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sigmas-lover · 3 months ago

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i read the thing.

But my body now is focused on getting me home and running a long bath. It might be easy to catch a fish in this weather, but God knows a body isn't as satisfying when it's colder and limper. The stream doesn't flow like a fall with most of my catches in this season. But it's the most I can do for myself today. My hands are almost frigid from the frost. I have to get back now.

idk why but i looooove the way this was written. It’s very melancholic, vividly so.

a line of people formed from the sidewalk as they all appear to be hailing taxis. Most of them holding boxes and bags, carrying children, or sharing a moment with another, shopping bag between them. Then there's a person in a bright pink parka.

and im so loving the visuals here. i can liiiterally see this scene in my head its so good :((

She sighs in relief entering the truck, enjoying the warmth yet that nervousness doesn't wash off her face. I playfully nudge her shoulder before starting the engine.

”You can relax now. I'm not your boss...Now, what do you say?”

weh they’re so cute already and nothing has even happened yet bye

I chuckle to myself how obvious she's being. I've seen the signs and the symptoms of people with crushes. I'd rather they not act that way towards me. It looks endearing on her though.

Oooooookay. looks endearing YOU SAY? eyebrow raise very high

“You're not worried a...bear is gonna come and get you then you do disappear, do you?" I joked.

”Hey, where are you taking me?" Julianne snapped back, her smile growing as she laughed with me.

LMFAO

She came back a minute later holding a pair of scissors.

”Hey, don't run with that in your hand.”

fake idgafer I saw you expressing concern (JOKES)

I can be bribed with a bag of Com-Foods chocolate chip though. Some people can just read me better.

OOOOKAY I YELL INTO THE CEILING AND THRU THE SKY OOOOOKAY!!!

I'm not anchoring myself to her in any way. I promise.

shaking like a leaf in the wind. im crazy. 我却发疯了. the way she had to promise out loud to convince herself ok pacing around the room. with nobody as your witness ooooookay okay okay

bruh actually haha im so normal about this

I don't consider looking at things I don't already like for other people. Julianne does have an interesting taste in music though. I don't mind it. At least that's another thing we can talk about next time.

GUUUUWAAAAAAAAAA UGH GUUH SNIF FUCK. wtvr. #disproportionate emotional response who gaf. Raise a hand if you gaf (my hand is the only one raised)

But the mere fact I was here yesterday for one thing and then again is enough to raise a brow at my intentions.

lmao the paranoia

It's a lot more formal than the spaghetti straps or frilly shirts. She looks lovelier this way. I don't know.

STOP. why is this serial killer so cute omg shaking my head so hard it pops off my neck like a jar cap. you deserve each other so bad. Hoooow am I to act nonchalant in these situations FUUUUUCK punching the wall

"You should have told me earlier. Happy birthday, kitty."

"I'm 25 already. I'm not a kitty anymore." She hesitates before opening the door. She looks back and opens her mouth, mumbling out a question.

"Do you wanna.."

"Yes?"

"..Do you wanna call Dial A Song with me..right now? I-I also brought home some..sticky rice treats from my.."

And the moment after that, my body felt like it was acting out of its system.

oh im so dead im soooo dead im dead im gone. The headlines are as clear as day: dead boygirl found going absolutely bonkers over sapphic saps. 我的absolute天啊 does anyone hear me here does anyone hear me at allllllllll!!!!

"I could tell you like me though. You're a bit obvious."

"What?"

I pocket the paper as I walk away. I look back to her before I close the door.

"I'll call them again tomorrow. Goodnight, Julianne."

What is that woman doing to me...

jaw drop.

She likes me.

And that's enough for the lamb to curiously look into the trap.

guhgghh guh gugghhghgh ugrhgurguggrhugghhhh Absolute Cinema. I love the way this was all written. I love all the internal dialogues you wrote for Sam, the way she had been confused at first, then in denial, then going “Yeah ok fuck it. We doing this now.” likeeeeeeeeeee sigh. Sigh. i eated good…

Soul Touch [1/2]

Author's note: Happy House Guest Monthsary!!! My mind has been flooded with the sappiness of deep infatuation before the Horrors barge in!! I wanted to write something pre-relationship, something soft and nice and pretentiously sweet like the little town that homes them. Happy House Guest Monthsary!!

P.S. Yes Penderverse Knuckles reference. I love you She Loves You arc.

December 2nd, 1987

I might be slowly slipping out of the motivation to continue such a project. Maybe it's the weather. The temperature has been dropping each day and my body clock compels me to commit less these days. It even prevents me from committing emotionally some days. To my favorite side project or to this untitled goose chase. I could not promise myself that my props would be ready by Christmastime. I think I'll have to endure all the queries and invitations. No, no, but maybe I'll have something ready by Valentine's. But my body now is focused on getting me home and running a long bath. It might be easy to catch a fish in this weather, but God knows a body isn't as satisfying when it's colder and limper. The stream doesn't flow like a fall with most of my catches in this season. But it's the most I can do for myself today. My hands are almost frigid from the frost. I have to get back now.

Passing through the boulevard bound back to Woodbrook, a line of people formed from the sidewalk as they all appear to be hailing taxis. Most of them holding boxes and bags, carrying children, or sharing a moment with another, shopping bag between them. Then there's a person in a bright pink parka. I slowed the truck to get a better look at the familiar sight. Well wouldn't you know it, Julianne was in the city today. Her eyes were focused on how long the queue was getting. I blew the horn immediately to catch the feline's attention. Her tail jumped up from shock, and looked around before noticing my car, squinting to make out my silhouette.

"Hey Julianne!" I smiled after quickly rolling down my window. Her expression changes from confused to shocked, a weak smile curling from her lips.

"Oh my god- hi Sam!" Julianne's voice was shrill with an excitement or nervousness "Just waiting for a cab."

"I'm headed back. Want a ride?" I shut myself up realizing what I just offered. The seats back there looked clean. I cleaned my apron and goggles. Nothing here smells like blood. I return my attention to Julianne. She nods, picking up a carboard box she was trudging along. I got myself out and carried the box into the back seat. She only gets inside when I give her a nod. She sighs in relief entering the truck, enjoying the warmth yet that nervousness doesn't wash off her face. I playfully nudge her shoulder before starting the engine.

"You can relax now. I'm not your boss...Now, what do you say?"

"Thank you." Julianne says with a sincere smile. Her eyes only meet mine for a second then she looks down at her feet.

"What brings you here? I thought you said you hated the city."

Julianne leans into the door looking out into the passing world. I chuckle to myself how obvious she's being. I've seen the signs and the symptoms of people with crushes. I'd rather they not act that way towards me. It looks endearing on her though. Maybe it's a waste if I wait this project out til Spring. The trap is ready and set. She composes herself before softly replying.

"It's a free day. I just wanna...get in a crowd and disappear in a crowd. Do you know what I mean? As much as I like being..a new face in Woodbrook going back to a place like this puts me back in perspective."

Her voice dreamy with a fond cynicism. Speaking of disappearing...

"You're not worried a...bear is gonna come and get you then you do disappear, do you?" I joked.

"Hey, where are you taking me?" Julianne snapped back, her smile growing as she laughed with me. Her expression mellows down again playing with her thumbs as we drive through the winding road to home.

"Don't get so quiet now, we still have 30 minutes together."

"Well, what do you do in the city?"

"I meet with a few business associates there. They supply me the paint and other stock that sells well. There's 3 I go to. Then if I feel like it, I walk to Com-Foods' commissary to pick up some goodies before going home." I half lied.

"Com-Foods! I..I did go to the commissary today. I got...let's see..those chocolate marshmallows, ice gems, and chocolate chip cookies." She lit up. "What do you usually get?"

"Chocolate chip and butter cookies. Are you stocking up for a project..?"

She shook her head looking a little offended.

"Sure, but Christmas is almost here. Do the children go carolling around? And to serve as..quick gifts to some of the kind friends I've made so far.." The nervousness in her voice returns.

"Hopefully a lot more this year. After last year, lots of parents didn't want to take that risk right away. Only saw maybe 3 kids with their parents. Hey, you could give some to my friend's kids. I think they'll appreciate it."

She nods as she thinks of a reply. Nothing comes out. Her expression is confused trying to make up a story or a follow up but I hold her hand down.

"I was just teasing you. Do you want me to turn the heater up a bit?"

Those last 15 minutes were painfully dull. The radio could only slur out spasms of melodies as the weather got worse. Julianne filled those gaps with humming or thinking out loud. We parked behind her apartment building and walked in to everyone huddled in the common space. A few eyes followed us upstairs with suspecting glances. I settled her box down next to a shoe rack.

She whispered me thank you again before quickly running off to the kitchen. She came back a minute later holding a pair of scissors.

"Hey, don't run with that in your hand."

She ignored me scolding her to rip a line through the tape on the cardboard. She pulled out a bag of chocolate chip cookies and wordlessly placed it in my hands. She smiled at me again.

I grinned back. I don't know how I felt at that moment but it probably was not as intense as it was for her. I came home that night spending a longer time in the water wondering what that girl was doing to me.

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December 5th, 1987

Yes, I am well aware of the fact people have crushes on me. It's mostly innocent- but I'm usually uninterested. I don't do relationships like that until I consider it necessary. This is necessary. I can't stand being an object of pity. It isn't completely selfish either. She'll reap all the benefits of dating me in the end. I just want the attention away from my hands.

Yet if she's just a means to my end, why do I picture her smiling when open up the cookie jar? I try and redirect my mind somewhere else, and believe me, I nearly got it. I just nearly broke the jar. It is a sweet gesture though. My other suitors have done nothing other than talk. I can be bribed with a bag of Com-Foods chocolate chip though. Some people can just read me better.

My mind wanders back to the truck in those 15 minutes to the apartment building. The signals shift from Golden Apple's broadcast to the Woodbrook radio playing underground music. Julianne rambles quickly about an emerging art band that started a telephone service from their home studio. Each hour or so a new song plays through their answeing machine. One of their debut songs play between static and she softly sings to complete the puzzle. She tells me I should call it and I think of the telephone bill.

I'm transferring important numbers, dates, addresses, and sticky notes into this new journal. I can't help but preserve the last few pages though as they detail all the close encounters I've had with that cat: The day she moved into town, the first time she came into the shop, photos of the bare apartment, and information I've pulled out of her that might be important later on. Everything else is going into an open fire. Julianne begins to consume every thought and decision I had and will have moving forward. In a desperation march to move my mind away from more petty violence or saintly canonization, it feels like I'm reaching out to take her, and flow her body down through a stream with mine. I could not figure out how to do it naturally though. I don't do well with romance. The last time I attempted it nineteen years ago blew up on my face and even up to now that relationship further rottens under the rug. Julianne is just so easy to please though. She's so young. Maybe it's her first shot at anything at all. She likes me. It's stupidly obvious.

I haven't been flattered to be liked like that in a long while.

She has this affection for almost anything she will lay her eyes on. I leave my heart blank or neutral to anything particularly sappy. Keep myself agreeable enough to be liked. It's just that excitement for everything that's slowly infecting my senses. The library has this gigantic poster with the names of stars and constellations. I find myself staring and reading it for seconds, maybe minutes more, memorizing the shapes and the titles. Imagine the look on her face when I could properly point to her where the hunter's belt is.

I'm not anchoring myself to her in any way. I promise.

387-6962.

The phone brrs for a moment until the click of a button is heard on the opposite side. A chalky sounding, music box-like melody plays gently.

Stormy pinkness

Human weakness

Fills my Johnny Cup with gloom

I smile a bit. It sounds like something she would say. The charm of such an unessential service shines like a golden ring amongst every other 800-number I've seen on TV.

Your progression

My digression

Forty days this afternoon

The things we cherish are small indeed

So much the larger the need

Stormy pinkness

Let me thanklessly free

Such is the sound of young love. It sounds like a night of slam poetry. A young man's voice on the other end thanks me for calling up their quirky service. In the stillness of the closed shop I listen on, hang up, and call again. It sounded nice. Like a tune you hear during a dance scene in a movie. Or the track you skip over in your favorite album. I don't consider looking at things I don't already like for other people. Julianne does have an interesting taste in music though. I don't mind it. At least that's another thing we can talk about next time.

Click.

December 7th, 1987

Who am I kidding walking straight to Julianne's apartment building first thing in the morning today? I look suspicious to a lot of the residents there. I mean, they know me. They buy from me. The landlady sends me a basket every Easter. But the mere fact I was here yesterday for one thing and then again is enough to raise a brow at my intentions. Julianne left yesterday and hasn't returned. I don't know why I felt offended, maybe even sad at the thought of her gone. I was excited to tell her I called up that phone number she rambled on about.

I wish I had her number. There would be no middle ground or lobby to pass through to get to her. I was already making a spectacle of myself coming so often to the space.

I could not focus today. I was feigning between closing early and waiting outside the apartment or just giving up and going home. I was just begging to see her at this point. A glimpse of anything at all. My eyes out the window waiting for a taxi or someone wearing pink. I must be slipping out of it again. It's starting to get desperate. It's beginning to get dark.

I've been standing at the door for almost two hours now. My eyes are wide open. The silence begins to sound like static. I wait painfully, unable to move to show my face again to that lobby. I've been hoping..and hoping..and hoping..

Someone in white passes by.

They look up the sign and at the door and she yells.

"OH MY GOD! Oh, oh it's..hi Sam." She looks at me like I've been playing dead. I push the door open finally as the cold wind welcomes me outside.

"Crap, you..I mean, you look so pale. How long have you been like that?" She laughs at the absurdity of the situation.

"I just closed the store. I didn't mean to look so frozen in thought, it's just been happening to me a lot lately."

"Sounds like a lot's on your mind. Do you wanna talk about it?"

I shake my head. I could barely get myself to focus. My eyes looks all over her form. The white dress with roses. It's a lot more formal than the spaghetti straps or frilly shirts. She looks lovelier this way. I don't know.

"Well..I'll take that as a no. Sorry. I'm just going home now."

"Do you want me to drive you back?" I urgently asked. My chest feels heavy. She purses her lips.

"Your house..I mean, the residential area is on the other end of town, you don't have to.."

"It's late, isn't it? Now get inside." My tone sounded almost like a command. Maybe I've secretly anticipated this to happen. Like a dream coming true. She comes to sit next to me again and we drive off to the red building at the edge of town.

"I..called that Dial A Song number two days ago." That sentence instantly lit her eyes up. She excitedly looks to me.

"Really? What song were they playing then?"

"I'm not sure. Stormy Pinkness. It sounded cute. Do they have other songs?"

Her hands toyed with each other with this bursting enthusiasm. She could not stop giggling all of a sudden.

"Oh I like that one..I've heard it maybe once on the phone and I do hope they put it on their new project..and..yes, they are working on a new album. But! Their debut album is still in circulation. You might find it in the kids' section though. Most of their songs have a bit of a morbid undertone that I really like."

"Okay. Did they change the song again like John promised today?"

"I haven't called. I didn't call. I met up with Marigold in Washington yesterday...it's my birthday today. We just had a catch up trip there.. Marigold is a work friend from..my old uh..office job."

I parked the truck a block away from the building to avoid being seen again.

"You should have told me earlier. Happy birthday, kitty."

"I'm 25 already. I'm not a kitty anymore." She hesitates before opening the door. She looks back and opens her mouth, mumbling out a question.

"Do you wanna.."

"Yes?"

"..Do you wanna call Dial A Song with me..right now? I-I also brought home some..sticky rice treats from my.."

And the moment after that, my body felt like it was acting out of its system. It followed her upstairs and into her room. I think I looked stupid to the women hanging around the lobby coming in with her at 9:28 pm but I just could not care less when I sat down on the floor with the receiver on my ear. I couldn't tell if that was an accordion or a trumpet. But her face is so close to mine as we shared the phone listening to it for the first time.

Hi this is John Flansburgh of They Might Be Giants. You're tuning into Dial A Song, your one way ticket to Brooklyn. Call back for another song tomorrow.

"What..what's your..telephone number?"

"Oh, it's 387-6962"

"No, your telephone." My embarrassment was resurfacing "I..I don't want them to get the wrong idea being with you all the time here."

Julianne's face softened with sadness. She carefully puts the phone down.

"I..I mean we..aren't that though. Yeah..It does look weird but I don't see it as weird at all." She whispers "Are you embarrassed to be seen with me?"

"No. I'm not. I don't know though because you do seem to lean towards a certain type. Woodbrook's safe and all but maybe you don't want to be seen with me and have it be interpreted another way."

She blushes. We lay down on the floor for a while until she reaches for a pad and scribbles down something.

"Thanks though. I don't mind being seen with you. Here's my number. You can take home as much malagkit as you like."

She slides the pad between my fingers and rests her palm on my knuckles.

"I could tell you like me though. You're a bit obvious."

"What?"

I pocket the paper as I walk away. I look back to her before I close the door.

"I'll call them again tomorrow. Goodnight, Julianne."

What is that woman doing to me...

Click.

December 11th, 1987

The Bijou Theatre hasn't received any new blockbusters to premiere. Most of whatever is out at the moment in the cities is being reserved for Christmas week. They're bringing out their collection from earlier in the decade. Annie is playing from today until December 22nd. I've seen the movie once. I couldn't tell you anything other than it's a musical and it takes your mind off of work. I could also tell you Julianne is obsessed with the film. She has a tape of the movie displayed on her work shelf. She said it was her favorite movie during college and comforted her when she came to America. We could watch the movie on her TV set any time but I think I owe it to her as a birthday gift or a pacifier after making her feel bad nights ago. It's like the perfect excuse fell right into my lap. Right before walking to work, I called her telephone hoping she'd be awake by now. Thankfully someone picked up.

"Mmh..Julianne Lucky here, good morning."

"Hi, Julianne."

"Oh, ah..hiya Sam. How are you?" I could almost see her flushed face from here.

"Just about to go to work. I heard Bijou Theatre is gonna screen Annie tomorrow."

"A-Annie? The..the John Huston adaptation?"

"Think that's it. The little orphan poodle."

"Oh man, I guess I have to go then. It's been a bit rough lately, I need to watch it again." She overshares.

"I know. Would the lady of the house be busy tomorrow evening?"

"Ah..uhm..oh gosh..I don't think so. Sam, are you?"

"No, I can close the store early. Will you come watch it with me?"

"Well..if you don't mind then. Yes! Yes I will. If you aren't embarrassed to see me."

"I'm not, I promise I'm not. If it'd help I can pick you up at the apartment, or--"

"Let's just meet in front of Bijou, okay?" Her voice was breathy with excitement. "Thank you. I..I'll see you."

She hangs up the phone. The contagious feeling of young love streams from the telephone cord. I lean back on the door silently after putting the phone down. Oh. She said yes. I'm doing it. I'm running headfirst into the forest and not looking back. She said yes. The invitation alone was already so dizzying. It feels different inviting a stranger to a movie. For a moment I lost sight of why I was even persuing it in the first place. Maybe after tomorrow I'll be back to how I usually feel about big romantic gestures like these but I stood there for a moment with my forehead in my hand. Imagining. Dreaming of it.

She likes me.

And that's enough for the lamb to curiously look into the trap.

Click.

#not sigma (writing edition)

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i-live-on-bunny-hill · 2 years ago

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hello

today was okay

i was a little more anxious than usual. maybe because i missed him more today.

i was able to wash my face everyday for a whole week and i got a pet in my game cause i met that goal. it is a cute little hedgehog. i also finished putting away my laundry. i also did a face mask today. i hope it doesnt make me break out. i hope i can start accutane soon. if i had clear skin again i wouldnt wear makeup that much at all.

ive been getting rlly bad bug bites lately :( i think its because i leave my window open all the time since my room gets stuffy and the litter box is in my room. it itches soooo much!!!!! especially there is one on my hand thats soo big and itchy i have to keep putting itch cream on it.

i am excited for tomorrow. me and my mom are going thrifting in the rich areas and we are going to 4 stores. i have to get up early though. i am already very tired right now. i need to bring the kitties up. i let them play downstairs cause they like the big open space, but i have to watch them the whole time. i wish my room was bigger so they would like playing this much in my room, too. its so cute to see them running around in the big open space. i have to watch them in case they go to the side that carson is on. we are still iffy anout leaving them together alone.

i started reading that one book abt bpd. its cool so far i guess. i like annotating it. i would do it physically, but its technically my mom’s book and i dont want her to see it.

ok now i am in bed.

oh yea i went to my neighbor’s moving sale today and i got this cute little pretty girl trinket. she’s supposed to be holding an umbrella but it got lost. i also got some stationary and old baseball cards that i thought looked cool. i finished my diary so i think in my new one i am going to scrapbook at little.

ummm so yea. im sleepy and a little bit anxious but overall today was good and im grateful for nothing too upsetting happening. i love you. goodnight.

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6oct · 6 years ago

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a healthy reminder.........that I love @gyeomdrop

#as if u all didnt already know that #shes the best and unbashedly herself and its truly so nice to be able to witness!!!!!!!!#and her pure love for yugyeom!!!!!! unmatched its soooo cute :( <3 #i felt love for miss vanessa tonight i want her to feel ok 🥺#ok goodnight everyone #mine

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crimsonandcloverwrites · 4 years ago

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bhah ch3 reread u know the drill

what is Jamie doing with all this oil I am concerned

god the tension of knowing Jamie is there but not talking to her but Dani probably secretly hoping she will

aww is she picking up more wonder woman comics for mikey?? cute

gah I love that they slip back into playful banter so easily despite everything going on

also 10/10 that the gays in town would be trying on the tackiest sunglasses in the service station (and 12/10 that Jamie actually brought them)

Dani Carson car adventures!! i would read a whole 20k word chapter just on that

sdfkjdshjfhd Dani throwing herself to the ground when she sees Jamie in the supermarket I’m losing it

“Yeah and then she left” ouch

THREE GAYS IN A SUPERMARKET WHAT WILL HAPPEN

aww Jamie Carson reunion tooooo cute

oh my god the tension of them standing back to back trying not to touch lmao

Jamie rly is the teeniest in town huh

Dani getting all protective and mad over Mikey having to sit outside school is v sweet

Jamie to the rescue how cute

Jamie’s collarbone: hello. Dani’s gay panic: LOOK AWAY

also sdkjfhdkjhg Jamie working w her hands is so hot we need more fics just talking about her getting dirty. for the good of the nation

there is so much going on here the cute teasing Dani feeling all weird abt their whole dynamic jamie giving her looks the engagement ring I am not equipped to process all of it

“you think there are secrets in this town?” just ur burning love for each other ladies!

once again mechanic!jamie... i am compromised

aww Dani bby literally does not know what to do with herself. the juxtaposition of the depth of their relationship and the little moments of familiarity with the awkwardness of people who don’t really know each other properly anymore is so fucking well done here

Eddie’s “honey I’m home” moment carrying her over the threshold afkjhsdkjf good for him

Dani and this house got beef huh

Dani: sometimes things with Eddie just don’t feel right but I’m sure that’s fine. Dani when she loses a tiny piece of her relationship w Jamie: level 5 meltdown. Literally the theme of this fic is “honey you got a big storm comin” and I love it

this dig at pineapple on pizza........ offensive

“Instead, she reset her mask, pulled the rope to part the stage curtains, and tied the other end around her neck.” Jesus.

“the other part of Dani, the part that never knew how to stop missing Jamie” i will cryyyy

starting a gofundme for Dani’s car asap

Eddie putting the moves on I can’t look. but lmao when he finds a girl that’s actually into him and wants this kind of attention his whole world is gonne be rocked

can we get Dani some therapy pls this is not how u should feel abt the person ur gonna marry. or about yourself

*gasp* the wontons mixtape

hmmmm I’m Not in Love and A Case Of You really are a one-two punch huh

lol I just went to play them and I was apparently in the middle of listening to Stop Making This Hurt by The Bleachers which feels... apt

fuck. making a mixtape for someone truly is peak romance huh? music my beloved

hmmm i just realised that this timeline parallels the flashback chapters w a new Taylor in school in each how cool. and also Nan vs Jamie taking on responsibilities w these kids and stepping up for them in their own way pls my emotions

aahh the coffee date I kinda forgot how fast Dani made this relationship rekindle bless her

wait clara and horace does that mean abigail is in Dani’s class too??? she lives??

a reserved sign pls that’s so cute

OWEN! god I love the levity and banter w Jamie he brings to fics

there is just so much fondness between them it always shines through no matter what they’re talking about I love it

this backpacking chat... envisioning Dani n Jamie once Mikey is grown up going on a big tour of europe together n fufilling Dani’s dreams

the fact that Jamie was drawn back to this place... by what hmmmm ms taylor. by what

oof this really is a painful rehashing of the past huh.

“star hike” lmao

"I can fix it." "You can't." OUCH

ooft just rip the bandaid right off. “I missed you. Everyday.” god my heart

arguing in an alley behind the pharmacy that’s gay rights

"Because if it was going to end, then I wanted it over quickly!” jamie ‘everyone always leaves so I cut them off before they can hurt me‘ taylor everyone. I am not doing well

ok with the context of like... everything from the future chapters this scene hits even harder than the first time i read it jesus

still can’t get over Dani ‘trying not to recall the memories of the last time they were in this room together’ was Jamie absolutely falling to pieces in her arms *screams forever* i remember reading that line and imagning so many things it could have been and yet yall went for the ultimate stab to the heart bravo

god I’m just thinking about how much they’ve both changed in those 10 years and how much they’ve stayed the same and just. god the way they’re so drawn to each other still!!!! i can’t even comprehend

blue schrunchie cherished friend

i feel like there is a significance to the red door I cant place and all my brain will provide is “you, me, her” but polyamory adventures is probably not the direction this is going

Jamie like “want a tour of ur future home babe? lets go” (I do love how enchanted Dani is by all of it though)

gah I love Jamie and Mikey together soooo much

find u a person that eats all the foods u don’t like. pickle soulmates

heh “Miss Dani” poor Mikey is goin through it lolol

they are all so cute together i love this lil sunday afternoon family

“Dani kept her gaze fixed on Jamie for just a second longer, studying her profile” gay

there has been several mentions of Jamie’s unreadable/blank expressions this chapter and I can’t stop laughing at her losing her mind over how much she loves Dani and trying to keep it in check every time

THEY’RE FRIENDS AGAIN

AND THEY’RE HUGGING OH HAPPY DAYS

oooh the sandalwood cologne

idk why this Jamie Eddie handshake is making me laugh so much but I love them

Eddie pulling Dani in closer to himself when Jamie’s there..... he knows

staying awake until 2am to finish rereading gay fanfiction... clownery (but fun!) goodnight

#bhah #silly time

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dolce-fritz · 5 years ago

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So being the new evil girlfriend is fun

So recently my Partner has had some majorly stupid ass drama with their ex. Like this girl, she’s loopier then the Olympic oval, Like normally I’m nice and don’t slander people but like. She’s just, hoo boy. A mess.

And yeah this is from a completely biased stand point. And I’m about to tell you why that I feel the way that I do about this girl from my own experiences. This is going to be long winded, so I’m putting it under a read more.

So I moved from the lovely state of Utah this year, my homelifes never been 100% great. I love my mom but our issues clash and we do better separate. Not to mention I really wanted to try it out in another state again and this time the right way and not just a spur of the moment decision while i visited like what happened with Florida.

Well, planned my vacation to See my at the time friend to see if I really liked it there. I knew about their recent split with their Ex, and the two seemed pretty amicable about it. The other roommate was.... hoo, a mess to say the least. and My friend didn't want to be alone with her because they actually had been wanting to tell her to leave because of the issues that she'd brought into the home. anyways that in itself was a bit of drama.

So I was like OK. I'll come check it out and if I like it I'll be your new room mate.

Well. I plan my trip about four weeks out. and end up pretty excited about it. Come to find out with no real surprise that My friends Ex is going to move out before Octobers over.

My friend starts panicking. again doesn't wanna be alone with the other roommate that they're having hardships with. So I say ok... I'm going to do this vacation, then im just going to move on the 20th so I can get my stuff packed.

Shits already starting to go down hill.

I get there. everything seems fine. The ex seems nice, things seem ok. the other roommates.... already trying to cause shit with me and im not even physically in the house. I'm sleeping on a mattress on the floor in an old office space. bought a bunch of furniture because at this point. I know I'm moving here. Its going to happen. This is where I'm going to live might as well help my friend end up getting it taken care of.

Well. Day three of my vacation hits. The ex drops that her dad wants her to move out that day. completely screws the pooch for my friend and the other roommate. And basically bails on them and leaves the house just with the things she wants and then just leaves all the rest of her junk here like its her own storage unit. claims she’ll be back for the rest [ Spoilers never happened] so that... right there puts this sour taste in my mouth. Cause yeah, me and her ex at that point are sharing a bed. Because like theres only three beds in the house until she ends up leaving and so my friends like ill just sleep with you. me i’m very fine sharing my sleeping space with my friends. i’ve done it literally all my life. hell a its not a goodnight sleep unless your on your best friends bed snuggling the shit out of her kaneki ken body pillow listening to true crime documentaries on the TV but like seriously it was no big deal to me. which im begining to wonder if it was a big deal to her. Either way apparently instead of waiting till i officially moved. she bailed and forced my hand. So I had to stay, I couldn’t properly say goodbye to my mom. couldn’t properly get my shit packed. all cause I really didn’t want to leave my friend alone till I could officially move in. So already, I started getting a slight distaste in my mouth for her. but I let it slide. I know how overbearing parents are sometimes. well, so i cancelled my flights. money spent that i was never going to end up getting back that I could’ve later used towards something for the house. The girl left. and I was left, Cleaning up the mess that she walked out of and left behind. Turns out my friend was the only one that was cleaning up around the house. and working a part time job, while trying to side hustle some art for extra money. They were the one that was handling all the utilities, while their ex was buying everyone food. Separate it would’ve been an easier task if it was just the two of them. but you add in the extra roommate that was only paying her share of rent and none of the food and utilities and shit starts piling up. Well. sat down and looked at all the finances. found out that while yeah the Ex was making the most money. She didn’t bother to help out with any of the chores. I mean, they split the dish duty. And i’m sitting here wondering how long this pan of fish oils been on the stove for. had to buy new pans cause they were growing cultures. Hell half her chores and the other roomates were doing the cat boxes. dude it was shit mountain in there. it was so bad the cats were going in the corner. Yet it was like my friend was expected to pick up after them and pick up their slack because they didn’t work as many hours as the other two. Which I’m sorry. if you can’t balance cleaning up after yourself. and working how the hell are you going to live on your own. Well in comes me, the living off disability. [ which is not a glorious life] I have a lot of time on my hands. so first few days we douche out the house. things start looking good. in comes the ex to get something and brings this utter douchebag of a man that boasts about him being the whole reason that they broke up. Which like when we were moving out the ex. the ex’s dads...girlfriend??? was like dont let them take advantage of you. which like made me pull up a shit ton of questionmarks. cause yeah i wasn’t going to let the other roommate do that cause i was kinda aware what her game was and it wasn’t playable with me. everyone had their part to play in this household, and I wasn’t going to play mother for anyone. Well in comes this guy. boast about how he wont let anyone take advantage of her again and im like sure w/e dude. but like i started like... questioning wtf she was actually telling people that my friend actually did to her. see, what i was told was that it was an intimacy issue. my friends pretty Asexual so like there wasn’t alot of physical involvement. and that things just weren’t going the way that their ex wanted them to. Turns out it was SOOOO much more then that. so curious me, got digging about this girl cause shit just wasnt really adding up. and I started finding out things. At this time, friend started turning to partner. and eventually we started dating which made shit a lot more uncomfortable with me and this girl. cause yanno, new girlfriend. ex girlfriend. two things dont usually mesh well in situations like this. Well so, started finding out that while in a relationship she was leading on a bunch of other guys, and at work would like do this whole “im bi” thing if the guy was cute. like she was very male centered for a “lesbian” She was super horny on main during DND which made EVERYONE uncomfortable. to top it all off she was a narcissist, that had a victim that she could toy with. She tried to convince my partners parents while they were still together, to talk to their child when there were behaviours that she didnt like. She tried to have an intervention with their friends to force them into transitioning FtM when they were happy just being nonbinary. they would gaslight them, manipulate them, and abuse them. I watched this girl in the span of three weeks tear my partner down with her words in front of me. and be nothing but venomous to them. for no other reason then they were actually happy. While spining all these stories of how she was the one that was wronged. Well, I started having enough of her coming around just so she could be mean to my partner. She’d come over. immediately go to our fridge to drink some of the booze she left and then pick at my partner for small insignificant things only because she wanted to fight. When i had enough of that. I told my partner, we’re going to DnD early. she can find her own ride. She came to a family party, invited unknowingly by my partners brother that’s been over seas and in the military. She thought she was going to get a hookup complained she wasn’t having fun because he wasn’t paying attention to her. Snapped at my partners nephews because they wanted to play and made one of them cry. and was just toxic to be around. That was strike two. Strike three was watching how she conducted herself around our dnD group. she’d had this guy, mister “ i saved you from your bad relationship” on speed dial, and would tell him things. and then sit and shit talk him when she was bored with him to everyone. We were all sick of it. The ending straw with me, was when we finally wanted to be done with this drama. told her three months before hand to get off the car insurance. and it wasn’t done. ended up causing a big thing. She started saying that she’d leave the DND group to make things easier. because Thats what my partner would want. At this point i couldnt stand it any longer. Three months talking to everyone that physically knows her. and see’s what she’s becoming lead everyone to say the same thing about her She was turning into her mother. No i know fuck all about that. i dont know her mother, i dont know anything about her. I know she’s on a shot that fucks with your brain and ends up messing with your body. I also was on the DEPO shot for three years of my life and its caused so many problems after i was off it. and thats what i tried to impart to her my wisdom on. therapy, and a depo shot. now how we got there is really long winded, and highly dramatic. id admitted to her our dnd group wanted to chat. she was pushy, respected no ones boundaries, and left our friends house a complete mess. just like she left ours... and god, she ended up pissing me off cause the girl left slippers caked in cat puke in my tub after staining my bathroom doing her hair dye. she disrespected my home, she disrespected out friends, and our friends home. and she was needlessly mean and cruel to everyone around her that didnt serve some purpose to her. So yeah she had to go. Here i am thinking that this is the end of it. but i get updates about how I’m apparently the worst abuser in the world just cause I told some spoiled brat of a woman to get off a shot that messes with the brain, and to seek therapy cause this girl needs help. Funny thing is im not the only one that said it. apprently just the loudest voice to have said it. and this bitch still thinks i dont like her cause she’s not ‘ providing for us financially” We may not have a high roller life. but damn we’re doing just fucking fine.

#the dumb drama

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bts-is-my-life-as-always · 7 years ago

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Bts gif reaction to you being pregnant.

(Credits to gif owners)

Request: by: Hiii… is it ok if you can do a pregnancy series .. I think it will be rlly adorable xx😊😭

This is sooo cute, this is going to make me cry, I love this sooo much, btw keep requesting my requests are open, and if your request could be triggering I’ll ask the others and then write it, or not, anyways hope you enjoy this one.

Rapmon:

Rapmon was so busy, in the studio, he’d been producing music, and lately he seemed to miss you a lot more, he got home with more anticipation to see you again, in what seemed like months but only a single span of a week, during this time, you had found out, you were pregnant, you wanted to tell him, but feared that it’d hinder his work, you kept it to yourself till he came home,

“Joon? Is that you?”

“Yes, come here I missed you sooo much” you walk into his embrace, taking care to not harm the baby,

“Y/n you didn’t miss me?” You smiled towards him, already knowing what he meant,

“What do you mean, of course I missed you, dummy”

“Then why are you less hyper than usual” you smiled at his question, you looked down, still smiling, and staring at your tummy, that had developed a little bump, namjoon looked at you as if to question what he was suspecting, you grabbed his hands and placed it on your tummy, “y/n? Are you, are you pregnant?” You smiled at him again, and nodded, he wrapped his arms around your waist,

“Thank you, thank you sooo much, I love you and our baby, I’m sooo happy you have no idea”

Jin:

Jin was coming back from America, he had been gone for almost 2 weeks, just before he left, you found out that you were pregnant, you were so happy, you didn’t mention your pregnancy over the phone, knowing him he’d drop everything and come back to you, and you didn’t want that, he’d get into so much trouble, so you’d eat as much as your body would take in, and you had no idea that Jin would be coming back already without warning, he didn’t text or call you to let you know that he was coming.

What he didn’t expect to see was you throwing up in the toilets because of morning sickness,

“Y/n? Are you sick? Jesus shouldn’t we go to the hospital?” After you had emptied your stomach, you smiled at him and said

“Oppa this is going to have to be a normal thing for the next few months”

“What do you… wait….. REALLY!” He’d gasp,

“There’s a little me in there” he pointed towards your tummy and just looked so shocked, after he was done with being super shocked, he’d make sure to question if the past week you ate properly and if you needed anything, then he’d just cuddle up with you.

“I love you princess, and little prince or princess that’s nice and warm inside of mummy”

Suga:

You would tell suga as soon as you found out, you’d call him and he’d be getting ready for a show,

“Hey, y/n? What’s up? Your calling me at this time, isn’t it bedtime back there?”

“Yoongi, I think I’m pregnant” he’d look super shocked, he would blink millions of times and punch himself to check if he was dreaming

“Babe, we need to go to he doctors, as soon as we get back, let’s go together okay?” You nodded and ended the call, the whole show he’d feel really giddy and happy, his fans would question what was going on, he’d hint slightly at it, but he won’t tell them just yet, wanting to be super sure.

He’d get home as fast as he could, he’d kick his shoes off and run towards you, he’d grab you waist and just stare at your tummy,

“Babe? Is there really a small baby in there?”

You smiled at his innocent looking self, he looked so happy, he’d take you to the hospital, where they’d confirm it, he’d be a smiling and giggling mess the whole pregnancy, and he would always make sure to kiss your tummy goodnight.

“Good night my two queens, I love you both”

Jhope:

Hoseok would be oblivious, you wouldn’t tell him straight, you’d tell him you had a gift for him, and you’d gift him a small tie box, he’d open it and smile at the tie that was inside it,

“Thank you Babe, that’s really random” you smiled and whispered,

“Lift it up, you’ll like what’s under it more”

He’d lift the tie up and find a small note and a pregnancy test, he’d read the note that read, “your going to be a dad, and I’m going to be a Mum, I love you” he’d start to tear up, and he’d lift the pregnancy test that was positive and he smiled and kept crying more,

“Thank you, Thank you sooo much, you have no idea how happy this has made me, I’ll take care of both you and our baby, I love you sooo soooo much”

He’d hug you and kiss you and just give you all the love.

Jimin:

This little bubble would start to buy baby clothing and baby related things, he was sending you little signals of him wanting a child, you guys were trying for a child, for months, so when you walked out of the bathroom full of tears he got really worried,

He’d come over and wrap his hands around your face, you were crying and smiling, this confused him.

“Y/n what happened? Why are you crying?”

“Chim, I’m pregnant, with your child, I’m pregnant, I’m so happy, thank you so much” he looked at you shocked and his eyes were now twinkled with small droplets of tears. He’d bring you into a hug and whisper

“Thank you, Thank you so much, Thank you for being my wife, thank you for trying so hard with me to create a family, I love you sooo much”

You’d take v on a whole entire dinner, then you’d take him on a little treasure hunt, at the end he’d find all the letters and arrange them into the order, he’d complete the whole hunt and read

“I’m inside of mums tummy”

He’d read the reward over and over again, then he’d smile and laugh like crazy, he’d come over towards your tummy and touch it and caress it and ask weird dumb questions like

“Babe, is it kickings yet?”

“Do you think she’s hungry?”

“Do you think it’s a he or a she?”

“I want a girl, but I’d love a boy too, I wouldn’t mind”

“Tae, the babies only 3 weeks old, we can’t know just yet”

“Well I’m ready to either have daddy’s girl or daddy’s boy, can you blame me?”

Jungkook:

To be honest, you’d find out the same time as jungkook, you were so busy, that you didn’t really take good care of yourself, when you constantly threw up you just brushed it off as maybe you were too stressed, jungkook would get worried towards why you were losing your appetite and also throwing up so much, so he’d take you to the doctors, where he’d find out that you were pregnant, and the iv that was filled with the best vitamins and stuff for pregnant women attached to you and your peaceful sleeping state, once you woke up he’d tell you how you were pregnant, you’d cry and cry with jungkook,

“Thank you kookie, I love you so much”

“No y/n thank you for being the strongest mother I know, I love you too”

He’d make sure to find you food that you craved just because you found it hard to eat normal food that you’d usually eat.

“Don’t worry, I’ll travel and search high and low to be able to get you things that you need”

You’d go shopping with him to buy baby clothing, and the first thing jungkook would buy would be a pair of timberlands.

Soooo hope you enjoyed, this one was soooooo cute to write, and I’m mostly busy on week days because of school, so I might only be able to upload maybe 1 reaction each day or something, especially now because it’s exam weeks, but once it’s over, it’ll be fine, btw I’m already half way through it, so I can make it.

Love you all

^~^

#bts #bts rapmon #bts jin #bts suga #bts jhope #bts jimin #bts v #bts jungkook #bts sceanrio #bts scenarios #bts reaction #bts reactions #kpop reaction #kpop sceanrio #kpop sceanrios #kpop reactions #kpop fluff #bts fluff

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dukeyoka · 7 years ago

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Taking care of six year old MC . Story 1

I was thinking what if the side effect of staying in the past was when everytime a wormhole comes you change into a six year old for 3 days to 1 week. Soooo I guess I’ll try ……doing easier characters (to me) first, then try the others .

Yeah we’re definitely starting with Mama Hideoshi

What that ninja said was true, she had transformed into a child when the freaking storm came.

“…wahh…Where’s my mommy …”

Now she is crying in the oversize kimono she was wearing before she transformed.

He decided to make something up just to let her calm down.

“Your mommy has gone out ,she’ll come back, and before she does, she wants me to take care of you. ”

“*sniff *…really? ”

“Yes. (Well I had a similar dream about it once. So I’m not really lying.) ”

He said to himself and wiped her tears off .

“Now let’s get you changed ,shall we? ”

He gives her a warm smile and holds her little hand.

“Okay ”

Hideoshi leads her to a maid and asked her to change the girl into some more fitting clothes than the much bigger ones she was wearing.

He didn’t spend much time waiting for her, but he couldn’t stop imagining how cute she’s gonna be. To him, she must be the most wonderful thing in the world.

“Wow! I look like a princess! ”

She looks happy that she gets to wear pretty new clothes. She has a bright smile on her face and started hopping around like a bunny .

Hideoshi was really worried about her tripping over or something. But nothing happened at last and she sat by him.

“ooh! Look! The moon is so pretty!”

She says happily as she points towards the moon.

“Yeah, a beautiful full moon, what do you think it looks like? ”

“It looks like a banana! ”

“A banana? ”

“Yeah! A banana! ”

Then she started singing

“Put a banana in your ear ~”

Oh my God what song is she singing?!

Put a banana in my ear?!

Ouch …that must be hurtful.

“Okay you got enough bananas in your favorite ear, now it’s bed time. ”

“But I don’t want to …”

Her face looked like a sad kitten he almost agreed, but he fought back the feeling .

“No, bed time for little girls. ”

It was late night when she transformed, and now almost everyone is asleep. Except for perhaps Mitsunari, still reading.

“But daddy said I’m a big girl! ”

“It’s everyone’s bedtime ,I’m going to bed, too !If you be a good girl and go to sleep, I’ll let you have some (lord Nobunaga’s) konpeito tomorrow. Does it sound good? ”

She thought for a while and nodded.

“Okay, but I’m going to sleep with you! ”

“…Um…”

“Pretty please ~~~”

“*sigh*……Fine. ”

That kitten face looked so sad he agreed. Plus he actually was thinking about it.

So they climbed in bed together in Hideoshi’s room.

“It’s warm in here _(:з」∠)_”

Her little face smiling brightly,and Hideoshi smiled in return.

“You think so? ”

“Yes. ”

So cute ……

She snuggled up to his chest.

“Good night …”

Her eyelids grew heavier and heavier, and sunk into sweet dreams at last .

Her sleeping face is just like an angel. He thought.

She’s always like an angel …

“Good night, my little girl ”

He gives her a goodnight kiss on the forehead and closed his eyes.

He had a wonderful dream that night.

(The End)

OK that wasn’t too bad.

RIGHT?

Hopefully it wasn’t.

#ikesen #toyotomi hideyoshi #how do i do this tag thing??#oh like this?

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drunklander · 8 years ago

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Drunj!Der Yells About Outlander

Thoughts on Ep. 309

*puts Lonely Island on repeat* Shipnanigans are here!

I was originally kind of not looking forward to the second half of the season because this part of Voyager is absolutely batshit bananas. But then I was wicked underwhelmed by the part of the season I thought I would love.

So fuck it. Bring on the ridiculousness.

I like this episode. But only if I try to watch it pretending like the first part of the season didn’t happen... Because if I watch it with the other episodes in mind, I just get mildly ragey that we skip over the important emotional work Jamie and Claire still have to do in favor of fluff followed by another separation. And yeah, I love fluff. I love secksi times. I love Fraser snuggles. But the jump from the end of ep. 308 to the start of ep. 309 leaves me salty that we’re yet again asked to headcanon the reconciliation between Jamie and Claire. *side eyes the similar jump between ep. 207 and ep. 208* Whatever.

Get your towels ready it's about to go down. Everybody in the place hit the fuckin’ deck. But stay on your motherfuckin’ toes. We runnin’ this, let's go.

New credits! And the title card... Take a good hard look at the motherfuckin’ boat.

Ok this opening bit. Like Jamie was an asshole for the last two episodes. Claire never actually got to tell her side of things. She basically was like nope, I don’t think I even want to be here. But now it’s like all good, she’ll go on this 18th century sea voyage to find Jamie’s nephew. For real? They couldn’t have made a handful of tweaks last week and the beginning of this week so she could say she was going because she wanted to be with Jamie and keep working on their relationship? And Jamie’s apparently never going to apologize for being a massive piece of shit toward her? They do a good job over the course of the episode of showing them together but still with the insecurities and stuff, but jumping from where they were on the cliff to where they are in this episode makes me side eye the show like whoa.

And yes, I know that she’s really going on the ship because she wants to try to make it work with Jamie, but geez, let her say that. Let her tell him that he’s been a dick to her but she knows he has it in him to be not-shitty and she’s going because she thinks he can be better than he is in the last couple episodes. I don’t know why it bothers me so much when they make us fill in the blanks ourselves on stuff that seems definitely important enough to actually show. And then make it seem like we’re dumb or bad fans or something for wanting to actually see things instead of just headcanoning them in, because that’s how this production team rolls.

Replacement Rupert and Angus just aren’t the same as the originals. Like no one can replace Rupert and Angus, but like, I can’t bring myself to give a crap about these randos?

For real though, Claire’s inner monologue is probs like yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat. It's a big blue watery road...

And I get her 20th century scoffing at superstition, but like, girl. You’ve been in trouble for being a “witch” enough times now that c’mon. Don’t act like you don’t understand what’s going on with the sailors.

Marsali is my everything. I love her. I love her so much.

As much as I want Jamie to stand up for Claire, I do like that Fergus does it. Because Jamie, my dude, you deserve everything Marsali’s throwing at you.

Claire’s “No. You don’t.” as she drags Jamie away is also my everything.

Oh hey, a trunk of clothes! Got some swim trunks, and some flippie-floppies. But not a nautical themed pashmina afghan in sight. Welp. Can’t have everything.

I know it’s supposed to be sweet that Jamie wouldn’t let anyone get rid of Claire’s clothes. And a nice inverse to Frank burning her clothes. But I’m still just kind of chuckling because it’s not like he ever saw them? What with him living in a cave and then prison and then Helwater and then with Laoghaire. But whatever.

“Would you care to dine with me this evening? We drinking Santana champ, cause it's so crisp.” This captain is seriously the human equivalent of ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Like dude. You’re the captain of the ship and you’re just like welp. Can’t do anything about the men. They’ll do what they’re gonna do. It’s not like I’m the one in the position of authority or anything.

High fives to Fergus for calling Jamie on his bullshit revisionist history.

Although it’s kinda icky that Jamie knows all of the girls who Fergus has banged? And also fuck him for being super chill about Fergus banging tons of girls but so fucking uptight about Marsali and Bree. I know, I know, it’s a different time. That doesn’t make him not a hypocrite though.

Slash Jamie’s the last person who should be lecturing *anyone* about the importance of honesty right now. But whatever. No real consequences for lying soooo... *pretends the last few eps haven’t happened*

Yi Tien Cho convincing Jamie to do acupuncture is also my everything. Seriously, I know I had a *rull* low bar for how that character was going to be changed, but I’m really, really loving him.

I for real can’t wait for more of Claire and Marsali. Like yeah, Jamie’s marital status *was* Claire’s business, and Jamie hadn’t been living with Laoghaire and the girls for ages so Claire also wasn’t really breaking up a family or anything, but I really like that Claire just lets Marsali’s comment slide. Like call Jamie out on all of his bullshit, please, but Marsali’s a teenager whose life was thrown through a loop and I feel like trying to talk to her when she’s in this kind of mood isn’t going to get anywhere. So by just being like “well the whore should get the bigger bed, shouldn’t she” it’s like telling Marsali that she’s not going to be cowed by the snark and also that she doesn’t need to justify her place in Jamie’s life to a rando. Like she’s not going to concede power by trying to explain herself to Marsali.

But for real, I love Marsali.

I honestly don’t get Jamie’s aversion to Fergus and Marsali though. Like they’re not making the age difference a thing in the show. And Jenny’s fucking kids have apparently been married and spitting out babies since they hit puberty. Like I get it makes for some tension with Laoghaire, but who gives a fuck? She hates them all already?

Claire and Yi Tien Cho are my favorite pair that I was not expecting to like so much. But like her being genuinely interested in his story and him being open with her, which is probably the first time he’s gotten to talk like that with anyone since he got to Scotland, is so great.

Oh. Another VO. Cool. It’s basically like I'm on a boat motherfucker take a look at me. Straight flowin’ on a boat on the deep blue sea. Bustin’ five knots, wind whippin’ out my coat. You can't stop me motherfucker cause I'm on a boat.

Ok this insecurity in Jamie about hurting Claire’s feelings about the tea and acupuncture is adorable. Asshole Jamie’s insecurity of the past few episodes wasn’t. He was just an asshole.

And also, broseph, this is the kind of secret it’s ok to keep. Small, insignificant, adorable. The other one, not so much.

“My return has been confusing and frustrating. But it’s never been a question of whether I love you.” Confusing and frustrating is putting it a bit mildly, Claire, but apparently we’re done having real talk and Jamie doesn’t have to own up to being a fuckwad. Bqhatevwr. (Don’t get me wrong, I’m 1000% here for the fluff in this episode. I just have to pretend they actually did more of the hard convos in order to get to where they can have the fluff again.) And I’m pretty sure it *literally was* a question of whether you loved this Jamie, Claire. We all know you loved the old Jamie. But like, the whole thing on the cliff was literally about whether you loved the new Jamie. Y’know. The thing they never bothered addressing beyond the question being asked. Because lol nothing matters, fans can headcanon it and if they don’t they’re whiny and #badfans.

Whatever. *actively doesn’t think about past episodes* Here for pincushion heart eyes. Lookit how cute they are.

Cause of death: Claire telling Jamie about reading Bree Goodnight Moon.

And I love them talking about the moon like with the science of men flying there and the folk tales of the man in the moon representing each of them. They’re gonna fly this boat to the moon somehow. Like Kevin Garnett, anything is possible.

“You miss her.” “Terribly.” Glad they’re highlighting Claire still feeling the loss of what she gave up to come back to Jamie. Still salty at his non-reaction to learning about his kid. And even here, like one line from him about Bree to let Claire know he loves her too? Or thinks about her too? To let Claire know she’s not alone in missing Bree? Please? No? Ok.

Here for the cuddles. I want the fluff. Believe me, I am trash for the fluff. I just wish again that the fluff felt more earned because they’d actually come to an understanding about where they stand with each other rather than just glossing over the hard part of coming back together. They showed the angsty set up then skipped the resolution and went straight to the fluff.

Whatever. Back to pretending the last few eps didn’t happen. Give me all the fluff. It’s fucking wonderful. I love fluff. I am a broken record.

I feel like the gif of Claire saying “that’s insanity” is going to come in quite handy...

Jamie going to save his dude like fuck land, I'm on a boat, motherfucker. Fuck trees, I climb buoys, motherfucker. I'm on the deck with my boys, motherfucker. And no one is gonna mess with his Ardsmuir boys.

Really reaching to fit some of these lyrics in and I’m not at all sorry.

The way they chant Jonah is def the angry mob way to chant it, but in my head I def kept being like Jo! Nah! Jo! Nah!. Like pumping someone up at a sports thing or something. You’re doing it wrong, brain.

I have a lot of feelings about Yi Tien Cho giving up his story and letting it go before he wanted to in order to save Jamie and his men. Yi Tien Cho really is the best of them.

And honestly Jamie telling the captain to let YTC speak is maybe the most decent thing he’s ever done for the man.

And then the papers fly off in the wind and I realize that I give not a single fuck about the actual plot of this episode.

But Claire saying thank you to Yi Tien Cho is so much more than just thank you for quelling the fight. Like this guy just told the story of his life, of where he’s from, and now he needs to give it up. And she recognizes and respects and appreciates what it’ll cost him to give it up since she too is from a place the fuckers on the ship couldn’t possibly understand. And he did it for this group who, as he so passionately said, thinks the worst of him. I have so many feelings about Claire and Yi Tien Cho, guys.

They kept in the ship quickie! I def thought they were going to cut it! Bless them for keeping it. Blesss. Same feelings about the rest of the fluff still apply, but this show is probs always going to pull stuff like this so I clearly just need to get over it and accept the fluff I’m given like a #goodfan.

Jamie’s like believe me when I say, I fucked a mermaid.

(I swear, I *hated* the line last week when Jamie said Jenny would sooner believe Claire was a mermaid than from the future, but at least it means the most ridic lyric in the fucking song fits perfectly.)

And Jamie being cute about Claire’s hair. Awww.

I hate the king of men line. Hate it. Hate that the production is so fixated on that. And that they think it’s cute to keep including their weird in-jokes in the show itself.

But whatever. Snuggle time! Yay for snuggles! Embrace the fluff! Forget your issues with the show! Stop being a sourpuss!

Oh snap, the British are coming! Never thought they’d see the day, when a big boat comin’ their way.

RIP Lt. Babyface. Long live Capt. Babyface!

Yay for Claire telling Jamie about her oath. And yay for Jamie actually getting it and respecting what she needs to do. It’s like ep. 306 Jamie again with the whole respecting Claire’s calling thing. So like, we should just ignore ep. 307 Jamie? Because he was an asshole about it.

Oh man, next week is gonna be rough, isn’t it. *All* the puking. This ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets.

For real though if the puking noises next week are like the brothel noises in ep. 306, I’m going to just watch on mute or something with the closed captions because it’s over the top, show.

Ok if Thomas Leonard is Capt. Babyface, I guess that makes Elias Pound Midshipman Fetus.

Oh man the cook being all like I'm flippin’ burgers, you at Kinko's straight flippin’ copies. Don’t fuck with Claire when she’s in Dr. Claire mode, my dude. You will not win that fight.

Yeah. If I pretend like this episode is the first one of the season, I like this episode. I’m kind of pissed that the show managed to make me salty about fluff. I love fluff, why you make me salty about fluff, show? And now I just want a goddamn fluffernutter.

And since I’m ignoring everything that could have been up until now, it doesn’t bug me that Jamie and Claire are separated...again. Because lol nothing matters.

Fucking give me all the badass Dr. Claire you have, show.

She’s on a boat motherfucker, don't you ever forget.

#*#drunj!der yells about outlander #outlander starz #outlander 3x09

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kimora2000 · 8 years ago

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I Really Like You!EXO Oh Sehun x Reader

Chapter 5:

Her Name Is...

Narrator It was almost midnight and the couple was still out and about. After the carnival, (Y/N) and Sehun decided to walk around and just enjoy each other's company.

Your POV

I was having so much fun with him, but I have to work tomorrow or should I say today.

"Oppa. Even though I would love to spend more time with you. I have to work later today. I should head home soon."

"OK, let me take to home. I mean it's the least I can do."

"No, you've done so much already. I..."

"Nope, I'm taking you home."

I laughed at him as he wrapped his arm around me. I was happy to have his arm around me. He was so warm in the cold night. I wish we could stay like this forever. We walked up to a bus stop and waited for the bus to come. When it showed up, we got on it. While on the ride all we did was stare into each other's eyes. I didn't want to stop looking into his eyes they were so pretty.

Sehun's POV

I didn't want to stop looking into her eyes. The (e/c) hue color was so beautiful. I could just stare at her all day. We were the only people on the bus, minus the driver, and it felt as if the world outside paused as I looked her in the eyes. I mean I just met her, and I feel as if I let her go now, I will never see her again. It was like she was made for me, love at first sight. I don't care I just want her to know my feelings...but would she accepted me for who I am? Oh Sehun of EXO. I frowned at the thought and looked away.

"What's wrong?"

'Should I tell her?' I was about to open my mouth when the bus stopped. She stood up, still looking at me and extended her hand for me to grab. I held it and stood up to walk off with her. The rest of the walk was silent. No jokes, no talking, nothing. Just us holding hands as we made our way down a well-lit alley. She stopped at a door and turned to face me, again not releasing our hands.

"Are you feeling ok, Oppa?"

Hearing her say Oppa made my smile again. I leaned in and kissed her forehead.

"Yeah, I'm just a bit upset that I have to say goodbye."

She smiled and released my hand. Slowly walking away, I felt my world crashing. She waved at me and I waved back while walking away. I turned around, once she made her way inside. I started to walk back to the bus stop when I felt arms around my waist. I quickly turned around to see my Angel embracing me. She leaned up and kissed my cheek and ran back. 'Omg, I'm in love!'

Couple hours later

I opened the door to the dorms, hoping that everyone was asleep. I quietly stepped through the dorm when...

"What are you doing out so late?"

Cringing at the sound of one voice I wasn't ready to hear. I turned to see all the members staring back at me. Suho with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

"You missed out on rehearsal today. What were you doing?"

"Guys, I'm sorry. It's just that I've been under a lot of stress and I needed some time to myself. So after this morning, I just went out and just time slipped from my mind. I promise I'll work extra hard tomorrow. Again I'm so sorry, Hyungs."

I bowed, in hopes that they would believe it.

"Alright. We understand. But if you need someone to talk to, we're always here for you. You know we are family and family looks out for each other.

I nodded.

"Now get some sleep. We have a photo shoot in a couple of hours."

Then, they all walked back to their rooms. I walked into my shared room, to see Chanyeol and Baekhyun sitting on my bed with two unbelievable faces.

"What's her name?"

I laughed at Baekhyun's comment while slipping out of my top.

"What are you going on about?"

"Come on! First, you walk out because you're craving bubble tea, then you come home 1 o'clock in the morning. Plus you had your favorite leather jacket on when you left. Now, where is it? Soooo.... Who's the girl and what's her name?"

I let out a huge breath from my nose, knowing that I did leave with my jacket and gave it to her on the bus so that she would be warm. I looked at my door to make sure no one else was listening, then sat next to them on the bed.

"Ok... Ok, you got me. I did leave to get some tea, but when I was about to leave I slipped my drink all over this cute girl. I felt so bad, that I went out a bought her a new outfit."

I flopped on my bed holding my face. Just rethinking of that moment and seeing her face, just made me so happy.

"Guys, you should have seen this girl. Her (h/l) (h/c) hair, her beautiful (word to describe skin tone) skin. Oh, and those eyes, it was like looking into a pit of (e/c) heaven."

I sat up, still in disbelief that such a thing exists in a world like this.

"Her laugh and that smile. Guys, I felt so relaxed around her. Like all the stress and...and... I don't know what else, but it all just disappeared when I was around her. Like she was an angel or something. We went to the Han River and then a carnival and just enjoyed each other's company. When I took her home and the moment her face left my sight, it was like the world just slapped my in the face and a light that stood by me and held my hand...just faded."

I looked them in the eyes

"Am I going crazy or something. I mean I've dated before, but nothing like this."

"Ok...ok we get it. You're in love. But what's her name?"

"Her name is..."

'Shit I never got her real name!'

"I don't know it. I never got it."

I got up, slipping my shirt back on and ran out of my room and out of the dorm. It just so happened to begin raining and it was too late for a bus. So I just ran.

Your POV

I walk to my room to see my dog asleep on my bed. He was curled up in a ball surrounded by pillows. I walked over to him and kissed his head. He lifted his head and saw me.

"Hey (Dog's name). How's my baby?"

He started to lick my face.

"(Dog's name) I met someone today. He was really nice... and cute. I really like him, but I don't think I'll ever see him again. I didn't get his name or number. I was having to much fun to even ask. Oh well!"

I got up and headed to my bathroom to take a shower. After a while, I stepped out with a towel on my head. I walked towards the kitchen to get a drink and to feed (dog's name). Once I feed him, I was heading back to my room when a knock came. I walked to the door and looked out the peephole.'OMG, it's him!'

I opened the door and saw Bubble tea boy huffing and puffing and soaking wet.

"Hey, are you ok?"

He raised a finger and took a deep breath before standing tall in front of me.

"The buses were out, so I ran all the way here."

"What! Come in and sit down for a bit."

I dragged him into the apartment and sat him at the dining table. I walked over to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water for him and a towel. When I came back, his face was red and he wasn't looking my direction. I looked down to see my attire. Short shorts and a top which reached the end of my shorts. I was showing a lot of skin, but I really didn't care.

"Why did you run all the way here?"

He took a sip of water and answered.

"I got home and realized that I never got your name. We spent the whole day together and not once did we use our names. So I ran here to get your name."

I was so shocked to hear that someone would do this. Run during the night and in the rain, just to get the name of a girl they just met. I could feel my chest tighten.

"It's (Y/N). (Y/N) (L/N)."

All he did was smile.

"I'm Sehun. Oh Sehun."

I smiled up at him and I could feel myself leaning in, but I didn't pull away. I could see him leaning in as well. We were a couple inches away from each other, but it .felt so right. Just then, (Dog's name) jumped up and started licking Sehun's face.

"Hey, down boy."

I grabbed the towel and started to wipe his face down and all he did was stare at me. I could feel my face warming and quick to avert eye contact.

"Well, I guess I should head back. I have a busy day tomorrow."

But I didn't want him to leave. We stood up and headed to the door.

"One more thing. Could I have your number?"

He handed his phone over and I put my number down. Then he left. I headed off to bed after cleaning up the kitchen. Laying down, I couldn't sleep because Sehun was on my mind. 'Is this what love at first sight, feels like? Will we become something more? What does he do? What's his favorite food?'

A million questions popped into my head. It's probably been an hour since he left, now. Just then my phone lights up.

Bubble Tea Boy: Just wanted to make sure you didn't give me a bogus number.

Bubble Tea Boy: Goodnight, my Angel.

I just smiled at my phone and responded

You: Goodnight, Bubble tea boy.

And with that, I closed my eyes.

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marichat87love-blog · 6 years ago

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Unexpected Love

Part III❤️

Chat: And that is how it all happened.after that I realised that I was blinded by her and didn’t saw who is truly by my side and truly cares and loves me. I love you princess

Marinette: Aww, I love you too Kitty <3

Chat: Wait… what? How did you call me?

Marinette: Kitty? Why do you ask?

Chat: Because just Ladybug calls me that… unless no is not posible … Marinette are you Ladybu?

Marinette: Um…um

Tikki: I said it won’t be so hard. Finally I don’t have to stay hidden.

Chat: This is your kwami. She’s so cute. What is your name ?

Tikki: Tikki, my name is Tikki

Chat: Even her name is cute.

Marinette: Now that you know that I’m Ladybug, I want to apologize for what I did and said.

Chat: You don’t have to apologize, because if you didn’t do that as Ladybug we wouldn’t be here.

Marinette: I guess you’re right.

Chat: Hey I have an idea… let’s make this fair. Plagg, Claws in.

Chat detransforms and Marinette is shoked

Marinette: Am I dreaming?

Adrien: Hey, I think this isn’t a dream… but just to be sure.

Adrien pinches Marinette to be sure if it isn’t a dream.

Marinette: *screames* why did you do that?

Adrien: To be sure you’re not dreaming.

Marinette: Yeah, but you didn’t have to pinch me that hard…

Adrien: Next time I won’t pinch you as hard.

Marinette: Waait… (she remembered the episode Dark Cupid). *marinette.exe has stopped working (she faintes)*

After a minute she wakes up.

Adrien: I was so worried... are you ok now?By the way, why did faint?

Marinette: Do you remember when we fought Dark Cupid? You protected me with that arrow and we became evil and only way to bring you back was to kiss you.

Adrien: Wait… you kissed me?

Marinette: Just to break the spell… It didn’t mean anything.

Adrien: To break a spell with a kiss it doesn’t need a true love kiss? Soooo…you loved me before?

Marinette: Yeah? Kind of…

Adrien: Anyways… it’s getting very late… you should go to sleep.

Adrien picks her up, puts her in bed and kiss her on the forhead.

Marinette: Can you give me another kiss?

Adrien: Ok *kissed her*. Goodnight, Princess. See ya tomorrow.

Adrien goes outside to transform.

Adrien: Ok, Plagg. We should go home.

Plagg: I don’t want to… I want to stay with my sugar cube.

Adrien: We need to go home because tomorrow I have school, but, I promise, next time we will sleep here.

Plagg: Ok.. ok.. Mr. Angel boy.

Adrien: Plagg, Claws out.

In the morning

Tikki: Are you going to wake up? If you don’t, you’ll be late to school.

Marinette: What’s the time?

Tikki: It’s 7:45 AM.

Marinette: Ok, ok... I’m getting up now.

Surprisingly, Marinette isn’t late. She meets with Adrien.

Marinette: Hey, Alya!

Alya: Hey, girl! What has happened this days that I did’t heard anything from you.

Marinette: Oh, nothing… just I had so many work in the bakery.

Adrien: Hey, girls! What’s up?

Alya: Just talking like girls… Is that Nino?

Nino: Yes, I wanted a new look so I did it

Alya: It looks good.

*the bell rings* Adrien , Marinette, Alya and Nino go to class.

Mrs. Bustier: Hello kids, we have a new classmade

Lila: Hi I’m Lila Rossi

Marinette:*whispering to Alya* This girl doesn’t give me a good vibe…

Alya: Me neither

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monstaxeufanclub-blog · 8 years ago

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Hello lovely Monbebes!! I’m sure most of you watched LieV with MonstaX and maybe some of you fell asleep with MonstaX. For me the LieV was during the day and also during my working hours…so nothing like “go to bed with MonstaX”. But I enjoyed it anyway 🙂

Maybe a few of you are thinking “Why does she write about this one Live Show from MonstaX and not from others too?”. That’s easy to answer.. we all know that Wonho is still not fully recovered but was still on the show. Also when I watched this Show I kind of got the feeling of sharing this, especially if you have insomnia or problems to fall alseep easily. So here are some screenshots I took and also some of their tips to fall asleep 😉

Enjoy it!!

First of all Wonho….. I was glad to hear from him that he feels better and also that MonstaX said they are trying to take better care of their health!! I really felt a little bit relieved!

Already at the beginning of the show I really thought I.M and Jooheon also our handsome sleeping beauty Huyngwon would fall asleep after some moments…but they didn’t XD

I think Jooheon fell asleep…

Jooheon:

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It was cute when they introduced themselve with a whisper *.* MONSTAX you’re all soooo cute. And to be honest I’ve never heard about this show before BUT I think that’s an awesome idea also I really think it could help some fans to fall asleep. Well…MonstaX made it happen that I got tired and wanted to sleep..and during work..that’s not really helpful XD (sometimes I can listen to some Shows and broadcast during work ..it makes me also more productive when I’m listening to things I’m interested in 🙂 )

It was really sweet when they said that Monbebes could write their names in the comments and their are trying to call out the names as many as they can for the attendance.. *.*

I had a big smile on my face when I looked at my phone when our lovely talented boys talked about Monbebes. Their face expressions when they talked about how excited they were to see Monbebes again and also that they missed us…. MY HEART WAS MELTING

I mean *.* aaaaw. These are one of the moments when I’m really glad to be exactly in this fandom from THIS Kpopband.

JOOOHEON *.* that’s soo… gosh I should get myself together XD.. sorry ..I’m trying to be professional again… ok now I had to laugh about myslef XD XD just for writing that XD

Aaaaaand I screamed.. of course just in my head and also a little Austrianmonbebe version danced in my head (gosh sometimes it’s really hard not to scream or make noises at my office 😀 ) when they talked about the international world tour .. AND I’M SOOOO GLAD I WAS ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES WHO SAW THEM PERFORM

Ooooh this topic was interesting ^^.. ok seriously… I smiled during this topic like an idiot… I mean ..he he he

GUYS SERIOUSLY SOMETIMES YOUR SEXINESS (sexiNESS XD XD he he he sorry… this joke had to be made) KILL US MONBEBES

About this screenshot I’m kinda … proud of myself XD this sentence and then THIS look from Hyungwon XD JUST PERFECT

HELL YEAH…..I THINK SO TOO…. (and Lotus is dying more and more XD )

The next part of LieV was just nice and cute 🙂

Jooheon spoke in english and that was great then so even I had the chance to follow their conversation and still could finish my work XD

That looks so cozy…gosh a sleepover party with MonstaX…THAT would be and awesome idea ^^ who wants to join?!

They also talked about their new 5th mini album and you really can tell that they hope we like the new album and also the songs… GOSH I LOVE THIS ALBUM

Aaaw the next conversation…that was really cute and sweet… (I’m sure Lotus had to smile during this conversation 😉 )

Wonho talked about his mother that she was dressed up when she met him and the other ones of MonstaX. And you can tell he’s really honest when he’s talking about his mother. Also that he was moved when he saw her dressed up for them.

The sweet thing is that Wonho’s mother cares not only for her son but also for the other ones… I think that goes for every mother of our boys .. gosh my heart was jumping and I felt so happy about that.

SHE brought them coffee.. gosh she’s a real nice person 🙂

Now we are coming to some tips for a better sleep

Some people say that only silence can bring you into a deep and good sleep BUT do what you feel more relaxed…I’m usually listening to calm music especially from kdramas.. I’ve made my own soft Kdrama playlist just for sleeping. And also some songs from our talented boys are really perfect for relaxing and falling asleep.

Topic blankets….. each person has a different taste…that also goes for blankets.. if you can’t tell which kind of blanket you like or you need to get a cozy feeling just try it out 🙂 I have 3 different ones…. for the seasons and also one just for rainy cozy days.

You’re so right Shownu… I’m sure some of you love to read some pages of their favorite book before they fall asleep other ones need to go through their social media accounts.. take your time and figure out what fits perfect for you!! And it could also help just listening to this show to make you sleepy and help you fall into a deep and healthy sleep!

A walk around in the evening can also help.. I’m sure you all realized during summer or winter season when you’re most of the time in the fresh air you fall easily asleep at night. So why not walking around and enjoy the evening 🙂 maybe you find also some new places in your area 🙂

They played one song… I’m sorry I can’t tell the title BUT just listening to it made me tired and sleepy… if anyone of you can tell me the title.. please write it down in the comments 🙂 THAAANKS

Ok..fighter…seriously guys… THIS SONG MAKES ME SOO HYPED…

Gosh their laughs…. I love the sound of their laughing.. THIS ALWAYS CALMS ME DOWN especially when I really need to calm down … Kihyun and Hyungwon ..aaaaw

5 million hearts.. well deserved!!!! AND MINHYUK WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE… ok to be honest.. that kinda reminded me of myself XD.. (thanks to all my friends who can handle me XD )

Yeah…understandable that one of the Monbebes was afraid Hyungwon falls asleep.. look at his face XD XD he looks like he’s going to fall asleep evevery second 😀

If MonstaX would ever record some lullabies… I would buy the whole album IMMEDIATLY.. and maybe it would also help my nephew… mhm…

Now we are coming to the moment when I got hungry… thanks shownu -.- .. I was driving home and still listend to the show.. and just hearing …this ..made..me sooo..HUNGRY

ASMR (Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response)

I think you all heard that at school … but maybe in the context with stress moments… we love to eat crunchy snacks when we feel stressed and the sound of crunchy snacks have the effect of calming down.. that’s why it could also help you at sleeping problems…

Good advice..don’t listen to that…if you’re already a little bit on low energy and need food.. XD

Gosh those snacks look really yummy….

Yeah… Wonho and Shownu…well done… I came home and needed food immediatly..

Lovely Monbebes we are coming to the end of this post now… 😉

Als at the end of the show LieV they called out some names of Monbebes.. and that was just sweet.. and gave you the feeling of a real sleepover party with MonstaX.

I have to say when MonstaX are calling out names it gives me always the feeling of united and also a strong connection between them and us 🙂

With this last picture.. I’m going to say

I hope some of the tips from MonstaX helps you to fall asleep easily and maybe also to get over your insomnia.. 🙂 so Goodnight everyone 😉

yours sincerely,

Austrianmonbebe

MonstaX at LieV “Goodnight Monbebes” Hello lovely Monbebes!! I'm sure most of you watched LieV with MonstaX and maybe some of you fell asleep with MonstaX.

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