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#ANXIETY MY BELOATHED
revenantghost · 9 months
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Oh man hoo boy I'm very nervous to be running an event again tomorrow. I feel like Bookclub was honestly just a blind attempt to have fun and make myself read Trimax again but I am just a fool with a blog, hoping people will celebrate Trigun with me
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hissterical-nyaan · 2 years
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When you slept because of a headache but you woke up with a bigger headache
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adeaddragon · 2 years
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Adjusting to my new med levels and dealing with super anxiety stress because of work and college and working on potentially starting HRT rn has made me get The Sad.
The Sad: feeling lonely and fighting ye old stupid social trauma anxiety where I get the horrible itching feeling that I’m annoying or irritating and the people I care about most will abandon me because I’m too much.
It’s absolutely irrational, but does that stop the thing? Nope. Nope it definitely doesn’t.
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interiorlulus · 8 months
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I was a very brave boy and finally sent the finished commissions (I'm trembling like a deer being stalked by a blood-thristy predator).
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randombird380 · 2 years
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y’all I’d throw hands if I didn’t have such bad anxiety
seriously, once again I got squished on the bus. I was sitting there, watching goofy queer vids on my phone, when a guy who looks like a cliché cs major sat in the seat next to me and I was pushed into the wall like that embarrassing shirt you’d push into the back of your drawer/closet
yes, ik, it’s meaningless, but c’mon man I just wanna watch a fabulous gay man get dressed up in amazing outfits without fighting my heartrate
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snakebites-and-ink · 9 months
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People who host or participate in discord servers, how do you feel about lurkers? Or mostly-lurkers? People who want to see what's up but are generally too shy to say anything?
Tagging @whumperofworlds and @painsandconfusion because I've seen you both sharing servers
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greyjediluke · 3 months
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LOL she's just like me
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muttsandmustelidae · 24 days
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applied to the humane society again :,)
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fizzlesticks12 · 2 months
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got a job interview soon and I am stressingggg lordie
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seariii · 8 months
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I love when body enters into fight or flight mode out of nowhere. What is making you so anxious little buddy? There is literally nothing going on
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unicornsaures · 6 months
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ill forever adore going through my old sketchbooks because its like going through memories i never knew i had
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jestroer · 1 year
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Being incredibly social and thriving in a company of literally anyone pleasant enough to talk to and also having an extreme social anxiety is not an easy work but somebody has to fucking do it
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reiketsui · 8 months
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i think abt writing all day every day when i'm out of the apartment and then i get home and lay on the couch like a corpse for 8 hours
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dropdeadbf · 9 months
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they should invent a nervous system that isn't so nervous
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spacedoutwitch · 1 year
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My shoulder has been fighting me, and I still need to figure out how to make digital sketches that mean things to anyone but me (although I can make them now!! That's something!!), so have a low-effort meme doodle of the possible aftermath of my previous post. (Look, Hooty is long and twisty and comes out of doors, and a post-episode chat with some of the TOH cast and crew implied that a book describing Hooty's ecology would drive people insane. I don't make the rules.)
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mutalune · 3 months
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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