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#(i crave academic validation)
bl00ds0akedb0nez · 10 months
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I HAVE TO BE THE BEST. ALL FUCKING A’S. GET THE LEAD ROLE BE THE BEST. BE THE FUCKING BEST. IF SHE DOES BETTER THAN ME THEN WHAT AM I ? A FRAUD? I TOOK THE CLASS. SHE DIDNT. SO ALL FUCKING A’S THIS YEAR. DO BETTER. be better. Don’t be a failure.
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Remember kids! when life gives you lemo-
WHY THE FUCK WOULD LIFE GIVE ME LEMONS IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHY CAN’T IT BE SOMETHING LIKE MONEY OR ACADEMIC VALIDATION?! 
I DON’T EVEN LIKE LEMONS!!
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leviscolwill · 6 months
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my school year is officially over idk what to do with myself
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worstlovesong · 7 months
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Not me getting excited simply because my favourite prof said hi to me and addressed me by name as she walked past
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gothicrocks · 7 months
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Remus Lupin kinnies are the ambiverted perfectionists who crave validation from peers and academics and procrastinate by reading books. Like we want the grades but cba working to get them, but we wanna feel smart so we work on a story or read instead. Just me or?
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crypt-void · 8 months
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I consider myself something of an academic weapon B] (I have ADHD but will cry till I throw up if I make anything below a B)
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yournonbinaryicon · 9 months
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I feel so sick but I’m still going to school 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪
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I Need a new tattoo.
Also, the plan of studying all night (and then sleep till noon, as always) failed, because I started seeing people running around (it's 1 a.m. and I'm the only one awake right now).
I tried my best.
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nothing will remind you just how fucked in the head you actually are like going home for winter break
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slttygeto · 6 months
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born to ride suguru, forced to ride the bus to university everyday.
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how is it possible to be a regulus kinnie and a sirius kinnie and also a james kinnie and also a remus kinnie like I think I have reached the peak of mental illness
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bl00ds0akedb0nez · 1 year
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guess who’s staying up way too late trying to study for a math test tomorrow but their “studying” is just copying their notes because growing up as a gifted kid they never learned how to properly study 🥰
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(Inej signs up for a class and asks Nina to join her so she’s not alone, but Nina doesn’t take it as seriously as Inej wants to)
Inej: Well yeah, fun is good, but I also wanted to learn! People are always talking about what they learnt in high school, and I never got to go to high school
Nina: Ohhhhh you really wanted to learn. Yeah, I just wanted to have fun.
Nina: You know who you should go with?
*cut to classroom*
Wylan, with his hand up: I know! I know! I know!
Teacher, exhausted: Wylan, you asked the question
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wilde-ing · 10 months
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hate when people get mad at remus and lily being portrayed as better students than james and sirius in fics…like james and sirius are most definitely naturally smarter than remus, maybe even lily, but people forget that both remus and lily canonically felt like they needed to prove something because they were “allowed” to attend hogwarts. remus because he’s a werewolf, lily because she’s muggleborn. they both constantly study, burning the candle at both ends, secretly incredibly disgustingly jealous of james and sirius because of how EASY everything comes to them. they’re geniuses. they’re purebloods. they’re attractive. that’s not to say they don’t work for things, but remus and lily work HARDER. i mean remus was a PROFESSOR for fuck’s sake like 😭😭 that man was smart can we stop making it out like he’s being hermione-fied
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pearlssis · 19 days
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i love how even the slightest of external validation can make me all giggly ahhhhhhhh
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popping-greenbean · 1 month
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there are so many things that i could do so well,,, if only i could like.actually do them
#ok to rb or comment on if anyone wants to ??? i just want to ramble a bit#this post is about everything at once and nothing in particular but also very much about my art career wtf#i miss school already.having structure and clear immediate tasks to focus on and surrounded by people who i can tell myself can understand#like id still be feeling the raging imposter syndrome and self hatred but then at least i can still bury myself in schoolwork and#tell myself that its the best that i can do at the moment and i make excuses to forgive myself undeservingly for not doing more#back home with same old people into same old habits and i am once again 14 hiding in my closet writing edgy poetry plotting murder and#trying to ignore the yelling downstairs and trying to convince myself that its not my fault but at the core of it all it really is isnt it#and out of sight out of mind its harder to convince myself that i am still loved or worthy of it or even capable honestly#and craving the academic validation hearing someone say that what comes from my mind has any value at all any real meaning#and maybe then im still just trying to fool myself because what i want is for someone to believe im capable because i cant do it for myself#craving someplace i can distance myself from being who ive been all my life and guilt for not wanting what ive been lucky enough to receive#ok going to stop before i incriminate myself even more#prob will delete later but if i forget to haha hi#greenbean talks to plants
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