#3...2...1... aaand i lost it

[loveisalwaystheanswer]

THE ARTFUL DODGER (2023 - present) - 1.05 "The Duel"

[rootspiral]

Agatha All Along deep dive: episode 4 part 6

(Wandavision entries: [1][2][3])

(AAA entries: ep1 [1][2][3][4] ep2 [1][2][3][4] ep3 [1][2][3] ep4 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][+1] ep5 [1][2][3][4][5] ep6 [1][2][3] ep7 [1][2][3][4][5][6] ep8 [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9] ep9 [1][2][3][4][5][6])

(I can't believe I squeezed six entries out of this dang episode!!!)

agatha sees billy waking up and takes her usual moment to wipe all genuine emotion from her face and put on her mask. it's getting increasingly clear that this wretch of a woman is always wearing a mask and playing the larger-than-life uncaring witch she wishes she could be

not that she cares about you or anything.

billy does that thing children do. he doesn't say thank you or ask why she's crying, he asks about himself, his current troubles and fears, looking for guidance. that's the wonderful thing about a parent, they give a child a safe environment to grow and make mistakes and explore. A parent is, or should be, selfless. That billy feels safe doing this with agatha tells you he instinctively trusts her much more than he realizes.

agatha never lies to billy

and the way she's always drawn to teaching and explaining and guiding despite herself. deep, deep down agatha is a nurturing person who only ever got to nurture for a short time

I just realize agatha cannot actually say the name billy, can she? because of the sigil. so this is her going, I know it's still you kiddo, behind all that. I see some people arguing that agatha might actually think he's Nicky at first and personally I don't believe that's the case, the dialogue is muddy only to mislead the viewers before the big Wiccan reveal.

Two reasons agatha knew this was billy all along: she's had three centuries to sit with nicky's loss now. nicky is gone for good, no matter all her tricks and her pleading and her endless pit of sorrow, that is the one irrevocable fact that she will never be able to change. that is the cornerstone, the whole core of who agatha is today. she has lost nicky, she has committed unspeakable horrors to cope with that loss. she is afraid to die because nicky is on the other side and she cannot face him.

The second reason is that agatha loves billy for being billy, not just as a nicky stand-in. she was uniquely equipped to understand and empathize with wanda, and that's even truer for billy because he's a little boy and agatha's whole heart is wired and predisposed to reach out to him. she saw the miracle that was his birth, she saw first hand what chaos magic can do. this is a child flung out in the world carrying an immense power and no instructions on how to use it. he's capable of terrible things that could easily turn him into a monster and a pariah, and agatha is, besides wanda, the only person in the world who truly understands what that means. do you remember what happened to agatha at around the age billy is now? everything in her is demanding to guide and help. selfishly, because all that power would be hers to control. selfishly because he reminds her of herself and she wants to undo what her mother did to her. and selfishly because helping billy would in a way redeem what she did to nicky.

and also, selflessly. because she wants to help him grow and be successful and be happy.

billy created the Road to find tommy, sure. but what he's been doing on the Road is finding community. or rather, getting close to witchfolk to find out who he is in relationship to them, exploring the identity he was born with that he cannot express with his adoptive parents. he started with a lot of silly ideas on what witches should and shouldn't be and created trials that are, let's face it, rather stereotyped and demeaning. next trial is agatha and he is puzzling her out now, willing her to become the ideal witch and mentor he's looking for. he's doing it with the grace of an elephant in a china store, but that's just what being a kid is.

aaand the wall is all the way up and she runs away. but we made some progress there, didn't we?

oh to be a vampire and getting to bite patti lupone's neck

rio looks so engrossed and fascinated listening to lilia! rio just loves people, you know? she loves life in all its multifaceted forms, and that's not at odds with her job description at all. she is The Green Witch, she has embraced nature, which is to say life, so completely that all of it is important and precious to her. my headcanon is that as the original green witch she started ferrying souls because she deeply understood and accepted death as natural and organic and sought to help it along. it's funny, lilia is terrified of her but if asked, rio would have such a long list of things that make lilia special.

and that such a being would fell in love with agatha of all people?? god that is amazing. that is how you write a beautifully doomed epic love story. billions and billions of humans throughout history, and agatha is who caught her eye. and not because agatha is a serial killer mind you, that's just foreplay. it's because she is the most intense, the most interesting human Death ever came across. while others saw a damaged girl, rio saw poetry in her extraordinary complexity

and then, through agatha and nicky, rio experienced grief from a new point of view. Death, no longer impartial.

a wiser future Lilia pays another brief visit

and she's gone. her puzzled little face!

from being awkward and fearing her oddities to laughing with her about it. another step toward a deeper understanding, and acceptance, and love.

look at agatha's body language when she approaches. uncertain, arms crossed. these people have seen her without her mask now, openly weeping about billy

and then she puts her hands in her pockets and postures, ready to underplay things. pppft, crying? moi? you guys must have dreamed it.

alice with her big compassionate heart will never be able to think of agatha as cruel and distant again

agatha picks up rio's flower

rio looks at her

pretends she wasn't looking when agatha looks back

you could cut the damn tension with a knife

jen trying to include agatha??? man they did really see her cying fr

look how interested lilia is! I wish shows could just be 15 hours of women hanging out and chatting, no plot, just vibes

agatha glances at rio as if saying, you know exactly which scar this is. and rio chuckles because she remembers the story. THE INTIMACY BETWEEN THESE TWO. I'm going feral again.

what is this, camaraderie? community? perhaps even, dare I say it, friendship???

agatha doesn't know what to do with herself!

behold the textbook definition of 'awkward turtle'

oh rio's DETERMINED

'no you don't' 'yes I do' STOP IT YOU STUPID GAYS

agatha all casual like honey I've seen every inch of that body

just... the way they fell into a rhythm. the doMESTICITY.

lol jen's and alice's gaydars pinging at the same time. like somETHING FRUITY IS AFOOT. AND WE WOULD KNOW.

and fuck fuck fuck fuck I cannot believe I've run out of space again and I need to do a part 7

LOOK WHAT THESE LESBIANS ARE DOING TO ME (it'll be up in like an hour guys don't worry)

go to episode 4 part 7

[water-lemon-alex]

LEMI’S II DESIGN HEADCANONS! (S1 EDITION)

With a detailed description on my designs for all sixteen contestants from Season One! This will be a pretty lengthy post, but I would appreciate it if you read it till the end! There’s a little something at the bottom!

THIS CONTAINS MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SEASON ONE AS WELL AS SPOILERS FOR MULTIPLE EPISODES THROUGHOUT II (SUCH AS THE II2 FINALE!)

the top 4, the menu squad! <3 OJ, Taco, Paper and Pickle!

#1. OJ 🍊

After winning the prize and buying a hotel, he has been really overworked lately. This dude does NOT get any sleep. His eyesight deteriorates in the process (like me!) so I gave him eyeglasses! I used Paper’s representative color as the base for the glasses. They’re also… glasses shaped! Glasses glasses! I’ve done this to one of my OCs before, and I got some positive feedback that it was a genius design choice, so I implemented that onto my favorite II character!

He wears an orange slice, a multicolored straw, an orange necktie, and a little umbrella! He chose to wear the orange slice himself, while the rest comes from the other members of the Menu Squad!

The necktie came first, which comes from Paper! He has worn it ever since he first bought the hotel. More details in Paper’s description.

The straw comes from Pickle! Originally based from the bending straws that they won during an elimination, and from the HC I have of the Menu Squad all being friends back in Season One, Pickle made OJ a straw accessory with colors that “he’d look good in”. Though the yellow parts of the straw (Taco’s representative color) was not intended to be about Taco (and more of the fact that he’d “look good in yellow”), Pickle did think about Taco on accident while making OJ the straw (as he made it when they were still separated from Taco). Her representative color is separated from OJ’s representative color orange.

Lastly, the umbrella accessory comes from Taco! Being given to him post-II18 when they get a tiny bit closer, she got inspired by Pickle’s gift and decided to make something similar.

His eyes are shaped like glasses, and his green eye shines are the same shape.

#2. Taco 🌮

Taco’s original Invisibow is long gone as she placed it on MePad’s grave, but with her experience with technology (aaand maybe a bit of pleading and apologizing to Test Tube), she made something similar, hoping that “it would be useful in the future”. But never once has she actually pressed the button for her to turn invisible again, and restrained herself to using it for emergencies only. But for now, it’s a cosmetic ribbon! With memories from the Menu Squad using stripes with their representative colors, and using the original black color as a reminder from Microphone.

Her lettuce has now been neatly arranged post-II18, but it has been withering beforehand. I gave her tomato earrings, too.

I’d like to think her S1 persona had a little lemon sticking out of it. Maybe she kept her extra emergency lemon there. But it now got lost in the MeAfterlife. Oof.

It isn’t obvious because I didn’t incorporate it into her design, but after her “stress death” in S2E15, the crack on her eye has disappeared after her regeneration. In turn, it is more likely to crack again, and it is more fragile. Her eyesight on the affected eye is also a bit blurry.

Her eyes are shaped like semicircles, and so are her green eye shines (notably the same color as her lettuce.)

#3. Paper 📄

He is the only character in the S1 cast with two outline colors due to him sharing a body with Looseleaf / Evil Paper! He has a fold that unfolds when Looseleaf fronts, slightly resembling a tiny horn. (He likes it.) His outline becomes completely red when Looseleaf fronts, too.

Unlike OJ, his eyeglasses are reading glasses. As I also mentioned in OJ’s description, OJ’s tie is a gift from Paper! In turn, OJ is the one that scribbled on a bowtie for Paper as a parallel!

He has menu-colored rings on his punch holes that he originally got near the end of S1 when the Menu Squad was still together. After S1, he temporarily took off the yellow ring (Taco’s representative color), but put it back on post-finale as “he doesn’t have much resentment against her anymore”. The ring is a bit open, but it’s still intact.

He has different kinds of doodles on him before the finale, but the Menu Squad version of his design has green stars (Pickle), yellow sparkles (Taco) and orange hearts! (OJ)

His mouth is doodled instead of having an inside! How is he able to eat, you may ask? I don’t know either! II logic?

He has rectangular eyes and heterochromia! Red and blue eyes + eye shines like his outline!

#4. Pickle 🥒

He has multiple scars on his body, including the scar on his body from Looseleaf during Inanimate Smackdown, and on his eye from Taco during Aquatic Conflict.

He carries around a pair of headphones that he designed himself back in S1. He couldn’t bother to replace it after Taco’s betrayal. He sometimes uses it for video games and music.

The headphones have yellow triangle patters on one side, and orange + blue rectangle patterns on the other! It should be said that the yellow patterns are on the same side as his scarred eye.

He has elliptical eyes with yellow eye shines— the scarred eye has a fainter shine.

mansion throuple plus the bomb! Bow, Apple, Marsh and Bomb!

#5. Bow 🎀

Added little ribbon tails! I own a hair bow myself, so I made her look a bit like it!

Tiny little hearts around her design, I think she’d like them!

She has her own hair bow. A bow with a bow. She matches with Apple and Marsh!

Her ghost form is more sharp and messy, with sharper edges, eyelashes and with broken hearts around her.

She has circular eyes (similar to her bow knot) and sharp eyelashes and tiny bottom lashes, with light pink eye shines, which become hollow once turning into a ghost.

#6. Apple 🍎

Freckles! A personal design choice!

Has a green bow on her stem. She matches with Bow and Marsh!

Her bandage on her face comes from the scar she got when she got split in half in Inanimate Smackdown.

The bite is supposed to be a design choice, but I’d like to think it was the effects of her being stabbed by Knife when she first debuted. Also might be the reason why she’s so air-headed as a portion of her head is torn off.

Semicircular eyes (like an apple slice) with green, apple-shaped eye shines.

#7. Marshmallow ◻️

She still has a few burn marks around even though she has been recovered from time to time, but they’re starting to fade.

Has a light blue bow, matching with Bow and Apple!

Thick rectangular eyes with rectangular bottom eyelashes as well. Light blue eye shines shaped like marshmallows.

#8. Bomb 💣

Has a neckerchief with fire designs, because he’d think they’re cool.

Made his string a bit longer than in canon. Sometimes he’d tie them into different knots.

Circular eyes (like the shape of a bomb), and red eye shines.

the flying buddies and the BCFFs! PB, Salt, LB and Pepper!

#9. Paintbrush 🖌️

People often water Paintbrush down as “the non-binary character”, but I figured that their gender identity is a core part in their arc, so I put a tiny NB-colored tie on their handle instead of putting the colors everywhere on the design. I guess non-binary colored Paintbrush could work for Pride Month arts! But I’d like to give more room on their bond with the core Lights.

In S2, they have more paint on their face and their hair (bristles!) with the colors of the other core Bright Lights! (if you look close enough, you can see Lightbulb’s color, it just blended in with the hair color!)

Triangular eyes, orange eye shines, and triangle eyebrows!

#10. Salt 🧂🤍

Pink heart-shaped pin with a purple “S” initial! There are also a few purple stripes on it. Salt and Pepper were meant to always be a duo, so I wanted to delve on that through the pins.

There isn’t too much to add on her and Pepper’s designs, but I found a way to differentiate their silhouettes more! (see: Pepper.)

Rounded trapezoidal eyes (like a salt shaker), with pink trapezoidal eye shines, similarly shaped eyelashes and long bottom lashes! (Also see Pepper’s description for more!)

#11. Lightbulb 💡

Star pins! I could’ve made them stickers instead, but I’d like to think they light up as well.

Round eyes and eyebrows, with rounded eyelashes! She has stars on her cheeks and on her eyelashes as well! She has bright yellow eye shines

In S2, she has bracelets of the core Bright Lights, with a few charms for her other Lights as well!

It isn’t shown in her design, but she has the Team Epic and Bright Lights stickers on her back! Proud of her for being the leader twice!

#12. Pepper 🧂🖤

Being dubbed “The Wannabe” by MePhone4, her design is more like a derivative of Salt’s. (I based Pepper’s design on Salt, actually! Post-finale, she gets to try more accessories on her that fits herself more. Maybe another time!)

Purple star-shaped pin with a pink “P” initial, with a few pink stripes on it!

Pepper has a thinner form than Salt. Her colors, aside from her base color, are darker than Salt’s as well.

Rounded trapezoidal eyes (like a pepper shaker), with purple trapezoidal eye shines, tinier eyelashes and shorter bottom lashes! More of the trend follower that MePhone sees.

the grand slam veterans! Balloon, Nickel, Knife and Baseball!

#13. Balloon 🎈

He has freckles! This was based on how balloons can be popped so easily, so it left a few marks on his face.

In S2, he gets a string on his tail from Suitcase!

In S3, he gets a grey patch from Nickel! Aftermath of Great Bluish Bake-Off, perhaps?

A generally rounded face! Round eyes, eyebrows and light red eye shines.

#14. Nickel 🪙

A white cap with a green brim, matching with Baseball! By S2, he gets the Grand Slams logo in the middle of it. At the start of S3, this becomes The Sinkers logo instead.

Added a couple ridges on his sides that is more accurate to a coin — a nickel, rather.

Circular eyes (like himself) with green eye shines.

#15. Knife 🔪

Has a chipped blade — similar to some knives.

Slimmer blade compared to his canon design, to look more like a knife. Sorry, MePhone.

Added those three white circles that you see in knife handles that support the blade and the handle together.

By S2, he gets more scratches on his handle and his face.

Sharp eyes and eyebrows with dark blue eye shines. This becomes a hollow light blue in his ghost form— he also has sharp bottom lashes, and loses all the scratches on his body. The one on his face remains, as it brings something to his ‘jerk’ persona.

#16. Baseball ⚾️

A white cap with a red brim, matching with Nickel! He started adding designs to it by S2, when he became the leader of the Grand Slams. He has the logo on the middle.

He also has the Grand Slams and Team Epic logos as stickers on his side.

He has freckles, thick eyebrows and circular eyes with red eye shines

You’ve reached the end of the post! Making designs for 16 characters is exhausting, but I enjoyed making them! Next time, I’ll do the S2 newbies!

To those who have reached the end, I have a question:

THANK YOU FOR READING!!! Reblogs are appreciated!

[polkadotjohnson]

get to know your mutuals

tagged by @donadefr3sa (thanks :3)

what's the origin of your blog title?

my 2 favorite David characters when i made this. they're not anymore but since my current favorite doesn't have an official name, it'd be weird to change it to "thevampire.tumblr.com"

or maybe i could fix that...

there now it's official 😄

favourite fandoms?

weird calling david a fandom but that's it, don't really indulge in fandoms, just like stuff quietly on my corner. tftgs i guess...

otp(s)/shipname?

i guess it's called vinkai...? 😎

maybe reddie still? i'm unsure currently

favorite color?

black, purple, red and #fba3a3

favorite game?

oh boy... better check my library. the entire silent hill series minus homecoming (origin and sm lowkey suck too), final fantasy vi, vii, viii anything before xii really, dragon quest viii, chrono trigger, earthbound, atelier iris 1 and 3, every gta ever but especially iv, faith the unholy trinity, bully, cry of fear, the crooked man, ib, angels of death, off, omori, forest of drizzling rain, yume nikki (normal and dd), deadly premonition (seriously!), fnaf 1 to sl, imscared, sally face, anatomy, stories untold, submachine, daymare town, tales from the borderlands, slender the arrival, lorelai, the cat lady, deep sleep series, i'm on observation duty series, the sims 4, lost in vivo, powerwash simulator, scratches, batman the telltale series, most tony hawk's games, vanish aaand i'm pretty sure i'm missing some. these are games i replay over and over, so it's kinda hard to choose just one (oh i forgot the listerine game. really don't want anything to do with that fandom so no name mention)

song stuck in your head?

julie by outer limits recordings because i made a gifset of it yesterday and listened to it a billion times while doing it

weirdest habit/trait?

commenting on basically every video i watch, eating raw meat, eating spicy stuff until i cry/being obsessive

hobbies?

writing, reading, making gifs, listening to music, bullying my cat, (i kiss her until she scratches me so who's being bullied really) games, stopping a movie a million times to see on imdb where i know such and such from

if you work, what's your profession?

i don't know how to say it in english but it involves fabrics. and lasers.

something you're good at?

fixing shit up at the house, getting rid of scawy creatures when they appear

if you could have any job you wish what would it be?

david's personal assistant just like working from home really, doing what? no clue. being a lets player would be fun too

something you're bad at?

making gifs, singing

something you love?

David, my cat Nitscha

and bacon and sushi

something you could talk about for hours off the cuff?

oof David to my friends trying to rope them in, time travel, parallel universes, ghosts, creepypasta, tftgs (that's tales from the gas station), myself

something you hate?

millipedes, rude people

something you collect?

i've collected many, many things in my time. comic books, manga, books, dvds, cds, but now it's just David stuff

something you forget?

usually using my own tags and linking stuff i post, making me a fucking hypocrite. gotta go through the entire blog and fix stuff whenever i can

favorite movie/show?

gonna try not to make a repeat of the game thing...

movie: drive, the machinist, pulp fiction, host (the rob savage one) baby driver, lnwtd, session 9, in the mouth of madness, one cut of the dead, twin peaks fire walk with me, absentia, gone girl, as above so below, kairo, in the shadow of the moon, frailty, resolution, the endless, hereditary, grave encounters, ghostwatch, the room (unironically), léon the professional, pontypool, jason x, stay, back to the future, rec, the illusionist, heart eyes, final girls, original 3 evil dead, tucker and dale vs evil, freaky, totally killer, fresh, jennifer's body, perfect blue, lake mungo, predestination, butterfly kisses, anything that has some insane plot twist and umm etc

show: right now just waiting for more severance, from (which is more of a guilty pleasure) our flag means death was pretty neat. it used to be doctor who but i stopped due to bad writing. want to go back due to ncuti being so adorable. steins; gate and paranoia agent if anime counts. twin peaks, utopia (original not remake shit), parks and rec, the mighty boosh, the it crowd, ash vs evil dead, inside number 9 annnnd grave conversations (✿◡‿◡)

favorite food?

sushi, most japanese food, anything mushroom like shitake and shimeji, pão de queijo, pastel, esfiha, garlic bread, anything with bacon, pudding, cheesecake

favorite animal?

absolutely cats

are you musical?

i love singing, very bad at it though. listen to a lot of music like pulp, london after midnight, outer limits recording and sam mehran, portishead, the cure, muse, diary of dreams, rammstein, nine inch nails, cazuza, titãs, legião urbana, duran duran, the exies, the smiths, tears for fears, started listening to twin temple thanks to David, amy winehouse, two non-bands called the french letter and colorscheme

what were you like as a child?

spoiled and violent, they say. i'm so glad i grew out of both (✿◡‿◡)

favorite subject at school?

cutting :> okay maybe english

least favorite subject?

all of em. regular dumbass right here

what's your best character trait?

i am very persistent. obstinate even. that's a good one, right?

if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be?

i wish it wasn't that late, could hardly do anything today :{

if you could travel in time who would you like to meet?

myself

recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!):

The Joshua series which made me love him even more, Fucked/Up which is probably one of the hottest things I've ever read, Predicament Bondage, a reddie (light) bdsm au

tagging:

i'd tag @kidinfandom but i know she won't do it... @accidentally-in-fictional-love if you want to of course, and @how-serene. everyone else i follow that hasn't been tagged is certain... celebrities that haven't logged in in years...

[sleepisapriviligethatidonthave]

Hey yall it's me, your favorite procrastinating sleep deprived tumblr user

So I've got an AU idea I need to get out of my head (promise to finally fo the Vampirism Matrix AU post soon, please bear with me)

SO

Murim AU

I don't have anything concrete yet but I wanna put it out here for everyone to know

Basically if you have ever read a chinese or another martial novel you will know what I am talking about

I'll go about it in bullet points bc it's easiest to keep my thoughts organized rn

1. You have the Orthodox faction, also known as the Autobots, you have the Unorthodox faction/sect that is represented by the Neutrals, and then you have the Demonic Sect - a.k.a. the Descepticons

2. The main ruling power of this universe is the Prime (also known as the Emperor/Empress)

3. At the time when the AU takes place there are not one, but two Primes - Sentinel Prime, who has inherited the title from his sire the previous Prime. And the other one being the true Matrix chosen Prime, son of Alpha Trion, leader of the Orthodox sect

4. When Optimus - back then Orion - was born, his carrier passed away during his emergence as plotted by the Council and Sentinel who were trying to make A3 abdicate

5. The council planned it so that A3 would be away during the emergence of his creation, thus giving the Council ample time to put their plan into motion

6. Orion was never meant to survive that night, but he was saved by a maid that sent him away in a crate under the guise of the night

7. The Council presented the corpse of a protoform to Alpha Trion, making him believe that he had lost both most important things in his life thar night

8. Instead of resigning, he throws himself into work, not looking back

9. Somewhere very far from the city of Iacon, Orion Pax is alive

10. I have not decided on how his life would be as a youngling but ik it would be harsh

11. In his adolescent years he became a worker on the docks of the small village he lived in, working hard to support himself, often giving his earnings to those less fortunate than him and only keeping enough to get by

12. One of the few things he allowed himself as a luxury were scrolls, written by a low born mech, speaking of equality

13. He has a tendency to get into trouble whenever he sees injustices, some love him and some hate him for it

14. After another fight with the local thugs and thieves they are done with him and his constant meddling so they drag him out to the woods, beat him senseless and throw him in a cave to bleed out and die

15. There he finds the Matrix which bonds with him, turning his broken frame into the body of a Prime (keep in mind he's like 16)

16. The Matrix sends out a signaling flare that shines bright throughout the lands of the Orthodox sect, a beam of light lighting up in every shrine of Primus, announcing the new Prime

Aaand that's where I'm stopping it for now since it's currently 1:30 am and I need sleep 🥲

Will come back in the morning to finish up tho

[songfell-ut]

Songfell anniversary post, pt 1

Eyyy so four years ago today, I posted the first three chapters of my story on AO3, having seen an unfinished comic and gotten permission from the artist to write a fic using her premise. This here is the first piece of Songfell art ever, commission from the OG comic creator, @lostmypotatoes 👌

So! I am not posting any new content for the moment. My mom has been having health problems, including me having to help take her to the ER (she's fine, just needs to stay in bed for a while), which delays actual writings a bit. What I am doing is reposting art from four years of Tumblr! C'mon down memory lane, wheeeeee

(Part 2, Part 3)

This is going to be in VERY VERY approximate chronological order as it depicts stuff in the story. Stuff with no set place in the story will be guesstimated because I have that power ah ha ha ha ha

Disclaimer: I've pulled all of these from posts or reblogs made by this specific blog. If I didn't see or repost any Songfell art you've done, especially for the videos, I did not leave it out on purpose. I threw in exactly one image from Discord for the sake of completing a set, but that was it.

In cases of multiple...okay it's just the fork scene that has multiple iterations because everyone liked it, but besides the opening one here (which is still my AO3 pfp!), the one that was the first piece of non-commissioned art I ever got will be first. Enjoy!

This was the first non-potatoes art in the videos, I believe, done by the superlative @venelona (probably the most prolific of the arts on here), when somebody realizes he's gonna lose 😘

The collection skips ahead to Sans contemplating killing the nice lady and then totally randomly thinking of Kris instead, by @mambourin D: But whaddya know--

See? That's the sound of losing, son

That's the sight of losing, by @sharkowskii, whose work speaks for itself. Here's the whole thing, colored fantastically by Vene.

Know what else they did together, and happens once he's been knocked out?

(Look at this so good holy shit) Frisk's had a bit of a tired, scared cry in the hall, and it's time to face her new guest head-on.

I lost my mind at least a little bit when I first saw these, ngl. I can't find the next page that she did for the compiled "movie" video 😢 But now we're coming up on a fun bit of Songfell lore!

I was scrolling through Tumblr and glanced over what looked like a picture of my Frisk ha ha that was kind of VENELONA DID A THING WAIT WHAT

First ever fanart, that's what. We have a High Priestess who is completely done with his goddamn nonsense, and

Pictured: goddamned nonsense. N-Not like he LIKES you, baka

Aaand here's my Discord pfp, by @xxkoichiixx (who seems not to be on here anymore D:).

And here's a very plausible alternate outcome by @vafro1.

Though this was a bit more like it, thanks to @naomyart.

Oh look a distraction after he was stupid what are the odds (Catler1!)

Last and never least (none of you are >:( so there), puns are dumb and it turns out they're into it. The End...for now

...

Bonus outtake recording illustration from @dale-the-human

[cosmerelists]

Favorite Boardgames of Each Order of the Knights Radiant

It’s Radiant Boardgame Night on Roshar! What would be the favorite boardgame of each Order of the Knights Radiant?

1. Bondsmiths: Connect Four

It’s a game about forging connections! 

Stormfather: Yes, Dalinar, allow the red pieces to fall into place! Complete the line! Forge the bond!

Sibling: Use your wily human ways to be victorious, Navani!! Go diagonal or something!

Dalinar: They certainly are...invested in this game.

Navani: Just so long as the Stormfather doesn’t blow over the board when I win.

Navani: ...Again.

Stormfather: I’m very invested in connecting!!

2. Dustbringers: Jenga

With their surges of Division and Abrasian, the Dustbringers have powers that could be called...destructive. I think they’d enjoy Jenga. 

Malata: Ha, ha! I have made the tower CRUMBLE

Ral-na: You are aware, of course, that per the rules, this means you have lost the game.

Malata: Wait, we’re playing by the rules? 

3. Truthwatchers: Clue

The Truthwatchers believe in finding and sharing the truth. Like...the truth of who murdered Mr. Body this time!

Renarin: It was Mr. Green in the Library with the Wrench!

Rlain: You won AGAIN?!

Stump: You’re not using your future sight or something, are you kid?

Rlain: You know Renarin wouldn’t do that.

Stump (muttering): Just think it’s weird that I never win.

Renarin: That might be because you always accuse Colonel Mustard.

Stump: That mustache is DEFINITELY hiding something!

4. Skybreakers: Monopoly

The Skybreakers believe in obeying the law, no matter what. And if there’s a game that people don’t normally follow the actual rules for, it’s this one. The Skybreakers? They’d play it “right.”

Szeth: The other knights speak of something called “House Rules” for this game.

Nale: “House rules” are not rules at all, but merely inventions of unreliable human actors who wish the game to be “shorter” or “more fun.”

Nale: We will NOT continue the game until SOMEBODY buys this property at auction.

Joret: Personally, I LOVE not having fun!

Cali (muttering): Kiss-ass. 

5. Lightweavers: Pictionary 

With their artistic skills, Pictionary would surely be a delight for the Lightweavers.

Beryl: It’s an apple!

Shallan: Shhh...hang on...I’m not done...

Vathah: Come on, come on, that’s already the best drawn apple we’ve ever seen, etc.

Shallan: Aaand done!

Gaz: Time’s up.

Ishnah: It’s still tied.

Ishnah: Mostly because we’re all drawing only one picture per round.

Shallan: Maybe timed games aren’t really for us...

6. Willshapers: Mousetrap

The Willshapers love two things: building and freeing those who have been unjustly imprisoned.

Eshonai: Wait, you said this game was about freedom, but it seems that I will be trying to trap you in a mouse jail?

Venli: Shhh...I’m putting the final touches on my mousetrap! Ha! It looks AMAZING

Eshonai: Are we trying to keep ourselves free by imprisoning others? Is that..okay?

Venli: Don’t think too hard about it.

7. Elsecallers: Scrabble 

The Elsecallers are thoughtful, scholarly, and logical. I think they’d enjoy transforming a bunch of disparate letters into words!

Jasnah: Ah, I seem to have another 7-letter word. Amusingly, it is “radiant.”

Jasnah: And over here I can make “crab,” which is not bad with the “b” counting twice on the triple letter score.

Jasnah: Looks like Side A is currently winning.

Jasnah: ...

Jasnah: Sometimes I wish there were other Elsecallers. 

8. Stonewards: Risk

The Stonewards tend to be soldiers and to enjoy warfare, weaponry, and challenges. They can make do in difficult circumstances. It seems like they’d enjoy a good game of Risk!

 Zu: I shall reinforce Greenland! That is where my troops are most needed!

Badali: Wow, another game heading into its third hour!

Badali: Take two people who are both stubborn and good at strategy...

Zu: And you have great fun all afternoon?

Badali: That’s what I was going to say!

9. Edgedancers: Pandemic

The Edgedancers are healers and helpers, those who listen to people who may otherwise be ignored and remember those who may be forgotten. I think a lovely cooperative game, and one in which you work together to heal the world, would be great for them.

Lift: I did it! I discovered one of the cures!

Godeke: Great job, kid!

Lorain: It’s no nice to play this game without a worldwide pandemic actually going on, huh?

Godeke: What, uh, made you say that?

Lorain: You know,  I have no idea!

10. Windrunners: Chess

I know chess may sound like an Elsecaller game, but hear me out. The Windrunners are all about military ranks, and in chess all the pieces represent a rank. The Windrunners believe in protecting the weak--like the king piece. Sometimes they have to accept that they can’t protect everyone, like when they must sacrifice pawns. They’re good at working in tandem, and chess is about getting disparate pieces to work together. So Chess seems like something they’d enjoy...with maybe a few exceptions.

Kaladin: Well, this game gets one thing right.

Teft: That it takes a squad to protect a man?

Skar: That the ardents go their own way?

Sigzil: Bishops.

Skar: Whatever.

Moash: That everyone is forced to protect the king, even though he is demonstrably the weakest and most useless piece?

Lyn: That any pawn can attain ultimate power?

Kaladin: No. 

Kaladin: It gets horses right.

Kaladin: Why are they the only piece that consists of a giant, creepy head?

Kaladin: Why are they big as the castle?

Kaladin: Why the hell do they move like that?!

Kaladin: This is a game about how terrifying and creepy horses are.

Teft: Maaaaybe that’s enough chess for today.

Kaladin (whispering): No one gets me like chess does. 

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[SR] Lysander - Music Weeks

aaand Lysander joins lonely lantern as their costume designer! for the fan event hosted by @raguiras <3 this was really fun to do so i may join with some of my other OCs as well

[voicelines + some additional lore under the cut]

Summon Line: Oh, no, no, I’m not performing. I’m just here to help! Well. I’m always here to help. That’s kind of my thing. Groooovy!!: [locked] Home: If you need me, I’ll be backstage. Home Idle 1: They’re taking the competition really seriously. Though, I don’t know what else I expected. This is Night Raven College, after all. Home Idle 2: Grim is constantly trying to eat all the food I’ve made for the rest of the guys. I don’t know what to do with him anymore. Home Idle 3: I’m glad I don’t have any musical talents. I wouldn’t want them trying to make me perform as well. Home Idle - Login: Be careful, sweetheart, I think I’ve lost my needle again! Home Idle - Groovy: [locked] Home Tap 1: Oh, dear! Did Silver fall asleep during the rehearsal again? Home Tap 2: How have I learned to sew so well? Well, I- I don’t actually remember… Home Tap 3: Rook showed me some of the lyrics he has written. Some of them seem to be about me? He doesn’t plan on actually using them, does he? That would be embarrassing. Home Tap 4: With all the love in my heart, none of you guys know how to stand still to take a measurement. Home Tap 5: Honestly, I didn't even try to look like a part of the group. That's just what I normally wear. Home Tap - Groovy: [locked]

Lysander has absolutely no musical talents, but he really wanted to get involved. he always wants to get involved. thankfully, he's really good at sewing and embroidery (and finding surprisingly nice clothes at thrift stores) so he decided to help out with the costumes

on the topic, he did the embroider on his vest and pants by himself <3

he was really conflicted on what group to join; all of them have somebody who he's friends with and he felt bad choosing some people over the others. in the end, he and Rook are basically joined by hip and the aesthetic of lonely lantern really fits him (he's not wrong, this is really just how he normally dresses) so that's where he ended up in

he would still like to help out the others, but he's aware that in a place like NRC it would've basically treason lmao

he and Silver have always gotten along well and let's be real, Silver knows nothing about fashion, so he just kind of lets Lysander do whatever he wants, trusting him to come up with something good

besides doing the costumes, he's also the group's emotional support little guy and - most importantly, probably - brings them homemade food

(he also makes out with his boyfriend between the rehearsals a lot but that's nothing new lmao)

[getouyuri]

curious to see your wlw fics too meow (shoko……………… gulp)

mother 😫

i would’ve told u my wlw wips regardless but mmm this fanart of shoko is sweetening the deal… MOMMYYYYYYYY sorry

here are all the jjk x reader fics of mineeee :3 once again i feel like im forgetting a few but. welp. and im still plotting fics for my college au w/ yuki and shoko so thats why theres no college au stuff here for them

• hybrid au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻, REQUEST ⭐️): lioness hybrid yuki and puppy hybrid reader (fem reader) go flower picking for a valentines date

• college au: wlw, super codependent business major fem!gojo x fem!reader getting freaky while fem!gojo’s parents are downstairs

* college au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): wlw, fem!geto and fem!reader are fwb but geto wants More than that she wants to date you fr. following a college party where you get drunk and call geto to pick you up, she ditches her homework to drive you home… aaaand they get freaky in her car (based on ‘touch me’ by victoria monét and kehlani)

• SPECIAL-GRADE band au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): bassist!yuki reunites with you, her ex, who joined SPECIAL-GRADE’s rivaling band: cursed womb. they end up falling into bed with each other again. you tie yuki up in a hotel & you top for once (based on ‘what I want’ by kehlani)

• normal au (outlining 📝): unintentional officesiren!shoko, thinks everyone stares + dodges out of her way + whispers about her because they’re scared (when really it’s cos everyone is attracted to her), you are INFAAAATUATED with her and when shoko tries to talk to you shoko’s internally like ? god are you scared of me too…? cos you shake like a little chihuahua next to her

• edo period yokai au (outlining 📝): apothecary!shoko and fem empress!reader. shoko is the head apothecary at the palace and directly serves empress!reader; shoko is also a nekomata w/ two tails. shoko eats out reader on her throne

• jujutsu universe (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): you and shoko are both in their fourth year of jj high & are 18. she’s MADLY in love with you and you were her lesbian awakening. geto gives shoko good advice. meanwhile gojo tells shoko to just go up to you and ask if they can practice kissing together cos neither of them have had their first kisses. geto is like WAIT NO but #1 loser lesbian shoko is so soldddd on this idea cos she 1. wants to kiss you SO BAD 2. wants to skip the whole ‘let’s talk about our feelings’ part… aaand they practice kissing and confess and lose their virginities 🤭

• jujutsu universe (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): you and shoko are fwb with the strict rule that Naur feelings are involved. shoko grapples with her growing attachment to you while they share a joint and scissorrrr

• jujutsu universe (outlining 📝): yukisho spitroasting you 😋

• normal au: surgeon shoko (lost her mom to breast cancer and her father has been battling Something his whole life so shoko is in that specific field that deals with whatever this may be cos she doesn’t want to lose him too) x fem!reader (who is surgeon satoru’s new intern/assistant idk yet). shoko witnesses you and satoru joking around so shoko automatically assumes that they’re similar and shoko’s like 🙄✋🏽 stay away and be professional @ you

• yakuza au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): garuda’s angels leader yuki x barista!reader motorcycle sex

• yakuza au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): garuda’s angels leader yuki meeting barista!reader + progression of falling in love, fluff, humor, oneshot

• yakuza au (have started writing 👩🏽‍💻): informant!shoko gets a lap dance from stripper!reader at your apartment and it’s their first time having sex together, oneshot

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TEDDY TIME TEDDY TIME

howdy pardners this is theodore dawson, my courier from new vegas :3 he is very large and very angry yet very soft and very gay and he is so precious to me

here's his playlist!! once again it's chronological so u can listen to his story like a fun yeehaw jukebox musical. i think his is my favorite of all my character playlists

alllll the teddy stuff (appearance, stats, story before the canon events of the game, fun facts) can be found under the cut!!! if you feel so inclined to read The Long Version written like a story where my longwinded ass spends about 7k words talking about themes and character motivations (and some soft gay longing perhaps), it's up on ao3 here.

appearance

41 years old; birthday may 3, 2240

6’6 with broad shoulders, generally built like a securitron.

patches of vitiligo splash across his face, chest, and arms

bennys bullet hit the right side of his face, carving a path from his eye to his ear, where a chunk of his ear is missing

because of this, he's blind in his right eye. the blind eye (a light, milky blue) is always a bit more closed than the seeing one (a dark, warm brown)

dark auburn chin-length hair and a short beard, both peppered with white because of his age and vitiligo. a big chunk of hair behind his ear is white as it grows from the scar.

he wears a horse or cow-skin vest with a great khans patch on the back

signature black cowboy hat, either on the top of his head or tied around his neck so it hangs down his back

gold jewelry - dangly cross earring in his left ear, upside down cross on a leather strap around his neck, big ass belt buckle

bright red shotgun shells on leather belt slung around his waist for his shotgun, dinner dell

stats

SPECIAL: 8, 1, 4, 5, 9, 2, 10

favorite perks: confirmed bachelor, animal friend, ferocious loyalty, intimidating presence

story

his dad was raised in utah and was very strictly mormon. when new jerusalem collapsed, dad moved himself, his wife, and his first son to the mojave and found work on an NCR sharecropper farm.

teddy was born fifth of six kids: four older brothers and one younger sister. he, his sister hannah, and his brother noah all have very visible vitiligo.

the kids were all also raised strictly mormon. his whole childhood, they were very poor. "at least we have each other" poor. his dad blamed it on the NCR, who owned the house and land and animals they ranched. they owned nothing, and the NCR paid them little more than that. teddy was quickly disillusioned with the NCR, then with the three of his brothers who decided to join them. one brother stayed back to inherit the ranch.

turns out, the NCR was paying; dad was just gambling it all away. he was so deeply in debt to all the families on the strip that they all decided to cut their losses and burn his farm to the ground.

that's... that's the story teddy decided to tell hannah, anyway (he wouldnt tell u this but he totally burnt that shit down on purpose). mom, dad, and one of his brothers were lost in the fire. teddy and hannah made it out, waved goodbye, parted ways.

teddy took his horse, old red, and began running jobs for whoever needed them. he never tied himself to one organization aaand his jobs weren't always above the ethical board. really, it was luck of the draw that, on any given day, he was the one defending the caravan instead of stealing from it

when he eventually went searching for his siblings, he found that two of the three brothers that had enlisted, predictably, were killed on duty. noah, though, had absconded almost immediately upon arrival due to a nasty chem habit

he found hannah "working" in front of gomorrah on the stip - her vitiligo made them instantly recognizable to each other - but she pretended not to know him because she was ashamed. he understood and gave up, but not before she hinted that he could find noah at the old mormon fort

he did, in fact, find noah there, medically detoxing under the care of some hot, blonde doctor (bweheheh....). they reconnected and it was..... really nice, even when they talked about how ashamed their dad would be if he could see them. it didnt matter. the family disappointments were the only family survivors.

teddy and arcade quickly grew very fond of each other, with arcade even being the first one to call him "teddy" after he told the doctor his name was theodore. he decided, despite its cutesy nature, to keep it.

after finishing his open jobs, teddy decided to stay with noah at the fort and run jobs for the followers when they needed it. he got reeeal comfy with arcade, and their subtle, playful flirtations eventually became noticeable to others. his brother, angry and sick from chem withdrawal and still fighting his religious upbringing, could not handle finding out that his baby brother was gay. when he did, he angrily shouted slurs and threw bottles at them until he was sedated and returned to bed.

teddy left the fort that night while everyone but the night watchman slept. he struggled to recover from what happened and drifted listlessly for a while... until he heard the news that noah had fled from his "rehab" program in the fort the day after teddy left, overdosed, and died.

the news spurred something in him, and he went looking for a real family and place to call home. after excelling in his initiation trials, he found one with the great khans. for two years, he was their resident rancher, runner, therapist, you name it.

then: 2278. the bitter springs massacre. teddy was away when it happened, and he still hasnt forgiven himself for it.

he spent the next three years drifting - again. hunting NCR. somehow racking up bounties in seemingly every single tribe in the mojave. his infamy, believe it or not, helped him survive: when he came across those who would kill him or turn him in, they seemed to prioritize who got to turn him in and collect the bounty over keeping themselves alive. whoops!

it was exhausting, though. drifting, killing, taking on the wasteland completely alone (except his beloved animals) took a heavy toll on teddy. he'd always been a killer and an outlaw, but he'd always been paid to clear other people's consciences. now, he felt he was only killing people to run from the consequences of his own actions. it was exhausting.

so, when three strangers – one in a loud, black-and-white checkered blazer – tried to knock him out and bind his hands, well… he had no reason not to let them.

*aint that a kick in the head starts blaring*

fun facts

hes not a big chem guy but hes such an alcoholic. in game he keeps at least 10 whiskeys on him at all times but would prefer to drink a sarsaparilla over using a stimpak.

he needs glasses pretty badly for his one seeing eye but he’s too stubborn to wear them

his scars always look a bit irritated because he doesnt take care of himself

he was a big pistol guy before benny shot him, but after he went blind in his aiming eye and started suffering from bouts of dizziness, he became a shotgunner. they require a far-from-perfect style of aiming

[zedd364]

happy new year!

here's a collection of trad art I never got to post/forgot to post/was too embarrassed to post ft. my silly little ramblings 😆

(note: artist is VERY embarrassed to post these, but, he has to anyway, for the sake of it 🤫🧏‍♂️)

this is Collection 3, consists of a few drawings I feel slightly more proud of, even though, I think they're a bit rough >:)

sum doodles I made for Gildedguy, Sonic, Dark, and Jason

some of these drawings have also already been posted on my blog, but I never got to post their entire pages when it consisted of other more details/doodles 😆

I've always imagined a team up of two of my favorite heroes >:)

have I ever mentioned I like crossovers a lot?

my catchphrase at this point 😆

even more sadge 😔

(I draw sad expressions, or at least express my feelings through drawing whenever I feel sad, it helps a ton)

"EEK!" I say as the most handsome butcher cannibal I've ever met just stood there, existing

I actually wanted to do more on this, but, I lost motivation to draw the next part of this uhh... strip, I guess? 😅

well, look who's actin all edgy here 👀

did this when I was still workin on that Halloween art

uh oh 💀

what if your three hyperfixations and you were all sitting in the same room

wwyd? 👁️👁️

and finally, early attempts of Derek, AKA Human Dark >:)

aaand that's about it 😳

saved the best for last with this collection 😎

hopefully you guys had a lot of fun scrolling through these as much as I did making and sharing them 😆

you can view the previous collections here:

Collection 1

Collection 2

[that-birdy-chick]

Hawaii five 0 s8 commentary:

Part 1.

ep 1 x s8

- five 0 really do love introducing female characters in bikinis, or were they trying to make it even more obvious that tani is the new kono replacement?

- aww Danny asking Steve to be his partner in the whole restaurant thing is very sweet

- the torch is back again? Kinda thought his story was complete after the prison break with Adam, didn't he have this whole speech about being better of in prison?

- okay Steve worrying about tani being reckless and her not taking any of his shit and Danny being all "see, now you know how I feel all the time" is very funny

- oh so now you realize going into the middle of a raging wild fire was a bad idea, who would have thought?

- damn Danny is so used to Steve's bullshit he doesn't even fight it anymore

- they- he's taking the entire house? He's taking the entire house

- wow they're making it very very obvious that tani is supposed to be the new kono, okay

- omg so call me nuts but why does the whole restaurant thing feel like a weird metaphor for Steve and danny setteling down together? They talk like their gonna marry- I feel like I'm hallucinating

ep 2

- I may be a cat person but that is one cute dog- and he has such a nice owner and - oh no I know how this is gonna go

- nononono don't hurt the doggo! IS HE GONNA BE OKAY?!

- don't show me this fucking junior guy I need to know if the dog is okay!

- Steve what do you mean, you've never been married? You and danny have been basically married for at least 5 years now. And since when are you uncomfortable talking about Steve's feelings Danny?? what are you two talking about??

- yes finally someone goes looking for the poor puppy! Oh no the poor baby's hurt 🥺Tho I'm a little confused I thought Danny was the dog person? Why is Steve suddenly so invested and not danny? Did the powers that be forget the whole Mr. Pickles thing?

- people how am I supposed to care about the plot if I don't know if the dog is gonna make it!

- poor eddie is such a good boy, I would literally die for him 🥺 he's gonna be okay! oh thank goodness

- "I thought you were a cat person " (thank you Danny!)

"I guess he grew on me"

Steve why you looking at Danny while saying that? Don't tell me the dog is supposed to be a parallel to him

-god damn it, pets mourning their lost owners always gets me :'(

ep 3

- I swear the whole restaurant thing feels like Steve and danny planning their wedding-

Kamekona did not just pull out a mcdanno shirt -

I can't with this show anymore

- eyyyy bootleg James bond is back! And steve is talking about "our" retirement plan? Just make them an official married couple already!

- come on Harry, you don't gotta roast their restaurant idea like that especially after they agreed to let you tagalong

- I love how mcdanno exchange judging looks whenever Harry trys to sweet talk someone, true couple goals right there

- man the whole police-violence-played-for-laughs-thing especially against poc really didn't age well

- okay so 10 bucks harry's the secret bad guy

- eww no don't flirt with tani harry, that's just weird! I swear what is it with Hollywood and old men hitting on girls that aren't even half their age

- Damn Harry really just went and called Steve and danny out for for being in love and unable to live without each other and they didn't deny anything

- okay nvm Harry isn't the bad guy it's just some random dude who lost a kid, and apparently Harry lost someone important to him?

- naww they boys are cooking for them- aaand fighting - oh man, this could have been such a nice little gesture, why you gotta ruin it for a joke? I mean I know their probably just setting up the restaurant idea failing which- I'm kinda sad about because it could have been an actual nice retirement thing to end the show on somewhere down the line, but I guess not

ep 4

- I love how Lou talks to steve like he's making an investment without asking his husband (which let's be real he definitely is)

- the use of the term "partner" is becoming more and more ambiguous by the second

- rip toast he was a nice dude, at least before he became loaded

- naww not Steve being all smug about Danny calling Hawaii home

- no kamekona! don't hurt him🥺

- better call your son dude you don't fuck with Steve's family

- kamekona really did a fuck tone of good ever since he made it out of prison, it's really nice that he finally gets some recognition for that

- so junior is homeless? Really explains a lot of stuff about why he's so desperate to be five 0

-aww and steve adopts him right away and tani too, the man really does collect strays like Pokémon

ep 5

- aw grace brought Steve a pumpkin for Halloween? guess she's growing up to be a Halloween lover just like her dad

- so 10 min in and already Alicia triggered Steve's mommy-issues

-Alicia honey, Steve has like five adopted children already and is a pretty intense dude maybe it be good to have someone else take care of your deeply traumatized daughter if this doesn't go well?

- tani:"so there's this hot demi-god"

"top or bottom?" Danny asking the important question

- love me some good folklore inspired murders

- so the clay maxwell thing still isn't over? poor Lou hasn't the guy has put him through enough?

- I love that their bringing eddie along everywhere now, he's the best new addition to the team <3

- so love that Danny is also along for them search of the killer but isn't that kind of a bad idea with his busted arm?

-huh tani and junior are clicking fast guess there's a romance about to happen

- hey and Lou is finally getting closure for the dian thing, that's great!

[kaolinite91]

About P3 FeMC

2 days ago I randomly saw a collectible card of Shinjiro in online marketplace and it's affordable, the picture was from Persona 3 reload, and that's triggered me to a long lost memory... And I am still drowning in Nostalgia just now.

Aaargh I can't believe I am so back to my shinjihamuaki feels again (also with Theo and Ryoji but anw..lol)

I played P3P like 15 years ago in 2010...and the girl side was my first experience with Persona series, so ofc it's really impactful for me. But what did we get up until now?

- PQ2 (I am not yet playing since I don't have 3ds, it but it's looking very good)

- A few of her merchs in Persona 25th anniversary event

- aaand P3 Weird Masquerade Musical theatre

I really appreciate those content ofc it's awesome and most has Shinji x Hamuko (Kotone) moments..

((I didn't know when she change her name again lol, last time I only knew her as hamuko))

I digress, but anw, I still bitter that we didn't get her in the new game at all?! I can't believe they make a dancing game with her own theme song, but didn't even include her model?! WHY?!?? 1 model?! And Fuuka was the one dancing to all of her songs... (I love you Fuuka, but still its hurt!!)

Also if 1 model can't be included, ofc no DLC for her in Persona 3 reload too.. which definitely the reason why I didn't buy both games.. I think the Persona developer hates female protagonist.. they said something like it'll be too expensive for the production etc...blablabla

which's pretty reasonable but still an utter nonsense.. especially for the P3 dancing game (hello, how is it difficult to add one of her model? You even add Theodore there?!?!)

*Aaaargh the exclusion of femc will always be my roman empire (also the nonexistent of ATLA book 4)

About Pairing

I am a multishipper for FeMC. She definitely done reverse harem with Akihiko, Shinji, Theo and Ryoji..lol. I wish for P3R for feMC so I can see their action in HD huhuhu

About Shinji x FeMC

I think they're the canon couple hahaha

I mean after reading what happened in PQ2, I want to believe they they're both together in the afterlife 🥲. Yeah Shinji in her own universe must live on alone, but she probably met Shinji from the male MC universe again.. (considering they're both died 🥲), and interestingly this version of Shinji already met, and probably has a crush for her during the PQ2 event...

For me, the dichotomy of Shinji's fate which tied heavily with the existency of feMC in the particular universe, was very poetic..

- If she died since the beginning, then he never got chance to live after 4 Oct..

- If she life, and care to him enough, he was dying but then survived...and when he missed her the most after his awakening, on 5th March she died.. :"/ (and he probably dead inside, for dunno how long)

I dunno man, but that's very cruel tragedy but also beautiful in a way... They're the star-crossed lover... And in Atlus universe, it's should be impossible for Shinji exist after 4 Oct, without feMC.

UPDATE 180325:

after watched P3 FES the answer, I was angry, lol. So, our MCs become door-kun/door-chan not to prevent Nyx, but to be a world barrier which prevented Erebus (the accumulation of wills of every human that want to death) to summon Nyx again. So technically they both becoming seal against the ugliness of humanity 🫠. And thus, Makoto and Kotone never really rest in peace in the afterlife, no? 😭😭😭

Now I wonder if in the FeMC universe, it was Theodore whom searching for a way to defeat Erebus and release her spirit from the great seal (so she can finally rest in peace). Coz canonically that's the reason Elizabeth left the Velvet room as mentioned by Margaret in P4UA... 🫠

[dao-the-starlight]

testing testing 1 2 3... okay!

Hello Hello! It's a pleasure to meet you!

My name is Saengdao, but you can call me Dao! ヾ(☆▽☆)

Some basic things to know about me and my blog:

☆17 years old ☆Agender with He/It pronouns ☆Mixed Blasian 🇹🇹🇹🇭 ☆VN Megafan! ☆Generally I prefer if people 14+ follow and interact with this blog ☆This blog is primarily dedicated to VN content, but don't be surprised if I sometimes talk about other things as well ☆My ask box should always be open for letters so don't be afraid to pop a message in there! But don't be mean, I have zero tolerance and will just block you.

Palestine Fundrasiers List 🍉🍉🍉

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As for what things I'm a big fan of...

☆Our Life (both Beginnings & Always and Now & Forever) ☆Blooming Panic ☆Mushroom Oasis ☆Alaris VN ☆Andromeda Six ☆Lost in Limbo VN ☆Fields of Mistria ☆The Summer Hikaru Died ☆Novae Webcomic ☆Obey Me SWD

And a shit ton of other stuff, but this is the basic gist of what you can expect to see from me (*´▽`*)

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Aaand I believe that's it! Thank you so much for looking at my blog and have an enchanted day!

p.s. don't expect me to post really frequently, at least not for a while. Actually posting things can easily slip my mind in between my irl responsibilities

[bisexualriza]

Tag game for fanfiction authors!

woag 2 tags in 1 day.....ty @quiet-nocturne <3

Tell us:

The story you're proudest of: this changes often depending on my mood but currently im pretty fond of this royai wip titled "hide her". its a pretty wild fic; Riza, no longer enlisted, gets into some pretty serious trouble and Roy, promoted to General, has to help conceal her crimes and try to get her back on her feet. i've been working on it frequently and i hope to someday post it ^^

Your story that's gotten the most love online: i havent actually posted any stories online in recent years, but if i remember correctly, when i was about 15 i posted a short royai series onto wattpad. i dont remember the plot or even the account name i had, but i know it had like 2k votes lol. ill try to find it but im pretty sure the account is lost now due to wattpad's purging of mature works or wtv.

Tease a current WIP or idea you're working on: since i posted about royai kid today here's a lil sumn sumn ^_^

He turned back to the child in his arms to do the same, gently brushing a finger against the baby's cheek; cold, but soft, tender. So incredibly fragile. Those soft brown eyes gazed up at him in disorientation, and then the baby's face puckered up. At the first cry, he'd have thought something electrocuted her, the way his wife jolted up in her bed. Looking at her gave way to a startling feeling; Riza's entire face was alarmed as she grabbed tightly onto his sleeve, and her eyes frantically examined the baby in his arms. Defensive, alert. Scared. She had never looked at him like that before. It was just for a moment, but that reaction still shook him to his core. Her face softened when she realized there was no danger, but that hard, guarded emotion remained in her eyes. "H…he's probably just hungry," she said in an even tone. "Here, I'll take him." Roy was too stunned to do anything else but obediently pass the baby over to her. Riza relaxed almost immediately when the baby was back in her arms, and she raised her shirt to begin breastfeeding. Why did you look at me like that? The question didn't form at his mouth, but it haunted him.

Your top 3 fandoms: FMA, ofc, which is the only series i create stuff for now LOL but i remember i used to write a little for Inuyasha and Black Butler too.

Your top 3 ships: Royai my beloved, InuKag, aaand.....damn idk i dont think about anything else other than royai. i guess any and all Riza ships for #3 ^^

Rec someone else's fic: go read all the hope that i lost, you have found if u havent already. if u have, go read it again. absolute banger.

Pick one!

Fluff or Angst: angst. they must suffer.

Oneshots or longfics: long fics!! oneshots can be cool and great, but i like a long compelling story!!

Canon compliance or canon divergence: canon divergence, i loveee making stuff up and seeing what other people make up for a series.

AO3 or FF.net: FF.net raised me.....but AO3 is simply superior sawryyy

all my author moots have been tagged already so if YOU 🫵 write fanfiction, then YOU 🫵 participate too!! <3

[priafey]

14.oct.2024

i lost everything i'd written for this journal entry (because tumblr is soooo functional), so i'm just gonna barf out a short version of everything i wanted to share.

1.) didn't realize how much my ex was cutting into my schoolwork, been busy the last few days getting caught up

2.) went to a two-day conference on Sustainable Agricultural Systems Management this past thursday/friday

3.) conferences were excellent. a bunch of PhDheads talked about sustainability and agriculture from dif perspectives (environmental, labor laws, research, best practices, waste management)

4.) field visits on friday were great. we went to two farms:

passion fruit crop + closeup of the cover crop used alongside it

plantain crop. crop rotation here was onions, pumpkins, then plantains

different cover crop on another plot

aaand the dairy farm:

cow babies of varying ages

truck picking up da milk

star of the show

wastewater pond. you could actually see it bubbling in real time. doesn't smell as bad as you'd think. birds seem to really like it.

5.) the professor who organized the conference approached me at one point and encouraged me to apply to this internship thing for the summer. he said he thought i was a great candidate, but i'm still mulling over whether i want to do anything like that this summer

ok that's the short version but i'm mad that all the info i'd written was erased + tired + have class tomorrow morning so it'll have to do. goodnight, gamers