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Episode 8 of murderbot
Okay uh did not see the sabctuary moon bot slap its lovers head off. That was... a thing
Sanctuary moon may be murderbots comfort show but man it is not helping it navigate normal interpersonal relationships. It is sooo soap opera omg
Everyone talks about gurathin as a foil for murderbot but what about ratthi? Murderbot bases a lot of its actions in social situations and interpretations of it on its shows. Ratthi does the same except with action flicks mostly rather than soap operas. Though he also seems to base some of his trying to befriend murderbot on tv clichees
Neither is a very good guide for real life and pretty hit or myss but for murderbot that rarely endangers its life, its just painfully awkward. Ratthi on the other hand...
"The kind that kicked secunits ass" whats whit the side eye murderbot she aint wrong
Them reminiscing about the fight and hyping each other up while murderbot glances around, remembering factually how bad it was and clearly thinking what the fuck are they talking about
Oh my god gurathin you are so dramatic and pathetic
"Especially not you" lol
I love it hates having the same thought as gurathin. I bet he does too
You are nice. Thats not the only reason you do this but you are nice. Thats like so much of your proplem
Oh my god way to make things really uncomfortable with the why cant you love me back
Oh crafty son of a bitch gurathin
It doesnt know at that point that or why it killed the miners. But you can tell how much it holds on to even the smallest chance that it didnt. Or if it did that at least it couldnt help it
Oh throuple this is the worst time ever but i mean. I guess emotions dont wait
Murderbot going from the certain i have a plan to repeating it almost like an unsure question and gurathins fuck to it lol
#murderbot#murderbot tv#murderbot is too noce for its own good#its a complainer at heart and it can an will kill no issue#but its kind actually#live blog#yuhi liveblogging
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i've just pulled out some interesting quotes from the metal hammer article for myself and anyone else interested. anything bolded for emphasis by me.
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George Lever [Sleep Token producer 2016-2021]: The starting point was removing this idea of the music you listen to being related to the person making it. By being anonymous, the listener is forced to relate to what they're actually hearing.
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James Monteith [Tesseract guitarist/publicist at Hold Tight PR]: I was approached by Tom Quigley, who was a scene regular and ran a few blogs at the time. He said he was working with this new band, would we maybe be interested in doing their press? We ended up talking for an hour, and he rolled out the whole concept, the imagery and everything about it... other than the music.
George: The lore/narrative was pretty loose still, but it definitely existed.
James: There was nothing specific as such, more this idea of creating an occult vibe and feeling, led by this prophet-like character who leads a religion.
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George: A lot of the first EP was actually us trying stuff out. We recorded the drums on a whim at Monnow Valley Studio in Wales. I introduced him to one of my friends, who actually still drums in them now.
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James: We always got requests [for interviews], but the band said from the start they were anonymous and wouldn't do them. It helped create more curiosity because nobody could get access to them.
Matt Benton [Metal Hammer writer]: You can't do an introductory piece without an interview. We managed to get an agreement for an email interview with Metal Hammer. Even then, the band knew they didn't want a voice.
Matt: It's one of only a few interviews they've ever done. It's something I'm glad exists, because it's like getting the Word Of God.
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George: I had freedom to offer interpretations of what I was hearing. It was a very fortunate combination of personalities and ideals. There was never any, 'We're going to take over the world' -type chat. It was more, 'Do we like this? Let's do more of that.'
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Nathan Barley Phillips [co-founder of Basick Records]: Trying to keep some sense of anonymity was a real mission. Particularly getting them to and from the stage [at Great Escape festival 2018] without anyone seeing who they were.
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George: We did Sundowning in three months - we went from demo to final master being released in just 12 weeks. We didn't have days off; we'd do seven in the morning until seven, eight or even nine at night every day for three months. We were in each other's pockets; we'd go to the gym together, swim, do the sauna... All this stuff to recover from being sat down all the time. There was a lot of time to spend holistically being friends making this record. We didn't know how to make this thing, but we had a confidence that we'd get there in the end. That's my favourite three-month period of my life.
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George: We started making [TPWBYT] and the first day was when lockdowns began. Tomb... was tough for all of us emotionally. There were lifestyle pressures as a result of the lockdown that made it not very conducive to making art that is supposed to be welcoming. A lot of those songs are, in one way or another, about love, love being lost or remorse, they are compassionate tales that are designed to bring the listener towards the artist. It's hard to do that when it feels like the world is going to end.
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Matt: I've got friends in merchandising and they say Sleep Token shift more merch than any other UK heavy band - more than even Iron Maiden.
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Nathan: Bands like Ghost and Sleep Token aren't successful because they wear masks. They're successful because they write great music. Masks don't mean anything if the music isn't any good.
Matt: I'll be interested to see, when the first official TV movie of the band gets made, the difference between the reality of what happened and the story that gets told. In a way, the myth becomes reality.
#sleep token#george lever#sleep token vessel#metal hammer#i wanted these quotes on my blog so hope this is interesting for others too!#i loooove a tidbit!#some v cool insights in here#biggest takeaways...#george introduced ves and ii??? CRYING#vessel was originally just known as Him#the sundowning bts is so special to me.. they became besties <3#we have george to thanks for vessel's abs i guess?#also tv movie hello?? OKAY#lots of other bits in here too but mostly just like how they went from small shows to big ones#also doesnt sound.. at least to me.. that the anonymity is going away anytime soon. good for them#im sure the full article will float around soon#let me know if you still want me to upload the full thing#i can prob scan it at work or smth#*
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#chonny jash#cccc#cccc soul#cj soul#cccc heart#cj heart#cccc mind#cj mind#art#(not a ship) (please don't tag as such)#my swag keeps getting nerfed (aka chronic pain making it hard to draw) but it's okay. winged HMS okay?#mostly just for fun as I don't think I'll draw them like this all the time... but it's a neat concept to me#even if not entirely thematically fitting I guess. not for my interpretations of them at least. but it's okay. I like to play and draw#Heart gets black wings Mind gets white wings and Soul gets gray wings. thumbs up
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Chat I just found out I might have to go ~2 weeks without adhd meds ;-;
Which means I have to ration out them now so I can survive my first month of college :'(
If you catch me crashing out or I'm low energy/barely interacting assume it's that 😭
#my post#im. dying why does life hate me so much#vent#kinda. in the tags mostly#im fucking. already stressed trying to prep for my fucking birthday#and im already anxious abt doing a class that has online meetings twicd a week. and my laptop. and my braces being a bitch. on top of genera#-generally feeling bad bc im barely doing chores AND self care AND general hobbies. and i kinda feel like shit bc ive forgotten most of my#old ocs/aus/etc and im feeling disconnected from my past self which. just makes the birthday shit even worse. things change too fast FUCK#and im really trying to be fucking brave. i swear. i. god im so tired of being me sometimes. its the same things that kick me again nd again#i want to see the world. i want to learn new things. i swear i do. i just...i cant. i cant its all so scary. i dont wanna#please can we go home. where i didnt have to be brave. where i could hide and cry and not feel weak for it. im so tired. how can i spread#joy and whimsy when every day feels so scary. when something hits me and fucks everything up. how can i be brave and thrive anymore? does#anyone know? i doubt it. i doubt it. but thats all ive ever wanted. please this time is supoosed to be for ME. at this rate im going to end#up hiding in my bedroom carefully nestling myself in my newly repaired laptop for my 21st birthday maybe even not that if it isnt fixed soon#plesse someone hold my hand and tell me itll be okay. it feels like im being drained of everything that makes me. me. everything but my fear#i am trying so hard to stand back up and fight for me but no ones fucking bringing me a chair and blanket!!! (irl not online. u r cool af)#they love me but they never give me a break. evn my friend is too much to handle now. i can barely keep myself afloat with my meds. how can#i posdibly not lose my mind without them? i am a barely contained implosion just wajting to burn the last of the rope. and then ill crash so#hard i may never return to college. i dont want this. please. i have warned you already and you saw what happened last time my laptop broke.#i may be strong enough to focus on the sun in the moment. but am i strong enough to keep focusing on it? i am already faltering. i have only#delayed the inevitable. is it? is it inevitable? i think it might be. if i dont break where i used to then life will dogpile me til i do.#at least i can spend most of tmrw marinating in that fact alongside therapy. at least i have that. i guess. i hate you doctor i hate that yo#-you canceled on us. on me. i hate you asl class i hate that ive lost so much without even starting the semester bc of you. i wish i never#chose that fucking class. i already was hesitant earlier snd maybe this is proof i shouldnt have done asl. msybe its a sign to give up. idk#sorry to everyone that sees this. i. am so tired and sorry if i dont engage as much as i used to. know that i miss you every day
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Oh no. Don't let me start plotting out a Leverage Redemption / Moon Knight crossover. I don't need more wips. Help.
#IT WOULD BE SO EASY THOUGH#like fucking up someone who's collecting or trafficking stolen antiques has been. multiple leverage episode plots.#guess who steals back stolen antiquities from the black market & associated private collections to (mostly) return them? layla#there are So Many oh shit we have to change the con moments you could do. just layla showing up alone#at least someone on the crew - eliot and parker probably - would recognize someone who's known to have pissed off the black market in cairo#and the scramble of how do we deal with her and how the mark will be reacting to her being here#and if we go post mk s1#then it's OH SHIT SHE'S A SUPERHERO. SHE JUST FLEW OUT OF HERE. OKAY.#breanna pulling up cell phone footage on youtube from the cairo incident like holy shit#she's the scarlet scarab. oh this makes so much sense now of course.#hardison comes back because no way they get into superhero shit without him#(various commentary on past superhero encounters here. hardison has probably tried to hack avengers tower.#sophie probably has conned tony stark in the pre iron man days#eliot has fought aliens he's had some sort of interaction with shield for sure)#harry gets to be delightfully bemused and also the stand in for all of us who have lost track of the five million mcu projects.#i know the avengers i think which one did you say this one was? is she new?#and then you get the wait what about thor - the norse AND the egyptian gods?#if layla is working with mark and steven you then also get them which would be fantastic to bounce off the leverage crew#and if you want to make everyone's life more complicated#set it in a situation where mark and steven (and layla) know m&s have a third alter but have not worked out how to get on speaking terms#and this situation winds up dangerous enough that jake fronts and goes moon knight to save their asses#and like. marc and steven get to find out from a bunch of people they just met that#yeah we saw the third guy#and uh. there was some weird shit. are you sure you're done with your superhero god shit.#so they have to deal with THAT#probably to have stakes like that itd be something like there was something from the chamber of the gods that one of harrows followers took#like the ushapti of another god or something similarly powerful and dangerous#and you have the oh shit of it being something with that kind of power and danger like. right as it's gotten away from them.#squire in a cupcake van#let's go steal a squire
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HI EVERYBODY!! :D
I'm glad to say that I'm feeling way better now, it's the happiest I've felt in the last... What? Three weeks? And yeah, most people were right: what I needed was to step back and be out of the internet a little. (Not that I'm taking a break 100%, I'm just here less). I'm feeling like drawing again and this is great to me!!
Aaaand the lesson I learned is that your brain finds weird ways to improve your mental health: this time, to me, was to spend most of my time drawing Squid Game yaoi and watching Tik Tok videos. If it helps, it helps ig
#i feel lime talking rn#so again asks are VERY welcome as usual :>#i'll try my best to answer the ones I have already#now now now i want to talk about squid game so let's go#(on the tags bc... i'm kinda embarrassed lmao)#well i started to watch the second season because I needed something to keep my mind busy#and squid game seemed like something i wouldn't get fixated on#GUESS UP WHAT HAPPENED#at least i'm being the usual me and choosing the worst characters as my favorites#this time being thanos and nam-gyu#i've been drawing them a lot but i'll only post it if i feel like it#for now it's mostly a me thing#idk#okay that's all bye
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#okay so#background: my family lives like 500 km from me#a few weeks ago my mom said she'll come up for my birthday party which at first i wasn't too thrilled about#but mostly bc i always stress myself and i feel like i have to take care of them#today my sister called and said she is changing work places so she unexpectedly has a few vacation days#and she wants to come too so i was like yea cool#and my parents are always like “ugh your mom/dad doesn't want to go on vacation with me anyway”#and my mom and my sister technically invited themselves#so i was like ok i dont want my dad to feel left out even though he could also like initiate it and say yo my daughter is turning 30#and i've actually haven't seen her apartment#or have visited her in 6 years#and he can be a lil socially awkward so i was like ok I'll invite him#or at least tell him he's welcome#so i did that and he was like 'yea thanks but I'm not coming :)'#which is. obviously fine i guess but yeah#makes me feel real loved#also i specifically called him and after that one minute conversation#he was like 'yea ur moms here too i'll give her to you bye'#thanks i guess#lenis life
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Wow people really do be being biphobic in our lords year of 2025... I cannot imagine watching the western world fall to facism (while living in the western world) and still putting time and energy into creating division in the queer community. Like. Your human rights are in major peril. What the fuck are you talking about.
#Rarely complain about this kind of stuff but wow#I almost just followed a biphobe because I really liked their butch art...what a pity#I'm a very big fan of lesbians and I would say most of the queer people I listen to/watch on a regular basis are lesbians#But I've never felt comfortable in many online lesbian spaces even when I identified as a girl and thought I might be a lesbian#I think a majority of lesbians do not hold these beliefs but I found a lot of online lesbian spaces are contaminated with exclusionary shit#Especially butch spaces which is awful because I am literally every butches biggest fan#Also with the way I am now I just feel like I fit just about nowhere#The world perceives me as a butch lesbian generally#But I have a boyfriend and I am attracted to men women and everyone in the gender sludge#I guess if I go on T someday this perception may change but until then I'm just ... A “failed” butch in a lot of peoples eyes I feel#I wish there wasn't so much exclusionary bs literally why are we arguing#This person was like “I hate men!” as an excuse like okay that's your thing#But because bisexuals don't hate men (or at least not in the way you do?) they deserve to be treated as inferior...?#Does this feel like a good way to live your life are you happy like this#Are you waiting for all the men to evaporate someday...? Because I have news for you...#Maybe this makes me sound like an asshole#Because this person may have trauma#I understand that I understand what it is like to be traumatized by men#But the way you are dealing with your trauma is unhealthy unproductive and damaging to the people around you#Bisexual women do not deserve to be treated as lesser because they date people you don't like#Thats some whack shit#Damn I never rant like this#Can you tell I've been in a horrible mood#Imbalanced brain chemicals are imbalancing#Making me evil towards exclusionists when I'd usually just get ignore them#I think I also get frustrated because I also had a “man hating phase” (nothing so extreme mostly just internal frustration didn't avoid men#or treat my male friends badly or anything like that) and it was just??? It was bad for me. And honestly I think it was bad for my gender#Identity as I think I'm closer to male than anything else#It just sucked it made my life worse even if it wasn't directly effecting others because I wasn't a straight up asshole about it#Anyway I'm a certified boylover now
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was bored and did this ya books tier ranker … this is like the only ranked like this I’ve seen include individual books from series rather than just the first idk if I like that more or less
#in some cases it Is useful because I like the wicked king significantly more than the cruel prince for instance. in others it was a bit#confusing. did my best#the top row being trc tid and dosab makes so much sense.#I did try to go left to right in terms of favorite to least favorite in each row but it’s not an exact science#but for instance I def like the lunar chronicles way more than fangirl and they’re both in enjoyable but on different sides#there are also some books I read in high school or younger where I’m kind of dubious where they would rank now. we are okay for instance I#did like when I read it but didn’t have strong emotions vs I feel like if I read it now I’d connect to the subject matter a lot more#and then like fangirl would be the opposite I related to it in 8th grade but if I reread I think it might not hit#I also was mostly guessing about the tmi rankings I’d need to reread to be sure. but ik books 3 and 6 are the ones I liked best so they go#to enjoyable at least#did put all the Mara Dyer books in tier 2 because I just remember them making me so crazy. that should be my next paranormal reread fix nex#time I’m in the mood.#s speaks#s does things
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Congratulations, Kane! You've successfully determined a grocery store was from the UK by looking at one small section of the shelf and only zooming in and looking for the currency symbol on the price tags after you figured it was from the UK.
#I guess watching all those shopping haul videos in ASDAs did me some sort of good?#also no one was speaking in the video it had some like song playing over it so it's not like I got it-#-from any blatant accents.#I cant tell if I want to brag about this or not cuase this is a very. very silly thing to brag over.#I wanted to be prepared for everything when I get there okay and that especially includes grocery stores!#Though truthfully I should probably look a wee little into some other ones cause for some reason I got very hooked on ASDA-#-and did all my lookings for grocery stuff there. Buts that's mostly becuase so many things about it remind me of-#-Foodlion and I love Foodlion. Which I suppose makes sense considering ASDA is/was literally just-#-essentially Walmart but in the UK. Nothing fancy but it's affordable and I don't need premium stuff.#I lived off of the weekly sales papers ASDA will do right by me. But looking into other ones wont hurt.#Look I can at least use the excuse that this isn't a completely nonsensical blogging post because I only have-#-UK/England endevours because of Finn and Axlerod alright. so it's related and tied in to them.#me when I. do blogging on my blog and use it for the intended purpose that I made it for which is being an-#-outlet for me dumping all my thoughts to get out of my system.
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ofmd s2 rly said yeah let's add more women to the cast but it's so important to immediately throw them into relationships with no proper buildup, storyline or conclusion that in order to make it happen we'll break up the secondary main couple of the first season with no explanation for that either
#like i don't think every show ever has to be great in every way#but as a bitch who mainly watched + enjoyed s1 for jim & olu... can't decide how to feel about this season#they did them so dirty in all ways--individually and their romantic+platonic relationship together#like i really really thought at least we'd get some more scenes between them about it and them sorting stuff out emotionally#also was hoping for even just more casually included acknowledgement of jim being nb this season#but i feel like if you only watched s2 you'd barely even know about it?#olu mostly felt like he had no personality or agency other than how others viewed him either#like ihni why he liked zheng other than that she liked him#or how he really felt about jim moving on because he fr seemed sad about it in the first episode. then Nothing#and if they rly are poly we have no idea abt that either since nothing was ever shown to indicate jim/olu are still romantic#oh well#lucius & pete were superstars though they're so strong for carrying the whole show. and i did love the last episode for everyone else#enough that i guess i'll settle on an overall okay feeling of enjoyment#but srsly i'll be sad about jimolu for the rest of forever#ofmd spoilers
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I genuinely feel like I dont have a right at all to complain or talk negative about Japanese fans but like……..the evident cliqueish-ness of honestly what looks like a very unfortunate larger chunk of them ……😮💨
like i gotta be honest the concert was a lot more isolating than it actually already was in itself because of the vibes at least a couple of clusters of fans gave me
#ramblin but not a gamblin man#like there’s a point where the pretty fixed staring or being like….physically distanced by everyone just gets…..unnerving#like the train back was completely fucking packed#except for in the space in front of where i was sitting…..lol#there was room for at least two people to stand if only people had actually consolidated and scrunched#like they had been doing the entire motherfucking way through transit and back#but i guess fuck them they can wait for the next train??? sure that makes sense#like i have never felt MORE uncomfortable and self-conscious being a smap/takuya fan#he’s the only piece that actually matters at the con tho 🫰#i probably should have brought merch but i actually was not crazy about the con’s theming (it’s…giving a bit too parasocial for my taste)#and I didn’t even consider bringing gwtf or next destination merch but i probably should have#but it’s not actually /mine/ so then i would think about how everyone that has theirs maybe probably ACTUALLY went to the concerts#that was another thing tho which is absolutely stupid because the whole point of a con is to SHOW OFF the stuff#but it was actually like……..off putting to me…….#idk maybe it’s cuz i innately have a weird ‘relationship’ with smap/individual members in that they aren’t normal-level interests#it just wasn’t sitting right with me seeing hoards of fans with bags..shirts..hats..all kinds of stuff lol#and it’s so hard NOT to have a defense mechanism like ‘I wonder if that person likes smap or /just/ takuya….’#and ‘did you actually want to come to the concert or mostly/just because you think he’s hot/cool/etc etc?’#esp validating seeing TWO people yawn during the con which was genuinely pretty disgusting/distasteful lmao#like that’s worse than leaving early why are you EVEN HERE#sorry okay i could probably vent more but i actually shouldnt and also i might end up talking in circles but#he was genuinely…………so amazing im eternally grateful that i had the opportunity to see him live#and if there is a smap reunion………..#….i genuinely think smapchat should storm it#be our own ✨clique✨#(but like…actually nice and kind and probably how takuya would want his fans to be ie not thickly-layered judgment [heehee :3])#(im also actually kind of so serious ???)
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Yes I am scared of mascots/fursuits. I think I had a traumatic memory at Chuck E Cheese's when I was a little kid. Idk why else I'm so put off by proximity to them lmao
#speculation nation#i have the vaguest of memories of the place. crawling in the tubes and watching the mascot suit band#and i must've hated it or smth lmao. i remember being scared of mascots At Least since middle school#when i always cringed away from our school's mascot#it's generally not a disruptive fear. on the rare occasions i end up in proximity to someone in a mascot suit#theyve never rly bothered me if i telegraph i dont wanna be bothered. usually by me just Inching Away...#school events. sometimes festivals. i dont rly do shit often so it rarely comes up#it also shows up at anime conventions tho. with the fursuits.#full respect to furries. theres just something about the artificial eyes and faces that puts me off.#but again. not hard to avoid. i just leave them be and they leave me be.#looking at pictures online doesnt bother me. it's mostly just the proximity that bothers me.#as u could imagine tho. i have never Once wanted to fuck with fna.f#a video game practically tailored to my niche irrational fear. my will to interact with it is in the negatives.#i dont rly like horror games anyways :p so definitely have never been interested#but yea. i think this is the only truly irrational fear i have. anything else im scared of are pretty rational#.........tho i guess mirrors in the dark would count as irrational. tho it's bc Ghosts#OKAY okay that's another probably irrational fear. i just cant look at mirrors in the dark. i will cover my eyes i cant do it.#avoid being in dark rooms with mirrors anyways. as u could imagine i dont keep mirrors in my bedroom.#and when i get up at night to go to the bathroom i very pointedly dont look at the mirror until ive got the lights on#OK SO THATS 2 IRRATIONAL FEARS i swear thats all of them tho. i think.#this has been Sharing Hour with Fanny. hope you enjoyed lmao
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"why are you so desprate/obsessed with it" idk maybe the fact i never belong literally fucking anywhere and this is the closest that im ever gonna get and do you even know how fucking awkward it is when people ask what you do and you have no answer?
#sometimes when i used to go for walks my neighbors would ask what im listening to i guess as small talk#and whenever i went on a walk i either had to avoid them which is rather hard or think of some normal song theyd probably know#so! here we are#(this is about the fact im really into certain bands rn and i think my roommates think im insane for it)#(at least S is kinda normal about it. he listens to a similar ish vaugely not really genre so)#(i mean i still love what i used to listen to. i still do listen to it. but for 1. i like to have veraiety. 2. its just good music??? where#the crime there????)#(i will listen to mostly anything besides like. most country. some of its okay i just cant really get into it tbh.#and when i say everything i mean literally everything. for like 3 months i had shoulder boulders on repeat. it just has a good bass or what#ver man. my parents always told me to be 'well rounded' so. i am in that sense i suppose. as long as it sounds like. okay. i will stand it.
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How to make friend with someone and feel like my actual self for 5 minutes
#hetalks#theytalk#Rambles honestly but#I miss being able to talk to someone semi-regularly and feel as thought my soul is being bared#I've got a friend who let's me unveil my deepest self (that no-one else has managed)#But even he doesn't make me feel most me. I feel trapped in a cage where no-one can possibly hear my innermost thought and#Be okay with them (at least mostly okay with them.. I guess?)#I dunno. Perhaps I'm being too picky but#It'd be nice to feel like I could actually not have to control myself for once just to be acceptable
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so. um. 👉👈
hi guysies.
Ig I should just say like. Hi
I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.
That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.
Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.
But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, ✌️!
#the butts chronicles#ogh but yea. been rough.#as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked#uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm#quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay?#OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL#cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again#and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking#with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down#oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees#uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL#we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot#still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally.#almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read#a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300#in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new#phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in#I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot.#I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol#uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm#my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away#me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now#aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator#who just kinda. posts things now lol ig.#but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought.#not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man#uhhh#long post#LOL i gues#but yerp.
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