not that he’s complaining. Not in the slightest.
“Yeah, well… They let me out early for good behaviour.”
There’s that warmth in your tone, indicative of – fondness – friendship – familiarity – that he’s been craving to hear again, not just from the recordings he’s saved of your voice.
‘Don’t stop.’ He has to choke on the words for fear of speaking them aloud, ‘Keep talking.’
After a few seconds, he notices the brush of your comparatively tiny arms sliding around his broad chest, not quite long enough to meet at the centre of his back, yet more than adequate to let him know that this moment isn’t solely for him.
“So, didn’t miss me too badly then?” you ask from somewhere within the safety of his embrace.
‘No,’ his stubborn pride grumbles, whereas everything else in him seems to howl out a resounding, ‘like you wouldn’t believe.’
“Eh,” he settles on instead, a safe enough middle-ground. At least it makes you laugh. Besides, he’s pretty sure you can read between the lines. After all, he’s still draped around you like a big, green cloak. That much is a little harder to disregard.
It’s with immense reluctance that he eventually loosens the pistons in his brutish arms and allows you to lean back so he can get a good look at you. 
He should probably say something… Something witty, something smart that’ll smooth over the blunder of being caught off guard.
Monty’s jaws part slightly as he gazes down at you, his optics raking over your face and committing this latest instance of you firmly in his memory banks.
“… Hey,” he murmurs lamely.
A flash of teeth, and you’re beaming. At him. And he realises right then and there that every second he’s spent waiting to see you again was entirely worth it.
“Hi,” you retort.
He doesn’t mean for it to happen, but the abrupt thrum of a bellow kicks out of his speakers too quickly for him to mute the feedback.
In turn, you jump under his arms, quirking a brow at the gator’s chest.
It’s all he can do to turn the sound into a gruff cough, ducking under the guise of redundantly clearing his throat as if that alone might cover the mortifying noise he’d just emitted.
It’s only then that his gaze roves southward and his brows scrunch together above his glasses, carelessly showcasing concern as openly as that damnable bear. But he resolves to reprimand himself for that later.
Right now…
“Where’s your crutch?” he demands, darting his optics about to try and find the familiar, grey stick of metal.
“Gave it back to the hospital,” you explain with a shrug, “Physio said I don’t need it anymore, so long as I take it easy.”
Of its own apparent accord, one of Monty’s protocols raises its sleepy head. You’re meant to be ‘taking it easy’ and yet you’re down here in Parts looking for him… The gator’s teeth clench unhappily.
“C’mon,” he promptly decides, placing one of his colossal paws on the small of your back and giving you a gentle nudge, guiding you around the side of the cylinder.
Letting out a bewildered hum, you have little choice except to allow yourself to be steered towards the service elevators at the back of the room. “Um, Monty?” you begin, “Aren’t you supposed to be having maintenance?”
“Forget the maintenance,” he scoffs, shooting you an uncharacteristically warm look, “I just got you back. You’n me have a lot to catch up on. And you’re gonna sit yourself down on my sofa, in my green room, and we’re just gonna talk.” As it ought to be, somewhere safe and quiet, a place he can keep an optic on you. 
“Talk?” you ask dubiously.
“Talk.” Catching the rich hum building in his chest cavity, the gator drags his optics away from you and uses his other arm to scratch at the underside of his neck. “If, uh… F’that’s cool with you, I mean…”
“Honestly?” you sigh.
Monty’s tail stiffens behind him, heavy with apprehension.
His frame nearly collapses out from underneath his weight when your expression brightens and you flash him an easy smile. “That sounds ideal.” Later, you'll broach the topic about going to see your other friends. You've waited a long time to see Music Man, Sunnydrop and Moon after all. But Monty? You owe him this much, at least.
At the base of his frame, he feels the back-and-forth movement of his tail sway in its hinges when the gears unlock, only this time, he doesn’t plan to do a damn thing to stop it. Finally, finally his existence at the Plex is getting back to the way it should be. He can show you how far he’s come, how good he’s been, how many children have drawn pictures of him since you left. His green room isn’t even a mess today, save for a few old scratches on the walls that have since been covered up with crayon colourings of his face. You’ll be pleased.
You’ll be proud.
And nothing, no endos, no unruly customers, no… no ornery alligators… will ever cause you any trouble again. That, he’ll make certain of. A private promise, one he’ll reaffirm with actions, not words. Because you're his friend and he's going to be the best one you could ever possibly need. He’s never been very good at words anyway.
The dull, muted fall of shoes on the concrete floor has Monty snapping his head around over a shoulder strut to aim a heated glare towards the doors at the rear of Parts and Services.
“Great timing,” he grouses, curling his lips, displeased.
The entrance is shoved open without much preamble, and someone muscles their way through, hauling a metal toolbox along under one arm.
Turning to follow Monty’s gaze, you catch a glimpse of the newcomer.
And just like that, the air in your lungs goes stale and dies, and all the moisture in your mouth evaporates like rain off a sun-scorched pavement.
“Alright, Montgomery. Sorry about the wait,” Chase calls, “Let’s get you -…”
Between his first spoken word and the last, the man lifts his eyes from the toolbox to find you and the gator standing side by side near the elevators, though the animatronic is disregarded entirely when he locks you in his sights and jerks to an abrupt and violent stop.
The toolbox slips from his grasp, tumbling to the floor where it lands with a deafening cacophony of noise, spilling hammers, spanners, and various screws across the room like wave of metal crashing against a concrete shore.
Later, you’ll wonder if this is what it feels like to die, with a jolt of fear so vicious that it punches the strength right out of your limbs and steals the sound from the world around you as your head swells with a faint ringing, growing louder and louder with every thump of your jack-hammer heart.
At your side, you barely register Monty’s gruff and muffled voice barking something into your ear, but you can’t bear to look at him, can’t bring yourself to tear your gaze off the nightmare unfolding right in front of you in the form of a man with mild, brown eyes and an expression of horror that mirrors your own.
Numb lips peel apart until there’s just enough space to utter a single, damning word.
“You?”
And just a microsecond later comes his echo, spoken with a hushed reverence that’s still somehow so terribly, awfully potent that it shakes the foundations of your safe little life and brings it all crumbling down on your head.
“You…”
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Penpals - Joshua Hong
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pairing: Joshua Hong x Reader
synopsis: When shy 10-year-old Nie is randomly assigned a penpal for a school project, she never expects it to change her life. Her first letter is awkward, filled with misspellings and nervous honesty—but it finds its way to Shuji, a warm and musically gifted boy living across the country in Seoul. What begins as a simple childhood exchange grows into a years-long thread of friendship, and dreams written between ink and paper.
wc: ~2.1k words
genre: fluff, penpals
warning: changes in timeline; joshua moved to seoul when he was 5, reveals who he is on his debut, insults at the end (teasingly), shua is a shameless romantic, jihoon mentioned
a/n: my contribution to seventeens birthday!! had this idea for a while then wrote it on a whim, but i think it turned out nicely! Thank you so much @sluttyminghao, @mylovesstuffs and @swampyfrogqs for beta reading for me! (and giggling in the doc)
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02/04/2005
Dear penpal,
Im not too sure what i am supposed to put in this letter
My teacher said this was requit required and a fun activity to make friends across the contry country. Sorry about my spelling, im still learning
Not too sure if you will reply, apparently its some random assigning thingy, but i hope we can become freinds.
From, 
ur future freind
28/04/2005
Dear future friend,
I recieved received your letter! Dont worry about your spelling, mine is bad too, im still learning as well. 
Now that we are permanent buddies for life, i want to get to know you! I’ll go first
I wont tell you my name tho, that ruins the fun. 
You can call me shuji! Im 10 years old, my birthday is 30 december 1995, and i like playing with my friends and playing gatar guitar and singing.
What about you?
From, 
shuji
19/05/2005
Dear shuji,
You sound so cool
You can call me nie! Im turning 10 soon, my birthday is 26 may 1996, i like drawing and making braclets bracelets with my mumma! Your only a few months older than me, but i hope we can be the bestest of the best friends!
From,
Nie!!
04/06/2005
Dear Nie!!
I only just recieved your letter, im sorry i missed your birthday. But happy late birthday!! Better late then never!!
I also hope we become good friends! I also wanted to ask where in korea you live in, im living in seul seoul, i use to live in LA in America before i moved here!! But here is so cool and i love it here.
From, 
shuji
23/06/2005
Dear shuji,
Woah, thats so cool that you lived in America before moving to Seoul. I live in Busan! Im like the opposite of the country to you! thats so cool, i think thats why our letters take so long to get to each other
But i think thats the best part of this, that we are so far apart, even if it takes a long time
I do have some questions though, When did you move from LA to Seoul? What was LA like? Why did you move to Seoul from LA?
From,
Nie :)
17/07/2005
Dear nie,
I moved here when i was 5, i dont remember much but i know that it was really cool. It had so many tall buildings and was busy, just like seoul!! Im not too sure why, my mum said it was so I could take dance or singing lessons when im older because she believed i was good, but im not too sure about that but she really likes it here!! 
I think this is a start to an amazing friendship nie :)
From,
shuji.
05/08/2010
SHUJII!!!
You wont believe this! Im top of my class!! All my hard work has been rewarded!! 
But i did embarrass myself when i found out… i think i started tearing up or something but i dont really remember because i like blacked out of happiness. My friend said my jaw literally hit the floor tho, so i think that explains how shocked i was. 
So thats what's happened since your last letter, whats new with you? 
Any new crushes? You literally have to tell me when you do. Oh theres this cute boy i met tho, i think his name was jihoon, hes a lil short, shy, but kinda nice. Hes always on his computer doing something or in the music block.
From your most favourite person ever, 
Nie!!
28/08/2010
NIE!!
Thats so good to hear!! I told you that hard work pays off in the end, pulling all nighters all the time is NOT healthy im telling you.
I’ve picked up a side job to teach people how to play guitar! I go over to their apartment and teach them how to play chords to songs they want. The pay is pretty good, around 25,000 won an hour, they just need to tell me the songs beforehand so I can prepare and stuff. I’ve also started to take singing lessons like my mum wanted when i was younger, my teacher says I’m doing pretty good and that my voice sounds really smooth
I also can’t believe its been 5 years since we’ve started being pen pals, all my friends stopped talking to their penpals ages ago.
Also about that jihoon guy, he seems nice! Obviously maybe a little shy, but if you keep nagging him he might warm up to you, or kill you, a 50-50 chance for both. Sadly there's no one interesting to me at the moment, but if there is one,  you’ll be the first to know i promise.
You gotta promise me that you won’t do too many all nighters!
Yours, 
shuji 
13/09/2010
SHUJII!!
I think you’re asking for too much there… its literally how i got my good grades. 
ALSO: thats so cool your getting paid to teach ppl how to play songs on a guitar, man i cant even strum a chord, let alone a whole song….
Update on jihoon; we are friends now! I think… he lets me hang around him when im bored, answers my questions about what hes doing, btw he makes songs on his computer??? Like thats so cool??? I swear hes going places. apparently hes also a trainee at PLEDIS or something, hes rlly cool.
I also think its crazy that we’ve been penpalling for so long, my friends think im crazy for checking the mailbox everyday to check if your letter comes through, but they wouldn’t understand what we have
Yours truly,
Nie
10/01/2013
NIE!!
I have amazing news!! I started training at PLEDIS to become an idol! Its really cool being around people so talented at dancing and others being able to sing really high notes, but i’m so happy to be here. It was really weird how i was scouted but thats okay.
They literally just walked up to me after i performed at a bar, handed me a business card, told me to try out to become an idol.
Also, I think i met your jihoon guy, he said hes from busan and makes music, hes also rlly good at the guitar, i think hes better than me.. Im not too sure how to ask him if he knows you, mostly bc i dont know your actual name, but bc hes a lil scary, hes been here for like 3 years, which i think you’ve mentioned before.
Thanks for believing in me nie!! 
Yours,
shuji
31/01/2013
SHUJI!!
THATS SO COOL!!! Thats prob the jihoon, we’re still in contact after he moved for training though!! I believe that you guys will debut together!!! I can brag i know 2 whole idols before they debuted, such a brag in my books. You better become the most famous idol ever so I can say I knew you when your voice cracked mid high note.
Make sure you eat and sleep properly!! Dont want you burning out before you debut!! You got this!!!
Yours, 
Nie
07/05/2015
NIEE!!
I got the snacks you recommended me last letter, i must say, it was really sweet, but it was nice. I think the members liked it more than me to be honest.
I also saw a cute stray a few days ago, reminded me of you somehow.
We’re set to debut soon!! And guess what? On your birthday! Such a coincidence!! I think i was the happiest when they announced it, cheol was really excited too, but i think because hes been a trainee the longest. You know, being placed in 2 different groups only to disband or get pulled out before debut would make him a little paranoid or anxious. I dont blame him though.
Maybe you can guess who i am in your next letter. I hope this arrives in time!!
Happy birthday in advance!!
Yours truly,
shuji 
26/05/2015
joshua hong you sneaky jerk
I can’t believe you. Revealing yourself through your debut, i literally saw you mouth happy birthday, ON LIVE?? (thanks tho!!)
Im so proud of you oh my god you dont understand. Only 2 years of training and you’re on stage performing in front of people. Im flabbergasted and feeling a little cheated!! Like, why is your voice is so nice? I could literally fall asleep to your singing.
Also please tell jihoon im so happy for him!!
xxxx-xxx-xxx - call me Y/N :)
Yours truly,
Y/N
26/05/2025
Joshua looks down to the floor as he shyly hands you a decorated letter, before scurrying away.
“Shua I swear to god, you do this every year. Just say it in person like a normal human being.” 
“But you love it every time,” you hear him call out from probably the bedroom. “Just open it!” 
Dear Nie!!!
Happy birthday from your ult bias and husband :)
I’m so glad that you were here for me since even since my debut to my 10th year anniversary with the members. Cheering me on and reminding me to eat and sleep properly, taking care of me and the other members when we’re sick, surprise visits in practice rooms and schedules, and many more. I don’t know where I would be if you weren’t in my life, maybe I’d be stuck in a boring office job, but that doesn’t matter, because you’re here.
Being penpals truly started a beautiful relationship between us, and I wouldn’t change anything even if I had the chance.
Thank you for sticking by me every step of the way.
Yours truly, 
Shuji
You carefully fold the letter and place it back in its decorated envelope, heart full and cheeks aching from how long you've been smiling. You walk toward the bedroom, where Joshua is pretending to be deeply invested in whatever’s playing on the TV, though his eyes keep glancing toward you.
“Come on,” you say, holding the letter to your chest. “You can't keep hiding behind cute stationery every time you're being sappy.”
He finally turns his full attention to you, sheepish grin spreading across his face. “But you like the cute stationery. You said so last year.”
You roll your eyes playfully and sit beside him on the edge of the bed. “I do. But I like you more. In person. Saying things like that... with your actual voice.”
He raises a brow. “So, you're saying you want the full romantic experience?” He leans closer, voice softening. “You want me to serenade you? Candlelight? Rose petals?”
You snort. “I want you to say, ‘Happy Birthday, Nie,’ like a normal human being.”
He laughs, then takes your hand, twining his fingers with yours. “Happy Birthday, Nie.” His voice is gentle, sincere. “And thank you. For being my penpal. My best friend. My everything.”
You squeeze his hand. “You’re lucky I wrote back to that messy little letter 20 years ago.”
He tilts his head, grinning. “I still have it, you know.”
Your eyes widen. “You don’t.”
He’s already getting up, headed to the closet. “Wanna bet?”
Joshua returns from the closet holding a slightly battered shoebox, its edges frayed and the top lid covered in stickers that clearly hadn't aged well. He sets it down on the bed between you and lifts the lid.
Inside: folded letters, drawings on notebook paper, even a few friendship bracelets—faded but intact.
“Wait,” you say, picking one up, “you really kept them all?”
Joshua shrugs, bashful. “Every single one. Even the one where you misspelled ‘bracelets’.”
You gasp and nudge him with your shoulder. “Low blow, Hong.”
He grins and plucks out a pink envelope with crooked handwriting. “Look at this one,” he says, unfolding it. “This is the first one you sent after I told you I was training. You said—and I quote—‘You better become the most famous idol ever so I can say I knew you when your voice cracked mid high note.’”
You burst out laughing. “That was a real fear of mine. You were going through puberty and singing falsetto like you were born for musicals.”
He winces. “The voice cracks were real.”
You both collapse into laughter, tears pricking your eyes—not just from the hilarity, but from the sheer weight of how far you'd come.
Then, quieter now, he pulls out a letter in thinner paper—creased and faded, with your childhood handwriting.
“You called me your ‘freind’ in this one,” he murmurs with a smile. “And still said we’d be best friends forever.”
You run your fingers along the paper, remembering how unsure you'd felt writing that very first letter. “We really were just kids.”
He nudges your leg with his. “Kids who kept a promise.”
You glance at him, your heart full. “Do you think ten-year-old us would've believed we’d end up here?”
He thinks for a second, then leans closer, forehead resting gently against yours.
“Ten-year-old me would’ve just been happy you wrote back.”
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fordtato · 2 days ago
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whats your process for writing scripts? specifically the ones with the giant corkboards. im trying to write a video essay myself, and im not sure how to go about it
Good question! It really changes from video to video. but typically, it begins broad and then gets narrowed down to little details.
I open a google doc and put the vague concept for the video up top. From there i outline out the things i want to cover, listing out the more narrow concepts, like an outline, and then fill out the spaces under them whenever i think of something. Like, I might think of a line or a joke or a detail and then open the doc and put it under the right heading.
This means that the video is almost never written in order, it's written at the whims of whatever i happen to be thinking about on a given day, or whatever detail I uncover accidentally in my research that I realize NEEDS to be added or placed in a specific section.
Somewhere during this process, i'm thinking about props and set design, and so i add color-coded notes to the script in appropriate places, usually purple notes for something i put on the screen in my edit, and orange or blue for a physical item I hold up when I say a specific line.
At this point, the framing device starts to form. In this instance, it would be a corkboard. So I go through the script, one thing at a time, and add a color-coded line next to each spoken line indicating what needs to be added to the corkboard. I also might have a separate doc or a canva file where I plan out everything I need on the corkboard in the end, so I could then distribute those elements through the script.
The thing is, though, I don't do any of this in the order listed above specifically. Everything is being done at once, from researching to writing to planning out makeup and costumes to planning out the corkboard. But it averages out to at least an hour or two every day, split up throughout the day.
An additional tip I have is to also have a notepad on your phone, SEPARATE from your google doc, to write down jokes or lines or ideas if you think of them away from your computer. Do NOT read through your script before you do it, just add the idea to the phone notepad, and then leave it there for a while. And once every few days, go through the notepad and decide which ideas should be added to the doc and where, and then empty the notepad out. Sometimes when you are staring at a single document, you end up getting stale, or only thinking of ideas related to the stuff in the doc. so having a separate space to just stick stuff helps me ensure I'm adding new ideas and details that might be more out of left field.
I also recommend talking to friends about your ideas in a phonecall or discord call, out loud, regularly. When you explain stuff to people, your brain is able to think of shortcuts in efficiently delivering information. It is easy, when you sit down and write a massive video, to accidentally write 3 paragraphs where 1 would be fine, because we don't write the way we speak out loud. In verbal conversation, we are more direct (usually, in my experience, at least). You also will likely come up with jokes when talking to your friends, because you are relaxed and just chatting about something you enjoy, and that is where the gold is. You want to write those jokes down immediately in your little phone notepad. Trust me, it is easier to come up with video jokes when chatting with friends than it is when you are staring at a script begging yourself to be funny or witty.
Hope this helps, and good luck!
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alealuvshayden · 3 days ago
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heyy can i please ask for some dating scott barringer headcanons please
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Scott Barringer - HEADCANONS ♡
𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙛
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gossiping: scott was your favorite gossip partner. even if you both were having a fight and giving each other the silent treatment, you put it on pause as soon as one of you had tea. „YO SCOTT! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HEARD!“ Scott jumped up and made his way over to you, all giddy. „yeaaahhhhh go on.“ „Ezra was saying he wasnt sure if he realllyyy wants a relationship with daisy! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!“ „ohhhh poor dude, daisy‘s annoying though. they‘re both annoying anyways.“ „OMG RIGHT! i was waiting for someone to bring that up!“ your hand lingering on his arm. then it hit you that you were mid-fight so you shrugged. „anywaysss buh-bye.“ and you walk off outside of his cabin. rolling his eyes he follows you outside, knowing he had no choice but to make the earlier argument up to you.
dish duty: after dinner the others were sitting in a circle by the campfire, you and scott had dish duty. but you didnt miss out on anything. both of you had golden tickets to hang out with each other, even if it meant you had to do the dishes. „here put them in place and ill wash ’em.“ he handed out dishes which you put in the cabinets. „scott ion wanna do this anymore..“ you whine. „im doing the dirty work here, dude. be happy im giving you the easy part.“ you roll your eyes and mock him „mimimimimi…“ with that scott kissed your lips to which you responded back with. „sorry, baby. m‘kay?“ he had you melting with just a kiss, which made the relationship perfect.
jealous!reader: scott had a project with shelby. and oh god did you hate her. she was a mean skank to you, which made your blood boil. you had been nothing but nice to her since the beginning and she returned it with cruelty. scott knew about it, hell he even hated her too. annoying bitch. but nonetheless he had to work with her. they had to start a fire while you and auggie had to collect wood/branches. shelby was onto scott the whole time. and when you and auggie came back she had her hands on his shoulders as scott knelt down, trying to start the fire. you were fuming. „get your hands off him you fucking slut!“ you push her off of YOUR MAN. scott smiled at that and got up, wrapping his arms around your waist, shelby whined and stomped her feet, walking away. „jealous much, baby?“ „you really let her touch you?? huh?“ you yell at him and smack his chest. „nah, babes. i was focused on the fire, forgot all about her. man i hate her too and you know it.“ he then kissed you deeply. you couldnt stay mad at him. he truly didnt like her and you knew it.
his clothes: you wore scott‘s shirt which was too baggy on you, but you liked the way it fit and how it smelt like him. walking over to breakfast you caught scott‘s gaze and sat by him. „here got you your breakfast.“ and you thanked him. „yo is that my shirt? awwww.“ and that made you smile brightly. „yeah i stole it last time i was at your cabin. you likeee??“ you twirl once for him and he giggled like a little boy. „yeaaaahhhh my pretty girl.“ he was so in love with you.
pictures: „SCOTT SMILE!!“ you caught him off guard. in the picture he came out with an annoyed face. as you saw the picture you pouted. „baby.. do you hate me or something?“ „what!? no! you caught me off guard! lets take another one.“ with that he took your phone and took multiple pictures of both of you, smiling widely in every picture, even sneaking occasional kisses in between.
scott cutting you fruits by a campfire: the cliffhangers sat by the campfire, everyone conversing with each other. you and scott sat together by a big log. scott was cutting you up some strawberries that you liked. he remembered small things about you that you forgot you even told him. „mmhhh strawwberrrryyy!!“ you immediately bring one to your mouth and devour it. scott laughed at you. „impatient much? i wanted to cut them into hearts ok? im trying my best here.“ he admitted and you couldnt help but coo at him. „aww my boyfriend is cutting me strawberries in heart shaped!!! i love you!!!“ and with that you kiss his whole face. „dont distract me!“ he dismissed you as he continued his hard work, cutting your straberries.
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THANK YOU FOR THIS REQUEST! reminded me that i wanted to do scotty headcanons!
SORRY THAT I TOOK A BREAK FROM WRITING YOOOOOO 🤑🤑🤑
lemme know if you wanna be added/removed to my list!!
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sturniolo04 · 8 hours ago
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May u please do one where their sister gets her first period
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A/n:  ofc! I absolutely love these requests I have coming in, you guys are amazing!! I put a little spin on it ! I hope you love it! And remember to leave requests in my inbox! If you don’t like the pre added name in my works you can simply put in your own or don’t read it, it up to you :)-Charli
dividers: @issysh3ll
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I mean was bound to happen at some point but why today of all days. on the day you and your brothers had a crap ton of errands to run but of course you couldnt tell them what was going on they wouldnt understand it.
"time to go sleepyhead"
matt announces entering into your room to see you sitting at the edge of your bed moving rather slowly.
"ok"
you mumble out rubbing your abdomen softly causing him to raise a slight eyebrow at the action.
'you okay"
matt asks before leaving your room you simply nod your head 'yes' once again not wanting them to find out whats going on. The one thing you could say is you were at least prepared for this day whenever it did decide to show up, which was today, thanks to your mom.
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Despite being in excuriating pain to the point you could start sobbing at any second today of course was the day that your brothers were being the most annoying.
"dude let me do it"
chris complains toward nick seeing he deemed himself in charge of pushing the shopping cart around. you were so over it honestly you were trying not cry from the amount of pain you were in.
"can you guys like not"
you mumble out feeling the pressure grow in between your hips. You been staying close to Matt and using him to lean on him simply thinking your were just tired.
"okay whatever just dont be a fucking idiot with the cart chris"
nick huffs out as you all continue to grab the items you needed foir the house.
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"ouchh"
you whine out in pure pain from the cramps. You guys were now at the second to last stop you all needed to make today and you thought that you could make it til you guys were completely done with everything but your boyd and emotions were saying otherwise.
"hey you okay"
chris asks you noticing how you stopped in the middle of the aisle you guys were in stopping next to you. You did not want to move anymore because it hurt too badly.
"sis are you okay seriously"
chris asks again looking around for matt and nick seeing them not even paying attention to the pair as they were looking at something on the shelf at the very end of the aisle. You stood up slowly as you let out a soft sigh looking at Chris with tears pooling in your waterline shaking your head 'no' and walking up to him placing your head on his chest sobbing.
"whats wrong"
chris coos out your sobbing gaining matt and nick's attention as they begin to make their way to the pair.
"im in so much painn"
you sob out into your brother's chest.
"what happened"
nick asks looking at chris to see if he knew the answer as chris shakes his head in cluelessness.
"hey talk to us whats going on"
Matt asks you as begins to lovingly rub your back slowly.
"im cramping really bad"
you sob out standing up slowly keeping your eye maintain on the ground.
"seriously did you start your-"
nick trails off leaning down to catch your eyes as you nod your head 'yes'
"oh no im so sorry love"
nick gasps out bring you into his chest hugging you.
" did i c-can you check you know-"
you trail off matt immediately catching on because he was the only one dating out of all of them. Matt discreetly walksing around your body to check your jeans to make sure you were all clear which you were.
"no you are good let's get you home yeah"
matt states draping his tattooed arm over your shoulders.
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whtaboutabitch · 2 days ago
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HONEYBEE ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ [ A NOAH SEBASTIAN FANFIC ] 🤍 CHAPTER 1
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chapter one chapter two
shelby was a southern girl who didn’t go out much. one day when her best friend dragged her to a festival, she fell in love with a metal frontman on stage— something she’d never would have thought could happen to her. and suddenly, she was smitten.
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author’s note: this is my first time writing on here && i’m kinda nervous :<. i proofread everything, so im sorry if there is still typos. im super happy with how this has turned out so far and i hope you guys like it too <3
warnings: none this chapter, but there will be smut in the future!
while the characters in this story are inspired by real people, this is a work of fiction with no intention on reflecting real relationships or events.
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shelby hill was nothing but a simple woman. she loved her tea sweet, her cars old, and she didn’t want it if it didn’t come in pink.
another thing she was sure of was that she didn’t care for any kind of music that wasn’t country. it was against her odds for her hometown of louisville to hold one of the biggest and loudest rock festival in the entire country. and it was also inconvenient, (in a good way,) that her best friend was the polar opposite. everything black and loud, loud, loud, music. how could evie stand to listen to grown men screaming in her ears, shelby would never understand.
“i’m not going to your lil’ rock festival,” shelby said between a breathy laugh as she put the milk back in the fridge. she grabbed a spoon from a nearby drawer and shuffled her cheerios around in the bowl a bit before putting a big spoonful into her mouth. it was already noon, but shelby loved her cereal no matter what time of day it was.
“please, shelby. im begging.” evie clasped her hands together in a mocking plea. she’d been trying to get shelby to go to louder than life with her every year since they were seniors when they became friends after evie moved to kentucky from new york. shelby shook her head, chewing loudly. once she swallowed she finally spoke again. “none of that sounds any fun to me. standin’ in the hot sun with sweaty grown men pushin’ me around with other sweaty grown men on stage screaming? i’ll pass.”
shelby’s face twisted with disgust. even a vision of the festival in her mind was enough to give her the shivers. she finished her last bite and placed her dishes in the sink, running the faucet so she could begin cleaning them amongst the other dirty ones. “besides, i don’t wanna leave mama here alone.”
shelby’s mom had been sick since they evie met the other girl, and with shelby’s father M.I.A. somewhere in the world, she wasn’t getting much help. “i can get alex to come stay at the house for the evening. i’m not asking you to come for the full weekend. just today, please. it can be an early birthday present for me.”
shelby gazed back at evie, her face a mix between playfully annoyed and serious. “your birthday is in january.”
“exactly! that’s why i’m saying an early present. besides, do you really want to stay cooped up in here with your mom all the time? you’re twenty six, shelby.”
shelby sighed. she knew evie was right. “if you feel like leaving, we can go. okay? we can stay in the field away from everyone shoving. just please. i don’t want to go alone.” evie returned to her fake begging. shelby turned back to the running faucet, shutting her eyes with another sigh.
“fine.”
shelby wasn’t exactly sure what was considered appropriate for a rock festival, but the second she arrived she regretted her outfit immediately. everyone else was wearing fishnets, had dark or dyed hair, fun makeup and lots of tattoos. while she wore a baby pink frilly tank top with ripped jeans shorts, her boots and a pink bandanna on her head to match her top. she felt cute- just out of place.
“do i look like an outcast here? amongst the outcasts?” she asked, following evie through the front gates and scanning the crowd around them. “you look fine. i promise you, no one will care.”
easy for evie to say, shelby thought. her long black hair and witchy black dress helped her blend in. shelby couldn’t help but feel as if every eye was on her. she played with the ends of her dirty blonde hair and hoped it was all in her head.
once they entered the festival grounds, there was already a band playing way too loud for shelby’s liking. there were two stages directly next to each other with a decent sized crowd in front of both, the band on one. “this doesn’t seem so bad,” shelby said to evie over the music. “there will be ten times more people tonight closer to when the headliners come on.” evie replied and dragged them both over to one of the many food stands.
“headliner?” shelby asked. she’d never been to any kind of festival before. not even bourbon and beyond, which was a more country and pop focused festival held in the same spot as louder than life— the week before.
“yes, korn is playing tonight. i’m super excited, i’ve wanted to see them since i was thirteen.” evie ordered herself a plate of loaded fries and began walking again.
“the band is called…korn?”
they had found a spot somewhere in the grass away from the crowds, but they could still see the stages. shelby spent a decent amount of time looking up at the planes that constantly passed over the sky. the airport wasn’t too far from the festival grounds.
“there’s some pretty okay bands playing tonight. not my favorite day of the lineups, but that makes it the perfect day for you to come because i’m fine chilling back here.” evie said before shoving some fries into her mouth. “when bad omens comes on though, i’m getting barricade.” she added between chews.
“bad omens?” shelby asked, shielding her eyes from the sun as her gaze followed another plane above. “i’ve talked about them so many times.” evie shoved shelby’s shoulder playfully, nearly knocking her fully into the grass. “they’re not my favorite but y’know, they’re good.”
“are any of ‘em hot?” shelby asked jokingly, trying not to feel so bad. evie talked about a lot of bands and it was hard for shelby to keep up. “none that are your type.”
she looked over at evie, “i don’t have a type.” evie’s face held disbelief as she turned to the other girl. “the guys at these shows are metal dudes. i’m talking mostly tall-ish, ripped, tatted, and loud. even if you didn’t have a type, which you do, you wouldn’t want anything to do with any of these guys.”
shelby didn’t say anything in response. evie was partially right and she knew that, but shelby was sick of dating the same guys over and over again. blue collar fake country boys that wanted a housewife. but these rock guys… she wasn’t sure if that was a better option.
“you don’t know that,” she persisted anyway. she hated when evie would try and perceive her in a way shelby didn’t perceive herself. she wasn’t that close minded.
“if you say so.”
evie was wrong.
evie was so wrong. shelby couldn’t even find the words to tell evie she was wrong. her blue eyes had to of been the size of the moon, wide and bright staring at the stage. the crowd pushed and yelled and no one there clearly knew how to use deodorant, but shelby was too intoxicated to be disgusted. she was the complete opposite of disgusted. the sun was setting, wind blowing. and there He was. exactly as evie said. tall, ripped, tatted and loud. in all His glory, there He was. shelby didn’t know His name. only His face and voice, but it was enough. instantly, magnetically, inevitably, she was in love with who she would soon learn, was noah sebastian.
maybe it was the high of being out of the house, or maybe from being turned on by a man in a ski mask yelling like His life depended on it- but shelby was having fun. so much, that when they left the festival she wasn’t ready to go home. she and evie headed towards downtown louisville where all the best bars were.
shelby was the type of girl men liked to stare at. so was evie, but for opposite reasons. evie was like a man repellent and shelby was a magnet. they balanced out. a lot of times people stared because they weren’t sure how they were friends, but they were similar in ways not even they could understand. so of course, at the bar, men stared. but shelby didn’t care. she danced away to the heavy metal the bar was blaring. evie was beyond ecstatic for her introverted friend finally getting out of the house. it was a rare sight, with shelby’s mom getting sicker by the minute. evie had just wished shelby allowed herself to have fun more often.
“what did you think of the festival?” evie asked when they stepped outside so she could smoke. “i liked it. a lot, actually.” shelby replied over the muffled music. the area around them was empty. usually on the stage in the middle a random band plays, but it was windy and a bit chilly that september evening. hurricane season was among the states which always caused a downpour in kentucky and shelby was just grateful there hadn’t been enough wind and rain to send a tornado to louisville.
“good. i’m glad. you need to get out more.” shelby let out her signature breathy laugh and stared down at her muddy boots. after some time, she had stopped feeling so stupid for how she dressed. she realized that almost everyone was dressed stupid and none of them cared, like evie said. so why should she?
“i’m gonna run to the bathroom,” shelby headed back inside of the bar and went straight for the restrooms in a corner. they were tucked in a hallway to the right, next to a shut off dark area where a few bowling lanes were. she washed her hands and fixed her hair in the mirror, hoping she didn’t look too much of a mess. she hadn’t partied in ages— it was something she’d rarely done throughout her life. she hated the girl she was when she was drunk. so vulnerable. easy. the type of men that stared were also the type to take advantage of her. and they always sure as hell tried.
once she finished checking herself and trying to seem like she was still a collected country girl, she pulled her shorts back up her waist and left the bathroom. a decent cluster of new people had entered the bar and shelby could spot evie back at their table. she was talking to someone around the same height as her, a man. his face was fuzzy in the dim lighting but the tattoos on his arms stood out. he looks like he belongs on the stage, shelby thought.
she approached the table with her warm, rosy cheeked smile and joined evie’s side. “there you are,” the gothic girl nearly exclaimed at shelby’s return. “this is the drummer for bad omens.”
shelby nodded, but internally she froze. was the band at the bar? oh, lord.
“hi, i’m shelby.” she greeted and stuck her hand out for the drummer to shake. “folio,” he replied in an accent almost as southern as hers. he took her hand in a quick shake before crossing his arms over his chest.
“what brings you to the bar?” shelby asked, curiosity taking its course. folio shrugged, “we have an extra few days in louisville. me and the band thought to take advantage of it.” he pointed his thumb to the back of the bar where another room was, bookshelves, tables and chairs, cornhole and jenga all sprawled amongst it. shelby leaned a bit to peek behind him but couldn’t catch a glimpse of anyone in there.
“the entire band is here…?” evie asked. shelby nearly sighed. she didn’t want to be the one to pop that question.
folio nodded, “yeah. somewhere.” he chuckled a bit. “i’m getting a drink. do you… want one?” he was looking directly at evie, whose blush was apparent even in the dimmed lighting. she nodded silently, words unable to find their way out of her lips.
once folio walked away from the table to the bar, evie instantly turned to shelby. “oh my god.” she said, hand covering her mouth. “he like, totally approached me and stuff. i can’t believe this.”
shelby smiled and in that moment, she felt the best she had in a very long time. the night was going almost so perfectly. the reminder of possible proximity with the lead singer was sending chills up her back. evie had told shelby his name once they left the festival grounds. shelby had tried to make it seem not too obvious that she was beyond attracted to him. as badly as she wanted to brag about evie being wrong, she knew evie to well. the other girl would have taken it as a lie simply just to prove her wrong.
“i think i left my phone in the bathroom.” shelby lied once folio came back with drinks and evie was distracted. she wandered off before either of them could respond, but headed towards the other room rather than the bathroom that was in the opposite direction.
she entered the room and recognized a few of the guys playing jenga on the table. one of them was the guitarist for the band. or maybe the bassist. she wasn’t sure. no sign of noah.
she decided to slowly walk over to one of the tables. there were two with eight chairs each and a large TV on the wall playing a baseball game, bookshelves surrounding it. instead of sitting alone and looking suspicious, she examined the books. nothing really interesting or eye catching. a lot of dictionaries or boring world history. she wandered around the room for another minute before giving up. clearly he wasn’t here and she felt weird anyway, waiting around like this. preying. stalking. she felt creepy.
so she left the room and started walking back towards the table, and even from afar she could see Him. well, the back of His head. but still. He was there in her spot. chatting with evie and folio. how is evie not freaking out? shelby wondered. she was. her palms were sweaty, shelby wiped them on her shorts as she slowly shuffled forward. it’s like she was moving as slow as a snail, but she couldn’t bring herself to turn it into a stride. one. small. step. at. a. time.
she debated on darting to the bathroom again, checking herself one more time. making sure her light blue eyeshadow wasn’t smudged and her bandanna was on straight.
“shelby, there you are!” evie yelled over the extremely loud music. folio turned to the blonde girl and following him, turned noah.
their eyes locked. the dark blue LED lights of the bar, green from the sports on the TV, it all reflected on His face. shelby kept moving against her own will. against everything inside her. despite that, it wasn’t nervousness she felt. not fear. no negative emotions. just excitement. adrenaline.
to shelby, noah sebastian had just become her own personal dosage of heroin. and she was already loving every second of it.
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midnight-society-tlou · 9 hours ago
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I’m laughing because she got on the boat and I fully LEAPED off my couch and did a whole *oh my god I knew it OHMYGODIKNEWIT*
And then nope. I’m not complaining about the fact it was kind of a cutaway scene because im sure it’ll somehow tie in next season but I wish they’d used those few minutes to show us more of what was happening on the island. I said this before but I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE that part of the game. It’s 1000% the chapter I play the most of either game and I have been so excited for it in the show since I found out there was going to be a show, and seeing as we’ll be seeing it from Abby’s PoV next time (which I can’t wait for and will be dreaming of for the next two years) it would’ve been cool to get more of a look at the seraphites.
I’m not even talking about a big dramatic action sequence. In the game they talk about having to evacuate all the kids; they could’ve just showed something like that. A family being forced to split up?? a scared little kid who’s parents are leaving them behind and probably not coming back??? It would’ve been a great moment to bring back in something so much more impactful for that specific moment.
Something like that would obviously make us think of ellie and Joel - that loss, and fear, and anger of losing someone before you’ve even fully lost them. Plus, the idea of splitting up a family, when Ellie’s ABOUT to go and (intentionally or not) kill an entire family… When they opened the season so strong and so heavy with losing Joel, this would’ve been a perfect time to be like - hey. look at all the horrific shit that’s happened. ellie’s not the only one -
It makes what she’s doing so much harder to justify WHICH IS WHAT THEY SHOULD WANT, because it is like that in the game, and it’s what makes this story good. We’re not supposed to be able justify everything she does, and ELLIE’S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE JUSTIFYING IT EITHER. I personally preferred the changed to Mel and Owen’s scene, but it made one of the biggest turning points a complete accident. Not that she meant to kill a pregnant woman in the game, but she did mean to kill someone. Having her shoot Owen because he was going to shoot her, and Mel’s death being as a by-product of that, doesn’t change the outcome but it does change the development of her character and how far into that hole we see Ellie now vs. in the game. Plus coming back from killing Nora and already being at the point of *realising she’s in the wrong* dulls so much of the impact. So many people have said there’s not enough of that descent that there is in the game, and yeah, showing something more human on the island probably wouldn’t have satisfied that but at least it would’ve made that contrast stand out a bit more between the beginning and end of the season. Maybe. I think. I hope that makes sense.
In the context of the ‘my community was beaten to death in front of me/so don’t look at me like you’re better than me/or like you’d do anything differently/ because you’re not and you wouldn’t’. What about this entire community is burning to the ground because of the same cycle of violence ELLIE IS NOW TRAPPED IN?!?.!
Literally, that “you killed ours so we’re killing yours”, “you broke the truce so we’re breaking the truce”. Because ellie is so far removed from it in the game (even though it parallels her story exactly), and changing a LOT of her day 3 while putting her there instead, could’ve probably been more meaningful. And I hate saying it because I loved so so much about this season. But the island is SUCH a good part, and why not USE IT??
ALSO OH MY GOOODDD!!!?:”:!, the island is Abby and Lev’s *kind-of-not-really* silver lake equivalent just in the way those parallels were set up in the game. Why not make us realise, with ellie there, what she’s LOST since she was at that point with Joel, so when we come full circle with Abby it hits even harder?
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no one understands how excited im going to be if ellie goes to the island. i don’t even know why. i just love it, and we’re not even gonna get to see abby BUT I AM SO EXCITED FOR THAT NEXT SEASON. i’m probably so far off because i don’t see how she’d actually get there and get back, so i don’t know if it would make sense. but i’m hopeful.
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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago
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just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason
bonus The Flats Only Version
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#xmen#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen comics#snap sketches#why did half of my beginning tags just get neutralized. tf. now i have to retype them and this tag'll make no sense#anyway 'have you done literally anything but think about 309 since you read it' no . apparently vJARLKAJKL#BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED A COLOR REF IF IM GONNA DRAW THIS LOOK MORE OR WHATEVER#i dont know if i like the yellow dress shirt + pink tie combo ... that's inspo'd from his new mutants headmaster suit + tie..#why does he have to wear a suit under the coat huh .. the thing is i have no idea if he's supposed to be wearing a dr's coat or a trench#i mean he briefly wears his magneto suit when scolding charles so maybe it is a doctor's coat....#doctor makes the most sense to me considering the context so thats why i went all white but... now im not so sure ...#UGH stupid beautiful comic had to be in monochrome. or limited colors whatever#anyway i did start some doodles cause i wanted to post a few 309 doodles but. hm.#i think i might make a separate post for it ... it may be a lil inapropro !!!!#i wanted a color ref in the first place because i was thinking about making a 309 comic but like#now that i think of it if i do that i might jsut do the blue/black thing they did in the actual comic..#idk the thing im doodling now i might do in full color. just for fun#tbh maybe i wont do that comic after i doodle this.. no im lying i still will i still have visions i wanna put in front of my eyes#i can only fall asleep thinking about it so much i need it tangible#if i do draw it i prob just wont post it or ill just share it with select friends. aka like. one vjAELKVJEAKJ#but that's like months from now lbr ok ill still share crumbs with you all !!!!! gimme like. five hours vJALKJAKL#ok bye !!!!!!!!! please enjoy therapist magneto in the meantime#you will not get better as an individual you will get worse
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szilverer · 2 months ago
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y'know... for a setting that places so much importance in Language and does so many ice cool things playing with it (Correspondence/Discordance, Parabola & Irem, etc) i think there's a bit of a missed opportunity when it comes to the terms and words people use in their day to day life... like for example:
do you think radical revolutionaries would avoid words like "enlightening" in their vocabulary and flip them for LON-appropriate counterparts to signal their beliefs?
like substituting the word "light" with "blight". lol
similarly, pet names relating to light like "sunshine" kinda have a whole extra flavour tied to them, leaning into nostalgia, melancholy and/or danger depending on the people using it. irony, even
"honey" as a pet name also has extra connotations now and might actually bother some people instead due to the association with the drug...
do you think SMEN, taboo as it is, and seeking being a recognizable phenomenon even to the common londoner, would spawn swear words and insults? (imagine the weight of telling someone to Go Seek or Fall Down a Well)
the word "well" itself. well as an adverb, interjection, adjective. just. think about it. think about what it represents. idk something is happening to this word for sure
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queen0fm0nsterz · 29 days ago
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Experiencing what I like to call an incredible BOOM SHAKALAKAAAAAAAAA moment
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nneiljostenn · 1 year ago
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one thing that's been talked about here and by creators and is obvious but still important to articulate (to me) is that oliver is not envious of the cattons because they are wealthier than him, necessarily. it's not about the money. or it is, but in a way that everything in life is about money: no matter how much you have, you kind of always want more, because want is a very strong driver. he's not coming from a place of poverty or any financial need at all, and he is not genuinely burning with the anger at the rich as a working-class guy constantly overpowered by them. there is no righteousness of the oppressed in his motives; sure, he "knows how to work", but to me—and this is, again, personal interpretation—the more important part is that the cattons "made it so easy" for him to take everything from them. it doesn't matter where oliver is coming from, ultimately (which is why he is so pointedly an upper middle class kid, quite comfortable, not a struggling genius he paints himself to be). for oliver, and for his audience, what matters is what he wants, not why he wants it; how badly he wants, how deep inside his own desire he is.
in short, it's not that the cattons had something he didn't have. it's just that they had something he wanted.
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unforth · 11 months ago
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Prefacing this TGCF post with: people can draw and write however they want forever and I support them and this is about my personal view of these characters.
Anyway.
I saw a post today that had Xie Lian singing "when will my life begin" from Tangled and it drove home what really bugs me about a lot of fan casts of Hualian onto popular media (see also my Howl's Moving Castle take). It's this idea that Xie Lian is, well, waiting for his life to begin, and Hua Cheng swoops in and makes it exciting, when this is imo so utterly antithetical, and in fact opposite, to canon.
Xie Lian has lived and lived and lived. He was a prince, he fought in wars, even during his 800 years fallen the whole book is an exercise in showing that he WASN'T just waiting around, he kept doing things the whole time - Fang Xin Guoshi and General Hua and and and. AND he also cultivated to the point of ascending again. Xie Lian is a fucking bad ass idealistic martyr who doesn't know when to quit and at least to me that's the whole point of his character and I love that about and for him so to see him inserted into existing franchise AUs as the wilting flower waiting for a moment to shine is utter character erasure and it makes me insane enough that I'm writing this post about it even though I think I shouldn't and even though I genuinely don't want to rain on anyone's fandom parade. But like. That's not him!
You know who it is?
It's Hua Cheng!
Hong Hong'er lives in Xianle, a kingdom where all this stuff is happening, and he just watches from the sidelines. He's an observer at the parade. He's just some kid. And then he falls (or jumps, or is pushed, you pick your interpretation) and he's caught by literally the coolest guy in the entire kingdom. He's the nobody who gets swept off his feet! And it changes his whole life! Like I think it wouldn't irk me so much to see Xie Lian get typecast that way if Hua Cheng wasn't right there literally living his "I met God and it changed my whole life for the better" fantasy. He seriously deserves to get recognized for this. I get that he's the loud flamboyant one so that makes it seem like he should get cast as a Howl or a Flynn or whoever, but like. He was waiting for his life to begin, and it does, when he meets Xie Lian.
And like. I get that these are kinda competing interpretations that depend on when you look at canon - I'm looking at the original 800 years ago events, others are looking at Hua Cheng coming in 800 years later - but still the "present" in TGCF isn't imo about Xie Lian having waited to be saved, he hasn't been in a hat shop for his whole life boredly making hats, he's never stopped moving and never stopped adventuring and never stopped striving to change the world. Hua Cheng is living out his "you saved me now I save you" fantasies but fundamentally they save each other over and over and over again and that's beautiful and I hate seeing it erased to make Xie Lian into the wilting flower. Like. The one who basically hasn't done anything that whole 800 years is ALSO Hua Cheng. We don't hear about him going off and having idealistic adventures. Everything we know of that he's done was directly related to Xie Lian (ie burning the temples). Other than that he seems to sit around in Ghost City chilling with his ghoulies. So again, finding Xie Lian is what pulls him out of his funk and prompts him to start acting for good, whereas Xie Lian has been acting for good the whole time.
Ugh. I should shut up now, just, I've been in this fandom for four years and this has become such a pet peeve of mine because it reflects such a huge disconnect between how I perceive these characters and how much of the rest of fandom does. And that frustrates me, cause I wish there was more content in line with my perception.
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piningpercussionist · 1 year ago
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Oh! Fucking. Duh. Obvious Roxie post I can make today: here's an emote I made for the sp:te server! (With variants of different degrees of completion...)
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I was gonna go back and shade the comic colors Roxie but. Just ended up going w the colors picked off the screenshot. This screenshot, specifically!
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cherry-treelane · 1 year ago
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his hand on her arm/back is the cutest thing ever and yes i will be taking this two second interaction and obsessing over it
#cr fionnagallagher#listen#its so indicative of their dynamic its so adorable#because i was out with some family friends last week and i noticed that the son (hes like 20 or something) kept putting his hand#gently on his mother's arm/back in some supportive caring gesture as if he was protecting her and steering her#obviously she didnt need it but its like so instinctual on his part and a cute sentiment more than anything#its just so fucking heartwarming and protective like thats the woman who raised and protected this boy#now hes caring for her the same way#im going insane look at the beginning how he notices her crossed arms her worried face and instantly makes a move to comfort her#theres something so soft and tender about his affection for her he doesn't want anything bad to happen to her#or for her to feel any pain because she tried so hard to shield him from those things when he was little#he cares a lot in general about being there for her#like in s6 when fiona had to speak to cousin patrick and she was going with sean#but lip was like “are you sure you dont need me?” or something like that#also those scenes in that s4 episode after he finds her in sheboygan#he keeps showing the same affection where hes protecting her and steering her AND IT'S LIKE.... SHE DID THAT FOR HIM WHEN HE WAS A KID#SHE PUT HER HAND ON HIS BACK THE SAME WAY WHEN WALKING WITH HIM WHEN HE WAS LITTLE.#Like thats what i do with my littlest brother whos only 5 rn#Ur telling me the roles will be reversed one day....😭❤️‍🩹😭❤️‍🩹😭❤️‍🩹😭???
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jackass-jones · 4 months ago
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Yeah the mouthwash game is pretty good
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#the klock keeps ticking#gonna have to stew on this one a lot and probably go back from the beginning and analyze everything#but uhm. damn it goes so hard#just some things I WAS able to pick up that I wanna highlight#the whole ‘take responsibility’ thing has so many meanings but the way jimmy avoids responsibility for everything thats his fault#and takes responsibility for all the wrong shit like taking on the captain role after the crash and his ‘reckoning’#is him so not getting it at all and taking it upon himself to ‘save’ curly#he really does go ‘i learned my lesson’ while not learning shit its so good god#its so infuriating how it ends and its so good and it hits too hard ugh#i love the way curly is portrayed like he does seem like a nice well intentioned guy and a good leader#but like. everyone except anya is a man. so first off we cant say hed be as well regarded if more women were around#and the way he enables jimmy its too real like. he personally hasnt seen jimmy be that way so oooh#surely he cant be beyond reasoning with surely he just needs someone to talk to#its a very good subtle way of showing complicity cuz curly really isnt ill intentioned but he doesnt grasp the severity#and anya is trapped in this really unsafe position and her other coworkers are a kid and a drunk#also the way she acts around jimmy in his pov where shes like praising him is like#can be interpreted as her being scared of him and trying to stay on his good side#or jimmy being full of himself so his image of her is warped as some damsel fawning over him#and the way curly post crash cant speak or move he can just watch with one eye#and he in a very fucked up sense ‘takes responsibility’ for not putting his foot down with jimmy cuz he watches the guy be a horrible#captain and he literally experiences frequent assault cuz oooghh god the painkillers oof#their dynamic is very well written just the resentment and adoration jimmy feels is so fucked#he wants to be the biggest man he sees curly as the cake at his special party#forces curly to eat his own leg saying ‘someday he’ll thank me’ UGHHH#also the mouthwash itself symbolizes a lot of shit ive not gotten to think about yet but honestly one of the hardest hitting parts of the#game for me is the reveal that the stuff these people were risking their whole lives to ship was just. mouthwash. poor quality too#like stopppp its too real like we’re supposed to devote our lives to capitalism and kill ourselves for it and its literally for something so#so fucking worthless like you put everything into this but you contribute nothing to society#im def hitting the tag limit so ill finish with. curly in the cryo chamber absolutely going to die and the credits rolling#jimmy is so stupid and you know hes kissing his own ass for this and will survive i hate it its very good
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