#࿓ : file. (bllk)

[saintsugu]

DON’T BE SHY! KINKTOBER DAY 4

rating: mature; explicit mdni

pairing: sae itoshi x fem!reader x rin itoshi

wc: 2k

content warnings: explicit sexual content, cuckholding, vaginal penetration, dub-con (on Rin’s end), Rin’s extremely drunk, established relationship (with Sae), sadism, vouyersim, alluding to cum eating

Rin Itoshi has always had a crush on you. Even dating back to the junior prom, you remember the way his eyes lingered on you and his elder brother for a little longer than they should. He has never been outward in his feelings, yet you’ve always been able to tell. 

You found his schoolyard crush on you…cute. That was the only word you found to describe it. It was quite easy to toy with him, too. He’d jump at the slightest touch, or blush wildly if you complimented him in any way, shape, or form. That being said, it didn’t take long for your boyfriend to pick up on it either. 

Sae, even with all of his flaws as his sibling, has always been in tune with his younger brother’s feelings. If he was being entirely transparent, he’s known about Rin’s feelings since before he asked you to be his girlfriend. Objectively, it was a bit shitty of Sae to do, but it wasn’t his fault Rin didn’t have the courage to ask you out. If someone were to do it, it’d be better to keep it in the family, right?

With your birthday around the corner and  one year anniversary with Sae within the same week, your boyfriend graciously planned a trip to celebrate both events. The trip included not just Sae, but all of your close friends as well— Rin especially. The entire idea was fun and exciting and yet another experience you had thanks to your boyfriend who had money to spare. Then Sae had another idea that sparked your interest. 

—

“Where are we going?” Rin asks anxiously, annoyance thick in his voice. He’s already drank more than he should’ve, so he’s on edge as Sae drags him through the hotel’s halls. 

Sae simply brushes him off with a halfhearted— “don’t worry about it.” To truly showcase his point, he yanks Rin’s wrist even harder as he stomps towards his hotel room. Sae’s refrained from indulging too much tonight. Nothing liquor could give him would ever be worth missing out on the chance to savor these moments. 

Scanning his keycard, he easily opens up the door to reveal a dimly lit hotel room. He kicks his shoes off, dragging his brother inside and letting the door shut heavily behind him. Rin is beyond confused, still processing where he is and why Sae dragged him here so urgently. He’s still sluggish when he cluelessly follows Sae deeper into his hotel suite. His incessant questioning continues, but Rin freezes in his tracks when he reaches the bedroom. 

“Hi, Rinnie.” Your voice is sweet like honey from where you sit on the edge of the bed. Soft skin is decorated in a pretty lace fabric— a birthday present from Sae, and one you decided to debut tonight. It leaves very little to the imagination, and the garters that cuffed tightly against your thighs drive both of the brothers crazy. 

Rin’s eyes dart between you and his brother. He feels like he interrupted something despite Sae physically dragging him in. His body won’t move, but his mind is too preoccupied to even tell it to. “What…is this?” His voice shakes. 

His brother snarkily raises a brow, sauntering over towards you as he sets a territorial hand over your thigh. “What does it look like? ‘M being generous, clearly.” When Rin fails to come up with a response, Sae just scoffs. “Take a seat.”

With this all pre-planned, there’s a soft chair set up with a perfect view of the bed, and Rin hesitantly makes his way over to it. As soon as he sits and gets a better view of you, he feels his pants tighten up a bit. He had noticed that you had slipped out from festivities a bit ago, but he would’ve never guessed it was for a reason like this.

“What do you want me doing?” He hates how much his voice is quivering but with the alcohol in his bloodstream, he’s having a hard time wrapping his head around what’s taking place. 

“Nothing at all, Rinnie,” you reassure him, watching the way his features soften at your tone. “We just want you to watch. Is that okay?”

Drunken and dazed, he starts to nod. He barely even knows what he’s agreeing to, but what he does know is that you look amazing and he’d be a fool to let this chance slip away. 

“Watch and learn, baby brother.” Sae’s words are filled with malice as he sets a knee on the bed, mattress dipping down as he leans in to kiss you. With your eyes fluttering close, he keeps staring back at Rin. 

You hum softly against your boyfriend’s open mouth, a bit drunk yourself as he starts to palm your covered tits. Eventually, after Sae’s drawn out his point, he descends towards the ground. He trails kisses down your body, starting at your neck, and then your sternum, until his knees press into the carpet, and he’s faced with your cunt. 

The driving factor in buying this pair of lingerie was the fact that it was crotchless. He found the name of it a bit grotesque, but the functionality of it was incredible. This way, you can’t reprimand him for ripping your panties when he gets too impatient— which he does, a lot. 

He almost gets so caught up in tasting you that he forgets you have an audience. Once that crucial detail does hit him, though, his hands come up to spread your legs even further as his tongue pushes against you. 

“Feels good…” your breathy moans fill the air, unable to pull your eyes away from the couch as Rin palms at his cock. It feels dirty and cheap, but he can’t help it; not when you’re right there making those noises. It’s better than anything he could’ve imagined—anything he did imagine.

 “‘S okay,” you tell him, noticing how reserved his movements are. “You can touch yourself, Rinnie. Don’t be shy, I don’t mind.”

That’s all he needs to hear for him to undo his belt. 

He feels overtaken by lust as he undoes his belt and dress pants, hand slipping underneath the band of his boxers within a second. He lets out a deep groan— one that turns you on more than it should; especially when his brother is the one tongue fucking you right now. 

Even with Sae’s tongue buried deep inside of you, do you find yourself humping against his face, but having your eyes glued to his baby brother. 

What started out as purely lust in Rin’s mind has now morphed into a different feeling. Jealousy had planted itself deep into Rin’s brain. It’s always been there, no matter how much he’d like to act the opposite, he’s always envied Sae for doing what he couldn’t; for making you his while Rin stood off on the sidelines. 

Fuck, he wishes it was him right now, kneeling beneath you. He could treat you so much better. He might not be as experienced as his brother, but he knows he could please you. It can’t be hard, not with the way you’re gripping Sae’s hair and moaning like a whore. God, why can’t it be him? Why does he have to sit here and watch what he can’t have? Why does he…feel like he’s about to cum?

“S-Sae,” you whine, trying to tug him off. You don’t want to finish like this. You want— no, you need something inside of you. Especially after you’ve been staring at Rin’s cock for so long. Shit, it really makes your mouth water. 

Sae doesn’t need any further explanation to know what you want. With one last lick, savoring the taste of your essence, Sae stands up and glances over his shoulder. He nearly laughs at how pathetic his brother looks getting off at the sight of his brother pleasuring the woman he’s in love with. Could you really get any worse? It truly fuels that sadistic part of him. 

He repositions you with ease, getting you on his lap so that Rin still has a great view. Considering how soaked you already are, Sae doesn’t even attempt to be gentle as he pulls you down onto his cock. He loves the way you thrash in his hold, nails scraping into his forearms as he keeps you in place. There’s a reason he always pays to get your nails done and it’s definitely not just because they look nice.

“Shit,” he curses, his hot breath on your neck as he sucks on the skin. “Squeezing me so fucking tight, doll. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you’ll be creaming pretty soon.”

“N-no,” you shake your head, eyes squeezed tight as you try to adjust to his length. You can always feel so much of him in this position. His cock is fully nestled inside of you and it drives you insane. 

“Not gonna cum yet…” your eyes flit between your boyfriend, and then his brother who is on the verge of climaxing. You want to make them both crazy, and you know just how to do that. 

“Not without your permission, Sae.”

It evokes the exact reaction you wanted. Jealousy surged through both Rin and his brother, and that’s evident in the way Sae’s speed picks up, as well as Rin’s hand. Their groans fill the room, teeth grit and jaw clenched. If you had ever questioned how similar they were before, this answers it. 

As Rin lets the alcohol get the better of him, words are spilling out before he can stop them. “C-could treat you so much better,” he stammers, hips jerking against his hand. “Could fuck you so much better.”

A lopsided smile finds your lips, egging him on to the best of your abilities; although, that’s hard with Sae jackhammering you the way he is. “Yeah? You think so, Rinnie?”

“Fucking know it,” he nearly growls, jealously only fueling his oncoming orgasm. 

Sae’s not much better, honestly. Hearing his brother’s pathetic whines of how much better he could treat his girlfriend, has his eyes rolling. At the end of that day, you’re his. No matter what Rinnie thinks, Sae’s gonna be the one fucking you for hours on end, and that thought makes him want to stuff you full. 

With Sae’s hand slipping down to pinch your clit, your back is arching as a whiney moan of Sae’s name leaves your lips. The entire sight is something straight out of a porno, and it has Rin gasping as well. Nearly simultaneously, the two of you reach your highs, and in turn, the way you tighten around Sae’s cock has him tumbling over the same hill. With a deep thrust, he’s stuffing you full of his cum just as he wanted. 

The room is filled with the melody of all your moans mixing together, as your highs peak and you begin your comedown. Rin’s hand, as well as some of the floor, is painted white, and Sae’s cum has begun to drip down onto your inner thighs. It’s all messy, and gross, and insanely hot. 

“Fuck, baby,” Sae groans into your neck, nibbling at the supple skin as he rubs your hips. “That was so fuckin’ hot…”

You only giggle, his lips feeling ticklish against your skin, and you redirect your lidded gaze towards the boy in front of you. 

“Rinnie,” you tease in a song-like manner. “Still with us?”

He groggily says yeah, still in a haze from both the alcohol and his orgasm that seemed to wipe him out. He’s starting to come to, but that means the shame is also beginning to settle. 

What just happened doesn’t really make sense to Rin. Not only did he watch his brother fuck the girl he’s been in love with for half his life, but he got off to it too. It makes him feel guilty, and disgusting, but god, he can’t deny how good it all felt. It was like torture, but he’s also never cum that hard before. 

“Rin,” Sae calls him, voice stern and making the man look up immediately. As thick hands spread your thighs apart, you find yourself moaning softly from sensitivity. Now, though, his cum starts to drip down even with Sae’s cock still inside. 

“Come clean her up.”

taglist: @dgrymn @kkittycries @saintriots @dilfhos @pussydrunkfyodor @enchantedforest-network @themovingcastlez

[steleir]

series : detective! itoshi rin! x dead! fem! reader, mentions of death, marriage, angst, rich! rin, mystery au, abuse, violence, black mail, unrequited love, threats, widowed rin, yn and rin have child named “mai” stalking, (more could be added.)

꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱ . . . even after all these years, detective itoshi rin has never gotten over the murder of his wife. he swore that he'd find the killer and figure out what really happened to you that night. the case ended up getting out up as a cold case, however. one day, though, he happened to stumble upon your diary while clearing up the attic to move to a new house. as he went through it, he realised that maybe it wasn't murder, perhaps something else. now with new leads, he manages to open the case  again, with a new hope to find out what happened to you, but personal matters start getting in his way. 

3/4/2024 - ??/??/??? . . . archived series! a seires i will try to update when im free!! only as long as is till have interest in completing it btw! i hope this is as good as the vision i ahve in my head lol. taglist open!

status. ongoing.

ଘ(੭ ྀི ˘ ᵕ ˘)੭ ENTERIES . . .

entry one : a new light

entry two : where did it go wrong?

entry three : found her

entry four : high school sweethearts

entry five : wedding dress

more to be added …

ᡣ𐭩 . extra entry’s … none! ᡣ𐭩 . extra info … nine!

[goteique]

BLUE LOCK.

■ — n.sfw ■ — dc ■ — sfw ■ — suggestive

— ⟨✧⟩ ＯＮＥＳＨＯＴＳ

strawberry skies; sae itoshi & rin itoshi

lie to me ; reo mikage

i can't hep it ; bachira meguru

bubblegum heart ; isagi yochi

— ⟨✧⟩ＨＥＡＤＣＡＮＯＮＳ

need you closer with chigiri, nagi, bachira, isagi.

positions with hyoma chigiri, bachira meguru, isagi yochi, nagi seishiro, reo mikage,kunigami rensuke

itoshi brothers.

first code red with sae,nagi,isagi,bachira.

boyfriend!bachira meguru

boyfriend!tsurugi zantetsu

boyfriend!gagamaru gin.

— ⟨✧⟩ＤＲＡＢＢＬＥＳ

a little late ; nagi seishiro.

payback ; bachira meguru.

say please ; chigiri hyoma.

cherry waves; chigiri hyoma

4:02 ; isagi yochi

sub!kaiser.

stolen ; sub!reo mikage

3:30 P.M ; chigiri hyoma.

VDAY EVENT REQUESTS

sae itoshi plus white day. — rin itoshi plus first time. — oliver aiku plus first date. — nagi seishiro plus first heartbreak — mikage reo plus first time — nagi seishiro plus first crush — barou shouei plus first love

SHORTS ( thirsts )

michael kaiser — one ; two;

itoshi brothers at movie night.

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[cataclysmicamomile]

Ok so I lied

[boinin]

they match!!!

(from the new blue lock x gigo collab merch)

(i'm planning to go to japan next year and i am already worrying about how much I'm going to end up spending on merch

and I just know it's going to be these two bankrupting me)

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

i think i was onto something here

[hiorintruther]

Do you reckon Nagi has aphantasia?

[shiroselia]

I was tagged by @adelaideoldburg​ and went “Right, I’m gonna Do That” and then promptly forgot to do this so here it is now

Ten characters, ten fandoms, not ten tags ‘cause tagging people is scary, but if you’re seeing this and you want to do it, you can say you were tagged by me, that’s only fair, have fun friends :3

Characters in no particular order but the one I remember them in

1. Shirokane Rinko - BanG Dream (Multimedia)

2. Yukishiro Nanako - Senryuu Shoujo (Manga, has an anime, but I haven’t watched it)

3. Elaina - Majou no Tabitabi (Manga, also has an anime, have not watched that either)

4. Itoshi Rin - Blue Lock (Manga, has an anime coming up)

5. Marianne von Edmund - Fire Emblem (Video game)

6. Kunikida Hanamaru - Love Live (Multimedia)

7. Phi - Zero Escape (Video game)

8. Aiba - AI: The Somnium Files (Video game)

9. Elliot - Mr. Robot (Live action series)

10. Kagura Hikari - Shoujo Kageki: Revue Starlight (Multimedia)

Rinko gets the biggest image cause despite this not being in order, she is undisputably my favourite here

[yuukimiyas]

i love love love ordering stuff online!!! it’s like christmas when it shows up!!! the anticipation & excitement of opening smth i ordered is unmatched!!! ꉂ(˃̤▿˂̤*ૢ)

[satrs]

3, 2, 1, GO!

ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ; what type of actors I would headcanon the bllk characters as!

ꜰᴇᴀᴛᴜʀɪɴɢ; various blue lock characters!

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ; 0.5k ish???

Tags; none just headcanons lol. Prolly some errors, I’m so lazy rn Im sorryyyy

MAIN- ACTOR!

╰┈➤plays the role of the protagonist of a film, television show or play.

Is very well experienced in his job and flawlessly executes every role he gets assigned to.

only accepts Main character rolls since he sees himself as the best actor of his time and there is not one theater where you don’t see his face on the screen.

Is worldwide famous and known for his various roles in many of his successful movies.

Has a sea directors to choose from because everyone is anticipating to have this prominent actor to represent the main role in their movies.

Everyone hates their egotistical nature, but they can’t deny their impressive acting skills.

✎ Isagi Yoichi. Michael Kaiser. Itoshi Sae. Noel Noa.

FANS FAVOURITE!

╰┈➤who is very popular with the fans of a particular movie or television show.

Has men and women gawking and simping for him since he played that one role in a recent movie that literally went up in the charts as quick as wildfire.

Literally everyone and their mom talks about about him, almost forgetting about the movie itself.

Gets recognized anywhere he goes, fans swarming over him and begging to take pictures or get an autograph, some even looking up to him as an idol.

But of course where people love you, there are also people who hate. Paparazzi all over him and also a lot of scandals about him, some might be true and some might be not almost all of them are true lol.

✎ Oliver Aiku. Karasu Tabito. Nanase Nijiro. Yukimiya Kenyu.

CO-STAR!

╰┈➤who a part that supports the lead characters but sometimes follows their own storyline.

If you think the main characters steal the show of the side characters, then you’re wrong with this co-star.

If not it’s the other way around with him stealing the spotlight of the main protagonists- charismatic nature and handsome appearance always catching the eyes of every viewer.

There are SOOOO many edits about him everywhere I’m not kidding. I can imagine how his colleagues get quite jealous and mad at him for gaining all of the attention from the fans😭.

✎ Itoshi Rin. Chigiri Hyoma. Loki Julian. Hiroi Yo.

STUNTMAN!

╰┈➤who is employed to take an actor's place in performing dangerous stunts.

LOVESSS his job and could never imagine doing any other kind of acting. He lives for the thrill and action, anticipating to leave the audience in surprise, excitement and shock.

Is known for really risky stunts in famous movies, doing the stunts of many famous actors, like the ones mentioned above. Sees himself superior to them since he does ‘the real and hard work’.

Gained most of his fanbase from his social media, since the stunt-mans don’t get that much screentime or are sometimes not really identifiable. He posts a lot - from behind the scenes to bloopers of his failed stunts- there is A LOT.

Friends and family always warn him about the job, but he just brushes it off every time talking about how ‘it’s all just play pretend’ it’s not he broke his bones more than 20 times LMAOOO.

✎ Shidou Ryusei. Barou Shoei. Bachira Meguru. Gagamaru Gin.

SERIES REGULAR!

╰┈➤who is a member of a television show's main cast who appears in the show consistently over its run.

He isn’t in many movies nor series, but he has that one specific series/tv show where he plays in every single season.

No matter where you start- season one or end with the very last season- he is there.

Feels more comfortable playing in one than multiple series because he can focus on just this one role and file it into perfection and also really enjoys the fanbase.

It’s unimaginable to mention the series without referencing him- it’s more likely that people mention him before the series itself.

✎ Mikage Reo. Kunigami Rensuke. Otoya Eita. Nagi Seishiro

ᵃˡˡ ᶜᵒⁿᵗᵉⁿᵗ ᵇᵉˡᵒⁿᵍˢ ᵗᵒ k-azus.°

[kishibei]

APPOINTMENT WITH THE LOVE DOCTOR !

a matchup event by newly (un) licensed dr. dzifa!

DOCTOR'S NOTE: i've literally been sooo on and off on this account and u guys still fw me?! thank you sm for all the love you've shown me! thank you for 1k but i've decided to quit tumblr and become a self proclaimed love doctor.

SCHEDULE AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE LOVE DOCTOR!check the status of this post to ensure the doctor is taking appointments at the time of your request!

STATUS: CLOSED!!! (mutuals can send for a squeeze in!)

YOU: you're joking, right... you don't even got a license !!!

DR. DZI: there's no time for that! we'll need to do a little questionnaire and update some information i have on file!

FOR — RES EVIL/JJK/AOT/BLLK/BLEACH/GENSHIN/HQ

THE SAMPLE : send me an ask describing yourself: tell me about your personality, hobbies, likes/dislikes, pronouns + anything else. you can also describe your appearance or attach an image (only if u want an appearance matchup !!!)

please specify which fandom you want a matchup from and if you have any gender preferences for your match.

if you do chose to attach a photo of yourself, it will not be posted !!! i will make a separate post and tag you in it !

YOUR PRESCRIPTION (500mg):

after our consultation (your ask !) you will recieve:

DEAR PATIENT (FOLLOWING) —

a character i think you'd look good with, a brief description of your relationship, a few images to fit you two, and a song that encompasses your relationship or the vibe of it !

FREQUENT VISITORS (MUTUALS) —

all as listed above with a mini scenario added on !

this is a follower only event, if you plan to participate please make sure that you are following me before scheduling !!!

pls do not send me an ask after i close submissions! it will not get answered !!!

THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING, RBS APPRECIATED <3

[blasphemecel]

who’re ur fav bllk characters? maybe top five?! (≧∀≦) and do u have any bllk characters that u wish to write for but haven’t?! i love ur writing ♡

Kaiser

Shidou

Aryu & Gagamaru share the spot

Bachira

Sae

Yes I #cheated and wrote 6. I'd be down to write for anyone as long as I have an idea since I love most of the characters lol. I was considering opening drabble requests but I Have a lot of wips rotting in my files so Idk if I wanna do that rn

[steleir]

ஜ ˖ ࣪ masterlist ࣪࿐ྂ ENTRY ONE : A NEW LIGHT ࣪࿐ྂ next : where did it all go wrong?

ஜ ˖ ࣪࿐ྂ. even after all these years, detective itoshi rin has never gotten over the murder of his wife. he swore that he'd find the killer and figure out what really happened to you that night. the case ended up getting out up as a cold case, however. one day, though, he happened to stumble upon your diary while clearing up the attic to move to a new house. as he went through it, he realised that maybe it wasn't murder, perhaps something else. now with new leads, he manages to open the case  again, with a new hope to find out what happened to you, but personal matters start getting in his way. 

series : detective! itoshi rin! x dead! fem! reader, mentions of death, marriage, angst, rich! rin, mystery au, abuse, violence, black mail, unrequited love, threats, widowed rin, yn and rin have child named “mai” stalking ﾉ 2.1k wc. ﾉ mentions of eating disorder, yn has shitty parents. (more could be added.)

Often, Rin found himself having dreams about you—odd ones, never normal—at least the ones that started normal. He was in your shared room, and you were twirling in your wedding dress, the exact same thing you did four days before your wedding. He’d come up behind you, and suddenly he was in his tuxedo. The image of the two of you became distorted, and you’d fall on the floor, blood all over his suit and hands, your wedding dress drowning in blood, and your face was lifeless.

The first time he woke up, distressed, he immediately checked your (untouched) side of the closet, making sure the wedding dress was still in good shape.

Sometimes he’d head to his daughter's room (the last thing he really had that reminded him of you) and hug her. “Dad, are you ok?” The eight-year-old mumbled, sleep most obvious in her tone. “Yes, I’m okay. Go back to sleep,” he assured, trying to fight back tears that burned his eyes.

She was the carbon copy of you, with the same hair, nose, and even the way she acted. The only thing of him in her was her bright blue eyes.

Sometimes, he’d simply cry. All that his brain has been begging him to do after bottling it up and staying strong for his child.

He shut his car door, walking up to the entrance to his daughter's school.

“Mai, your dad is here,” the teacher called, and she quickly turned her head away from her friend and waved at him. “She’s doing good in school, yeah?” He asked as Mai ran up to hug her father. He picked her up, and she laid her head on his shoulders. “Shes amazing! You’ve got quite a disciplined daughter right there.”

She definitely got that from him; you were always up to no good.

“Good to hear,” he smiled, something he found himself doing quite often ever since your death six years ago. It was a big change from his stoicness and his tendency to be rude and cold, but he had to change for his daughter. You weren’t there to balance out his personality.

He opened the car door for his daughter. “Put on your seatbelt, or I will tackle you,” he threatened, but it didn’t seem to affect her, not with that obvious soft look on his face.

It was a long, staring contest before he sighed. “Fine, I guess we’ll just hit a car, and you’ll fly out.”

The eight-year-old giggled, “Sounds fun.”

“If you do, I’ll get you ice cream,” he tempted, and the girl nodded in agreement. “Deal.” She finally put on her seatbelt, and Rin got into the driver's seat.

“Dad, can you ask a question?” Mai asked, as he found himself in the middle of long traffic. “Of course.”

“What was a mama like?” She wondered, her voice filled with curiosity. “She was amazing,” he smiled softly, a real one this time. “She looked like you, and you act just like her, you know? She would be so happy to see how much you resembled her if she were here right now.”

The kid smiled and said, "But will I ever have another one? Or is it just you and me forever?”

Rin furrowed his child’s question. “What do you mean?”

“Well, everyone in my class has a mom. And I wonder, Will you ever have one?”

In a way, Rin felt anger at the question. No one could be you or be like you; no one could take your place in his heart.

“I’m not sure, honey.”

His phone buzzed suddenly, just in time, and he picked it up to see who had texted him.

It wasn’t long before the clock read five o’clock, and he could see Emi’s car parking outside.

Aoki Emi, your best friend, or she used to be before you died. She was there for him during those rough times, even when his own family couldn’t.

Her crush on him was, well, painfully obvious. Even before you died, he could tell.

However, the boy ignored it; Emis crush wouldn’t do anything; he only had his eyes on you.

But what pissed him off? Even if she was the only person who was there for him, who he would consider a “close friend,” everyone never understood that he truly didn’t like her like that. Even Isagi, Bachira, and Chigiri all encouraged him to be with her, other than Otoya, who seemed to have a crush on her. Even his own daughter.

He’d admit to anyone else that she was attractive. She is tall and blonde, with green eyes and a small beauty mark beneath her bottom lip. Not to him, though. He wanted only you, even if you weren’t there; he was forever loyal to you.

Maybe he should cut ties with the girl; after all, what good did she serve him anymore? He thought about that multiple times, but Mai hated the idea. She loved her, almost considering her her new mother. (The thought disgusted him.)

Boxes were all that was found in the house, other than the smell of food that filled the house as Mai munched on the food. He would be moving everything the next day, and all that was left was his room and the attic.

“Do you think you could do my room, and I’ll be doing the attic?” he stated, and she nodded warmly. Suddenly, he was pushed away by his short daughter. “Mama!” She exclaimed as the blonde girl lifted herself up.

Rin furrowed his brow. “Not mama, it’s Emi,” he corrected his daughter, and a frown fell on her face. “Right.” Emi mumbled as she placed the little girl down. “So your room, you said?”

He nodded as she grabbed a few boxes that lay on the kitchen counter as she walked off. “Go watch TV, as long as you like; only for today, however,” he said as he patted his daughter on the head. “Yay!”

He quickly headed to the attic, which he’s been avoiding for weeks now. It was dusty and filled with old things; luckily, many were already placed in boxes.

Some remained unboxed, however. He went to the pile of things and grabbed a box.

Surprisingly, this was easier than he thought, as he quickly grabbed the dusty items and placed them in the box.

But a dusty grey leather book caught his attention. It said nothing, and he wasn’t sure why, but he was curious.

For Emi, she seemed to be doing better. Rin had packed most of the things, but she was still pondering why she even agreed to this.

She opened his drawer stand, and suddenly she was met with a picture of you. She loved you; you were her best friend.

But as she went through the pictures, she realised just how much you’ve taken from her. You were always better—in her eyes. Prettier and smarter is why she always studied her ass to best you.

As she went through the pictures of you, she reached the ones of you and Rin simply and one that included all three of you. All the way back in junior year of high school. It was Christmas, three weeks after you and Rin first started dating.

You had dragged her along despite the fact she wasn’t invited because you were “nervous to meet his parents and brother.” She was annoyed but went along.

It was fun, but she remembers exactly the feeling of jealousy. You win everything, and you just had to steal Rin from her.

You all stood in front of the camera, Rins arm across your shoulder, and she sat in a chair in front of you both, forcing a fake smile, which was nonexistent in Rins face.

The rest of the pictures were only you two, taken by Rins parents, who were excited for their son.

She got tears rolling down her cheeks as she crumbled up the picture and placed it in her pocket. “You just had to steal Rin from me; steal everything for me, bitch!” She whispered and yelled, making sure no one could hear.

Rin wouldn’t notice she took it or burned it.

Rin opened the book. Diary entry one. 6/8/2008 Huh, diary? Was this yours?

Lately, I’m not sure; maybe I’m imagining it. Rin has been quite distant. I don’t know why we’ve only been dating for a year; why is he already so distant? I think he might be going through something; I'm not sure. I’ll give him space. Other than that, life’s pretty good, I guess.

This is from... sixteen years ago?

Entry two. 3/4/2009. It has been some time since I completely forgot about this thing. Life isn’t that good, not anymore. I solved things with Rin. But my grades are dropping, and I’ve gained some fat. I hate my body right now. My parents aren’t proud; they keep comparing me to Emi. I hate that. Is it bad that I feel a little jealous? I’m not supposed to; she’s my best friend, and I love her. But all I can hear is how amazing she is all the time. I can't say this to Rin; I don't want him to worry. Im trying. I really am, I swear; I'm studying, I have a part-time job, and I'm working on losing fat—not in the best way, I guess, though.

He saw dried tear stains around the paper, which smudged some of the text.

Entry three. 4/6/2009. My parents found out I'd been staving myself; they got me a therapist. I guess it’s good to know they care. But god, they pitied Emi more when she broke down crying when she found out. Like, hello? I’m the daughter who’s been going through this eating disorder; why do you care how much I've saddened her? They should be worried about me, not her; you are my parents, not hers.

Entry four: 5/6/2009 Rin found out . Now he won’t leave my side; he saw how little my parents care. So, I’ve been going to his house lately. He reminded me to eat, and he watched me do it. I hate it, but I know he’s just looking out for me. I love him. He’s all I have right now, really. I guess I have Emi too, but she’s really just thriving in my parents attention right now. Don’t you have your own?

He skipped a few pages, which ended up leading him to the ones you’d written six years ago.

Diary entry, I don’t know; I lost count. 23/11/2018.

This was only three weeks before you died.

Fuck life. My hormones are all over the place. I love Mai; she’s so cute. She has Rin's beautiful eyes. But my body looks so bad again. I haven’t been eating lately; I’m trying. Emi’s noticed something’s up, but I think I’ve hidden it well. Rin is so much help; he stays up late and wakes up when she starts crying.

Diary entry: I still don’t know. 24/11/2018 I’ve relapsed again. Rin realised he was mad. He isn’t understanding; you think he’s just worried? I don’t know. Lately, my friends have been distant, even Emi. I don’t know, I miss them, but I need someone to talk to too. My mom only talks to me to ask about her grandchild; she never asks about me. She got mad when I told her I hadn’t spoken to Emi in a while either. I feel like crying; I want to so badly, but I know if I do, I will crumble.

Diary entry. ??? November 25, 2018. I feel detached from life; I don’t know. I feel so close to ending it. I’m still keeping it cool around Rin and my daughter, but it’s getting harder every day.

He closed the book there. That was the most he could read. No way was it suicide; you wouldn’t. It made him want to open that case again; you didn’t do it, no way you did.

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[aesterblaster]

Headcanon time? Headcanon time.

Since most footballers retire around the age of 34 more or less and some of them go do the most insane shit after their careers are over, one even became a president of a country, some model and the most obvious coaches

What would the bllk boys do professionally after retiring? Pick either your favorite boys or the funniest answers and do as many as you like~

I feel like all of them either start up some random buissness and use their time in blue lock to, finally start collage for something or would just be like HAHA IM SET DW then file for bankrupsy

[thyandrawrites]

Blog housekeeping

Hey o/ as a heads up, I have finally sorted my bllk stuff with proper tags. This fandom doesn't produce a lot of meta (yet?) but you can now find it filed under #blue lock meta. As for my two cents on the series, be it meta or random rants/commentaries, they can now be found under #bllk thoughts. I will be updating my pinned post to reflect this o/ thanks for your attention and have a nice day/night

[argentii]

Argentii's Tag Masterlist

This is mostly for my benefit because I forget what tags I use sometimes.

Anime/manga/etc

Attack on Titan #aot

Bakuten #bakuten

Banana Fish #banana fish

Blue Exorcist #ane

Blue Lock #bllk

Bungou Stray Dogs #bsd

Demon Slayer #kny

Fullmetal Alchemist/Brotherhood #fma

Given #given

Golden Kamuy #gk

Haikyuu #hq

High Card #high card

Jujutsu Kaisen #jjk

Link Click #link click

Moriarty the Patriot #mtp

My Hero Academia #mha

No. 6 #no. 6

SK8 the Infinity #sk8

Terror in Resonance #znt

The Case Study of Vanitas #vnc

The Promised Neverland #tpn

Tokyo Revengers #tokrev

To Your Eternity #tye

Trigun #trigun

Yuri on Ice #yoi

Dramas/webnovels

Dumb Husky/ERHA #2ha

Guardian #guardian

Kinnporsche #kinnporsche

Heaven Official's Blessing #tgcf

Mo Dao Zu Shi/The Untamed #mdzs

Scum Villain/Scumbag System #svsss

Faraway Wanderers/Word of Honor #tyk

TV/movies

Avatar the Last Airbender #atla

Disney #disney

Doctor Who #dr. who

Good Omens #good omens

Gravity Falls #gravity falls

Marvel #mcu

Our Flag Means Death #ofmd

She-ra #spop

Spiderverse #spiderverse

The Dragon Prince #tdp

The Owl House #toh

Books

All For the Game (The Foxhole Court) #aftg

Grishaverse #grishaverse

Percy Jackson/Riordanverse #pjo

The Raven Cycle #trc

The Song of Achilles #tsoa

Watership Down #watership down

YouTube

Buzzfeed Unsolved #buzzfeed unsolved

Ghost Files #ghost files

Hazbin Hotel #hazbin hotel

Helluva Boss #helluva boss

Mystery Files #mystery files

Puppet History #puppet history

Unus Annus #unus annus

Misc.

Asexual #ace stuff

Eleceed #eleceed

Five Nights at Freddy's #fnaf

The Croaking #the croaking

The Magnus Archives/Protocol #tma / #tmagp

Your Wings and Mine #ywam