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Having been through the exact airport they likely flew in through makes Jimmy's customs story infinitely funnier
#vio.txt#like i went through customs there as a us citizen will a full us passport omw back from an international flight#the agent is like why are you in this country. im like i live here. agent goes oh really where do you work? i say im a student#and my parents say they work in reseach. agent goes so what were you doing in [country] is there a lot of research there????#i go. i was on vacation? we were literally there to see family??? at no point in the process did we ever say we were there for work????#hate tsa so much ive never felt more racially profiled#the way its organized for non citizens was like infinitly worse as well#i think customs just attracts every high school bully that wants to live out their power fantasy#theyre treating u like a criminal for no reason 😭
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chad female protagonist in the deranged sausage fest that is GK
#ゴールデンカムイ#golden kamuy#ASIRPA#spoiler#Illustration#fanart#I love her she is so based#spoiler in tags#in the end I am just happy that Asirpa is happy :)#I didn’t feel as much as I’d wish for 314; it was good except for the skip between 313/314 just WHY#way to kill the mood. I see what he tried to do there; but god I hate timeskips so much#anyway big respect to Noda for creating this wonderful series and better not say toomuch until the volumes are released.#I love sugi but I’m part of the ‘he should have died’ gang because it would have beenmore fitting to my taste but alas#he really tried to please as many readers as possible#it’s a jump series after all ;’)#in the end it’s just a solid chapter. GK will be always one of my faves and better a family friendly mcending ™#with some nice moments than one that destroys the whole series! I really loved someaspects of it just not the execution <3
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Daddy’s Here [part 1]
A comic where Jotaro remembers he’s a father and his kids need him whether he or they admit it or not.
[part 2]
#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jotaro kujo#jouta kujo#jotakak#jotakakwife#if you squint#jotamarikak#also saw that tag before#jotawifekak#idk why I’m trying so hard LSLSKAL#my art#comic#I’m so glad I got to do this#I love this family so much#I even feel up to making part 2#Even though Jouta hates Jotaro#he’s still just a little kid#and I think it’s be super cute if he still runs to his dad in bad situations#PLEASE
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It’s a (translated) quote from my favourite bands live banter, where the drummer asked if anyone still needs a guitarist and I just thought the vibe fits them so well
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#luffy#its not meant to be lawlu but go ahead and tag it as such if you like#i never understood the hate about tagging posts after a ship#so#lawlu#i guess sdfgdfg#my art#op#why does law wear his wano clothes but luffy doesnt?#well great that you didnt ask#i do not know how to draw an arm at an angle like this so i took any opportunity to not draw it#shitpost#after an actual artwork i of course had to go on hiatus just to come back with a meme i started a year ago#i had so many personal problems going on in my family which resulted in me having so much paperwork to do#i still work on it for almost 3 months already#anyway dont mind me here in the tags#i have some more wips going on for a while now#some are half finished so i might come around to upload more this year
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why is job hunting.
that's it that's the post
#this is both radicalizing me even more & absolutely harshing my mellow#why. do i need. to communicate with a 'virtual assistant'. to apply at hot fucking topic#you know? maybe i Dont need to apply there. who wants em#everywhere is like you need This This and This#oh look an entry level job! aaaand i need a thousand certifications#Excuse Me Where Do People Who Have Done Nothing With Their Life Thus Far Apply???#why do jobs exist. why cant we all just vibe huh#each application feels like a new death sentence#cant wait to work myself into the ground for a company that views me as nothing but an easily replaceable part! yeehaw!#cant wait to sacrifice my personal time / hobbies / wellbeing for a nine-to-five 5 days a week job i hate!#absolutely unprompted#this world we live in is miserable and infuriating and i want to SHAKE PEOPLE#fucking!! look outside!!! value yourself!! the company is not your family!! they are not worth dying for!! we are all worth so much more!!#gonna go out in the middle of a field and SCREAM#humans are made for art and kindness and for enjoying the short life we're forced into#why make an already doomed existence even worse huh.#why subject ourselves to that. we deserve better. our pasts deserve better. our futures deserve better.#sorry sorry im just. ARGH. this world!!! this life!!! could be so good!!!#but late stage capitalism rampant corruption among Many Other Issues said noooooooo#happiness is illeeegallllll#what if i BITE you. huh. what then. die#every time i sit down to apply i have to actively Not Think About It or i'll delete all my tabs and stop before i start#we as humans are not built for this life... we did not evolve proclivity for kindness and art just to stress ourselves to death#over silly jobs that do Not require the level of dedication we are forced to apply#abolish the 5 day 40+ hour work week... decrease the horrifying amount of funding given to cops and the military... etc...#i think i need to go lie down for a minute im feeling Too Much Anger at the absolute state of things#so happy to be an american. (sarcasm sarcasm sarcasm)
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#man i hate christmas and the holiday season so much#im gonna be stressed out for a whole fking week#why cant they leave me alone for one aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#apparently im gonna have to host a new years eve party#in my stupid tiny apartment....like whyyyyyyyyy#oh oh oh we cant do it cause my wife ...shes not feeling well#or or ....oh we have a family drama and we cant host at my familys place#ooooooh greaaaaaaaaaaat#like dude.....bring your own chairs cause i have like 4........#and i cant even say no.....cause 'its rude...'
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childhood comfort anime about plastic spinning tops from 2016 out here curing my art block🫶🏼
#just decided on whim to indulge in a 50 episode show about plastic tops just for the childhood nostalgia#hello beyburst fandom it's been five fucking years how many seasons are we at#i stopped watching after turbo🤡👌#anyway. can i just say i'm literally in love with all the charcater designs? like that shit slaps so hard#shu is so <3333 he has never had a bad outfit design#i personally love him in turbo bc he had the suit and the coat and he was growing his hair out and it was kinda fine😳#but yeah i just recently finished s1 and i'm starting on evolution soon#wakiya is still my favorite to date i love the snarky rich blond bitches#also valt and shu? otp 🫶#i forgot how much i hated lui like this bitch tried to gouge shu's eye out on national tv what a bastard how do ppl like him😭😭#carrot twig ass hoe#shu could flick you and you'd splat on the wall like a fly#anyway love the whole family dynamic that goes on in s1 which is why it's my favorite season:)#everyone's just a nice happy found family in japan#evolution was okay too ig but shu was missing the whole time and everyone left home so :/#idk s1 just hits different#beyblade burst#beyburst#beyblade burst shu#shu kurenai#beyblade fanart#beyblade fandom#lotus draws
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#for the first time im genuinely considering changing my major#n by considering i mean 'rlly want to but know deep down i cant'#cause like... i have NO IDEA what else i would do#like not a damn clue#so its either my current career path (which i have reason to believe im genuinely not cut out for) or... idk nothing???#well i'd hafta do something#but idk what#its jus that after a LOT of thought ive come to the conclusion that me being a nurse will do so much more harm than good for other ppl#i made the most careless mistake last week that cost me a rlly valuable clinical experience at a SUPER reputable hospital#im the only one in my class who made that mistake#the only one stupid enough#like... gosh what am i DOING here?#im literally the least qualified person to be a nurse#im cold#im standoffish#i HATE being around people#when i told my friends n family i was going to nursing school they were shocked n WHY SHOULDNT THEY HAVE BEEN?#when you think of a nurse you think a someone whos kind. whos reliable. whos hardworking... im not any a those things#n its not even me being self depracating its an honest to gosh fact#oh also my grades fuckin suck lmao#like i literally know for a fact i got lower grades than every single other nursing major last semester#plus i was never going into nursing to help ppl#i went into it so i could sleep at night knowing ive done a 'good thing'#so yeah#ive put myself on a career path im not in any way cut out for#n i cant quit cause i have literally no plan b!!!#yay#idk what i was made for but its not this
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I’m absolutely devastated about Lockwood and co getting cancelled
Like I watched the show when it first came out and loved it and was heartbroken when I got cancelled but I only just now got round to reading all the books
And it makes it worse
Reading the books past 1 and 2 just made me feel worse about it being cancelled because of THE POTENTIAL and book 5 was the nail in the coffin cuz how am I supposed to live my life knowing I’ll never get to see them
That I’ll never get to see Holly or Lockwood and Lucy’s relationship development or kipps development or them going to the other side
#lockwood and co#i hate Netflix for cancelling it so so much#why did they do that#just why#it could’ve been beautiful#they killed my found family before they could be a proper family and I’ll never forgive them for it
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Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——
#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her#like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’#she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel#she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love#and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy#so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless#like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now#because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it#just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11#and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want#so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different#but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy#and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change#like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground#and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does#and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts#wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way#and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her#because she WILL find a way to win#but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL#it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is#because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say#ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her#and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy#of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants#and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands#like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time#and she feels every blow!#whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just#this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!
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#1st my sister was passive aggressive bc i was boiling pasta when she wanted to make her dinner#so she slammed stuff nd chopped veggies aggressively#nd i felt my heart rate spike nd my body go tense nd i always get clumsy nd drop things nd hurt myself when i get that way#but they think i deserve feeling awful bc of mistakes in the past so i cant ask them to stop#i've been walking around w lots of heavy things nd im barely keeping it together#nd i got so mad bc she wouldnt stop so i started slamming the cabinets nd then left when i was done#then my mom nd other sister got home nd i just wanted to ask my mom smth#when i open my door my other sister goes 'omfg already?'#'immediately when we get home i never get a break. it's almost disgusting'#i just got so.. i realized how pathetic nd childish i am so i just went into my room#but then apparently my sister said to mom that *i* was the only one being passive aggressive#so she comes in to talk when i was having my dinner so i said that i plz just wnna eat my dinner#she didnt know nd she's never cared but i wanted to hurt myself so badly i was struggling not to#but then she started screaming at me for being childish nd passive aggressive nd that i never do anything#she left my room. she still talks to my sisters so i know it's onlg me shes sick of#idk.. today is bad bc i cant talk to her nd i dont have ANYONE else to talk to im all alone#and now i barely even wanna go outside my room bc apparently my family thinks i wnna mess w them just for going to the bathroom lmao#i hate myself so much. im so pathetic. im 25yrs old living at home being a burden#nd im just a pathetic nd childish person. i 'need' to talk nd vent nd rant nd#like if i buy some things i have these need to like do a mini haul or if i get books from the library#i wnna show my mom what books i got#it's so childish. i do feel bad for my mom to have to deal w me nd my annoying personality#why cant i jusy be normal. no wonder why i can never keep friends or my family doesnt wnna talk to me. everything abt me fkn sucks#anyway im just feeling so bad and so alone bc my moms mad at me so now i have no one to talk to
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would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol
i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki
#snap chats#haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant#anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much#i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do#fine lets get Real Talk about it#well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there#and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway#i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls#like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it#that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji//#like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence#smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on#its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP#i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode#especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much#i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught#aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up#and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful#his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry.#his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore#like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene#plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too....#idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL#i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀#maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO#thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever
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Nonstop whinning about how y'all are oppressed because your shitty ass and bland ships were made to be platonic instead of romantic but nobody ever brings up who we were found family-baited out the ass with what should've been the best fictional found siblinghood of the 2000s AND the 2010s
#yes i am spreading my anti zutara agenda but mORE IMPORTANTLY THEY SHOULD'VE BEEN FAMILY!!!!THEY *WANTED* TO BE THEY *DESERVED* TO BE#percy meant so much to nico and he clearly meant something big to her too and they tried so hard to show it despite their problems!!!#there was *love* there and rick just threw it all away the second he realized he'd made nico gay!!!I HATE HIM I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH#why do i get the feeling he knows he made percy also queer(trans woman + bi)and that's why she's forcing her with annabeth more than ever#HE IS SOOOOOOOOOO (throtles him around)AND PERCY AND NICO ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (happy autism noises)HOW'D *HE* COME UP WITH THEM#nico di angelo#percy jackson#persephone jackson#nico and percy#rr crit#pjo#hoo#this is an autistic 4 autistic and transmasc 4 transfem friendship y'all(also black 4 black to ME)#good times#letters from summer
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my birthday is in exactly ten days
#i wish i could enjoy my bday#but i hate my bdays because my closest relatives insist that i shouldspend it with them#but i dont want to#they dont even care that's it's MY birthday because they all do whatever they want without caring about my opinion#even a fucking cake must be something they'd like#I'm just so sick of them as well as their toxic and fake behavior#that's why i want to spend this day away from them but idk how#also there’s nothing interesting at the movies rn#and I can't even go to a bar because I can't drink alcohol#going for a long ass walk sounds great BUT both my legs have been aching for a week now so can't even go for a shorter walk lmao#my trauma has made me realize how much I'd have enjoyed my birthday if it weren't for my family.#Maybe i should just go to a cat cafe or something idk#i live in a big city yet there's nothing interesting here! fml!!!!#rambles
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i don’t think i can ever be really close to anyone
#im so#ugh i cant stand myself#i think im way too attached to my family and i cant imagine ever getting that close to someone else#i just feel weird around people and i wish i didnt#and im not very aocial and i know that my friends hate it#and maybe its partly because im a twin and im not used to being without her#and now we’re growing up and i’m not with her as much because she’s like idk being normal and doing stuff and im not#i just feel like i cant be alone because i cant do anything#but i want to be alone so i can do stuff without having other people around becuse i liek beign alone and i get tired of people no matter#i cant even write what i feel cuz i dont know#and maybe its just late and i haould be asleep cuz im tired all the time but im alone so i can do stuff but also im alone:/#other people are different than me in a way i don’t understand and idk why but i cant bond with people frfr#and im a very difficult person i know that but i just wish i could get close to people in the way they seem to be with each other#but i just. dont like people#but also i love people and i hate being alone im just kinda private#i just dont get why im not like others😭#why am i different than everyone else
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