Thinking about the ideal relationship dynamic with older brother’s best friend, Eren Jaeger — your brother and Eren are off to college parties while you sulk about being left behind, and about how the world is unfair up until Eren notices and he’s like “Come on man, she’s cool. She can come.” He then looks at you with the most green you’ve seen in any eyes and asks you, “You’re cool, right?” and you don’t think anyone’s ever focused their eyes on you for that long and you smile.
You do try to play it off like it doesn’t mean anything to you, but you also start perking up, just a little, when he’s around (which you vehemently deny if confronted because that’s your brother’s loser friend. Your brother’s loser friend who voluntarily chooses to hangout with your loser brother). And you start to voluntarily put your book down / remove your headphones / turn off the tv and join in on conversations with the two. You even fake a little laugh when he says something not that funny only to find yourself banging your head against your pillow an hour later.
And eventually when you go off to college, you start finding other boys with dreamy green eyes and you think that you’ve grown out of your crush on him, because you weren’t kidding, he literally is just a loser who hangs out with your loser brother.
Except he does these little nice things for you once in awhile, like offering to pick you up at the airport when you’re back home for the holidays, offering to help you run errands that your mother has asked you to do, helping you pick out a gift for your brother... just the little things, and you find your insides flopping into itself every single time, over what is possibly only annoyance but it is also possibly, most definitely not annoyance.
And one night, after denying, and denying, and denying, when the two of you are perched on your balcony because he was helping you move into your own apartment this time. You’re both nursing the soft drinks in your hands, talking about life, and the best toothpaste to use and what not, and before you know it he’s leaning down to kiss you.
He backs away a little too early for your liking, but his hand comes back up to cup your face, his fingertips brushing over your lips, as he asks, “Was that okay?” And as you’re looking into his fixed green eyes, the same green of the trees that sway outside as you lay next to him in bed that night, you think maybe you never grew out of your crush after all.
I was just normal on Twitter not knowing what to draw
( Because I'm not going to draw Lance in a bunny suit just because my friend told me so 😡)
( Yes, I did it, but, shhhh)
It doesn't matter, I kept searching for ideas until this comment appeared
And so I decided to do it myself, I'm not the best at designing, I've never liked designing outfits but I was bored
I'm sorry if the lighting changes or the paper also changes, some I did at home and others at school 😿
What did I learn? Two things
That Steven is now my biggest enemy because they don't know the torture it was to draw him.
And Lance doesn't look good with a helmet
Don't try it, I don't know if it was due to the design of the helmet I had made, but it looks AWFUL
Obviously it's not the best that can be done, I have no experience, I just grabbed weird ideas to make the costumes and also I haven't colored them because I'm lazy
Another day I will color them, maybe this week, maybe not
Well, I have nothing more to say, I fulfilled my dream of drawing Lance with a lance.
Give Lance his master fair, urgently, because if not, I have to give a liter of ice cream to my friend
Well then... I'm finished with my little lighthouse (I have no idea how to build more than four floors, otherwise it would have been a bit higher)... but whatever. I built and furnished CC freely, there are only three or four store objects. It stands on a 20x 30 Lot (the short side is adjacent to the street). I'm not particularly good at building😅 and would have liked it to be a bit different. And you can't walk on the upper platform, I didn't know how to create access there. From the bedroom would have been stupid...well... I'll upload it to the exchange later 😊 if anyone is interested, I'd be happy to let them know when it's uploaded..
Oh, a little note about Sunset Died: I can't get to my pictures at the moment and have to wait until the studio on the Sims3 community site lets me in again🙄. So please be patient 😊 now i wish a nice day to everyone🥰
Oh wow, so I am no artist in any mean and I just recently started experiencing with those early 00s MTV /Cartoon Newtwork looking doodles and since I already did a post of "rewrite or rework" on the og ssl story here some "redesigne"