#And my love is my defining trait
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guess who has added another character to add to their collection of sunshiney summery bros to reference when describing their own personality (meee)
I seriously see so many people who compare themselves to like nico/regulus type emo depressed characters and I've yet to find another will solace/sunshiney type person who openly relates to them like I am the sunshine in grumpy x sunshine and I'm not ashamed of that
(To follow up on the opening thing it's James. He's me but a deer (I'm a magpie/hummingbird type person) and also magic yk)
Srsly tho like so many people say they love those ships bc they relate to the emo one and they want to have a sunshine person and I'm the opposite like yea I'm mostly aroace but the exception is soft depressed emo gay genderqueer-coded boys. So few of them exist in the Real World and it pains me
#Ranting#Blame the adhd#Anyways since I mentioned pjo I'm gonna talk more about it in the tags#I'm either a child of apollo or aphrodite#Both work REALLY well for me#Like I'm summery and friendly and talkative and other-people focused and I'm literally a summer camp counselor#But I also have a complicated relationship with physical beauty that's very important to my psyche#And my love is my defining trait#I love really strongly and I love literally everything#Just at varying levels#I may be aroace but I am in love with everything and love is just deeply integral to how I view the world#I don't think I'd have charmspeak tho#I feel like I'd be more of an empath type? Like being able to sense relationships#Whether positive or negative yk#If I'd be an apollo kid then it's way easier I'd just glow#Who knows tbh#I also spend like 30 minutes on my makeup whenever I go out so that is another point in the aphrodite direction#But also I am so so so symbolically attached to the sun#Plus I feel like I look like the sun?? Like I look summery I think#I tan super easy and I've got freckles#And like honey brown eyes and brown blonde hair that looks gold in the light#I also have warm toned skin and look GREAT in gold jewelery and makeup#Plus I wear cargo shorts although that's just a point in the will solace direction which we already know#Idk
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One of the biggest arguments Iâve seen used by the Ob*d*l*s against Anidala, is that scene in the ROTS novel where PadmĂ© says she could trust OW with the secret of the rebellion and was hesitant to tell Anakin and I just wanna say:
Padmé wasn't an idiot. She was an extremely intelligent and competent woman, perfectly able to understand that loving Anakin and thinking that he could be trusted with a certain politic-related matter were two very different things and reducing her choice regarding who to trust with an important political matter only on the basis of her feelings of romantic love diminishes her professionalism, and this is why I say y'all could never understand her.
PadmĂ© didnât have to "love" OW or even like him at all to know he was the perfect Jedi to ask for help in a secret political matter.
That's the point being made in the novel, sheâs hit with the realization that Anakin in this particular moment could not be told this piece of info because of his relationship with Palpatine, and PadmĂ© specifically mentions in the Junior ROTS novel that she didn't want to make Anakin âkeep a secretâ if he didnât agree with their stance because itâd be âunfair.â So this also played a part in why PadmĂ© didnât think it best to inform Anakin about the Rebellion. It honestly had little to do with her actually lacking trust in him, and more to do with the circumstances she was in not allowing her to be open with her husband and her not wanting to make him choose between his wife and his âfather figure.â

However, PadmĂ© knows OWâs political ideas aren't tied to ONE particular person but to a philosophy, one which is closer to her own, at that point. None of this was ever meant to be hinted as âromanticâ or even remotely insinuated as romantic. Itâs strictly professional and even the tone of the scene makes that so abundantly clear.
All Iâm saying is that, some of these proshippers are doing the most out here to try and prove their ship, like my loves? You forgot a very important thing called âš context âš and regardless of her rational thinking, PadmĂ© still went out of her way to try and talk out all of this Rebellion secrecy stuff with Anakin when she confronted him in the scene where she asks if he ever thought they were âfighting on the wrong side.â PadmĂ© didnât trust OW in the same way she trusted Anakin (with her entire self and being) she had the level of trust and love for Anakin that was only meant for him.
Mixing up her unwavering faith in Anakin as her husband with her trust in OWâs devotion to duty as her comrade/ally is purposely deluding yourself, because the two arenât the same and therefore canât be compared. An example of this is: PadmĂ© constantly putting more value to Anakinâs words over OWâs in the end of ROTS when he came to tell her of Anakinâs âcrimesâ. She completely disregarded what OW had claimed about her husband and instead made her way to where Anakin was herself, to ask him directly. Despite what the truth was, this is proof of her trusting Anakin unconditionally, and I didnât even think I had to spell that out because itâs as clear as day.
In conclusion, PadmĂ© didnât trust OW more than Anakin, she just knew the circumstances she was in didnât exactly make it easy for her to openly talk with her husband about these matters and thatâs part of what played into the issues they had in ROTS, itâs exactly what Sidious wanted. This scene in the novel doesnât exist to imply some hidden romantic undertone that George was intending all along. No, far from that. George was always an âopen, , clear and easy to understandâ type of storyteller, so if the former was the case, this scene wouldnât be any different if there was some hidden message or subtext the reader should be made aware of, George would make it obvious. Fact of the matter is, the one and only reason for this scene in the novel to exist is only to show to us as the âreaderâ that the narrative is tearing apart the Star-Crossed-lovers (Anakin and PadmĂ©.) and visibly putting the two of them on different sides in the story because the consequences of this narrative choice is what will foreshadow and play into the inevitable and great fall of the couple and character in the future. Even the novel makes a very purposeful and clear distinction between âlove and trustâ in this chapter where all this occurs. PadmĂ©âs dilemma in ROTS was overtly âLove vs Dutyâ and both GL and Natalie Portman have said so in ROTS features and a perfect example of this is the fact that PadmĂ© loves Anakin, but knew she had to trust OW with the situation at hand. And if you want to talk ânarrativelyâ PadmĂ© needed a reason to keep the Rebellion a secret from Anakin, thus leading to Palpatine to sense âbetrayalâ in PadmĂ© later on, and using that to his advantage to manipulate Anakin even more into getting him to âsuspectâ her. Itâs all spelt out for us and itâs not hard to miss. All it takes is a little media literacy and understanding context.
(Mind you, hypothetically, if this scene existed for literally any other reason, it wouldâve been brought up again, but it wasnât. Itâs only mentioned once and exists for only one moment which was meant to serve a certain narrative and then it was done. Thereâs not much to make of it since the context of the scene is so clear.)
#star wars#anidala#anakin skywalker#padmĂ© amidala#sw novels#revenge of the sith novelization#revenge of the sith junior novelization#avoiding tagging and using full character names because I donât wanna attract those weirdos on my post#haters dni#anti ob****d*la#iâve seen shippers claim that ow and padme would make a better couple simply because they both value duty and share some of the same ideals#even though padmĂ©âs strong sense of duty doesnât define her personal identity#sheâs always wanted to leave behind her responsibilities to live a simple happy life with her husband#she stays out duty and care for peace and justice in the galaxy#which is actually a trait she shared with anakin not ow#anakin is loyal and dutiful because he cares about helping people and thatâs padmĂ©âs aim too#ow stays to help people because of his devotion to the jedi#thatâs not the same#saying sheâd be more compatible with ow is like the punchline of a bad joke#in every way padmĂ© shares more in common with anakin when it comes to the core of her personality#and relationships arenât built off sharing ideals mind you#itâs about connecting and sharing core values which is what anakin and padmĂ© always had#thereâs a reasons why padmĂ© and ow argued a lot in wild space#padmĂ© says the one thing her and ow can agree on is loving anakin otherwise their mindsets clash way too much#compatible? never in a million years.#padmĂ© herself disagrees#and apart from the fact that canonically padmĂ© never shows romantic interest in him#nor does the narrative include ow as one of padmĂ©âs love interestsâŠ#holy god my tags deserve their own posts
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gave ransom another makeover dont look at me this is the last time i swear
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#i guess you could say rans like...my main oc??? even though all of them are rly my mains i guess no ones rly a SIDE character fr#but ransom is definitely my favorite and most developed for sure....everyone else is kind of connected THROUGH him??#does that make him the main?? idk. i love all my children equally (i dont care for brooklyn)#i saved him to my library as âRAN FINAL FORMâ so. im legally required to never edit him again#i would give him a little bio post but i dont even know where to start and it would be too long#all u need to know is that hes incredibly mentally ill and incredibly beautiful#which i feel are the two most important defining traits a person can have
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a very sad and fucked up headcanon that came to me recently: roy kent has CTE
#i mean. years and years of doing headers and also headbutting people#the man has had so many concussions#early CTE symptoms are anger issues and severe depression. arguably 2 defining traits of his character#thereâs a post-canon timeline in my head where he starts having cognitive issues in his late 40s and it turns into early-onset dementia#by the time heâs like 55 :(#which is really heartbreaking and as much as i love to write depressing fics that might be too far#but like. itâs such a real conversation in sports right now. maybe ill attempt it someday#roy kent
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now see her growâŠ
#crazy how much sheâs changed but tbh to me not at all#like. she looks different but Iâve just gotten better at drawing her as I feel her yknow!!#sheâs also evolved alongside me over the years <3#and Iâve been crazy in love with her from basically the beginning. Idk how obvious it is from my art but I like to think itâs visible#she lost her dark under eye circles this yearâŠ.. her previous one defining trait. woah#fish.txt#fishy art
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EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP MY CHILDHOOD IS ALIVE AGAIN
#THEY'RE MAKING A MOVIE OF MY FAVORITE DOG MAN HYBRID!!!!#AND HE'S SILENT!!!!! LITERALLY HIS DEFINING CHARACTER TRAIT!!!!#I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!!#dogman#Youtube
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thank FUCK its dark because none of you need to know how much i cried over mamma mia
#ive always loved this movie it's like#a defining trait for me in my aunts eyes#do NOT watch it with me though ill cry like a baby deadass#belposting
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It's so miserable making side characters for a story and getting attached because now not only are you obsessed with a guy that only exists in your head even if they existed out of your head they'd still be basically just in your head. Like no you guys have to trust me they're so deep and intricate no none of this stuff ever comes up you just have to believe me and like them as much as I do
#rat rambles#oc posting#ofc then comes the fight of wanting to make them more relevant but having to pick your battles#bonus points if theyre not even a side character theyre like. a shadow on the wall thats implied to exist. screams.#bonus bonus points if you can't even bring them up because itd give away stuff the audience isn't supposed to know#I am eternally obsessed with Them but I cant ever talk abt Them because its pretty important to me that I keep this particular secret#in general Ive been trying to not talk abt this story plot wise too much because I wanna make it real someday but man it's rough sometimes#especially since theres just full characters that as I currently have things planned wont even come up in the comic#well They kind of will. but only barely. as in their existence will be implied. and we'll only sort of see part of them like once.#and I love them so much theyre so silly and fun plus their mere existence adds a whole other layer to a member of the main cast#but I have already decided I will not be revealing this stuff to the public so they remain trapped in my head#plus even if I did reveal them no one currently would give much a shit lol#I gotta make the comic real first and then in like another decade I can maybe post a sketch of them <3#but first I have a billion other things I need to do before Im ready to start that comic#including but not limited to finalizing raiden's design đ#after taking a hill break and thinking on it some more I have someeeee ideas of how to maybe improve things?#my main two goals now are to make their silhouette more plush like and make their clothes more fantasy esc#and I have some extremely vague ideas for both but nothing concrete#I might mess around with shifting them to having traits from a different animal#I dont want to but if it helps with the silhouette problem then I think its worth considering#but yeah I think the big issue is that the rest of the cast are mostly built out of large simple shapes while raiden has bits that arent#mainly their tail but I also feel like theyre just lacking notable defining shapes in general#so the goal is to give them more noticable shapes in their design and make the silhouette even more simple#no I dont know How Im going to do any of that but Ill figure smth out eventually#not tonight tho its late
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day 71
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#vampire cookie daily#vampire cookie#cookie run#playing with some brush settings#want a style that's more solid but still textured for a project of mine#i may just end up sticking with the brushes i always use anyway bc i've been told it's a defining trait of my style#lines being kind of crayon-y and light#and i love texture so getting rid of a lot of that seems very unlike me#i don't like drawing smooth as much as i like the taste of it in other peoples' work#i'll have to think abt it smore tbh
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I'm bothering the my fav authors with their hypothetical love lives.
Apologies if I'm being weird.. it's been my life unfortunately lol
But if you had to choose an RO to romance irl who would you personally choose and whyyyyy with motivation!
Also love the story and i hope you have a BEAUTIFUL week â„ïž
You're fine! Thinking who I would romance from this train wreck cast was a lot of fun-
Anyway my college self would have been enamored by Beck no question skskd
Lars is someone I would have gotten in a fist fight with (lmfaO), Rook has an iron wall around his heart and plenty of personal issues ajsjs + jealousy, ??? is mostly the jealousy I'd be fine with them possessing me tbh-
Rhea I'd love and admire and wish I could be best friends with So Bad but we're too different solely in what we want from life to date.
Zoe is my second contender because I like quiet people I can relax with and we'd share in our love of books (Also I love people who I can tease and Zoe delivers in that department).
But Beck is just so soft and I'm a sucker for Soft Boys. I think we could relate on a lot of personal feelings, both good and bad, and we both just want a normal and peaceful life. Also while all ROs would be fine with it, I imagine Beck's response to me being grey romantic ace as just "ok, we're best friends who are in love sometimes" and that easy acceptance would make me cry lol
#em answers#ch: rook#ch: beck#ch: rhea#ch: zoe#ch: lars#ch: ???#didn't want to rant but to expand#lars is someone I'd fist fight and after we beat the shit out of each other we'd begrudgingly admire each other after#Beck and my partner also share some traits too lol#we'd also bond over our love of puerto rico and how we always miss our family who lives there đ#also how I experience being grey romantic is sometimes I platonicly love my partner and sometimes romanticly#like the waxing and waning of the moon but obviously everyone defines that differently lol this is just how it works for me
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Everything falls into place so nicely when theyâre together (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Helix#ZEX#Do I still not have a Caleb tag?? Rude of me#The Captain#DAX#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Random sillies again âȘ They just appear so often!#I can't help myself with my faves - double bonus on that first one! Flipped up shirt /and/ stretchies gah all the cutes#Max is described as having ''strangely defined hips'' hehe <3 Curvy! Of course â«#Cutest lad <3 Which speaking of cute lads!! Caleb!!!#Still using that 2019 chibi style - everyone deserves a turn! It's super cute!#Man he really is adorable hwah poor dear deserves a break haha#ZEX nad DAX hearties of course <3 DAX is So unromantic who could he ever possibly have a crush on haha how absurd to consider#ZEX pls#He's too busy going after everyone else! DAX is right there!!#Gah I'm so excited for them to kiss at some point it Has to happen right <3 <3#Lol okay so the costumes - I was thinking about zodiac personality stereotypes and then#It's not Just self-indulgent that I see Dexter as being a Scorpio okay! (It is) It just makes sense!! And Max as a Leo look like I just said#If it fits then it just fits! What can I do about it! Lol#What's funny is that canonically Max is a Capricorn haha - he totally has that Leo trait of wanting to be the center of attention tho!#Capricorns are like - stubborn and industrious? Mmmmh yeah okay lol#I'm not at all biased by knowing some Leos irl and Zero (0) Capricorns to my knowledge lol#Dexter feels obvious lol do I need to explain - secretive possessive loyal etc. etc. It's not just me being biased! (It is!) Lol#It is very fun to me to think about Writer Bias haha âȘ Max's POV written Such a way hehe <3 I always love that kind of thing!#And y'know - DAX writer bias lol okay I'll admit to that one lol#And rounding out with the trio <3 Who is leaving such a negative impression on them! Fun to draw them in a line :D
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omg omg iâve been laughing for ten minutes, oh god my stomach hurts. âobjectifying gay men as boys who love each as if that was their only traitâ WHAT?!đđđđđđđđđ like iâm pretty sure the definition of gay men is âboys who love each otherâ
#AND THIS WAS ON A DBD TIKTOK FROM THE OFFICIAL NETFLIX ACCOUNT LMAOOO#oh god tears in my eyes this is too funny#iâm so deeply sorry to any gay boy iâve objectified by thinking your defining trait is a boy who loves other boys#dead boy detectives
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ik it's not good to latch onto a mental illness as your defining trait but also. babe i don't have much else going on or any other sense of identity beyond it
#''you don't want to heal from depression bc you don't know who you are without it'' yeah no shit. if there's no depression there's no me#also i got the no sense of identity disorder!!!! so!!!! said disorder is just my only identity ig!!!!!!#ik this is why ppl look for labels and i am no different but all my labels hinge on being vague so like . not very helpful#others i know latch onto their nationality/religion/heritage etc. but i definitely don't feel pride in any of those#dare i even say i feel disgust. i am more defined by my disdain for being jewish than my actual judaism#ppl say to let what you love define you. but. i don't love. i mean i love my cat but i don't think that can define me#also maybe I'm just autistic but i don't really get how one can even be defined by what they love đ€#and this whole thing is so weird. bc in so many people's head there is this very firm image#and people tell me i seem confident and like i know how i am and that I'm being myself in an honest way#girl i don't even know what myself is!!!! i am more defined by my lack of definition than anything đđđ#or my worse traits like stubbornness and hypocrisy and obsession#wouldja look at that we just circled back to my bpd. see what I'm saying?#vent#ask to tag#sorry for all the vents today 𫥠i am at my worst actually and i fear i may lose it at any moment âšïž
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The Magician and The Lovers for the Rook tarot askâšïž
The Magician: What are Rook's thoughts on Solas? Do they change as the story progresses?
tbh they underestimate him for the entire game and deserve to get fooled by him like three times in a row in the end đđ regrettably they are pretty manipulable and probably couldâve been talked into complacency even without blood magic. i do think itâs at least a little bit mutual though, i have a hard time imagining him taking them too seriously. the first time through i did go with having the mythal fragment talk him into self-sacrifice, and itâs funny to think they ultimately did get him with the Power of Friendship, or the power of Whatever The Hell Youâd Call That at least
#the power of situationship#i liked solas so much more this game#he has some of the best writing too imo so he was a very unexpected highlight for me#we love a character whose defining trait is hubris#solas#auri de riva#my ocs#datv#dragon age#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#im gonna start winding down spoiler warnings except for big moments (like the blood magic or the mythal fragment)
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hesitant to put my actual rendered pieces online these days. i'll probably just throw doodles here. They're shitty enough that I don't really care if they get scrapped (not my best work nor my more insane things I've drawn)
#strom.txt#man#art is hard as shit and people who don't really do it don't really respect it#bad art is viewed as bad sure#but the middle section where it's not good nor bad is always kind of just forgotten#while the people who do good art also have figured out how to get people to respect them because their art is so good#we can only keep progressing but when will we lose that spark?#I think that's a thought that haunts me everyday as someone who's defining trait#is their love for creation#though I guess it's true for every specialization that you can put years into learning#people who don't understand take it for granted#I can't believe this whole thing was sparked by my mom paying me one dollar for a sketch comm I would've asked for like 60 dollars minimum#for how complex it was#i don't think i'll ever let that go
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"he prefers games to girls by far" siiigh don't they allâŠ
#i'm kidding i love him. even if he loves games more than me. </3#speaking of that same source. uncontested champion of adventure games in my heart#insane to me that the ygo bible has only been translated into french of all languagesâŠ.#soooo thankful for the fan translation actually#especially since a few of ryouâs like. âdefining traitsâ are from that (dead sister)#spookyshipping#anyway. do you think iâd be more important than the rpgsâŠ..#tbh is anything more important than the rpgs. no. he loves his rpgs and i love him for that#nerd. dork. geek. all of the above i love him so muchd dhdjfhdn#i say this constantly but heâs just!!!! so weird. beloved. need to observe him like a bug in a terrarium or something#i say all of this affectionately he drives me insane with whatever his deal is#iâm still not over the detail that heâs good at COOKING!!! a domestic life skill of all things!!!!!#husband materialâŠâŠ. i mean what huh who said that. mustâve been the wind ahahahaha
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