#And it makes me literally want to bawl my eyes out 🥲

[evansbby]

“this book is so good and the themes are so apt and the author is a genius and I don’t know how to explain this so it is overwhelming me” type of feeling//

You’re literally reading my mind rn because this is exactly how i felt!! Like I remember after reading tbosas again a few months ago, I just sat there on my bed staring at the wall for like 10 minutes because I didn’t know what to do with myself😭😭 I wish I could go back and read it for the first time tbh. But I absolutely LOVED Lucy, and I felt so bad for her, you have no idea😭 My baby deserved better. I legitimately cried when I was nearing the end of the book because I was also so delusional, telling myself that Snow and Lucy would have a happy ending together when I KNEW that Snow never deserved her and that he was so toxic. I do think Snow loved Lucy at some point but he thought he was weak for loving her, and that BROKE me😭

And don’t get me started on Sejanus because I’ll start crying again if I think about him. I literally cried for like 10/15 minutes bc I felt so bad! Shit was so intense I could feel it in my chest. I still don’t know how Snow could betray him like that just for power, especially after making Sejanus believe they were best friends since they were kids. Props to Suzanne Collins on how she described their relationship because I bawled my eyes out reading about his death, and especially his last words💔💔💔

I have to stop myself otherwise, I’ll start ranting and then I’m going to cry thinking about the last 100 pages or something😭😭 But do you also just feel this pang of hurt in your chest everytime you think about Lucy or Sejanus because my heart hurts for them. And just this overwhelming feeling of betrayal. I can’t😭😭😭

(Also thank you🩷🩷 Exams are stressing the shit out of me but thank god it’s done now🥲 I legit almost started crying when I was walking to the lecture hall)

-🌺

No please now I’m getting emotionally invested all over again 😭😭

Sejanus WAS Snow’s best friend, whether Snow wants to admit that or not. Snow always inwardly hated him but based on his behaviour towards Sejanus, he was literally the only one who acted like a friend to him (up until the end… when you really think the two of them have bonded low-key despite Snow inwardly still scorning him… you still think they’re sort of bffs now… and then the betrayal is so awful and hits so hard 😭😭🥲🥲)

I’m literally the same as you! After I finished tbosas I just started at my wall and my heart hurt so much 😭😭 bc how could a person be SO CRUEL??! To the girl he loved no less??? The whole third act is so cute like when Snow and Lucy reunite in the meadow??? The same Katniss and Peeta meadow??? 😭😭😭😭 I thought it was so cute and ugh!!! The parts of Lucy and Snow in district 12 is my fav part of the whole book!

But also… it’s crazy how possessive Snow was in his narration. Always calling her “his girl” and just AHHHH I really thought she could change him 😭😭😭😭😭 and their first kiss 🥲🥲🥲 BUT IT WAS NEVER REALLY LOVE FROM HIS END, JUST A NEED TO POSSESS HER AND I HATE THAT! Bc I low-key think a part of him truly loved her and he squashed that out bc he thought it made him weak 😭😭😭

And yes I do feel the pang of hurt when I think about those two. That whole book’s last part makes me feel sick.

I URGE ANYONE WHO HASNT READ TBOSAS TO PLEASE READ IT!!!

[cheolhub]

hi sar🫶!! it’s the anon from the other day that sent you my thoughts on love scene. i kinda wrote that initial message in a rush so i felt like i didnt articulate myself fully so i wanted to send you another hehe

love scene has me in a total brainrot like never before🫠🫠 as i said in the other message i almost never seek out any sort of seokmin fics so i just read love scene for fun but i’m still ???? thinking about it days later ???? 😩

smart soft dom!seokmin and reader have such a lovely dynamic that i think you wrote so well🥲 i love how you introduced them w an established relationship leading to where the fic itself had its actual setting in (if that makes sense?) and how you wrote about reader being insecure abt graduating and how seokmin handled that insecurity through the dialogue and the sex… you just made him so so sweet!!!!! despite his character being described as smart and awkward and funny, the soft dom side of him is just so nice and comforting to read🥹 and a nice contrast to his personality!!

i think their relationship/overall dynamic has so much potential in this kind of universe, after reading love scene i started thinking different scenarios abt them, like their first time with each other once they started dating or what kind of life they’d create together post grad etc etc. i absolutely love it. i’m just so obsessed with love scene you have no idea🥹🥹🥹 LOVE U SAR!!!!!! can’t wait to read more works from you🫶🥰🤭

HI!!! seriously omfg this … this… im so nauseous in a good way (that sounds ridiculous but like i mean i have butterflies in my stomach). i wish i had the words to tell you how much i appreciate you for even sending an ask about love scene 🥹 the first ask u sent abt it literally had me giggling and kicking my feet, but THIS ask??? it’s 3 am and im bawling my eyes out over this. you’re such an angel, seriously. thank you so so much for reading and genuinely enjoying it and thank u a million and one for sending me ur feedback and thoughts 🥺 i seriously don’t deserve u omfg shdh

i love u sm and i cant wait for u to read them as well!!! have the best day ever <333

[thatonespriteobsessedbitch]

ok Thoughts™ on the last seven episodes of the bad batch because I procrastinated a lot lol

Entombed:

not much I can remember since I did watch three episodes one after another but I did almost cry when Mel "died",

felt like the weakest episode so far tbh

Tribe:

literally sobbed from as soon as Gungi appeared until the end credits rolled,

was prepared to send Filoni my therapy bills

The Clone Conspiracy:

god I love Riyo,

my boy?!?!!! my rexy?!?!!

tbh it took me like three weeks to find time to watch the next four episodes so I don't really remember what happened in the first three but yera lol

Truth and Consequences:

everyone but Megs skipping stairs on their way off the Marauder 😂,

Echo momming omega 🥹,

Echo wants to help the rebellion so much,

I'm literally so scared for omega in the Senate, I feel like she's gonna die or something,

oh fuck oh fuck rampart

ok he didn't notice her I think

also he has one hell of a chin

bail is out here nick furying

BURTONI????? THAT BITCH I ONLY KNOW FROM FICS????

burtoni is gonna fuck them over I'm calling it

I know what happens with echo bc I accidentally stumbled across spoilers but I can see the exact moment he decided to help rex

"he's still not better with heights?" "this is him better" 😂

that's one way to get on a venator

they're just stealing a whole ass venator at this point

idk what Rex was thinking asking for tbb to help on a stealth mission, these fuckers are less stealthy than fucking Skywalker

riyos a badass

oh rampart you're fucked

and it was all for nothing, great 😒

low-key bawling at how omega had no clue what was going on

The Crossing:

omegas sarky this episode, I like it lol

damn that was almost a lion king moment

megs needs a helmet fr tho

omega has attachment issues

tech and emotions don't really get along lol

I'm slowly becoming more and more of a tech girlie by the episode

so tech is definitely autistic

the cave is kinda really pretty tbh

this planet reminds me of the gerudo desert from botw

Retrieval:

who knew Gonky would eventually be useful

this benni is pissing me off ngl

not the marauder

how dare you call Gonky a defective power droid you shit plant

the Mando adoption gene is gonna flare and they're gonna adopt Benni I swear

mokko got what he deserved

Metamorphosis:

idk who this boy is but he is becoming a blorbo very quic-- oh nvm he's dead

damn the greenery around that base is stunning tho

wtf is going on????? this feels like a Halloween episode so far

NALA SE?!!?!!!!

dr hemlocks kinda a dick

her concern is warranted, tech, because something massacred the crew on this ship ffs

this feels like the brain worms arc

I'm probably wrong but is that a baby zillo beast?????????? I haven't watched that arc in ages but it kinda looks like one

ok I googled what the zillo beast looked like and I swear to GOD THATS A FUCKIGN ZILLO BEAST

it's fucking eating electricity

omg it gets bigger everytime it eats electricity

OMG I WAS RIGHT!!!!!! it is a zillo beast

awww tech protecting megs 🥲

I simultaneously can't believe the empire decided to clone the zillo beast but also can't believe they waited so long to clone it

we all know palps was eyeing the mofo from the beginning

yeah no shit palps made the order before he was emperor, he was the one who ordered it to be brought to coruscant in the first place

and our boys are gonna be revealed to be alive

tbh how they didn't know with tech's whole racing shebang is beyond me

omg and they're going after omega again 😒

also I'm sick rn so this might make no sense but too bad

[iamgoingtokms]

y'know, i never cry when i watch shows or movies, but there's been a few times where i almost did.

and i just so happened to experience that. right now 😃 (i was literally tearing up 🥲)

--SPOILERS??--

okay so the show in question is she-ra. and what made me almost cry during the last episode wasn't the fact that they all could've died. no no.

it was catra's LOVE CONFESSION TO ADORA. I WANTED TO BAWL MY EYES OUT SO FUCKING BAD TEKHFGNDGHHRFSRYGSHKDHJGEN

maybe im just a hopeless romantic or something, but this tends to happen during any love confession scene. unfortunately for me, it was quite severe this time.

like when they kissed, i threw my phone across my bed and started squealing like a fucking five year old whilst punching my mattress. but in like a good way. i mean, it took them the whole goddamn show to do it, but like catra says, "good riddance". (fun fact idk what that phrase means it just sounds like it makes sense here 💀)

im sad though. like what do you mean it's over? what do mean that i won't get to see anymore of the best friend squad? WHAT DO YOU MEAN????

anyway, it's a great show. if you never watched it, shame on you /hj (please watch it. or rewatch it.)

i have so much i could rant about, but this post is going to end up like a ten page essay at this rate 😭. but there is one more thing i should say.

WHAT ABOUT THIS OUTFIT MAKES YOU THINK "oh yeah, he's straight."

???

HELLO?

anyways slay king hope you and glimmer are happy 😁 (and also adora and catra, obviously. and like everybody else too)

but you know who's not happy? me. thanks for making me almost cry, dreamworks. love ya for creating such a masterpiece. 🤭

[certifiedjaeger]

It’s so sad watching one of your friendships just like slowly deteriorate 😐

[saintobio]

omg bae- I do hope that Hoejo finally make Sera pregnant with his crusty ass 'd' because if that is the boiling point of y/n, fuck it, I'll take it.

(Also I actually thought of this one, doesn't Hoejo like Sera's lipstick shade? What would happen if Gen actually notices the lipshade (the one Sera is using) on Hoejo's neck, and was about to tease him about getting freaky with mc but Gen remembered that, THAT shade isn't one of the colors that y/n would pick for herself 😨 just a thought)

Anonymous said

i’m genuinely so mad and i low key hope sera gets pregnant so he gets what he asked for , if you can’t take it , don’t dish it . AND YK ITS CRAZY BCOZ SERA IS A VENOMOUS MF —

i hope mc leaves him and ends up with someone who actually values her for who she is and not what she can do for them .

Anonymous said

CHAPTER 8 WAS AMAAAAZING HOLY SHIT ASDFGHJKL I absolutely love how angsty it was (I do feel bad for poor y/n though) cuz you know what they say- the higher you go, the harder you fall. Gojou has fucked things up so spectacularly that I can't wait to see how it all unfolds. At this point, I want Sera to get pregnant so y/n can leave without any hesitation whatsoever and be the queen she is 🥰 and so Gojou stays trapped in a toxic relationship with his mistress and illegitimate child 🖕

@oracleofdin said

I hate him. I hope he gets Sera pregnant and they live a miserable life together while y/n thrives. >.> idk if i can read anymore but you're a fantastic writer! ❤

Anonymous said

GOJO BETTER KISS THIS GORILLA GRIP SUPER SOAKER 9000 GOODBYE 👋 GO FUCK LOOSE WALL SERA 😘✌️ AND IF SHE PREGNANT YOUR BABY GONNA BE UGLY BITCH 🖕

Anonymous said

great chapter as always!! so many things happened and the only thing i can focus on is sera. like gojo nutted into her 😭 like bro come on… if sera ends up being pregnant and keeps the baby, i just know gojo will at some point in his life wish the mother of child is the mc not sera

Anonymous said

I actually hate him like I hope sera gets pregnant so he can be forced to stay with her. He doesn't deserve her at all and the ring scene had me shaking with anger and then-yshshsjshnah that's all I have to say I feel fucking sick 🤮

Anonymous said

Author, I am literally bawling my eyes out. I cannot take the gravity of Gojo's immaturity and stupidity. Jeez, a baby born out of spite? I'm so done with this man. If Sera does end up pregnant then good for them. Y/N will truly and finally at that point let go him. I despise him so much cause out of all the things she said he still chose to focus on what he felt. That's how selfish he is. When Y/N was looking for the ring it was so 😭. Best believe I was crying with my gurl.

you guys really want sera to get prego just to see gojo’s downfall 🥲🥲🥲 honestly same

[moonhoures]

Hi Moon! Sorry this took me so long to get back to you with… Yesterday took a turn… but here I am with soft boyfriend thing…

Also yes it is Sunghoon… when I tell you that he has literally been ruining me the past few days.. especially with these pics

Like what the heck😖… So anyways here you go… Enjoy☺️

~

Soft Boyfriend Hoon… I literally dreamed this…why did I wake up🥲

Laying on the couch, Sunghoon laid on top of you. Neither of you had much to do that day, but for some reason you were both exhausted. You hadn’t gotten up since you both laid down early that afternoon. And, if the dark sky outside wasn’t proof enough, you’ve both been this way for hours.

“We should get up… get something to eat”

You speak softly, not wanting to break the soft atmosphere around you

“In a few minutes”

He replied, matching your volume. You smile as you run your fingers through his silver hair, you took note that it was a little dirty, but still held the softness it normally did. Hoon lifted his head, his chin softly placed on your chest

“What?”

You asked, confused when he didn’t speak. He just looked at you, his eyes soft, holding that unadulterated affection he held especially for you

“Nothing, just looking”

He finally mumbled in reply, a shy grin growing on his lips

“You’re just really cute”

You felt yourself flush at his words, giggling softly. His grin grew at the sound, his heart thudding in his chest. He pushed himself up, quickly pecking you lips. You’re whole body froze as you processed what just happened.

“Hey… get back here”

You called as he quickly stood and fled the room. His soft laughter trailing behind him as you quickly followed him towards the kitchen. You both ended up sliding through the kitchen. Sunghoon catching you as you almost fell, bringing your body into his. Both of you dissolved into giggles as you held each other

“Hey”

He whispered, catching you attention. You looked up at him, barely catching the look of pure affection and love in his eyes as he leaned down and planted a firm kiss on your lips. Finally giving you what you had wanted in the first place. After a few seconds he pulled away, his forehead softly placed on yours

“I love you”

~

Alright I hope this makes you as soft as it did me… I love him

Sending all my Love🤍

~Kenah🦕

and don’t apologize baby it’s okay! i did miss you though.. </3

but wtf i wish my brain blessed me w hoon dreams as good as this one bc this made me BAWL MY MF EYES OUT?!???!? i want, NO, need soft bf hoon so…bad!!! 😩 i could picture this so perfectly my heart is breaking rn 💔💔💔

i cannot thank you enough for sharing this golden gem w me 🤕

[ghostiewriter]

i think tumblr may have eaten my ask but i finished the risk a few days ago and im literally still screaming about it!!!

like why did eric put brenna through hell sO MANY TIMES!!! he literally knocked her up and when she ALMOST DIED he blew her off like boY WHAT and i loved that she felt comfy enough opening up to jake about it

but he was a dumbass for panicking and breaking up with her and i wanted to kick him

but then she had such a nice convo with her dad and i literally SOBBED when her dad started sobbing and then brenna sobbed and all 3 of us just bawled our eyes out but they made up!!! and omg it was so sweet and he helped her bring back jake’s bracelet 😭😭😭 the growth

and lowkey even tho hazel was a brat i was kinda proud of her for realizing it and apologizing and saying how she felt bc there was no way her and jake (and brenna) would have been able to be friends if she kept internalizing everything and now they can all be friends and the ending with hazel and brenna and jake’s parents in the lil box watching the final game was so wholesome 😭 and when brenna got the call from georgia i SCREAMED it was the happy ending brenna needed i was so happy

ALSO on a complete side note (that made me realize tumblr probs ate the ask i originally sent) i was stalking the mindfuck series tag bc i heard a song that reminded me of it (and now im trying to convince myself not to reread it rip) and i saw you had posted about liking it and that series and the off campus series are like my top favorite book series’ so it looks like we have a hella similar taste in books so if you have any recs pls send em my way idk what to read when i finish the briar u series!!!

okay xoxoxox and if tumblr didnt eat my ask and im annoying you im super sorry!!!!

OMG YOU ARE NOT ANNOYING ME AT ALL!! ALSO FEEL FREE TO JUST MESSAGE ME AND SCREAM AS YOU READ IF IT MAKES IT EASIER!! tumblr can be a right jerk with asks sometimes bwkjdbkdjd

BUT AHHHHHH!! god i cannot explain the hatred i had for eric BUT THE WHOLE SCENE WITH COACH AND BRENNA😭😭😭I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BDWHKJBKQBD

I wont lie, i still dont vibe with hazel but that whole mess of her trying to get his bracelet back to him was just🥲so fucking cute dude i just love them so much

AND YES MINDFUCK SERIES SUPREMACY!!! but omg bestie god i have so many recs, what are you in the mood for? romance? fantasy? contemporary? I HAVE GOT YOU COVERED!!

[cocainetiddies]

dont worry there will always be people who want to be friends, its in human nature. you do the best you can for others and be aware of your flaws and thats really all you can do. no giving up sweetheart

That’s sweet of you thank you🥺 ngl i reaaally had a hard time yesterday about feeling lonely i literally bawled my eyes out🥲 but I’m feeling better now after calling with an old friend thank you for trying to make me feel better!

[kimvvantae]

My god I just read the second part of saudade and let me tell you I screamed. I just finished my viva and after spending a long time drowning in exams I just wanted a break from all the work and this was there sitting atop of the things I wanted to read whenever I got time and then I remembered oh yes I have read saudade before and it intrigued me a lot then and I was so very excited to read this and let me tell you you delivered above and beyond my expectations. Oh my God your brain is so sexy!!! Like how do you come up with such beautiful amazing plots and how can you execute each and every single one of them being nothing less than perfect? Tae's whole life made me bawl my eyes out , like how can people do that to a child? How can people even think about saying such horrible things to a kid?? But I honestly admire Tae a lot in this fic his perseverance , intelligence as well as humbleness are just many of the few things I can list off my sleep deprived brain. I am so very excited to know how this fic is gonna go. I'll definitely come up with a proper review after I hibernate and before college work catches up on me😫😫

But seriously attending college in the middle of an epidemic is so much more shittier than I expected it's like you neither get to have fun with friends nor can you escape from the mind numbing assignments. You even start to consider why you even bothered to take the degree in the first place like seriously I could've chosen a lighter and more simpler degree but no my stupid ass had to take medicine smh.

Anyway before I get carried away thank you for sharing this amazing piece of art with us and really I have a lot more to tell about the story but my eyes are really giving out on me🥲🥲.

🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much!!! it truly means a lot to me that you're liking saudade so far!!!! actually it's funny that you decided to read saudade after being so focused on studies, w me it was pretty much the same! i had a group project SO COMPLICATED that i felt that my brain was going to EXPLODE at some point. my life was literally work, get home and immediately make my part in this fckin project for more than a month. it rly rly drained me. so to cool my brain down i wrote both umbra and saudade during my lunch breaks!

i really feel you. college is pure shit during this pandemic. it's just the boring parts. i started college in january 2020, just a little bit before the pandemic started.... i'll be graduating soon and I haven't even lived the full college experience. it's depressing :( but let's stay strong until this shitty situation is over! i honestly considered dropping out many times but then i'd be wasting all of my past efforts. things will get better (hopefully!)

thanks again for the feedback!!!! i hope you had a good night's sleep!!! 🥰🥰🥰