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hiddensneker · 2 months

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Directly after night of the nindroids

#ninjago #ninjago kai #ninjago Zane #tfw your plan to drown your best friend and attempt to steal his body possibly traumatizing him for life all for a shitty plan that doesn’t #even work or do anything ends up making him upset and not want to make out with you #the one time the black eye kinda screws me over bc if it was on the other side he would be more expressive but whatever #night of the nindroid

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puppyeared · 2 years

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I just skimmed through the art part of your blog and holy bajeebus your LMK art is so beautiful and the headcanon ideas you come up with are so good I wanna steal em-

Kinda wanna see like a part 2 of the little angst you did between MK and Macaque a while ago. It's so interesting and I wanna see Macaque's reaction in your art style. (You don't have to of course, it's just a suggestion [idk if i spelled that right])

Thanks for reading and hope you have a good day/night!

Hope this is to your liking ^^

Part one here

#I’m sure there are some character nuances im forgetting but well 🤷🏽#I want their misunderstanding or whatever they have going on between then come to a head. literally just going ‘wait what’#for me I think it’s entirely possible that there was an actual fight and maybe tension leading up to that point #cause I feel like macaque is not just bitter about thinking he died to wukong but maybe some stuff that built up to that #maybe the fight was just the breaking point. maybe they’re idiots who don’t talk about it because they think they’re on the same page idk #chipper-smol wrote a cool theory abt them using macaques ‘you’re nothing’ line in s4ep1. from what I understand it could be a direct parall #parallel to when he said that to MK right before MK regained his nerve and hit macaque in the eye.. since flying bark foreshadowed monkey mk #waaaay back in season 1 (where his shadow is his monkey form in the opening) i think that could be deliberate #and they could have gotten billy to voice an entirely different line for that scene. but they reused his line from s3 #in a very specific scene with wukongs narrative foil. hm #that aside I would have liked to hear billy voice the ‘you abandoned me’ line that would have killed me. but that’s just me lol #also looking at this I should have shaded the last frame to make it look more dramatic and serious but I ran out of time :(#if anything I want to see MK try and help them get back together. poor kid tries so hard to understand people so I think it would be cool to #see that happen. that’s what I like about him.. he asked macaque why he was working for LBD instead of accusing him of dooming everyone bc #he wants to and he tried to comfort spider queen by admitting he was scared of LBD too 😭😭#my art #myart #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk spoilers #Lego Monkie kid spoilers #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk season 4 #Lego Monkie kid s4

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juliets-roller-derby-awesomeness · 2 months

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i need juliet and shawn to go into detail about why they like each other and also more scenes of them kissing please and thank you

you can't just give me like 5 references to them being together in 3 episodes, i mean i know that's what you did with abigail but come on this is different it's juliet

listen you can't just give me shawn asking what she's wearing and her enrolling him in police academy to keep him safe and a b plot where shawn works up the nerve to tell gus and sneaking kisses in that weird ass fucking murder town and jules with her hair all blown out and curly kicking out the windshield in shawn's dreams and shawn wearing that goddamn green shirt with the stubble and expect me to be satisfied

okay writing all that maybe you can expect me to be satisfied that's kinda a lot but would it me too much to ask for them to talk about their feelings? would it be too much to show them holding hands a little, or see shawn claim more things were built by wild animals to impress her, or watch them suggestively walk into a room together and close the door while the camera holds on the door until fading out and coming back in with jules grinning and shawn adjusting his collar?

anyway

#i love them both #im so very bisexual for them #her hair #her jaw #his eyes #his fucking smile #psych #juliet o'hara #shawn spencer #shules #shules 2010 #psych tv #shawn and juliet #i need to finish this series asap so i can read fan fic without being spoiled #actually if anyone has fanfic that doesn't spoil anything past the christmas episode in season 5 ill love you forever #doesn't have to be shules either i just really want to read psych fics without getting spoiled #so no mr. yin part 2 #or whatever 5x15 is about #even if you're like oh it's only a little thing please don't i want to be as spoiler free as possible i already know too much

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

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wormchaser · 3 days

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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a #conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit #when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never #messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou #none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but #i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come #easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to #someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as #something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not #know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the #first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk #significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i #was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything #i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems #specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most #of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came #to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here

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lorephobic · 5 months

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this is the funniest thing that sits and rots in my drafts because its been four months atp and i still have not thought of a single headcanon for these two

#idk what it is in my brain that makes it so hard to engage w media that way but i really cannot do it to save my life #and it becomes harder and harder the more i care about something #i think. when i love something a lot and see it as perfect (in my eyes) as it is #it’s hard to justify changing it or adding to it at all because theres always the possibility that i am making it worse #it also (personally) feels like. a selfish pursuit to change and add onto canon #(which is an argument that falls apart entirely when you dismantle the idea of canon altogether)#BUT!!! at least FOR ME i am terrified of ruining something by making it more about me and less about the thing that it is #analysis is my way of getting around this #engaging with my own interpretation of media is so much easief than engaging with and altering the media itself #and even then #my analysis needs to be important or it’ll rot in my head (or drafts) for all of eternity #its. whatever that quote is thats like.#everything i create needs to be perfect to make up for the fact that its me #thats how i approach anything #unfortunately LOL

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nomairuins · 6 days

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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk

#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play #it #my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense #like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means #you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs #so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony #i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down #like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated #animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference #IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no #BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly #focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims #since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that #ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be #a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen #bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make #it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep #releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out #but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would #stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs #at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is #like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling #again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant #but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on #modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

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idiosyncraticrednebula · 11 months

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Radfems and Alt-right'ers aligning with each other is one of the most incredible things to come out of the 21st century lmao

#txt #the only reason they even pay attention to them is because radfems hate transgenders particularly the mtf's with a burning passion #you got radfems involved in right-wing circles and they actually get along with them #even the damn men and i don't know how the f*ck that can possible when radfems want all men to die #this is truly amazing #honestly though they still shouldn't associate with radfems because they don't get that their terf mentality doesn't come from anything els #but their insatiable hatred for men. it doesn't have anything to do with transgenderism itself #“you can be friends with somebody you don't agree with” there is that and there's being friends with somebody that wants you gone from this #damn planet man #but oh well #they are suddenly fine because they tell mft's that they will never be women or whatever #the fact that y'all have reached this level is all sorts of amazing to me #it's gotten to the point where the rw is really associating with a group of people that f*cking hate them and would personally kill them if #they had the chance to actually do it #i'm saying all of this as someone who isn't either left-leaning or right-leaning. screw both sides #on the radfems i don't get it don't you hate all men and think all of them are inherently evil? so why the F*CK are you aligning yourself #with a whole group that you explicitly hate distrust and can't even look in the eye without feeling disgust??? you are a part of something #that they created and that you have explicitly stated on numerous occasions that you find it to be patriarchal misogynistic and sexist #i don't get it???? specially if you are christian you should DEFINITELY not even align with them #if you have that mindset with the jews you should have it with them too. they have a hatred for god jesus christ and christianity because to #them christianity is at the core of women's “oppression” (i mean they direct that at religion as a concept but christianity has been their #scapegoat for over a hundred years at this point #i mean you can still have love for them but they reject jesus. all we can do is pray for them and hope that they embrace jesus christ as #their lord and savior. that's the only legitimate way they can be saved. there is no other way

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gorillaxyz · 2 months

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sniffle. sniff

#txt #sniffle #😢#the love triangle i completely made up in my brain #my life so hard... two beautiful beautiful charming girls #who i love #one WANTS ME #the ofher... just talks at me about anything on her mind #sniff #😔 torn between them #i love them both im just FIXATED on grace because shes so... strange... in the best way possible #and she has brown eyes #but clara 🥺🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ ohhhh i really like hee #shes so sweet and funny and nice... i love talking to her about video games and our lives... sniffle... ans rhe tv shows she likes :)#shes so NICE #i like her #i like fhem both #my dilemma... 😔#im the most MID girl ever i should not have any chances. but well... clara is a silly girl who loves silly girls #and shes really into me for whatever reason #and i donf have any chance with grace i just tjink shes so cute ♥️ and i really like being her friend...#but i have the opportunity of having a lot more with clara... which sounds so good. AND IM LITERALLY FINE WITH JUST BEING FRIENDS WITH GRACE #id still be obsessed with her. i litch just want to make her HAPPY ^_^#but clara... its a mutual thing 🥹 ive never really experienced mutual feelings for a girl. i usually get led on... sniffle #i like her...

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tropigooman · 8 months

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Hello sorry for disturbance

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Do u know that !

📍 Who is the Supreme God according to all our holly scriptures and how does he looks like ?

📍 Why are we so distresed? Why do we die ?

📍 What is the Definition of eternal place ?

📍 Which God can cure incurable diseases and destroy sins ?

📍how can we get rid from all types of evils and intoxication

Read once Holly Book "Gyan Ganga" 📙

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https://www.jagatgururampalji.org/gyan_ganga_english.pdf

(dont click the link its probably a virus)

#asks #idc abt religion bc i dont think the god of christianity (at least the most common form in then united states of assholes) is real #the jewish god? yea sure #the god of people who actually read the bible with a critical eye? cool #other religions with multiple gods such as shintoism hinduism hellenism and the like? why not #idk i guess im agnostic. do whatever its none of my business #if the christian god who wants humanity to be kind and free of sin or else they go to hell exists then he wouldnt be trying so hard #to put people in hell by putting us through the absolute worst shit possible #famine and war and genocide and extreme bigotry and poverty and late stage capitalism and all that shit #w/e goobye weirdo whos probably a bot im blocking you #EDIT: forgot allah (islamic god) idk much abt him but hes fine probably and im sorry he shares the issue w christianity of his followers #doing fucked up shit in his name #and im sorry muslims have to deal w bullshit bc of a few select extremsists #you guys deserve peace and joy and whimsy and anything you need #bc every human does #peace and love on planet earth

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luna-rcherub · 1 year

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I'm so bad with words lol But like, if they ever actually brought Ashley back and it wasn't just a cameo or something — and I mean as an agent/spy/politician etc. — I definitely want two things; 1. For Ashley to keep her sunshiney demeanor/generally positive outlook in the face of danger (more towards the middle/end of RE4R, when she started changing.) Like even if she's rattled or even a bit terrified at what's happening around her, she's more like 'I/We can do this' and stuff. None of the current protagonists I can think of in RE are quite like that (correct me if I'm wrong, though) fgjkfg so it'd be refreshing to see that in a main character. Plus I recently seen a writing tip about the alternative of a character coming out of trauma more ready to face the world, instead of retreating into themselves/becoming pessimistic. And I feel like that applies here given her arc in RE4R. 2. This is probably a personal preference but, I'd love it if she didn't swear. Ashley doesn't (my sister has played Leon's campaign so many times now, I know I gotta be right on this) in RE4R. Yes, I know she's young and people can change as they grow fgjkfg but Leon and Claire were around her age in RE2R and they were already cursing, so I feel like maybe she could be one of the few characters that just never do. I'm older than she was in RE4R and I don't curse fjgkfg so idk, it could be a character trait she keeps. Plus, her using stuff like 'freakin' and stuff, in place of swearing, is adorable. LOL I'm not gonna be super upset if they do, though haha Other than that, I'm curious to see what they do. Obviously it'd be nice if she could at least see Leon again haha but WHO KNOWS. I'm not holding my breath. A mention of him would be nice, though! Just like how I hope Ashley is mentioned in a future game he's in.

#resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #ashley graham #re4 ashley #character musings #the second point is not because i think it'd make her less 'pure' or whatever #that's stupid #but mostly just as someone who grew up surrounded by swearing #and i still don't #it could possibly apply to her too since she doesn't already anyway #but it's not like a big deal or anything if they make her do it #i was one of those people who was initially upset about her original eyes being changed lol #but i got over it #lunar talks

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ereborne · 6 months

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Song of the Day: March 26

"Songs About Rain" by Gary Allan

#song of the day #you might think that this is the opposite of 'Groovy Little Summer Song' but nope! closer to same because (drumroll)#they are one of the very best categories of thing: Country Songs About Country Songs #I love them. I adore them #'Songs About Rain' is one of the strongest and best examples of type I have (also 'Cheatin Songs' by Midland. impeccable)#'and it sure ain't easin my pain / all these songs like / Rainy Night in Georgia / Kentucky Rain #Here Comes That Rainy Day Feelin Again / Blues Eyes Cryin in the Early Mornin Rain #they go on and on and there's no two the same / oh it would be easy to blame / all these songs about rain'#what a gift. what a delight. legitimately hard to sing this song in a mournful voice because it makes me so damn happy #anyway as you might glean from how this is posting at 3 pm my time: my sleep schedule is /fucked/#I did have part of the bad conversation with my boss on Monday (immediately followed by garden times #which so overtook me that I spoke only about the garden and good spring feeling in my song post. what a blessing the garden is)#but mostly what happened is I said 'hey it is technically possible for me to make this but it will not help it will not do anything useful'#and my boss said 'but you can make it' and I said 'yes but we shouldn't. it will be a waste of time' and she said 'make it by Thursday'#and I said 'I absolutely cannot make it by Thursday. if I finish instead this better thing I've already been working on--'#and she said 'no we don't care about that thing. make part of the useless thing. by Thursday morning'#and I said 'if I bring you part of the useless thing and part of the good thing and I directly compare them in front of you--'#and she said 'we'll look at whatever you have Thursday morning but it's the useless thing we care about'#so the meeting is scheduled and I'm going to plead for the life of my better thing and probably the best I'll get is permission to do both #which is. I mean the useless thing is going to be a time-waster for sure but at least it won't be actively detrimental to anything?#it'll be fine I'll make it be fine. the inherent problems of when your boss doesn't actually know what you do for them I guess :/#(also maybe. maybe if it comes down to it. maybe I'll just make the good thing for myself and use it to make my own life better #and someday maybe they'll ask for a project that works and then I'll be able to dramatically unveil it but either way I'll benefit from it #hmm maybe yeah)

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born-to-lose · 8 months

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Okay now is the time for you to confess how many band guys cheated on their s/o with you 🤐 I've only been following you since the Italian singer incident but your concert stories are insane

Wellll, that depends on what you consider cheating 😭 keep in mind I didn't know about any of their s/o's previously so I had no idea what's going on. Also I'm keeping these anonymous because I feel kinda bad for it because even if I didn't know they were taken, I know how much it sucks to get cheated on AND I'm not proud of being cheated with or anything, I just like to brag about the events themselves ignoring the fact that it's cheating to me but not necessarily to others, I don't know their boundaries etc

The one that was definitely cheating in my opinion was the kiss with that Italian singer (I only found out he had a girlfriend afterwards and a few months later he posted about recently getting his heart broken 😭)

Then the bassist of that Swedish band hardcore flirted with me (but respectfully and he was so adorable, he kept hugging me and asking if he could buy me a drink, I could go on forever; he was also the one who tried to convince me to jump in the van and go to Gothenburg with them) and the next day when I posted a photo with the band on Instagram (regular group pic, nothing risky) I noticed in the viewers list that his girlfriend of almost two years at that time saw it 😭

Something that was part of the show during Queen Obscene and not serious but still worth an unrelated mention because it almost made me swoon (and I need to yell about it again after it's been so long), especially since it was my first concert, was Gabriel Keyes checking me out and singing a line of the chorus to me, but I don't read anything into it because he's in a happy relationship and has a kid 💕

#tldr it's two. maybe two and a half if you count the now married guitarist of said swedish band but generally he's more of a buddy type #when he asked my name & shook my hand he smiled & lowered his voice & kept loong eye contact to the point i was blushing & left awkwardly 😭#everything else after that was rather friendly tho this ask made me think. hmmm. not tryna ruin anything so whatever #the point is that i met and talked to all of these guys and not that they possibly did things they shouldn't knowing they have a partner!#peace and love i'm not the other woman and i I don't wanna be #ask #anon #mel's concert stories #<- you can find the full stories somewhere under this tag too if you're really that invested i guess lmao

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wrecking · 1 year

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expired white cheddar popcorn, my only solace rn.

edit: oh fuck i didn't mean to post this yet i wanted to like. space this out from my last post? sorry in advance i guess

#d #putting this one at the top -- jesus christ this got long sorry #you know this shit is bad when i. who has never drank in my fucking life. was considering just getting as wasted as possible #like so i could just not be here on the 17th lmfao #i'm not gonna do it because it'd be the worst possible thing i can do but like. was the thought there? yeah #i've been in a weird headspace since midnight on the 15th hit and tbh it was predictable #thankfully my mom cancelled my electrolysis appointment so i am just going to lose these 3 days to more or less nothingness #like just bouncing between reading stupid reddit threads and watching media and reading ...things... just to make me feel smth that isn't t #this* i'm not retyping that #like just not giving a single fuck about the ''time wasted'' or whatever the fuck cuz at this point this is the best i can do #like i've been unproductive all summer but right now i can barely stand to do anything that isn't escapism or direct sensory input or both #i'm honestly handling it better than i expected cuz like i'm at least not CONSTANTLY bawling my fucking eyes out or unable to get out of be #but like i also feel like any attempts to do more than just survive right now are futile #friday will come and i'll get my hair dyed and on saturday i'll get new clothes and then that person will finally be gone enough #''dozer'' is dead. literally and figuratively.

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pommancy · 2 years

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Something about the way ppl think AI will kill the 2d industry and discourage young artist from creating just sounds so disrespectful to me

#also like u rlly cant do much with a jpg someone still need to edit that into a png or do a turnaround of whatever prop design #u want to put into a game animation movie whatever #like ull need like 3 different AI to do that with 3 different prompt and fidling at each stage #codes are dumb as hell too have u ever programmed smth to fall down the screen u need to specify everything like the wind distortion the #the velocity the wobble the amount of settle it needs the weight of the object the shadow index the shadow tint color the like an ai need #all of that to do it perfectly and even one missed parameter can easily seem synthetic to the human eye like theres a reason ppl cant make #a synthetuc eyeball cause its programmed to detect anything unnatural and alert our brain and so we will always like and imitate what seems #natural to us like aughhhhh #i had to help my prof research ai algorithm in art creation for fkin EA like i can not stressed how many programmers they need to possibly #imitate the work of 1 artist in a specific style and the 1 artist can easily learn and replicate so many styles #and also the most important thing is AI dont have creative RIGHTS AUGHHHHHHHHH it is legally free for all anything an AI made #obviously ai using 2d artist stuff without reference is another hideous issue but business and work wise ai art should fear ME!!!!!!!!!!#(me pointing at you) YOU ARE MADE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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