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18 | chapter eighteen

summary: Eddie walks in to places he wasn't even called to. Billy and you like the Quarry.

warnings: smut smut smut.

listen to: Stockholm Syndrome - One Direction | Ojitos Lindos - Bad Bunny, Bomba Estereo | Radio - Lana del Rey | The Beach- The Neighbourhood (playlist here)

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word count: 6.8k

author's note: special thank you to @criminallyvenomous that edited this chapter and she's the most amazing human ever for taking the time to do so.

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You’d often believed that melancholy was a permanent state in your life. Your thoughts, often wrapped around a fog of melancholy, only grew stronger once your mother passed away. The melancholy of a child that knows her father’s memories would fade away eventually, as well as her mother’s. At one point you wouldn’t be able to remember how they sounded, how they laughed, how they would tell you that they loved you. Their faces, as well as the memories, would dwindle as they were washed by time; only photos and home videos would make you recall how they felt.

The woe followed you throughout your life, enough for it to become your loyal companion. It never left your side, not even when you were riding your bike with the music wrapping around your mind; at one point you stopped hoping that it would go away. It’d become a part of you, and you a part of it. A sorrowful child, heavy-hearted, that had built so many walls and so tall that you’d made sure no one had ever passed through them.

And yet, Billy Hargrove had managed to do so.

Melancholy was no longer your only companion, cold blue wasn’t just a color you saw anymore; now, it’d become the color of his eyes. Sunlight wasn’t only burning your skin, sunlight was the warmth that you’d felt when he was close to you, reading you out loud and kissing your lips.

He’d stained your life as if he’d spilled wine on a white dress.

And yet, you’d pushed him away.

The bitterness in your mouth didn’t leave you for days, and the tears wouldn’t go away so easily when you saw him passing through the halls as he kept ignoring you. Still, in those seconds, you could feel it, the magnetic force pulling you towards him. In the days following the last time you’d spoken, you’d only dreamed and hoped for Billy and the taste of his lips.

But you were so petrified of doing something more, of putting yourself in harm's way again.

You knew it wouldn’t be smart but the following week, as you stared at him on his Camaro, you didn’t hear the alarms in your head going off, it seemed like your body was moving to its own accord.

“Hi,” you muttered once you reached the Camaro, Billy didn’t look at you, he had decided that he couldn’t.

He felt like he’d been maimed. Your short-lived love affair had lasted a fortnight and Billy believed that his heart would never be fully recovered. He hadn’t been able to actually sleep or eat correctly, he wasn’t only flunking at school, but also basketball. He’d felt like he’d been to war, and every day walking in the same space as you felt like he was dodging land mines.

“Do not ignore me,” you breathed out as you pulled his hand. Billy turned around with a glare, but his face dropped as he watched you, while your eyes widened a bit.

Both of you looked awful. The crimson in your eyes told Billy that you’d been crying, while the plum-colored bags underneath his eyes easily told you that he wasn't sleeping.

Neither of you were doing okay. Part of you felt scared as you stared into those pretty blue electric eyes, part of you wanted to run away, you weren’t prepared to have any kind of conversation, and part of you didn’t trust Billy completely, not yet at least. But no, you hadn’t felt so awful since you’d broken things off, the heaviness in your heart grew stronger each day that you weren’t with him.

“I’m going to be at Peaches today,” you breathed out, calmly.

Billy pressed his lips together.

“Do you want me to go so I can eat you out?” he asked.

You were not sure if it was a dig at you, or if he actually meant it, but your jaw still dropped at the insinuation that you were using him like a sex object.

“Hush!” you hissed as you looked around while Billy rolled his eyes. “And no, I wanted to talk to you,”

“About?”

You raised your eyebrow. “Stop answering every question with a question,” you state, recalling his words. Billy almost smiled as he watched you but he chose not to. “Can you just please come?” you plead.

This part, this part was the part where Billy would run away, he wasn’t used to anything good happening in his life and so he usually felt trapped. His instinct is to run, to be mean, to tell you that it never meant anything.

But it would be all a lie and Billy was never a great liar.

“Shouldn’t you be seeing someone more like your type?” he muttered.

“You don’t have to be such an asshole,” you said as you narrowed your eyes at him for a moment.

“I’ll come,” he stated softly.

Part of your brain was screaming at you as a hint of a smile drew up on your face. It shouldn’t be that easy, it shouldn’t be that easy that just him saying yes to you made the melancholy leave your side for a moment.

Billy’s eyes soften as he looked at you, he usually didn’t have soft spots, he shouldn’t have soft spots according to his dad, but then you were there, asking him to meet you and smiling when he’d agreed.

Please, just send me a sign or I’ll let her go, he recalled.

Around 6:00 pm, Billy was parked in front of Peaches as he’d promised you.

He’d been thinking about actually going all day. There was a lot on his mind as he debated it, driving usually calmed him down, but today it didn’t seem like it would.

He wondered if you felt bad for what you’d said and how you’d said it, he also felt bad about not making things clear between the two of you before. Part of him also wondered if this was the payback he deserved after tossing girls left and right when they got too close for too long. He wondered if you were as scared as he was when you realized that there was something more in the way he gazed at you. The dark part of him also wondered, if you would just break his heart further, which only caused his darker thoughts to think how he could make you feel as bad as you possibly could with his words -he regretted that last thought almost immediately.

Still debating if he should go, he thought about what his mom had taught him.

Kindness, the kindness that usually Neil would dismiss, the kindness that you’d shown him when you’d fixed him up, the kindness that you’d shown him when you were spending time together.

He was out of the car before he’d realized it. He entered the shop to find you sitting on the counter, ankles crossed while you read a book, although by how fast you’d raised your head, he realized you were waiting for him.

“Hi,” you said as you smiled softly at him.

“Hi,” Billy let out a breath as he stared at you while his heartbeat rose.

“You’re here,” you replied as you closed the book and climbed down from the counter.

It wouldn’t be true if you’d pretended as if you knew he was going to come. He’d said he would, but you also knew he was apprehensive about coming.

“You asked me to be here,” Billy replied dully.

You frowned your brows slightly, he was still apprehensive, apparently. “Yeah, that’s not what I…” you replied but then you sighed as you stared at him. “Come here,” you’d asked before grabbing his hand and dragging him to the supply closet at Peaches.

You knew that Eddie was coming soon, you’d asked him to cover you for the night since you needed to work on your college applications, but you still believed that you had time to actually fix things with Billy without Eddie noticing it.

You closed the supply closet and then turned to face him, your heart thundering in your chest as you watched the way he gazed at you. There was a fondness in his electric blue eyes mixed with fear, you understood it so well that it scared you for a moment.

Billy bit his cheek as the silence settled in before he sighed.

“Are you sure this isn’t a ploy to see me shirtless again?” he asked dully but with a mischievous glint in his eyes

You narrowed your eyes at him for a second, and Billy’s smirk disappeared. Your first instinct is to tell him to fuck off or to not be an asshole, you’d punch him on the shoulder if you could, but then your features softened.

“Look, I’m sorry,” you sighed while you give a step closer to him.

“About?”

You shook your head, a soft sight slipping past your lips before your eyes met his again.

So much for the walls, you’d made.

“I wasn’t planning on this happening or anything happening for that matter. This was new to me and the last time I met someone who looked like trouble, he really was,” you explained to Billy as he watched you with a neutral expression, but you see how he tensed up as you mentioned your ex. You don’t want to tell him too much either about him or what happened, the ins and outs of a relationship that seemed to be condemned to the graveyard since it began. “He hurt me and being with him practically ruined my life and now, I’m just so good at being alone that it scared me when I… I just wasn’t prepared on running into you, okay?”

Billy’s eyes remained trained on you but other than his clenched jaw while he watched you as if he was confused by you. Expressing yourself so freely wasn’t easy when you were touching on such subjects, something so close to you, to your heart. Locking up feelings felt easy, you’d never thought about how letting them out would be such a struggle.

“This doesn’t make sense, right?” you groaned as you passed a hand through your hair while you stared at him, it felt like you were balancing on breaking branches.

“Not really,” he muttered.

Still, nothing in his features indicated anything, any sort of reaction to your words. Your heart felt like it was going to burst from your chest as you stared at him. He still looked the same as when you met him, his glowing tan that just certain people that’d spent a considerable part of his life between the sand and the water could reach, his golden curls falling in his forehead, his deep deep electric blue eyes piercing you.

The coldness in your life disappeared when he was around, he was summer to you and you realized that you wouldn’t let it go.

Fuck it, you thought.

“I like you,” you confessed, your heart on your hands as you watched him. “I like you even though I don’t really do sometimes, even though sometimes I want to slap you; and I can’t sleep and I can’t eat because I just want you, okay?”

Billy stared at you.

Honestly, he thought that he didn’t hear you correctly, that his mind had made it all up because there was no way that Billy had found someone that he wanted and she wanted him too. Warmth bloomed on his chest, inside and it spread through his limbs, making his sizzle and crackle to his beating and pounding heart as he stared at you softly.

Such a simple statement, yet so monumental for someone like Billy to hear.

“You, you like me?” Billy stuttered as he gazed at you, only then you managed to see the tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

It was only then that you truly believed that he liked you too. You smiled so wide that your cheeks hurt as you gazed at Billy, quickly walking towards him and launching yourself into his arms. You wanted to hold him, to feel his warmth, you missed it so much that your skin ached at the thought of not feeling him again. Billy smiled too, holding you until you were on your tiptoes as he looped his arms around your waist.

“Yeah, I really like you,” you muttered as you nuzzled yourself on his neck. “Aren’t you going to say anything?”

Billy didn’t waste a second after he heard you, he quickly took a hold of your jaw softly and pressed his lips against yours without any notice. The kiss started soft with so much adoration that you gasped softly against his lips before you followed his rhythm, then Billy’s kiss turned so fiercely that you moaned into his mouth. His lips were warm and they tasted like cigarettes and cinnamon, and although you disliked the taste of cigarettes, you’d only kissed him harder, opening your mouth for him as you knotted your fingers tightly into his hair.

Billy moaned softly into the kiss as he took your leg and wrapped it around your waist before he easily lifted you into his arms, as he usually did. You followed suit as Billy leaned you against the shelves of the supply closet. Neither of you could get enough, it was hungry and needy and it was as if you were hoping to mend all of the hurt you’d felt with one kiss.

Billy’s hands roamed your body and you felt like crying as you feel him smiling against your lips. He was happy, you could tell, he was so fucking happy and so were you. It only made you want him more as you hummed into the kiss as tried to press yourself more into him while Billy touched any available skin he could find as his hands skimmed down your sweater.

Both of you too focused on the kiss, on the other’s skin and touch, too hyperaware of what was happening between the two of you to even hear the way that Eddie was screaming your name as he’d entered Peaches or the sound of his steps as he walked towards the supply door when he’d listened to the heavy breathing.

It wasn’t until you heard the knob on the door turning loudly that you frowned as you tried to back away from Billy, but he’d chased your lips.

“What the fuck?” Eddie’s voice rang through your head as Billy’s lips finally left yours, you jumped at the sound as both of you turned towards the door.

Eddie was standing in the doorway as he had an amazing view of how Billy was holding your ass and your rose skirt, clearly a bit too much of what you’d liked Eddie to see.

“I-” you started but then you shut your mouth. What could you possibly say anyway as your hair was a mess, your clothes in disarray and Billy had you backed against the shelves of the place you both worked in.

Your skin began to turn a splotchy red as you gazed at Billy for a second, who was looking at Eddie like a deer in headlights. You figured he would’ve already cursed him out but he seemed to be in too much shock to react in any way, while you gazed back at Eddie who was already flustered too.

“I DIDN’T SEE ANYTHING,” Eddie finally proclaimed before he shut the door closed.

Your heavy breathing was the only thing that could be heard in the room. You turned to Billy who was all wide eyes and flushed cheeks. You smiled, enjoying how flustered he was before letting out a giggle while he groaned as he grabbed your hips while shaking his head at you. Who would’ve known that Billy Hargrove could be embarrassed? You took a hold of his face softly and pulled him in for a chaste kiss on his lips while he placed you down on the floor softly.

Both of you silently agreed that if you kept going, your first time together was going to be in a supply closet.

“This probably isn’t a good idea,” he muttered as he gave you another kiss on his lips, soft playfulness in his voice as you looked at him through your lashes.

“He’s probably traumatized,” you chuckled as you took a hold of Billy’s jeans, pushing him against you while you smiled coyly.

Billy almost hiss as he felt how you pushed your hips against his, he looked down at you as his body flushed against yours while shaking his head.

“Baby, this is nothing,” he muttered against your lips with a glint in his eyes while you almost whimpered at the pet name. “Just come with me okay?”

“Where are you going to take me?” you asked him as he finally gave a step away while lacing his hand with yours.

“Just trust me,” he replied.

You watched him softly. You wondered if you should really trust him or if this was just the beginning of the end for both of you. You both were so similar that you would probably just burn together if something went wrong but as you watch him, you knew that you didn’t care that much to burn if it meant doing it with him.

“What else can I do now, Hargrove?” you replied with an exaggerated roll of an eye.

Billy beamed as he brought your knuckles up to his lips, kissing them softly before opening the door of the closet. Billy’s cheeks turned a deep shade of pink as both of you passed in front of Eddie who was glaring at both of you, if it wasn’t because you felt too intoxicated by Billy’s hold on you, you probably would’ve talked a bit while Billy waited for you outside but you only managed to mouth an ‘I’m sorry before you smiled to Billy as he pulled you to his bike, quickly taking your helmet and placing it softly on your head.

Billy asked you to follow him and you did on your bike, halfway to the point you realized where you were going. You smiled to yourself as you raced your bike and quickly passed him on the road, Billy smirked and shook his head before he sped up next to you. It was a matter of minutes before you reached the Quarry, the small spot that had green over it where you and Billy had gone before.

Billy arrived seconds later as you took off your helmet and watched the sun coming down, not many people came to the Quarry once the summer had passed apparently. Billy climbed down from the Camaro, he opened the trunk as you watched him and he placed a blanket on the green grass before he motioned you to sit down.

“I hope that you haven’t fuck any girl on that blanket,” you muttered with a smirk as you watched the blanket and then looked up at him while raising your eyebrows.

Billy’s eyes narrowed.

“I haven’t fuck anyone in my car,” Billy said a bit offended but as he stared at you with those eyes, he bit his inner cheek. “Not since the start of the summer,”

You snorted.

“That’s comforting,” you muttered jokingly as you sat on the blanket and Billy sat next to you, looping his arm to your hip and pushing you against him.

“Don’t ruin a nice moment,” he grumbled before he presses a sweet kiss to your temple and you nuzzled on his neck. “You’re definitely the only person I would do this for,”

You smiled, biting your cheek while you feel your cheeks burning at the thought of his words. Billy’s hand trails your spine softly while you sighed contently against him. Both of you stayed silent for a few minutes, basking in each other’s touch, trying to satisfy the past craving of not having the other close for the past few days.

Billy’s hands roamed your body delicately and you let him, humming as he did, you liked how his calloused hands felt on your skin. Then he took one of your hands before he placed a sweet kiss on your knuckles, caressing them with his thumb, only then he noticed some scars.

He stopped as he examined them. They looked like his scars.

“What are you watching?” you asked him as you glanced at him softly.

Billy looked at you softly, his mind trying to find a reasonable excuse for why would you have such scars. He knew that you were feisty but he knew how you get those scars, it’s not easy to have those lines drawn over your knuckles in such a manner.

“You have scars like mine,” he finally muttered, your chest ache slowly as you realized what he meant. “What happened?”

“Bike accident,” you lied, a bit too quickly though.

Billy wanted to buy your excuse, after all, he never had an accident of such a manner. He sighed as he watched you and pressed another kiss on your knuckles.

“You have to be careful on that thing,” Billy finally muttered. You smiled at him before you quickly pushed yourself from the ground and sat over his lap, facing him before you placed a kiss on his mouth.

“Or what?” you teased.

He laughed as he looped his arms around your torso, pulling you closer to him before he pressed a kiss on your collarbone, he stayed there. Billy sighed contently as he nuzzled on your chest while you played with the hair at the nape of his neck. Your heartbeat steady, if something, just slightly faster than a normal heartbeat while it felt like his was going to burst from his chest. He doesn’t even want to be in any other place that isn’t with you, he realized, you feel like the sea, soft waves as he laid there.

“I don’t know but it scares me,” he finally confessed.

You pulled back a bit before you watched him softly, your thumb caressing his cheekbone. Your heart, your poor heart began to beat erratically once again, your poor heart had to endure it again, whatever came with him but you don’t care. Not if he’s looking at you like you created the sun.

“Is this the first time?” you asked him while you pressed another kiss on the corner of his mouth.

“What?”

“That this is happening to you,” you asked again.

Billy’s eyebrows furrowed for a second as he realized what you meant. Have you ever been in love like this?

No, no he hasn’t. He hasn’t ever felt this way for anyone else. He hasn’t felt like his heart was going to burst from his chest when he saw someone. He hasn’t feel like he was sick when he thought that they didn’t like him. He hasn’t felt such despair about not being able to kiss someone in his life.

Maybe the word is not in love, Billy didn’t dare to say it yet because it’s too soon but the more he looked at you, he believed that he might’ve be. He didn't answer though, instead, he began peppering your face with soft kisses while you smiled at him as he kissed your lips, your cheeks, your eyelids, all the places he could as you finally let out a soft giggle and he laughed with you.

“You’re amazing, you know that?” he finally breathes out.

“Thought that I was trouble,” you said with a smile.

“So am I, who cares?”

You smiled, you weren’t the only mess or trouble anymore; you didn’t feel alone anymore.

Billy pressed a more steady and firm kiss to your lips as his hands skimmed down your sweater and touched your shoulder blades, pushing you harder against him. Goosebumps swarmed every part of your body that he touched as your lips rolled together. There’s a place in the sun for anyone who follows their feelings, that’s what Billy made you believe. Though as you pulled apart you realized that you hadn’t even thought about anything else during those days, you’d taken care of Emily but today you hadn’t called her and told her that you probably wouldn’t be home and even though Craig was out of town and she would probably cover for you, you could still feel your stomach twisting at the thought of him finding out.

“What are we going to do?” you asked as you pulled away for a second. “I still don’t think that we can-”

Billy hushed you for a second and he shook his head.

“We don’t think about it right now,” he breathed out. He didn’t want to overthink anything, he wanted to bask in the feeling of finally having you. He needed the night to remain untouched by the outer concerns, there was nothing more to add, he only wanted you. “This is more than enough for now,”

For a second, there was nothing but silence and intense eye contact.

Then, you leaned down and pressed your lips against his. It was more fierce and aggressive than ever before, more than his rough kisses, filled with a sense of urgency that you’d never felt before. He welcomed it, devouring your mouth with the same urgency. You sighed at the kiss, pressing yourself further against him as his hands caressed the skin on your back. Quickly you began to fumble with his black shirt, Billy pulled away just enough so he could take it off. He pressed his lips against yours almost immediately as your nails raked his torso, his abs and then began to fumble with his belt.

The burning hunger of feeling him was overwhelming, coiling around your veins as he played with the zipper of your skirt and pulled it down as you were managing to undo his belt and shove his jeans down. Billy broke the kiss with a gasp, pushing you slightly away from his as he tried to catch his breath but you still continued, too overwhelmed with desire as you placed soft kisses on his jaw.

“Wait, look at me,” he muttered softly but you didn’t listen to him. He closed his eyes as you sucked on the skin of his neck for a second before he took your jaw softly and pulled you away. “Are you sure you want this?” he breathed out. “I won’t be able to stop, I mean I will but…”

You hushed him.

“This is more than enough for now,” you said as you repeated his words from minutes before. Billy blinked as he caressed your jaw. “Kiss me,”

His mouth pressed hard against yours as you grabbed the back of his neck, gasping softly as his hands sneaked up to the underneath of your skirt as you eagerly push your hips against his bulge. His mouth trailed from your lips to your neck as his fingers pushed your underwear to the side and trailed your core while you let out a soft whimper.

You clutched his shoulders as Billy continued to press kisses over your skin, his teeth grazing your collarbones as he pressed his digit into you while pressing his thumb over your clit. Your lips parted, unable to breathe as he added a second finger while your hands gripped his hair and pulled on it slightly, making Billy hiss against your skin. You wondered once again if you should feel embarrassed about how quickly Billy managed to make you this wet, your underwear soaked just with his kisses and his fingers. You closed your eyes, furrowing your eyebrows as he curled his fingers expertly into you. Billy looked up, smiling at your flushed cheeks -he could even see it under the moonlight- and your furrowed eyebrows, how your hips rocked against him eagerly, your breathing.

“You don’t have to hold back baby,” He breathed against your skin as he placed a kiss on your jaw and then added another finger. “Let me hear how good I make you feel,”

“Billy,” you moaned louder than you’d ever done.

Billy groaned as you pulled harder on his hair, while his other hand took a hold of your throat at pressed it slightly at the sides. Your head felt like it was spinning as he fucked you with his fingers. Billy groaned as he saw your eyes fluttering at the pressure on your throat and then, he increased the pressure on your clit, a satisfied moan escaped your lips as the pleasure ran through your body, through your overheated skin. Billy let go of your throat before you moaned again, drowning it his lips as he claimed your mouth again in a delirious kiss that sent scorching fire through your skin. Incoherent pleads and moans escaped your lips as Billy’s fingers work on you, your walls clench around his fingers and your whole body began to tremble.

“Come on baby,” Billy whispered against your lips. “Want to feel how you’ll come all over my,”

Billy didn’t get to finish because you cried loudly as your orgasms rippled through your entire body, growing lost in the sensation, dizzy and helpless from the way that he made you feel as you arched your back against him. Billy kissed your face as you were coming down from your high, caressing your waist gently as he murmured in your ear how much of a good girl you were. He gently pulled out his fingers and pressed his lips once more against your temple as you nuzzled on his neck.

Only then you realized how caring he is when you’re coming down from your high, he’d done it before each time he brought you to your orgasm. It scares you for a second, how he can go from rough to gentle in a blink of an eye.

“Still there, baby?” Billy asked after another minute passed, he noticed that your legs have stopped trembling.

It’d never happened to you before, you’d never had such intense orgasms, not even with your own doing; this was all Billy. You nodded softly before pressing your lips against his neck before your hands sank between your bodies as you began to pull down his pants while he chuckled and pressed soft kisses on your shoulder. You began to kiss his collarbone, sucking on the tender skin, biting it, and then licking it for good measure, Billy hissed at the last part but by the way, his hand tightened on your hips, you’re aware that he loved it.

Your lips roll over his sunkissed skin, you could feel his abs clenching over and over as you continue to kiss his skin before you sink your hand, breaching the waistband of his boxers. Billy swallowed hard as he felt how you stroked his cock, wrapping your hand around the base of it and swiping your thumb over the swollen tip. He’d never let you go this far before, always palming him over his jeans, your eyes filled with lust when he gazed at you.

God, you were fucking trouble.

You pulled his boxers down finally, and your eyes widened at the sight of it, you’d seen it before in a fleeting second but god, it didn’t do it justice. You sighed softly as you looked at it with widened eyes before you bit your inner cheek, you never ran away from any challenge. Soon you wrapped your lips around him. Billy’s hand flew to your hair as you wrapped your hands around the base of his cock, moving them in rhythm with your mouth. Humming contently as you watch the string of curses that leave Billy’s mouth as you pleasure him.

It’s honestly too much. Billy had always received good head because he usually taught the girls how to do it, but you didn’t need practice. But as you continued moaning and gagging, looking at him through lust-filled watery eyes, he was afraid he was going to burst into your mouth in just a couple of seconds.

“Wait,” Billy muttered through gritted teeth as he pulled away for a second, after one particular movement that made his tip hit the back of your throat.

You frowned as he grasped your chin and pulled you up.

“But I want,”

“Another time,” Billy said firmly as he placed a kiss on your mouth. “I need to be inside of you,”

The fire in his eyes as he looked at you sent shivers down your spine. You simply nodded as you finally peeled off the sweater from your body as Billy looked for the condom in his pants. Soon, you tossed your bra aside as Billy pulled the condom from his wallet. Upon seeing your chest, Billy’s mouth fell open as he watched you. Flushed cheeks, your face still basking on the afterglow of your previous orgasm, your lust-filled eyes while you stepped out of your skirt and were left in those torned panties.

“You’re the most amazing thing in my life,” Billy breathed out, almost unaware that he muttered such words. They weren’t filled with lust or desire, they’d such a deeper meaning that you didn’t want to find out just yet, at least, not for the night.

Therefore, you took the package from his hand, tore it, and rolled it down onto him. Billy quickly took a hold of your hips and back, pushing your back into the blanket again and hoovering over you, settling between your thighs. It isn’t fair, it isn’t fair that he looks like he was sculpted by the gods as he stared at you with that fire and tenderness in his eyes. Billy leaned his body over yours, placing his forearm next to your head with another cradling it.

He took his cock and trailed it over your soaking core, both of you shudder as it slides along it. He was teasing you, you knew it as you looked at the smirk on his face as a whimper escaped your lips but then he kissed you hard. You simultaneously take in sharp breaths as Billy slid inside of you, stretching you slowly.

“You’re perfect,” he whispered against your lips.

He remained still for a moment as you got used to the dull ache of having him. Only your heavy breaths could be heard as you held each other’s gaze. As you kissed, you realized that you’d never seen Billy looking at you in such a tender a soft way, he’d become softer over the weeks, the hard lines in his face were more relaxed and the lines of his smile were more prominent than before. Beautiful, you thought as you watched him.

Billy was scared for a second as he realized how you were watching him. Not because it was not lust-filled but because he realized that he’d never experienced so much tenderness in his life. Billy was never the best, never loved, he never deserved anything; but as you placed a hand on his cheek as you watch him while he sunk further into you, he realized that you really liked him for him. No other girl touched him as you did, no other girl even made a string of his heart move, but there you got him; all for you.

His hands skimmed along your sides as he rolled his hips. You were soaking wet and gripping Billy so fucking good that he recalled his dreams from a month prior and hoped that this wasn’t going to happen to him today. Every shred of self-control he had trembled as he sunk further.

“Oh my god,” you whispered as you arched your back.

You wrapped your legs around his hips as you tried to pull him closer to you, the pain doesn’t matter now that the pleasure was clouding it. Billy kept on thrusting inside of you, brushing deeply into you each time he did. The way he moved, the way he kissed every part of his skin he could find, every brush of his hands on your skin felt like he wanted to engrave every inch of you with his memory. And you believe that he did, no one had touched you in such a manner, no one had lit up that fire in you, and no one had done what he was doing to you at the moment.

It felt so good, so good that you are unable to form any words by the way he was filling you up. You became too dizzy, too intoxicated with pleasure to realize the sweet nothings he’s murmuring against the shell of your ear as his head fell into your shoulder. He pressed his lips against your collarbone and your neck, before crashing together in a desperate, furious kiss.

“Feels like you were made for me,” he breathed out, groaning loudly as he fucked into you.

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head while you nodded hurriedly at him; worried that he might stop if you don’t give any sign of a coherent response.

“Don’t stop,” you breathed out.

Billy took the message, and before you could say more, he leaned forward with a particularly hard snap of his hips against you. You cried loudly as your nails begin to rake at the skin of his back, Billy hoped he was going to have scars that can prove to him that you were as mesmerized and drowned in pleasure as he was. Billy quickly claimed your mouth again, pressing himself closer to you, his tongue caressing yours.

You were close; Billy could feel it by the way that you were clenching around him, how your breath hitched every time his cock brushed your G-spot, by the mewling, by the short moans that grow more desperate with each of his hard thrusts. God, you were fucking perfect, your body was fucking perfect, you were the most beautiful creature he had ever seen. Billy’s hands slipped between your bodies and his thumb began to caress the swollen bundle of nerves. Your head snapped backward, your whole body aches, as you let out the loudest scream you had yet. Your entire body tightened as you cried, your pussy pulsing around Billy as he continued to fuck you through your orgasm.

“You look so pretty like this,” Billy murmured as he slipped his tongue into your mouth for another kiss your whole body trembled; your body limp against his. “But I bet you can give me another one baby, right?” he murmured.

You wondered if he fucked you dumb already because you were going to say that you couldn’t; but then Billy moved your body without much notice. He leaned against his heels and he pulled you up with him. He was still hard inside of you as you managed to weakly drape an arm around his neck.

“Billy,” you whined as you realized how deeply buried inside of you, you were extra-sensitive by your previous orgasms but you felt Billy smiling against your neck as he pressed his lips against yours.

“Come on baby, I didn’t take you for a quitter,” Billy chuckled lowly and you whimpered softly as he moved lazily inside of you. “You’re going to give me another one, right?”

“Billy, I can’t, it’s too much,” you whined a bit more as he began to increase his tempo. It should’ve been pathetic but you didn’t care to be pathetic if it meant that he would fuck you like he was doing it and if it meant that you wouldn’t lose your sun.

“Be a good girl, okay?”

That did it for you, you cried out Billy’s name again as he started to snap his hips up while he held you by the torso. He felt so fucking you inside of you as he drilled into you. His hands roamed your skin as they managed to stay on your hips once he realized that you were stronger. You moved your hips, moaning against him as you tried to match his thrusts. You opened your eyes for a second, his breath tickling your ear and making you shiver before you pulled back to watch him. His eyes glimmered as he looked into your face, a coy smile on hips lips and you know that you’re done for.

You would never feel like this with anyone and Billy knew it too, right there and then.

Billy crashed your mouth against him aggressively as he felt how your walls were clenching again, he knew your body so well. Fire spread through your body, consuming and engulfing you like never before while your cry was muffled by Billy’s demanding lips. The fire suffocated him too, you felt his hips stuttering as he filled you and in an attempt to feel more in control, you rutted your hips against him as much as you could.

“Fuck,” Billy moaned as he spilled into the condom, still inside of you as he held himself there.

It took a couple of seconds for Billy to stop twitching and spasming inside of you, and for you to stop trembling; well after both of you stopped moving. The afterglow of both of your orgasms made you forget anything other than each other.

Billy could only feel you and you could only feel him.

Neither of you would’ve want it any other way.

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author's note: almost didn't finish this chapter jeeezz. Well welcome to the new section of this story, it's called 'fucking like rabbits and try to have a healthy relationship'. Let's see how long it lasts. thank you as always for your support. you make me really really happy

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