#But I’m a problem. Sure. Definitely
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I love GK Chesterton.
#he heals me a little bit every time#I think he is frequently misunderstood and also misused#and also I think he IS timeless and yet his strength was always responding to his own time so specifically#and so powerfully and personally#he was always dealing with people as they Were#and so it’s like. it doesn’t all translate!!!!! it can’t!!!!!#you can’t be out here applying it Willy-nilly#and Chesterton fans will do it#we don’t actually know what he would say about problems hyper-specific modern problems#or people or movements#something iconic no doubt! and funny! and on point. and FULL of love#for the humanity involved therein#and humor and insight and hilarity#and also he was just a man. of the people. of the people of his time.#anyway yeah. I love him because of just the profound joy and love of good things#that penetrates to the roots of things and rises above partisan problems/divisions#he is always speaking to everyone. or at least wanting to reach everyone#also he blended holiness and his own work and vocation so profoundly#in a way I don’t know if I’ve ever seen before#like. he was so clearly a man of the world and a man of God#he loved the world. he found it funny. he found it ridiculous. he loved things.#and he understand how it all both sprang from and folded back into God#idk I’m sure it’s also the anxiety in that#he doesn’t make me anxious. I never have to worry about it i can just let him in#and see what he’s speaking on#I am rambling so much! much like gkc#he’s a big part of my heart and he shaped a lot of things for me at foundational points#and he is just always keeping me company! anyway none of these thoughts are well connected but here you go#also yes I love to think he would like Taylor. and I love that no one can ever definitively prove me wrong on this point. lol.#thanks for listening etc.
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“Wow I love playing assassins creed, this is so fun- EZIO JUST CLIMB THE FUCKING WALL IM POINTING YOU AT I SWEAR TO-“
—me, upon deciding to pick up Assassin’s Creed (2) again
#I’m slowly latching onto the Italian accents and I’m sure that definitely won’t be a problem. nope. definitely not. /sar#yapping fr#assassin's creed
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It’s very kind of people I speak other languages with to assume that my slow comprehension and endless requests for repetition are as a result of us not speaking my first language, when in reality, my auditory processing is just complete shit.
#linguistics#second language problems#I mean it’s definitely harder in my non-native languages to understand what people are saying#but it’s not fucking easy in my L1 either lmao#people are confused because I can see them thinking#‘oh they speak so well so surely they’re very proficient’#‘and yet they don’t understand what I’m saying?’#auditory processing disorder#auditory processing issues#adhd#neurodivergent#your local autistic linguist here!#*stares blankly at someone else speaking as I try to make my brain translate their mouth sounds into words*#I’m an English teacher and sometimes my students are like ‘my goal is to watch English shows without subtitles!’#and I’m like ‘babe *I* can’t even do that and it’s my native language’ XD
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it will never not be funny to me when a “I would NEVER bully someone for being autistic! I’m not ableist!” person that I know has bullied me before finds out that I’m being evaluated for autism because it’s always either the stunned silence and “but I was never THAT mean to you” (yes you were) or the “no you’re not! you’re so normal!” (then why did you call me weird and talk shit behind my back?) or the “yeah, we could tell” (ooo go ahead and lean into it, be the bitch I always knew you were)
#Personal posts#I’ve been through it with my therapist lemme tell you#at first we were like: anxiety and depression#then we were like: bipolar disorder?#and now we’re like: autism….. yeah gotta be autism.#she’s a social worker tho so not technically a psych so she’s not allowed to give me an official diagnosis#and thus I’m not allowed to go around and claim it publicly obviously because a specialist has not made this determination yet#but I’m so sure dude#like I am hitting every fucking diagnostic criteria in the DSM-5#it’s way too fucking accurate#like with the BPD and the OCD and the PTSD it was like “yeah no it’s definitely symptomatic it’s for sure a LOT of symptoms”#but it also was always missing something yknow? Like it was never totally accurate to me#autism is like the explanation of all of my problems…#I am diagnosed ADHD so I do still claim being neurodivergent#I personally think I’m AuDHD#because there’s no way I’m not also ADHD#ADHD is also way too fucking accurate to me#and also scientifically adderall would not work on me if I wasn’t ADHD#Anyway!#delete later
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So Greg Bryk regularly goes live on Instagram to chat with his followers and answer a few questions, and almost every time, someone asks if he’d like to play Joseph Seed again if he had the chance, to which he used to always reply that, yes, he absolutely would. However, in early 2022, he didn’t seem so sure anymore and said it would depend on the script (the question was specifically about a potential Far Cry 5 movie) and the writer(s). Then, a few months later, he implied he didn’t feel like playing the Father ever again because he thought the character’s story was “finished” and that Ubisoft should focus on creating new things instead…
Well, on October 14, 2023, he once again went live on Instagram and, when people mentioned Far Cry 5 in the chat, he revealed that he had reached out to Dan Hay and Drew Holmes, two of the game’s three main writers he’s become friends with, and that they had visited him “on set” (I’m not sure what he was shooting) the day before. In the past, he had already explained several times that he had loved working with them and thought the story they wrote (along with “JS”, Jean-Sébastien Décant, the game’s third main writer) was fantastic. This time, he added that Far Cry 5 was really “special” to him because the writers “cared a lot” about creating something great with amazing characters, and that he thought the whole Seed family was really well-written.
A few minutes later, when he was asked which character he would like to play again if he could, he said it was hard for him to choose because he loves them all, but he eventually picked Jeremy Danvers (Bitten) and Cobbs Pond (Frontier).
Then, surprisingly, he also mentioned Joseph.
I don’t know why he changed his mind again or if the fact he contacted Dan Hay (who doesn’t work for Ubisoft anymore) and Drew Holmes (who recently became the new IP Director for Far Cry) means anything, and I’m not sure I want more Far Cry 5 content to be released anyway (for continuity reasons), but I guess the Seed family’s return, as equally exciting and truly terrifying as this eventuality sounds to me, isn’t completely out of the question anymore in Greg Bryk’s mind!
#someone also asked if the book of joseph was canon but as expected he had no idea#actors rarely know that stuff and I’m not even sure he got to read it...#but yeah the boys’ awful childhood is definitely canon the writers have talked about it several times#far cry 5#joseph seed#greg bryk#okay but... listen#I wondered if I was just imagining things when he first mentioned collapse during a live stream and I thought he looked a bit upset#the dlc wasn’t out yet but I was pessimistic so I concluded my fear probably was the reason he seemed unenthusiastic/disappointed to me#then when he said he didn’t feel like playing joseph anymore I once again wondered if it was because of collapse (which was now out)#but I told myself I was most likely influenced by my own negative opinion and he simply wanted to focus on new projects#but... now he’s happily talking about the original writers and how much they 'cared' about making something good#and he seems really enthusiatic again about possibly reprising the role in the future#so is he implying that he thought the other writers (the dlc’s)... didn’t 'care'?#does he also think there were problems with the seeds’ characterization in collapse??#is it possible that I wasn’t just projecting after all???#????#...okay maybe I’m still projecting#but the timing is a bit suspicious isn’t it?
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bcc the one currently kinda stagnant wrestling stable that i’m fully ok with remaining together indefinitely bc despite them not really being involved w anything important at the moment i like them being together on principle
#made this post cuz i someone said samoa joe should do a hostile takeover. sounds like shit from a butt cousin#but i 150% see ppl being bored. they’ve been chilling for like 3 years#i want them doing more interesting shit Really bad#but between mox needing a break for like a month & bd on his final hoorah tour idk what they could do in time#it’s definitely about time for some infighting & tension. but :(#also they were clearly headed that direction. claudio had that disagreement w bryan about working w eddie#then eddie’s knee exploded and that wasn’t a problem anymore lol#shit idk i rlly want swerve to stay champ but i also want them to force a belt on bd cuz it’s Bryan Danielson etc#<- mentioning that cuz maybe bd as champ for a sec could lead to something w bcc infighting. im spitballing & that sounds annoying#bc that’s not in their character. they’re all practical guys with similar worldviews that support each other#i just want it to be satisfying & lead to something meaningful & not be clunky & forced#bc i know these guys like being in this faction for shoot lol#i’m a MARK for WRESTLE PERVERTS#shut up about wrestling#sure i’ll tag this for real#blackpool combat club#bcc#bryan danielson#jon moxley#wheeler yuta#claudio castagnoli#aew
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So I’ve recently rewatched My Adventures With Superman and I wanted to share a qualm I’ve had with it. That being its use of Superman being an alien as an allegory for immigration and racism. It’s not the execution that I have a problem with—this not being the only idea explored and how the characters and the villains’ motivations are written largely save this from hurting the series—but rather the idea because it forgets the same thing Zootopia and Detroit: Become Human’s allegories forgot: racism is fundamentally irrational.
Even if there are differences between cultures, no group is more or less capable of violence than another. No individual from any group is automatically stronger or more weaponized than an individual from another. Thus fearing a specific group’s capacity for violence is absurd, irrational, and ✨racist✨. Now, with that in mind, is it irrational to fear Superman? I’d say no.
Maybe you could argue that after a certain amount of time there would be enough evidence of him putting himself on the line just to help people that it would be harder to defend fearing him, but if we’re talking about a Superman who’s just starting out like in MAWS… well… Let’s put ourselves in the shoes of some random person in Metropolis. Some random guy from a planet we’ve never heard of shows up one day saying he’s here to help and he wants nothing in return. He never gave us a name and we have no way of knowing where his similarities to humans end or if he’s lying. All we know is what he’s told us, what he’s done, and that he has a laundry list of extremely powerful superpowers with little to no weaknesses. Now maybe y’all are saints compared to me, but I tend to be wary around strangers—especially strangers I know are fully capable of killing me without consequence—and when I hear someone say that their motives are exclusively altruistic, I assume it’s an act. If I was in Metropolis and I didn’t know Superman personally, I’d, at minimum, be concerned about him one day becoming resentful of doing so much for so little. So from my perspective, fearing Superman and wanting to have countermeasures on standby isn’t exactly what I’d consider irrational.
(When you take into account all of the universes with “evil Superman” this perspective makes even more sense. I just didn’t bring that up because the average person wouldn’t know about that.)
My point is that maybe instead of using Superman, an alien with godlike powers, to tell a story about immigration and racism, we could just use a superhero who’s an immigrant or a person of color. Or we could make a new character. Or we could at least make Superman an actual immigrant (he was created by Jewish immigrants, we could make him a Jewish immigrant). I’m just saying that if you want to write about racism, you should use race to talk about it.
#I’m not sure if you’ll will agree with me but I’d appreciate if you’d hear me out#I’m just not sure how the general fandom feels about this topic#Also this isn’t just about using Superman as an allegory#This is about the larger problem of writers using nonhuman (and often very dangerous) things/species as an allegory#superman#my adventures with superman#maws#clark kent#supergirl#this applies to her too#kara danvers#kal el#kara zor el#sorry if you followed me for the fun and goofy stuff since this is definitely more serious#my stooff#not really rambling and not really a rant#lex luthor
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i wish that there were actually as many DID specialists as it seems like there are.
so many of these therapists are out here just trying to pad their resume, then when they actually have someone with DID in the chair, they try to fake it til they make it. which they never do.
how am i supposed to get better, when the people who claim they can help are lying about it?
#flux vents#system vent#did vent#x p2#did stuff#did rant#dissociative identity disorder#cw medical gaslighting#they have done so much irreparable harm to our system#but what other choice do we have but to try again and again and again#boy i’ll tell you if we weren’t insane before we damn sure are now#that’s the definition of insanity isn’t it?#doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results?#anyways#i get it medical professionals are people#can i be treated like one too for once?#instead of as a fabled legend they think they’ll never encounter?#‘oh yeah i’m a professional dragon hunter’ they say#meanwhile what they mean is they managed to shoot a rabbit once#p2 speaks#did community#did system#system stuff#cdd community#cdd system#therapy problems#dissociative disorder#did problems
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Did the thing! I need to do more light glueing then it sits to dry again.
#life at nerdy holler#nerdy makes a book#my paper is giving me a variety of problems#but we’re making due with it#I won’t use this paper again for sure#I have to say#I liked the sewing part#I’m not sure I did this best job#but I definitely didn’t mind the process
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My own posts aren’t showing up on my dash?? (Desktop AND mobile) If I go to my blog, they’re there but they’re not on my dash anymore and posts I’ve reblogged aren’t marked as having been reblogged but if I check the notes, my reblogged & tags are there
Is this a new feature & it’s supposed to be like this now? Or is something fucked up, either on my end or tumblr’s?
#is this a tumblr problem or a grunge problem?#tumblr#I’m **pretty** sure my posts were on my dash yesterday but I’m not 100% sure more like 97%#but this is definitely a recent change and I’m not a fan
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really mad bc i wanna join in the fun and watch severance with y’all but tragically adam scott looks exactly like a loser boyfriend i had in college and i can’t watch anything he’s in
#it’s the silliest problem bc i’m sure i would love severance#but he just looks SO similar#chatterbox tag#every once in a while i see severance fanart and briefly wonder why someone’s drawing my ex#i’m definitely gonna cave and watch it sometime soon. i’m sure i’d get over it pretty quick once i started watching lol
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first wip shot! this is my first time sculpting a human face so it’s a good start, but the features aren’t right. I probably need to start the whole thing over from the top though bc i think i created the skull shape assuming id do a simpler style but then i started the facial features a lot more realistic lol, so there’s a discrepancy that’ll probably only get worse the more i refine the facial features, but its not bad for a first round!!
#N posts stuff#like Augustus’ face is definitely more ovular than circular#i don’t do a lot of pre-planning with 3d work ever which is bad probably but ¯\_(ツ)_/#i’m not doing this to sell it or get a grade off of it so i can do whatever i want lmao#but i think in my head i assumed id do like a simple circle and then Paint the features on#but then actually got that far and realized i wanted to sculpt so#need to redo the skull so it actually fits that plan now lol#i do also have the armature bases done for both augustus and the changeling bc i had to match their heights right off the bat#i’m doing it with quilt batting and securing it with yarn so far it looks a little goofy#the problem i’m having a little is making sure augustus Looks Fat and not just like. Wide? idk how to phrase it#but with ‘cartoony’ styles unless you contrast two characters directly you can make the style kinda wide/chunky and it’ll still Read as lean#(like chibi styles you know?) and i don’t want augustus to look like that#so i’m having to figure out how to get the batting on and have it distributed and sag like fat actually does#it’s fun! idk i like to figure stuff out. it’s all a little meaningless bc augustus wears exclusively long/oversized clothes#but that just means if i can’t figure it out then its fine !#i like you too
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it’s all a bit vague in my brain but i just think fhat like. a senior being unable to fulfill their duties is kind of shameful. and then a senior trying to share their burden with not even a co-senior or anything or an iterator from another group, but with an iterator from their own group? even if they’re good friends ?? i jst feel like that wouldn’t really be accepted . at all. does anyone see my vision
#also i just think the ancients of this local group generally tend to suck balls . Badly#i mean look at waves look at wayback’s creators look at cd’s and fta’s and etc etc#i just think they wouldnt take kindly to this problem weaving had At All#i don’t think they would particularly treat iterators as simple machines but they’d definitely have infinite hope for them and put on a lot#of pressure. and i’m sure they didn’t want to see said iterators crumbling under it#like i said it just seems shameful. especially for a senior#crammerposting
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I think I’m going to try again to get my autism diagnosis after three years of delaying it
#I’m sick of saying ‘i think i have autism’ and ‘because of the autism i probably have’ and ‘this feels like an autistic trait but maybe not’#i KNOW#I’m sure of it. the problem is making the doctors sure of it#I’m prepared for the ‘you can’t have autism. you hit all your milestones on time’#I taught myself to read when i was three because i had a weird fixation on books. wtf do you think that is?#I’m doing this for my sister who also definitely has autism. hopefully this helps my parents pay more attention to her meltdowns
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Regional splatfests back???
#I’m not sure how I feel about it. the splatfests not being regional definitely made some of them suck (money fame love)#but I think people were too quick to blame all splat 3 fest’s problems on that#but literally whatever gets Frye her win I don’t care. guess I’m a fist bump warrior#splatoon
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-grumbles- I bet Sanji would be able to make food I could eat when my stomach is upset… and it would be appetizing.
#the pixie speaks#cw food#back on an schedule to make myself eat because i need the nutrients but my tummy is constantly upset and not hungry#not enough that i have chronic migraines i also gotta have stomach problems#cw health issues#sanji scratches my itch for someone that would make sure i’m taken care of i think#because i’m so often the care taker in all food related things in my livinh situations#which is fine!#cooking is definitely a love language for me#i just wish someone would make me nice food somtimes
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