I can't stop thinking about what'll happen after. there has to be an after because roier cubito has to return and I refuse to accept a world where he doesn't. so how will it go? he's gonna come back to a new life that isn't his own even though it should be, even though it originally was. he's gonna come back and he's gonna meet with cellbit cubito and he's only gonna know how their relationship always was before purgatory, but cellbit will know their relationship how it was now when it was slowly dripping down a drain. they'll be used to two different things. cellbit will be used to having the hurt of distance made up by the comfort of believing that his husband is fine and safe and happy. roier will be used to "as long as we're together we'll overcome" and to "if you were ever replaced by an imposter, I would know." because of lag, sure, but cellbit said he would know.
pepito is gonna be used to a dad that was there and who blessed pepito goodbye and who bought plushies and who went on adventures and who definitely wasn't perfect but who was also not totally consumed by grief, a dad who smiles. I don't even know what pepito roier will be used to. they knew each other for literally a week.
I think richas might understand it a bit. bad stuff happens and then everything sucks for a while but you put on a smile and you pretend until the smile no longer feels like a lie, even to yourself. maybe he thinks this is what roier is doing. maybe as far as he knows, there's nothing to get used to.
same for leo and everyone else. this is just normal. roier cubito gets bad, and then he gets worse, and he doesn't talk about it, but eventually he starts at least looking better again. everyone's weird right now and all over the place and busy trying to figure out what to do with the new start. maybe he might mention something to leo, but cellbit's back. maybe he's talking with him. the weird will go away eventually.
doied is good at this. he's been watching roier since probably before the start. the weird is barely noticeable even when you know to go looking for it, and no one knows to go looking for it. those who do can't because the knowledge would be shattering.
roier's gonna know, though, when he gets back. he's gonna know there was something to go looking for because he was stuck waiting as the something to be found. even if he knows how good at it doied is, it's probably hard to not at least wonder why no one else thought to look into the weird. why no one followed its trail of crumbs and found their way back to him
So in relation to that Alastors shadow/alastor, I know of someone on twitter. They make some pretty good fucking art and they even did a peice exploring a concept that is exactly that only with a bit of a twist.
Their username is 4leinbrainrot. Not sure if you’ve seen them around but figured I should tell you.
They have some very delicious peices when it comes to artwork of Hazbin hotel. The way they’ve drawn everyone is just amazing and they’ve dabbled into some pretty neat ship pieces.
I tried to look them up on Twitter but I couldn't find them 🥲
There's a chance that I have come across, and even bookmarked their art, but I have soooo many bookmarks I don't want to brave the hours its going to take to sort through them.
If we don't get necklaces with our blood in them and give them to one another as gifts, then what's the point of even being in a relationship? You might as well just dump me.
I'm pretty sure this was in 2017 but does anyone remember when a 70-year-old had a Tumblr blog and claimed that she had a one-night stand with Paul? She also claimed to have photos of her with Paul but she couldn't reach her attic without assistance and she just disappeared?