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"I Hate You!"

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 11th Word: Hate

Tags: Angst, Nightmares, Hurt! Carlos, Worried! TK

Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Anxiety,

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos

“I HATE YOU!!”

The words keep going through my head like they are echoing in my head, over and over. I don’t know what I did to get him to hate me, but please somebody tell me so I can fix it. I love him so much, how am I supposed to handle not having the most important person to me hate me. I feel my eyes blurring even worse when Iris all of a sudden shows up in front of me, saying, “You are to blame for everything. How did I even become your best friend, because your face annoys me.” That doesn’t scare me as much though, because I know that she sometimes talks brutally honest, but why would she say that?

Then it’s like the scene around me changes, and see a gun to my face and try to look at who is behind the gun and see it’s TK standing by a man. I am so confused that I try to say something, but all of a sudden I have no voice, and then I can’t hear anything around as a gun shot goes off. Then I see as TK is dead and bleeding on the floor, ‘What now?’ I love him.

BLOOD

SO MUCH BLOOD

Then the scene around switches again to see TK and Alex kissing, and what am I supposed to do especially when I look around and see that everyone looks so happy.

NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!

Suddenly I feel like I am being shaken and think that I hear TK’s voice. “Carlos, Carlos, CARLOS! Please answer me Baby, I am right here.” I startle awake and look around me seeing that I am in our bed. I feel around and realize I am not there alone when I see TK looking at me worried. I smile because he is here with me, not with Alex, hopefully doesn’t hate me, but I am the happiest that he wasn’t that bloody heap of a body on that floor anymore.

At that thought I scan his body to make sure he is okay, that he isn’t hurt at all, and nope I see nothing, but I still have to ask, “You are alive right? You are okay? You are not hurt, right?” He just looks at me confused and I feel like I am going to start crying with all of my built up emotions, but I need him to tell me. I feel like I am suffocating, and when he still doesn’t say anything, I yell out, “ANSWER ME!”

I think we are both startled by the yell, but it does help because TK finally says something, “I am sorry, yes I am okay and no I am not hurt.” I smile, but then he asks the question I have been regretting, “What happened to you? Are you okay? You kept saying my name and then ‘I hate you,’ so do you? Do you hate me? P-please tell me that you don’t.”

I look over his face and want to start crying because of how heartbroken he looks and I start to explain the apparent nightmare to him and he slowly starts cuddling closer and closer to me. No matter how close he gets, I am so happy that he is here with me, and I am with him.

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The Sun Can Be Scary

March 13th Word: Sun

Tags: Fluff, Future fic, References to Season Finale of Season 1, Tarlos has kids, Married life

Warnings: Spoilers for Season 1 Finale, so if you haven’t watched it...

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK & OFC(s)

Characters: TK, Carlos, Ryan (OFC), Ashton (OFC)

I love the sun, and have always loved the sun, it is warm, safe, and beautiful in the sky. I have so many good memories related to the sun, days on the beach, eating ice cream in the summer air, and so much more. Though I now think about the sun differently and it was all because of something so unexpected. I don’t think anybody expected it, and I think people including me even didn’t know it existed, I mean who has heard about a solar storm? 

It has been years since that tragic storm hit Texas, but the sun still scares me to this day, even if that is such a rare experience and probably will never happen again. I just don’t think loving the sun as much as before will ever be the same. However, there is one thing that came out of that tragedy, and that is two things. One, I finally got my stuff together and asked Carlos to be my boyfriend because of the tragedy, which means possibly if we didn’t have it I might not have my husband today. Now, even that thought sounds awful so I am glad for that storm, and even more than that Carlos is ‘My Sun,’ he is my warmth, safe place, and everything else. Which of course makes me so happy to think about. 

Speaking of him I look in the kitchen and see ‘My Sun,’  cooking us dishes and I watch as I watch our twin daughters, Ashton and Ryan coloring and feel my lips twitch upwards in a smile. So maybe the sun is mixed for me, and I still feel both love and fear towards it, but as long as I have Carlos by my side I will be fine because he is my safety.

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Pain for Love of Another

(Harmful but Intimate Touch Part 2 - Carlos POV)

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 3rd Word: Pain

Tags: Angst, Hurt!TK, Protective!Carlos, Good Boyfriend Carlos, Past Abusive Relationship, Trauma, Angst with a happy ending?

Warnings: TK has trauma, PTSD , Alex is warning all his own! Talk about trauma (non-explicit)

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos

Pain…that is all I feel at this moment as I listen to my boyfriend telling me all the awful details of what his ex did to him. All I want to do is find a car, a train, a plane or any transportation to New York to kill that son of a bitch. ‘No, I can’t do that, not only would it not help anything, I would be going back on the promise I just made to TK that I wouldn’t do anything except listen and be here for him. Also, I can’t do that because he doesn’t deserve to die or anything that simple, he deserves to live with the thought that he lost the best person he will ever have. As well as, living with the regreat of what he did, that is if he can regret or even care enough to realize he messed up and hurt somebody so much that they can’t let people in.

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Harmful but Intimate Touch

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 2nd Word: Touch

Tags: Angst, Hurt!TK, Worried!Carlos, Good Boyfriend Carlos, Past Abusive Relationship, Trauma, Angst with a happy ending?

Warnings: TK has trauma, PTSD, Touch hypersensitivity, Using hot water as a way to self harm (not-explicit), Alex is warning all his own!

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos

Ever since I got out of the hospital and Dad and I came to Texas after my overdose I have been scared of touch. I usually love touch, but the person who touched me most before I left was Alex. So, I can’t handle people touching me, though it’s hard to think that way since, it all just reminds me of that cheating and hurtful bastard. What people don’t know is that the last time we touched wasn’t necessarily a good experience, however, it was what I was used to. So, as I feel the hot water scalding my skin, I finally feel better and more myself. Maybe, I can try to let people in, even when it is hard and scares me. 

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Why I love him

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 5th Word: Love

Tags: Fluff, love confessions, Carlos and TK are in love, Grace is the best girl, Grace and Judd are the best friends and family to TK.

Warnings: Reference to bad past relationships and Owen and Gwen being bad parents, References to Drugs and Alex, Alex will forever be his own warning.

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship), TK & Grace & Judd, Carlos & Grace & Judd, Grace/Judd, TK &126, TK & Everyone except for his parents and Alex

Characters: TK, Carlos, Grace, Judd

Carlos POV:

I watch as Judd waits for me to answer the question he asked as soon as we walked into his and Grace’s guest room so we could have a private talk. He seems to be scanning my face and trying to figure out what I will say in response.

I can’t keep looking him in the eye because I feel exposed just as he just silently waits for a response with his eyes scanning me like that. So, I look down and try to think about my response, ‘What do I feel for TK? Do I love him?’ At the second question in my thoughts I realize my answer, and so I sit back up and look back into Judd’s wandering eyes and respond, “I love him, I am sure of it. I was scared for a long time to even think that way, since I knew who TK was and what his past was, and knew that I needed to be confident in what I thought because he deserves that. However, I am confident now, I love him, actually I am in love with him, and have been for quite a long time. I just haven’t said it out loud. Since, my head would fill with what-if questions that made me unconfident with my feelings get unreciprocated or something happening with TK.”

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Gifts for Toddlers are the Best!!

(A/N: I know this is very short...sorry)

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 8th Word: Gift

Tags: Fluff, Carlos and TK love their niecie, Charlie is everyone's favorite

Warnings: TK has trauma, PTSD, Touch hypersensitivity, Using hot water as a way to self harm (not-explicit), Alex is warning all his own!

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK & Carlos & Charlie

Characters: TK, Carlos

“Hun, we need to go to the grocery section now.” I hear Carlos tell me from behind me while I get distracted by another pretty dress. I pick it off the rack and show him, it’s a peach colored dress with tuft at the bottom and can see Charlie wearing it. As I look up to see my husband’s reaction he is shaking his head, and says, “Babe, haven’t you already gotten a lot of clothes for her?”

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Tk's Best Kept Secret

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 4th Word: Secret

Tags: Angst, Hurt!TK, Good Boyfriend Carlos, Past Abusive Relationship, Trauma, Texas is TK's Home, Slightly OOC for TK's Parents (though I could see it being not), I put TK through the wringer

Warnings: PTSD, Alex is his own Warning!, Owen and Gwen are not Good Parents, Abandonment Issues, Drugs, Addiction, (None of it is very explicit at all and most is just mentioned or referenced), Rape/NON-Con (Referenced)

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos, Alex (mentioned), 126 crew(mentioned), Owen Strand (Mentioned), Gwen (mentioned), Carlos's Parents, everyone in cast is probably mentioned.

Everyone has secrets…something I know deep in my heart however I still feel like I am the only one who has secrets. Maybe that is just because my secrets take up so much of me and that slightly scares me. Not only with Alex not really knowing me because I have kept things from him or my parents who also don’t really know me in some ways. I think a lot of people have this issue though, not feeling understood so keeping things secret is so much easier.

I have never found someone who I feel like I can trust with myself. Though after being abandoned and hurt more than once by people who are apparently supposed to love and care about you, it makes it hard to not keep secrets. Secrets are just so easy to keep and it also helps me control the anxiety I have with letting people into my inner self and who I truly am. I can’t handle telling people everything that has happened to me, not when they wouldn’t understand.

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Warm to My Cold

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 1st Word: Warm

Tags: Fluff, Comfort, TK is a simp for Carlos

Relationships: TK/Carlos, Grace/Judd (mentioned), Judd & TK, Grace & TK

Characters: TK, Carlos, Grace, Judd, and Other Canon Characters in background.

I am always cold and Carlos is always warm so it works great for us when we need to cuddle or hug. I always feel like his warmth is all I need to feel warm, I don’t need a sweater or anything covering my skin to feel warm. 

I feel myself smile as I think about my boyfriend and not realize that I went into my head for too long to the point of being startled when I feel a poke to my cheek. Then I look up and see Judd laughing as he teases, “Hey T what are you thinking about?” I feel my cheeks heat up where I was poked, which definitely tells them what or more like who I was thinking about. Then I get told as much when Judd laughs again and says, “You are way too cheesy sometimes with Carlos.”

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Warm to Your Cold

(Cold to Your Warm Part 2 - Carlos's POV) *Less than 200 Word*

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 2nd Word: Touch

Tags: Short fic, Drabble less than 200 words,

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos

I feel like all I can do is just fall further and further for this man and everything that he is. We just work together, even though we are opposite in so many ways, but our opposites kind of work together. For instance, the fact that I always run warm, it works with the fact that he always runs cold. I can be the comfort he seeks when he is cold, tired, or sad, hurt, or anything else. From all he has been through all I want to do is be his safe place and one of the people he is not afraid to go to even at the worst moments.

So, yes I am warm and he is cold, but we work best because of that fact.

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Stress Can Push People Away

(A/N: LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT A CONTINUATION)

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 9th Word: Stress

Tags: Angst, Emotionally hurt! TK, Some communication is needed

Warnings: TK feels abandoned, Carlos is overexerting himself, Possible open ending

Relationships: TK/Carlos

Characters: TK, Carlos

Pieces of fabric mixed with food samplings covering the table, different kinds of cameras, and a stack of business cards sitting on of the chairs in the kitchen. This is all I see as I walk into my apartment, and sigh knowingly as I walk further into the room. I look to try and find my fiancé, but there are no clues that he is here except for the mess of the apartment with all the different parts of our wedding. Well, that is until I walk over to the table to organize it a little and turn and see Carlos looking to be worn out, sitting in just his boxers, and a button-up shirt as he is sleeping still with his phone in his hands. So, I walk over to try to pluck his phone out of his hands and he seems to startle awake.

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THE Surprise Party

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 7th: Party

Tags: 911 and 911 Lone star Crossover, Found Family

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK & 126, TK & Everyone, Eddie/Buck, TK & Eddie, TK & Buck, TK & Chris, Buck & Chris, TK & Maddie

Characters: TK, Carlos, 126, Tommy's Girls, Wyatt, Charlie, Maddie (911), Eddie (911), Buck (911)

I sigh worriedly once again, because, what if TK doesn’t like this? I feel a hand on my back as I look over to see Tommy and before I can ask what’s wrong she just says, “It’ going to be great, and TK will love it.”

I feel my worry go down a little bit, but I still bite at my lip as I look around at the decorations, the food, and everybody at TK and I’s house. I am going over my mental checklist, just to make sure everything seems fine and will be fine when the birthday boy shows up. At the worried stare that I feel from the side of me, from Tommy I look over at her and say, “I don’t want to do anything wrong. This is my first surprise birthday party I set up and I want to make it special, and not have his first experience be memorable in a good way, not bad.”

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Live in This Moment Forever

(A/N: FIC IS MADE TO BE READ WHILE LISTENING TO THE SONG)

Tarlos Fic for @tarlosweeklyprompts March Daily One-Word Prompt Event!!

March 10th Word: Forever

Tags: Fluff, Wedding First Dance, Song fic

REMINDER!! LISTEN TO ANGEL BABY BY TROYE SIVAN WHILE READING!!

Relationships: TK/Carlos, TK/Alex (Past Relationship)

Characters: TK, Carlos

I just wanna live in this moment forever

‘Cause I’m afraid that living couldn’t get any better.

Started giving up on the word “forever”

Until you gave up heaven, so we could be together

Angel Baby By: Troye Sivan

I feel myself slowly sway to the music as I look at my husband in the eyes. “Wow.” I think while I look him in the eye, I finally can call him my husband. It took forever to come to this point, and I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way. We have been put through everything it seems, but we still got here, today with all of the people who love us around us. I am so happy to be able to share this moment with all of them, but especially with the man in front of me.

I feel so giddy about all of this that I get startled when he responds, “Wow, what? Ow!” I look confused and then I realize that as I was startled I stepped on his foot and being the person I love he teases, “Okay, Babe I knew you were not skilled in the art of dance, but have you gotten worse?” I shake my head slightly feeling my lips purse as I pretend to sulk at his teasing, but as always Carlos can see through everything and just raises one eyebrow, in that non verbal ‘Really?!’

I just smile back and say finally, “Okay I was so in my thoughts, I am sorry for stepping on your foot. Do you need me to kiss it better?”

In response he just grins saying, “I think I would, but not my foot but maybe right here,” as he points at his forehead. I smile and give him a little peck on the forehead and then he smiles back and says, “Nope I am still hurt.”

I kiss him on his eyelids as he shuts his eyes, which of course is wrong and then try his nose which did get me

I grin and laugh out as I peck his cheek, “Is this better?”

He just shrugs and replies, “Close.”

I smile and then peck his chin

“Closer”

I peck him on the jaw.

“Super Close.”

I kiss him on his eyelids as he shuts his eyes, which of course is wrong and then try his nose which did get me an adorable sight of him scrunching up his nose, but he still shakes his head.

I pretend to be confused and say, “I am not sure where you want to be kissed, you might have to show me.”

He wastes no time and puts his hands on both of my cheeks and leans in and kisses me on the lips, which makes me gasp slightly because Damn, he is such a good kisser. I smile as I listen to the song once again in the background of our first dance and realize it is pretty perfect for us.