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[sleepyfa]

a lil pudgy lady i drew, based on no onee ,,,, 🍒💘

[totalswag]

Love your writing! So good!! Could you do one where the reader and Rafe have not been dating for long, only for about two weeks or so, and she is very insecure and doesn´t understand why he ever approached her to ask her out in the first place. She isn´t the most outgoing and thinks she is quite plain looking, comparing herself to all the much prettier girls (in her opinion) at parties that she evidently thinks he will leave her for and so she she starts to distance herself to make it hurt less

unworthy doubts — RAFE CAMERON

authors note first off, thank you so much. you don’t know how much that means to me. to all of you reading this right now; please know how important you're in this world. youre beautiful on the inside and outside in your own unique way 🤍.

summary questioning and comparing yourself to other girls while wondering why your boyfriend, rafe cameron, chose you.

warnings insecure, comparing, mentions of parties, crying, doubt.

Rafe Cameron and you started dating for almost a month; it’s everything you’ve ever wanted in a relationship. Although it’s in the early stages of your relationship, you haven’t felt this way.

However, your insecurities felt like they'd been with you forever.

Rafe's confidence and charisma seemed to effortlessly command whatever room he entered. You felt invisible; blending into the background. Comparing yourself to other girls at parties; pretty smile, makeup, etc.

What could rafe see in you?

The worries had recently gotten stronger, a constant voice in the back of your head. When you saw Rafe taking to someone or laughing too hard at someone’s joke, the voice whispers became louder.

You stood against the railing of Tannyhill watching at the sunset in your own thoughts. The breeze felt nice and it felt like good time to enjoy the moment.

"Hey," Rafe's voice interrupted your thoughts, making you jump slightly. He joined you at the railing with a troubled expression on his face. "You have been quiet recently. Is everything alright?

Rafe noticed your change in attitude in the previous three days. He had asked if everything was fine, but you refused to talk about it. Tonight, he wants answers. He's concerned about you.

You forced a smile, but it did not reach your eyes. "Yeah, I am fine." Just... exhausted, I suppose."

Rafe did not appear convinced. He stretched out and carefully tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear. "You know you can speak with me, right? If something is bothering you, please let me know.”

Your heart sunk as you heard those words. Deep down, you want to open up to him and express your feelings. You don't want to come across as undesirable and make him think differently of you.

You felt words spilling out, but you remained silent.

"Y/N, I feel like you're pulling away from me." "Is it something I said or did?" He creaked "Please let me know, baby."

"It's not you, Rafe," you eventually confessed, the words rushing out before you could stop them. "It's me." I just don't understand why you chose me. I am not like the other gals. I'm not as attractive, outgoing, or—"

Rafe cut you off, his eyes wide with disbelief. "Is that what you think? That I don't realize how magnificent you are?"

Rafe's thoughts were all over the place. Seeing tears gather in the corner of your eyes caused him to cry.

You shrugged your shoulders, feeling tears form in your eyes, and down your cheeks. Not bothering drying them off.

"It's difficult for me to not to think about that when I'm constantly comparing myself to these girls" you ramble on when Rafe cuts you off.

Rafe approached, holding your face in his hands. "Look at me," he murmured quietly, waiting for you to meet his eyes. "I asked you out because I like who you are. You are nice and intelligent, and you make me laugh like no one else can. You are attractive to me both inside and out. And if you can't see it yet, I'll spend as much time as necessary to show you."

His words struck you like a tsunami, removing any doubts and anxieties that had been building up. You took a nervous breath as tears finally poured over.

You bury your face against his chest, letting out your sobs and putting your arms around his body; Rafe gently strokes your back, rocking you both side to side and whispers nice words into your ear to calm you down. 

"I can't afford to lose you," you whine against his chest.

"Baby, you will not lose me; I will be with you every step of the way," Rafe says before kissing the top of your head several times.

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[sugaredbloodcells]

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:3 - Who was your first f/o?

none other than steve harrington! i don’t really remember if there was one before him, but he’s the first i strongly started making up “if we were dating…” scenarios with.

>.< - Do you have any xenogender/microlabel headcanons for your f/o?

(basing this off of like… asexual being a main label and something like demisexual being a microlabel. is that how microlabels work?? a lot of my f/os have these though so i won't go into great detail, so feel free to ask about specific ones if you'd like.)

stu: omnisexual (someone who is attracted to all genders where gender plays a role in one's attraction) and apresromantic (someone who experiences romantic attraction only after another form of attraction is felt).

i feel like stu is equally attracted to men and women (i won't be mentioning nonbinary people, sorry), but he knows there's a notable difference between his feelings with each. with girls, he's softer and more romantic, plays the role of a very stereotypical movie boyfriend. he loves it! he does! he just doesn't feel that same way with other boys. with those relationships, he can let out rougher sides of himself, like playfighting or knifefighting if the other agrees. he does not have to be so gentle, he knows men can understand his emotions better, at least the rougher parts. he overall feels more comfortable with men in an emotional sense.

and on the apresromantic side of things, he has to have some kind of other feelings first, like stated before. he has to have a friendship with them (platonic attraction), or think that they look really cool (aesthetic attraction), or would want to be physically close to them (sensual attraction), or would want to date them after they hook-up (sexual attraction). he can't just want to date someone based on very loosely based things. he may be a whore, but not that much of one!

stevo: heteroflexible (someone who is primarily hetero but may occasionally be attracted to the same gender) and reciprosexual (someone who only experiences sexual attraction when they know the other person is sexually attracted to them first).

stevo mainly likes girls. he had never thought of this before bob's death, but afterwards of it, while figuring himself out, he started to realize not all boys think about kissing pretty boys sometimes. he started to realize that during punk shows or parties, he'd rarely see a boy in the crowd that he thought was pretty in the way a girl is pretty. when he'd lay to go to sleep at night, he would wonder what it would've been like to kiss him, maybe hook-up with him in the bathroom, like he had done many times with girls in the past. yeah... he figured out that wasn't the case for a lot of men.

i'm basing him being reciprosexual on the fact that we only saw stevo be with sandy after they were already together, meaning she probably wanted him first? at least, that's how it happened to me. and with brandy, he said something like "so... you like me?" which to me, means he needed the confirmation for he himself to feel anything. this is even more supported because they end up kissing after this. if he feels this way romantically, he definitely feels this way sexually too. he needs to be wanted first.

tim: hyperromantic.

i see him as the clingiest motherfucker to ever live. he hangs off of his partner (me). he cannot live without being attached at the hip. he's fully draped over me 24/7. and he wants to makeout at any given chance, right in front of people. he doesn't care who sees, he just wants the closeness all. the. fucking. time.

vessel: favperromantic (someone with bpd who only experiences romantic attraction to their favorite person) and hypersexual aro (someone who is hypersexual AND aromantic).

vess becomes obsessive very quickly, which is why he only feels romantic feelings for his favorite person. the obsession and dependency were already there, so it was almost like it was a matter of time. his bpd largely effects his romantic feelings in this sense, it can mend or break him in the matter of moments. the goods are really good and the bads are the end of the world worthy. moods are very dependent upon his fp, obviously, so romantic gestures make or break this as well.

this man has a hiiiiiigh sex drive... like holy FUCK. a lot of his thoughts are taken up by sexual acts, even if he means them in a loving sense. he loves to think about how he can pleasure, how badly he always wants to make his partner feel good, begs them for it quite often. but with being favperromantic, this places him on the aro spectrum, so therefore he's hypersexual aro.

ian: hypersexual.

based on the "sex" in the movie, i think he's very experienced in what was asked of him. he either thinks about these things a lot, or he acts them out a lot. he loves creating scenes, whether real or in his head. it's a happy place for him, somewhere he feels the most himself. he needs this, needs it to be a rather large part of what he needs from a relationship, or multiple sexual partners, or hook-ups, or needs from himself.

simon: hypersexual.

when does simon not think about sex? it's almost like an obsession to him. he adores sex, adores it. much like ian, he loves to create scenes, real or in his head (he much prefers them to be real, he feels a bit pathetic to get himself off to such things). it feels euphoric for him, a place to fully put himself into, a good mold for him. he hates fitting into boxes, but sex is a box he doesn't mind. it gets his feelings out in all the right ways, ways music can't do for him even.

trait: demifluxsexual (someone who is demisexual but has fluctuating sexual attraction based on emotional connections. they can still have an emotional bond with another person, but the fluctuation and intensity of their sexual attraction is uncontrollable).

has a weird relationship with sex in general. she often feels almost completely asexual. i think their demifluxsexuality is more like being acespike with demisexual being added to that.

astarion: hyperromantic.

look at him and tell me he is not hyperromantic! do i need to explain this? he dotes on his partner constantly, it's unrenlentless praise. all he wants is for his darling, his pet, his sweet, to know exactly how much he adores them. he never grows tired of it, not once. he doesn't let up on it. he lets them know loud and clear just how appreciative he is that they've chosen him to love, to care for. even through disbelief, he doesn't go ungrateful. this isn't to mention how much he melts at any praise or recognition back. he will gladly accept compliment after compliment. he loves attention from his love, any at all that he can get.

art: favperplatonic (someone with bpd who only experiences platonic attraction to their favorite person).

art deals with the struggle to have any type of attraction to anyone at all. i mean, unless you would consider wanting to murder someone a type of attraction? besides, that's for his own enjoyment anyways, it's not like he picks anyone for any specific reason. so, the closest thing he can get to a type of "attraction" is through his fp, which is something that's hard to understand with his lack of attraction. though, his fp extends off of who a safe person is for him with his avpd.

glenn: coeoromantic (someone who will only experience romantic attraction to someone if they developed that feeling upon meeting them the first time, it's similar to the concept of "love at first sight").

basing this off of his relationship with maggie. he legit fell in love with her the first time he saw her, that's enough evidence for this alone!!! he loved her on first meet alone, and those feelings only grew after getting to know her more.

xD - Who would be your f/o’s favorite Creepypasta and why? What about yours?

admittedly i do not know creepypastas like… mostly at all. i only know a few by name and appearance. so these will be made on basic knowledge! sorry for being off character!

art: laughing jack. i watched this art timelapse video on youtube a couple days ago of laughing jack and i immediately thought "art would love this guy!" and it's totallllly not because they look vaguely similar. art isn't vain! (lying)

vessel: based on the photo used on the website i'm referencing right now... vess would like seedeater. very creature! or zalgo.

simon: very basic... would like slenderman i think! he could get into that one slenderman game i think. i can imagine him playing it and me giggling whenever he gets jumpscared. him pretending to not be scared would be funny and also him yelling when he dies would be funny too.

wade: would also like slenderman! he thinks the concept is kinda a little lame but deep down is like "yeah... it's kinda cool" would like splendorman more.

:o) - What or who do you think your f/o would kin?

art: THE JOKER! this totallyyyyy isn’t because art’s actor loves the joker and it’s a dream role of his. totally not based upon that at all… but i do think art would see himself in the joker. could be a special interest to him kind of deal.

vessel: kins cryptids, ghosts/spirits, cats, sometimes dogs. he's very creature in the woods. it was the life he was meant to have.

i am severely blanking on this one, sorry!

:^* - Who would be your f/o’s favorite character from My Little Pony and why? What about yours?

adding this one on my own because i really want to answer it! again though, i do not know mlp like… mostly at all. i only know basically the mains by name and appearance. so these will be made on basic knowledge! sorry if this is very off character!

simon: APPLEJACK!!!! he would fucking haaate to admit to this, but the pony with a cowboy hat has his heart.

vessel: twilight sparkle! he likes that she's purple. would be sad none of the main ponies use red in a good way that he would like better.

stu: rainbow dash (gay!!!!!!)

steve: fluttershy... finds her reeeeeally cute <3 he would love her so much, thinks she is the cutest thing ever. has argued with both erica and dustin about which pony is the cutest.

astarion: rarity!!! he thinks she looks fancy and cool, so he thinks she's the coolest because of fancy. blame his vampire-isms!

art: rainbow dash! or maybe pinkie pie? he would point at the tv and grin at me, then look at the tv, then back to me making heart hands at the character while tilting his head to the side all lovey. is very cute about it, to be honest.

wade: sooooo pinkie pie. like COME ON! he calls yukio this so...? and he loves yukio. it's affectionate.

I FORGOT TO ANSWER MY FAVORITE!!! my favorite is rainbow dash! that pony is transmasc as fuck <33

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Follow up to the last yapping session

[wonziz]

NINI NANA~ shes a sweetheart with a fragile heart. Shes the prettiest in a field of flowers like her lily. She the beauty and desire of every man ₊˚ෆ

❤️‍🩹 vyvy, lily, yuyu, kimmy, vivi,ellie, eun

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”dont forget to kiss me or u’ll have to miss me, I guess im stuck forever by the glue, oh and you”

“Its not always about the looks but whats inside”

MY LILY<3. @icyy-hoon

[pridewishes]

Personally I think that Cipher and Aglaea mother-daughter character arc only makes Aglaea’s character worse as it shoves her further into a mother role for the Chrysos heirs in general and thus I have elected to ignore it!

I love you anon. I mean seeing her as a mother figure to Phainon is 100% real to me like she absolutely was but I see what she had with Cipher as not family at all. Or in the sense people are making it to be. Like yes the heirs can be like a family but not in like these roles people are putting them in. People are Not Getting It. Complexitiessssss.

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[baekhyunsbestie]

oh Lisa im so sorry about what happened.... you feeling better now? are you okay? 🥺I love you why are people so mf??

i still feel hella icky omg i literally got home right after and scrubbed my skin raw in the shower i felt so fucking gross :( but i’m ok now !!! i love you ty for checking on me my love

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[bashfulkisser]

Hey so I remembered a movie exists and that I had the biggest fattest crush on someone from it-

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