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I've finally been allowed to read a brief selection from @stjohnstarling's first draft of A Companion in Vice and I feel honor-bound to warn you that you're going to lose your FUCKING minds
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How I like to think FNAF Golden duo works,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf cassidy#dave afton#fredbear#golden freddy#golden duo#fnaf 4#I like to think Cassidy and Dave affect each other#so if one feels a certain way#the other will also feel it#so when Dave really starts to cry Cassidy will cry by proxy#and when Cassidy is really angry Dave feels it too by proxy#and this extends to most high emotions they feel#I could see they could bump heads over it too#but more or less learned how to deal with thr others mood swings
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"We Myrmidons are not the sentimental type."
#referenced patroclus' armor from the 3d model since the subtle differences between the two felt like a nice visual touch#anyway hi hello the brainworms grabbed me momentarily after playing the game for a week straight more or less#really adored the way they were written here or how the game in general dealt with relationships and feelings#own art#fanart#hades supergiant#hades game#hades achilles#hades patroclus#achilles#patroclus#patrochilles#digital art#illustration
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I find it so ironic how many stereotypes about narcissists aren't just inaccurate, but are actually the complete opposite of how the average narcissist thinks.
"narcissism is excessive self-love" when most narcissists feel shame more easily than non-narcs do.
"narcissists don't work hard" when most narcissists are prone to perfectionism.
"narcissists are abusers who only pretend to be victims" when most narcissists were abused in childhood and are often on the receiving end of abusive relationships in adulthood.
"narcissists don't try to fit in" when most narcissists are constantly watching for signs of respect or criticism, constantly adjusting our behavior so those around us will see us as competent and pleasant.
and then when you describe what narcissism is actually like, they insist that a narcissist would never act like that, that anyone who fits that description must just have post-traumatic stress or one of the "good" PDs (if they believe there are good ones, that is).
#narcissistic personality disorder#npd#actually narcissistic#actually npd#not to say that there are NO narcissists like this but it's such a minority compared to what these people think#from what I've heard even the average grandiose narcissist still feels some degree of shame and is conscious of their standing with others#they're just more assured of their success and it's more difficult for them to be overwhelmed than is the case for vulnerable narcs#but this definitely isn't to say that less hypervigilant experiences of narcissism are less deserving of respect#just that it's very ironic that what everyone thinks narcissism is is a stereotype that only applies to the most grandiose of the grandiose#it's like saying all dogs are foxhounds. yeah SOME of them are but how ignorant do you have to be to think that's the norm
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this place is so fruity
#ive had this in my drafts for MONTHS#im not really that confident in how the pose looks so I settled on stopping here#I wish I got to see them interact more but it was so exciting to see Franziska being nicer and a little conscientious since the last game#i knw the main idea in the games is to help ppl we barely know and go thru all this trouble than just dismiss it bc we dont think#its worth the effort but theres also the way this shapes how characters interact and develop relationships with each other#even though i know maya and franziska are like strangers to each other given how theyve barely talked to each other in canon#using what the game tells me abt them and thinking abt how they would interact in a believable way than what they already have#is something i really appreciate abt the ace attorney series. in canon these guys only ever have a reason to interact bc of#circumstances that force them to. canon is a suggestion to me and if smth fanon feels believable to me i could not care less#aa#ace attorney#doodles#my art#myart#franmaya#maya fey#franziska von karma
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And they ask me // Is it going good in the garden? // I say I'm lost but I beg no pardon
#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#caramel#even in arcadia#man. fuck man. this song#i started this before the song was out bc the single's art is beautiful#and i wanted to draw vessel with the morningstar#but i had to take a day to myself before finishing this#caramel is such a gorgeous and heartbreaking song#when people demanded heavy music i bet they didn't mean it like this#listening to it feels like vessel just flipped open his diary and sung a few pages from it#i get vessel#i feel deeply for him#we live in a world where privacy is nonexistent#where kindness is less and less expected from strangers#where people harass and threaten others in online spaces#where the only goal is to consume more and more and more until there's nothing left#as someone who's gonna probably lose her job in a few years to ai and greed#i too know how does it feel to hate the thing you love doing the most (art)#but still love it the same#anyways sorry for all the rambling :::')
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With you at my side, I've forgotten my homesickness.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#animation#I started playing around with the file and then suddenly I had this gif on my hands.#I unhomestucked them for 1/10th of the price I asked for.#Honestly you can't even tell there was ever any homestuck going on here. Unless you squint at my caption.#Normally it wold be the other way around right? Someone would make a homestuck edit of an existing art work?#(I just miss them. I'm an easy mark. I cracked under my own pressure).#The joys in reuniting with someone you thought you lost...It doesn't get better than that B'*)#Sometimes we didn't even realize how painfully bad we miss someone until they come back.#Sometimes it isn't painful so much as they just make the world feel a little less hard. A bit more warm and manageable.#Love (of any form) truly is the most powerful force in the world.#And to me it does feel like a homesickness! I have rarely felt attached to a place. It's the people who make me feel home.
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little charcoal valentines angel that im gonna risoprint for a shop drop in the next few days ^_^
#valentines day#trans art#it feels like ive not made a lot of work post grad except for commissions which has me in a bit of a slump ...#but ive been getting back into sketching more regularly which has been really nice#i wanna put less pressure on myself to make stuff this year im always happier with the stuff i make when i make more of it#but yeah sorry i have barely been posting on here also wrestling w how i feel about social media#even tho i will always be a tumblrina at heart <3#my art
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this shit is so funny
#emmrichs lichdom is antithetical to his character and is objectively the wrong choice#i’m not even sure how he passed the lich test because saving manfred is indicative of how he can’t handle lichdom because of the whole#outliving everyone he loves#and based on in game interactions and other notes the way emmrich reacts to losing manfred is regret#and there’s a note somewhere where a companion notices crying coming from emmrichs room#like how did he not fail the test like hezenkoss had because deep down he is still afraid of death#it’s now not his own death but now everyone around hims death#anyways#this game needs more bad endings and angst#let them suffer i want a TRUE bad ending#dav spoilers#spoilers#emmrich spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv#emmrich volkarin#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#also i feel like lucanis’s reaction is less ‘wtf’ and more sad because he also knows this sort of thing isn’t going to make emmrich#not afraid of death
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an angle i enjoy in cosmic/eldritch horror is when, instead resorting to the old classic "the horrors being so incomprehensible that they break your brain and drive you mad" cliché, the premise is that in comprehending the horrors you are so changed by the experience that your new state is indistinguishable to an outside observer from madness. you comprehend the unknowable just fine, but actually communicating that to anyone else is impossible because they just don't have the mental framework required to understand it. the eldritch horrors don't drive you mad. what does is the ordinary everyday horror of finding yourself isolated, ridiculed and doubted at every turn, no matter how hard you try to make yourself heard and understood.
#🐉#this is why i liked the way tma did it#where the eldritch is more or less a direct allegory for trauma (among other things)#and how those experiences can make the entire world seem like a different place and make you feel crazy#when other people dont understand what seems so clear and obvious to you#apartment 'complex'? actually i find it quite simple. no guys really its so simple you gotta believe me. why dont you believe me.
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Spite Loves...
#dragon age: veilguard#datv#Spite#spite dragon age#spite dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#(adjacent)#Rook#zara renata#art: mine#I have had this sitting as a draft sketch / planned idea from like week 1 of veilguard release#back when I was still trying to grasp how to draw Lucanis / Spite#I'm glad I ended up setting it aside bc I'm so much more comfy with how to draw him now that it was sooo much easier#him and my rook tbh#honestly I am amazed I have not seen this meme for him yet???#is this meme old now?? am I old??? do the kids not know Ponyo Loves Revolution comic#(im joking but still amazed. if it's out there who ever else has made this joke your brain his huge and you're so smart)#I chose 'revenge' as I feel like I remember Mary specifically describing spite motivations re zara as revenge at some point...#im also so enamoured whenever people tag Spite as Spite Dellamorte... distinguished family member#anyway I'm glad to get this one off my list LOL it's been sitting in my procreate gallery taunting me for months#also wow 2 art posts in less than a week: i must be motivated or something :fingerguns:#tho its been a while since I've done a midnight art post and here we are again
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Bored af so Bloom redesign let's go!!
#winx club#winx bloom#winx fanart#bloom redesign#ft. my inconsistent artstyle#tumblr absolutely butchered the quality :(#So#forgot this blog existed ngl#the winx reboot's around the corner (i think idk)#and then I got hit with flashbacks (insert guy in battlefield with an absolutely dreadful stare meme)#and the fandom dragged me back kicking and screaming#I have a whole new winx au now help#so many hc's...#anyway fit 1 is how I feel Bloom's aesthetic is and stuff (fit 2 is more tame and true to the series version)#she has the “weird” kid vibes#not in a bad way ofc#like the artsy DIY girlie who has encyclopedic knowledge of everything and anything about fairies#probably has a sketchbook/diary with drawings of her fairysona and bits of random fairy knowledge#anyway im gonna call my new winx au “Winx:Reimagined” (hopefully no one's claimed that title yet...)#istg the amount of worldbuilding I have in my google doc is... well. A lot.#anyways can I just say I always imagined the Specialists being the Mandalorians of Winx? (Just way less cooler n' badass)#my art#Winx:Reimagined#(There will be more)
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I loveeee 7n7s lore sm, it makes me wanna cry






#forsaken fanart#forsaken roblox#homocidalporkchops#007n7 forsaken#noli forsaken#c00lkidd forsaken#noli x 007n7#77noli#JHUQHAJ YAYY I REMEMBER I CAN RAMBLE IN TAGS ON TUMBLR#OK: I DONT THINK 007n7 MANIPULATED NOLI INTO TAKING RHE VOID STAR…I FEEL LIKE IVE SEEN PPL THINK THAT BUT I DONT THINK 7 WAS THATTTT TWISTE#IT WAS PROBABLY LIKE “ohh man!!! Imagine how powerful we’d be? We could take over robloxia!!! Itd be so friggin epic…”#PROBABLY IUST LIKE 2 IMMATURE YOUNG ADULTS MESSING AROUND AND NOT UNDERSTANDING THE WEIGHT OF THEIR ACTIONS….#And like what if after noli started getting more powerful and he got followers from the cult thing-#(i still have to do more extensive Research on noli…i know rhe bare minimum)#-he started talking to 7 less.. 7n7 shrugged it off and felt proud of his friend and stood by his side even though he wasnt given-#-as much attention. He ended up being shunned out and left nolis side. Probably finding c00lkidd a few months after#SORRY FOR THIS BUT IVE WANTED TO RAMBLE ON MY TAKE OF 7n7S LORE FOR AWHILEEEEEEE……HHEHEHEHEHEH….help#Om autistic arent i
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#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#is this the part where i have to tag everyone because everyone actually is like. semi significant in these. sure JVAELKVJEALK#cyclops#jean gray#beast#iceman#angel#warren worthington iii#hank mccoy#bobby drake#toad#mortimer toynbee#snap sketches#welcome back to Finally Drawing Months-Old Ideas VJELVKJAEKL#I Repeat love how you can tell what comics ive been reading based on what i draw like No Shit but still... lol ...#this comic is so niche but so is most of my stuff jVELAKJA I MADE THIS FOR MEEEE#it has my kids it has toad it has magneto being Unnecessary. this is for ME. also charlie lookin darlin but thats normal anyway#also hi remember how i was complaining about colors from my tablet some days ago.#i didnt realize the 'protective eye' setting was on. which yk makes the screen tinted yellow#LIKE I SAID OUT LOUD TO MY BROTHER 'lol my screen's yellowish' AND IT DIDNT CLICK#i only realized it was on when i went to turn it on at night one night and i was like. Oh 🧍♂️#anyways. sillies. all the kids....#see i thought i was gonna post this WAY earlier but as i was finishing the first version i. well i changed the last panel like three times#but even then i was like 'ok but i wanna draw the boys bein silly..' and indecisive as i was with which version i wanted#i . drew both. and have just made this a goofy two parter or whatever#ANYWAYS !!!! its great bein able to do personal stuff again ... i still have work this to do but its significantly less#so i feel more at ease to do small stuff like this#i do hope to tackle a bigger idea this month tho. while i was drawin this out all i could think of was That idea
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DPxDC Prompt #18
Inspired by reading this prompt from @nerdpoe and my brain randomly deciding to mash it with this prompt and reblog from @stealingyourbones and @moodycow210. Basic premise is the Nerdpoe prompt with the backstory of the Bones prompt. Do read those for full context of what my brain was trying to do here.
Danny was sent on a mission by Clockwork and missed his window back home, getting stuck in a vast, dark (twilight), oceanic place; with only the company of fish-like beings that can only communicate empathically very basic desires and intents.
After a while of panic and searching for a way back, he ultimately settles in and waits for rescue, occupying his time by playing with and training his powers. He discovers an ability to shapeshift and decides to make his form into something more comfortable and camouflaged for where he is.
The form he settles in to is somewhere between human and fish. Hands and claws and fins and webbing and gills.
It saves his life when Danny loses his hold on his ghost form, discovering that the changes transferred over to his living self.
And Danny waits.
And waits.
And drifts along, avoiding the attention of anything with teeth and intent to eat, while searching for his own meal.
And forgets what he's waiting for.
Danny has been there so long now. His memories of before are nothing but vague, indistinct impressions. Like the shadow of the other creatures that sometimes brush against his own. When the green, swirling thing appears in front of him, he almost swims away from it. But something about it brushes him, like those shadows of before. It calls to him, urges him to approach, to swim through.
On the other side of the green thing is light. So much light. It's so bright. And full of fish. More fish and more light than he can remember ever seeing before. The other fish swim around, swimming with a suffocating shadow of urgency and fear. And the green thing is gone.
Confused and disoriented, he cannot avoid the massive thing, like a strange tangle of kelp vines, sweeping through the water collecting anything that does not avoid it's path. It pulls him and many fish up and up and up. To a place too heavy to swim, where some instinct has him changing the way he breathes from his gills to his mouth and nostrils. He didn't know he could do that. And yet, some part of him is quite certain that he did.
There are strange shapes beyond the strange vines. They bark noises that brush against those shadows of memory, but he does not understand them. He should, he knows he should. He should understand a lot more about this situation than he does. But he doesn't.
"Is that one of them fish people?"
"Looks like it. Seems a young one too."
"Should we toss it back?"
"Why? Pretty little fish, bet we could find a buyer. He oughta fetch a pretty penny. Might even get nough to actually retire."
#DPxDC#DPxDC prompt#Less a prompt and more a ficlet free for continuations but -eh- semantics#Check out the linked prompts for full context#Danny got stuck on a time mission#Made himself a mer/atlantean to feel more comfortable/better survive where he got stuck#(Dealer's choice how much fish vs how much human he is.)#He ended up being stuck so long he started to forget how to human#Finally goes through another portal back to his own time and close to home#Only to immediately be caught up by some less than moral fishermen#They'll sell him to some other sleezebag#And Danny will spend a while in captivity before being found by Aquaman#His memories are still there but very muddled by his time in the deep)#Fortunately for Danny - though he doesn't know it - not being a normal fish makes him immune to things like depth and salinity changes#So don't @ me about it#Comic logic
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The Yiling Band Tour!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#digital art#animation#This was a fun style experiment and a good lesson in 'hey you have less than a week to make this project. You cannot be a perfectionist'.#Right now - posting these slightly upgraded frames is really helping me stay motivated through the learning grind.#But progress is happening! I'm so excited to show it off when it's done!#Someone with a very discerning eye might be able to figure out what I'm doing with just this one frame. I will take the risk.#That aside; I often think about how the nature of cultivators in MDZS's world also entailed knowing about other art forms.#Meaning that Wen Qing and Wen Ning likely were good musicians and artists.#We know WWX is also good in art and music so...really...what was stopping them from forming a band?#Allow me to pitch this AU: Yiling Opera company AU. WWX and the Wen remnants form a performing trope and tour towns and cities.#Not only do they find a way to keep on the move (no home...only the road and the people around you).#But you also get to be in costume - which is a socially appropriate way to always be in disguise.#Yiling Laozu would thus be a character and/or WWX's stage name.#Would he be good at keeping it a secret? Hard to say with WWX! I think it would be a poorly-kept secret at best.#He likes to brag and show off a bit too much. This many would be either the worst or best spy.#Consider the drama of JC losing his mind over his ex-brother becoming a clown. Imagine JC Getting his ass kicked by said clown.#Imagine the delectable secret identity drama potential of Lan Wangji stumbling upon the trope's performances.#We did not get nearly enough of the secret identiy drama in MDZS canon. I need more of it.#I need that man conflicted with his feelings for the same person. I need them playing mind games with each other at all times.
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