Oh man hoo boy I'm very nervous to be running an event again tomorrow. I feel like Bookclub was honestly just a blind attempt to have fun and make myself read Trimax again but I am just a fool with a blog, hoping people will celebrate Trigun with me
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When you slept because of a headache but you woke up with a bigger headache
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Adjusting to my new med levels and dealing with super anxiety stress because of work and college and working on potentially starting HRT rn has made me get The Sad.
The Sad: feeling lonely and fighting ye old stupid social trauma anxiety where I get the horrible itching feeling that I’m annoying or irritating and the people I care about most will abandon me because I’m too much.
It’s absolutely irrational, but does that stop the thing? Nope. Nope it definitely doesn’t.
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I was a very brave boy and finally sent the finished commissions (I'm trembling like a deer being stalked by a blood-thristy predator).
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y’all I’d throw hands if I didn’t have such bad anxiety
seriously, once again I got squished on the bus. I was sitting there, watching goofy queer vids on my phone, when a guy who looks like a cliché cs major sat in the seat next to me and I was pushed into the wall like that embarrassing shirt you’d push into the back of your drawer/closet
yes, ik, it’s meaningless, but c’mon man I just wanna watch a fabulous gay man get dressed up in amazing outfits without fighting my heartrate
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People who host or participate in discord servers, how do you feel about lurkers? Or mostly-lurkers? People who want to see what's up but are generally too shy to say anything?
Tagging @whumperofworlds and @painsandconfusion because I've seen you both sharing servers
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applied to the humane society again :,)
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got a job interview soon and I am stressingggg lordie
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I love when body enters into fight or flight mode out of nowhere. What is making you so anxious little buddy? There is literally nothing going on
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i think abt writing all day every day when i'm out of the apartment and then i get home and lay on the couch like a corpse for 8 hours
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My shoulder has been fighting me, and I still need to figure out how to make digital sketches that mean things to anyone but me (although I can make them now!! That's something!!), so have a low-effort meme doodle of the possible aftermath of my previous post. (Look, Hooty is long and twisty and comes out of doors, and a post-episode chat with some of the TOH cast and crew implied that a book describing Hooty's ecology would drive people insane. I don't make the rules.)
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