#09.09.19

[dreamidoodles]

dreameaters draws things closer to the darkness than the light

twit. 08.23.19. + twit. 09.09.19.

[signofsatellite]

September 2019: timeline

01.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in Italy  

02.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in London  

03.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

04.09.19: louis is in London // harry is mia 

05.09.19: louis is in London // harry is mia  

06.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

07.09.19: louis is in London // harry is mia 

08.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

09.09.19: louis is in London // harry is mia  

10.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

11.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

12.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in London  

13.09.19: louis is in Madrid // harry is in London  

14.09.19: louis is in Madrid // harry is mia 

15.09.19: louis is in Madrid // harry is in LA 

16.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

17.09.19: louis is in London // harry is in LA  

18.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

19.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in LA  

20.09.19: louis is at Heathrow // harry is in LA  

21.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in LA  

22.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

23.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

24.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

25.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

26.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in Miami  

27.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in Miami  

28.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in London  

29.09.19: louis is mia // harry is in London 

30.09.19: louis is mia // harry is mia 

[rememberingthesugden-dingles]

[jessepinkmvn]

eastenders meme  → [2/8] scenes • callum comes out to stuart

is that you g a y, then?

[liamnews]

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Hidden Clips from Liams Complete Spotify Playlist - 09/09

[stevesarnott]

All right? Still alive, then? Just about.

[niallfashionarchive]

Niall in London | September 9, 2019

Goorin Bros. ‘Wise Ass’ Trucker Hat ($35)

Niall wore this hat back in October 2017.

[emmerdalewardrobe]

Ryan Hawley - TV Choice Awards 2019 - 9th September 2019

Slim Cut Daisy Print Silk Tie in Navy £140.00 from Burberry

[sleepsucks]

[stylesarchive]

09.09

[kleingeschrieben]

Abschied

Wenn alle Sommer zu Boden fallen

und sich die Welt lautlos verneigt

um der Kälte den Vortritt zu lassen

so werde auch ich fort sein

denn ich gehe immer dann

wenn es am schönsten ist.

[holla-olla]

09.09.19

Товарищи я только что совершила каминг аут перед свои классом

[opheliarot]

they said: be seen and not heard. make your voice so small it withers and practice the art of concealing. be seen but never perceived. obfuscate. be an outline of a woman, a silhouette in mist, don't let them know you want. your wanting is your weakness, your wanting is your sin.

they said: people are not psychic and they cannot read your mind. you must communicate your feelings. you were taught manipulation but this isn't how you nourish the people you care about. use your words.

god, i am trying. i have spent so long swallowing myself and then reaching down my throat for the scraps that i don't trust my own ability to give the words shape. when you hide yourself away for so long, even you forget who the pieces total up to when brought back together. recovery is an act of violence, of breaking down and fashioning together, and there is nothing beautiful or easy about it. there is nothing palatable here, nothing digestible.

god, i am trying. i am pulling parts of myself from the back of my throat, i am digging them out from between my teeth, i am finding them hidden away beneath my tongue. all of these pieces i am trying to give to you, inviting you to watch as i cut and staple and solder them together into something understandable. i want so badly to be seen. can you make out the sharp edges now? can you see the dark circles under my eyes? the slant of my nose?

god, i am trying. i am working my jaw around a tongue that feels like leather, trying to form the right words for you. my mouth is dry and my lips are cracking but i am choking out syllables and sentences for you, definitions and descriptions. i am saying: this is me, please notice. i am saying: i am trying to be better, please be patient. i am saying: i need you so much closer, please don't walk away.

[eeballum]

I really wanted to see Jays reaction but ..

[dizzynfalling]

Ahhh, I’m SO happy right now!