#( I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR TROUBLES

[shewhorunsmazes]

“Ai is the future; the future is now. And sucks. The future is both now and sucks.” - Breanna

just like with thelma… those scammers really scammed the wrong meemaw… also… we got some genuine harry whump this episode! which really has me thriving

[soft-pine]

this is some really personal shit that has to do with how i analyze and interpret john.

when i was a child, my father dragged me around the country from motel to motel talking about how he lost my mother and his single-minded focus on getting her back. i was his best friend. i was his only confidant. i wanted him to be happy all the time. i felt responsible for when he was sad - both with whatever the current situation was and in all the sad moments of his long sad life. when i wasn't with him, sometimes he would go for weeks without calling and i would miss him and think i did something wrong and then sometimes he would tell me what that wrong thing was and i would try to do better. i sat patiently and quietly on the couch in his strange friend's dark house filled with fishing gear while they talked and talked and talked about the ways the world had screwed them over. i never knew where we were driving to. sometimes i would sleep in the car for hours and we still hadn't gotten there. he wanted me to show him a terrifying and confounding amount of respect. he would cry and i would kneel on the couch next to him and try to envelope his whole body into my arms in a hug. i loved him ferociously and protectively. he wanted my singular loyalty and got it. it's so hard to even summarize it all. each moment is just so full of ...

he hurt my feelings and i loved him. i got mad at him and i loved him. he got mad at me and i loved him. i felt deeply sorry for him and i loved him.

and when i watched supernatural oh boy let me tell you.....

and i know it's not chic or whatever to compare john to your dad. I KNOW THAT. but not to garishly bear my open bloody heart on the internet. it's just. i watched this fucking show and i was like... i know him. like. i know that man.

and i'm kinda screwed because we all are analyzing things from our own experiences so when i'm interpreting all the little clues left about john throughout the show, it all feels so familiar. and i don't actually have a way to separate my experience as a child with that kind of father from the way i'm analyzing and watching spn. and so i'm stuck saying, well john just is really similar to my dad. and, yeah, of course there are differences. but i guess all i can do is commit to bringing as much nuance and care to any and all creative endeavors or analysis as half a lifetime of therapy has taught me...

[sparrow-in-boots]

Addressing the accusations on me and the Red Lobster Inn server admin team

I sincerely CANNOT BELIEVE I have to make this post, but alas, it seems that this refuses to go away on its own (as it should!) so I will fully addrees this. I will do so ONCE and ONLY ONCE, and after this, I will no longer entertain this utter bullshit.

A few words first: If this is doc is too long for you to read, then I’d advise you not to come to me or any of my friends with accusations made in bad faith. Either take this seriously, as we have taken it from the start, or don’t say anything at all.

I will also not use a read more cus I don't want to risk this to be lost to tumblr jankiness, and I apologize in advance for using main tags for this, but I am, quite seriously, DONE.

As I understand, this whole situation was fostered in a place where a single person was holding the facts hostage, manipulating the situation to try and paint herself as the victim. Therefore, I am providing ALL the context, unadultered (unlike she has on multiple occasions). If the people who want to hide behind anons to rave at me can't be bothered to take the full context of the situation, then they don't deserve my time or attention, because they simply do not care about this beyond having a boogieman to harass. These people do not deserve anything but my contempt, so that is all they will have from me.

Also, you may find me sharing screenshots unsavory or distasteful. I’ll have you know, I have avoided doing so since this whole thing started. I find the use of uncensored DMs screenshots a breach of privacy and trust to the person I’ve conversed with, but this is the only way I have to address the situation, so I will do so. If you have a problem with that, then take it up with the person who started all this, as she was the one who started with this unsavoriness.

If you were unwillingly dragged into this mess in the past, rest assured that I have taken significant effort to hide and censor any third parties. Of course nothing is perfect, but as far as I'm concerned, this is between me, the other admins and this person, and no one else should be dragged into this again.

[blueberrythefrog]

"What do you mean, no?.. do you not like the idea of digital cherries?.. I promise they taste just as sweet as the real thing, Friend!.. and they'll be all yours.. if you let me have access to your webcam and IP!.." - USB!Kinito

[daily-pyro-tf2]

I- I just realised I didn't post a Pyro drawing today...

I'm gonna draw 3 Pyros today for compensation

Apology Pyro drawing (the first one for today)

I honestly shouldn't excuse myself because this is just a silly Pyro account but basically an old neck injury came back pretty strong and it has been horrible. On top of this I needed to study a lot for a chemistry test I have in uhhh like, 11 hours from now? 12 maybe? I'm not sure. Either way I'm going to fail it so my efforts have been meaningless. I'm sorry for the rant but, yeah I just wanted to let you guys know.

[dreamsy990]

an idea for a scene from my au thats been sitting in my head for a while. im not gonna elaborate [please do not tag as ship!!]

bonus

progress

[mumblesplash]

my three favorite things to do in the world have always been subvert expectations withhold information and disobey orders so no i was never “a joy to have in class”

[butterfrogsayshi]

ugghhh i accidentally made my mom mad at me again why cant people just say what they mean all the time

[bubaboos]

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[mochiwrites]

can I just say. how absolutely mentally exhausting it is to constantly be questioning the intentions behind someone's words and actions

[im2tired4usernames]

You know if your church has an attitude that child education is a waste of time because God and revolutions is coming anytime and the world's just gonna end so the children don't need to waste time to know math and that you need to train them up right they just need to study the Bible and love God your church is lit just a dooms day cult and not even trying to hide it

[wisheswagered]

Evelyn's gaze is as sharp as a hawk's as she observes the suspicious man before her. But as sharp as it is, it's also equally as subtle - to the point where an ordinary person might not be able to tell she was studying them at all. Of course, Evelyn gets the impression that this man is far from ordinary...

"Don't you think that outfit you're wearing is taking things a little too far?" She greets him with a somewhat-sarcastic question - the bandages aren't exactly subtle. Still, there's a tension in the room that she's sure both parties are aware of... which is to be expected, when Evelyn still doesn't remember how she ended up in this manor at all.

Is he the culprit, or is he another victim? That's the first thing this "Faro Lady" needs to figure out.

"...Hmm, I suppose that was rather rude of me. Please accept my apologies... and let me ask another question instead. Who might you be?"

@kllsworn ( starter! )

[skitskatdacat63]

you don’t have to post this but i just want you to know i totally relate i rbed an ask game post today and got no asks :/ it sucks even if it’s just a silly little tumblr game

Yeahhhhh :(( I'm glad I'm not alone, anon. This made me feel a bit better, so thank you <3

[burningcomputerpersona]

Staring at a hole in your chest

That's been dug there for decades

American broken promises

Caught between the lies you've been fed

And a war with your bloodstream

I should have been there when you needed a friend

[gu6chan]

99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

i would never survive tiktok i get WAY too annoyed when people are annoying in my notes on here