#But it literally has me in hysterics everytime I read it

[ssaseaprince]

Please I will never recover from that post where someone made an entire powerpoint about who would win in a fight between Will Graham and Chantel Dubois

[suguruverse]

hi! idk if it’s being requested already or in the works but could i request being best friends with mattsun and makki?

— BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MATTSUN AND MAKKI

authors note - hey yall.. long time no see. don’t expect me to come back yall i just wanted to clear my drafts a lil bit since this has been sitting in the drafts for like a year 🫣🫣

fem!reader

- lemme tell you this friendship hands down definitely has the most platonic flirting EVER

- AND THEY'RE SO BAD WITH IT AS WELL

- they unironically call you mamas or bae/baby girl

- but they are the best to have at parties and shit OH MY GOD

- they can tell with one look if you're uncomfortable and will be by your side immediately

- unlike the others, they actually encourage you to talk to other people

- but that doesn't mean that they won't wear terrible disguises while following you on dates

- you can bet your ass that they will throw it back on you every chance they get and they expect for you to catch it EVERYTIME

- they LIVE for making you flustered and purposefully try to make to mad

- they say stuff like "ohh you wanna kiss me so bad" or "oh yeah" bc yk hot boy shit

- nah bc you and mattsun definitely used to hate each other before makki locked you guys in a room together to talk things out and it resulted in you both HYSTERICALLY crying and hugging each other

- you guys have done the thing where you guys go out super dressed up and go to mcdonalds or something

- these stupid bitches pull your bra straps and let go when it snaps you, they think they’re so funny

- they also have no boundaries with you whatsoever for example they will walk into the bathroom while you’re showering and have a full blown conversation with you or walk in while you’re literally on the toilet

- they also say stuff like ‘how often do you shave your pubes?’ or ‘can you check if i have an ingrown hair on my ass’

- sometimes they purposefully dress down so you look extra sexy

- when olivia rodrigo's album came out, you guys all went to makki's place and definitely cried in each others arms

- for some reason they love commenting weird things under your posts like "let me be your best friends to lovers trope" "ur so hot pls be my sugar mommy" "i would hide a body for you" or "i've told my therapist about your ass"

- mattsun's bio on his twitter and instagram is literally "property of y/n"

- makki's bio is "y/n's sugar babie <3"

- PLS YOU ALL THIRST OVER IWAIZUMI TOGETHER AND HE'S SO SICK OF YALL

- also mattsun has a milf of a mother and she's the only reason you and makki come over

- MATTSUN SWEARS UNDERNEATH HIS BREATH AND IT'S SO HOT AHHH

- he also has intense road rage and it's hilarious bc he's the designated driver

- WHENEVER YOU GUYS FACETIME, THEY MAKE IT THEIR DUTY TO TAKE THE UGLIEST SCREENSHOTS OF YOU AND THEY THREATEN TO SEND IT TO IWAIZUMI WHENEVER YOU PISS THEM OFF BC THEY KNOW ABOUT YOUR FAT CRUSH ON HIM <//3

- okay so i feel like makki has obsessions with the most random anime characters and cries over them weekly

- HE IS AN UGLY CRIER AS WELL DO YOU FEEL SO BAD WHENEVER YOU LAUGH AT HIM CRYING

- they love going on wattpad and reading cringey smut stories and depending on how bored they are, they would have competitions on how well they can write their own

- on your birthday, makki sent you a link and it was a you x iwaizumi fanfic

- they love leaning on u for some reason???

- y’all definitely go to playgrounds at like 3 am just because and then just watch makki fly off the swings

- they very much have a ‘what’s yours is mine’ mentality like you cannot eat or own something without them taking it

- they unintentionally yet intentionally grab ur boobs </3 i’m sorry

[storiesforsomeone]

Hey, so I've been following yolt (and you) for like 4 years now and I love it so so so much.

Everytime I'm in a depressive funk I reread yolt to reset my brain, which is like about every 4-5 months maybe? Idk what it is about this fic but it literally has the power to make me do work lmao

I'm also thiss close to reading your other fic even tho I know absolutely nothing about lotr just to read more of your writing lolol.

Anyway, hope you're well. Have a great day xxx

Hello! This is hysterically delightful because I too reread yolt every few months singularly to avoid doing work, so I'm glad the universe is balancing this out. Thank you so much! I'm continually awed by people who have stuck with this mammoth of a story for so long, and I am so happy that it provides a joyful little escape whenever you need it.

Something to Start With is, in its truest fanfiction sense, crack taken seriously, a bunch of silly courting shenanigans seasoned with sincerity, all coming together to give an alternate ending to Battle of Five Armies, which is the final segment of the Hobbit saga. It... probably won't make much sense if you haven't read, seen, or know of the Hobbit story, but also, have at it. I would be curious to see how it reads to someone unfamiliar with the canon.

Thanks so much for reaching out and for your kind words! Sending you ice tea that never runs out and good vibes xxx

[shotorozu]

Could I request for Bakugou with a s/o that really likes to meme on him, but in, secret, so no one knows about it. But on day he finds out. Like they have a bunch of pictures of him and all his ugly faces on their phone. The album probably has the name like: “I love Him, but why does he make such ugly faces lmao” and they have a lot of memes of him too (I saw a meme of him with the caption: “Bakugo, Bakuwait and Bakustop” but his hair was in the colors of a traffic light vgvgvt)

discovering their s/o’s meme collection

character(s) : bakugou katsuki,

legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns used, quirk not specific

headcanon type : fluff-crackish

note(s) : LMAO i’ve seen the bakugo, bakuwait, and bakustop meme it made me hysterical when i first saw it. i also have some massive writers block with one of the posts i was making so rip

—

bakugou katsuki

bakugou had NO IDEA what you had on your phone tbh

it was like,, one of the seven mysteries of the world to him.

you were dared to show how many pictures you had in your camera roll, and you had about 1000 pictures

and he’s just like “wtf” 🤨 “how do you still have storage??”

he doesn’t really care that much to the point he’d want to personally take matters into his own hands by snooping

but he’s definitely curious. like.. why don’t you just delete the pictures immediately after it’s use?

so one day, he had your phone bc he was taking cute lil selfies of you while you guys were out on a date.

then he ACCIDENTALLY (and i literally mean it) swipes into the gallery

then he sees why you have 1000 photos

5% of those pictures were school related, 35% were pictures of your friends + bakugou, and 60% of those pictures were

MEMES

they were memes. and not just any memes, they were memes of him.

everytime he swiped to the next picture, it was just a picture of one of his many ugly faces.

there was a photo of him in the sports festival that was captioned “i love him but wtf why is he so ugly here??”

another one of him eating a rather sour candy— his face bunched up in reaction to the candy “LMAO HIS FACE IS SO FUNNY WHDNWSN”

and of course, how could we forget the iconic bakugo, bakuwait, and bakustop meme

bakugou was just 🧍 while looking at each individual meme. he didn’t even know you were THAT type of person— he had no clue you had that many photos dedicated to memes of him

you noticed the rather appalled expression on his face, so you slide next to him to see what he’s looking at

“suki, you’re taking too long,” you look at the phone’s screen, and he’s looking at one of the memes JKWNDMA

“care to explain why you have these?” the rather twisted grin on his face made you realize that,

“YOU FOUND THE MEME COLLECTION-”

“YOU DIDN’T ANSWER THE QUESTION”

“YEAH BUT HOW DID YOU EVEN GET THERE??”

you eventually explained yourself that it all started from denki sending all these different pictures of him to you (specifically) and you just made different memes out of them.

“are you THAT obsessed?” bakugou teases, and he’s expecting you to deny it— but you don’t really do that.

“these memes never fail to make me laugh when i’m sad though, that’s why i always have them.” you confess casually

so, a part of bakugou was like “lol i’m gonna murder that dunce” and another part of him was like “tch. they can keep it ig.”

“just don’t show them to anyone, especially those extras” he hands you your phone, patting the small of your back

“even your mom?-”

“not eVEN HER YOU IDIOT—”

“yeah, yeah. i wasn’t planning on it,” you laugh, and the discussion was left on that.

he does add more pictures of him to your gallery though, but the meme in him honestly comes very naturally

but one day, he was gonna get revenge >:)

—

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do not plagiarize, repost, translate, or use my works for audio readings without my permission :))

[shadowsofkpop]

Soo, this was supposed to be posted yesterday but we all know how that went (thanks tumblr!)~

Anyways I don't know how many of you will still be lurking in the tag but now that this season is officially over, I really want to thank you all beautiful people that made this ride better and for interacting with me, I love you 💜 and I also wanna say a few words on the season (edit. I actually made it too long sorry-)

First of all no 💕, this season definitely wasn't a 10, barely a 7(lol) all things considered but I would be a lying liar to say that I won't miss everything about ISI and her purple world 💜. It was a very bumpy road full of many lows (god knows how much I hated the first part) and some high moments that I will always treasure 💜. Everytime I was on the verge of quitting the live watching, the next day I was still there, like an addict. And tbh I'm wondering if this season was really meant to be experienced like a mass hallucination that would leave us all the next morning somewhat high and confused at the same time (I mean this in the most positive way).

Yes, I was rooting for a solo season about Ismail from the moment I laid eyes on them in season 5 so you can imagine how thrilled I was knowing I would finally get that in season 7....sadly I still wish it would've been different like many of us, because Eren do deserve better and I'm sorry he had to actually fight for the bare minimum...either way, we gonna give it to them for bringing us the best Isi we could hope for 💜.

That being said, the moment the 'Best Friends 💚' clip happened...I felt something in the air but it was literally too soon to dare spoke about it, so I stayed quiet and I waited for something to happen, but smh it was Lou and the trio so yeah it's better to forget that plot line for my health, at that point I was mentally exhausted. To the point that when a clip with Sascha happened, the said night I'd dream about Sascha and Isi in all the possible situations that ofc would never happen in the season, I was that frustrated and actually in shock because I swear to god something so extreme as to dream about them almost daily, never happened to me with ANY pair I ever shipped or whatever. It was INSANITY at it best. I wanted to keep this to myself but who cares anymore right :)?

So anyway, when things finally started to work in that way I was and still am incapable of processing that...you know, Sascha and Isi are actually a thing now??? The fuckin wallpaper??? I was on the verge of loosing my hair when it happened yesterday, it still looks like the biggest fever dream I ever had and I'm actually grateful that Druck decided to give us that wallpaper the first day of 2022. It felt well deserved you know.

Actually since I am already here I just want to quickly mention that the very main reason why I felt an immediate connection to Sascha and Isi as pair, despite every negative comment that's being said in the tag, is because they are the first characters I saw that in terms of looks seemed legit the almost perfect fancast (Eren especially good god) for a pair that I'd die for in a trilogy of books that I read. The behavior and everything is different ofc but the looks...oh god, that was what made me feral in the first place and imagine my utter delight to see them actually be endgame here too like...it was a magical experience. As you can see not everyone has the same reasons to like a couple so get over it :)

Finally, Sascha is literally one of the best thing that for sure came out of this season, I'd love to have a ray of sunshine like him by my side and I would die to actually FEEL one of those hugs...god. We are really not going to see him with Isi's eyes anymore uh, actually depending on who's the next main we don't even know if we will see him AT ALL *hysterical laugh*. But seeing how much this character was well received...dare I hope? Do I have to pay big money myself to make sure Paul and Eren will still be doing their thing??? :)

Phew, that was a lot.....I believe that this is the most engaged I was for a skam remake in a LONG time. Hell, I never posted so much in a tag like I did in these 10 weeks since forever- It was truly intoxicating but at the end of the day I'm glad I watched this season in real time...I guess that was actually what Poison Isi was all about~

I really don't want to let them go, they are my children, that's why I'm still holding up hope for the next season to see more of them being gross and in love 💜

Damn Druck, you failed us A LOT this time around so for the love of God,

DO BETTER.

You owe us this much :)

*here a medal for making it this far🥇*

[organic-guacamole]

showtime

episode 211 let's go

ok first of all, this is the second to last episode guys... I don't even wanna think about how much pain I'll be in after next week's episode

mr mazzara doing the recap-

this is so weird to me and I don't know why

WHY DIDN'T YALL JUST ASK BENJAMIN FOR HELP, THATS LITERALLY HIS THING

is Nini giving out the cards a callback to season 1 when Natalie Bagley said that Nini gave her a card or something on opening night of another musical?

STEPHY AS THE ENCHANTRESS OMG YES

Ricky in the crown gives me Harry styles in that photoshoot vibes

he's so pretty.

ok but why did we never see Ricky and Ashlyn interact before? it's been like 5 seconds and I already love how they bounce off each other and it's just so natural

OH THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY UNDERSTUDIES-

well that explains a lot...

so Ricky fell on top of Ashlyn and all that broke for both of them was their wrist-

insert Jake Peralta *coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool no doubt no doubt no doubt*

of course howie was amazing as the beast, were we expecting anything less??

Ricky is so beautiful and I will not shut up about it....

let me enjoy this before the makeup crew slaps mud on his face.

Nini and Ricky talking to eachother? in a civil manner? wasn't she avoiding him just in the last episode? hm ok

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY CANT EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS JUST LIKE ME HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS, WHATS NEXT? THEY CUT EVERYONE OFF CUZ THEY CANT HANDLE EMOTIONS? ...ha

yes Kaden and Rico, my favourite east high boys 🥰

I mean....where's EJ?

THERE HE IS

EJ AND GINA IN THE BACKGROUND... doing something idek

KOURTNEY'S MOM IS BACK YAY

Howie is a shining star, ofc ofc

the smallest fOrk

can't wait to see the fork burst into song about how she deserves more than to be used to eat salad😌

the duster and the bluster.... ok😃

hi Gina!

hi- oh wow I didn't know Robbie Rotten was in this show!!!!!

the portwell look.

that my friends, is a married couple's look✋

GOSH EJ WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU

aww Gina's so excited for this

D word?

Die?

Delicious?

Dom Toretto?

"good, clean fun all alone with someone I dig...a lot"

sir that does not sound very clean to me

SEBLOS

Seb looks so cute standing there next to pope Carlos

DID THEYEY REALLY LIGHT ANTOINE ON FIRE-

I NEED TO SEE THAT

Seb's reading Carlos better than big red read the script in episode 102, this is great development after the "fight"

Kourtney really just made the best outfit for herself and let the rest of them suffer

the way Gina immediately goes to hold on to EJ after the announcement

"tonight we're going to put the U in UTAH"

...

"hey where are you from?"

"TAH"

SEB'S SINGULAR CLAP KILLED ME-

he's officially salt lake city's resident thanos

just wity clapping because for some reason I have a feeling he doesn't know how to snap his fingers...don't ask why

Ms Jenn do you mind encouraging your leads before the show? idk just an idea

pepto bismol product placement smhsmh

those flowers are bigger that big red himself-

*bops along to the opening theme*

that whistle at the end slaps everytime

WHY IS THE AUDIENCE SO MASSIVE

I guess they're all here to see Ms Jenn go on as a fork after Nini decides to *go her own way*

wow i am so funny

so they couldn't do many group scenes cuz of covid, but this 300 person crowd is cool? nice

OO THE VIOLIN GIRL FROM EPISODE 6 IS IN THE ORCHESTRA

HOWIEEEEEE

"Mr Caswell", he said, in the loudest voice possible while backstage at a show that's about to start.

Mazzara what are you trying to pull-

I usually like Benjamin but I don't like his tone

"iS yOuR wHoLe FaMiLy HeRe?" LIKE YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW THATS A SOFT SPOT FOR EJ

"we've had some good conversations these past few weeks"

right so what's going to happen after you graduate?

what does he think of you not going to Duke?

what did he say about you giving the sweatshirt that's been in the family for 3 generations to a girl you're not even dating?

good old Mr. M

therapist Mr. Mazzara, they all need it.

start with Ricky though.

"Michael Bowen"

dude why did you shave, now you look less like "hot lumberjack" and more "creep at the gas station"

OH-

does she not like Mike anymore?

why does it sound like jennzzara started dating and now they just sit back and talk smack about everyone in their freetime

break the fourth wall-

uhhhh im scared

why am I scared

he's scary

hehe flowers for Ricky, obviously for Ricky, ObViOuSLY

oh boy poor Michael

this man is in love, rip

why does Ms Jenn always look at people with her eyes open so wide

LILYYYY

I'm only excited because I really like the idea of lily and Ricky being friends, nothing more.

ha this guy's got jokes

a MOAT AROUND THE SCHOOL

wheeze

also he's very pretty.

"the wolves and very talented humans"

how dare he forget to mention the very talented wolves and normal humans, smh erasure

"being nice, what a concept" ted talk by Lily who still doesn't have a last name

did she just say lol out loud

same with the hug emoji last episode-

go touch some grass babes

the way he didn't say no, but said he didn't know how the east high kids would react-

not saying he does want to date her but that's an interesting thing to think about, also another thing to write an essay analysis on just to leave it in my drafts for a few months

awww lily genuinely trying to help him

sorry guys, I've been taken by the Lily charm (didn't know it existed until now but oh well)

REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I'LL NEVER SHIP PORTWELL?

just look at me now

the Lily wink I can't she's so cute-

HELP ME I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE BY LIL-

David Attenborough?

oh nvm it's Benjamin narrating the show in a really weird British accent for some reason.

STEPHY GOT MORE LINES YAY GOOD FOR HER

also is this to show that Nini doesn't care about being the star of the show anymore? the way she's supporting everyone else even though she's a fork?

I would pay for a special of the full musical ngl

OOO THE TRANSFORMATION WAS SMOOTH

shockingly

yo where did the makeup come from

man I wish I was a theatre kid

THIS IS STEPHY'S EPISODE NOW IDC✋

my girl is starring

"needs an X-factor"

Simon Cowbell creeps in

"it's a yes from me"

and them boom, he takes Nini and mistreats her horribly and then she comes back to theatre after deciding music isn't for her👍

"I thought she just hog-tied him?"

don't ask sebby, it's better if you don't know.

imagine they spotlight the wrong person and this dude is just some random person that likes writing down stuff during shows.

Ms Jenn just let them do what they rehearsed (at some point we never saw) or else this is gonna end horribly wrong

"help"

same Carlos, same

I love how seb is just his translator rn

I thought he said "great displeasure" instead of "greatest pleasure"....help?

big red coming out from throwing up to see his girlfriend star is the cutest thing in this show.

Ash and Gina dancing is so fun

I'm imagining them practicing at night at their home, watching the movie for the 100th time and making sure their one dance together is perfect

KOURTNEY YES

HOWIE IS IN LOVE AHHHH

I LOVE HOWIE SO MUCH

SEBBY

THIS SCENE HAS SO MUCH GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP

THIS IS SO GOOD

HOW???

no because I'm actually crying

I'm dead serious.

we need this musical released as a special

big red is so proud and I love to see it

Natalie: "if you do not by at least 20 dollars in concessions, you do not support art"

rando in the audience: "but I pay for ad free Spotify"

Mr Mazzara clapping in the distance

Gigi, the guy you like is talking to you, complimenting you and hyping you up

YOU LUCKY LITTLE FEATHER DUSTER

aw EJ teasing her about the chocolates in a way that doesn't make her feel bad? take notes Richard

JORDAN FISHER

there is no rest of the show idc Jordan is it for me

THE WIG CAP ON RICKY OMG

they look like they're high and having "deep" conversations on the floor

THE MEAN GIRL WITH THE EYES-

@sunshine-julie-molina YOU HEAR THAT

Natalie really just be coming for them all

Howie what is happening rn

I'm scared

"did you enjoy it"

"very much"

dude wants a kiss so bad

ASHLYN OMG

NO DON'T DO IT BECAUSE OF LILY, PUT YOUR OWN TWIST ON IT

I want a Jordan autograph please

just keep swim- oh pushing...

Gina is literally a giant next to him and I live for it

am I about to cry for the 3rd time in this episode?

yes.

Ricky's leg kicks under the table makes me so happy aw

the portwell glances will kill me.

ah yes, mashed potato snow

Mr. M.... I'm not a theatre kid but even I know you can't have your phone on backstage.

Howie please just do it

CHIP'S BIG LINE I CANT

I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE IT AMD SCREAM INTO MY MASK FOR A SOLID 2 MINUTES (I'm not at home rn) HES SO CUTE

oh ok bye Jordan

oo tea

NOT HIM BEING STARSTRUCK BECAUSE HE'S MEETING HIS FUTURE BROTHER IN LAW-

"we're all just glad Gigi has a big brother figure in her life"

excuse me for a few thousand hours while I laugh hysterically

THE CAMERA ZOOM ON EJS FACE AND EVERYTHING-

STOP EJ LOOKS LIKE HE'S GONNA CRY BUT I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY WITH THE STAGE MAKE-UP

someone else said this already but I think it's hilarious that they had to bring in 2 guest characters to create some portwell angst

omg this really is Cici's episode, found family is their thing

elevator music lol

I'm gonna bet that big red took the harness for his surprise for Ashlyn without realising what it was

did Ms. Jenn just....tell her most mentally unstable student....to commit suicide....on a disney show...was that....I'm very....well....what the actual-

oh and there she goes running off instead of trying to make it right

oh wow Nini's the hero, she's gonna save the show 🤩

😐

the judge is doing a sudoku

honestly if I went to the hsm show as well, I'd come prepared for this one too

Lily why are you looking like that-

I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE YOU DON'T MESS THIS UP

wow ok, there goes that.

omg

what if Howie was acting weird because he knew what Lily did and wanted to tell Kourtbut Lily threatened him so he was scared to-

anyways see y'all clowns next week when we all simultaneously lose all motivation for the week without Fridays to look forward to.

[slash-me-please]

Slasher's With an S/O That Has an Obsession With Their Hands

Warnings: Smut??/Lime, cursing

Michael Myers:

You were sitting in his lap when he found this out.

It was about three in the morning, and you were slap happy, laughing hysterically when you very suddenly grabbed his hand and pulled it to your face, nuzzling his palm with your cheek.

You started playing with his hands?? Michael just kind of staring at you in curiosity.

You kissed the tips of his fingers, literally purring in content??

You giggled when his eyebrows furrowed at you.

"I like your hands!" You laughed. "They're so rough and feel so much better than mine!"

You swear to god you heard him laugh.

Though his heart almost stopped when you took his thumb in your mouth, swirling your tongue around it.

"I like when you grab me. You leave these bruises that look like your hands and its so co-"

Michael swears to god he might have a heart-attack, swinging you over his shoulder and flinging you into bed.

Brahms Heelshire:

Dirty Goblin Boi had found your journal, smirk on his face as he read through your dirty pleasures and secrets.

Stumbling across a certain page you'd wrote in a rush, explaining how you'd get so turned on when he grabbed you or when he'd crawl out of the wall, hands flexing against the old wallpaper.

Well he now knows.

The little shit starts purposefully teasing you.

He'd walk past, hands grabbing your waist or ass and just kinda squeezing as he moved by, making sure to use enough force that he'd drag your body with him.

You have a lot of glass to clean up because every time you're in the "game" room (pool room??) he climbs out of the whole in the wall, making it as dramatic as he can.

Literally leads to the two of you fucking on the floor everytime.

He needs to knock it off tbh.

Billy Loomis:

Kinda figures it out in his own.

Every time you were tired, pressed against his chest fighting sleep, you'd play with his fingers, tracing the veins and muscles.

Even during sex you'd always whine when his hands gripped the sheets beside you or when he'd shove his fingers down your throat.

You'd even like to hold his hand all the time, and to lay on it when you fell asleep.

He thought it was super fucking cute, you better bet when he was with Stu he'd always bring up your little habits.

Plus you'd always run up to him, eyes bright as you showed him bruises which mimicked his hand.

Sure, he's planning to kill you but NEWSFLASH: he won't. He's way too in love with you.

[horoyois]

the ghostly geek | jjk

pairing: reader x jeon jeongguk

word count: 1375

genre: fluff, crack

summary: you suspected that having a gamer for boyfriend wasn’t a good idea, but now you are completely sure of it. part of a series of quarantine events.

a/n: the seventh and last statement! finally quarantine week is done! this was so fun, and i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did ;; i’m already planning my next series, so stay tuned! and thank you so much for the support ;; 

‘What is even the point of having a boyfriend?’ is the question that has popped up in your mind the most during this trying times. No wonder, because Jeongguk has been locked up in his home studio since quarantine started. Granted it’s only been three days, but still. 

And the worst part is that you know he’s not working, because when he works he goes to the kitchen every thirty minutes to get some snacks or some soda, and you literally have seen him out of his studio twice. That totally means he’s gaming like crazy, and you get your confirmation from the sudden laughter and whines and exasperated noises that sometimes get through his door. You know he’s eating, because the asshole leaves his dirty plates on the sink, and you hope he’s showering. Not sure if he’s sleeping, though, because he definitely hasn’t slept in bed with you. Not that you’re going to check, you’re not about to approach him first. You haven’t even entered his studio since the first day of quarantine. That’s what he gets for abandoning you.

The thing is, you’re lonely. The global situation has you at your limit, your anxiety peaking everytime you put on the TV and news from the outside world flash through your eyes as if it were a movie, but it’s not, it’s the real world and it’s scary as fuck. And you want nothing more than to build your own little world where nothing goes wrong with your boyfriend, but he’s too busy with his videogames and you’re too prideful to ask for it. And for your pride you hide the surprise and happiness you feel when he finally goes out and sits by your side on the couch, trading it for bitterness.

“What’re you doing out here? Did you finally remembered that I do exist?” He looks at you with rounded eyes and jaw dropped, and then he frowns deeply and look around. It almost seem like he’s trying to look for the right words. “Oh, my god. You’ve finally lost it.”

He still doesn't talk. Now he’s gaping like a fish in the water, and his eyes are even more rounded and confused now. He takes off his phone and you can see how he’s writing something on his notes. When he shows you the screen, you read ‘idk whats wrong my voice doesnt come out??????’ and a thousand emojis that perfectly depict his hysterical stage.

You burst out a laugh. “That’s what you get for not maintaining human conversation for the last three days, you punk,” He looks at you regretful and you stop him when you see he’s typing something to answer you, “No, no. You’re not gonna talk to me now. I’m gonna talk, I need it. You’ve deprived me of human contact and face to face conversation, so this is your punishment.” He pouts but you know he’ll comply because he really feels guilty and he really has let his gaming addiction get too far.

So you talk, and talk, and talk about everything. About all the books you’ve read, all the movies you’ve watched all by yourself and you know he’s thinking about how much you exaggerate everything, but you see in his eyes that he finds it cute. You keep talking but you get up now and go to the kitchen to prepare him a warm tea with honey, sure to help with the soreness of his throat, all caused from misuse and dryness, because he obviously hasn’t been hydrating.

“Damn, Y/N, you sure took the most of these thirty six hours,” he says after a while of finishing his tea, and you’re happy to hear him even though his voice is still raspy and low. “ I was about to press A for you to shut up or something. Oh, sorry, I talked without asking you.” He laughs at his own joke and you roll your eyes.

“The first thing you say after you have your voice back and you really had to be mean, huh? I wouldn’t laugh too much, asshole. Your only brain cell really had to delete your ability to communicate in order to free space for your gaming shits.”

He scoffs, but he knows it’s true so he’ll let your mocking go, and maybe in a couple of days you won’t remind him of the day he really lost his voice for being a fucking nerd.

“What were you even playing, you weirdo?” you ask, genuinely interested about what could’ve made him stay glued to his computer screen for three days. “Surely it was some hardcore shooter shit, because I could hear you laughing and complaining and everything.”

“It was Animal Crossing,” Your face shifts and his eyes widen in fear.

Oh, he’s really done it now. “... What. You… You’ve been playing Animal Crossing for three days and your goddamn useless brain couldn’t even think about telling me to play with you!? You know I adore Animal Crossing! Asshole!” You’re hitting his chest now and he’s laughing guiltily, and it’s not only his guilt what makes him take your hands in his tattooed ones and kiss your knuckles softly, he does it because he’s genuinely missed you too. 

“I’m sorry, I wanted to do something before letting you see our island.” You really want to see what he’s referring to, but you’re not liking the fact that you two have to share a game. You’re in for the aesthetic and he’s competitive and hardcore in his gameplays, always looking for the most practical items and not the cutest ones. He holds your hand now and takes you to the end of the hallway, to his dark studio and his amazing PC setup, the Switch console connected to his bigger mounted screen and displaying the airport you’ve seen in thousands of screenshots and game teasers before. 

He takes seat on his chair and calls you to sit on his lap, you comply even though you’re still pretty mad at him, but you’re weak and you crave his touch. He gives you the controller right before you sit down, and he intertwines his own fingers on your tummy and rests his chin on your shoulder, urging you to control his character and tour the island. And you do. And you’re incredibly surprised, not only at how much effort and care he has put in the decorations and the planning of the island, but also at how well he knows you, because the island looks just as if you’re the author. He explains every detail, every recipe he’s used, the intentions behind every corner, and he impatiently tells you to find the ten villagers that he’s so carefully scouted for you. You like them all, but you literally squeal when you see your favorite villager ever seating on a bench that faces the pretty beach your boyfriend has so hardly worked on. 

“So, what do you think?” he says excitedly, and he’s smiling, bunny teeth and shiny eyes all around and your heart melts and suddenly you’re not that mad. You smile at him lovingly and he giggles. “See? It was worth it!”

“Not quite, actually. Really would’ve chosen to spend time with you over this a hundred times, I’m sorry,” He pouts adoringly but you’re not giving in. “It is pretty, though, and I appreciate the sentiment.”

“I am so sorry, Y/N, really. I’ll make it up to you! We can spend the rest of quarantine together! We can even bake, didn’t you want to try to make dalgona? We can do that tomorrow!”

That really makes you laugh. You get up from his lap and tap his shoulder softly, signaling him to get up from the chair. You point to the door and he exits the room so obediently it almost make your heart ache. Keyword: almost. Basically, your plan is to lock him out of his own studio and take possession of his Switch and his game and his pretty island, at least for a couple of hours. He did say it was yours, anyway. 

“What are you even talking about, now it’s my turn. See you in three days, Gugie, I have an island to take care of.” 

[amythecinnabunny]

Hold On, I Still Want You -- a jatp fic analysis, specifically the jukebox factor

So for those of you who don't know, I wrote a very sad fic with the above title. This will contain major spoilers that I've already posted about and also minor ones from the fic so if you're planning to read the fic, I highly suggest coming back to this post later.

I will also be redoing this analysis once I've completed the sequel -- Come Back, I Still Need You -- because the song is about to take on a whole new meaning with where that lil story is going.

This is also gonna be long af due to reveals of cut scenes and me crying, hence the read more

Let's start with the most obvious point; the whole reason I chose this title in the first place.

Hold on, I still want you -- on it's own with zero context, I read this as begging someone not to leave. You want them around. You want them to stay. However, with context of the fic, this is more everyone in Julie's life begging her to hold on until someone can save her. Initially, I was just looking for something jukebox, but then this sat better with me. Julie is loved by everyone in her life. They're all hoping that she pulls through and survives. They want her to stay with them.

Like that's not sad enough on it's own, I paid attention to the rest of the lyrics for the first time in my life. Who wants to cry?? Me!!!!

Disclaimer: I will be taking things out of context probably

Loving and fighting, accusing, denying

I can't imagine a world with you gone

The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

The second and last lines hit hard. None of them ever expect Julie to leave. Luke thinks of Julie as his whole world. And when she is finally gone, who is the most detached? Yes, Carrie's goin thru it, but Luke actually almost stops playing music. The first few chapters of Come Back make it known that though the boys don't play bad music with Caleb, it is soulless and lifeless and just not them at all.

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

LISTEN. LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN.

Ok so this never made it into the fic and I wasn't really gonna talk about it but it deserves a mention for these lines. Julie's sick, right? And at first it just seems like food poisoning. She's got the symptoms. And she keeps rushing to the bathroom. Duh. It takes a while for the boys to calm down. It's food poisoning but Julie can handle herself, right? By the time people figure it's not food poisoning, Julie's beyond help (they don't know that yet tho)

So there was a piece that got cut of Julie locking herself in the bathroom. She knows herself. She's had food poisoning before. Several times. She knows what food poisoning at its worst feels like. This isn't food poisoning. But by this stage, Julie's already too tired to think straight. This is just before Julie ends up nearly completely bedridden. She's locked herself in the bathroom, terrified of what's actually going on. And usually, when Julie's locked in the bathroom, it's cause she's busy, so none of the guys ever bother her. But she's been in there for almost two hours now and Luke's starting to worry. At first he just stands outside, knocking and calling her name, waiting for her to say she's fine. But due to Julie passing out within the first 20 minutes of staring at her reflection, there's no response. So eventually, Luke just walked through the door to see Julie out cold in the middle of the bathroom. See: "lying on the floor when I break phase through"

You know, quickly followed by "I pull you in to feel your heartbeat; can you hear me screaming please don't leave me?"

I planned to have a moment of Luke experiencing pure panic when he finds Julie on the bathroom floor and because Julie is, y'know, fading ... the boys can't hold her as easy and so I planned to have Luke be unable to find a pulse. Therefore, hysterical panic. Frenzied screaming. Shouting Julie's name and crying for help until his throat is raw and his chest is heavy. Obviously, that got cut.

But it would've been immediately after this that they got Julie to a doctor for "unknown reasons". Previously they'd just visited the family doctor like "hey, bad case of food poisoning, what can she take to speed it up?" But this was like ,,,, ER kind of energy without actually going to the ER. This was also around the time Carrie would've started trying to persuade them to call in an expensive specialist or something.

Fun fact: Can you hear me screaming, please don't leave me is the title of the series as a whole

Skipping the chorus, we get to:

Long endless highway, you're silent beside me

Driving a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading

Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones

Luke isn't driving. But he's in the ambulance with Julie. All four of these lines are pretty much Luke during the ride from Julie's house to the hospital. He's so terrified??? Julie's silent, ice cold. It's all he can do to hope that she isn't already gone. See: "helplessly praying the light isn't fanding"

Then we get to the hospital, another scene that got cut:

They took you away on a table

I pace back and forth as you lay still

They pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

I cut it because I couldn't write it well enough without wanting to burst into tears everytime and I didn't wanna write it mellow. So instead of this scene, I chose to write Alex and Reggie finding Flynn and following her to the hospital.

So the cut scene would have been them arriving at the hospital. At first, Luke followed Julie all the way through but he couldn't take it and eventually poofed out, pacing up and down the hallway. I didn't know how to get the words out well enough and still be okay after that and since I was gonna kill Julie, I figured you guys didn't need the trauma of Luke's internal monologue as the doctors struggle to save Julie, only for her to be gone before the others even made it to the hospital.

Though ... Julie's goodbye scene wasn't much easier to write.

So I skipped out the chorus before but I'm gonna put it down here:

Hold on, I still want you

Come back, I still need you

Let me take your hand, I'll make it right

I swear to love you all my life

Hold on, I still need you

Because now this is really all that Luke can think about. And he's literally sitting at her bedside, holding her hand, trying to think of some way to save her. And remember, it's also at this moment that we get Luke's verbal confession. He promises that if she survives, he'll tell her again and again how much he loves her. (Well, before Luke accepts her fate and tells her its okay to let go, something he regrets almost instantly and I use to torture you guys with in book 2)

And I'm not doing the last bit of the song because it purely belongs to Come Back, I Still Need You just not in the way you think

If you stuck around this long, congratulations this fic has hurt you as much as it hurt me, let's cry together.

[volkswagonblues]

for @elilim​, because we were talking about gold standard fanfics

Romance of the Age, nimmieamee (Harry Potter):

“Snape did his best to comfort her. He did not want to do this in the usual and boring way, which was sure to leave her limp and un-excited. He saw an opportunity to enflame and arouse her. So, instead of assuring her that her parents had not suffered and were probably in a better place, he ended up delivering a passionate and truly stirring oratory on the insignificance of Muggle transportation and the worthless, banal horror of hospital authorities who hungered for identification. It involved a great deal of sneering. This was not what Lily really wanted. She was rather desperately hoping for some assurance that her parents were in a better place.“

this is by nimmieamee, whom i ADORE. I don’t think she’s ever super famous in any fandom because none of her fics become huge fandom “blockbusters”, which is just proof that talent never gets the recognition it deserves and readers are morons. (I’m not normally this mean, but I do get like this when it comes to writers I really admire). I think she is basically the gold standard plot+style+characterization. Her prose is so fucking musical and clever; reading this after reading a lot of, idk, “normal” fanfic is like chugging Veuve Clicquot after sipping on toilet bowl water for a week.

Romance of the Age is just...everything that a fic should be and shouldn’t be. For one thing it’s HARD to read. The author uses a very neat stylistic device where characters’ names are intentionally withheld to be revealed later at the right moments, and it’s so incredibly smart on a plot and a thematic level. It’s a social satire about rich, bored people that uses your knowledge of HP canon as part of its arsenal to make a satire about rich, bored people. I read it about three times before I understood who all these people were, but everytime I come across a new turn of phrase, a new clever insight, a new way of thinking about an old thing. This is like the opposite of emotional candy. It’s dense and difficult and intellectually nourishing. 

I think the best way to read it, if you’re not up with all the details of HP canon, is to skim through the wiki articles for characters like Narcissa Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Regulus Black, and Walburga Black. Yes, it’s fic that has homework attached to it. I KNOW.

The Mountain King, mldavies (Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy):

There was a secret second story in the Circus, as there is most places men work, or live, or do business: you might even call it a second society. The women of the Circus walked through the same door that the men did every morning, and came out the same door every night; they sat under the same ghostly lights and trod over the same grey floors. And yet when the shopkeepers and postmen and vagrants watched them coming in and out of the brick building they usually took no notice: “Secretaries,” they said, if they said anything. If they were feeling particularly lurid they imagined what might happen if someone captured one of those secretaries and tried to extract secret information from her, but they were really only interested in the especially beautiful girls, and there weren’t many of them passing through the Circus doors. When they did, the men watching perked up, and started spinning theories about spies, and double agents, and imagining, depending on their particular proclivities, Lauren Bacall or Rita Hayworth or Ingrid Bergman in a sleek dress and some kind of fur garment—they were men; they didn’t bother with these kinds of details—stealing state secrets and then doing unspeakable things, for reasons that didn’t really require explaining, as these narratives were only the morning or evening fantasies of middle-aged men with rather dull home lives.

So TTSS was a John Le Carrre book turned into a 2011 movie with Gary Oldman and John Hurt and also Tom Hardy. The chances are...slim that you’ve read this book or seen the film, but this is basically a novella that I constantly think about. I follow mldavies on twitter: she hosts a podcast and she’s basically a Real Novelist, and my god the difference is real. You can tell the second that you open up this fic that it was written as “lit fic” and not “fanfic”, and not to say that fic isn’t valuable, but there are tangible differences that have nothing to do with quality. Literally the length of the paragraphs and the way line breaks are set up tells you that the author was thinking about writing for the page and not the screen. 

Again, it’s everything that a fic should be and shouldn’t be. It expands the world of the film and the book by exploring the lives of the silent background characters, it uses your knowledge of canon as part of its DNA to tell a richer story that builds off a story that you know already. The prose is just...again, chugging Veuve Clicquot, you feel? 

(she also has a few HP and Marvel and Teen Wolf fics, if you want to read her style in a fandom you’re more familiar in. https://archiveofourown.org/works/23189122) 

Prince of Apple Towns, kvkindi (Marvel Cinematic Universe)

In California, it doesn't matter so much. California is like someone sanded the earth down, just came along with a neat hard edge and wiped out everything out, and started from scratch. A fresh clean world. The sunlight hits the ground at strange angles. The trees smell like trees from the Paleozoic. The sea isn't old like the sea off Long Island. There's no history to it. He saw a campus exhibit on Polynesian navigation. There were maps made out of twigs, maps that look like geometric figures. Wooden maps of ocean swells, from the Marshall Islands. Howard didn't know how to read them. He doesn't like this idea, that some knowledge is secret.

Okay, so I know you’re not a MCU fan, but again, this is an actual novel that has worked some strange feat of alchemy to far surpass the base metals that it was forged from. I don’t know if you need to even know anything about MCU or Howard Stark or the Iron Man movies to appreciate this novel about WW2 and the invention of the atomic bomb and the way that science has eclipsed man’s ability to control it. I don’t know what to say. I think I left a hysterical comment on it back in 2016 that was basically just me having a breakdown 

...i just checked. I left THREE (3) SUPER hysterical comments. Let me quote from one of them:

“I'm incapable of speech. The world is empty. Our future is only a gun's recoil of the past. I'm walking into the Atlantic and the only thing I'm leaving behind is a shadow on a wall and the scent of burning. From now on I will cease speaking. I will only communicate via notes written on bar napkins. These notes will only be mathematical equations of special relativity. My sole caloric intake will come from coffee and lemons.My hair smells like sea salt. I think I just broke my hand punching through a wall. I'm a broken husk of a woman. I'm going to conquer the world. Holy fuck, this fic.”

Yeah, basically. also, this fic only has 225 kudos and very little fandom footprint, which again - TALENT IS NEVER RECOGNISED. I”M MAD.

[longsightmyth]

I agree, also Bella does a lot of dangerous actions after Edward break up with her. Like try to meet random adult men in a dark place when Jessica was with her (Jessica was scared about what could happen to them and stopped talking to Bella). And going to ER every week because of her hallucinations of Edward show up everytime she put herself in danger. Her parents ignored all these red flags.

This is going under a cut because It Got Long, Folks (surprise)

Bella’s parents are neglectful in the extreme. In Charlie’s case there appear to be reasons: he only spent time with her in the summers previously because Renee took Bella when she was an infant and hightailed it out for Forks because she hated Forks so much, Bella returned to all appearances a fully functional person who had apparently been in charge of the family finances, Charlie is probably afraid of going over boundaries that will make his daughter leave again, etc etc, but let me be clear: the fact that there are reasons does not mean it isn’t neglect. Bella is seventeen. She needs support. She needs care. Charlie may not understand what was going on down with Renee in Phoenix, but that doesn’t absolve him of of the responsibility of trying to spend time with his daughter.

“But Myth,” you may say, “Bella has made clear that she doesn’t want him to change his life to be with her more.”

So? He is not her boyfriend. He is her father. Whether or not he spends active time with Bella (which WOULD require her willingness), he could show more willingness to do so by, I don’t know, going grocery shopping with her or helping make dinner or staying at the house on the weekends whether or not Bella has homework or laundry or whatever. He could show more interest in the friends she’s spending time with. Was I annoyed by my parents asking about my friends and what we were up to? Sometimes, but it also showed me that they cared. I asked The Kidlet every day when I picked him up from school or afterschool activities ‘Anything fun happen today? Anything bad? Tell me about the boring stuff.’ This is how I convey to him that I care. 9/10 he’s like ‘nothing fun, nothing bad, literally just class’ but that 1/10 of the time he tells me about something that bothered him at school or a really cool musical he wants to try out for and then asks me questions about how people treat him or how people treat other people. (did I read parenting books when I became a nanny maybe) When I’m with The Kidlet over the weekend a lot of time we don’t do stuff together but I’m there in the house and we discuss dinner plans and whether or not he’s hanging out with friends.

And here’s the thing: He can do basically whatever he wants. I’m not going to stop him from hanging out with his friends. He’s a responsible kid who gets good grades, stands up for his friends, and is polite and hella driven. He can do whatever the fuck he wants. He knows, however, that he needs to tell me what time he’s leaving and what time he’s coming back, because otherwise I worry. Can the time change? Yes, but he needs to tell me about it. We’ve only had to have a discussion about that once, because all I needed to say was ‘If I don’t know where you are or when to look for you, I am worried because I want to know you are safe.’

Because he is a child under my care, and because I have worked very hard to let him know that I care, he talks to me about his life. The Kidlet is in no danger of ending up dating a vampire who wants to eat him because frankly I’d know about it the second he had a date or was just hanging out. “So and so made me feel weird because they said this” is a conversation we have had multiple times okay. 

Basically I’m saying: Charlie should have done better. He’s starting from a low point, admittedly, but let me reiterate that showing a kid you want to spend time with them and care about them is a pretty low bar to clear.

But of course, Renee put Bella in the position of feeling as if she, Bella, were the parent. At least Bella doesn’t have to be in charge of the money with Charlie, or make sure he runs basic errands. That should not be a position you put your child in. And Renee, upon getting remarried, didn’t seem to change any of the responsibilities given to Bella. Sure, Bella thinks Phil could take care of her mother, but it doesn’t appear that he has been. 

BUT.

In the case of Bella going to the ER every other weekend, Renee actually has some excuse: she isn’t in Forks. Charlie? ‘Oh she’s always been clumsy’ is not a reason to not worry if your child continues to end up in the ER or in dangerous situations. Moreover, this feeds into Bella’s dependence on Edward - only he admonishes her to be careful and not get hurt. Yes, he treats everything that happens to her as if it is her fault (which Bella implicitly accepts and feeds into herself, since many of these ‘accidents’ happen with the express purpose of being near death) but he still cares that it happens. Everyone else is like ‘oh Bella tripped again’. Even her dad, though anxious when she is nearly crushed by a car, is pretty easily put off. Her mother’s (admittedly understandable) hysterics are shut down easily, and Renee goes back to her new husband with no worries after one phone call. 

So yeah. The red flags. Bella has no adults in her life who are present (or care) enough to notice.

[shibalen]

Hi! Can I get a Haikyuu and Demon Slyer matchup? I’m a bi light skinned hispanic girl, Infj sun Pisces and moon Aries, I really love Literature and Art but I hate gym and french. I love going all out on subjects that genuinely interest me but can get worn out very quickly if I don’t like something. I’m working hard to become and artist and when I’m older I want to create a graphic novel. I’d like dates on rooftops or at home pigging out on snacks and watching movies. Thank you! Have a good day!

♡︎ matchup for @mexicansangrita

hello! it's been a long wait but thank you for being so patient with me and also for liking my stuff! i appreciate your support, dear (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

|| kimetsu no yaiba: i match you with . . .

zenitsu agatsuma

• according to your mbti and zodiac sign, you're empathetic, inspiring, intuitive and somewhat of an old soul. your aries moon, in addition, gives you traits such as independence and ambition!

• Zenitsu's quite emotional and he needs someone to try understanding him instead of telling him to just 'deal with it' but still have a good enough head on their shoulder to scold him when he's being unreasonable.

• i feel like you two would be able to build off each other. you helping him have more confidence in himself and him being there as your emotional support, for example.

• he may be a wannabe flirt but when it comes down to it his loyalty for his loved ones runs deep. after meeting you, his womanizing antics gradually fade out of existance.

• you had just been minding your own business on the street, admiring some top-grade brushes from a shop window when this guy with a sword came up to you ??

• his first words to you? you've guessed it: 'marry me'. it's funny though because he didn't hysterically cling onto your leg but instead looked you straight in the eye and said it.

• of course, he went by your looks but also by the bright gleam in your eye as you were looking at those art supplies. you were so beautiful that Zenitsu was convinced you were an angel and it was love at first sight.

• then he cried when you turned him down. it wasn't the best first impression, and Tanjirō had to make him apologise to you.

• but he was set on getting to know you and tried a hundred different methods to get you to notice him. all those conversation topics, flowers and showing off may have come off as obnoxious but you knew from the beginning he had good intentions.

• he has some trouble understanding your personal space in the beginning because you're just too precious and he wants to hold you all the time, but comes around quickly when you say you need some alone time.

• always thinking of ways to make you happy. i'm not joking, you're on his mind 24/7. just wants to make you feel as loved as you're making him feel.

• you're going to get so many flowers because honestly each time he sees one he's reminded of you and immediately wants you to know he's thinking of you (❁ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)/♡

• when he's crying it never fails to cheer him up when you take his hand in yours or pet his hair. he'll melt under your touch.

• Zenitsu goes all out on your dates !! he's a romantic and will do anything to make sure your date is perfect.

• he'll gather blankets, snacks and pillows and bundle them up into a comfortable little nest on a rooftop.

• then you'll lay down next to each other and bask in the sun during the day or gaze at the stars at night. just long conversations and the two of you ♡︎

• he loves listening to you go all out on your favourite subjects. he'll have that silly, lovestruck smile on his face, chin rested in his hands as you talk.

• his great hearing makes it all the better because he can literally hear the passion in your voice. it sends his heart fluttering every time.

• so supportive and encouraging of your dreams, tries his hardest to help you any way he can. you gotta teach him a bit about literature and art first though so he'll know what you're telling him about.

• will be so smug about the stuff you taught him cause he feels so smart now. Tanjirō and Inosuke are getting a bit tired of his constant bragging.

• he understands your hate for training. plus, his two friends get so hyped up everytime it's hard to keep up with them. still, while Zenitsu insists on skipping, you make him go.

• gets 100% more motivated when he remembers he can protect you better if he's stronger. 110% if you promise cuddles and kisses later.

• you're like each others' support when you're pushing through tough assignments. like you cheer him on during training he encourages you through your artblocks.

• when there's time you go out together to buy new snacks in shops, especially after a draining mission. then you bring them back home and pig out.

• Inosuke, crashing through the door while you and Zen are feeding each other biscuits: i HeArD 'PiG oUt' WhAT'rE yA dOiN' wItHoUt Me?!

• all in all a very wholesome relationship ♡︎ Zenitsu knows one day he's going to ask you to marry him for real.

runner up: Kanae Kochō

⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆

|| haikyuu: i match you with . . .

yachi hitoka

• is this what you'd call soulmates? you and Yachi would definitely have a very depthful connection from the very beginning of your relationship. you'd understand each other on a deeper, almost spiritual level.

• you're both creative, always ready to help and have quite a vivid imagination. you help the other keep their feet on the ground while leaving them room to improve.

• the artistic couple! your common interest is a great icebreaker as well as something that brings you together. the starting point where you start building off from, if i can put it that way.

• it was the beginning of a new semester and you had Japanese literature together. you sat next to her by chance but you'd better believe she freaked out.

• "w-why is such a pretty girl sitting next to me??? does she need to borrow pencil?? what should i do if she mistook me for one of her friends?? AAAAHHH" Yachi exe. has stopped working.

• meanwhile you were just chilling until her stuttering started to worry you. so, you turned and asked if she was okay. girl dropped her whole pencilcase while looking for a pen to lend you.

• you calmed her down though so your first encounter ended well. you bonded over your mutual love for art and literature and formed a friendship quite fast.

• she accidentally confessed her crush on you when she was talking about you with Kiyoko in the gym. funny how you happened to overhear this from around the corner.

• startled, Yachi screamed and everybody came to see what happened. they automatically assumed you two were dating after hearing the story, and neither of you wanted to correct them in the long run, so . . . here we are :)

• always carries around delicious snacks for you in case you haven't eaten properly or are feeling drained from overworking.

• it's so easy to talk to Yachi about anything you have passion for. not only does she learn more about your interests but it also makes her feel special that you think of her as someone you can easily confide in.

• she can also endlessly talk about the things she loves so she's happy you understand what it's like!

• she tries to make you like french more because it pains her when she sees you getting tired out because of it (,,•́ . •̀,,)

• same with gym. she invites you to come see the boys practice after school, hoping you'll find something fun about moving that'll motivate you

• of course, understands if you still dislike the subjects and will focus on making you feel better.

• very shy with physical display of affection at first, still a bit afraid someone will stab her if they see her being even slightly intimate with an actual goddess like you.

• i know you didn't include this in your preferences, but can I just say study dates at cafés? soft music playing in the background as you two sit next to a window, making pretty notes and sharing cake? yes.

• she gives you good luck charms for tests! though you studied for hours beforehand she wants to do everything she can so you're feeling as relaxed as possible. she doesn't want you to experience any stomach aches from anxiety like she has.

• Yachi has surprisingly good ideas for graphic novels. well, the graphic parts. she gets all blushy when you start discussing plot because then she automatically connects all the romantic storylines with you.

• "so in this rainy scene i was thinking they could have a more intimate moment, maybe even kiss. what do you think?"

• Yachi, who has kissed you before, internally: k i s s i n g y / n kissing y/n KISSING Y/N I N T H E R A I N ᗒ////ᗕ

• sometimes these conversations can drag out as she tends to accidentally get stuck in her little fantasy world, oops—

• hand holding though is common while you're doing every-day activities like reading or walking. but also during dates like movies or rooftop lunches. her hands are very small and warm and the way they fit in yours is perfect ♡︎

• an extremely cute, loyal relationship, one where you can laugh over the smallest, silliest things but also share the most meaningful debates. you bring out the best in her, and Yachi won't fail to make it up to you !

runner up: Kōshi Sugawara

found such soft gifs for this matchup, i'm so happy~ i hope you enjoyed this, and thank you for requesting. stay safe and remember to be kind to yourself ♡︎

[vixenofthemist]

It is almost the spooky month and I was wondering if you have any ideas of costumes the GD would pick for some type of spirit festival like Halloween?

IM SORRY THIS IS LATE IVE BEEN REALLY SICK AND MY BRAIN DEAD OF CREATIVE THOUGHT BUT I HOPE THIS SUFFICES TO WHAT YOU WHERE HOPING FOR 💜 (this was also really fun thank you for asking!)

Ok so... I started trying to think of costumes, and had the thought that Claude would absolutely, a 100%, dress up as Lorenz as a joke, and that led to all of the Golden Deer (+Flayn and Byleth) dressing up and impersonating each other for the festival.

It all started because Claude picked up the rose that fell off Lorenz's uniform after he left the classroom, and did an impression of him. Hilda jokingly said that that should as his costume, and Claude replied (equeally joking) "only if you dress like Teach" and it all escalated from there till everyone was in on it ajsns so here's who would go as who with their impersonation rated 1-10 LOL

Claude: Like stated above, he goes full Lorenz. Head to toe as best he can (minus the hair bc they couldn't get a wig in time but you bet in like a month Lorenz is gonna walk into class and have a heart attack bc everyone is wearing a wig with his hair ((including Byleth)) but his impeccable impression makes up for the lack of purple hair. 10/10

Flayn: As soon as Flayn heard what was going on, she was exhuberant to potentially go as Byleth, so much so that everyone else relented and let her go as her aksjs she felt a little awkward since Byleth dresses more revealing then what she's used to, but secretely the outfit made her feel quite powerful lmao. Her impersonation was a 7/10, it kept going a little more Seteth then Byleth at times but overall, she did a good job! Was especially dedicated to running around like Byleth does and furiously petting cats.

Hilda: She WAS supposed to go as Byleth, but let Flayn go instead and ended up going as Ignatz lol. Her impersonation is a 4/10, she didn't really put any effort in and tbh she just wanted to wear the glasses and vest, though she did walk around with a sketchbook and pencil, idly doodling here and there so there was more effort then expected.

Leonie: She ALSO wanted to go as Byleth, but same as Hilda she let Flayn take it instead. Leonie then dressed in Lysithea's clothes, wondering what the normal girl uniform was like. She had a pretty solid impression of Lysithea, but she didn't fully commit to being scared of ghosts on the spookiest night of the year so only an 8/10

Lysithea: Lysithea goes as Claude. At first, she insisted that it was quite a childish thing to do, dressing as each other, and refused to participate, but Hilda got her a smaller version of Claude's uniform and said this was an opportunity for her to get back and make fun of him for all the times he's teased her. Lysithea "reluctantly" agreed, on the condition that she could make fun of him for whatever she wants, which involved her walking around the festival and yelling "Thats the Golden Deer for ya!" Everytime she won a prize, winking way to much, and saying everythings a ghost, and so much more. Honestly? it was the best impression. 10/10. She gave it her all and Claude found it hysterical. (here's just a tidbit of Lysithea's impression of Claude (please read in Lysithea's voice if you can for the best mental image) : "My name is Claude von Riegan... or is it?? WHO KNOWS! You don't, because I don't tell anyone anything. Good luck finding out anything about me besides my disturbing knowledge of poison because I certainly won't tell you. Where's teach? I have to wink at her. Wink wink wink all I do is wink. You can't notice I didn't answer your question if I wink at you, it's my special ability: Riegan Wink, temporarily disarms opponents to forget they literally just asked a very answerable question five seconds ago. Super affective against people who are trying to dig into my past. Oh boy it sure is fun being Claude von Riegan, house leader of the Golden Deer and a real thorn in everyones side.")

Raphael: Flayn. He goes as Flayn. He really rocks those hair clips to, and he and Flayn had a lot of fun making the dress for him. He tries his best to impersonate her and has a lot of fun, 6/10

Lorenz: He is the most annoyed out of everyone that this is happening, and refuses to impersonate Raphael, the one he ended up dressing as. That mostly happened bc Raph said he could dress like him, and even tho he does wear the clothes Lorenz complains a LOT about how wrinkly and untidy Raph clothes are akdhsn 2/10 bc he did try a small impression for like a minute

Marianne: like Lysithea, Marianne also wasn't sure about participating, but again, Hilda swooped in and gave her her uniform to wear so Marianne didn't have much of a choice lol She goes as Hilda, its v cute she even did her hair in ponytails! She's shy, but her impersonation is rather good! 7/10

Ignatz: He wears Leonie's uniform since all the boys ones where taken, and he's v embarrassed by it (his second choice would have been Lysithea's bc it at least has leggings) but he goes along with it because everyones just having fun. He's not as strong willed as Leonie and it embarrasses him to try and act like that, but he tried aksh 4/10

Byleth: She wears Marianne's uniform, and finds it very comfortable! She was also, surprisingly onboard with all this lol, and helped the students run around and gather outfits in their sizes. She doesn't really try and impersonate Marianne, but they're both quiet and look tired so, 7/10

[thethirdwheel404]

Med Rewatch Series (#1)

Right, monkey brain said no sleep no rest, only suffering at the hands of med.

I am going to start with the first episode of S2: Soul Care. Reasoning? I need to check if Latham references Ava in his first interaction with Connor.

If my memory serves me right, when Connor is passed over to Latham for his fellowship, Latham says that he was not his first choice. In fact, his first choice was a brilliant surgeon from South Africa. In the first episode of S2, a season where Ava Bekker is only introduced with one line at the end of the last episode.

If I remember correctly and Latham does actually say that in the first ep of s2, it will be huge for the continuity (and my theory that I came up with today, if you’re interested in following this you should really read that really long post that came a little before this where the basis of the theory is laid out). 

Also in rewatching this I see more of Sarah which, again, I have not seen in two years, and she was the reason I became invested in the show, and the reason I stopped watching after she left.

And all of this even before I start the episode.

There are so many emotions and thoughts running through my brain it literally hurts. I think i’m getting a headache. I’m already really regretting this, this cannot be healthy for me.

(btw, this will basically be a train of thought type thing, I’ll do my best to keep it coherent)

- omg its starting

- i completely forgot how s1 ended but its not importnat in anyway

- just, why are they in a helicopter

- how fast does the episode move ive forgotten and i need to know

-JESUS CHRIST SO DRAMATIC

- THE BEGINNING WITH WILL WHY

- it is at this point where I apologize to all those who made it this far bc we’re literally not even 30 seconds in yet

- i just have a lot of med thoughts

- oh god save me

- i am laughing hysterically

- JESUS CHRIST THE APRIL TB STORYLINE AND TATE WTF

- god that feels like a lifetime ago it was relevant holyshit

-remember when she was pregnant?

- literally what have I missed

- side note, i really like the cup april drinks out of.

-THERE SHE IS

-SARAH

-SHE’S HERE

-and she’s a barista

-literally wtf is this show

-and the dramatic music is still going literally chill man god

-THE WAY SARAH SMILES HOLY SHITTTT come on man there was literally no way i’d survive this but fuck not even a minute in...

- okay but i never understood charles’ family scenario but this is already too fucking long for a minute in so i hope we can just skip past that

-hahahah sharon’s fucking divorce? holy shit, this is too dramatic for the first ep literally save me (at least she acts well)

-yeah the one thing I will say about med (thats a lie ive already said a hundred but yk) is that for the crap storylines and all, the actors take what they’re given and give it their all and i appreciate it so much

-the helicopter’s number is N365UCC and just... succ

-ethans bird (!)

-also the fact that’s so big for ethan to be chief resident is so weird to me. like the last medical drama I watched was greys and they are all like grizzled veterans and have been doing that stuff for actual decades and i tend to put med and greys on like the same level bc they are the only medical dramas ive watched but.. holy crap the people on med are so young?? half their main cast is med students and residents. when nearly every main character on greys is a department head. its wild.

-proud of ethan. proud of my boy (did you know that adam jacobs who played aladdin on broadway was in a s3 episode? fun facts) (fun fact: did you know that ava is the only main character on the show who’s status is now deceased? I’ll shut up now.)

-oh my god i say roland buck III’s name and GOD noah jesus

- i find noah incredibly annoying, especially bc he tries to overshadow reese (my fav) but also just bc hes spoiled [that thing that said that one of the biggest mistakes med made was not having sarah get the emergency med residency at the end of s1 comes to mine, and the fact that noah got his residency easy peasy] - but, i will say that the moment at the end of this season where noah and reese dance together at the party is very adorable. (pre reesker brain showing lmao I really did love sarah with my whole heart) (moreover my snapchat memories were filled with just recordings of reese scenes lmaooooo)

-okay at this point I need to stop once i get to the potential ava thing bc what is happening we’re not even two minutes in why is this so long. (so many thoughts)

- i find will annoying but,,, he is kind of nice to look at. and what i mean is like facial acting (i am a lesbian). like. just. don’t speak. and when he’s being a good character he’s fine. it’s very few and very far between ig

-natalie annoys me so much and shes only had one line, and it wasn’t even a character line, it was mainly exposition.

-EW

-FUCKING EW

-ITS CONNOR HE’S HERE. god i forgot what he looked like in red scrubs and his poofy hair. child compared to s3 and s4. hopefully we see latham soon so we all don’t have to suffer through this. and he looks so angsty. he definetly glowed up in the later seasons.

- i have no clue how to spell definetly. I am guessing literally everytime.

-latham please come and end this all.

-oh haha there’s downey hes dead.

-okay so i actually watched s1 after i watched s2 which is so weird to think about. like that means that i liked s2 so much that i BOUGHT THE DVD FOR S1. yeah. I liked it that much (it really only means I was that much of a simp for sarah). but it also means that technically i watched s1 after i met ava?? like i honestly had NO CLUE what was in my future. did young me ever think she was going to stay up late at night, avoiding history hw while analyzing a defunct character from this show on a whim? a character i was super annoyed with at the beginning? who has no become a huge part of my personality? honestly? no. no she did not.

-and the story with downey was so jarring. and the story with zanetti. like i think i first started watching with the first ep of s2 (the one im talking about rn) and i was a bit lost. so going back and watch s1 to like connect the dots. but i never expected the dots to look like that. its like each season of this show is a completely different show from all the other seasons. like i’ve said before, this show is a headache. but literally latham please come and end this for now.

-GOD CONNOR LOOKS SO YOUNG WHAT THE HELL thats so weird lmaooooo

- like i had absolutely no clue who downey was going into this. and they they started talking like ‘oh yeah he killed his attending’ and i was just like ‘damn bro ill cheers to that’

- that’s literally ava’s first line actually. “i heard your girlfriend went insane and you murdered your attending.” - which was why she was hated at first. that was literally her first line to connor which is like, so hilariously rude that it was instantly iconic.

-also HAHAHAHAH CUE FUCKING ANGST ABOUT CONNOR HURTING EVERYONE AROUND HIM WTF BRO THE EFFECT YOU HAVE ON PEOPLE

- but i’m also sad now. --- “I heard your girlfriend went insane.” Oh. Oh, sweetie. Ava... No. --- but why does s2 ava (all two lines) foreshadow s4 ava in so many ways. like literally what were the writers on.

-baghdad.

-ah yes. the return of baghdad. been a long time since i heard that one, but it is easily one of my favorite running things about med. its just a little detail but the nick name is like perfect. (when i read fanfic where the chars are actually doing doctor stuff in the hospital it makes me light up) the WORLD BUILDINGGGGG. but whatever

-this is the girl who has the fake baby right? that was a really good ep (bc sarah content. can you see my favorites? for the same reason the one where the girl has split personalities easily ranks high with me.) oh wait this is the one where the dad like dies but then comes back for a split second to see his grand child. there’s not really a lot I can say about that, but the fact that i remember it vividly is... weird.

-okay but I actually love the ED in this show. I love how the show is centered around the ED and not the OR like greys. its fast paced, you see a lot about the characters really quickly (one of the reason’s connor’s intro to the hospital in the pilot is certified iconic in my mind [his interactions with will are gold]). the team works well together (usually, when things are good. - which is another reason I hated the show more as time went on. The personal lives interfered more and more and more with their work as time went on. it got so annoying). but like right here will just calls maggies name and maggie is just On It. I love it. I love the fast pace. it’s why this show got me to come back. so many things happen, it overloads my brain, like the way a video game works y occupying all of your attention.

-when is the dad gonna pass out i’m just waiting

-AHAHAHAHAHA JEFF NOOOOO. what even was the deal with jeff that storyline annoyed me so much I never got it. he was friends with nat’s husband (who died) and they were both named Jeff? and she actually ended up getting with Jeff a few times?

- the more you watch med and see how the characters get with each other, the more jaded you become

-omg they’re transferring the girl to the bed i love it when they count

-maggie was great but from what i heard/read they ruined her character too??? just not the same

-lmao only real g’s remember the chicago fire backdoor med pilot (if you want an explanation ask me lmao it was a ride)

- i was a real med simp bc I bought that episode on apple video.

-ahahaha this is so stupid. Jeff tries to do things and Will (being a fucking asshole and jealous, doesnt’ let him). he’s a med student let him fucking learn. also i remember why i hated will

-okay but if you look at greys vs. med, greys literally gives their med students no rights. scratch that. they give they’re interns little to no rights. (i only watched the last three seasons bc lesbian, but in those seasons they introduce the bottom of the totem pole, the sub I’s, who are a step ahead of med students, yet they are jokes on the show.) its just a weird juxtaposition is all.

-”lungs are wet.” dramatic music intensifies.

-OKAY BUT I LITERALLY FORGOT NATALIE SPECIALIZED IN PEDS. LIKE I COMPLETELY 100% FORGOT. HOLY SHIT THATS SO FUNNY i can’t believe in my mass hyperfixation i forgot, just more proof that she doesn’t deserve anything.

-why did will make nat do that call? also idk why but is it weird to anyone else when the characters call each other but just.. their names.

-ahahahah i laugh literally everytime i remember that will is supposed to be in charge like he is threatened by anything that MOVES. (also more juxtapositon to greys bc here the attendings are treated as a joke!)

- hly shit i just remember monday mourning and god damn the angst literally never takes a day off but whatever.

- i dont usually get like this but the dad’s acting here is actually making me sad lol. Usually i get annoyed when family members get emotional (im weird uhhhh)

-why did we have to watch the tube being put in for so long - med is so dramatic this fucking show whyyyy

- i bet u the dad is gonna pass out

-oh ig not oops

-OKAY FUCK ME THAT LITERALLY ONLY TOOK US TO THE TITLES HOW DO I HAVE THESE MANY FUCKING THOUGHTS.

-wait latham introduction we may just be able to call it here.

-haha i fucking hate him (connor). he just... comes off so fake-charming its annoying. i cant get over it lmao

-okay but literally every gives connor shit and I am here for it. Latham: “did you kill him?”

- it is literally so funny but annoy how connor throws hands with literally everyone in his path (like dude just chill come onnn)

-okay. okay. okay. finally the part i was waiting for.

- Latham: I preferred a young woman from Groote Schuur, but I was outvoted.

That’s an actual quote, from Latham. For those who are wondering, Groote Schuur is a famous hospital in, you guessed it, South Africa. This is where I’m calling the episode. This is all I needed.

I just want to restate. This is the first episode of season 2. Ava Bekker is introduced to the show in the last episode of season 2. What does this mean, my friends? It means everything.

For those of you who stuck through to the end, I am very thankful. Here we have probably the first piece of evidence to my theory, at least chronologically.

I, personally, think it’s absurd I remembered this point, but I did. That point, that line, presently, watching this episode with no idea of what the future holds, is only there to tell us that Latham and Connor are not going to agree. But this is the single greatest piece of foreshadowing med has ever done.

Med has never planned anything. I feel confident when I say that. Look at their storylines. They are literally on fire, and every decision the characters make reads like the writers going ‘we have no idea how we made it this far, we thought we would get stopped like ten steps ago.’

When has med ever planned things more than a few episodes in advanced, honestly? Almost never, and going a full season sitting on a plot point, that’s major. This was the first time med has ever planned something miles in advance.

In all honestly, yes I am probably giving the med writers a lot more credit than they deserve. It’s quite possible that as the season progressed they just decided connor needed a new love interest or at least a new dynamic, so they could have just easily looked back and thought ‘oh, hey, here’s a fun little thing we said earlier in the season, wouldn’t it be fun if it paid off?’ That could be true.

Here’s why it probably isn’t. The med writers have no respect for their own continuity. you really think that, in order to come up with a whole new character, they went back to the first episode of the season and paid off a line that is said in less than 2 seconds? no way. Bull. Shit.

honestly, it is probably equally unlikely that either of these things happened. The med writers don’t look back at their story. It’s true, but they also don’t plan things in advance either.

here’s the thing, the more i write, the more absurd it starts to sound. Yeah. Sure. the med writers sat on a character for an entire season, that’s totally a thing that happened and not sarcasm. When pigs fly. everyone knows med is impulsive and messy. But what I am saying is that they planned one thing. One thing.

Ava has an accent. That was a commitment. A pretty uncommon one too. South Africa is such an out of the box choice that god its barely on the map. It asks a lot of someone to act hard while also doing an uncommon accent. If the med writers just decided they needed to give connor a new dynamic, they could have made it a n y o n e. Yeah, sure it would have been nice to have the latham dynamic with the new character, but it would have been so much easier to just create a new character that doesn’t have such a commitment. We all know people who play opposite of Connor Rhodes do not stay around that long.

There is absolutely no reason Connor’s s3 love interest had to be the girl from South Africa. It could have literally been anyone. They could have kept Robin on. They could have made the new character not have so many specific requirements.

At this point, I’m pushing this really hard. Yeah, obviously Ava was planned from the beginning of s2. She had to be. It’s way too specific to be anything else.

What I’m pointing out here is med has never done that before. (at least to my knowledge, if i’m wrong please tell me i don’t want to be a fool) They have never had such a concrete plan for a character, so much as to tease them a full season before they were introduced.

I’m saying, that Ava was special. She was the only character who was teased ahead of her arrival. The one who they knew they wanted, other than the originals, and honestly saying the ‘knew what they wanted to do with the originals’ is being generous. But Ava was different. They had big plans for Ava.

It’s undeniable. Ava was the only character who was planned and teased ahead of her arrival. Ava has such a different style and character than anyone else on the show. She was always planned to be, even when she was just being teased, a rival to connor, meaning she could stand her own against him (or without him).

Now of course, the med writers forgot this when writing s4 and s5. But for the purposes of the important things, all that really matters are the two mentions in s2, and what happens in s3. (for the theory at least).

In conclusion: think about how odd it is that Ava was the only character that was planned over the course of the show. Like sure the characters are planned, but never this far in advance. Med writers don’t really plan anything. I would be shocked if they did anything but through a dart at a spinning wheel. But they had plans for Ava, and they had plans for s3, when she was good.

Think about how odd it is that the med writers had a character planned from the start of s2, that they sat on for a whole season. They never, ever did something so slow and deliberate. Never. It goes against their formula. Like a fucking shark, they have to be moving or they die, at least in their heads. But Ava was always a change to the formula. They had a plan for s3.

that’s it for now. we will see what happens when i watch the last episode of s2.

read the next parts:

Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 / Part 9 / Part 10 / Part 11 / Part 12 / Extra

[27lilith-blog]

Dear office bully,

Everytime you hurt me with your rude comments, belittling, or talking down to me, I always ask myself.. I wonder if you even realize how you are making me feel? Do you even care how you affecting me? You probably don't and it probably doesn't effect you in any way. But you know what? I'm going to tell you how you make me feel.

I dred coming into work everyday that you are here because it's so up and down with you. Is it going to be a good day where we barely speak but when we do, it's all about work? Is it going to be one of those days where you're having a bad day and can snap at any minute? Are you going to cause me to have another emotional breakdown to the point where I'm literally sobbing and trying to catch my breath?

One of the things that bothers me the most is that when I talk to our boss about it, they do nothing. Like the fact that you make them a lot of money is an excuse for you to be "a little difficult at times." That is NOT okay. I shouldn't have to step on egg shells anytime I talk to you about work incase you snap on me.

I could write a book on all the things you've said or done to me in the short period of time that I've worked here. I haven't even been here a year yet! To be honest, I wouldn't even know where to start. Maybe I would start with how you treated me today. Even I feel like I'm over reaccting but isn't that normal with someone with anxiety? I swear you're giving me PTSD!!

Earlier today a rep asked me if i could get a product out of the stock room for them. You know why they ask me? Because you're not a nice person and you're rude. Even to customers. She was scared to ask you because you were typing on your computer and she was afraid if she asked you, you'd snap on her. I'm not the only one who doesn't like you because of your attitude and how you treat people.

Instead of going right ahead and helping her, I asked you to. To which your ignorant response it "she doesn't do any of that and if you want something, you need to ask me." So I said, she seen you were busy so she asked me. Again, your response was "Always ask me because you don't do that".. Okay so I said.. well that's why I was given a code to the stock room incase someone needed something.. you could have just left it at that but you had to have the last say.. "yeah, I think not" you said under your breath, but definetly loud enough for everyone to hear... HOW RUDE! I am so sick of how you treat me. THEN I was talking to our boss about bonuses in a different room and you had to come barging in and include yourself in a conversation you had nothing to do with! And then you stormed of swearing! Was that necessary?? If I wanted to talk to you about it, I would have went to you and not our boss!!

I was already depressed and down today and just as I was begining to be in a great mood (because a dog came in and I got to pet it) You had to go and ruin it! You went outside for a smoke and my boss tried asking me what I meant.. at that point I started to cry and told him not to worry about it so he went outside.. I quickly started off to the washroom because I was now starting to hysterically cry and I couldn't catch my breath.

I don't know how to deal with your bipolar personality. I shouldn't have to. You need to be properly medicated.

As I'm in my office typing this you just came in and started acting super nice. Nicer than you EVER are. My instant response is to answer your questions with very short one word responses and to not look at you at all when you speak. Do you think you'll get the hint? Probably not. Am I being rude? Unfortunately, yes I am. I don't want you to see the hurt in my eyes. I don't want you to see that you are winning by making me feel depressed or feel like I'm nothing. I suppose it's my pride preventing me from letting you see how much stress, anxiety and hurt you're causing me. But am I wrong for doing this? A part of me is diappointed in myself because I was not raised this way. I was raised to not let bullies bother me because they're most likely so miserable with their own lives that they have to try and make everyone around feel just are miserable as you. But you ARE winning. You ARE making me feel just as miserable, if not more than you are. The only difference between you and I is that I am not going to take it out on anyone but myself. I will not making anyone feel the way you're making me feel.

For anyone that has anxiety, you know that you dwell on EVERYTHING. I wish I wasn't this way, I wish that i didn't have such bad anxiety, and I wish these things didn't bother me as much as it does. Unfortunately for someone like me, with anxiety, you can't help it. I used to be able to just let these things go and not let them bother me because I didn't care what people thought of me. The older I get, the more I care. How does that make sense? It should be the opposite! I used to speak my mind regardless of the consequences and now I watch what I say more often. If i was still that way I probably would have been fired by now because I would have told you EXACTLY how I feel about you. I'm not longer in that "I don't give a f*ck" mindset. Most of the time I am grateful and happy that I am not that way. Sometimes though, I wish I could pull that woman out of me and tell her to go hard! Thinking about that makes me giggle. I would get myself into so much trouble!

I'm sure I'm not the only one in this world going through something like this. In fact, I read somewhere that 65 million people in the US deal with a work bully. There should be a zero tollerance for workplace bullying and it should be dealt with better. My mother bought me this cool little gadget. It's a pen, and it records. I can't seem to figure out how it works, but once I do, I'm going to bring it everywhere with me! That way maybe I could get some of this stuff recorded for proof and eventually something will be done about it. I'm somewhat hopeful.

I have so many things running through my head that I want to say but I can't get them out. Lots of them are negative thoughts about you but at the same time I just feel sorry for you and that makes me angry. Why should I feel sorry for such a horrible, manipulative person? One thing that keeps running through my head is one story you told me about your personal life that kind of makes me sad for you but at the same time kind of makes sense. You told me that the only time you hear from your children is if they want something from you. Other than that, you never hear from them. No random "I love you" or "I miss you" text messages or phone calls. I wonder what kind of mother you were for your children to only want to speak with you when they want something. I couldn't imagine not having a relationship with either of my parents where I would only speak to them if I needed something. For this, I feel sorry for you.

In ending my first entry to you I feel a bit better. I also feel a little weight lifted off me because I started writing this as I was crying and still hurt from the incident earlier and now in closing I am kind of feeling sympathetic and sad for you. I can somewhat see why you're so bitter and miserable. Although, I do think you need to be properly medicated still and need help working on your anger. I also, don't think anything that is going on in your life is an excuse for how you treat people. Now more anything I kind of want to help you but I'm not sure that is possible. I'll figure it out somehow. Maybe I should relearn how to "turn the other cheek" like I used to when I was younger. Feeling more hopeful than I was before! So that's my goal. I'm going to turn the other cheek (or try to) and smile and make it look like I'm still happy and that you don't bother me. You're not going to win anymore. It may be hard to handle but I can do this!

Sincerley,

You're Coworker.

[sunflowerstrays]

you make me laugh // mark tuan

anon requested this: Can I request a scenario where YN is got7s mark gf, and the member tease her because she is from England and has a British accent. If possible can you make YN like famous too, maybe like the lead singer of a British band, idk but yeah

mark tuan x reader.

words: 2k.

genre: fluff, crack.

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Mark and you had been dating for two years now, but had known each other for the majority of your lives

And two say you two were inseparable was an odd phrase because you definitely spent most of your time apart from each other

but when you were together you were joined at the hip, refusing to spend time apart

and because of this you spent a lot of time with the other got7 members

who all loved you to death because you definitely brought the best out of Mark

but your adorable British accent also humoured them to their death beds

the worst case that has ever happened with your voice was when you had all gone out for a meal to celebrate the success of got7′s new album

and you had tried to reply to a savage comment from Yugyeom about your new music style

but your voice had cracked as you had turned slightly shrill and this meant that the British accent messed up all the Korean pronunciations

and you’d never seen seven boys laugh quite so much in your life

to the point that even Jaebum, who could often keep a stone facade and remain stoic in these situations couldn’t control himself and was red in the face

you had just hidden your face in Mark’s arm as he patted your thigh and laughed hard with his friends

that incident aside

the boys mostly loved your accent

they thought it was absolutely adorable and wouldn’t change it for the world

even if it meant that when they arrived in England they would do their best to butcher the accent

just like they were doing now as the met you at the airport

because you were the lead singer of the British band, The Sun

and were kicking off of a week of stadium performances tomorrow night

and somehow this lined up perfect with some of the boys holiday time, so they had decided to come and visit you on some of your tour nights

and experience “British culture, the very best of it” ~ Youngjae, 2018

little did they know that British culture mostly consisted of rain, awkward smiles with strangers on the subway and an unhealthy amount of tea

yet as you stood at the arrival entrance for international flights you were beginning to think this whole plan was shambolic

because Jackson was pointing out a million things to Yugyeom and Youngjae, speaking the English name for it, but doing so in the worst accent possible

and you could here the old couple beside you muttering about how annoying today’s youth were

“y/n!”

Mark practically leapt from the other side of the room to your side, embracing you in the biggest hug and swallowing you in the smells of air-planes

you were too happy to see him to care that he was messing up your hair you had made such an effort on today

and hugged him back so tightly, wishing that in another universe, the two of you would have all the time in the world to spend together

because it had been almost two months since the two of you had last seen each other in person and you weren’t sure how long the next length of time would be

but for now you were just happy to see him back

following Mark was Jinyoung and Bambam, both of them screaming hello at you from the place were Mark had taken off

running at you at the speed of light before barrelling into you with the biggest hug

the couple beside you just anxiously shuffled backwards as they saw how big the group were, giving you the dirtiest looks

“British culture,” you introduced to the boys in Korean, making the three of them laugh hysterically

Youngjae and Jaebum appeared next, testing their English skills by making as much conversation in their adorably broken English as possible

which involved something along the lines of “Mark very excited to see you” and “how is this accent?”

you couldn’t help but tear at up how adorable Youngjae’s accent was, it was clear he was trying his best

then the three evil kids showed up, hugging you tightly and literally carrying you through the airport until Mark sulked that he wanted to hold your hand, and they dropped you before staring around at them

“so much British!” Youngjae had squealed as you walked past an over priced souvenir store that was drowning in cheesy British souvenirs

Mark had just rolled his eyes as the boys all wandered inside, asking you how to say a multitude of different things

ranging from bus to telephone box to Big Ben

and everytime you said something they would start giggling because of the accent, before trying to say it themselves

and you best believe Jackson and Bambam were having the time of their lives

eventually Mark and you manoeuvred the boys out of the store and towards the mini-bus you had had to order because the seven boys were a large number as it was, and with them came countless amounts of luggage

you sat in the aisle seat with Mark at the window as you drove through London to the hotel the eight of you were staying at with the rest of your group

who were all fairly excited to meet the boys

despite none of them knowing a word of Korean

the boys were trying to read as many signs as possible as you drove past, giggling to themselves like the children they were

but Mark and you were lost in your own little world

catching up on two months of not seeing each other by somehow cuddling in the cramped mini-bus and sharing inside jokes

or blushing deeply when ever one of the boys would call you two out for sharing a kiss

eventually the bus arrived at the hotel and this meant that the boys were all super hyped for a day touring London

the seven of them, as usual, were dressed to impress

meaning that amongst the young in their track suits and the professionals in their suits, they stuck out like a sore thumb with their heavily influenced fashion sense

but you didn’t really mind because hanging out with got7 was destined to make you stand out anyway

the underground was quite the interesting experience

with you holding both Mark and Youngjae’s hand at the same time, whilst Mark kept his eyes on Bambam and Yugyeom who were sat at the window waving at the strangers on the platform

and you almost left Jackson on a train into the heart of the city

but you showed them the classic tourist spots

and took them to your favourite small restaurant in the city where you had taken Mark the first time he came home with you

the whole time you were attached to Mark

and no matter how much Youngjae would tug you to look at the big bridges dotted along the Thames, Mark refused to let go

not that you were complaining because time spent with Mark was the most important thing in the world to you

eventually the day came to a close and you were heading back to the hotel

the six younger boys were deciding to find somewhere to eat after you giving them a long list of recommendations all day

but Mark and you opted for your hotel room and room service instead

once the two of you got there it involved changing into lazy clothes and cuddling on the bed

looking out of the open hotel window and just watching the world go by

and chatting about nothing

with the occasional make out sessions here and there

and honestly it was the best thing

because it made the endless months apart worth waiting out

because then these stolen moments in time were even more special to you

the second day of the trip was spent travelling around the city still, but you had to leave the boys early to go and practise for your show tonight

you were so terrified for performing not only because it was a stadium tour

but it was the first time you were performing in front of Mark live and the thought of disappointing him was what urged you to push harder

the girl group you were in weren’t the initially thought pop group that had been assumed of you when you had started

but rather you wrote all of your songs yourselves, and produced them, chose the music video design and created the dances

and had a much more chill and laid back vibe to your music

which is why Mark had loved your group even more because it was totally his style of music

and your voice sent shivers down his spine every time he heard it

tonight the boys were sitting VIP for you, but in a separate sections to save the risk of any fans spotting them

you could just see the seven of them chatting from the side of the stage before you were going to perform

and this made you even more terrified than you thought possible

but here you were and there was no sending them back to Korea now

the tour kicked off amazingly well

and somehow you managed to get through the first half of the show without messing up any lyrics or choreography, and none of your members had started their usual rants which was a huge bonus

during the half time break fans were given a chance to grab drinks and such whilst you changed backstage

but before you could run back on stage Mark had tackled you in a huge hug and was kissing your cheeks with watery eyes

“I love my talented queen of a girlfriend”

“Mark stop you’ll make me cry on stage”

eventually the security guards had to lead Mark back to where he was supposed to be sitting because you had like thirty seconds to run back on stage

the second half of the concert as well was incredible

and the group finished on a high note with fans cheering for you incessantly

and to say that the concert went well would be an understatement

Mark and the boys somehow snuck backstage to meet you and were wrestling verbally with the security guards to let them stay

and you just rolled your eyes and asked if they could stay

so they were all cramped into your dressing room whilst you had your makeup removed, chatting excitedly about the performance

and whilst you had to go next door to change they were still heard through thick walls

and when you were finally released into the night Mark refused to leave your side all night

even more so than usual

keeping you on his lap in the hotel room and kissing your head softly as you were falling asleep, knowing that you’d now have a whole week of this tiredness

not that you minded because you would do anything for Mark

and his wild band members

even if they were nuisances most of the time and dedicated all their spare moments to mocking you for your accent and girl group performances

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oof idk if this is what you really wanted butttt it felt better to write it as a bullet list bc i could write a lot more if you know what i mean. however i hope you enjoy and i realise that i write so much for mark that it looks like he’s my actual bias rather than my biggest bias wrecker :)))))

requests are open <3