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[ohlehdewwwit]

enjoy. 😂❤️

[notababy-babygirl]

Ang sad kasi di ko nasulit ung Holiday. Ang hirap kasi kumilos pag may ibang tao dito sa bahay. Nakakailang. Hahahaha! Tapos nagugutom ako. Hays.

[only-khimmayy]

Sergio Fam Out! 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦 See you Later, Anchorage! 👋 Tara na guys! At magroadtrip😁 #07312020 #whereto? #noplans #noreservations #bahalana 😃#whereevertheroadleadsus #alaskaroadtrip https://www.instagram.com/p/CDXnww6ngT9_JdlNvhNlGGCAjT0t_CAFJc6GCA0/?igshid=v5t4yrmzrbkh

[kairosjuly]

Delay

This week will be my first payout in my new job but there had been a slight delay. I was told by my superior to send my invoice earlier since the accounts will be needing my bank details prior to the fund transfer since the money will be transferred internationally. The 30th came but when I checked my online banking app, the amount hasn’t reflected yet. To be honest, I was worried. I didn’t receive any confirmation from the accounts that they have received my invoice document. Although my superior said that as far as he knows it’s fine. I sent another email to the accounts to confirm but I still haven’t received any response from them. I thought to myself, 

“Maybe it was the banking company. Maybe they needed few days to process the fund transfer. (cause you know, banking companies here in PH)”. 

It was few minutes after 5 in the afternoon that I received an email from my boss saying 

“Sorry about the delay – we have just set up a PHP account to make things easiest going forward.Your invoice is being paid today – hopefully it hits your account soon.”.

This email cleared every kind of stuff that I have in mind. At some point I did overthink. Lots of thoughts came into my mind like “Am I really gonna be paid?”, “Did I do something wrong and they won’t gonna pay me? (since I’m a contractor not a regular employee)” etc. Ridiculous me! 

Confirmations for me are very important as I really tend to overthink things. One of my love language is words of affirmation (I think that’s my top love language haha!). I know actions speaks louder than words but in my case I needed to hear words. I believe words can either make or break someone. Not saying any word is another. Although, like closure, words of affirmation/confirmation aren’t always available. I know in my heart that I needed to deal with that reality. Also not everyone will understand my case so I really appreciate those people who, even not in their nature, exert efforts to speak words of affirmation to me. 

Going back to the invoice story. Today, I received an email from a fund transfer service that the company used that my payout should reflect within the day and it did! Hooray! I’m grateful for today that I was also able to pay my bills without worrying about my savings. Oh and by the way, the promised amount from my previous company has also been transferred today (they still have to pay the rest of my backpay in parts though).  

That’s all for today! :D

[howtogetawaywithana]

Diary update 07312020:

i didnt really sleep well last night and i woke up with a panic attack since my stupid neighbour decided its time to throw out furniture at 8am. I smoked like 2 bowls and drank like 500ml of water and now i feel better lmaoo.

I got my salary today!!! ✨ Which means I can finally go to the city and buy new -well basically everything cause i ran out of most things- ksksdk

I'm going to meet up with my best friends today which is super fun!! by the way i wanted to tell you guys about my best friends: i met them when i was at the clinic. we all met cause we all suffer from bpd and we basically created an irl support system! the only bad thing is that we also all struggle with food and eating.. all of us want to lose weight and none of us well..really feel like eating. so honestly whenever i hang out with my friends i dont feel bad about eating at all. i can talk to them openly and it feels kinda freeing 🥺 we never said it out loud but we all have the same struggles so it kinda speaks for itself lmao.

This post was kinda long kskffk i apologize! ily if you read this far have a great day and stay hydrated! 🌙✨🌸

[secondlife]

Discover some beautiful, fun, and interesting new regions and art exhibits to explore in #SecondLife this week! #TGIF! #StaySafe #StayVirtual https://community.secondlife.com/blogs/entry/5407-highlights-from-the-second-life-destination-guide-07312020 

[msmin]

ATEEZ-INCEPTION (MUSIC BANK| 07312020)

[tbattung]

Joshua Tree National Park. 07312020 #joshuatreenationalpark #joshuatree#nationalpark

[usereductoforzombies]

Wooowwww I haven't opened my Tumblr in YEARS

Looking back at all my old posts and it looks like I was constantly depressed and battling anxiety during my days at the retail job

And my heart used to be so broken all the time

WELL

Dear 2015 Me and 2018 Me

Now we have the best bear ever. 🐻💛

[kimichan09]

07312020

Dinner

A glass of honey lemon tea, a nissin wafer, corned tuna, plate of rice, and hotdog

[prufrocksblues]

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Approaching thunderstorm last night. Just before my walk: in the distance quick flash of matches. Low drumrolls from immortal ten-year-old boys. The occasional snap of bottlerockets. Roman candles. Persistent laughter. 

source: PrufrocksBlues

[mykpopthinspo]

My official day 1 was really good. Drank a lot of water and ate within reason (maybe had 1 too many snacks? Nothing crazy though!)😌 didn't make it to my 10,000 steps but I still made it to 7,800 which is about 3.75 miles or 6 KM!

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[mybuddyjimmy]

The Daily Plan-it 07312020

[dreadnot928]

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[armandoplata]

GLOBAL HITS CON ARMANDO PLATA SHOW # 297 07312020

[secondlife]

Surf’s up! Today's #SecondLife pic of the day is by Iozi Wasp. Happy Friday! https://community.secondlife.com/blogs/entry/5406-second-life-pic-of-the-day-07312020