#*sobs with frustration*
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bad end
[i'm a sucker for a lightwarden au hehe]
#ffxiv#wolcred#thancred waters#warrior of light#oc; cas eversong (it's a stage name)#ffxiv wol#cA's art#shadowbringers spoilers#lightwarden#nothing quite like making a deal to kill the person u love “in case it goes wrong” and then it goes wrong#tag rant incoming here#i. experienced SO MUCH FRUSTRATION with this one#fully restarted the first image 3 times and the second image twice. like from scratch#my vision was NOT lining up with what i was actually making sobs#sometimes u finish art but this time the art finished me#im gonna lie down for several hours as is customary at this time of night
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I like to think maybe I manifested this moment happening based off my pre-Chamber post but let’s be real this was gonna happen anyway bc the husbands always find each other
A little song recommendation for your viewing experience. I have been. Obsessed. With this song lately and have had it on repeat, intoxicated by it and gorging myself sick on punkintyre feels.
#now do I need to draw one for Seth….#wwe#leigh talks wrasslin#the love is there and it’s full of heated stares and growled vows/threats and grasping bloodied hands#fantasticalleigh’s art#drew mcintyre#cm punk#punkintyre#drewpunk#fighting all the way to the altar#fuck backgrounds tbh I HAD to get this done otherwise it wouldn’t have been.l ready until Friday or something#you do not know how obsessed I am with that moment. it haunts me#still sobbing analyzing every little second every interaction between sethpunkintyre at EC#still frustrated Drew was first one out. they are edging us so bad rn I swear to god#also GIVE IT UP FOR DREW’s NEW GEAR!!! of which I didn’t pay that much attention to the details here lol
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back in the trenches... another book 7 rambles 😭😭

CRYING ABOUT THIS ACTUALLY.... DO YOU KNOW THE IMPLICATION OF THIS.... realistically, one of the first words of babies are referring to their mothers and the last "true parent" that held Silver was his mother, Princess Leia, but here baby Silver called out for his father, and Lilia didnt taught him that😭
Now these words might be calling out to Lilia now, but I'm also thinking since TWST is a world where babies can recall words or songs they heard even when theyre "not concious yet", I was thinking baby Silver heard this word when he was still with Dawn 😭😭😭 Imagine Dawn holding this baby and guiding him to speak his first words like "papa"... and thats like Dawn's last moment with Silver... AAAAA 😭😭😭😭
since this was still infant Silver, I was thinking this memory occured when Silver was adopted by Lilia only a week or months ago 😭✨ so its still possible that baby silver was reacting based on his past (which can potentially be baby Silver is remembering Dawn through Lilia in this scene)


AAAAAAAUAGFJWJFS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The fact!!!! The fact that he only took after being his father because he didnt want to deny this baby's affection !!!! LILIAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#disney twst#lilia vanrouge#tws silver#silver vanrouge#ISTGG IM SO SLOW WITH READING BOOK 7 BCS 1) MY CARDS ARE SO WEAK AT THE BATTLE MAPS#IM ALWAYS STUCK ON SOME FRUSTRATING TILE#AND ALSO BECAUSE ITS EMOTIONALLY DISTRESSING 😭😭😭#gotta mentally prepare myself bcs i end up with these posts with paragraphs long of me#just overthinking the details and sobbing at my preconceived story JHDIAHFJWD#diasomnia#twst book 7#twst diasomnia#twst wonderland#twst analysis#twst knight of dawn#twst dawn knight#im always kike... i finish one chapter and i gotta close my app to compose myself JDJKAKD#THEY ARE THE WORST FOR MY MENTAL HEALT EVER#i didnt mean to post this on main 💀but whatever jahfjwhs
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Wrist Health Update
Hey all, I thought I'd give an update regarding my wrist injury and recovery: I'm currently seeing a physiotherapist and (less frequently) a RMT to try and get my wrist all recovered. I've got exercise and strength training regimens to do in addition to appointments for getting the muscles worked on.
I'm still working hard trying to get it all better, but the most frustrating part about injuries like this is that it takes a long time to get back to 100%. If this is about the same as last time I was injured, I expect that I won't be back to normal (i.e. able to draw full days both for work and my fandom stuff without issue) until the end of the year/start of next year.
That said, that doesn't mean there will be no art from me! I'm trying to ease back into drawing with small amounts of time each day, seeing how much work I'm able to tolerate. Right now it's not more than 1-2 hours a day, all spaced out. So I'm trying to make a little progress on some fandom stuff. With a lot of luck (and exercise), I may be able to finish the short DR project I was doing by next month, and then another Eldritchrune comic after that.
However, that will probably slow down again once I try to go back to my job, which I'm hoping to do at the end of the month. Considering I've already missed way more work (and paychecks) than I'd like, even part-time work is going to take priority. And in general any drawing I'm doing for pay (like Patreon) will come first.
So, that's all to say: I'm getting professional help on getting better, I'm making sure to do my stretches and exercises, and I can tell I'm SLOWLY but steadily improving. There will be art, but it will likely be slow and spaced out for the rest of the year. I'm not sure when it will be safe to do art streams again, but in the meanwhile I can manage some game streams! And I can still answer questions or do discussions from the inbox!
Thanks so much again for being patient! I wish recovery was a faster deal!
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have either of you been to the chiropractor for any reason because hot DAMN there is no better feeling than having some stranger snap your neck and voila your pain is gone
(shadow idk if your pain is caused by the chaos energy?? or immortality?? or something?? but it could be something to look into! juuuust saying!)

My chronic pain is caused by a mix of my body not handling the strain of excess Chaos Energy well, and mobility issues. Chaos Energy is managed, in part, by the inhibitor rings, while my airshoes help with mobility.

Other things that help include heat, rest, specific exercises, and a chiropractor. Unfortunately, painkillers don't work.

It can be hard to figure out what helps with chronic pain or illness. Try taking note when you have good days and bad days, see if there's any correlation with anything you do on those days.

Nooo way, I’m never going to a chiropractor, I’ve heard the sounds Shadow’s bones make in there!
Oh, the cat’s name is Darkness. She’s staying with us while we look for her owner.

#hedgehog doodles#the hedgehogs answer#tag: shadow has chronic pain#[projecting my current flare up / frustration that the painkillers arent working / physio onto Shadow]#[personally i would neverrrrr go to a chiropractor bc they would probs kill me]#[but i certainly understand the Chronic Pain Desperation]#[also wait POTS anon!! im almost certain i have POTS too but i will probs never seek a diagnosis bc it would take Forever to be seen sobs]
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cats the musical
#CRIES AND SOBS AND SCREAMS AND YELLS ETCETERA ETCETERA#i think i'm ill#cats i love you so bad it makes me want to cry and i'm not even joking#you know when you love something so much but there's so much love in your heart you can't even express it properly so you're just left#fumbling over your words and you're frustrated you can't even explain it and there's just so much love it makes you want to cry.#or is that just me. being autistic#<- i've always wondered that lmk if anyone's felt that way idk i always feel this i think there;s something wrong with me#sorry what am i even saying. i need to go to bed
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I finally.... finally.... did it.... *dies*

THIS ONE I SWEAR!!! Somehow it kept counterspelling all my attempts! Didn't matter whether I tried for the most likely spell to come or least, it always found a way to kick me in the damn balls!
#*sob*#i finally got 3S#i thought I would be stuck at SS even though I had so little points to grab to improve the rank#that would’ve been so frustrating#twst#mindless rambling
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Leo has a lot of love for his comics, constantly rereading them (mainly for the art) and overall having a lot of sentimental value for them, especially because reading them is something he likes to do when he’s just existing in a space with his family.
And then the Shredder happens. And then the invasion happens. And then life in general happens. And, suddenly, most of Leo’s comics are either too damaged to fix or gone entirely.
But it’s fine! He’s growing up, so he doesn’t need them anymore. So what if it’s one more bit of childhood lost? It’s fine - it’s fine.
Enter Mikey.
Mikey, who is so, so empathetic and cares so, so much about his family - he notices, and he decides to do something about it.
Unfortunately, most of the comics are vintage, and completely unavailable in any form but digital.
Good thing Mikey is an artist.
So over the course of a month, Mikey secretly takes the time to painstakingly recreate Leo’s favorite Jupiter Jim volume. It’s hard, matching a style like that with only grainy online scans to go off of, but he manages.
He gives it to Leo on a mundane day, out of the blue, with a sunshine smile on his face.
Now- Mikey does all this secretly.
But Leo is very, very perceptive, especially in regard to his brothers hiding things from him. So of course he finds the unfinished work in progress comic about three days in.
He does NOT cry. He doesn’t.
Just as he doesn’t cry when Mikey presents him with the finished thing, nope, not a tear in sight.
His eyes are just wetter than normal as he gives Mikey the absolute biggest hug he could possibly give.
(And if Mikey finds the fridge and pantry always stacked with special ingredients only found in specific parts of the world whenever he so much as mentions wanting to try them, that’s neither here nor there.)
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rise leo#rise mikey#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#Leo portaling to another country and spending hours desperately trying to figure out which of the beans he found was the one Mikey mentioned#mikey spending hours on one panel on the days his arms are acting up#and he gets so frustrated because he HAS to make it perfect for Leo#and Leo just so happens to text him hey let’s go skateboarding!#(totally not because Leo noticed and decided to make Mikey take a break)#listen I love this duo sm they’re just so good#they mean so much to me sobs
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I am actually fully crying right now. I wanted to be gentle with him
#the most frustrating infuriating game I have ever played#actually literally fucking sobbing fuck#fuck this shitty new protagonist for taking this from me#Dragon Age#DA4 spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#i am so fuckinv sad man
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it took 5 years, but i finally got covid ):
#bunny rambles#on the one hand I'm really happy i was able to avoid contracting it for 5 years. feels very nice to be able to say that#on the other hand..... /:#i either got it bc of my wife's coworker or bc of the vet bc those were Literally the only 2 situations where i could have contracted it bc#i mask all the time. but i took my mask off to be with my cat of course and kiss him and love him and make sure he knew how much he was love#(also. i was sobbing so hard it was soaking everything so like yk. not effective mask)#and then when her friend came over i was so numb i didnt even think to mask bc i was just. not even mentally present#im upset about this and really frustrated but all i can do is continue masking and wait and see what happens i guess 🙃
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"This, dear sister, is a gift for you like no other" "For me?"
#the whole thing was such an adorable mess help i'm gonna sob#here we have juan arriving from spain trying to win lucrezia's affections back after he killed paolo without thinking it through#because he firmly believed that he did the right thing and that he protected his sister's honor but didn't realize she would hate him rip#not to mention that he was consumed with jealousy since he has incestuous feelings for her so he acted impulsively to kill paolo#and now he is gifting her a rare panther to mend their relationship lol you can see how much juan loves lucrezia but he's too frustrated#the shock of lucrezia actually standing up and trying to kill him had a huge effect as well#anyway juan loves his family so much and wanted to feel included but he was misguided and none of them gave him a break#juan borgia#lucrezia borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#david oakes#holliday grainger#periodedits#perioddramaedit#tvedit#weloveperioddrama#cinemapix#juan x lucrezia#by jen
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My tourettes: *loops I tic where I breathe in constantly*
My partner, having surrounded me with pillows (bless him): "I just really don't want you to choke on the pillow case-"
Me, trying to catch my breath: "it's fine, can't choke if I'm not breathing."
My partner: *genuine laughter*
I love him. He's amazing.
#tourettes#tics#actually tourettic#tics and tourettes#why are my tics like this#motor tics#tourettes memes#relationships#jokes#i love him#i love when he laughs with me#and doesnt get put off when i try to make jokes whilst im sobbing in frustration
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I just think: The Stans having to relearn eachother.
Its been decades since they've really known each other and while a lot is the same there's also a lot that has changed
And i just think once they get settled and try to slot themselves back together they realize that their pieces aren't the same as they used to be (but maybe they can still make them fit?)
#puzzle metaphor for some reason#stancest#i know it isnt great but hear me out#can be imagined as angst or just fluff#imma imagine it as a awkward hesitant fluff with them being all soft and weird as they try to re-figure each other (and themselves) out#and figure out how these new versions of each other that they arent that familar with fit together#and maybe getting a bit frustrated when they realize that theyre a bit more jagged then they thought#and trying to hide those parts in fear of them tearing at the other#but hiding was never needed because even change they are the same as theyve always been#each others#i just need them to be soft *sobs*
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Saw a post on here (I think??) where someone said there should be a Lisa Frankenstein Skullector set, and I 100% AGREE, so I drew this 🤓
Watch Lisa Frankenstein!!!
#lisa frankenstein#lisa swallows#monster high#horror#horror art#fanart#this took soooo long bc I kept getting frustrated with the creature#and also Lisa's hair gave me so much trouble *sobs*
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the way his tunic fits over his chest is literally the air I breathe every day
#i mean??? are y'all seeing this??#the way he is BEGGING me to lay my head on his chest#also my hands#and anything else#no words in the english language for how bad i need to bang him#need to literally shake the walls of the gladiator school#jk he's my husband we're making sweet love every night in our cozy little cottage in the hills hehe#all right last set from this scene I PROMISE#on to a new scene#this one is just. unearthly sexy#i need those massive arms around my waist absolutely choking the breath out of me#he is SOO he is SOOSOSOOSOOOO#SOO HOT#that facial expression is like#hhnnahaggsh staring me down like he's gonna do whatever he wants with me AND I'M FINE WITH THAT#work out some of that frustration on me babe#not sure who decided to put him in a costume that not only hugs every one of his muscles#but ALSO gives him this insanely masculine aesthetic that's just YUM#i want him so far inside me STAT WHO SAID THAT#if i'm not clinging to those colossal shoulders and moaning his name WHAT IS THE POINT#i just need to *experience* him#y'all the way i would do ANYTHING he wanted#life: ruined#*sobs uncontrollably*#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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like you would not believe
#womp womp#genuinely i feel like i was spawned in a fucking lab these days im just incapable of conversation :sob:#im not built to be a person i was supposed to be a bag of hot cheetos#not seriously upset abt this btw just doodling out of frustration lol#sparks speaks#vent#ig
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