FATHER✝
LUCIFER.
+ warnings: erotic themes, religious defamation.
+ my mc is the heroine, so the pronouns are feminine.
He knew his Father was watching.
He has always watched, and he forever will. When things are like that, why not make this a sight worth remembering?
Once he fell, everything shattered like so many cracks, fractures, and broken bones, too—boundaries, punishments and virtue.
The first time an angel fell in love, hell broke loose in paradise. The last time an angel fell in love, immortality melted into a human life.
Now, though? No one in the Father's heaven or in the prince's underworld would dare violate him for falling in love, for staying in love, for making love.
And damn, was he grateful for that.
Because she was lovely under him, her body stark white between his black sheets, his pale fingers parting her sweet lips. Red nail polish looked less like blood and more like the glistening roses that had pooled in dainty ponds under her skin.
Had his Father seen how his teeth had perfectly put each petal in place—on her neck, her shoulders, her waist? Had he witnessed as he dyed her hair crimson with his gaze?
Whenever he admired her with her curls sprawled on his pillow like ribbons of orange flame—his pride burned blindingly bright. It gleamed with a warmth that burst through his chest and swallowed candlelight.
After all, she was not just a beautiful woman in his bed.
“Light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul,” a reverent voice recited in his head.
She was a sacred fire that could tame saints and was the very pride in his veins. She was that timeless love and his endless life. She was his greatest sin.
Why else would he often find himself lost in her, the back of his hand cool against her rosy face as he forgot reason and time?
For even under the damning eyes of his Father, even when he knew that he couldn't afford the slightest lapse before the condemning persecutor, he was the drowning one.
He was the proud one.
He was the lucky one.
His beloved was his through and through, after all; his Father had deemed him profane traitor, yet the purest of souls had fallen for him, the almighty devil.
Stars that once lit the horizon seemed to glow in his mere capillaries at the thought. That was pride. That was her.
There was so much love for him in her eyes. Was that how nuns looked at the dead man on the cross while they prayed?
Except...she worshipped him. And his Father watched her as she did. The Lord is a charlatan.
He felt her tongue on the cupid's bow of his smirking lips. Those stars within him were none other than his darkest sin—no other than enamoured pride, setting his body alight.
For millennia, ink had been blackening water, but his wings in that moment were a moonlit night that slowly spread above her. Her fingertips touched the gold that wove between the ridges of his horns. Warm ghosts.
He parted his beauty's legs. It was bad manners to keep a lady waiting.
And...he knew his Father was watching.
He has always watched, and he forever will. When things were going to be like that, he made damn sure it was a night none of them would ever forget.
+note: “light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul” is an excerpt from Vladimir Nabokov's ‘Lolita.’
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©𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙜𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙨
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RULES: List 5 songs you actually listen to, then tag 10 people.
Thanks for tagging me @khaotunqs and since I'm in a good mood right now I'm going to list out six songs I'm really into these days.
As for tagging I'm tagging @p00pdev1l @wurm-food @if-dreams-do-come-true @koushuwu @hoeakawasupreme and whoever wants to do this.
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aesthetic symbols
hearts: ♡ 𓆩♡𓆪 ❤ ❣︎ ♥ ♡ ❥ ❦ ❧ ☙ ღ ෆ ‹𝟥 ‹𝟹 More Hearts
stars: ʚ☆ɞ *₊˚ ☆ ⚝ ✩ ✪ ✫ ✬ ✭ ✮ ✯ ✰ ⭑ ⭒ ⛤ ⛥ ⛦ ⛧ * ⋆ ✦ ✧ ✢ ✣ ✤ ✥ 𖥔
flowers: ✿ ✾ ❀ ❁ ⚘ ⚜ 𑁍 ᪥ 𖠇 ֍ ֎ 𖧷 𖥸 ⁕ 𓇬 𓆸 𓇚 🀦 𐇵 𐇶
wings: ʚɞ 𓆩𓆪 🦋 εїз Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ξЖЗ εжз ୨୧ ଘ εз 𓆩♡𓆪
crosses: ✝ ✝️ ☦ ☦️ ☨ ✞ ✟ †
bullet points: • ◦ ⁃ ☐ ☑ ☒ ‣ ⁌ ⁍ ∙ ○ ◘ ☙ ❧ ❥ ⦿ ⦾ ◆ ❖ ❏ ➔ ➢ ★
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My top 5 songs on my On-Repeat playlist
@autumns-veil thank you for tagging me I love these 💜
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spotify / youtube / tracklist under the cut
a playlist for claws, my queer horror wip. this is the audio vibes of what i want this book to feel like, so eat it with both hands. messily.
claws taglist: @belovedviolence @foxboyclit @coven-archives @mjjune @revenantlore @sarandipitywrites @noblebs @k--havok @asterhaze @verba-writing (ask to be +/-)
Filter - Happy Together
Jazmin Bean - Yandere
Ashnikko - Tantrum
Poppy - EAT
FKA Rayne - Side Effect
Anya Nami - Unsubstantial
Mallavora - Disorder
Jake Daniels - God
Halsey - Lilith (feat. SUGA of BTS) (Diablo IV Anthem)
deadmau5 - My Heart Has Teeth (feat. Skylar Grey)
Sleep Token - Sugar
MEG MYERS - Jealous Sea
LYELL - Eraser
Nessa Barrett - madhouse
No/Me - Pass The Knife
Cloudy June - Pretty Pills for Broken Hearts
Ashnikko - Worms
My Chemical Romance - Mama
Hey Violet - Like Lovers Do
Mother Mother - Oleander
MEG MYERS - Heart Heart Head
Emilie Autumn - Opheliac
Ashnikko - Cheerleader
Kim Petras - There Will Be Blood
Baby Bugs - Autotheist
Mother Mother - Calm Me Down
Rina Sawayama - Frankenstein
EURINGER - The Medicine Does Not Control Me
Palaye Royale - Debilitate (feat. Pussy Riot)
TOOPOOR - Crazy Girls
RAYNE - My Strange Addiction
Foreign Figures - Dark Room
Ashnikko - Moonlight Magic
K.Flay - Blood In The Cut
Air Traffic Controller - This Is Love
James Hype - Drums (Feat. Kim Petras)
Kerli - Where the Dark Things Are
elegant slims - Not Human
✝✝✝ (Crosses) - Vivien
The Neighbourhood - Lurk
Nine Inch Nails - Closer
Editors - Eat Raw Meat = Blood Drool
Queens of the Stone Age - Sick, Sick, Sick
Ashnikko - Chokehold Cherry Python
Dreadlight - Grenadine
Evanescence - Going Under
Emilie Autumn - Liar - Manic Depressive Mix By ASP
Kriill - Your Eyes, Will I Ever
Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies)
Sleep Token - Alkaline
VIOLENT VIRA - God Complex
Dessa - Matches to Paper Dolls
Allie X - True Love Is Violent
Sleep Token - Atlantic
Digital Daggers - Crazy
Lucius - love is the disaster
Ethel Cain - Inbred
Kim Petras - Claws
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