#BUT I FEEL TERRIBLEEE

[devotedtosadpoetry]

with each submission the weight is lifted little by little….

[radiohimalaya]

La publicidad 👁️ 👁️

[d4rkpluto]

Man is Scorpio rising Taurus moon Aquarius sun Pisces mercury and venus. Shall i be patient with him or not? I can't seem to connect with him emotionally.

Fixed dominance through and through, with the Scorpio and Taurus placement he’s likely a secretive person and depending where his moon is but I’m thinking the 7h he definitely wears his heart on his sleeve but most likely isn’t doing it for you sorry babe 😭

[amanenotes]

chiaki nanami headcanons ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

[☆] she’s definitely a cosplayer

[☆] she stays all night playing games and then sleeps mostly during the day

[☆] had to remove nagito from roblox because he’d join every game she played and start trying to get her to harass kids with him

[☆] she would main ganyu or layla on genshin

[☆] she’s …chronically online

[☆] she often forgets to take care of herself like forgets to eat, exercise, etc.

[☆] she splurges on games and has a gacha addiction

[☆] “i know a place” and the place is a gaming cafe

[☆] in her head she has an ideal room, but in reality it’s a cluttered mess with water bottles and clothes everywhere

[☆] hates when people yell. she will often block out any yelling by putting some headphones over her ears and putting music on full blast

[☆] she loves the living tombstone, kikuo, vocaloid and her favorite genre is hyperpop

[☆] hajime insists over and over that he’s bad at video games but chiaki is always begging him to play with her so he does anyways

[☆] her love langauge is quality time

[☆] TERRIBLEEE POSTURE.

[☆] hajime buys squishmallows for her because she has an ongoing collection of them

[☆] she’s a kpop stan and mostly listens to girl groups !! her favorites groups are txt (bias: huening), ive (bias: liz), twice (bias: nayeon), i feel like she’d also listen to loona, stayc, and oh my girl

[insanitynikoru]

just love the ppnkgxppg art sm !! ! <33 if by chance can you explain your dynamic between them?

yhh >:) tbh my dynamics can shift depending on the context (for ex if i'm entertaining aus or scenarios). +it's kinda hard to explain their dynamic w/o also talking abt my hcs for each character bUT ANYWAy dsjgk

bratubbles: starting w this one cus they're kinda the more « normal » pair (aka i don't ever think abt them so i don't have much to say, rip). they are,,, black cat/white bunny (barfs); brat being kitty, bubbles being bunny. not exactly "opposites attract" but also not entirely compatible. brat values her independence and borders avoidant tendencies (but also not really?) making her more passive in the relationship. kinda has a habit of making bubbles cry. bubbles is like her little pet. she loves her, but also has to resist the intrusive urge to grab her by the ears and swing her around. and bubbles is just,,, "i can fix her :pleading:" kind of gross bs

i don't have much on this one sorry chat 💀 i'd have to rly sit down and think about them at some point

brutercup: my hcs for brutercup closely align with my friends @/saschy123 and @/gkt-tummyaches !! if u ever see their hcs, just know that i nod in agreement. brute is the epitome of toxic/abusive, dominating and anti-social, and bc eats it up cus she's a little guy and loves brute sm. sadist x masochist vibes both in kink and in general that's pretty much it asjkf

soft/bottom brute does not exist in brutercup pls- brute is just not a good person. 'soft' tendencies exhibited by brute are more for her own personal gain or power trip rather than for the sake of the relationship. bc is 100% aware of it but simply doesn't give a fuck because she knows what she signed up for.

blosserk: this one [grins evilly] my fave <3 (if that wasn't obvious jksdg) i like making this one suffer !!! esp berserk !! doomed yuri, complicated, yummy. they are terribleee at communication. berserk sucks at trying to convey what she feels correctly and blossom takes it as criticism, and will resort to stonewalling techniques in the right circumstances. both of them expect a lot of change from one another but both of them are too stubborn to put in the effort to change themselves, making them constantly in and out of the arguing phase. they always have problems !! on a more wholesome note, they have cute dates; picnics and shit *rolls eyes*

a different dynamic i have with blosserk is more unrequited. berserk crushes on blossom but the latter doesn't feel the same. i have/had a whole au surrounding this as a kid that's just a whole failed enemies-to-lovers arc where berserk tries to reconnect with blossom on more neutral terms but blossom is too arrogant and cannot look past her former reputation of being a villain. role-reversal; ends up being the one that gives berserk a hard time than the other way around. ex-lovers kind of feel. berserk is very self-destructive when i think abt this dynamic. i like this one better cus i play with it more + there's more angst potential 🥰

[cassketti]

Tbh… you should totally drop your adrian shephard headcanons pls……..

OWCH OW OW OFYCK FUCK FUCK CRAMPS OCUH OC WO OWWWW

- filipino. hehehHAHAHAHAHA 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭

- He doesn’t know how to speak tagalog. Just picked up some words and phrases that his parents said.

- Agender. Lmfao. Aro bisexual

- I’ve been kinda thinking abt what his typology would be. Whats there to even type LMFAOO. But ermm. I’ve been thinking sp7, sx6, 8fix, 3fix. He’d def be like a 3V tbh.

- His spore launcher grew up. YAYY!!! Spore launcher, erm, shock trooper, acts like an angsty teen now.

- Adrian: ya man so like. I would be carrying this baby alien around with me and he SPITS OUT FUCKING uh FRUIT GRENADES AND SHIT like thats fucking sick man wish I can spit out fruit grenades Shock trooper: ddaaaaaad, ur embarassing me.. 😡😡😡

- But they’re both happy they were able to reunite <:3 HEHEHEHEHE

- Adrian was in stasis all like “that mf BETTER NOT BE DEAD.. THAT WAS MY SSON…..”

FUCK OW OW OWWW

- i hate his cannon (ish?) personality. Tf u mean “adventure”?? Acting like ur going to a field trip and shit. Omfg.

- That being said. He does try to look for opportunities of “adventure”. Type of guy to purposely get himself lost. Like he’d be walking home and go “damn bruh what if I just went a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT route than I usually do”. Chris McCandless ass 😭😭

- I feel like he’s the younger sibling 💀💀LIKE THE TYPE WHO ACTS MORE CHILLER AND I GUESS MORE MATURERER THAN THE OLDER ONE. Mitchell tries so hard to be like a role model for him but adrians jus chilling

OW

- (This is after like stasis. So like, hl2) hates being in the dark (literally). Hates being alone too. He’s not like super duper social or anything but he tries to surround himself with people or at least someone to keep him company.

- Touch starved, lmfao.

- Foams at the mouth at the sight of grass and light /j

- He gets overwhelmed (physically) easily. Light gives him a headache. He notices sounds more.

- Adrian’s upset that his home is kinda, gone. And he feels rlly homesick and there’s nothing he could do 😭😭😭 bro came back from 20 years of the void and he finds out that everything has completely changed.

- Cuz like. In his years of stasis he was fantasizing about being back at Earth and what he would do again, then he comes back and ITS TERRIBLEEE 😭😭😭

- Hungry. Appreciates his meals alot more than he did before. I mean who wouldn’t, look at WHAT EARTH IS IN HL 2. THE COMBINE FOOD IS NASSSSTTYY AND SOME PEOPLE BE JOINING CIVIL PROTECTION FOR IT.

- this isnt an adrian shephard hc. But like i like to think rebel bases has like those filipino tricycles, the ones with a motercycle attached to like a cab. Yk? Alyx rides on them a few times. Hc she’s also (partially) filipino 🇵🇭🇵🇭

- he used to be kind of a germaphobe. Bro washed his hands two-three times for more than 20 seconds each. Like he’d wash his hands and go “damn wait a minute what if I didn’t wash it enough. One more time just in case.” He carried hand sanitizer with him everywhere. Washed his face and doused himself in lysol disinfectant spray whenever he came into contact with something that “just felt dirty”. Wiped down his belongings after someone borrowed it. Tried not to open doorknobs directly with his hands as much as possible. Used to be hesitant on petting stray animals. He grew out of it, eventually. Lol. Such a 1F (ME TOO ME TOO ME TOO)

- I mean he’s an animal person tho. That’s just a collective agreement at this point. That mf liked animals. He likes otters. The spore launcher reminded him of an otter.

- Hated being seen as weak or pathetic. Tries to make himself important. Hates people seeing him emotional. Tries to act calm and collected and shit. He doesn’t know what he’s doing most of the time.

- Likes journaling. I do too. He glues scraps and other stuff on a page when he didn’t feel like writing.

- Feels like he failed something. Like he could’ve reached his fullest potential but didn’t. Erm. Wasn’t able to at least.

- gman bullies him cuz he thinks it’s fucking funny as hell. Like, just do things that would inconvenience Adrian slightly (not rlly slightly). Like gman moves furniture precisely where Adrian would hit his elbow really hard, flinch and turn around really fast, then hits his head on another piece of furniture, then he falls over and hit his back on the edge of a chair.

- Gman would abruptly teleport next to adrian, trip him over, then immediately disappear right before Adrian could get up.

- Yk. Stuff like that.

- Adrian’s lowkey scared of gman. I mean shit I would be too if I was him. He’s scared that gmans gonna come in and ruin everything for him. Gordon is too, I could go into detail and my gordon hcs I literally have notes for it. anyways.

- He dyed his hair blonde

Theres more buuut WHATEVER. Some of these dont even rlly have an apparent reason I jus be like “ya this got to be adrain shephard” and believe its true

Part 2 if someone asks this question again FILIPINO EDITION🇵🇭🇵🇭😇😇/j

[boypussydilf]

CHARACTER BINGO WITH UMMMMMMM. KERORO. AND. TAMAMA. invoking the frogs agsin but to the left of the usual ones

fucked up and evil gay rep. you can NOT call tamama gay representation under any circumstances at all but he sure is a dude who is gay. ive said this before but hes also the definition of “youre not irredeemably evil youre just 15” hell be like “aaaugh im so terribleee all of the selfish and jealous traits i have are the REAL me everyone’s gonna hate me” and its like not that i dont have sympathy for you kid but youre like 13 maybe just watch some good movies and wait it out a little. like youre gonna be fine dude youre literally just some random kid.

I didnt expect to get a bingo on keroro 👍 i almost said like “im turning keroro into my oc” but all of my thoughts on keroro are 100% and unambiguously based on canon information its just stuff that the Silly Comedy Series doesnt usually feel like exploring or taking seriously. “This man is an embodiment of someone being shaped by a harmful environment and subsequently hurting both others and himself due to habits he cannot break and things he feels obligated to do and yet still he is responsible for his own actions,” I say, holding up the silly 2 foot tall cartoon frog who spends most of his time making puns. Anyway if I met Keroro in real life I would have such an overwhelming urge to hit him that I would have to leave the room. Aside from that I think we could be friends

[annaizscribbling]

Guess I got a taste of my own medicine in my dreams last night. I was led through a nonsensical maze of strange hallways, impossible twists on regular places, creepily reimagined versions of things from my childhood and I was the only person aware of how wrong it was.

Well, except Remus himself, who was walking with me and was not helpful at all.

I feel like I owe Patton an apology lmaooooo that was terribleee

[grinkcore]

cattle prod my balls i feel terribleee ououogh

[metyouattherighttime]

OMGGGG GUYS I FEEL SO BAD

i had an online meeting at 20:30 today and i just. completely forgot. AND IW AS LIKE THE MAIN PERSON OF INTEREST YK??? it was for ME😭😭 i participted in this program but they wanted to interview me cause i was a good participant or whatever and i was like ok and then we got a time and day fixed i put it in my google calendar.. i saw it today in the morning, afternoon, but i FORGOT about it AND I FEEL TERRIBLEEE they say its ok but STILL

[prodelivery]

I feel so terribleee I don't wanna be in school I just wanna skip class klil me rpelass

[junior-high-nene-official]

>ffuck j feel terribleee

*gives you a can of 96 Hour Energy*

thank you but i dont know how that will help

[hotgirlsana]

:(

[setewbro]

Please don't say sarcastic things to me if we aren't close :(

[captaintoughfluff]

Ive eaten so much today and now my grandpa got brownies ughh

[reverxnce]

|| Continued || 

@blazkowicztm

B.J. hoisted Ezekiel off the tavern floor and brushed any dust and dirt from his clothing.

"Woah there, Reverend. Awful happy to see me, ain't'cha?"

Would you look at his cheeks? They're about as red as goddamn roses. Who knew a priest could drink so much? Who knew a priest was even allowed to drink? B.J. wanted to touch those cheeks, hold them gently and feel their warmth, but he didn't. He gave the Reverend a pat on the shoulder.

"How 'bout you take yourself a seat and have some water?"

An unhappy groan sounded from the Reverend as he had to be practically scraped off the floor, swaying on his feet as William brushed him down. 

“SsshhhhhhHUT IT-!!” He said suddenly, looking as if he were getting ready to square up to his friend. Of course, given the height difference, it looked quite comical. That paired with the fact that Ezekiel was practically cross-eyed at the moment...

“I’m- I’m aLWAYS happy toseeyouu - don’t. tell. me. I’m. not.” A clumsy, accusatory poke to B.J’s shoulder with each passing word. Although this very odd pick at a fight was then followed up by the contrasting gesture of grabbing William tenderly by the hand, attempting to pull him away, although exerting little to no force.

“C’monC’mon, let’s getaDRINK - !” He tugged at William’s hand like an excited child to that of his mother, before being interrupted by a sudden, violent hiccup. Ezekiel then tripped on his own feet, falling forwards onto William, the mishap followed by a loud and utterly miserable whine.

“Oh GOD, I feel terribleee...!!”