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[professionalfangirllife]

The moment when Soma appeared at the end of episode 4x02 of Black Butler

[marvelcivilwars]

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[hiraeth-daydreams]

I'm sorry Rudy my dad is a what

[arctixout]

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[withhikarii]

i recently /today/ started reading The Midnight Library and fell in love with the book so quickly!! Also found those green pictures from my backyard from last May -today was good!

[lovelygoblin]

So tired of seeing ppl who claim they've deconstructed their puritan religious beliefs/ society promptly turn around and moralize every single one of their opinions and beliefs. Please. I beg of you. Let go of the concept of sin. It is harming you and your judgement is harming others.

[nelyyo]

[myfreedomiholddear]

babe, how did you manifest your hearing back? I want to have better eyesight 😭😭

hi, lovely!

all I did was saturate my mind and assume the state of the wish fulfilled. this was at the beginning of my loassumption journey so I didn’t really know saturation was a method, I just did it to keep my mental diet in check. I did that for about three days to a week if I recall correctly, it was the first thing I’d affirm in the morning and the last thought on my mind before going to sleep. one day I just woke up being able to hear perfectly again and about a week after that I went to a doctor’s appointment and he confirmed my hearing, ear canal, etc was perfectly healthy.

lmk if you want a more elaborate post about that or about the other stuff I mentioned in my text post because that story might be the longest one lol but yeah long story short I lost my hearing in one ear and then half in my other ear REALLY QUICKLY like out of nowhere and I was terrified because there was a possibility it was cancer or something irreversible and I just refused to accept that was my reality. I simply did not want to claim that as my future. I persisted and it fixed itself overnight.

[luke-naberrie]

i have a lot of thoughts that have been collating for the last three months about crowley and aziraphale and i'm going to foist them upon everyone now.

this is probably an unpopular opinion, but i'm personally of the thought that of the two of them, crowley is the one out of a/c who is ace/demi leaning, and that he's the one more... i don't know, wary about touch.

there is no argument that crowley loves aziraphale. he does, utterly and completely and stupidly. (so very, very stupidly.) but i also think, much as he might vehemently argue about it, that crowley is more about the romance side of things. he watches richard curtis films. he takes aziraphale to the ritz (and other restaurants) for lunch. he saves aziraphale's books over the alcohol during the bombing just because. he drives aziraphale around in his beloved bentley (and let's him drive it to edinburgh!). he miracles hamlet to be a success as 'his treat'. he takes him to a graveyard so they can laugh at a statue of gabriel together. acts of service and all that.

even his kiss looked as though he had seen it in a romantic film, like that's what he thought you do in desperation. (not that i'm complaining lmao.)

aziraphale, in series two, shows his love through a lot of physical touch and looks. obviously he has the romantic side as well - he turned himself into a sidhe and abducted all of whickber street so he and his beloved could dance together, even giving away one of his books to do so - but he touched crowley a lot this series. the pub chest trail was very. well. and the looks. how many times have we caught him either looking crowley up and down or outright leering at him? there's a reason why i keep saying 'rip crowley when aziraphale gets his hands on him again' because goddamn. the whole 'there must be... something... i can do for you?' in 1941.

aziraphale shows his love through kidnapping an entire street of humans so he can dance with crowley and openly thirsting and starving for crowley ('please, do it again, right now'). but he also does things he knows crowley likes. he lets crowley rescue him, despite being more than capable enough of getting himself out of his own messes, because 'it makes him so happy'. i think he threw the ball for crowley because he knew that crowley likes romance, even if he'll never admit it. he knows what crowley likes ('you like waiting inside!').

looking at the physical touches, i don't think crowley is ever the first to initiate a touch between them, other than the kiss of desperation and the handshake on stage in 1941 (which was for public appearances and was so brief it barely counts). in their private moments, he lets aziraphale come to him. he holds out his hand to aziraphale in the bookshop in the 1941 flashback, but aziraphale is the one to close the distance. when they're swapping back to the actual forms post-heaven and hell trickery, crowley holds out his hand yet again, but aziraphale is the one to take it.

i think, the next time they kiss, aziraphale will have to be the one to bridge the distance between them because i think crowley will be wary of doing so again. and i do not think aziraphale's kiss will be as chaste as crowley's was.

this got away from me a bit, but my (original) point is that a/c doesn't need both of them to be full of lust (as i've seen in a, frankly, exhausting amount of fics) for it to be a fulfilling, love-filled relationship. aziraphale obviously has enough lust for the both of them, and crowley has all the genders. balance. or something.

(and once more, ace/ace-leaning people don't necessarily not experience sexual attraction. for a lot of people on the ace spectrum, it's about finding a person with whom they have a meaningful emotional connection, and aziraphale is that to crowley.)

[professionalfangirllife]

Anya receiving a stella and a tonitrus at the same time is simply so in character and legendary.

Because, obviously, Anya is an absolute legend.

[marvelcivilwars]

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[arctixout]

they all look so 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹happy

[asoftspotforangels]

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