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#「   003 .     /     OUT .   」   ────   ❛ SOMETIMES   I   WRITE   A   SENTENCE .
wonryllis · 4 months
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Holaa could you give out some smut writing tips 🤎🤎
ahh i don't think i am the most suitable person for this but i will try my best to list out some pointers that have personally helped me. if anyone has any other tips feel free to add them!
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001. a generally good sense of writing: you need to have a good base in writing to be able to write smut well. though it might not always be the case but it has helped me in a number of ways.
( i ) it helped me know how to frame the sentences and how to create the mood of a particular situation. how to build up a feeling (lust) and how to show it instead of just telling it through dialogues.
( ii ) it has helped me accumulate a good level of vocabulary which helps in word building and adding emotions to my scenes.
( iii ) it has helped me gather experience with how to paragraph the story, how to place the dialogues and when and how to put emphasis on certain parts.
002. reading, reading and reading: it is the first and foremost rule of improving in any kind of writing. imagination is one thing but to know how to transform that imagination into words on a paper is something you will only ever learn from reading. it gives you an insight on how a plot can be given life.
you can have any kind of idea in your mind but if you do not have knowledge of how to turn it into a coherent and interesting story it is useless.
reading stories of the genre you are aiming to write, is one of the main things that help because then you know how to write a particular scene or something similar that you have had in your mind. and sometimes reading helps you develop new ideas.
i personally read a lot of fics on here, ao3 and a bunch of mature novels too, so it helped me understand how to write the scenes in a way that captures the audience.
003. building up your smut vocabulary: yes this is a thing. there's a whole other world of vocab when it comes to nsfw. and i realized it only after i started writing smut.
reading smut will definitely help a lot with this but you also have to simultaneously look up and learn it too because obviously you can't remember all the words just through reading. you can search up nsfw vocabulary on pinterest or google (that's what i do) and it helps quite a lot and unfortunately that's like the only way i have found till now.
004. don't get conscious: for first timers and people inexperienced with writing smut, it can be pretty nerve wrecking to write, like a feeling where someone's watching over your shoulder as you write. try not to let it get to you, remember to relax and write however it feels right for you.
005. put emphasis on what your characters are feeling. try giving a good amount of detail on what your characters feel in the moment. are they embarrassed? excited? nervous? literally anything they could be feeling in regards to what kind of plot they are in.
also put emphasis on what they are feeling through their senses, for example the scent of the cologne of their partner and how it makes them feel or any memory it holds, or the touch of their partner's fingers/skin against their own, does it feel warm and electrical? do they feel goosebumps at it? does their heart pick up it's pace at the sound of their partner's voice? does the temp or the feel of the surface they are on/against evoke certain feelings? how's the atmosphere in the room in terms of their closeness?
006. the right kind of dialogue: know what kind of dialogue to use when. if it's a smut between characters in a situation that's really emotionally intimate, the dialogue must have to be soft and loving instead of just stereotypical degrading and humiliation kink type.
dirty talk also doesn't have to be present in each and every smut scene, it can be silent as in expressed just by the sounds and the feelings.
hardcore kinks also must be used only when the situation is appropriate, like jealousy, hatred or the plot is one where one of the characters has such a sexual persona that these kind of kinks suit them.
007. imagination: smut basically lives because of your imagination and ask most smut writers where they get the plot from and it's their own self indulgent imaginations. so when you think of a good scenario, you can build up on it through your imagination. even with normal aus like let's say, roommates, neighbours, coworkers you can probably imagine what kind of smut would suit the trope and boom you have a smut scene.
008. listening to songs: good songs definitely elevate the mood and help motivate you to write. sometimes give you new ideas too so definitely recommend this!
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and that's all i can think of for now. if i come up with more i will address it in a separate post in the future! forgive me if they are not that helpful, because i'm just a newbie to writing smut (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)
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call3am · 1 month
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*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*             ❛   Hello  ,  wandering  souls  .  Come  and  pick  up  this  ' Call at 3 AM. '  Wandering  around  on  a  lightless  night  ,  are  you  trying  to  say  something  to  me  ?   ❜
  # CALL3AM  ,  a  roleplay  blog  for  ELEVEN  from  AISNO's  PATH  TO  NOWHERE  .  Portrayed  by  YURI  ,  21+  ,  they / she  ,  est  timezone  .
       ❃            ↳  rules.  bio.  headcanons.  credits.
     *  Of  note  ,  this  blog  is  heavily  headcanon  based  &.  may  be  divergent  .  Such  divergencies  will  be  addressed  in  headcanon  posts  . 
                     Rules  below  the  cut  ,  for  easy  access  on  mobile  ! Blog wip .
001. Semi-active, *really* spotty activity. I'm a full-time online student & have to spend a lot of free time doing house work or babysitting so, I try to pop in when I have some free time! A lot may run on queue, and some replies may be delayed; please feel free to nudge me if you'd like!
002. Mun & muse are both 21+. NSFW may include sexual content, light gore/violence mentions, language. Very fond of potentially toxic yuri and c.annib.alism as a metaphor for love, so those themes may occur or be hinted at.
003. Not really selective in who I follow, though I do actively try to avoid frequent posts of topics that make me uncomfortable, such as my triggers: r/pe / sexual assault / csa / domestic abuse / child abuse & cancer. I have really bad ocd, and these topics tend to make it spike due to past traumas! I mainly ask for it to be tagged in an easy to blacklist format (please no special characters for example,) and I will not cover topics on my blog that relate to my triggers. Any trigger that may come up in my writing will be tagged as "trigger //" ; please let me know if I miss anything that you need tagged!! I am unaffiliated with the fandom and will be selective with who I follow from the fandom; mainly, I will only follow someone in the fandom if they follow me first unless we are already mutuals somewhere else. Transphobes, homophobes, racists, misogynists, etc will be blocked.
004. Open to plotting or just winging it. I will often reblog sentence memes/prompts or post starter calls for first interactions. I switch between second and third person writing, sometimes even in the same reply if i like the flow of it. however, i tend to match my writing partner's style/length; if i reply to you with the second-person style & you prefer third, feel free to let me know and I'll edit it!!
005. Please do not bring me into drama. I have been stalked, harassed, and threatened in prior fandoms before & really am just here to enjoy my hobby without fearing for my safety and comfort again. I will not be name dropping anyone as I don't want to make it worse. With this being said, I am a supporter of callouts for abusive, predatory, or otherwise unacceptable behavior, and will share them if others experience similar threats to their safety and well-being. If you come onto my blog intending to start drama, at least do it off anon & we can talk like adults. I do not have a DNI currently, but I do curate my space as necessary and block people I have had prior issues with. I don't believe minor personal disagreements are worthy of discussing, nor creating conflict amongst a fandom, as not everyone will get along. I ask to be left out of such instances.
006. I go by Yuri, I'm 27, pronouns they/she. I'm a bit introverted/socially awkward on *top* of being frequently busy, so if i delay in replies either ic or ooc i apologize!! i am open to sharing my discord privately as well, if requested.
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srafseeker · 5 years
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hello   i   love   a   woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
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melamemea · 4 years
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remember to remember me.
sentence starts based on isak danielson’s album remember to remember me. alter as needed. 
001 religion.
“ can we say goodbye to the lies you told ?”
“ you know i’m wiser. ”
“ i believed your stories, at least the blind in me. ”
“ you gave my eyes what they wanted to see. ”
“ i’ve lost my reality. ”
“ i’ve lost everything in me. ”
“ you act like you’re god. ”
“ you’re trying too hard. ”
“ you’re trying too hard, but i need it. ”
“ i was supposed to believe her. ”
“ i’m back to believing. ”
“ i’m trying to be smart. ”
“ i’m trying to be smart  with a stake through the heart that i’m feeling. ”
“ future doesn’t matter. ”
“ i’d give it up for you. ”
“  future doesn’t matter ,  i’d give it up for you. ”
“ you know your power, i know it too. ”
“ i’ll end up in fire, burning with you. ”
 002 remember to remember me.
“ i can feel you’re slipping through my hands. ”
“ i’ve tried to break the silence. ”
“ just wanna know now where we stand. ”
“ i can see it in your eyes, you don’t believe a word i say. ”
“ you’re hard to reach, it’s like you’re tired of trying. ”
“ i’m lost, can you come back to me. ”
“ tell me what you’re hiding ”
“ please don’t let me go ”
“ we’ve been wrong before ”
“ don’t want to lose the memories ”
“ remember to remember me. ”
“ thought i’d let you know, you only have to call ”
“ i remind you how we used to be ? ”
“ i don’t like the part of moving on ”
“ i hate to say goodbye ”
“ i can’t stand this bedroom all alone, when everything reminds of you laying by my side ”
003 silence
“ it’s hard to look, it takes a lot of courage to see ”
“ open your eyes ”
“ you’ll be standing next to me ”
“ forget the words, they don’t know what they’re saying ”
“ to save us all, it takes a lot of praying ”
“ we have to speak into the silence ”
“ we never wanted violence ”
“ we have to stay, united, no one left outside ”
“ i want to see the change before i die and lose my voice ”
“ it is time to act ”
“ wake up and just realize the fact ”
“ what we’ve done, we have to recover from ”
“ cannot wait to save the things that we’ve broken ”
“ find the strength to let your mind be spoken ”
“ i want to live ‘till i’m 95 ″
“ i want my children there right by my side ”
“ i want snow in the winter sun ”
“ we need to realize what has begun ”
004 part of me 
“ i used to love how you despised me ”
“ you made me weaker than i was ”
“ i’m so sick and tired of all these conversations ”
“ i believed in all you told me, the way i never was enough ”
“ i’m so fucking tired of all these accusations ”
“ from what i’ve learned, i’ll be okay ”
“ i’ll be okay, cause baby you were not my first ”
“ i have found my way now ”
“ i walked away from your life ”
“ i will be a better part of me without you, dear ”
“ i just had to wake up and see my own reflection ”
“ i’d always do the things you told me ”
“ you made me tell your every lie ”
“ i’m not letting you take the control of these situations ”
005 light up
“ sometimes i wish i didn’t feel ”
“ sometimes i wish i didn’t feel the demons that run inside of me ”
“ can you help me out of my misery ? ”
“ i need someone to keep me calm when i can’t breathe ”
“ if you feel the same, talk to me ”
“ i’ll be the fire, so i can light up an empty room just for you ”
“ i’ll be the fighter, give me the thunder, and i’ll get through for you ”
“ you’d do the same, too ”
“ i’ve found a way to handle fear when i’m alone and no one’s there ”
“ i’m netter now than i was before ”
“ not running away, learning to face what i’m scared of ”
“ i am who i am and there’s no more looking back ”
“ i’ll be okay, i can do it all on my own ”
006 love me wrong
“ you make me want to make mistakes ”
“ your turn temptation into my best friend ” 
“ you make me just give up and cave ”
“ will i ever fall in love like this again ?”
“ i’m in hell, your taste, your smell, i know you far too well ”
“ it’s a spell that took me from a dream to this motel ”
“ i ring the bell ”
“ honestly, i’d rather be with you then by myself ”
“ so love me wrong, if you can’t love me right ”
“ all i want, is to be in your vice ”
“ you’re the one who builds my paradise ”
“ you make me take what i can get ”
“ your love is poison that won’t let me live ”
“ you make drunk and desperate ”
“ it helps me to forget what you don’t give ”
007 i don’t need your love
“ i no longer feel alone and rink through the night ”
“ i no longer lie awake and hurt my anxious mind ”
“ i used to cut my hair to make you like me more ”
“ i used to change my ways but you would just ignore ”
“ i don’t need your love ”
“ whatever you say, i’ll stand above ”
“ i finally feel like i’ve had enough ”
“ now i’m moving on ”
“ i can feel my heart, beating through the saddest parts ”
“ i’ve made up my mind, i’ve had enough ”
“ you won’t get another chance ”
“ your words cut like a knife ”
“ you left me broken, cast aside, time after time ”
“ won’t waste another night, cause i know i’ll be alright ”
“ i’m done trying to make you want me ”
“ i’m done trying to make you care ”
“ there is nothing there to hold on to ”
“ i have no more time to spare”
008 feel something
“ sometimes i wish we never met ” 
“ feel all the things that i never felt ”
“ this love will come too easy ”
“ don’t go easy on me, baby ”
“ i want you to push me far away, then come up with reasons for me to stay ”
“ if love could come too easy, don’t go easy on me, baby ”
“ need to know that this love is real ” 
“ just make me feel something ”
“ now there’s too much space in between, just make me feel something ”
“ anything at all to keep me hanging on ”
“ open up my heart, make it hurt some more ”
“ i want you to make me change my mind ”
“ love liek we’re running out of time ”
“ i just nee to feel the pressure falling heavy on me, baby ”
“ start to feel desperate when i’m with you ”
“ living’s the last thing i want to do ”
“ don’t go easy on me now ”
“ don’t go ”
009 every song for you
“ living on a memory as vivid as reality ”
“ take me there, i’ll do anything, i swear ”
“ brighter than the morning sun, that makes me feel all warm and fun ”
“ that’s all i see, where i wanna be ”
“ i just want to be staying in my mind with you, that is all i need ”
“ i just want to be playing every song for you ”
“ you are all my dreams come true ”
“ sweeter than any treat, same feeling every time we meet ”
“ like the first time, when you became mine, still wishing for the same thing ”
“ be as light as the bird’s wing ”
“ i write every song for you ”
010 domino
“ living in this broken city -- where love is hard to find -- i’ve seen it all ”
“ it wasn’t pretty, my heart has made me blind ”
“ is it really okay, to treat me this way? ”
“ it’s always the same ”
“ they give all you’ve ever wanted, then they take it away and say ‘it was a mistake’.”
“ they burn each other one by one like a domino ”
“ falling to the ground, just like a domino ”
“ one night they hold you, the next second they let go ”
“ everybody wants to catch me, nobody wants to stay. ”
“ everybody wants to catch me, nobody wants to stay. are you really here forever ? ”
“ are you really here forever ?”
“ will you walk away ?”
“ are you really here forever ? or will you walk away ?”
“ is it always like this ? every kiss is a goodbye kiss ”
“ every road leads to a neck, every story leaves me lonely ”
“ all the years that i’ve spent loving in vain ”
011 last song
“ i think that i’ll go now ”
“ i don’t even know why i’ve been holding onto you all this time ”
“ you have made it clear that what i feel is one way ”
“ you will never open your heart for me ”
“ i’m the one stay as you walk away ”
“ you were always fading; you’re fading away. ”
“ i want to feel your heart beat with my hand on your chest ”
“ when i look into those eyes, i will know what is next ”
“ i am lost in something that has no way out ”
“ it hurts, but this is the last song that i write ”
“ i wish that i could slow down, ask if it’d be alright to take you out to dinner sometime this week ”
“ i’ll just have to give up, pretend that i have moved on ”
“ you’re the only one on my mind ”
“ can my breath be yours tonight ? ”
“ i’ll give you the time, i am losing mine ”
“ i guess that this is the last song that i write ”
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donutdollie · 4 years
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STA.R WARS EDITION
LAYER  001 :   THE  OUTSIDE.
NAME -   margot fulto
EYE COLOR -   crisp,  bright blue
HAIR STYLE / COLOR -   just above shoulder length when curled, forming soft 40s style curls in a medium brown shade that lightens with sunlight.  often side parted deeply and twisted back in front
HEIGHT -   5′5″
CLOTHING  STYLE -    classic and feminine, bold rich colors, neutrals, and earth tones.  favors gowns over trousers, especially when working in the lab
BEST  PHYSICAL  FEATURE -   her eyes
LAYER  002 :   THE  INSIDE.
FEARS -   losing everything she’s sacrificed
GUILTY  PLEASURE -   there’s a fruit gelato of sorts special to her homeworld.  having a scoop or five was always a special treat
BIGGEST  PET  PEEVE -   refusing, despite overwhelming evidence, to accept being even slightly wrong
AMBITIONS  FOR  THE  FUTURE -   writing a book about the history of force users,  perhaps a family (but she hardly allows herself to think about that)
LAYER  003 :   THOUGHTS.
FIRST  THOUGHTS  WAKING  UP -   usually?  ‘it’s so cold!’
THINKS  ABOUT  MOST -   her family, some aspect of her research, that song she can’t help but hum
THINKS  ABOUT  BEFORE  BED -  her family usually
WHAT  THEY  THINK  THEIR  BEST  QUALITY  IS -   her analytical skills
LAYER  004 :   WHAT’S  BETTER ?
SINGLE  OR  GROUP  DATES -   single
TO  BE  LOVED  OR  RESPECTED -    loved
BEAUTY  OR  BRAINS -   brains
DOGS  OR  CATS -    both
LAYER  005 :   DO  THEY…
LIE -    yes, sometimes to make things easier, other times to protect
BELIEVE  IN  THEMSELVES - most of the time, at least in her ability to do a decent job of her work
BELIEVE  IN  LOVE -   yes, though wonders if she’ll ever have it
WANT  SOMEONE -   not particularly, even if she finds plenty of those she knows attractive
LAYER  006 :   HAVE  THEY  EVER…
BEEN  ON  STAGE -   yes
DONE  DRUGS -   no
GOTTEN  DRUNK -  yes
CHANGED  WHO  THEY  WERE  TO  FIT  IN -  yes
LAYER  007 :   FAVORITES.
FAVORITE COLOR -   nearly black blood red
FAVORITE  ANIMAL -   she finds so many fascinating 
FAVORITE  MOVIE -   probably a way too cheesy wynssa starflare holo
FAVORITE  GAME -   as a child? tag
LAYER  008 :   SLEEP.
HEAVY  OR  LIGHT  SLEEPER -  medium
WHAT  SIDE  OF  THE  BED  DO  THEY  SLEEP  ON -  she’s never slept on a bed wide enough to not sleep in the center
WHAT  DO  THEY  WEAR  TO  BED -   a soft tunic and trousers
WEIRD  THINGS  THEY  DO  IN  THEIR  SLEEP -   soft noises mostly, and mostly during very emotional dreams
LAYER  009 :   LOVE.
BIG  DECLARATIONS  OR  SMALL -  small but thought out
OPEN  OR  CLOSED  OFF -  closed off until she trusts
LOVE  AT  FIRST  SIGHT  OR  SLOW  BURN -   could be either but far more likely the latter, yes, she could love someone she doesn’t trust
ONE  TRUE  LOVE  OR  A  STRING -    one true love
LAYER  010 :   FINISH  THE  SENTENCE.
I  LOVE -  my family
I  FEEL -  afraid
I  HIDE -  pain
I  MISS -  my birth father
I  WISH -  to make it out alive
TAGGED  BY - @sixthofficer
TAGGING - @griimreaping @griimreaping @ancientsith @aniimvs @enginaer
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handspoken · 4 years
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LITTLE CHARACTER THINGS
just a fun little character game. fill in the below categories with 3-5 things that your character can be identified by. repost and tag away!
TAGGED BY: @dansiere like weeks ago lmao TAGGING: this is a good meme for insight, please steal and tag me
EMOTIONS / FEELINGS:
001. fascination; curiosity and astonishment.
002. dread; the all-consuming weight of frightful anticipation.
003. enthusiasm; pinpointed focus, usually at work.
004. wryness; sarcasm and the notable lack of emotion.
005. confidence; stupidly abundant.
GREETINGS:
001. a curt nod, and brief eye contact.
002. a short verbal greeting without looking up from his work.
003. a grand entrance and greeting speech, just to make the listeners embarrassed.
004. introducing himself first formally as the one and only royal scientist, of course.
COLOURS:
001. black and white; not only his character palette, but a symptom of his color blindness. the world appears washed out to gaster, as if a slight black and white filter was activated constantly.
002. red; the color of blood, and of a SOUL made of DETERMINATION. reminds him of the first SOUL he conducted experiments on.
003. blue and orange/red; the colors associated with his brothers.
004. brown; earthy hues and warn tones. the color when remembering the surface.
005. gold; of buttercups.
SCENTS:
001. ozone; metallic and burning, but sweet and headache-inducing.
002. rust; of blood and old iron.
003. wet earth; pungent mud, sour and bitter.
004. old coffee; long days in the lab.
005. baked goods; some friends remember he likes them.
CLOTHING:
001. lab coat; his uniform while in the lab, always stained with pen ink and pockets full of notes he swore to read and remember later. bought as a standard uniform, but turned into a near constant part of his identify. represents his work as a royal scientist, and his endeavors to keep pushing, keep exploring, and keep experimenting for better or worse.
002. black turtleneck sweater; the inner layer of clothes underneath the lab coat, and the usual choice of attire. not one to care for design or fashion, whatever is minimal and functional usually works. crimped close to his bones and long sleeved, the turtleneck is his favored article of clothing.
003. winter coats; though skeletons do not usually feel particularly warm or cold, the sting of Snowdin’s icy atmosphere made even the strongest things brittle and shatter, bones included. representing the hometown of the skeleton family, winter coats are the clothes that protect them from the elements and also add a cute layer of cushioning.
004. leather armor; his attire while fighting in the Monster-Human war, before being sealed in the Underground. though not a melee fighter, Gaster donned armor just for a level of protection that wouldn’t leave him exposed to the elements.much of his memory about the war is hazy, but the feeling of leather on his bones remains sharp.
005. house coat and slippers; the lazy outfit while at home, in the rare times that happens.
OBJECTS:
001. clipboard; most likely what you’ll find in his hands when at work. always writing, always scribbling or drawing, he takes notes about nearly everything around him and tries to document them. unfortunately his writing is messy enough to only really be legible to himself, and at a certain point it becomes a practice to just take notes in order to keep focus. it’s a gift from Gerson.
002. rulers and blueprints; strewn around his home office and lab office, to keep building blueprints for the CORE or his personal machine. 
003. old journal; a secret from anyone else, kept in his home office and filled with more drawings than words. his last entry is a drawing of three people, with the words “DON’T FORGET” written on it.
VICES / BAD HABITS:
001. pride / superiority complex; putting him in the role of Royal Scientist didn’t really help much with his humbleness, and his belief in himself to help monsterkind after creating the CORE skyrocketed to a point he at one point thought himself to be the savior or at least the key to freedom, especially when he started to focus on his work to create the machine that bypasses the Barrier. 
002. obsessive / borderline neurosis; his work into breaking the Barrier will eventually come across the multi-timeline theory and the possibility of FILE/SAVE/LOAD powers, which is such a phenomenon and an anomaly that he’d focus on it to unhealthy degrees. because it’s such a strange theory and mostly unbelievable he has few people to discuss this with.
003. refusal of assistance or self-care; ties into the last point. most of this is born from his frustration of not being able to talk to anyone else about his discovery of the multi-timeline theory and the mindset that he knows whatever he will eventually do will end up failing; he knows whatever he accomplishes will not be enough so he continues to push himself to go further in hopes it will reach a point of being enough, whatever that is.
004. disregard for self-worth and survival; ties again into the last point. he eventually works himself to near death and is the last test subject for his own machine, which obliterates him from existence.
BODY LANGUAGE:
001. hand gestures; with a face that hardly changes appearance, expression comes from other means. the easiest and most notable is the gestures his hands perform. sometimes signing to himself, especially if trying to figure out a certain way to word his next sentences. he uses his hands to simulate movement or pantomime scenarios.
002. posture and stance; Gaster is a taller monster, his height often rivaling boss monsters. he slouches often and makes himself small in order to both allow a platform for the boss monsters and to be more approachable to his peers. when standing tall, he gives something his full attention or admiration. it’s one of his more noticeable tells; Gaster is upright when he is serious about something.
003. head movement; like a dog, his head tilts when something confuses him. he juts out his neck when surprised or cranes himself when acting sly. it’s almost as if he were a puppet being controlled in a comedy show.
AESTHETICS:
001. science and work; the driving force of every minute of every day.
002. academia and language; he is an educated man, but not particularly cunning.
003. hands and fingers; touch and feeling.
004. darkness and oblivion; that would eventually be his fate.
005. chaos and confusion; that weighs him down.
SONGS / PIECES:
001. Real Thing - tUnE-yArDs and what you are, you're simply not / aren't you tired of this game?
002. Birth Of A Wish - NieR: Automata OST this cannot continue / become as gods
003. Coalescence - Risk of Rain “...and so he left, with everything but his humanity.”
004. When He Died - Lemon Demon they found a message etchd into his spine / that said when he died
005. Charlie’s Inferno - That Handsome Devil i really don't belong here, i know you've heard the tune before
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cinematicnomad · 4 years
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003. do you write fics from start or finish, or jump around? typically i write them start to finish! sometimes i’ll get ideas for a part i haven’t reached and i’ll jot it down—like, quotes, or descriptions, or ideas—but that’s about it. sometimes my brain gets ahead of me in that the dialogue for the fic will come to me?? bc it’s like the conversation is playing out in my head, so when that happens i have to just get the dialogue down before i forget it which means i’ll have to go back and add in the prose after the fact. but yeah, for the most part i start with the opening sentence and i write straight through until i reach the end. 
013. is there a trope you wouldn’t write if it was the last trope on earth? i went back through my blog to remind myself how i filled out the fanfic trope tiermaker list? for the most part this was about reading fic so thinking about it from a writing angle...can’t say i would never write dark fic (case in point: i made a serial killer!stiles au gif series years ago), can’t say i’d never write major character death or an unhappy ending (once wrote a drabble where stiles and derek both died)...the other’s i could probably force myself to write if i had no other options EXCEPT. 
crack fic. 
like??? i guess i understand the appeal?? KIND OF? but not for me. i always try so hard to make sure anything i write could conceivably fit into canon so crack fic just does not speak to me at all, reading or writing. 
023. if you had to remix one of your own fics, which would it be and how would you remix it? oh that’s easy to answer bc i kind of already started something like this. i’ve got the beginnings of an outline and the first scene of a remix of taste your beating heart from derek’s POV. i envision it as considerably shorter (like...15–20k instead of 110k+) and i would try to avoid rewriting the same scenes that already happened in the first fic. it would definitely be a companion piece so that readers could get a sense of what was happening outside of stiles’ POV—what conversations did derek and the sheriff have when stiles was at school, how did that confrontation with scott go down before stiles showed up, what was it like in the hospital waiting for stiles to wake up, etc etc. 
behind the scenes of fic writing: 30 questions for authors
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rebelw1thacause · 4 years
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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒 .
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  001 :   THE OUTSIDE . NAME : Jasmine Daisy Ross EYE  COLOUR :   emerald green HAIR  STYLE   /   COLOUR : Golden Brown hair with her hairstyle copied after Daisy Duke from Dukes of Hazzard in the 80s, Rachel Green from Friendsin the 90s and Britta Perry from Community in the 2000s to modern day.  Often wears a flower in it HEIGHT :  5′9″ with heels 5′6″ without heels CLOTHING  STYLE : often wears off the shoulder shirts or tops with tight pants, daisy dukes or skirts.  Will sometimes wear flannel shirts with the first two buttons unbuttoned to show cleavage. BEST  PHYSICAL  FEATURE : her great hair and large breasts
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  002 :  THE INSIDE . FEARS : failing, not being good enough, turning out like her mother, that, one day, that she can never put herself back together GUILTY  PLEASURE : movies so bad they’re good BIGGEST  PET  PEEVE :  bullying, sexism, her father’s unwanted voice AMBITIONS  FOR  THE  FUTURE :  to become immortal through my writing and make a difference in the world
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  003 :  THOUGHTS . FIRST  THOUGHTS  WAKING  UP : i want to go back to sleep WHAT  THEY  THINK  ABOUT  MOST :   new writing ideas, tending to her flowers, her favorite shows and movies WHAT  THEY  THINK  ABOUT  BEFORE  BED : whether or not she’ll be able to sleep WHAT  THEY  THINK  THEIR  BEST  QUALITY  IS : determination
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  004 :   WHAT’S BETTER ?
SINGLE  OR  GROUP  DATES : single TO  BE  LOVED  OR  RESPECTED :  both BEAUTY  OR  BRAINS :   brains, but beauty is also nice DOGS  OR  CATS :   both
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  005 :    DO THEY … LIE :   depends on the situation BELIEVE  IN  THEMSELVES :   not always, but she tries to BELIEVE  IN  LOVE : yes WANT  SOMEONE : yes
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  006 :    HAVE THEY EVER … BEEN  ON  STAGE : no, but she wants to be DONE  DRUGS : yeah, but only marijuana CHANGED  WHO  THEY  WERE  TO  FIT  IN : she’s capable of it
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  007 :   FAVOURITES . FAVOURITE  COLOUR : cyan FAVOURITE  ANIMAL :   dolphin FAVOURITE  BOOK :  Anne Frank, though she’s also a huge Stephen King fan FAVOURITE  GAME :  Ms. Pac-man
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  008 :   AGE . DAY  THEIR  NEXT  BIRTHDAY  WILL  BE :  September 20th HOW  OLD  WILL  THEY  BE :   depends on the verse
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  009 :   FINISH THE SENTENCE . I LOVE :  flowers and nature I  FEEL : fine I  HIDE :  because i’m scare people will see that i’m broken I  MISS : my mom I  WISH : i was as strong as I pretended to be
Stolen from: @thecrxmxnal​ and @shotbitch
Tagging: anyone who wants to do this
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001. Has it ever snowed on Christmas? I have seen a white Christmas ONCE in my 32 years of living in Texas, and it was more... frost, than anything. 002. Do you like bright colors? Sometimes. 003. What's your favorite animal? Zebras. 004. What's your favorite band? Jimi Hendrix. 005. Have you ever played spin the bottle? Yes. 006. If so, who did you end up kissing? A lot of people. 007. How many hours do you usually sleep? Between 4-8 lol 008. Do you have any piercings? Nose and ears. 009. What kind of printer do you have? I don't. 010. Have you ever been so dizzy you fell down? Yes. 011. Do you like to go outside or do your prefer to stay inside? Inside. 012. What do you usually do inside? Different things. 013. What do you usually do outside? Smoke cigarettes lol 014. Who do you usually spend the most time with, besides family? Besides family... Probably Justin. 015. Do you know what hypochondriac means without looking it up? Yes. 016. Do you ever wonder how you're going to die? Sure, doesn't everyone? 017. How do you think you are going to die? I have no idea. 018. What color is your shower curtain? It's Mets themed lol 019. What color is your house? Tan. 020. What color is your car or your parent's car? Well, I have no car because of the wreck. My dad's is a dark grey, my mom's is red. 021. What is something you've been thinking about a lot today? My kiddos, sociology, Justin. 022. Do you drink alcohol? Not anymore. 023. What about coffee drinks? Yes. 024. Are you addicted to caffeine? Yes. 025. Write something here that may be an inside joke or something someone reading this wouldn't understand. Nah. 026. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? I do lol 027. Did you want Yang and Burke to get married? God no. 028. What tv show do you like to watch but don't get to watch often? A lot. 029. Would you like to be on Deal or No Deal? No thanks. 030. Do you think you could win the million dollars? Probably not. 031. What case would you pick? 8. 032. Have you ever watched the Phantom of the Opera? Yes. 033. Do you think Finding Nemo is too popular? No? 034. What flavor of ice cream do you prefer? Rocky Road. 035. How do you like your meat? ...Which meat? 036. What pizza place do you prefer? Domino's is the easiest. 037. Do you say y'all? Yepp. 038. Pick a foreign country. Greece. 039. What do you like about that country? The history. 040. Have you ever been there? I wish. 041. Do you wear sunglasses a lot? Yes. 042. Did you know that Halloween is actually a religious holiday? Ugh. 042. Is your family religious and not celebrate Halloween because they think it is "evil"? Nope. 043. Do you own any dresses? I do. 044. Would you eat a bug for $1,000,000? Yes. 045. Is anything bothering you right now? Yes. 046. When's the last time you hung out with your best friend? I hung out with Kelsi yesterday. 047. Where was your default picture taken? My bed. 048. What time is it? 11:13 pm 049. What can you hear? My dad's TV that is way too loud, my typing, the AC 050. What can you smell? Nothing. 051. What emotion are you feeling right now? Boredom. 052. Are you a boy or a girl? I'm a woman. 053. iPod or MP3? Neither. What year is this. 053. Have any good jokes? No. 054. Got a favorite comedian? Anthony Jeselnick, George Carlin. 055. How many Tumblrs do you have? Just the one. 056. Is anyone in the same room as you? Nope. 057. Where are you at? Home. 058. What's in your closet besides clothes? Hangers, some games. 059. Find the closest book and turn to page 48. What's the first whole sentence? Unthinkingly she knocked it away then drew her hand back, horrified. 060. Close the book and open it up again to a random page. What's the first word you see? Cellar. 061. Favorite season? Summer 062. What boy's name do you love? Clark. 063. Girl's name? Zelda. 064. What colors are you wearing right now? Blue, green. 065. What food would you like to be eating right now? None. 066. Any compliments today? Yes. 067. What would you do if a random person came up to you and told you they liked your pants? Say thank you. 068. Are you happy right now? I'm fine. 069. Have you ever egged someone's house? No, but I egged someone's car in high school. 070. Toilet papered it? Nope. 071. Ever gone camping? Yes. 072. It takes six to eight hours for food to pass from your stomach to your small intestine. What's in your tummy right now? Taco stuff. 073. Any allergies? Fire ants. 074. The last time you got flowers was when? No idea. 075. Do you just randomly quote lyrics out of the blue? Sometimes.
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THE LAYERS OF ONES SELF. REPOST, DON’T REBLOG!!
LAYER  001 :   THE  OUTSIDE. NAME -   Nephrite  /   Masato Sanjoin. EYE COLOR -  Maroon / Hazel tones HAIR STYLE / COLOR -  long wavy burnette, red brown tones and streaks HEIGHT -   6′1 CLOTHING  STYLE -  work / business wear / suits for his job and / or school , tank tops / yoga wear / comfortable sweats in his downtime BEST  PHYSICAL  FEATURE -  honestly , his hair is my favorite thing about him. Like , he has very handsome eyes and a few tattoo’s but gOSH I love his hair. It just looks like he takes care of it very well. LAYER  002 :   THE  INSIDE. FEARS - varies / verse dependent. I would say it’s between failure and not being able to fully recover his memories.  GUILTY  PLEASURE - fast , red cars. And anything chocolate. BIGGEST  PET  PEEVE - people assuming to know him and / or his motives. Zoisite got under his skin a lot for that during the first sailor moon arc.  AMBITIONS  FOR  THE  FUTURE -  verse dependent. A few that spring to mind though is find the silver crystal ??? defeat the scouts ???? remember his past ???? live a full , happy life he never got to fully enjoy.  .LAYER  003 :   THOUGHTS. FIRST  THOUGHTS  WAKING  UP -  go greet the sun. He’ll go out onto his apartment balcony and just stand there with a tea and breathe in a lot. ”THINKS  ABOUT  MOST -  other people. you kind of have to remind him to look after himself.  ”THINKS  ABOUT  BEFORE  BED - his next morning already. ”WHAT  THEY THINK  THEIR  BEST  QUALITY  IS -  Nephrite believes he’s very dependable person. He tries to be someone people can go to with their problems or relies on for help. LAYER  004 :   WHAT’S  BETTER ? SINGLE  OR  GROUP  DATES -  anything , whatever his partner prefers. TO  BE  LOVED  OR  RESPECTED -  both are very important in relationships. BEAUTY  OR  BRAINS -  doesn’t place a huge priority on either. But a considerate partner is important. LAYER 005 : DO  THEY… LIE - verse dependent but yes. If he wants to spare someone’s feelings. Or he’s being an evil jerk. BELIEVE  IN  THEMSELVES - Absolutely. He’s very self-assured and confident. BELIEVE  IN  LOVE -  Yes. There’s different forms of it and he’d hope to experience it in his lifetime. WANT  SOMEONE -  Yes . Currently the only ships I’ve explored have been Makoto x Nephrite and Inuyasha x Nephrite LAYER  006 :   HAVE  THEY  EVER… BEEN  ON  STAGE -  Yep. In one of my band au verse’s he’s a lead guitarist and back up vocalist in a rockband.  DONE  DRUGS -  Noooo never .  GOTTEN  DRUNK -  Yes and he’s very funny and cute when he is.  CHANGED  WHO  THEY  WERE  TO  FIT  IN -  Nope. What you see is what you get. If you don’t like it, tough.  LAYER  007 :   FAVORITES. FAVORITE COLOR -  Greens , burgundy and red.  FAVORITE  ANIMAL -  cats and dogs. FAVORITE  MOVIE -  Nature and space docs. Period dramas. Historical romances. FAVORITE  GAME -  definitely a skyrim boy. Any sort of fantasy rpg he’d be all over. LAYER  008 :   SLEEP. HEAVY  OR  LIGHT  SLEEPER -  heavy , he has visions and premonitions in his sleep. He would wake out of it if he was in danger and he’s regulated his body to wake up at the same time every day.  WHAT  SIDE  OF  THE  BED  DO  THEY  SLEEP  ON - in front of his lover within reach of the sword beneath or by their bed. WHAT  DO  THEY  WEAR  TO  BED - boxers or nothing THINGS  THEY  DO  IN  THEIR  SLEEP - cuddle and / or out like a light. He doesn’t toss and turn.  .LAYER  009 :   LOVE. BIG  DECLARATIONS  OR  SMALL - both. Sometimes he’s bold about it , wants to shout it from the rooftops . Other times he’ll write something or cook something for his partner. OPEN  OR  CLOSED  OFF -  verse dependent.  LOVE  AT  FIRST  SIGHT  OR  SLOW  BURN -  both.  ONE  TRUE  LOVE  OR  A  STRING - one true love / verse dependent.  LAYER  010 :   FINISH  THE  SENTENCE. I  LOVE -  reminding people to feel good about themselves. I  FEEL -  terrible when I have to lie to someone, but I will to protect them. I  HIDE -  a lot of my pain. It’s better to suffer through it alone than trouble anyone else. I  MISS -  someone. I see him in my dreams and I know I was born to protect him. I just can’t remember who he is, but I would fight for his happiness. I  WISH -  I could feel comfortable and safe with someone.
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HC 003
Marlene McKinnon had written three letters, six weeks before she died. She kept them in her old school trunk, left at the McKinnon household for safe keeping. Bound by some thin rope, with a note that said “To Lily Evans, after I die-- MM.” laid nearly on top of everything else stacked messily within her old trunk. Sirius Black had been the one to find them, having gone inside of the house to find something close to funeral attire with the rest of those closest to him falling under the weight of the recent death.
After quitting the Auror program to digest herself wholly into the Order, her mother’s swaying advice was to write a letter. Write letters to the people who needed the most help—that sometime death swallowed us whole, and people needed to be guided to do as we wanted for them, for us when we couldn’t be there for them. (this got super long so under read more)
@pctterprongs // @morallyblack // @bloomingevans // @lionessmary // @personallykilled // @prewettxgideon
One letter was for James Potter & Sirius Black: Inside of it was a photo of the three of them, during the summer before their final year at Hogwarts. On the back of it, Marlene had scribbled only one sentence. “Fuck me for being cheesy, lads, but this was the best summer I could’ve ever had, and I spent it with the pair of you. Remember me like this. Not like what you think of now.” Because of all the people she needed to tell, that Sirius and James had never been sentimental as straight-forward with one another. And Marlene wanted that to live on. Even if she didn’t.
The second letter was to Lily Evans: Inside the letter left detailed instructions for how Marlene wanted her funeral to go. How she wanted to be buried with her family when it was their time to go, in the cemetery nearest the home, to ensure they all stayed together. How if her family all perished after Marlene, she wanted the house sealed off, hidden from the public. One last ode to the McKinnon name, that through all the faults that happened within the home, all the fights, the bickering, the tensions, and the hatred—that they were still family. Marlene wanted the house preserved under magic, hidden so those who knew the McKinnons, knew where the house was—that they would see what war did to families. 
Marlene’s second bequest was to Lily & her friends. And if Lily looked hard enough, she could’ve seen the tear stains that dampened the parchment, ink blurred, even if Marlene fruitlessly denied knowing how to cry. That she wished Lily would remember through it all how much Marlene loved each one of them. How they changed her life. How she simply would never be able to go on without them but she would see them again soon. That being sad was temporary, because they had such a fascinating life to live, and for the girls to remember, somehow, Marlene would see it all, and find a way to be there with them. That each note was written separately, for Lily to give to each of the girls when Lily decided it was the right time. When they felt lost, or in pain over her death, that these notes were there to help, even if directed to Lily. 
Marlene wanted Lily to make sure Mary didn’t crumble under the truth of her passing. That strength did not come from the exposure of your friends, but from within. That Mary Macdonald was infinitely stronger than anything Marlene could’ve mustered. That Lily was the only one who might’ve been able to drill that in her head, help her see it from Marlene’s point of view. “Macdonald never needed us to fight her battles. She needs to remember that.” That Mary had saved Marlene’s heart more times than Mary would’ve ever known. That Mary was to know Marlene loved her for looking past all the pain, and finding her power within.
Marlene wanted Lily to make sure Dorcas didn’t blame herself for Marlene’s death. That as a word for word excerpt went “Meadowes will fucking think this is her thought when it bloody isn’t, and you might be the only person she’ll listen too after some time has passed.”. That Marlene wanted Dorcas to understand war did not nitpick—it took good and bad, and Marlene had to go. That fighting for the sake of fighting was the absolute most important thing. Marlene wanted Dorcas to know it wasn’t her fault. That Dorcas was the reason she fought in the first place, that if there was to be a battle, she would keep running into the fire with Dorcas at her side. That even in death, there was no way Marlene McKinnon could ever leave Doe’s side. 
Marlene last note was to Lily. The top of the page said only four words, centered in the page. “I love you, Red.” In it, Marlene thanked Lily. Thanked her for her uncommon values, how Lily Evans had been the first person she trusted within Hogwarts, How Lily Evans got her to shed that slow notion of ice surrounding her heart. Lily taught her to love herself, even at times, when Marlene never showed it. When vices took over her more than she wanted too. That Lily, and Mary, and Dorcas, were her soul mates. Marlene also wanted Lily to know she died for Harry’s future, and that it was worth it for her Godson. That in all the mistakes she made, in all the incidents where she’d pushed recklessness to the limit, where she didn’t have boundaries. In all those times she’d nearly scared Lily half to death, coming back with scratches and bruises. Every hit she took was to give that little boy a future. It was to give Lily and James and their family a future where fear did not plague them. At the end of Lily’s letter, was a very solemn note. “Please don’t forget me. – Mars.”
The third letter was to Gideon Prewett: This was the letter Marlene had written and re-written about eighteen times within their flat. How Gideon asked her what she was doing again and again, and she told him she was drawing penises. That she couldn’t explain how scared she was to say goodbye to him. How she loved him. How words didn’t seem enough. It took her a week to find the words, almost nearing three a.m. in the morning, with her love slumbering next to her, did she get up and begin to write.
She wrote and rewrote. And then knew what to say. The letter had started not with an ode to Gideon, but to his twin, simply in the fiercest Marlene McKinnon of ways: “Fabian, give your brother the bloody letter, this isn’t for you to read.”
Because Marlene knew Gideon couldn’t do it without a push.
She wrote that she loved him. That writing it seemed so stupid, because it didn’t make sense, how she could write it and feel it so much stronger than a notion of simple words. That she felt the earth move, which she felt safe, that the world was piss poor—but with Gideon, she could’ve done anything. That she wished she told him she loved him sooner than she had. That she wished her difficulties didn’t linger before them while at Hogwarts. That Marlene was sure he could see the tear stains, the crossed out words, knowing that Marlene wasn’t perfect, and nor was the way she conveyed how badly she loved him.
That there would be no space in time where she would go on without him. That he mended her, in every way. That every last crack in the surface. That she felt good enough for Gideon Prewett, and the vices slipped into something of comfort, of someone who could save her. That fragile little heart was his, and his alone, and she’s go through every moment of their time together and never regret a single second. That he was the love of her life. That she’d wait for him, but he was to live a long life. And if he moved on, it was alright. That he was allowed to find someone else to help him out of this, and she’d love him all the same. That his laugh was a crime not to be heard. That she’d explain all the silly ways he changed her, made her a stupid romantic without even realizing it. That she’d be with him every step of the way. That she ended her letter with him remembering, no matter what, she died loving him. To hold onto that when things became too hard.
Marlene McKinnon died on Friday, June 26th, 1981.
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Idk if it's okay to ask multiple things in one ask? If not, you can just pick one/some of these (I'll leave the choice up to you~): 001 - bnha | 002 - momojirou, izuocha | 003 - kaminari, hawks, tsuyu, jirou, uraraka, shigaraki, midoriya
Yeah that’s totally fine!! Though someone else did send me Izuocha (link) and bnha (link) in other asks, but I shall answer the rest here!! I’m gonna put it under a cut so it doesn’t take a million years to scroll past lol
I think I’m gonna do the characters you sent besides Uraraka and Deku, mostly because I talk about them all the time anyways. And the odds of someone else sending me those two are fairly high so on we go!! 
To kick things off, Momojirou!
002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:
when or if I started shipping it.
Y’know, I’m not really sure? It wasn’t anything in canon. I think it was just a piece of fanart that got me to consider it and I was like “hmmmm you have my attention…” about it afterwards lol
my thoughts:
I think they’re a really cute prospect! We already know that Momo’s helped Kyouka with studying for the final exams, and then Hori said in the Ultra Archive book that just came out that they’re sharing music with one another and they’re really close friends so!! I’d be more than down with this ship lol
What makes me happy about them:
They’re so different, but they’re eager to learn more about each other! That’s always something really cute…!
What makes me sad about them:
They’re not a very popular ship :/ I see a lot of fanart, but not much in the way of fics unless they’re just there like in the background primarily.
Things done in fanfic that annoys me:
They’re usually a background ship lmao
Things I look for in fanfic:
Give me them as the main focus and show me two girls who care about each other and I’m very sold lol
My kinks:
Errrr I really don’t have any lol
Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:
For Momo I think AwaseMomo is cute, so’s the concept of IidaMomo and maybe TodoMomo if you give me good build up. For Jirou I’d say I’d be down with Kamijirou and also no one talks about it but like…guys we’re all sleeping on Minajirou…
My happily ever after for them:
They get to be cute girlfriends during off time from Hero work. Jirou also writes rock music in her free time, and Momo loves get togethers to invite all of their friends over and listen to Jirou play.
Okay on to the people questions!!
003 | Give me a character & I will tell you
First and foremost, Kaminari!
How I feel about this character:
I really like Kaminari! He’s a huge goofball but he also really cares about his friends. And while he may not have the highest grades in the class, he seems to be really good at reading people! 
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
Kamijirou, ShinKami, KamiMina, KamiKiri… I’d be down with any of those tbh.
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
KamiSero. Bros man. Bros for life 
My unpopular opinion about this character:
I don’t think he’s quite as dumb as some parts of the fandom can portray him as though I think his classmates do over exaggerate it themselves similar to how fandom does
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
Mostly I just hope we get him in more serious situations as the story continues? The only time we’ve seen him really get serious was during the license exam. And I just think it’d be nice to see him under a more serious kind of pressure now that he has better means of controlling his quirk.
My OTP:
Kaminari/Wheeeey
My OT3:
I can’t even think of a solid OT3 here that I could really get behind so idk.
Next up we got Hawks!
How I feel about this character:
Lemme tell you, I was not expecting to love Hawks as much as I do? He’s not really one of my top 5 or anything but any time he shows up I’m like “Hey!!! It’s mah boy!!!” He’s great, love him. Terrified for him also considering how many Icarus parallels we’ve gotten hahahahaha
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
I think the concept of Huyumi is neat?
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
EndHawks are a solid brotp from how the manga’s going rn. Also Tokoyami and Hawks. And my OC Hikaru and Hawks I mean what.
My unpopular opinion about this character:
I’m not really sure tbh. Maybe just that I don’t think he’s gonna turn on the heroes for real? I know that’s been a thing like “how do we know what side he’s really on?” But I think the latest chapter kinda helps kick that away idk
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
*banging pots and pans together* DEEPEN THAT BACK STORY GIVE ME MORE INFO DAMMIT
My OTP:
Hawks/Living
My OT3:
Again I…have no idea lmao
Alright now we go on to Tsuyu!!
How I feel about this character:
Tsuyu is a good frog. I really enjoy her character and her overall just chill kind of nature I guess? But I also love that she’s still willing to stand up for her convictions! Like, saying what she did in the hospital took a lot guts! And then telling the rescue group how much knowing they went through with it hurt her… She’s a brave girl who stands up for what she believes in. She’s got a good head on her shoulders for sure!
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
Habuko/Tsuyu, Tsuchako… It occcurs to me that I must headcanon her as wlw because I can’t really imagine her with any of the dudes.
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
TokoTsuyu and MidoTsu! I love the way she interacts with both boys and how easily they work together and she gets along with them!
My unpopular opinion about this character:
Idk I think it reads really weird when people write her as saying “kero” or “ribbit” every single sentence. Like, she does say it often enough but not like every sentence. I’m not sure outside of that what an unpopular opinion would even be for her.
Actually also consider…transgirl Tsuyu. Thank you for your consideration.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
I’d like to see her struggles a little more? She’s been a part of a couple of arcs but it’s mostly just with her just kinda being there. We don’t see her struggling like Ochako does following Overhaul. The most struggle we got was the hospital and follow up scene. It would be nice to expand on that for her character I think. Give us a better grasp on her by knowing how she goes through something hard.
Maybe also show us something with her family too!
My OTP:
Habuko/Tsuyu by a mile!
My OT3:
I can’t really think of one, but I think that’s just cause I only have the two ships and I feel weird pushing that into an OT3 when Habuko and Ochako don’t know each other lol
Then we have Jirou!!
How I feel about this character:
Jirou’s kind of a nice change from a lot of the other girls in Class A. The rest are pretty bubbly or upbeat while Jirou’s kind of lowkey and sarcastic? She’s a good change of pace while also being really nice to bounce said characters off of. I also like seeing her love of music. And the fact that while it’s something she really does love she’s not really looking to make a career out of it? Because sometimes you want your hobbies and job separate so that’s cool to see too.
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
Oh gosh okay um Momojirou, Kamijirou, KoudaJirou and Minajirou. These are all good and I will stand by it lol
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
Bakujirou. Listen…the cultural festival and then the joint training put this friendship in my heart and I’m so about it! But also I love her friendships with all the people in the ships I mentioned…
My unpopular opinion about this character:
Idk if this is unpopular but I don’t think she’s very uppity about music taste? I think Jirou’s really open to a wide variety of music but she tends to enjoy rock the most. It’s part of why she’s learned to play so many instruments, I think!
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
Give me a moment where she gets to be at the core of something heroic. We almost got a glimpse of that in the USJ attack. But then she was unconscious for the training camp, she wasn’t part of Overhaul… She did get focus in the cultural festival but that was about the music, more than any like hero mission or anything…
My OTP:
Jirou/Music
I’m sorry I know a lot of these OTPs sound like jokes but it’s mostly because there isn’t like one of the romantic ships that super outweighs the others for me.
My OT3:
*shrugs*
And last but certainly not least: Shigaraki!! BE FOREWARNED LOTS AND LOTS OF SPOILERS AHEAD!!
How I feel about this character:
Shigaraki is a poor bastard that I love to hate. He’s a really complex character as we’ve been shown since the villain arc. His backstory is absolutely tragic. And Hori keeps painting for us these parallels to Deku but ultimately they function more as foils. Putting them in similar situations only to highlight the difference the two characters have with one another.
I can’t wait to see what else Hori has in story regarding him!
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
Hmmm, I’m not really sure I have a ship for him really? I think it’s mostly just that I haven’t considered it, so I don’t really have any thoughts regarding that.
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
His whole relationship to the League is...actually really sweet? It’s nice that they’ve all found this little home and camaraderie with one another.
My unpopular opinion about this character:
I don’t really think he’s all that bad? Like I know there’s a lot that don’t think he’s very interesting or what have you, but I really find his character fascinating and I can’t wait to see how much more he grows outside of AfO’s influence.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
I really like the idea of some of his memories being faked by AfO or else that AfO is the one that gave him his quirk in the first place. It just makes the most sense to me considering how his quirk started out so strong right at the beginning when all the other quirks we’ve seen don’t start off immediately strong unless they’re a quirk with a stockpile effect (e.g. OfA and Eri’s Rewind).
My OTP:
Shigaraki/Medication for his skin condition :
My OT3:
I don’t even have any ships how would I do an OT3 lmao
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beanarie · 6 years
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Ten First Sentences
In the spirit of Summer Saturday Self-Reblog, list the first sentence of the last ten fics you’ve posted, then tag others to play along (if you want to). Game began by @scrub456; I was tagged by @sanguinarysanguinity
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Sometime between finding a place on the boat to stash Silver and setting sail, Silver slips out of reach, into a sleep so deep nothing rouses him. [001]
Everything was fine while they were running, but the very second they stop, his iron foot sinks in the sand and he can go no further. [002]
The appearance of Silver's phone is absolutely the last straw. [003]
Silver's crutch disappears from its hiding spot sometime during the second night and turns up under his arm the next morning. [004]
A relationship of any kind should be considered at an unmitigated end when one partner places the other in chains. [005]
The steam from his mug slowly reduces to a thin tendril, then stops. [006]
Their time was up. [007]
Holmes lie on his stomach on the floor, a pair of small pliers in his teeth, while in the background Watson expressed her mind about... something. [008]
Alfredo is assessed by the EMTs and bundled off to the hospital. [009]
Watson maintained radio silence after Kitty's departure. [010]
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tagging @eidetictelekinetic, @beverlyjanuaryembers, @youcanchoosefreedom, @marginson, @annevbonny, @capitalnineteen, @rubberglue and anyone else who writes and is a meme-loving dork like me
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starcourtscream · 4 years
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C H A R A C T E R   S T A T S
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  001:   THE OUTSIDE.
NAME:     lydia   rose   sayers
EYE COLOUR:     green
HAIR STYLE / COLOUR:     strawberry   blonde.   long,   vivid   rose   gold   waves.   sometimes   she’ll   loosely  curl   it,   but   never   leaves   it   pin   straight.
HEIGHT:     5 ′ 3 ″
CLOTHING STYLE:     very   stereotypically   feminine.   she   wears   things   that   compliment   her   physique   &   hug   her   curves,   flattering   her.   she   is   a   skirts-and-dresses   kind   of   woman,   always   wearing   high   heels   &   accessorizing   with   bracelets   and    a   necklace.   her   favorite   colors   are   pink,   mauve,   red,   lilac   shades.   she’ll  add  a   little    edge   with   a   denim   or   leather   jacket   (  likely   borrowed   from   her   boyfriend  ),   but   you’ll   never   catch   her   in   jeans   or   anything   slouchy,   she   takes   pride   in   the   way   she   carries   herself.   
BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE:     modelesque   and   shapely   physique,   intense   &   catlike   green   eyes   and   voluptuous,   pillowy   lips.   the   whole   package,   babey
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  002:  THE INSIDE.
FEARS:     loved   ones   injured  /  dying,   the   unknown,   abandonment,   rejection.
GUILTY PLEASURE:     madonna.   lmao
BIGGEST PET PEEVE:     being   ignored
AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE:     gain   full   control    of   her   supernatural  /  psychic  /  banshee   abilities   &   prevent   death,   something   prestigious   &    award   worthy   with   her   mathematical  /  scientific   brilliance.   
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  003:  THOUGHTS .
FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP:     probably   about   the   dream   she   had,   she   records   the   especially   interesting   ones   in   a   journal.
WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT MOST:     her   friends,   fashion,   death.
WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED:     she   tries   to   block   out   the   voices   &   clear   her   mind   to   avoid   nightmares,   but   if   things   are   pretty   calm   on   a   supernatural   scale,   probably   her   friends   or   tomorrow’s   outfit.
WHAT THEY THINK THEIR BEST QUALITY IS:     intelligence,   loyalty,   empathy,   intuition,   sociability,   compassion,   confidence.
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  004:   WHAT’S BETTER?
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES:     single   dates,  but   she’s   been   known   to   orchestrate   group   dates   if   everyone   in   the   group   is   seeing   someone
TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED:     loved   respected.   she   can’t   expect   everyone   to   love   her,   and   it   seems   too   idealistic   in   theory   but   she   knows   her   worth   &   wants   to   be   treated   well.
BEAUTY OR BRAINS:     both
DOGS OR CATS:      cats.
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  005:    DO THEY …
LIE:     little   white   lies.   usually   she’s   deflecting   or   hiding   her   feelings   or   protecting   someone   else  /  her   banshee   identity.
BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES:     absolutely.
BELIEVE IN LOVE:     she   would   like   to. WANT SOMEONE:     yes. 𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  006:    HAVE THEY EVER …
BEEN ON STAGE:  yes,   when   she   was   voted   prom   queen.
DONE DRUGS:     no
CHANGED WHO THEY WERE TO FIT IN:     lydia   used   to   make   extreme   efforts   to   stay   on   top   &   maintain   popularity   as   the   town’s   party   queen   to   levels   of   endless   self   objectification,   trying   to   achieve   perfectionistic   standards   with   could-be   milan   supermodel   persona   &   ending   up   being   way   too   hard   on   herself.   she   is   naturally   poised   with   a   striking   aura   of   mystique   that   attracts   people,   still   presenting   herself   with   style   and   glamour   but   she   doesn’t   blindly   agree   with   anyone   or   settle   for   anything.   she   isn’t   the   passive,   overly   accommodating   trophy   girlfriend  /  human   fashion   accessory   anymore.   her   crowd   is   either   with   her,   intellectual   glory   &   uncensored   sass   or   not.
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  007:   FAVOURITES.
FAVOURITE COLOUR:     pink,   red
FAVOURITE ANIMAL:     cat
FAVOURITE BOOK:     the   little   mermaid   ---   hans   christian   andersen
FAVOURITE GAME:     truth   or   dare,   party   games
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  008:   AGE.
DAY THEIR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE:     march   19
HOW OLD WILL THEY BE:     verse   dependent   but   i   like   to   write   her   as   18   !
𝙇𝘼𝙔𝙀𝙍  009:   FINISH THE SENTENCE .
I LOVE:    my   friends,   fashion,   science,   animals,   literature
I FEEL:     an   intense   emotional   spectrum
I HIDE:     my   true   feelings
I MISS:     my   grandma   lorraine   ...
I WISH:     monsters   would   stop   trying   to   kill   everyone   i   love
taken   from   @titiansleuth​     /     steal   it   from   me   &   tag   me   !   xoxo
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sidmjkgc · 8 years
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I'm bored, hence I stole one of those "get to know me 100 questions" to do something.
#001 Who is your hero? A long time ago, I promised to myself to not have "heroes" but myself. It's not always that simple, and I'm not always my own hero, but it works fine to me.
#002 If you could live anywhere, where would it be? I like where I live, but I wouldn't mind see the northern Europe.
#003 What is your biggest fear? Spiders scare the shit out of me, but the Biggest Fear is to be abandoned.
#004 What is your favorite family vacation? I used to go to holiday when I was a kid. We used to go to the sea, and later to the lake. But it was so many years ago, before I couldn't understand how money works, and I don't have a "favourite family vacation".
#005 What would you change about yourself if you could? I would like to be a shapeshifter, that would be so useful being genderfluid.
#006 What really makes you angry? Idiocy, ignorance, lack of logic, arrogance, sexism, violence. This kind of shit makes me really angry. Also, lack of organization makes me pissed.
#007 What motivates you to work hard? Spite, doing things out of spite. And when the creativy hits. But, yeah, mostly spite and anger. I honestly wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for these two feelings.
#008 What is your favorite thing about your career? One day I will have a career, I hope.
#009 What is your biggest complaint about your job? I had a job, they didn't pay me. 
#010 What is your proudest accomplishment? Anytime I can write a story longer than just a sentence, probably. Although, I wrote stories with only one sentence because I wanted to, and I'm proud of that.
#011 What is your child's proudest accomplishment? Keep children away from me, thanks.
#012 What is your favorite book to read? I rarely read books. I never quite liked books. I can pause a book for months, then my reader's block disappear and I finish the book. But I'm having the longest block lately.
#013 What makes you laugh the most? Dark humor, sarcasm, my friend, puns, sometimes even the sound of words.
#014 What was the last movie you went to? What did you think? Rogue One, I loved it. Yesterday night I watched Finding Dory and almost cried.
#015 What did you want to be when you were small? An house painter. Gosh, I should have done that.
#016 What does your child want to be when he/she grows up? I don’t want children. Ever. Nope.
#017 If you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be? Sleeping. Just sleep. Maybe wake up and cuddle with my cat, then go back to sleep.
#018 What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play? I used to play volleyball when I was a kid, beside that I’m not a sport fan.
#019 Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car? Given that I don't know how to drive and I'm scared of horses, I pick the bike.
#020 What would you sing at Karaoke night? I don't sing in front of others. I lyp sync, tho.
#021 What two radio stations do you listen to in the car the most? The ones that are on, I don't care as long as I like the music.
#022 Which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house? If I have gloves on, I can wash the dishes. Never tried to mow the lawn, it would be fun I think. The bathroom looks exhausting, the vacuum is tiring but fun.
#023 If you could hire someone to help you, would it be with cleaning, cooking, or yard work? Probably yard work, since I wouldn't know what to do?
#024 If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? Oh no, no no no. I like food, I love food, don't make me choose just one.
#025 Who is your favorite author? I like Palahniuk, his writing is raw. And Bradbury: he made me think that reading is a pleasure.
#026 Have you ever had a nickname? What is it? Many, I like nicknames. But the one that really stick on me, till this days, is Sid.
#027 Do you like or dislike surprises? Why or why not? I love surprises, but it is very very difficult to surprise me. For example, this week there's my birthday and my sister has a surprise for me, and I am very sure is dinner and cinema.
#028 In the evening, would you rather play a game, visit a relative, watch a movie, or read? I browse the internet, hence I play games and read stuff. Then I watch a movie. Every day.
#029 Would you rather vacation in Hawaii or Alaska, and why? Alaska. There's snow, woods, panorama. I don't like the sea and beach stuff.
#030 Would you rather win the lottery or work at the perfect job? And why? Win the lottery, duh. In that case, I could choose my perfect job even if I was paid almost nothing.
#031 Who would you want to be stranded with on a deserted island? My best friend and my cat. Can I have both, right?
#032 If money was no object, what would you do all day? In that case, I could go out, have a beer, watch a movie at the cinema, travel the world... Or sleep, you know.
#033 If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to? I would like to go in the 70's in England to see a punk concert.
#034 How would your friends describe you? Asshole, but the right kind.
#035 What are your hobbies? I pretty much sit in front of the computer all day, browse the internet, play games, learn useless things and watch movies.
#036 What is the best gift you have been given? I don’t know.
#037 What is the worst gift you have received? One time my sister brought me a very girly t-shirt and I asked to change it. And I have a bag that's not that awful, but clearly it's not my type of bag since there are flowers in it.
#038 Aside from necessities, what one thing could you not go a day without? The fucking internet, bro.
#039 List two pet peeves. My friend and I read stupid comments on social networks just to rant over them. I mean, stupidity and general ignorance are my pet peeves. And I have all the time in the world to read all the shit someone has said and then tear them down.
#040 Where do you see yourself in five years? Anytime I hear this question, the answer is always: dead.
#041 How many pairs of shoes do you own? Last week I broke the heel in one of my combat boots: a piece of rubber went inside the heel. Lucky for me, I have a pair of rubber boots for when it rains, and another pair of biker boots.
#042 If you were a super-hero, what powers would you have? I already have powers. I can see in the dark, I can hear noises far away, I also can read minds. Well, not really, but I am very aware of my surroundings and I can read people.
#043 What would you do if you won the lottery? Pay the bills, some work on the house. Maybe an holiday?
#044 What form of public transportation do you prefer? (air, boat, train, bus, car, etc.) My city is relatively small and I can go by foot everywhere. Other than that, I take the train.
#045 What's your favorite zoo animal? Giraffes. I love to feed them, when they stick their tongue out around my wrist to eat the food in my hand.
#046 If you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be? Not a goddamn single thing.
#047 If you could share a meal with any 4 individuals, living or dead, who would they be? Can I have dinner with Mr March and those other killers?
#048 How many pillows do you sleep with? One, and most of the time is over my head.
#049 What's the longest you've gone without sleep (and why)? Forty hours, more on less. Me and a friend had decided to watch movies all the night instead of sleeping. She kept falling asleep every now and then, I didn't. At mid day I touched twenty-four hours awake. After dinner I started to have hallucinations. At some point, maybe thirty-something hours, I heard a noise in the wall that was driving me crazy: I stood up on the bed, watching the wall, I asked my parents if there was a pipe in there and if they could hear the noise. Turned out, the summer wind was twirling the fan in a air conditioner outside my window, and I was hearing the echo from the wall. Anyway, I stood awake more, I also downloaded an hardcore/grindcore album to listen instead of sleeping. But that was a long time ago, now I can stand awake about twenty-seven or thirty hours before passing out.
#050 What's the tallest building you've been to the top in? The Lafayette skyscraper in Paris, and the Tour Eiffel.
#051 Would you rather trade intelligence for looks or looks for intelligence? I don't care how I look.
#052 How often do you buy clothes? Once a year? I get some clothes for birthday and Christmas, and sometime I buy a shirt or something. I don't like shopping.
#053 Have you ever had a secret admirer? I don't think so? No one never told me anything.
#054 What's your favorite holiday? I don't care, I don't celebrate.
#055 What's the most daring thing you've ever done? I call out people when they are doing shit, I fight for my rights, I teach people, I take my responsibilities. And I dyed my hair blue and green and orange? I don't see any of this as “daring”, just normal.
#056 What was the last thing you recorded on TV? Who the fuck can remember?! A movie?! Maybe it was a movie.
#057 What was the last book you read? Lord of the Rings, the first of the saga. I mean, if you don't count that I still have thirty-three pages to read since, I don't know, three years? Before that, The Hobbit. I don't like books.
#058 What's your favorite type of foreign food? Chinese and Mexican. I tried Turkish once, it was strange but good. When I was younger, we tried to cook plates from around the world: we had English, German, Indian and I think we stopped there.
#059 Are you a clean or messy person? As in, if I shower? I wash my ass and teeth once a day everyday, my face and hands every time I feel the need (which is too much), but a real proper shower is twice a week. And I almost never clean my room.
#060 Who would you want to play you in a movie of your life? That movie would be fucking boring. Pick some new actor from the indie scene.
#061 How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? About twenty minutes to understand who I am and stop the tingle in my body, then crawl out of bed. Another twenty minutes to wash and have breakfast, which is coffee and a cigarette. If I have to go out, I wake up an hour and a half before the date time. Given that I go to bed at dawn, I hate to go outside in the morning. Please, don't invite me in the morning.
#062 What kitchen appliance do you use every day? The fridge, I open it and pick up food.
#063 What's your favorite fast food chain? Nope. If I want to eat junk food, I eat snacks and chips.
#064 What's your favorite family recipe? I don't think we, as a family, have a recipe.
#065 Do you love or hate rollercoasters? I love roallercoasters! I love the ones where you have your feet dangling on the void.
#066 What's your favorite family tradition? We don't have one? I mean, I don't know. Having lunch at Christmas or Easter? Open gifts after eating?
#067 What is your favorite childhood memory? I think I have removed most of my childhood memories because they are linked to too many people that then hurt me and I don't want to remember them.
#068 What's your favorite movie? The Million Dollar Hotel, The Prestige, Fight Club, Stay, Lady in the Water. Maybe there's something else.
#069 How old were you when you learned Santa wasn't real? How did you find out? I can't pint point the exact age, but elementary school. Maybe seven or eight years old? A classmate told me. I still firmly believe that Santa is real, but he's too tired and there are other fake Santa taking his place and working for him.
#070 Is your glass half full or half empty? Also this question has the same answer for years: the glass is broken and it's bleeding.
#071 What's the craziest thing you’ve done in the name of love? I can't say it's crazy, maybe it's just lovely. My friend, boyfriend (gosh!) at the time, smokes tobacco. One time I took out every single cigarette papers to write shit on them, romantic stuff and how much I loved him. And then I put them back in order. All of this at about three o'clock in the morning, because why going to sleep? I was being creative, ok?
#072 What three items would you take with you on a deserted island? Does the island have internet? And why it's always a desert island with lots of sea? Why it's not a cabin in the woods? A cave in the whatever?
#073 What was your favorite subject in school? Science, I love science stuff. Literature, I love words. Math, I love logic. English, I love foreign languages. See the problem?! I was good at everything, I liked everything. Fuck, I was more than average good, I was a genius. I never ever studied anything in my life, I just paid attention in class during the lessons, and did the homework at home. Fact is, during high school my deskmate kept talking and talking and distracted me to the point I wasn't listening anymore. And by not knowing how to study at home, my grades fell drastically. I do love learning, I just don't know how to study.
#074 What's the most unusual thing you've ever eaten? I tend to try strange things. Nutella and mayonnaise? Done, not good. Whip cream and ketchup? Done, not good. Plumcakes in soda? Done, almost good. Meat and cream? Done, good! In Austria I was the only one who tried a cordon bleu with jam, and it was good! Those meatballs with jam at Ikea? Those are good, they said it was moose. I tried kangaroo ragù, at least that's what they said, and it was good. Ostrich salami or ham? Good!
#075 Do you collect anything? When I was a kid I collected rocks. Not minerals, just rocks. In my teens I started to collect metal objects found on the street, or just anything strange found on the street. I haven't stopped, I just try to not draw too much attention on me. But sometimes I find The Beautiful Metal Object and I have to pick it up. Besides that, I have some foreign coins and banknotes.
#076 Is there anything you wished would come back into fashion? I don't care, I still have the clothes I wore in elementary school. And they still fit.
#077 Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I am extremely introvert. But if I find the right person and the right subject, I can talk for hours. I am better at writing, tho.
#078 Which of the five senses would you say is your strongest? Maybe my hearing. Everybody says I am a bat.
#079 Have you ever had a surprise party? (that was an actual surprise) It happened once, I almost cried. We said to go to a restaurant and we started driving, but then they stopped at another friend's house, where other friends where there to have a party for me.
#080 Are you related or distantly related to anyone famous? I don't think so? My parents knew or was related to the family of the mayor? My dentist is somehow related to my family? I don't know, I don't care to be honest.
#081 What do you do to keep fit? Not a single thing. I should, I mean, I'm not skinny, it would be useful to lose some weight, maybe my body would be thankful if I would do something for my joints. I made the decision to start doing something, at some point next month, just some sit-ups or stuff like that.
#082 Does your family have a “motto” – spoken or unspoken? No? There are phrases, mostly old sayings from some grandparents. Such as “finché la bocca piglia e il corpo rende, in culo al farmacista e quel che vende” (literal “until the mouth takes and the body gives back, fuck off the pharmacy and what it sells”) that means that if the body feels good and doesn't have problems, the health is fine and you don't need doctors. Or “tra il canchero e la rabbia” (in italian “fra il cancro e la rabbia”, in english “between cancer and rage”) that means “given these two awful choices, I have to choose the less worse”. But these are not really family motto.
#083 If you were ruler of your own country what would be the first law you would introduce? Listen, I have this answer. I want to be the Galaxy Sire, I want to own everything. It will be a firm regime, in which I dictate that for example on this month you have to wear this particular colour, and if you don't do that you will have to pay. And the punishment would be social works or something. However, in the meantime I will create a huge Government made by competent people, in order to create a better world without all the -ism. I will retire and leave that to them, or maybe I will remain as an adviser for them. Yes, I thought that through.
#084 Who was your favorite teacher in school and why? My art teacher in middle school and my biology/science teacher in high school. Both of them liked to teach, and liked their subjects. And they were those kind of teachers that make you like the subject. I also liked the technical design teacher, even if he was cold and precise, but I like precision and order when it's the right time. And the chemistry lab teacher, a fucking jerk who treated everyone like shit, but who liked those ones who couldn't give a fuck and and reply back. In particular, this last asshole couldn't remember any of the name, but on my last day of school (or better, when I chose to stop going there and I was in the administrative office) he said hi to me. It means, he remember me. It means I was the asshole in his class who couldn't give a fuck and wasn't scared of him, and he liked that.
#085 What three things do you think of the most each day? Blasphemy. Fandom stuff. Blasphemy. Food. Blasphemy. My cat and my friend. Lots of blasphemy.
#086 If you had a warning label, what would yours say? I think it would be “they are a fucking villain, don't go near them”. But maybe I already have that label. It would explain lots of things, to be honest.
#087 What song would you say best sums you up? The last album by Iamx, a couple of songs of Giorgio Canali, “Eulogy” by Tool is me.
#088 What celebrity would you like to meet at Starbucks for a cup of coffee? Given that I wouldn't go in a Starbucks, let's say a beer in Ireland with Domhnall Gleson. Maybe a play or a movie with Tom Hiddleston. Maybe a night with both of them, maybe we go out to watch a movie together and then talk about it with a beer.
#089 Who was your first crush? Besides cartoons and actors? A friend. I was actually her secret lover, but then she dumped me and treated me like shit. So let's skip forward and say my best friend. At least he was official.
#090 What's the most interesting thing you can see out of your office or kitchen window? Houses, just houses. At my kitchen window I can see the street and people. At my room window I can see the neighbour's garden.
#091 On a scale of 1-10 how funny would you say you are? I'm super ultra funny, if you like dark humour and sarcasm. If you don't, I'm an asshole. Or a villain.
#092 Where do you see yourself in 10 years? The same thing as in five: dead. And since it's ten, super dead.
#093 What was your first job? Beside dog sitting a dog a couple of times, my sister's boyfriend asked me to work with the American company he was working for. I had to upload pictures and names of products in a online archive. I did for some months, but it summed up to twenty-something hours. They were jerks, they changed their minds so many times, and at last they didn't pay me. And they fired him. I hope the company burns.
#094 If you could join any past or current music group which would you want to join? I wanna be the weirdo that jumps and screams on the stage. Mauro Repetto from 883?
#095 How many languages do you speak? Italiano and English. I did French in middle school, I still can remember something and understand something, but it's been twenty years and it's rusty. I can understand Spanish and Portuguese, if it's written or they speak slow but just because is similar to Italian.
#096 What is your favorite family holiday tradition? Do we have one? My dad makes the nativity scene every year on Christmas, is that an holiday tradition? I don't think we have one.
#097 Who is the most intelligent person you know? I wanted to say my friend, because he is intelligent, but I'm gonna say my cat. Dude, my cat opens the doors: while other cats push the door with their head, my cat uses her paw! She walks, lifts her arm and pushes the door with the paw while still walking! I love her.
#098 If you had to describe yourself as an animal, which one would it be? I would definitely be a cat.
#099 What is one thing you will never do again? Lots of things, like trust people I should never have trusted in the first place.
#100 Who knows you the best? My best and only friend.
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RP    HABITS !  
001 .      what’s  a  grammar  rule  you  find  yourself  ignoring  or  breaking  a  lot ?
S E N T E N C E    F R A G M E N T S .      along  with  colloquialisms ,      contractions ,      ellipses ,      and  poetics ,      i  beat  the  fuck  out  of  those  dead  horses .      fukawa’s  voice  is  very  emotive ;      her  internal  monologues  are  elaborate  stream - of - consciousness  pieces  that  would  read  like  experimental  poetry  if  i  didn’t  pare  them  back .      to  illustrate  this  almost  lyrical  quality  to  her  voice ,      and  how  jarring  that  is  when  translated  into  broken  speech ,      i’m  quite  flexible  with  how  i  write  my  dialogue .      fukawa  would  kill  me  …      or  maybe  not .      depends  whether  she  agrees  with  sacrificing  grammar  for  authenticity .
003 .   how  often  do  you  reach  for  a  synonym  dictionary  whilst  writing ?      how  about  mentally ?
i  don’t  physically  reach  for  a  thesaurus .      i  don’t  have  a  thesaurus  handy  when  i’m  writing .      but  to  be  honest  with  you ,      i  will  juggle  synonyms  before  i  commit  to  using  one  in  a  sentence ,      depending  on  what  best  illustrates  what  i’m  trying  to  evoke .      fukawa  is  especially  verbose ;      i  find  myself  leaning  towards  more  flowery  articulation  when  it  comes  to  her .      i  am  economical  with  my  language ,      and  fukawa  is  very  figurative ;      it’s  an  excuse  to  use  more  obscure  words  befitting  of  a  very�� intelligent  woman  who  is  difficult  to  parse .
005 .   do  you  listen  to  music  while  you  write ?
sometimes .      i  have  playlists  per  character ,      playlists  for  certain  moods ,      and  a  radio  station  on  standby  for  when  i’d  like  to  take  it  easy  and  listen  to  my  own  music .      i’m  nor  more  or  less  productive  depending  on  what  i  listen  to ;      it’s  more  about  having  that  background  noise .      i  need  white  noise  to  keep  me  focused  and  to  keep  me  on  task .      i  need  multiple  stimuli  to  help  my  productivity .      i’m  watching  face  off  in  another  tag  right  now ,      for  example :      i  just  need  the  noise .
007 .   are  you  a  morning ,      day ,      evening ,      or  night  writer ?
answered  here .
009 .   have  you  ever  written  a  serious  reply  whilst  intoxicated ?
i’m  inclined  to  say  no  based  on  the  scarcity  of  alcohol  in  my  diet ,      but  the  correct  answer  would  be  more  like  a  maybe .      i’ve  definitely  written  while  i  was  drinking ,      but  it  was  probably  just  server  or  k / i k /  stuff .      i  don’t  have  the  attention  span  to  write  anything  lengthy  if  i’m  not  sober .
011 .   when  you’re  writing  a  reply ,      how  far  ahead  in  the  thread  do  you  plan ?
i  try  to  conceptualize  precisely  what  i  want  out  of  the  reply  because  i  like  to  have  direction  and  cohesion .      if  there’s  one  thing  i  hate  doing  when  i’m  writing ,      it’s  filling  space .      wasting  words .      i  try  to  have  a  clear  idea  of  where  i’m  going ,      and  i  give  myself  however  many  paragraphs  to  get  there .
013 .   does  writing  roleplay  things  in  public  make  you  uncomfortable ?
i  don’t  tend  to  write  rp  stuff  in  public ;      i’ll  sometimes  take  my  computer  to  starbucks  or  the  library  on  weekends ,      but  i  don’t  tend  to  rp .      i  don’t  mind  checking  my  notifications  or  my  discord  servers in  public .      who’s  going  to  be  looking  at  my  phone ,      really  ?
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