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[lukall705]

Why do so many talented writers waist their talent on making incest or straight up S@ smut 🙂

just had to unfollow another person cuz i found out they made a incest fanfic!!><

[lukall705]

Why do so many talented writers waist their talent on making incest or straight up S@ smut 🙂

just had to unfollow another person cuz i found out they made a incest fanfic!!><

[lukall705]

I'm so sorry for anyone whose waiting for their request to be writen, i'm still kinda on a break and on some of them i just don't know how to start/finish the fanfic 😭😓

I'm not ignoring anyones request its just i dont know how i should write it and i could really use some help on them 😓

I also have like really low motivation to write i'm sorry 😭 i'll try my best to post at least one fanfic every week

[lukall705]

Hii!! Can I req Chuuya x SH reader? Can be both angst and fluff, you don't have to tho if you don't wanna <3

𝓒𝓱𝓾𝓾𝔂𝓪 𝔁 𝓖𝓝! 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻

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This is another thing i didn't expect people to request, and it brings me so much comfort when i find sh comfort fanfics:(

If you are struggling with sh please know i'm always open to talk if you want:) and i'll try to comfort you to the best of my ability! (i'm usually not on here during the day so you can ask me for my discord in dms)

I'M SO SRRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE I REALLY NEEDED A BREAK SINCE I WAS SO STRESSED FROM SCHOOL 😭

Also, English isn't my first language so please dont mind any spelling errors!!

TW: SH, gore? Talk about fresh SH cuts, Might be ooc😓 please tell me if i missed anything!

Words: 1,3k

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sometimes in life things don't go the rigth way, is what people say, they say "sometimes in life things don't go the way we want, but thats just how it is"

But right now it felt like absolutely nothing was going the right way, you felt like the whole world was against you, like you were some useless peace of garbage that could be thrown out at anytime, like there was no one in this damn world that would sit down and listen to your pityfull problems. you were at your abselut worst.

And the only thing that could help the with it was the razor in your hand, which is cutting your thigh. you move almost like a robot, you don't even feel the pain of the razor anymore. everything seems like a dream, all the blood coming out of your cuts and dripping and mixing in with the water of the bathtub, your vision being slightly blury.

You can feel your heart pounding in your chest as you bring your razor to your Radial vein. you shake slightly as you look down at your wrist debating if you should cut it or not.

As you start breathing faster you look at the suicide note you left on the chair next to the bathtub. you wondered how long it would take for chuuya to find you, would he even care if you died?

you feel tears start to run down your face and you start to sniffle uncontrollably.

As you're about to cut the vein you hear a loud knock on the door, "[name]? baby are you in there..?" your boyfriend chuuya asks in a quiet voice.

You quickly wipe your tears and panic a bit as you didn't lock the door since you weren't expectinc chuuya to come home this early, "Y-yeah.." you say trying to not sound sad, but knowing chuuya he most likely heard the saddnes in your voice.

"Darling.. is something wrong..?" He asks in a conserned voice, "i'm just.. washing my hair" you try to come up with an exuse while your whole body is shaking. "Darling, you washed your hair yestarday tho? are you really okay in there..?"

'Damn i forgot about that' you think while trying to find a place to hide the razor. While you panic you some how bump into the soaps and knock them down making a loud noise. "Baby are you okay? i'm coming in" he says and opens the door, "NO WAIT!" but before you can stop him, he has already opened the door and seen your cuts.

.....

.....

After a few moments of silence and staring at each other, chuuya finally makes a move closer to you.

"...Chuuya.. please i'm sorr-.." You try to explain but your voice starts to shake and you feel a lump in your throat. "...shh.." He quitelly walks closer to you and wipes the small tears that have started to for in your eyes.

"...I'm so sorry.. i k-know i said i'd.. try to stay clean for you.. i tried my best.. i swear.. i'm sorry.. please.. p-please don't get mad.." You sob as more and more tears start falling from your eyes. Your vision is starting to blur from all the tears, so much so that you can't even see chuuya anymore.

"....shh... darling.. i would never be mad at you.. what could ever make you think that..? i understand how hard it is to recover from something like this.." He whispers into your ear while holding you close, not even caring about the blood staining his clothes.

All you can do is cry and cry, you cant even manage to answer his question, all that came out if your mouth were pityfull sobs and 'i'm so sorry'. Chuuyas shoulder was becoming wet form all the tears but he didn't mind, he would do anything just so that you could feel better.

After some time of Chuuya trying to comfort you and trying to get you to tell what happened, did you finally calm down slightly, just enough for you to able to answer his questions.

....

Chuuya starts washing your cuts gently, you both sit there in silence with the only sound beinf your small sniffles and some small choked sobs.

After a few seconds chuuya decides to break the slience, "..Darling, please.. what happened that made you relapce..?" he asks with a gentle tone while holding your shaking hands in his. For a moment you stay slient, wiping your tears. "...i... i-i've...", you say in a shaky voice trying to break out into a crying mess again. Right at this moment you didn't know what to say, you really didn't know how to say what made you do it.

"...take your time..", Chuuya's soft voice snaps you out of your trance, you feel his thumbs rubbing on top of your hands in a comforting way.

"...its hard to say.... i-i don't know how to put it into words..", you whisper, hoping chuuya wouldn't be mad. You're scared he'll be mad at your answer, scared he'll force you to talk, force you like your mother would always do. You remember the first time you relapsed she got mad and forced you to talk, even when you were crying.

"..thats fine.. its not always easy to put something like this into words.." Chuuya caressed your back in a comforting way, making you want to just cry, cry so hard and let everything out, everything that has been bothering you, all your worries and troubles. You felt so comfortable in his arms, like you were safe. "would writing it help?", he asks and runs his fingers through your hair.

You burry your face in his neck and nod, feeling him pick you up and carry you over to your bedroom. He gently puts you on the bed and you slightly whine from the stinging pain that came from your cuts, holding back your tears. '..i'm sucha an idiot..' you think while watching chuuya leave the room to go get paper.

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Chuuya comes back after some time with a piece of paper and a pen. He gives you the stuff and sits down next to you while waiting for you to write on the paper.

You sit there for a second before starting to write about how you've been feeling really insecure about yourself and thinking that you arent enough for him and that he should be with someone else. Once you're done writing you hesitate to give the paper back to chuuya for a bit, but you decide to just do it.

Once its in Chuuyas hands, you look away embaressed about the thngs you wrote, hoping he wouldn't judge you for it.

After a bit of silence, chuuya finally says something, "Darling.. why didn't you tell me..? i could've helped you feel better.." He says quietly and you just look down ashamed feeling like everything is your fult. You knew you should have told him, maybe then you wouldn't be in so much pain at the moment.

You felt like you were about to cry again, you felt weak. You just wanted to lay down and forget about the world around you.

"...i was scared.. i'i was so scared you'd be mad at me..." Your voice breaks as you try to explain everything to him. Chuuya sit there with you in his arms listening to you with a worried look on his face.

"...darling i would never hate you.. you're the most important person in my life, i would never be mad at you for relapcing.." He says while stroking your hair and rocking back and forth slowly. you hug him tight, like your scared he'll be gonne once you let go of him.

For the rest of the night chuuya keeps you in his arms while he comforts you and tells you how much he loves you.

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Grr the end was rushed 😓😓

Anyways, pleae give me some feedback, it really helps me when people tell me what i should try to be better at.

Do not repost this on any other website without asking me first and giving me credit!!

Requests: Closed for now

[lukall705]

I'm gonna try to finish two fanfics this week 🤑🤑

One of them is a chuuya x gn! reader comfort fanfic and the other one is chuuya x m! reader smut, so if anyone wants to be tagged in them tell me

[lukall705]

I'm gonna try to finish two fanfics this week 🤑🤑

One of them is a chuuya x gn! reader comfort fanfic and the other one is chuuya x m! reader smut, so if anyone wants to be tagged in them tell me

[lukall705]

Please continue "young love" chapter 6 ..!!

I'll be looking forward to it!

I kinda forgot about it but i'll try to finish chapter 6 as soon as i have some time, since i have a few projects at school, and like a million other requests 😻

Also i'm so happy you enjoy my writing 🤭 i actually started writing as a joke not thinking i'd even continue the story lolz

[lukall705]

I'm taking a small break for a while so requests are closed and i'll try to finish some requests if i feel like it

idk how long this break will be

[lukall705]

Chubby reader x dazai who is insecure about herself can you can i like your articles very much

Dazai x Chubby!Fem!Reader

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AHHHH i didn't expect anyone to request chubby reader stuff!! as a chubby person myself i get so happy when i see chubby reader content 😖

Also sorry for taking so long to wrote this!! i forgot i was a fanfic writer for a while!(and i was on a small break)

Please remember english isn't my first language so my gramer isn't the best!

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Sfw!:

First off, it fucking cannon (if i remember correctly) that he loves all type of women!! No matter size, race, age(not under 18 tho!!) and much more!!

He would be so hurt to find out his beautifull and amazing belladona is insecure about her weight:(

He holds you so tight and tells you how much he loves you and your chubbines!

He hates when he sees you judging yourself in the mirror when you think hes not there

It hurst him to know you don't feel confidant in the clothes he gets you and he is quite literally ready to get the people who made you insecure killed

He always hold you close to him and makes you lay on top of him when cuddling since he finds comfort in the weight on top of him

if you ever even as much as utter the word "i'm to heavy", then just know he is gonna be shocked to the bone and all pouty

"i'm to heavy.." *Dramatic ass gasp* "How dare my Beautifull, amazing, pretty, sexy, hot,(ect) Bella accuse me of beaing to weak to handler her waight!!"

He would love to see you in skin tight clothes since he loves to look at your body, its very beautifull to him

Wants you to wear his clothes

if you start talking about going on a diet hes gonna beg you not to(unless its what really want or due to health reasons) since he loves your chubbines

"Bella! there is no reason for you to lose weight! you look absolutely beautiful just the way you are!"

Nsfw!:

Wants you to ride his face 101%!!

"baby, you aren't to heavy, plus it would be the best way to die, in between my beautiful belladona's thighs!"

This motherfucker will drag your body down on his face so he can feel your full waight

one time he passed out for a few seaconds since he couldn't breath

"My dear, that was the closest to death i've been in a while!"

Wants you to wear lingerie, he says it makes you look super sexy

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This was a bit rushed TT

i couldn't come up with more on the nsfw part TT

Also requests are open but i have quite a lot so it'll take a while before i can finish them! and i'm gonna try finishing some of the older ones!

[lukall705]

Hey sorry if you've been asked this question already, but can you tell why you don't do certain characters from bsd?

this is actually the first time someone asked, but the reason is just because i don't like surten characters and i just don't like writing for them^^ also from what i've seen with jouno he is very sadistic and it makes me uncomfortable in a way where i'm not comfortable writing for him TT

i hope this makes sanse and i don't seem sensitive😢

[lukall705]

Young Love [Chapter 5]

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I'm still to lazy to put the links

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Y/N's POV:

When me and Sigma got back to the apartment we see Nikolai and Fyodor sitting at the dinner table talking about something. "We got food" Sigma says and i see Nikolai's eyes light up "YAY!! I WAS SUPER HUNGRY!"

 "So did we miss anything interesting at school today?" I ask while we eat "jejsi sksn ksisb sks" Nikolai mumbles something with his mouth full of food. "What?" Sigma looks really confused. 

"He said that were going on a field trip to Sydney in 2 weeks" Fyodor answers and turns to Nikolai "Dear, you really need to stop talking with your mouth full of food" he says and chuckles. 

We all keep talking while we eat. Every once in a while we hear a loud thump on the wall, bu we don't really think much of it. "So Y/N, how long are you gonna stay here? are you gonna stay the night here or go back to your own apartment?" Sigma asks "Of course it would be no problem if you stayed here for the night i was just asking!" He says trying to not come of as rude.

"I was thinking about going back to my apartment today after eating" i give him a sweet smile. I feel him take my hand and look into my eyes before Nikolai starts to speak again. "soooo, are you two gonna eat, or are you just gonna keep staring at each other?" 

We both quickly look away from each other and pretend nothing happened and get back to eating.

After eating, i give Sigma a hug and a kiss before leaving. While walking i hear some yelling and see people whispering, so i decide to walk up to one of them and ask whats happening. "hey.. um.. whats with all the yelling..?" i ask a girl with shot brown hair and glasses, and she looks at me "I don't know, but they've been yelling at each other for like 2 hours i think.." she says nervelessly. 

When i walk to my apartment door i realize its chuuya and dazai having an argument, again. 'this is just great' i think and open the door, and once its open i'm meet with screaming. 'what the fuck happened'. after taking of my shoes i start to walk over to my room, but before i can open the door chuuya sees me. "Where the fuck have you been?!" He yells at me and looks like hes about rip me in half. "I was at Sigmas apartment, why?" I look at him with a confused and nervous face.

"So you decided that sleeping with one guy wasn't enough, huh?! you slut!" He walks over to me while yelling. "Excuse me?!" I feel myself start to get more mad and annoyed. "I haven't slept with anyone!" i yell back at him. "Yes you did!" He yells and gets up in my face while dazai is yelling at him to calm down. "Chuuya! calm the fuck down! i already said it a million times, we didn't do anything like that!" he says and tries to get him out of my face. "Then what the fuck is this?!" Chuuya shows a picture of me and him kissing. "It was a fucking game! and you said it was okay!" I can hear dazai starting to get more and more pissed by the second. "I was fucking drunk! do you not have a brain, mackerel?!" Chuuya now gets inn his face and looks like hes about to punch him.

"Well i was drunk as well!" Dazai says trying to defend himself "Doesn't fucking mater! you still kissed and fucked them, asshole!" Chuuya  grabbed Dazai by the collar of his shirt. "Chuuya we didn't fucking sleep together! I literally can prove this by calling Sigma!" i get my phone out to call him. "Of course that little boyfriend of yours would defend you!" Looks back at me and yells. "Its real proof! he wasn't even drunk last night!" I try to defend myself "And how the fuck do you know he wasn't drunk!?" After he says that i just go quiet, what if he really did lie to me, theres no way for me to prove he was or wasn't drunk.

"whatever.. i don't wanna deal with this shit anymore.." i muter under my breath and go to my room as Chuuya and Dazai go back to fighting. I start to take of my clothes to change into something more comfortable, and as i take of my shirt i just look at my chest and belly. "why did i have to be born with this body?!' i throw my shirt onto the floor with the other messes i have to clean up someday and put on another shirt as i lay down on my bed. i get out some drawing stuff and put on my headphones on max volume to block out the sounds from Chuuya and Dazai yelling at each other.

I hum to the music i'm listening to and feel myself start to calm down a bit, and while drawing i feel something wet and uncomfortable in my underwear. When i get out of bed i see the bed sheets under me, stained with blood. 'fuck' I rush into the bathroom to see if i have any pad or tampons. "noooo!" i kneel down in defeat when i see i have no pads left. I check the time on my phone to see if its to late to go out. '23:48.. maybe a 7-eleven is open' i sigh 'its eather that or pretending like nothing happened,' i think while putting on some socks. 

When walking out of the room i see Dazai sleeping on the couch. 'Chuuya must have made him sleep on the couch.. poor guy..' i walk up to him and gently pull a blanket over him. 

When i get out of the apartment i slowly close the door so that i don't wake up dazai or chuuya and then put on some music. While i walk through the hallway i see some boys smoking something that smells like straight up ass. I try to ignore them but i can see that they are checking me out and saying something about me, 'if only they knew i'm not a girl.' 

While trying to go down the stairs one of them grab my arm and starts saying something i can't hear because of my headphones, and while trying to think of something to get him of me i just yell the first thing that comes to mind. "I HAVE A COCK!" I yell and feel the boy let go of me so i take the chance to just sprint down the stairs. 

When i get out of the building i start panting because of all the running and sit down on a bench outside of the apartment building to change the song i'm listening to.

After i get to the 7-Eleven i sit down on a bench again and start panting from all the running i did. 'Holly fuck, my brother was right, my ass needs to start being more active' i think while looking for some night pads in the store, and then after finding them igo to the counter.

"Would you like the receipt?" the man at the counter asks me. "No thanks" i look back at him before leaving to go to the bathroom. 'this place is dirty as fuck' i think while putting on my pad and quickly get out. "Fuck! when did it start to rain?!" i panic a bit as i see the rain pouring down. "Theres no fucking way i'm running back in this weather! I don't even have an umbrella!" I groan and go back inside to see if i can find somewhere to sit while i wait.

'I can't call Sigma since he doesn't have a drivers license... also can't call Nikolai since he lost his own.. and Fyodor is scary..' I sigh while trying to think of something to get back to the apartment without getting wet and cold.  

As i stand there thinking about a way to get home i see Fukuzawa and another boy walking to the store, "Mr. Fukuzawa? what are you doing here so late?" i ask him while the boy runs past me and over to the candies. "Ranpo wanted some candies.." he says in a tired voice and i see he looks me up and down. "i don't think you should be running around outside like that, you'll get cold" he says and i chuckle, "its fine, i'm Finnish so i can handle the cold!" i joke. 

"Daaaddddd! can you pay for this already!?" the boy whines. 'oh, that is the genius dazai told me about? he looks likes hes fucking 14' i think while Fukuzawa goes to pay for the candy. "Do you want a ride back to the aparments?" Fukuzawa turns to me and asks while we walk out of the store, "That would be very nice" i smile at him. 

Once i'm in the car i see Ranpo staring at me, "uhh, do you need something..?" i ask nervously. "you're Dazai and Chuuyas roomate" He says and stares into my soul. "yes i am.." i whisper, 'has their drama already got around the school?!' "i heard from Dazai that someone from our school said he cheated on  Chuuya with you, but i don't believe it" i sigh, "its nice to have someone on my side.." 

Me and Ranpo talk about who we think could be the person that stared this whole mess while we drive back. "Goodnight" i say while opening the door to my aparment and walking inside.

When i walk past the couch i see Dazai sitting there with his face in his hands and i decide to sit down next to him, "...i'm sorry about what happened with you and Chuuya.." i say quietly and look at him. 

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Ngh the next chapter isn't gonna be out for a while 😻😻🥵🥵

Also about Ranpo, Dazai and Fyodor, all three of them aren't as smart as they are in the anime since it wouldn't be fun if they find out who the "villain" of this story is right away.

[lukall705]

Young Love [Chapter 4]

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I'm to lazy to link the other chapters just go find them yourself

i haven't read this chapter in over 3 months so i have no idea if i should add a tw

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Y/N's POV:

It's been about 4 weeks since Chuuya apologized to me. We've become pretty good friends, but i'm still scared to show my real personality. 

Right now me, Sigma, Dazai and Chuuya are at a karaoke bar drinking and have fun.

"wake me up inside! (I can't wake up) wake me up inside, (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark, (Wake me up) bid my blood to run, (I can't wake up) before I come undone. (Save me) save me from the nothing I've become!" I sing while being pretty drunk. 

"Bring me to life! I've been living a lie! There's nothing inside! Bring me to life!" Sigma sings with me while Dazai records us. Chuuya is already asleep drunk of his ass, and his dumbass said he wasn't a lightweight. 

After we are done singing i plop onto the couch next to dazai who is also drunk. I pull Sigma(who is much taller then me) onto my lap. "Did you know you can get pimples on your pubic area..?" i asks Dazai and Sigma. They both look confused "you can?" Sigma says while i wrap my arms around his waist. 

Suddenly i push Sigma of my lap making him fall on the floor "i'm gonna sing another song" i get of the couch and grab the microphone.

"Touch me, yeah, I want you to touch me there. Make me feel like I am breathing, Feel like I am human" I sing and after i finish i hear Sigma and Dazai clapping for me.

"I didn't know you could sing so well Y/N!" Dazai says. "oh, and i could touch you if you know what i mean~" Dazai says in a flirty tone and i blush a bit. 'hes drunk, really drunk' i think to myself. "no thanks, i'd rather have Sigma touch me and kiss me!" i say and see Sigma blush. "Ooo~" Dazai teases Simga. 

"Come on! you have to kiss him! its the rules!" Yasano tells me. shes obviously very drunk. "Just kiss Dazai already!" she whines "Fine Fine" i sigh and get up. i almost trip and fall while walking because of all of the alcohol i've had. 

"Sup mamasita" Dazai says as i walk up to him. "..huh..? what are-" before he can ask me what i'm doing i slam my lips against his. as we kiss i hear the other people in the crowd cheering for us. 

We both melt into the kiss and i feel Dazai's hands wrap around my waist and i end up on his lap. I feel his toung enter my mouth and my hand brushes through his brunette hair as we make out.

"Okay thats enough you two!" Yasano yells. As i pull away i start panting trying to catch my breath and i see Dazai do the same. I get of his lap and sit down next to him and Sigma.

"..what are you guys doing..?" i hear Chuuya ask, he must have woke up because of the noise everyone was making. "Spin the bottle!" Dazai says and gets up and sits down next to him on the couch. "I'm not gonna play anymore since my beautiful boyfriend is awake!" Dazai says.

We all sit in a ring on the floor while waiting for the bottle to stop spinning to see who Sigma has to kiss. 'oh its gonna land on Lucy...? is that her name? oh a fly" i think as my attention turns to the fly and i stop paying attention to the game.

Suddenly i feel someone grab my jaw and kiss me. I open my eyes and see its Sigma. I start to melt into the kiss and i feel Sigma's hand caress my hair. We both pull away for a bit and go back to making out. 'why does this feel so good?' i think as i put my hand on his cheek. His lips feel so soft against mine, and i can taste his strawberry lip gloss.

When we finally pull away theres some saliva connecting our mouths. I try to catch my breath after what just happened. 'I JUST KISSED TWO PEOPLE IN ONE NIGHT?!' I think to myself and i feel my face getting hotter. "you okay Y/N..? you look a bit red.." Sigma asks me and touches my forehead. "you're burning up, i can take you back if you want.." He says and i look around and see everyone else passed out, drinking, laughing and playing other games while really drunk. 

"okay.. thanks.." i say and smile.

The next day i wake up and feel something under me "..huh..?" i look down and see Sigma laying under me. I start to blush a lot 'WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHY AM I LAYING ON SIGMA DID WE HAVE SEX???' I start to imagen dirty stuff that could have happened last night and i squirm at the idea of me and Sigma doing it.

I feel some movement under me and see that Sigma is waking up. "..what time is it..?" he asks and yawns. i check my phone "8:30.." i say and freeze, i see that Sigma also freezes. ".Y/N.. what was your first class today..?" Sigma asks "P.E.." i answer "yeah your dead" Sigma says and i gulp. "why don't we just call in sick today? i mean a lot of people were out drinking last night to celebrate passing their first test of this school year.." i say. "i'm not sure th-" before Sigma can answer Nikolai busts down his door. 

"I just happened to hear that you two are late for school, but no worries! i already called the principle and tolled her that you two would stay home for today!" Nikolai says proudly. "..aren't you gonna go to school today..?" Sigma asks and Nikolai suddenly remembers that hes late. "Holy shit! I'm late!" He yells before running out of the dorm to his class.

Me and Sigma giggle, i then remember that we slept in the same bed and blush a bit. Sigma notices me blushing and asks "..you okay?" "yeah.. its just.. did we do anything last night when we came back here..?" I ask nervelessly and look him in the eyes. He seems to realize what i'm thinking about and chuckles nervelessly. "N-no we didn't do.. that.. i wouldn't do that with out your full consent.. and since you were drunk you wouldn't be able to"  he says reassuringly. (CONSENT IS SEXY) 

I let out a sigh of relief "oh okay.." i lay back down on the bed "so what should we do to day? Nikolai and Fyodor aren't gonna be home for a few hours" Sigma says in a calm voice and looks down at me "we could watch a movie?" "sure" he smiles down at me and i feel my heart skip a beat 'holy shit why is he so pretty'

We both sit down on Sigma's bed after getting some snacks "what should we watch?" Sigma asks me while i get comfortable "Lets watch repo the genetic opera!" "Okay" Sigma smiles at me again and i swear starts beating faster 'holy fuck hes so cute?!? i want him to be my boyfriend!! why can't we just hold hands already?? Y/N DON'T FUCKING KISS HIM!' i think while Sigma looks for the movie.

"ngh, Graverobber and Blind mag are so hot" i fangirl over them both while Sigma chuckles "i guess you could say that" He says and i feel his arm wrap around my waist 'HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT STAY CALM STAY CALM' i feel myself turning red with the contact we have.

 i feel him take my chin and bring my face closer to his "..Y/N would you believe me if i said i have a crush on you..?" i feel his breath on my lips 'if i just move a bit closer.. we'll kiss again..' "no.. i don't see myself as that attractive.." i look away from him but he pulls me back.

"i love you Y/N.." i cover his mouth with my hand "you're lying.. you wouldn't love someone like me.." i try not to cry. "but what about our kiss last night..?" "you were drunk and i also kissed dazai.." a small tear runs down my face and Sigma wipes it away "i was never drunk.. i  only drank one glass and then i was done.."  "why would you love someone that.. thats.. fat like me..?" more tears start to fall now as i can't even believe that he would like me. "Y/N you aren't fat.." Sigma hugs me and i hug him back "but my body is so ugly..?" "its not ugly.. i love you and your body.. its perfect.." 

"Can i kiss you again?" he asks me and i nod. I melt as i feel his soft lips on mine again, i feel his hand caress my hair gently. as i pull i start to pant a bit "i really do love you, and if i'm honest i fell for you when i first saw you.." he whispers to me and i start full on sobbing. "how can you love someone like me?! how can you love someone who acts like me?" I cry as i feel wipe my tears again "shh.. shhh its okay.. mo need to cry.." "theres nothing wrong with the way you act.."

We both lay there in his bed while i cry and he comforts me. I lay on top of him while i vent about stuff that have been bothering me for years, like how i can't understand my emotions well. Through all of this Sigma is being a real sweetheart and telling me comforting words.

Sigma's POV:

After Y/N calms down, they fall asleep in my arms. I caress their hair as they sleep, i can feel their chest slowly rising and falling 'how did i get so lucky to be able to hold them in my arms?' i think to myself before Nikolai busts into my room again.

"Sigma! Mr. Fukuichi almost killed me for being late!" he whines "shh! Y/N is sleeping" I scold him and see him start to smirk "ooo~ did you and Y/N stay in bed and cuddle all day?~" he teases me and i feel my cheeks heat up a bit "SO YOU TWO DID CUDDLE ALL DAY! DID YOU HEAR THAT FYODOR?! Y/N AND SIGMA ARE CUDDLING!" He yells and runs out of the room to tell Fyodor without closing the fucking door. I sigh and feel Y/N moving at bit "Did he wake you up, Darling?" I ask them as they sit up. "..yeah.." they yawn before kissing my red cheeks. "Are you hungry? we haven't gotten out of bed at all today." "hm.. yeah" "what do you want to eat?" i ask and i see them think for a while. "How about some Pizza? we could go out and get some for us and Nikolai and Fyodor" I smile "sure"

Me and Y/N walk hand in hand to a pizza shop near the dorms, its already a bit cold outside so we're both wearing matching sweatshirts (btw y/n started at the college around September and now its early October) I hear Y/N sigh and i look at them with a worried expression "something wrong, love?" I ask and pull them closer to me "its just that i don't want winter to come since i hate the cold" I chuckle a bit and kiss them on their cheek "Don't worry, i'll always keep you warm"

While me and Y/N are walking back after getting the pizza, we see some people from our college whisper and point at Y/N. I can see how uncomfortable and nervous they are because of this. "They are probably talking about how pretty your outfit is" i try to comfort them

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I feel so sigma

Ideas for future chapters are very much needed, please comment if you have any

[lukall705]

Hello I've read your latest Chuuya x reader and I loved it! Can I ask for Chuuya x lazy, gamer reader? All she does is laying on couch/bed in her pajamas playing games on phone all day while kicking her feet.

Chuuya x lazy!gamer! reader

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Fem reader:3

I didn't know if you wanted smut or sfw so i just wrote both:3

i'm not sure this is the best but i hope you like it

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Sfw:

Chuuya loves you more then anything in the world

He loves watching you play your games if he has time

And he always buys you all the games you want(=^ ◡ ^=)

He gets a bit pissed and jealous if you only spend time on your games

He just grabs your game controler and doesn't give it back until you have cuddled for a while

Now, he does get worried about you, since spending all your time laying on the couch or the bed playing games isn't the healthiest thing in the world.

He thought you had some sort of mental illness or disorder that made it so you had no energy to do anything else(Ｔ▽Ｔ)

If you actually have one, then he would try his best to help you and to get you outside, since he would hate for his girlfriend to become sick!

But if it isn't because of mental issues, then he would be bit harsher and just drag you out while you whine

"Baby, this is for your own good! now stop whining!"

He plays with you sometimes

He plays cod but is ass at it so all he really does is scream and throw his computer across the globe

If you get him to play a horror game hes gonna scream at every little sound even if its his own footsteps.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT FAT BITCH" "Why the fuck is his ass out" "WHY IS THE HOSPITAL ON FIRE-" (Any outlast fans? 😢)

He has some sort of heart attack every time a jumpscare comes

You guys have fun game nights where you play games like mario cart or wii sports

Chuuya is really good at wii sports and wont let you win easily

Smut:

Does that thing where hes fucking you from behind or eating you out from behind while you try to play a game(you end up being a moaning mess)

He gets hard from seeing your panties from under a shirt you're wearing

Is the type of guy to grab what every you're playing on and just throw it somewhere and fuck you into the couch or being embaressed that he got hard just from your panties and going into another room to masturbate

you guys have tried to fuck each other while in cosplay

He didn't really like it so he just took of the cosplays and fucked

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Requests are still open, but just know if you request something its gonna take a while for me to write it since i usually take a 1 to 3 day break after doing one request!!

[lukall705]

hello!! I would like to ask from chuuya x f! shy reader who asks to ride his thigh

Chuuya x shy!f!reader asking to ride his thigh

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Sorry this took so long! i took a small break cuz i wasn't feeling well but i'm back:D

Btw for anyone who has requested something but i haven't done it yet, i'm not ignoring yall(not all of you)!

TW: Use of the word cunt, cock and dildo idk, just tell me if i need to add more

English is not my first language!!

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Lately Chuuya has been away from home and staying late at his office way to much, which has left you with some pent up desire! But you couldn't just ask for him to fuck you because it's embarrassing and he would most likely tease you for it!

So you've tried everything to relieve the pent up desire, but nothing worked. You tried fingering yourself, but your fingers weren't as long and skilled as his. You tried to use dildos, but it didn't feel as good as when he would bounce you on his cock and praise you for being so good.

You always tried to wait for him to come home so he could fuck you, but you always ended up falling asleep or being to tired to do anything else then sleeping.

At this point you were so desperate for some sort of intimacy with him, so you finally decided to face the embarrassment of asking him.

It was quite late in the evening, almost night time, when you walked into Chuuya's office and seeing him working on some paper's on his table.

"..Darling..? what are you doing here so late..?" He asks looking at you with concern. You walk up to him behind the desk and you can see him giving you a confused look, "is something the matter doll..?" he asks again while slightly rubbing your hips with his thumbs.

You just look at him while feeling your face turn red, and your fingers slightly fiddle with the hem of your night gown. After some time you finally get the courage to tell him, "Chuuya i need you so bad!" you say louder then you thought and slightly turn away.

He chuckles sligthly, "is thats whats been bothering you, princess..?" he asks with a smile. You look him in the eyes, "..yes.. you've been away from me to long.." you whine. He chuckles again and brings you close to his chest so he can smell your hair. "..Darling.. this is important.. you can't ride me while i do this.." he whispers in your ear.

You whine again and sit on his lap while slightly rubbing yourself onto him, "Chuuya.. please just let me ride your thigh, i won't distract you..!" you say while hiding your face in the crook of his neck. "..please.." you beg and he just strokes your hair.

"Fine, but you better not distract me, pretty girl" he teases you while helping you take of your panties, and once they're finally of you slowly lower yourself onto his thigh.

As soon as your cunt touches his thigh, you start to move to get some friction on your clit. You let out slight whipers that are muffled by chuuya's shoulder, while he just keeps writing.

Chuuya feels his thigh becoming wet and chuckles, and every once in a while he bounces his leg to make you squeak.

After some time you feel your orgasm coming closer and start to rub yourself faster and faster, while your moans and whimpers become louder making chuuya stop paying attention to his work.

Your orgasm hit you hard, eyes tearing up, thighs shaking and out of breath. once you had calmed down slightly, chuuya puts you onto the desk.

"Darling.. you look so beautiful like this.." He whispers in your ear while you can hear the sound of him unbuckling his belt.

You know whats about to happen, and you sure are gonna enjoy it.

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An: Sorry this took so long, at first i was just taking a small break for like two days but then i found out one of my friends killed themself's and i didn't feel like writing anything since i was already having a hard time getting through school

Anyways requests are open!!

[lukall705]

The weather in norway rn sucks ass wtf

[lukall705]

I'm actually gonna kill myself i was writing a fanfic and my computer had to update and i forgot to save it and now everything i wrote is gone

i'm so sorry to the person who requested it now they have to wait even longer 😭