#17-09-2023

[justformula1]

Driver standings after the Grand Prix of Singapore

[patheticallyhonest]

I woke up angry this morning, I guess.

I'm angry at everything that's gone wrong in my life. I'm angry about how I've been done dirty, as arrogant as it feels to try and assert that I deserved better. I'm angry about the world we live in, about the people who I'm forced to share it with.

I'm angry that I grew up with my dad treating me like his little personal servant. As long as I was living under his roof, and was old enough to actually do things, that lazy motherfucker had me putting on his socks for him. He had me drop whatever I was doing whenever he felt like it to demand that I make him coffee.

I'm angry that even though I've managed to wriggle myself free from under his thumb, my sister still lives there, forced to care for his ass because he's too lazy to do things himself. It's one thing to expect that a child living under your roof contributes to the household, but he just... straight up doesn't do anything for himself. My mom owns and runs a bakery, works insanely long hours, and rather than make his own lunch at home, that lazy asshole will sometimes just drive right down to the bakery to have her make him lunch for free.

I'm angry that he doesn't care enough about himself to do the bare minimum when it comes to maintaining his own health. He's made no real effort to quit smoking cigarettes despite it having caused him health issues in the past. He's developed diabetes because he doesn't watch what he puts in his body and he doesn't do any sort of exercise to counteract his unhealthy eating habits.

I'm angry at how inconsiderate he can be of others. The other day I went to a fast food place with him and when we were done eating, he didn't bother bringing his tray to where it was supposed to go, or throwing any of his garbage away. He was just like "yeah, they'll clean it up." While he and my sister went to the car, I stuck around and picked up after him. Worst part is I don't know if it was to apologize to the fast food staff for his arrogant laziness, or if it was just habit. I've been wiping his ass (metaphorically, thank God), for as long as I can remember.

I'm angry that I recognize some of my own behaviors as having been inherited from him, whether through genetics or as a result of my upbringing. Whenever I feel the urge to be lazy, or I procrastinate on doing a household chore, or I decide to order in food rather than cook for myself at home, part of me silently blames him.

Most of all though, I'm angry that he's not enough of an asshole for me to just file away my feelings towards him under "hate". That he's done just enough good things for me that when his lifestyle inevitably ends up killing him, the emotions I'll feel will be messy and complicated. He drives me to my work every morning because I don't own a car. Granted, it's just because it's on his way to his own job, but still. He rode me hard about doing my homework when I was a kid, and I can directly attribute my proficiency in both English and French to his high expectations of me when it came to schoolwork. Though he initially responded negatively to me coming out as trans, he now calls me by my chosen name and genders me correctly.

[vhscorp]

Tes deux mains sur ma peau sont comme de tendres mots empruntant le chemin de ton cœur vers le mien…

V. H. SCORP

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lifeproof

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fluxrspar - Selena of Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones. adored by kano (they/he/it)

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Portrayal Notes:

Selena is taken from after the events of Sacred Stones. She died in Chapter 13 of Ephraim’s route, and this troubles her greatly.

(READ THE BELOW BULLET POINT) She is an unaffiliated magic instructor, but she’ll most often be acting as a substitute teacher rather than an instructor of her own. If a student needs extra assistance/tutoring though, she is more than happy to help, regardless of whether they’ve met before.

UPDATE AS OF 2024/03/25: Selena is currently a Golden Deer professor, and although she will still fulfill the roles of substitute, tutor, and seminar-giver as necessary, she does full-on have her own classes now and will be handling that work primarily. Leaving the old bullet point as reference for older interactions + transparency with regards to her history here, but it is no longer accurate to the present.

While her internal monologue will still include it (and she will respond to anyone who refers to her as such), Selena will not be telling new people about her former Fluorspar title or that she was once a highly-ranked general. No longer serving Emperor Vigarde, she doesn’t quite feel like she deserves it.

On a similar note, anytime Selena speaks of her military history, the details will be kept non-specific. She was commander for a while in a nation overseas, yes, but she won’t admit to being of the most competent and/or well-known.

Oh, and she's a trans lesbian. Forgot to include this at first haha.

[fyeahgreenbaypackers]

Jordan Love PreGame - Packers vs Falcons | September 17, 2023

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[alligator-dreaming]

09-17-2023

Had a dream that I was staying with people I didn’t know in Virginia. They worked at a bank so I would go and hang out at the bank while they worked. In the same building was a candy shop run by Elon Musk, so I harrassed him and ate all of his candy. He was smug and rich, but he didn’t know why he was running the candy shop, and when I asked him how to pay for the candy he said he didn’t know. I roughed him up a little and then left.

Security was out when I went to leave, so I hunkered down in cordoned off area where people left their coats. A security guy approached me, and I was worried they were looking for the guy who made Musk cry, but it seemed like they were on the wrong trail and he let me go after a few questions.

On the way home I swung through the trees on vines. At one point I passed over a park where there were monkeys on swingsets. At least, that’s what I thought, because actually, they were people in realistic monkey fursuits staring up at me. I swept my hand through some honeysuckles as I continued on my way home and when I got there I watched the news.

TL,DR: I got to bully Elon Musk in a dream

[justformula1]

5s time penalty for Sergio for causing a collision with Alex

[pieterpretorius]

Long-nosed Water Dragon. This is a long-limbed reptile, with a long snout, one of its key features is the long tail, up to 3 times the length of the body. A fun characteristic is how they sometimes will run on their back legs, especially when disturbed. They are also known to give an apparent wave, hence their other common name of Long-nosed Ta-ta Dragon

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Чи легітимні рішення Конституційного суду України і хто з судів там не має бути

https://antiraid.com.ua/news/chy-lehitymni-rishennia-konstytutsijnoho-sudu-ukrainy-i-khto-z-sudiv-tam-ne-maie-buty/ ‼️🇷🇼Велика палата підтвердила рішення незаконно зареєстрованого Верховного суду (не України) щодо незаконності низки Указів Президента України про відсторонення суддів Конституційного суду України. Про наслідки таких рішень Ви дізнаєтесь з відео. 🔸Постанова ВП ВС про відсутнє право у Президента України відсторонювати суддю Конституційного суду України, як застосування заходу забезпечення кримінального провадження – https://forum.antiraid.com.ua/topic/15002-postanova-vp-vs-pro-vidsutnje-pravo-u-prezidenta-ukrayini-vidstoronjuvati-suddju-konstitucijnogo-sudu-ukrayini-jak-zastosuvannja-zahodu-zabezpechennja-kriminalnogo-provadzhennja/ 🔸Постанова ВП ВС […] Повідомлення Чи легітимні рішення Конституційного суду України і хто з судів там не має бути з'явилися спочатку на ANTIRAID. via ANTIRAID https://antiraid.com.ua/home/ November 17, 2023 at 09:14AM

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