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are nts allergic to giving full clear instructions or something
#boss said strip down smalls group room. ok! did that. finished dishes. its 5 so i ask to leave. she asks if i scrubbed smalls#i said i thought you said strip it down#she said do we ever strip it without scrubbing it?#like idk man maybe??? ive only been here a few months?? what if she wanted someone else to scrub it bc she asked me to do this like#7 minutes before i left#she got annoyed at me for. not reading her mind??#and my aunt was like in her defense you also said she was working like 60-70 hours a week#which yeah. can make you quick to annoyed.#except. shes in charge of hiring/staffing/scheduling#so her hours are like. at least 90% her fault#cuz theres gotta be people applying#and if not. put up a sign ??? we're so fucking understaffed???#ok gonna lay down now#in good news i ordered myself a Food :)#chaos chitters
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appoinmen....
#i left the house at 7#found the place before 8#fucked around another 45 minutes and then went in#they took my vitals & now i am simply... waiting
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Oh I IMMENSELY fucked up this morning now I'm gonna be almost an hour late to work 😭
#i found out like 10pm last night the car rego expired so id have to make my own way#shift starts at 8. takes about an hour to get there. i checked transport times#tired brain somehow fucks up and ig sets 8 as the 'leave at' instead of 'arrive at' time#i think ok awesome i will take this bus at 8:06 that will get me there 8:47 a whole 13 min early....m#i guess i was also mixed up bc i take that bus in the morning to school at a bit after 8#first thing this morning i got up and got pancake batter and half asleep and glasses-less i dropped an egg on the floor#but anyway i left with my tea and my pancakes and my wits intact....#until i looked down at 7:58 and thought WAIT WHAT THE FUCK I START IN TWO MINUTES WHAT#so i ran. slowed. called my store. thankfully the manager on is really nice but idk if i clearly communicated the scope of my lateness#i just said id be 'pretty late' and he said its alright buddy take your time#god im glad i got him hes a really nice manager very chill#but AHHH MY GOD HOW DID I MESS UP TIMES THIS BAD#I LEFT AT 7:56 INSTEAD OF BEFORE 7!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!#anyway my bus got me to the station now im waiting for my train. it should be fine-ish but manbhhdhdhehfhf my god#idk if ill work 50min less or stay back an extra 50#but avdhdvhehfhfdbhdhd DUDE IM SO PISSED AT MYSELF
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The Rangers' and Penguins' goalie coaches watching this game:
#nhl hockey#nhl#nhl memes#new york rangers#rangers#rangers memes#new york rangers memes#pittsburgh penguins#penguins#penguins memes#as i type this it's 3-3 with under 7 minutes left in the 2nd period#just letting you know that context in case this is outdated before it's even posted#this one is freaking crazy watch it on abc!#fantastic mr fox#fantastic mr fox memes#sorry it's muted btw i found it on a gif website
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I got a hysterectomy today 🤩
#trans man#trans man selfie#hysterectomy#gender confirmation surgery#trans pride#shadow stuff#it went FUCKING AMAZINGLY#zero complications#I left the surgery center in like 45 minutes after I was first conscious#it was crazy#I always wake up fast and coherently#but this was even more so than usual#and I’m usually delayed by vomiting when I’m in recovery#I threw up like 7 or 8 times after top surgery#but I took a pill about 20 min before I went under that’s specifically for people who vomit after anesthesia#and they gave me zofran in my iv pretty much the second was I awake#bc they (and I) really did not want me to throw up after ABDOMINAL surgery#it sucked ass enough after top#and it worked fucking flawlessly#barely any nausea and even a little appetite#I’m also not like woozy/impaired at all like I typically have been for the rest of the day after general anesthesia#my anesthesiologist was a fucking miracle worker apparently#also I am so proud of me my excessive hydrating this whole week and waking up 10 min before the very last time I could drink water#last night really helped#and I think I conditioned myself enough ahead of time to not ask for a drink right away#since that’s usually my downfall#I wasn’t dying of thirst and only sipped at water close to when I was leaving#I’m not even in too much pain#it’s a very familiar type of pain that feels like really severe period cramps so it’s a bit easier to deal with because of that#oh that’s it for tags I had more in me- oh well you get the gist it was fucking perfect 10/10 had waited for this for so long
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I think 1 way we can improve the therapy services in hospitals, is to have actual therapists in the hospitals too.
#before someone says it i dont care if you have a degree#a degree cant make up for human empathy.#you cant call yourself a therapist when you pull shit that makes children suicidal#yk what fuck this im getting this rant out in the tags#i was at the hospital for like 10 hours yesterday and left with practically nothing over than pills#other*#breaking down the time thats:#25 minutes in the waiting room until we got called to check detaild and confirm why im here#4 hours: the department THAT SET UP THE APPOINTMENT said “we cant see you bc youre over 15” AFTER I WAS THERE FOR 4 HOURS WAITING !!!!!#7:30 “yea we'll get you an appointment at 8”#8:30 passes. 9 passes. 10:30 passed.#LEFT THE HOSPITAL AT FUCKING MIDNIGHT#baring in mind i was in the emergency division bc i genuinely felt unsafe around my intrusive thoughts/was acting out on them#like huh okay??????#camhs fucking sucks im so glad ive not had to deal with them for a while ..#🎀gutz.txt🎀#ableism#medical rant#medical trauma#camhs
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i’ve had a headache since i left the airport yesterday and i thought maybe it would go away while i was asleep but it did not. hoping it will go away when i drink some coffee because if not i guess i’ll just have to live like this until i die
#i think going to maine fixed my sleep schedule also which is so funny because i tried like every night to fix it the week before i left and#failed/gave up.#but then i had set a 7:30 alarm every day while there but every day i woke up before it went off#i think it’s because the sun comes up so early in maine. 4:30am no joke#yesterday i woke up and there was sunlight streaming in through the curtain gap and i looked at the time. 4:58am. ummmm.no#and the weather…please 65 degrees again please please you’re nothing#got off the plane in charlotte and even walking through the jet bridge it was walter white falling.gif. like 90 degrees or something#but at least my flight landed like 30 minutes early somehow.
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can't eat anything until 17, tummy hurts in two different ways, head hurts in the usual way, i can't take any painkillers at all, and i'm stuck at the post office running out of time while the queue barely moves. death would have been kinder
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I'm so curious about how Tiny Tom (GG anon killed it with that I laughed) reacts to Yelena leaving.
“…and I told you I didn’t like you letting a total rando be around my baby. She was practically living here, KitKat. Look what happened.”
Tom speaks from the ensuite bathroom, mid-pee. Kate’s eyes roll completely at the sound of the nickname she’s grown to despise.
“You don’t get a say on who gets to come and go from my apartment.”
He steps out, stark naked and jumps on the bed.
“This could’ve ended badly. What if she had snatched her?”
Kate groans.
“Oh my god. She wasn’t going to kidnap Ri.”
“How do you know that? She…poof…gone…in the middle of the night. She could’ve just as easily vanished with our daughter.”
“Keep it down. You’re being too loud. She hasn’t been sleeping too well lately.”
“Nightmares?”
Kate nods.
“I bet the stranger pulling a Copperfield on her didn’t help.”
Kate groans.
“Get out…Leave.”
“Giving her some stability right now would be nice. Mom. Dad. In the same house. No more split days or weekends…arranged pick ups…different bedrooms.”
“Tom, I’m so not in the mood. Go. I have a big day tomorrow and I could use the time to review my pitch.”
“You could practice your pitch on me. Like you used to do.”
“Please go home.”
Tom sighs and tries to kiss her goodbye but Kate turns her face and his lips lands on her cheek.
“Well you can call me if you need anything, KitKat.”
“You know I won’t.”
“Did tonight.”
Kate doesn’t answer.
#i *legit* threw this together in like three minutes#i have like a dozen asks from that last mini chapter#but i just finished watching a movie and#im trying to hit 200 movies watched before the end of the year#and im at 184 right now#im trying to hit 185 before i go to bed#so i have 15 left to watch in 4 days#well less than 4 days#cuz its the 28th#and its 7:30am#and i still have to watch 185 and go to sleep#so really like 3 days#i basically have like 3 days to watch 15 movies#totally doable#but its why these might be short and sweet until i hit 200#but i i also have a short attention span and have to pause movies/sometimes see an ask and cant help myself#anyway...let me go watch the next movie then go to sleep#keep sending them and ill see what i get to when i get to it#kymau#kymaup#anonymous#answers
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I don't like thinking about work unless I'm at work but I have to talk through smth ignore me or whatever
#i want to quit soon but i dont know when the best time is#im working the next 2 mon/tues and then im off until the 14th#and the schedule for august isn't out yet so the last day im scheduled for now is the 25th#usually the schedule comes last minute#im considering..... telling my boss that my last day will be the 25th tomorrow#but if im going to do it i have to do it tomorrow#mayyyyybe Tuesday ig but i would wanna do it next week#but i cant see who im working with before i go in anymore. which is so terrible for so many reasons#i need to prepare before i go in and part of that is knowing who im gonna see but whatever#not only that but i wont know if my boss will be there for me to be able to quit until im there tomorrow#im also super anxious about quitting anyway i don't wanna have that conversation#and then i have to start looking for a new job#and im trying to move in the spring i need money#i did think... i could possibly bring the letter of resignation tomorrow.. hope he wont be there & leave it on his desk#and text him that it's there. but then theres not much of a conversation to be had#idek exactly how youre 'supposed to quit' but to me those rules are for employers you respect 💀#i dont respect these people ✌️#the only thing i feel bad about is that there'll only be one baker left in the company (6 almost 7 stores)#but its also not my fault that they haven't hired anyone and cant keep employees#i would've LOVED some help over the last few months as ive been the only baker in this district of 3 stores!!! they never hired anyone!!!!#i just have really not appreciated the way they've been treating me recently with all of the anxiety stuff#i also dont appreciated how my rights of privacy were violated 😀#and its literally coming to the point where im going to have to have uncomfortable conversations that i dont want to have#and/or literally take or at least threaten some legal action#or just quit!! and its not like im gonna be here much longer anyway even if i dont leave right now#i almost feel like... do i have a responsibility to hold them accountable for what they've done so it hopefully doesn't happen again#but idk i mean i didn't make them do this#tbh the more i think about it the more i want to quit tomorrow. im just nervous. and scared of not having a paycheck#idk its just scary!!! life is scary!!!!!
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air fryer broccoli is literally It
#i have probably said that before but it's simply SO good#my latest thing is broccoli and mini potatoes with olive oil and seasoning salt in the air fryer 400 for 20 mins add the broccoli when#there's 7-8 minutes left. some cheese (i have cotija currently) if you want. unparalleled#me
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God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me
#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there#the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes#but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there#and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine#if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country#so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am#so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself#but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour#to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left#so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare#or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late#also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office#is so annoying#and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like#and it's stressing me out#also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes#because of the fucking trains#anyway#i should go to sleep now#40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao#i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely#otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety'#yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh#void screams
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Do you ever read a book and realise how it's going to make you exponentially worse
#finished the monsters we deserve by marcus sedgwick in (according to the handy timer on my library's ebook reader) one 46 minute session#am not normal about it!#like it's possibly a letter. we don't know who from or who to but it's written KNOWINGLY like the narrator will correct their own grammar#the narrator will point out their own use of a comma in the very first lines and that WILL come up again like I am categorically not okay#about 'a fairytale (comma) ending'#it's about an author who hates the book frankenstein it's autobiographical in the same way Lemony Snickett books are if that makes sense#it asks the question 'was frankenstein the monster? is he still the monster if he's real and his ghost stands in front of you just a puppet#it says okay if mary shelley made the monster frankenstein to what extent did frankenstein make mary shelley#did she know what would happen to it how it would get misinterpreted over and over in adaptation?#and if you hate a book like HATE hate a book how do you get rid of it? you can't destroy your copy how do you destroy the very Essence Of#The Book because the narrator's an author he can't ban the book or burn it because he Knoqs what that leads to and yet...#the phrase 'frankenstein made a monster' can mean many things at once#it's also about - and this is key - what if there was a fucked up cabin in France#I think I've mentioned before how reading pterry left its mark on my writing#but reading this reminded me of how year 8/9/possibly 7 me read pretty much every book by him in my school library#which has Definitely influenced me too
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Finally figured out how to ladder down and purl without turning the piece inside out ! Only took, uh... 6 years longer than learning how to ladder down and knit.
#just did the mental math on that one. cant believe ive knitting for 7 years !!!#i learned right around when i graduated highschool so that was 2016#**almost 7 years#i learnt in the spring#to me it still feels like im just starting#actually i feel like ive been spinning for far longer#anyway the trick is to do it on the left needle not the right one#like ive done it before this without flipping my work but it was always#*scrambles with the needles for 5 minutes in a haze of confusion*#''oh hey its purled. wonder how i did that.*#knitting
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really starting to think someone put the evil eye on me.....
#all 3 of my final lab exams went horribly#today i had an oral exam & my first train was canceled & the second one was 20 minutes late#i arrived 7 minutes late but i was thankfully still on time bc there was still another student in the exam room#my teacher obviously wasn't amused but she was still nice & i got a b which i'm satisfied with#but my teacher seems convinced that i can do much better like a b isn't a good grade?? let me live 😭#i guess i was still lucky bc i was there on time after all & got a good grade but it was soooo stressful i'm glad i didn't cry#and my mom made it so much worse when i told her my train wasn't coming she got all mad at me like it was my fault???#she kept saying i finally need to grow up like girl what does that have to do with the train being canceled? 😭#she stressed me out even more & she actually could've easily driven me to my exam bc i had still had over an hour to get there#but instead she kept berating me and making me feel even worse...#and i kept telling her i'm already stressed enough can't you tell me smth uplifting but she just kept being negative & condescending#it's a little frustrating how all my exams before the finals went so good but now that it really matters everything seems to be going south#but ultimately i just want to pass everything and never set foot into this school again i can't wait for all this to be over 😪#and sometimes i really think the girls i surround myself with at school want me to fail..#like i often miss school bc of mental problems & sometimes i feel like they're mad that i still do well in school??#idk maybe i'm reading too much into it but sometimes it really feels like they're waiting for my downfall#our 'friendship' is very superficial as well & i often feel left out from the group tbh#like last friday i stayed behind a little to talk to a girl & none of them waited for me even though we all go to the train station togethe#but they always wait for the other girls of the group..#i'm not taking this too personally bc i don't see them as good or close friends & i know once school is over i won't see them again anyways#but it does hurt a little bc i'm always the odd one out who struggles to make friends no matter where i am#either way..... please please please just let me pass all of my exams & let everything fall into place in my life 🧿🧿🧿#☁️
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