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I See Hell in Your Eyes
Chapter Eleven
“Revel in this, my lover.”
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Vampire!Josh x Vampire!Reader
Authors note: Once again I am SO SORRY this took forever. I hope you can forgive me. Enjoy this rollercoaster of a chapter!!
Word Count: 8,586
Warnings: Detailed descriptions of blood, World War 2 discussions, brief SMUT towards the end, but nothing out of the ordinary.
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To say that this particular Blood Den in Chicago had a different vibe than the first one Josh had been to, was an understatement. Instead of the antique furniture, there were plush booths that lined the walls, each paired with a set of curtains for added privacy. Instead of classical music, there was enough bass booming through the sound system to make the floors shake. The color scheme was varying shades of red and black, and the matching lights added to the dramatic atmosphere. 
Josh tried not to let his nerves show when the two of you were escorted up to the VIP section, which was a roped off area by itself on a red carpeted platform that was in the corner of the Den, and had its own circular couch that wrapped all the way around it. The second you both walked in, hand in hand, eyes turned and stared. Some Vampires who were in the middle of feeding looked up and paused as you both passed. Josh would openly admit he loved being the center of attention but this was…different. 
His steps slowed, and you looked over your shoulder and saw the look on his face. You squeezed his hand as you led him through the crowd, following the security detail Dimitri had assigned to you for your stay in Chicago. At the gesture, he squared his shoulders and caught up to you. 
You could hear the whispering as you wove through the crowd. The music was loud enough that you couldn’t make out much, but the words hunter and Kiszka were crystal clear. Thankfully you were finally walking up the short flight of stairs to the VIP section, which was entirely vacant as Dimitri had explicit instructions that it was for you. Anyone else who would normally sit up there would have to get over it for the nights you were in attendance. 
As the both of you settled on the red couch, the security guard turned and took his post at the foot of the stairs. It felt surreal and almost fishbowl-like where you were sitting, but thankfully the crowd went back to what they were doing and for the moment the spotlight wasn’t literally on you both. 
You turned to Josh, “this is still…very weird.” 
“It’s definitely…a lot.” 
You searched his sweet face, trying to find every question he had swirling behind his eyes. 
“Hey,” you said as you reached up to turn his chin towards you. Your fingers lightly toying with the hair that grew from it, “what’s going on in that head of yours, Boy Scout?” 
He stared at you as if you were the only person in the room, his eyes softened at your touch. 
“This…this is the first time I’ve walked into one of these as…,” his voice trailed off.
“One of us?” You tilted your head slightly as you smiled at him and your thumb rubbed back and forth on his jaw.
It was only three words, but there was so much weight to them. 
“Yeah,” he all but whispered.
“Boy Scout, I saw them staring too. But just know that they’re not looking at you like you’re a hunter. Because you aren’t one anymore, and they know you gave that up. They’re probably confused as to why you did something so selfless. We’re not known for our generosity, as you know. What you did doesn’t happen very often, if at all.”
“I’d do it again.”
Now it was your turn for your eyes to soften. 
“You would?”
His hand slid across the small space between you, taking your free hand.
“Wouldn’t even hesitate…” 
You started to lean in to kiss your Vampire, but someone clearing their throat in front of you made you freeze centimeters away from his lips. Annoyed, your eyes slid to the side to see the source of the noise. 
It was one of the Den servers, who had been awkwardly standing there for most of the exchange. 
Sitting back against the couch, you said, “...yes?” 
“I was sent to get your drink orders.”
You perked up a little at the question, automatically telling him you’d like your usual A-Negative Manhattan. He looked over at Josh, who seemed a bit lost at what to order. 
An idea struck you, “OH! Do you do Blood Flights here?”
The server gave you a slight, duh, look but he quickly smiled and said, “yes we do.” 
“Ok can we get one then? It’s been awhile since we’ve had some real variety.” You smirked at Josh, happy you smoothed over a potential awkward moment for him, and got him a treat in the process. You were about to have fun. 
“Do you want only Negatives, Positives, or-”
“Oh no give us the whole eight please, a full spread!” He gave you a slight grimace before nodding and turning to leave. 
Josh  turned to you as the server hurried off to the bar, “is a Blood Flight what I think it is?” 
“You haven’t figured out what you like yet, and this is a good and safe way to do so for someone as new as you.” Your finger reached up and lightly booped his cheek. 
He tried to fight a smile but failed miserably, and relaxed on the back of the couch with you. A few Vampires approached the bottom of the stairs, looking up at you two curiously and speaking to the security guard. He shook his head at them and promptly shooed them off. 
You rested your arm behind Josh on the back of the couch, and lightly toyed with the curls at the base of his neck, “did you read the itinerary?” 
He shrugged, “I skimmed it before we went to sleep this morning.” 
“Well, apparently the first night we’re here, we aren’t going to have any visitors, but the next few nights we’ll slowly get more and more people up here with us. Dimitri has some friends that are regulars here that he felt needed to be seen with us.”
“Great.”
“Oh it’ll be fun. You need to make more Vampire friends anyway. They’ll love you, I’m sure of it.” 
“We’ll see, I guess,” he said, not fully convinced. 
“...and if anyone is rude to you, I’ll rip their fingers off,” your tone was so light and cheery it made Josh give you a look. “What? They’ll grow back.” 
“Have you ever done that before?” 
You smiled and gave him an innocent shrug, “maybe, maybe not…” 
“Sweet-”
“You see the trick is,” your fingers of one hand wrapped around the middle finger on your other hand and you pulled it back slightly, “you have to do it quick enough to shatter the knuck-”
“That's enough, I get the picture,” he took both of your hands in his to get you to stop. 
“Well, like I said, if anyone is rude to you, I’ll show you how to properly do it,” you smiled at him. 
Before he could properly reply, the Den server was back with your drink. He placed yours on the table in the middle of the platform that the couch wrapped around. Behind him was another server who was holding a long tray containing eight small glasses, all filled to the brim with dark red blood. After delivering the drinks the two of them scurried down the stairs to tend to the booths on the wall. 
Josh scooted forward to the edge of the couch to get a better look at the “Blood Flight” as it was called. The long wooden tray looked to be hand carved, each glass was labeled by the blood type etched into the wood in front of it. The smell wafted up into his nose and he could feel his gums itch, with pressure around his canines. It was getting easier to look at blood and actually want to drink it. He tried to equate the smell with the smell of his favorite food before he was turned, but each night that memory was getting more and more distant and faint, and the instinct to crave blood was getting stronger. He even tried to think about something as basic as pizza, but found that he had to concentrate really hard to remember the taste, and when he finally did it didn’t even sound appealing to him. 
You took a sip of your Manhattan before putting it down and scooted closer to him. 
“This is going to be fun, Boy Scout,” you encouraged as you draped your arm over his shoulders and leaned in even closer. You gave him a quick peck on the cheek before turning to the glasses on the table. “Now, they line them up from most to least common blood types, starting with O-Positive, the Ol’ Faithful of blood.”
He gave you a sideways glance, before reaching for the small glass and bringing it to his nose. The smell was a little unfamiliar but sweet. As he brought the glass to his lips, he felt more pressure around his fangs, and he looked at you curiously. You flashed him an encouraging smile as he brought the glass to his plush lips and took a sip. 
First impression? He liked it. He couldn’t pinpoint why, but there was something…hardy about it? It wasn’t overly remarkable, but it was pleasant. He took another sip for a second impression, and he wobbled his head back and forth before looking at you. 
“It's not terrible,” he concluded. 
You nodded in agreement, “yeah, it's not my favorite either. But it’s the most prevalent so you’ll get used to it eventually.” 
A-Positive was a step up, but it was definitely different from the O-Positive, and going in knowing they were two different blood types made the whole notion of different flavors start to make sense in Josh’s head. 
His first sip of B-Positive, however, was the game changer. His eyes went wide and he went in for a second helping immediately, loving the bright and fresh taste. 
You rested your chin on your hand, a serene and fond expression was all over your face. 
“You like that one?” 
He turned to you and smiled, “oh yeah this one is the best so far. There’s kind of a kick to it but in a good way?” 
You glanced at the type he had in his hand, “B-Positive, huh? Noted.” 
Josh made his way down the flight, stopping at A-Negative, remembering it was your favorite. He could see why you liked it so much, and your words that first night in the Den made sense to him now, and he made sure to tell you that. 
“Ok…I get it now,” he said as he sipped on the A-Negative. 
“I told you!” You laughed. 
It was when he got to the second to last glass, B-Negative, that his face scrunched up and he quickly put it back down. 
“No…definitely not that one.” 
“B-Negative is one of those either you love it or hate it, I’ve never really cared for it myself.” 
“So it's like the Merlot of blood?”
You had a very limited understanding of human wine, and you blankly stared at him.
“Is Merlot bad?” 
“It’s not great.” 
“Oh well then yes I could see that.” 
Finally he was at the last glass, AB-Negative, and as soon as he drank it he recognized it. The girl he fed from at Dimitri’s tasted the same, or at least very close to it. 
“I’ve…I’ve had this before,” he said softly. 
You remembered the girl from his first feed and it clicked for you too, “Dimitri did love the rare types. I think it's some sort of status thing.” 
Josh nodded before going back for the B-Positive glass and downing the rest in one gulp. Even with the loud music, he could still hear your soft laugh float towards him. 
“Ok ok, Boy Scout, we’ll get you some more,” you said before flagging down your server from earlier. 
~!~
Jake kept stealing glances at Lou, who was silently watching a baseball game on the TV mounted on the wall. He sat on the same barstool every time he came in, ordered the same drink (double whiskey with a splash of O Positive, or a double O Positive with a splash of whiskey, depending on the night), and minded his business. He had been a regular for at least two decades now, and even knew CiCi’s father before he died. He wasn’t the only Vampire to show up at the bar, but he was the most consistent. Jake wasn’t sure how “old” he truly was, just that he still looked to be in his early twenties. Regardless of his appearance, CiCi would warmly call him ‘Old Man’ in conversation with the same reverence one would give a grandparent. 
The first night Jake showed up at the bar, a little over a year ago, he didn’t make a good first impression with Lou. Mainly because he tried to kill him, but CiCi had put a cork in that quickly. Thankfully, Lou didn’t take it personally, and just went back to his drink. Ever since that night Jake hadn’t really gone out of his way to talk to him, but he was cordial to him when he needed to be. 
But Jake looked at him differently now. Different in the sense that when he looked at Lou drain a glass of O Positive, he saw his own brother.  He had been back in Tucson for about three days now, and he hadn’t spoken of Josh at all. They had exchanged a few texts here or there, but they were just letting the other know where they were in their travels. Josh had sent him a few regular texts, asking Jake how he was, and a few photos of Chicago, but Jake hadn’t answered them yet. He couldn’t pretend everything was normal. He couldn’t pretend that Josh was just on a roadtrip with his girlfriend and seeing different cities. No, the truth was that Josh and said girlfriend were both Vampires now, and were being paraded around different Blood Dens to draw in business. It was so fucking stupid. 
Neither Jake or Sam had said anything to their parents yet. Josh had texted both of them that he wanted to be the one to tell them, so they respected that. It helped that they were still busy with whatever they were up to in Canada, but Josh would have to rip the bandaid off soon. 
For now, Jake sat in his own girlfriend's bar, trying to make sense of it all. 
“You know I can see you looking at me, right,” Lou said after throwing a sideways glance at Jake. Jake’s eyes snapped back to his beer in front of him. 
“Sorry.” 
“Is there anything I can help you with, son?” 
The nerves got to Jake and he blurted out the first thought he had, “when did you get turned?” 
Lou’s eyebrows slowly raised in mild surprise, “hi Lou, how are ya, wasn’t on the menu I guess.” He sighed and turned on the barstool to face Jake, “1942.” 
Jake nodded, “and how old were you?” 
Lou could tell something was deeply bothering Jake, even if the hunter was trying his best not to show it. Jake typically had a haunted look on his face, but he looked even more tormented tonight. “What's this about, Jake?” 
“I can’t just try to get to know you?”
“Well I don’t know who taught you social skills, but asking a Vampire about how they were turned isn’t the first thing you bring up. We can be touchy about that subject, depending on who you’re talking to.” He continued to eye Jake curiously. 
Jake nodded, and internally argued with himself over what he should do next. Everything was eating away at him and for the first time in his life he didn’t know how to fix it. With a rough exhale, he picked up his beer and hopped off his barstool, moving to the one nearest to Lou. 
The Vampire was taken by surprise again as Jake found his new seat. For a few moments, the two sat in awkward silence. Lou only glanced back at the TV when he heard a ball get hit, and cursed to himself when it was caught by the other team. The Cubs had been trailing behind the last 3 innings, and it clearly wasn’t their night. 
“I was just…” Jake started, “my brother was, umm…” 
Lou knew that Jake wasn’t a bad kid, in spite of his ‘profession’. Over the past year he had seen a gradual change in the hunter, a good one, and he knew that CiCi deserved a lot of the credit. He still didn’t entirely trust him, but he had the CiCi stamp of approval, and that was enough for him. He perked up a little at the mention of Jake’s brother. He knew Jake came from one of those hunter families, but he didn’t know what his immediate family consisted of. 
“You have a brother?” He asked, deciding to play along with Jake’s impromptu Q&A. 
“Yeah, two actually...”
“Is one of them in trouble or something?” 
Jake took a long pull of his beer, stalling to answer, “he was…he still is, I don’t know.” 
The distress was all over Jake’s face, and Lou gave him a sympathetic look, “what happened?” 
The hunter gritted his teeth, not wanting to say the actual words. He had avoided truly verbalizing the situation since he left Josh’s apartment. 
“Hewasturnedintoavampire,” he mumbled his words together. 
“...Into a- oh,” Lou replied carefully. Now the sudden interaction made sense. 
Jake nodded, not able to meet his eyes. 
“I’m not going to ask you how it happened, as I said earlier, it can be a touchy subject,” Lou started, which made Jake’s shoulders relax significantly as he didn’t think he’d be able to tell the whole story.  “But I will ask you if he’s ok?”
“I guess…I didn’t see him much before we came back.” 
“It’s a lot to adjust to,” Lou took another sip of his drink, “the first few weeks can be rough, especially if you’re alone.” 
“He’s not alone, not really. The umm…the Vampire that turned him is kind of his girlfriend,” Jake added. 
“Oh? Is she nice?” Lou was even more curious now. 
“She’s alright…for a V-,” Jake caught himself before he finished the word. 
Lou sighed, “you know, Jake, some of us are actually nice and personable. Sure, there are plenty of murderous bastards among us, but name me a species that doesn’t have any of those.” 
Jake’s cheeks reddened, “I-I know, I just…I just never thought that Josh would ever be one of them.” 
Lou purposefully ignored the use of the word ‘them’, “I get that. Is he your older, or younger…?
“Older. Well, by five minutes. We’re twins.” 
Lou’s eyes softened again, “oh that's tough, son.” It was strange to Jake that someone who looked younger than him called him “son”, but he could tell that Lou wasn’t trying to be patronizing. “How is that going to work with your…family business…” 
“I have no fucking idea. Our parents still don’t know.” 
“Well, shit.” 
Jake nodded in agreement, “yeah.”
Lou looked up at Stacy, the other bartender besides CiCi, “another round for us please, Stace.” 
She looked up from the glass she was washing and nodded, making her ponytail bounce in the process. She quickly sat down two fresh glasses in front of them, with Lou’s drink having a darker hue from the added blood. She flashed a grin at Lou, who gave her a shy smile in return. 
As Stacy bounced away, Jake mumbled a thanks to Lou. “You looked like you needed it,” he replied softly. The Vampire took a substantial sip from his drink, before turning to the hunter and saying, “it happened when I was shipped out to France.”
“What-“
“When I was turned. It happened in France.”
“I thought it was rude to-“
“I said it’s rude to ask, it’s just a personal decision to share. And I’m sharing,” Lou took another sip of his drink, his eyes seeing all the usual questions forming behind Jake’s eyes. “I was 22, and my unit had stopped in this small village that hadn’t been taken over yet, miraculously. We were only staying for the night, and planned on leaving at dawn. But somehow a few bottles of wine from the village ended up being passed around and we got hammered. But honestly after walking for three straight days we needed it. After a while I needed to piss so I got up and went down the little path we were on, when this stunning, and I mean beautiful, woman appeared out of nowhere at the tree line. I was so drunk I thought she was a mirage or something, but she was real. She asked if I could walk her home, and who was I to say no to that? That’s when she says there was a shortcut through the woods, and I stupidly fell for it. We got maybe a hundred feet or so into the trees, where you couldn’t see the road and no one could see you either…” His voice trailed off as he stared at his drink, his thumb wiping at the condensation absently. 
“You don’t have to tell me the rest  if you don’t want to…”
As if Lou didn’t even hear Jake’s voice, he continued, “suddenly I was against a tree, this woman’s lips were on my neck, and I thought ‘holy shit how lucky was this?’ But then I felt her teeth, and then I really felt her teeth, and everything went dark soon after that.” He took another swig of his drink, “I kept blacking out, I don’t even remember her giving me her blood to complete the process. ‘Next thing I know is that I’m alone in the woods, extremely disoriented and hungry. But I didn’t know what exactly I wanted.” At this, Lou gave Jake a pointed look, the answer being obvious. He didn’t want to divulge anymore, at least for now.
Jake didn’t know what to say. Lou’s story was the first he had actually heard. Vampire’s backstories were never a priority to learn about growing up. They weren’t supposed to live long enough to even know their names. 
Lou broke the silence again, slightly pivoting the subject, “you said his girlfriend turned him?”
“Yeah.” 
He raised his eyebrows at Jake, “He’s lucky, you know, to have someone help him through the transition. Most of us don’t get that.” 
“I wouldn’t call being forced to be turned ‘lucky’,” Jake grumbled. 
“He was forced? By her?” Lou’s brows knitted together in a mix of curiosity and confusion. 
“No, not by her, but he, uh, pissed off the ‘Council’ and it was either get turned or…death,” Jake gripped his glass a little tighter as he spoke. 
Lou made a face at the mention of the Council. He knew enough about them, though he had never dealt with any of the members personally. 
“The fucking Council, of course,” he rolled his eyes and took another sip. 
As if a dam in his mind had broken, Jake started rambling, “the first time I saw him afterwards, he didn’t look different but he looked different, if that makes any sense. He walked differently? He always stomped around the house growing up with those flat feet of his, but that night I could barely hear his shoes on the floor. I hugged him, and for a few seconds…things felt normal…but I couldn’t just carry on as if nothing had happened. Everyone else in the room as if it was a regular Tuesday night. My other brother was sitting on the couch next to him, asking him question after question as if he had just come back from a stupid vacation. They were all Vampire questions, harmless ones, but even then no one was acknowledging the elephant in the fucking room. Like we weren’t going to talk about the fact that he’s dead now, but he’s not really dead, but he can’t go out into the sun anymore, and-” 
The grip Jake had on his glass was getting to the point where he was about to break it, and Lou wisely reached over and wrenched it out of his hand before that could happen. 
“Let's not break anything tonight…,” he said as he placed the glass out of Jake’s reach for the time being. 
Jake flexed his fingers before setting his hand back down on the bar, his gaze fixed on the wooden surface. His nose twitched, the heat rising in his face and he felt his eyes start to sting. His voice was much softer when he observed, “he has to live off blood now…and that’s it. I know Vampires don’t eat actual food, and he won’t either and…this sounds so stupid but I’ll never be able to share a meal with him again.” 
Lou’s face was riddled in sympathy, and his voice was equally as sympathetic, “yes you can, Jake. His plate will just look a little different is all.” 
“It’ll just be a glass,” he snarked as a defense mechanism,  trying to hide  any emotions bubbling up to the surface. 
“Then it’ll just be a glass. But he’ll still be there. Sitting with you just like I am right now.”
“What am I supposed to do, stock my fridge with blood bags now just in case he comes over?”
“That would be the courteous thing to do.” 
Jake finally looked up at Lou again, “how do you even get blood bags anyway?” 
“Would you believe, we Vampires have a delivery service?”
The hunter gave Lou a blank stare, “...what?”
Lou chuckled, “yeah, it's a whole network here in the states. There’s a number to call and they set you up with a schedule if you want it. Instead of the MilkMan showing up at dawn, it's the BloodMan showing up at dusk, leaving a cooler at your door.”
Jake didn’t find it as funny as Lou did, “that’s…different.” 
“It's not as popular as you think, most prefer their dinner a little more Rare, as you know. But it’s helpful for the introverts out there.”
“...do you use it?” 
“For the most part, but I mainly use it so CiCi can have her own stock on hand. BYOB, as the kids say.”
Jake blinked at him, trying to digest this information. 
The Vampire went back to the subject at hand, “But what I’m saying, Jake, is that he’s still your brother, differences and all. It’s a lot, I know, and it won’t be easy to get used to, but being ‘normal’ like you said everyone else was the other night, is exactly what he needs. Don’t treat him differently. It's pretty rare for newly turned Vampires to even see their family again, let alone stay in their lives. You have a gift on your hands and you don’t even know it.” 
Jake chewed his lip, he hadn’t thought about it that way. 
His voice was soft, nearly a whisper, “I…I want to do all of that, I really do it’s just…I’ve never looked at a Vampire with any other thought than to finish them off as soon as possible. Ever since I saw one for the first time when I was a kid, they’ve just been anonymous monsters that I needed to get rid of.” 
“Not to state the obvious, but maybe it’s time you reevaluated that.”
Jake was quiet, trying to absorb it all. But one truth was still lingering in his mind. 
“The thing is, even if I stop, I know that Josh is now going to be a target for other hunters out there. Even if he’s good, even if he doesn’t make a mess, keeps his head down, I know some personally that wouldn’t hesitate to-,” he bit his lip hard, not wanting to finish the sentence. “The fact that he was a hunter that was turned, and turned willingly, makes him an even bigger target than just a regular Vampire.”
“To me, it sounds like you’re the perfect person to use this knowledge and to protect him as much as you can. You know how they move, where they go, and whatever tells and patterns they have. Use it to your advantage, remind him to do the same.” 
Jake was emotionally drained at this point, but Lou made a great point there. 
He nodded, “that makes sense. Umm thanks for the talk, Lou.”
Lou shrugged, “you know where I’m at if you need to talk again.” 
Jake nodded again, and hopped off the stool. He wordlessly made his way to the corner of the room where the stairs to the rooms above the bar were. More specifically, where he and CiCi lived. He needed some quiet now, and he needed to think about what he was going to do next in his life, and what that meant for Josh. 
~!~
It was your fourth night at the Chicago Den, and true to the itinerary, each subsequent night led to more and more Vampire’s populating the VIP section. Both you and Josh were a little timid at first, but so far everyone had pleasant, even if they were overly curious about Josh. He fielded questions with ease, his natural charm coming out instantly. Everyone still had intact fingers, though every once and awhile you’d make eye contact with your Vampire across the VIP section and pull back one of your fingers just to make him laugh. 
His drink of choice now, a tequila and soda with a splash of B-Positive and a lime, was resting in his hand as he listened to a Vampire you couldn’t remember the name of droned on and on about his last trip to the south of France. He was holding his own very well, and you were comfortable enough to not have to be right beside him the whole night. Your own charm carried you around the VIP section, and after asking nicely and  batting  your eyes  at the security guard at the bottom of the steps, you were allowed to follow a few of your new friends out onto the dance floor. It felt so…normal to you. Being surrounded by other Vampires, the various Human Companions, being able to look up and catch your lover’s eye whenever you wanted, in a world that was entirely yours. While the circumstances that led you here were troubling, being able to exist and experience all of this with Josh had you focusing on them less and less. 
However, while you were enjoying yourself, the lover in question was getting more and more irritated by the minute. Josh is the last person you’d describe as clingy or even worse, needy. But ever since your night had begun, you had been distracted by nearly everything and everyone else besides him. Mingling with everyone you came into contact with, greeting anyone new and introducing yourself quickly. Swapping stories while you sipped your drink, occasionally making eye contact with him, but otherwise left him to his own devices. Which isn’t a problem, but if he had to hear one more Vampire reminisce over a time period over a hundred years ago he was going to try that finger trick you mentioned on someone. 
It was your last night in Chicago, and before dawn the two of you would be whisked away on Dimitri’s jet to your next destination: Seattle. He liked the Chicago Den well enough, but he was ready to see what else was out there. 
He looked down at the dance floor, and saw you with a few of your friends. A few of them were old friends from a few decades ago when you were in Chicago last, and some were brand new but you had no problem befriending anyone. A thought briefly ran through his mind, that this was probably how you normally were before you met him. The version of you that wasn’t preoccupied with hunters being in your business, or following you around. The side of you that only other Vampire’s saw, where you were completely relaxed and not worried about protecting a fragile human. It had been a welcomed sight for him, he just wished he wasn’t watching from the sidelines all night. 
His thoughts were interrupted when he saw a very tall man weave his way into the crowd towards you. Josh was instantly on alert, even though he knew you could handle yourself. He mentally cursed that even with his newly heightened sense of hearing he still couldn’t make out what was being said when he saw the man dip his head down to say something in your ear. You turned around excitedly and mouthed the word ‘really’ to the mystery man. Your face lit up as you loosely took a hold of his arm, letting him lead you out of the crowd and back towards the VIP section. What the fuck was going on? 
The security guard at the bottom of the steps stopped the both of you, which Josh was grateful for, until you waved your hand at the guard and pointed back at Mystery Man as you said something that Josh still couldn’t make out over the music pumping through the speakers. He drained the last of his drink, and slammed it on the table a little too hard as he stood up, but he didn’t care. 
You practically bounced up the stairs, Mystery Man following right behind you. 
“Josh, guess what!”
Josh looked at you curiously, his eyes darting back and from between you and your ‘guest’.
“What, sweetheart?” 
“So…since it’s our last night in Chicago, Dimitri sent us a…treat…,” your eyes swiveled up to the tall man. 
At the risk of asking a stupid question, he said, “What kind of treat?”
You smirked at your Vampire, “…a B-Positive one…”
Josh used every muscle in his face to not show his surprise. He did not want you to pick up on any inkling that he thought there was anything else going on with B-Positive Mystery Man. Nope. He would never live that down with you. Instead he rolled his lower lip into his mouth and raised his eyebrows to play it off. 
“I’m Alex,” Mystery Man said while extending his hand out to Josh. 
“Josh…,” he replied while shaking his hand. “Dimitri sent you?” 
Alex smiled sheepishly and explained, “yeah. I’m kind of a regular around here but I’ve never gotten a call from the boss himself, you know? Couldn’t say no to his opportunity.” 
Josh was a little skeptical, but played along, “I get that…” 
You wasted no time to pull Alex over to an empty spot on the VIP couch and sat down on his left. Josh followed and sat on the other side of him, and ‘treat’ aside, it still felt too far from you. 
“Now Alex, do you have any bite preferences?” You asked brightly. 
He turned and smiled at you, “most of the time it's usually the wrists but, you can go for the neck if you want.” 
The flirty tone in his voice was so obvious to Josh he had to fight an eye roll, but he silently hoped you’d turn it down. He wasn’t possessive, but you hadn’t fed from anyone’s neck besides him in the last few weeks, and part of him wasn’t ready to share you in that way. 
He didn’t have time to unpack whether this was some kind of Vampire social norm he was getting used to, because when he looked up you were nodding and descending towards Alex’s neck while your fangs lowered down. 
Alex kept his attention on you while he offered his wrist to Josh, and while he didn’t want to be impolite, Josh also wanted to shove his hand out of the way and walk out of there. 
Instead, he let the spite take over. His own fangs popped down a lot faster and harsher than they had previously, and he swiftly brought Alex’s wrist to his lips and bit down with little care. The first thing he noticed about Alex’s blood was how it was almost…minty. He was definitely B-Positive but in the four days he had been in that Den, Josh had had better samples of that type from the bar instead of this human. He looked up to catch a glance at you, while you happily dined on Alex’s neck. Alex himself had his head thrown back against the couch, which only made Josh burn hotter.
 Being fed on as a human versus being fed on as a Vampire wasn’t entirely different, but there was something so raw about offering yourself to a Vampire when you’re human. He remembered the first time he feld your fangs bury themselves in his skin, how it stung and burned but you fed from him in such a way that pleasure had rolled through his body within seconds. 
Josh continued to feed on Alex for a few more minutes before wrenching his wrist away from his mouth sloppily pricking his finger on his own fangs and healing the wound. He frankly couldn’t give a shit at this point, especially with how you were still latched onto Alex’s neck. Rather petulantly, he sat back with his hands in his lap, waiting for you to finish your “treat.” 
After the slowest five minutes of his life, you finally popped off of Alex and quickly wiped away a stray trail of blood from your chin with your thumb. 
You looked up as you healed the bite wound with your own blood and saw the hard stare coming from your Vampire. His sudden shift in mood confused you.
“Is something wrong, Boy Sc-”
“Can I talk to you,” he gave a sideways glance at Alex, “alone.” 
“I- sure,” and with that he reached over and took your hand, quickly leading you down the stairs and around the security guard, not even glancing back to see how your “treat” reacted. 
In every Den there are private rooms, soundproof and lockable for even more privacy. Some Vampire’s were weird about feeding in front of others, or they simply wanted proper alone time with their Human Companions, but Josh wasn’t thinking of their intended purpose now. He quickly weaved through the crowd to get to the back corner, where the private rooms were. The universe was on his side when he saw the door on the far left open, leading to an unoccupied room. He beelined towards it, rushing the two of you inside. 
“Josh what the-”
He turned and pushed you against the door, smashing his lips against yours. You let out a squeak in surprise but quickly melted into the kiss. Your arms wrapped around his neck and your fingers went into his hair. His hands moved down to your hips, gripping them through the thin fabric of your dress. Before you knew it you were swept off your feet and your legs locked around his waist. 
Clothing was practically ripped off on the way to the lone L-shaped couch in the middle of the room. Your back hit the plush cushions as your Vampire pinned you against them, his lips leaving a hot trail of kisses from your mouth down to the base of your neck. You weren’t complaining by any means, but you were curious as to why he had this sudden change in mood. Nothing felt wrong, but it was decidedly different from the norm. 
“J-Josh…wait a second,” you let out an airy laugh as you pulled his head from the crook of your neck to be above you, cradling his square jaw. 
He looked down at you, eyes dark and unblinking, “what?” 
You didn’t want to seem clueless, but you were truly at a loss, “what’s gotten into you tonight?” 
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he quipped before giving the other side of your neck attention. 
“Yes you do,” you whispered in his ear. 
He turned his head slightly and ran his tongue along the shell of your ear, “I can’t just love on my girl?”
Your retort was cut off when you felt his hand snake between you and start gliding through your folds, his thumb circling your clit while his other fingers dipped into your entrance. A loud gasp escaped your lips at the sudden feeling, and you felt him chuckle against your neck. 
“You were saying, Sweetheart?” 
He curled his fingers inside you, teasing all the right spots, causing you to clench around him and dig your nails into his back. 
But as soon as you started to feel that delicious build up in your core his fingers left you. 
“JOSH!” you yelled out in frustration. 
“Turn around…,” he whispered as he lifted off of you. 
You stared at him for a second before doing what he told you. Slowly you rolled over on your stomach, your back to him now. His hands reached for your hips once again but this time pulled them roughly off the couch, the skin on your knees burning slightly from the sudden movement. You rested your weight on your hands as you looked over your shoulder at him. 
His eyes were even darker then they were before, and they were gazing down your back as he slowly pumped himself. Deciding to play along, you faced forward, and rested your elbows on the arm of the couch. You felt the head of his cock move through your folds, dipping down to your clit before traveling back up to your entrance. Josh was mumbling behind you, words you couldn’t even make out as he slowly started pushing inside you. 
You hissed at the stretch, and when he reared back and surged forward to bottom out you didn’t even try to muffle the strangled sound that flew from your mouth. His nails dug into the skin of your hips as he set a brutal pace. 
Josh stared down at where you were joined, not wanting to take his eyes off the sight. He quickly got lost in you, the sounds you were making, the way you were clenching around him, the sheer warmth of you, the fact that you were his. At a particularly hard thrust he threw his head back and noticed what was on the ceiling: a massive mirror. His eyes became fixed at the reflection, where he could see more of your face, down your spine, to where he was pounding into you. 
He started mumbling again, but this time you were able to make out at least a few words out: mine, all mine. That's when it clicked. His attitude for most of the night, his reaction to Alex that he tried to hide, and why he pulled out into this room as soon as he could. Your Boy Scout was jealous. This was a side of him that you hadn’t seen very often, if at all at this point, but it made you turn your head completely away from him once more to smirk at yourself where he couldn’t see. Now you could fully play along. 
Looking back over your shoulder again, you saw him slack jawed staring at the mirror on the ceiling, his eyes rolled back in his head. 
“...am I yours, Josh?” you baited. 
A harsh growl was made in the place of words, accompanied by another hard thrust. He was getting close, and both of you knew it. He pulled you backwards, gathering you toward him so that your back was flush with his front, his breath coming out in puffs against your neck. 
This time he made no mistake with his words, whispering them directly into your ear. 
“Mine…all mine…” 
You turned your head to capture his lips with yours, letting him know that he was absolutely correct. Your hand tangled in his hair to hold him in place as your tongue swirled in his mouth and ran along his teeth, his fangs clearly present. 
He continued his fast pace as one of his hands held your hip while the other snaked around your front and made its way to your clit. You cried out against his mouth, and he took this moment to bite down on your lower lip, relishing in the sounds you were making. Neither of you cared how loud you were being, or how the sound of skin slapping against skin rang throughout the room. Your end came hurtling towards you, quickly sending you over the edge and shaking in his arms. 
He couldn’t hold back any longer himself, and just as he teetered on the edge he drove his fangs into the flesh of your neck. Letting the welcomed taste of you be the final act he needed before spilling inside you. His hand continued to work you through yours as his thrusts became uneven and started to slow. All he could feel, see, and hear was you. Even the memory that was shown to him at the taste of your blood was you all by yourself, sitting at your vanity touching up your lipstick in the mirror. The decor and dress you were wearing suggested the twenties, but the memory went dark before he could take in more details. He lifted his fangs from your skin as you both came down from your highs. Slowly he withdrew from you, the loss of your warmth making him hiss slightly. 
You turned around to fully look at him, and his arms wrapped around your waste, not wanting to let you go just yet. The both of you rested there for a few moments, enjoying the sudden silence. 
Eventually you brought your hand to his face, rubbing your thumb into his cheek. 
“I’ll always be yours, Boy Scout,” you whispered. 
He still didn’t look you in the eyes quite yet, the realization he had acted out of pure jealousy causing his cheeks to redden. 
“I know…,” he said so softly you barely heard him. 
“I’m not even going to remember Alex after tonight anyway,” you reassured him. 
“It wasn’t…it wasn’t just him.” 
“Oh?” 
“I…just missed you tonight,” he finally looked up and met your eyes, his dark brown irises full of sincerity. 
“I’m sorry if I get a little caught up out there, it’s been a while-”
He cut you off, “no you don’t have to apologize, you were having fun and you deserve to.” 
“Next time, just come get me, push people out of the way if you have to. People will get over it.” You gave him a sweet kiss against his lips for reassurance. “Now…my turn…,” you grinned wickedly as you took this moment to properly pounce on your Vampire, toppling him onto the couch. 
~!~
Many rounds and hours later, you were both back at the hotel. The sun was about to rise, and the black out curtains were preemptively shut. Sleep quickly overtook you, and while you began to snooze, Josh peered down at you, loving the way you cuddled up to him as you slept. 
His phone buzzed on the nightstand, alerting him of a text. He looked over at the screen and saw Jake’s name at the top. 
Jake: is this a good time?
Josh typed out a response: sure
He was expecting another text, but instead his twin called him directly. 
“Hello?”
“Josh? Are you about to go to sleep? I can call back later if you-”
“No no it's fine, what's up?”
“I just wanted…how’s Chicago?” The tone in his voice sounded tight, as if he was unsure what to say. 
“It’s been pretty great, man. Not a bad place to start at all.” 
“That's good, I’m glad. How is…how is she?” 
Josh was starting to get confused at the sudden small talk, “what’s this about, Jake?
“It’s not about anything, I promise, I just…wanted to see how you were.” 
Josh looked back down at your sleeping form, fully knocked out at this point and beginning to snore slightly on his chest. 
“She’s good, Jake, really good. How’s CiCi?” 
Now it was Jake’s turn to look down at his girl, who was also still fast asleep beside him. 
“She’s CiCi, incredible as always.” Jake paused before asking what was truly on his mind, “I just have a question…and I’m not trying to start anything I promise I just…what made you do it?” 
“Do what, Jake?” 
“Choose to be turned instead of-”
“Instead of death, Jake?” 
Jake quietly answered, “yeah.”
“They were going to have her Meet the Sun, Jake. In front of me. I couldn’t let that happen.” The emotion he felt while sitting in Dimitri’s study crept up on him, as did the vision he had had of her burning in front of him. 
“You must think a lot of her, then.” 
Josh could tell what Jake was trying to do, in his own way. 
“I love her, Jake.” 
There was silence on Jake’s end, but he cut it off by saying, “does she feel the same?”
Josh drew patterns on your bare shoulder as he answered, “she absolutely does.” 
Jake tried to angle his phone away from his face to hide the sniff he made as he took in this information, but Josh heard it anyway. 
“Can I ask you a question now, Jake?” 
“Yeah.”
“What was the first thing you noticed about CiCi?” 
Jake was caught off guard now, not expecting this turn in the conversation. However, he instantly knew the answer.
“Her laugh. I had only been in her bar for about 5 minutes before I heard the most beautiful sound coming from across the room. She was making small talk with some customers and the way she commanded attention without even trying…I was mesmerized.” 
Josh smiled, having not known this little fact before, “and did it sound almost familiar to you?” 
“I suppose so?”
“That’s how I felt the night I met my girl, Jake. The familiarity.” 
“Really?”
“She was supposed to be a target, just a target, just a job. But when I walked into that bar that night, and saw her sitting in the corner, there was something about her. I knew, even if I didn’t want to admit it at the time, that she wasn’t going to be just a job. I didn’t know how or why, but I knew she was going to be something to me. I’ve never looked at a Vampire and felt that way before, and you of all people know that.” 
Jake nodded, “I’m umm…I’m glad you found someone, Josh. I mean that.”
Josh smiled softly, “I appreciate that, and I’m glad you did too.” 
There was another silence between the brothers, but this was a comfortable one. 
“I don’t mean to keep you up, I know the sun should be rising about now…”
“No it's ok, it’s good to hear from you, man. Call whenever you want.” 
“I will…talk to you soon…”
“Talk to you soon, Jake.” 
Jake hung up the phone and put it down before settling back into bed next to CiCi.
“...so, my laugh, huh?” She mumbled as she turned over to look at him. 
“How much of that did you hear?” 
“Enough,” she said before tracing the outline of his nose with her finger. 
Jake playfully rolled his eyes before gathering her in his arms, “go back to sleep.”
“Gladly.” 
To be continued….
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bitepire · 18 days
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good morning damien. apologies for neglecting your asks recently, but i woke up today needing to earn the privilege of raping you by tracking you down and beating you half to death for my own protection. i'd love if you would fight back so hard that i look like the victim. yours faithfully,🩸🖤
Growwwling. It would be my honour to tear you apart in return. Let's hurt each other so bad we can't tell your blood from mine.
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loversofthegrave · 4 months
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pre-series wincestcore 🖤🩸
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lemony-7 · 10 months
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LOV INCORRECT QUOTES
Dabi, kicking down the door: Wassup, sluts? Guess who just got out of jail!
Shigaraki: Sluts?
Twice: Jail?!
Toga, waving aggressively: Hiya, Dabi!!
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bbreakingbenjamin · 2 months
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𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕'𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏
𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑹𝑺: 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑶𝑵𝑬 (2024) 𝑫𝒊𝒓. 𝑹𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒚 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒏
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raenyships · 4 months
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gentle touches, so soft you barely notice them if you're not paying attention. your f/o traces the shape of your body while you drift off to sleep
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lounaticm · 17 days
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Finally got around to making a base for reference sheets of all my Seraphim boys, so. Here they are~
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Plus, went ahead and drew up my design for Bimmy boy~
(No, I promise they aren't all going to be black. 😅 But... still a few more of them are going to be, since so many Egos wear or are associated with black. I'll see about drawing up a more colorful one next lol)
@kiwibubbles5
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joshsindigostreak · 7 months
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Josh Kiszka
I See Hell in Your Eyes:
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Blue Christmas
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Sam Kiszka
O, Pioneers:
Prologue
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Jake Kiszka
Moonburn:
Prologue
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morgue-mutt · 5 months
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true love is licking all of the blood off your significant other’s body after they kill every person who’s tried taking you away from them.
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history book dry the river/back down the back boy & bear/please don't die father john misty/francesca hozier
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lovesickletters · 10 months
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Hello, dear!! If it's alright, may I ask for Lily, Narcissus and Pansy from the flower asks? With any Monkie Kid character of your choice -🌸 anon
❀ℳ𝒶𝒸𝒶𝓆𝓊ℯ❀
ℒ𝒾𝓁𝓎, 𝒩𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒾𝓈𝓈𝓊𝓈, 𝒫𝒶𝓃𝓈𝓎
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Lily - What would ultimately give the yandere’s true intentions away? Does the yandere do it on purpose, or is it an accident? 
Macaque is cunning enough not to leave these things out in the open, but mischievous enough to playfully hint at them all the while. He certainly has a flair for the dramatic, alluding to his darker intentions in a manner that makes you unsure if he’s joking or not and using smooth-talk to manipulate your feelings. However if push comes to shove he’s not afraid to be more open about it, although he resents having to give the game away so soon. It would have to be someone else’s goodwill that warns you of his selfish nature, but by then it might already be too late.
Narcissus - Does this yandere prefer to infiltrate their darling’s life, or do they prefer to take their darling away? 
Although he would much prefer having his darling to himself, hidden away somewhere where you could never betray him and run away, he’s well aware that if you have people likely to go looking for you, they’ll only get in the way. So he’s likely to try and get close to you in order to influence you, maybe by staging an accident where he saves your life, just to manipulate you into turning your back on your friends and bringing you running into his waiting arms to ‘protect’ you.
Pansy - What was it that ultimately sparked their obsession? 
Seeing his darling’s trust betrayed by someone would doubtless get under his skin in a way that makes him fixate on you, seeing you get hurt in a way he can heavily relate to would itch at him until he can’t seem to focus on anything else. Especially if and when it gets in the way of his ability to concentrate on fighting or brooding. He spends the majority of his time alone so it’s not hard for thoughts to smog and twist his mind, driving him to follow you from the shadows to ensure your safety. He just wants to make sure you’re not betrayed once more, or so he says to himself to begin with.
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you want their blood in your veins & yours in theirs. you want one beating heart, one backbone, two souls, one body.  your love is desperate...unchanging as it heaves. it makes you crazy, without any socially acceptable recourse for dealing with it. so what do you do? all I could do was write a song. -andrew volpe, ludo
vegaspete x the horror of our love
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