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#'babe! its time for your 4 pm bullying!'
beast-feast · 4 years
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BUT THEN SUDDENLY I REMEMBER I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MEAN TO X I CAN'T BELIEVE I MANAGED TO FORGET TO DO THAT
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pinkykitten · 7 years
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Madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love
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Kandomere x half elf/half human! female reader
Warning: A little bit of angst, insecure reader, some bullying. 
Specifics: Angst, fluff, romance 
People: Kandomere, you, Montehugh, and three elf women. 
Words: 2,580
Requested by: @jinx-is-fire​ Okay so a really fluffy Kandomere x reader where reader is a half elf/human. Reader gets harassed by some coworkers at the MTF and when they both get home reader thinks he should leave her because she isnt good enough for him. Kandomere doesn't stand for this and decides to show reader how much she means to him. 😍 
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“Honey look over here at mommy.” Seeing the year on the right corner of the screen from when your parents recorded you throughout your life. You smiled at seeing yourself as a baby. You liked doing this. Just sitting in your room watching clips of your childhood. See that time you didn’t know about the hard aches of life. You didn’t know that everyday people were segregated from others. Your life was easy, its was fun, but that was all in the past.
Your father was a human and your mother was an elf. As a little girl you would stare in amazement at your parents when they told the story of how they fell in love. You remember your father telling you, “your mother was the most beautiful woman and still is. My heart fell in love the first minute I saw her.” Your parents would tell you how difficult it was for them to meet. Back then and now you should associate with your kind. Even in the womb your parents always taught you to never treat anyone with disrespect, don't judge a book by its cover. Now that took tremendous amount of work. In school you weren't sure where to fit in, and you really didn’t. You didn’t fit in with the elves or humans. You felt alone since there were no elf half human there. But still you respected everyone around you, even if they didn’t deserve it.
Here you were now, a grown woman. You got your own place and got a job at the Magic Task Force. You worked till you had bags under your eyes. See your parents always told you to slow it down a bit, take a break, but you couldn’t. You felt in your heart that maybe one day, just one day if you worked hard enough people would actually like you or at least stand you. You also worked more hours for your parents sake. Already they were older folks and they could not work. Your mother suffered from back pains and your dad messed up his knee pretty badly. They always tell you to use your money on something important but you always respond with, “you guys are important.”
Beep, beep.
“Ugh,” you groaned. You tried to turn that dang clock off but instead you hit the invisible table and fell off your bed. Your face on the ground you moaned again. You got up with your cupcake slippers on, your comfy womfy pj pants, and a t-shirt that says “life behind bars” and it has a bicycle bar handle as the picture. You stretched and yawned saying hi to your pug Édgar (yes because Édgar Ramírez plays Kandomere and a pug cause Pewdiepie has a pug named Edgar) and giving Édgar a kiss. He glances at you with his cute eyes looking very lazy. “That's why you’re my dog,” whisper while heading to the bathroom. You give yourself a look before you start the day and if you didn’t scare the mirror then you surely scared yourself. You can tell you just had awoken from a deep sleep. 
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 “I LOOK TERRIBLE,” you half yell half whisper to your reflection. You had to look nice today. Tomorrow was a special occasion, it was your 2 year anniversary with Kandomere. “Man, we’ve been boyfriend and girlfriend for 2 years. I thought he would of left me by now.” You cleaned your house and when you mean clean you mean clean. You scrubbed till you had sweat on your brow. See, Kandomere was going to be sleeping over tonight and spending the whole day with you the next day, the actual date of your anniversary. You peer at the list that is on your phone while your getting ready. You have so much planned for tomorrow. The whole shebang. Your heart sped fast at just the thought of spending all night with him and all next day. You squealed aloud making Édgar jump. You made a delicious breakfast for yourself and gave food to your chubby pug, got dressed and ready putting your makeup on feeling super confident, then you sat down while putting your shoes on to see the news. “Great,” you spoke. “More orcs fighting and being blamed for everything possible. I tell you this world is going nuts.” You were actually talking to Édgar, since he was sitting next to you on the couch. You put your face close to his and pat him vigorously at the back of his ears. “You excited to see Papi?” Édgar opened his mouth a little and barked the lowest bark ever…”Me too,” you cheered.
You left in your car to go to the building of the MTF. To be honest you sometimes didn’t want to go to work. You knew your co-workers made fun of you. You were different and that was something that some folks didn’t like. You walk in the facility trying to make people believe you are so confident when in reality you’re not. But everything in your life turns so much better when you see that handsome face from across the room. You sprint over to Kandomeres office, greeting Montehugh on your way.
“Hi baby,” you beamed crouching down a little to give your elf a kiss on the lips. Ugh those lips, you couldn't get enough of them. You turned around to shut the door, and walked to one of his seats on the other side of his desk.
“Hola sweetheart,” Kandomere smiled.
“So, guess what? I have everything planned out, we’re gonna go to the fair, the nice one of course. Then we’re gonna eat at many restaurants and go in the pool maybe after and IT’S GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN!”
Kandomere giggled at your cuteness. He brought his hands forward to grasp yours and kissed them.
“I can’t wait to spend all those hours with you, mi amor.”
“Awww thanks babe,” you say as you stand up, then to sit on his lap. “I love you.”
“Love you too.” You give tiny kisses all over his face. “See you later,” you wave to Kandomere.
“Bye honey.”
You loved it when he called you all those names, especially his Spanish. When he speaks Spanish that's like your drug right there.
That whole time at work you examine cases that have come around. Sometimes those cases can be such a headache to you. But today was different, you were going to have a blast. That is all you cared about. You looked at your electric clock on your desk and it read 4:00 PM. “Whelp time to go home. Gonna make some brownies and cookies.” You dance a little as you hum in excitement. You grab your purse and make you way to the elevator. You were going to meet Kandomere in the parking lot. As you walked out your door to your office these female elves came up to you with a sour look. “Where do you think you’re going...freak,” one girl said. She was super lean and tall. She had black hair ice blue eyes and big, pink lips. You had to admit she looked like she could work as a model for victoria's secret. “Oh I’m just going to the elevator, excuse me,” you replied.
“Really? Well if you’re going with our Kandomere, you got another thing coming.” The second one said. She had red hair, was shorter, and had nice curves. Her eyes were white, with angled eyebrows.
“Yours,” you began. “He belongs to no one, not even me.”
“Look at you, you know what I hate the most? I hate when I see people like you that try to fit in or that want to. Just look at yourself sweetheart. You’re ugly, and you’re not even human or elf. You will never fit in with society,” the third elf spoke up. She had blonde hair in a bun, her eyes were a light pastel pink, and her jaw was very pointy.
Her comment hurt you a lot. You were doing all these things to try to fit in society, to try to be normal. You tried to speed walk past them, making it seem like the words they said didn’t hurt.
The elf one with black hair spoke up again, “why would Kandomere want someone like you. You know what I think? I think she has some orc in her girls don’t you think. She looks very much like a pig. Hahaha.”
You closed your eyes to fight your tears. Why did people treat you like this? All the other elves nodded their heads, cackling away at your insecurities.
“Don’t pay attention to them y/n, they are just trying to put your down,” you tried to convince yourself but you knew you believed them.
“You also don’t even know how to work correctly. You look, smell, and do your job like a slob. You should go back to the farm where you were born or maybe the zoo. I heard they were wanting more whales there.” The red head elf laughed and the others joined her. You ran to the elevator and tried to close the door quickly.
“Don’t worry retard, I don’t want to go in an elevator with a person like you. Were your parents drinking when they had you. Seriously, an elf and a human. I guess that's where you get your stupid from.” The blonde hair yelled as the elevator door closed.
You just started sobbing, they were so mean to you and your family. You rubbed the tears away from your eyes and looked at yourself in the reflection of the elevator. You tried to compose yourself to make it look like you weren’t crying. As you looked at your reflection you muttered the words, “disgusting.” The elevator dinged and you made your way out.
Coming into the parking lot you look around to see Kandomere. He had a big smile on his face while talking to the phone. Seeing you walking to him made him happy but then he realized your face. You weren’t beaming like earlier, your eyes were red and you had tear stained cheeks.
“Baby what's wrong,” Kandomere whispered as you came up to him.
“Nothing, can we just go to the house already.”
Kandomere nodded and opened the car door for you. “We can just pick up my car later or whatever,” you mumbled.
“Sure no problem,” Kandomere said to you. The whole car ride was quiet, a little awkward considering you were all jumpy in the beginning.
Once you both made it to your house you honestly didn’t feel like doing anything except lay in bed and cry forever. As you both walked inside you set all your belongs on a nearby table, Kandomere doing the same. Kandomere knew something wasn’t right.
“Well y/n what do you want to do?”
You shrugged while slowly walking to the coach. Plopping yourself on the comfortable cushions, you grabbed the remote turning on the tv. Kandomere shook his head then walked up, got a hold of the remote and turned off the tv.
“Baby talk to me, whats wrong?”
“Nothing Kandomere,” you said harshly. Getting up abruptly. “Nothing's wrong, just can you please leave me alone.”
“Yes there is. This morning you were so happy to be with me, now you’re acting like this!” Kandomere moved his arms out to your actions.
“I don’t want to repeat myself Kandomere, nothing happened just drop it!” Now you were raising your voice. Couldn’t he just see that you didn’t want to talk about it.
“Y/n just tell me what's wrong. I promise I will help you. Just tell me,” Kandomere begged.
“I’m not good enough okay! There I said it, I’m not good enough...I don’t want you to date a failure like me. A disgust like me, an idiot like me. A mistake...like me.”
“Y/n…,” Kandomere whispered stepping closer to you.
“No you can’t be with me. I am not good enough for you. You need someone prettier, better than me. Please Kandomere.”
Kandomere came up to you and hugged you with so much force that you thought he might break your ribs. You sobbed harder now and limped falling in his arms. He bent down now cradling you like a ball. Comforting you.
“Its okay sweetheart let it out,” Kandomere breathed. You felt tears on your face and you opened your eyes to see your sweet elf crying with you.
“Please my love don’t ever think that about yourself. You are so much more than that. You make my life complete, you make me a better person. You mean the world to me and so much more. When I see you I feel safe and loved. I only want to be with you and only you for the rest of my life. Even when I die I want my spirit to be with yours for eternity. My heart belongs to only you and no one else. Everyday I breathe and live is because you exist. You are my wish that came true, you are the angel I think of every night in my dreams. You are the one person I can depend on in life. You are the one that makes me feel it's okay to be myself. You make me feel loved y/n, I don’t think words can describe how perfect you are. You are my everything and I will always love you no matter what you look like. Heck, I wouldn’t care if you were a piece of bread. I love you y/n forever and always.”
You looked up at Kandomere and cried more.
“I’m sorry baby did I say something wrong,” he cringed at his actions thinking he said something wrong to make you cry.
“No sweetie, I love you so much. Thank you for always making me feel like a queen, for making me feel...beautiful. For always making me feel better in these times.” You gave Kandomere a big kiss on his lips, savoring the taste and feel. After you kissed him you gave him small pecks all over his face. Kissing every inch of his face. He and you giggled, placing your forehead on his. Kandomere kissed your nose. “I love you baby,” Kandomere whispered.
“I love you too my love,” you whispered back as if your love, this moment was only for you and him to see.
Later on
While you guys were laying in bed watching Caso Cerrado you explained to Kandomere what all those elf women said.
“Don’t worry I’ll take care of them,” Kandomere hissed. You look at him puzzled, thinking, “what in the world is he going to do?”
So what Kandomere did was not too harsh, no it wasn’t. He fired all those elf women and gave them a discourse of how if they ever disrespected you he would do something that would make them wish they never yelled at you. He also gave them a speech of how they should not judge people. So Kandomere does not mind that you are different. If you think you are ugly and imperfect Kandomere will make sure everyday that he proves to you, that he shows you, that everyday he will make it his mission to make you see how beautiful you truly are. He is madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with you even with all your imperfections. You are perfectly imperfect to him. And he wouldn't have it any other way.
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garyc0re · 7 years
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Tagged By: no one i just wanted to Rules: answer 30 questions, tag 20 blogs Nicknames: Hawk mostly lmao, some people call me mom and I have one friend who calls me Boob Gender: Female Star Sign: Sagittarius Height: 5′7 Time: 4:49 pm Birthday: Dec 7 Fav. Bands: Twenty One Pilots, The Neighborhood, Mother Mother Fav. Solo Artist: I love Melanie Martinez' music but I don't support a rapist. I also love Ed Sheeren, Eminem and Shawn Mendez Song Stuck in My Head: body - mother mother or stitches - shawn mendez Last Movie I Watched: it was a christmas movie abt dolly parton but i forgot the name Last Show I Watched: american dad When did I create my blog: July or August of this year What do I post: like... fucking everything. mostly reblogs Last thing I googled: something abt ptsd but im in incognito so idk what it was Do I have any other blogs: @spreading-positive-vibes (shared) and @sorry-im-not-good-enough (vent/oc) Do I get asks: sometimes but rarely Why I did choose my URL: it was my deviantart url, and i chose my deviantart url because it was my OCs name at the time (+101 because hawkmask was taken) Following: 512 Followed by: 87 on this blog, 36 on my side blog, 9 on my vent blog Average hours of sleep: haha i dont think i have an average Lucky number: 101, 16 or 22 Instruments: i only know how to play piano and i only know it as a beginner What I am wearing: long sleeve t-shirt and panties Dream job: tbh? artist. or youtuber. but that's not gonna happen most likely Dream trip: traveling all of the USA and stopping to visit each of my internet friends along the way Favorite food: steak Nationality: american Fav. song: right now either bit by bit by mother mother, body by mother mother, oh ana by mother mother, or angry sea by mother mother. Last book I read: haroun and the sea of stories Top three fictional universes I want to join: how to train your dragon (i want.. to ride a monstrous nightmare...), uhh bully se (its a little fucked up, but i like the freedom it shows tbh), and then a tie between pokemon or persona bc i'd like to have a persona and a pokemon thanks Tagged 20 blogs: haha no. but @silvsie-babe or @kiittenpaws can if they want to. i'd read it lol
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