#DON’T WORRY ABOUT ME

[aurinkomoukari]

[httpiastri]

i’m so sane. so normal about him. totally.

[that-dam-heartstopper-fan]

shiiittttt why am I like thissss fuuuucccckkkk

[stormio2407]

Avalon has gone through many pregnancies while at the gates of heaven. He’s been doing it for centuries now. The most he had was 10 cherubs at once. He was proud that every single one of his children help out, but he had this inkling that he was being forgotten.

None of the angles acknowledge his, Silene’s and Mherrick’s efforts to keeping the gates functional. All they see are impure beings. As if they’re seeing demons in their doorstep.

At every delivery, Ava wasn’t even allowed to see his newborn’s face. The archangels didn’t want unnecessary “baggage” arising from Ava, so they made the decision that once a cherub was born, they would make no physical contact with their parent. Not even a finger.

All he wonders is if they’re alright. Do they know about him? And the decuplets? Are they together? Do they even know they have siblings? He can’t help but think differently from other cupids. He was created to produce, but all he wants is to be a parent…to someone.

Is it his mistake to think more like a human? And what would Avalon’s father think about all this? ~

He just doesn’t want to be Purged. Or worse- end up like the rest of the cupids who came before him. Lost as an incubus.

[panpanix]

me thinks sometimes

When c!sherb was gaslighting to close to the Sun with Athena (first season) I wanted to punch a god damn wall. I really didn’t like c!sherb, however since I watch the playlist made by hayhay13 I get to watch Rae most of the time and I could go ages just ranting of how much I’m obsessed with them (I think c!Rae used him but hayhay uses they sooooo imma just use they). But oh my gosh I love Rae so much, I also notice that they act so well even though it’s in Minecraft. Like when they’re shocked they’re move slightly back and they’re laugh is just lovely to hear.

thanks for coming to my Tedtalk (rant) about my new obsession

[mrs-snape5984]

I’m sorry for making people worrying about me. I’m just having another bad crash. Typing messages is almost impossible. Thank you for reaching out, @capysnapeart, @snapecentric, @frequent-apple, @madfantasy and @vulnus-sanare.

Capy, dear, I’ll post your beautiful artwork as soon as I’m capable of writing again. Please give me some time. 🫂🖤

Ps: That’s exactly, what I meant in my last posts. I’m fading away… 😪

[metallicaislife]

Hey friends, I’m sorry but my mental health is at an all time low. Don’t worry I am getting help. I’m sorry that I came back just to leave again so soon.

I hope you all stay well!

Love you💚

[hyperfixssession]

Just heard Juno’s ‘I should have run away with you when I had the chance’ monologue and i feel like my soul was just unceremoniously launched into the vacuum of space :D

[maybxlle]

i think i put myself through too much denial. like, i’ve always denied the possibility of things because i don’t want to be called high maintenance or weird or attention seeking but it’s gotten to a point where i can’t tell if i actually don’t have it or im that deep in denial

[hunter216]

Just took some photos of my sh bruises to use to try and show any progress I make with not doing it and letting them heal. I’m honestly kinda surprised about how bad some of it is😭. Especially for my legs. Like I knew it was kinda bad I didn’t realise it was this bad.

[alchemicalwerewolf]

Remember how you're not a failure? Not stupid either 💞

Then why do I feel like it right now

(I just want a hug and for someone to hug me and I really need a hug and I feel so bad I don’t feel right I don’t wanna cry I’m not gonna cry I’m fine ignore me)

[httpiastri]

THE JAWLINE THE LONGER STANDS OF HAIR ON THE NAPE OF HIS NECK 😩😩😩 HIS BUILT THE SHOULDERS THE BICEPS HIS CHEST HIS ROSY CHEEKS….

But the main sight…

HIS HANDS 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 the veins are showing 😭😭😭😭

this is too much for me, i can’t-

[perfectlyvalid49]

The world post October 7th is worse in so many different ways, but one of the ones I’m really struggling with right now is the sheer amount of assholery that is being directed at Jews.

I went to therapy for YEARS to try to learn that 1) the world is not a terrible place and 2) people (in general) will not hate you/be mean to you for no reason. I still struggle with the idea that people are fundamentally good. Like, decades later, that idea is not something I believe, just something I remind myself is (hopefully) true when I’m feeling otherwise. I’ve gotten compliments for how patient I can be with people who are being antisemitic, and a lot of that stems from actively practicing looking for explanations other than malice for people’s behavior and knowing that giving people the benefit of the doubt is good for my own mental health.

But for the last six months, people have been hateful for no reason. I’ve given people the benefit of the doubt, and they’ve shown that they were choosing malice all along. Even large institutions that are supposed to be working for a better world are showing that their definition of a better world is one that doesn’t include me and those like me in it – that they’d rather side with the people who chose hate.

And it makes all the bad stuff want to come back. The cynicism, the nihilism, the part of me that wants to lash out first to gain a sense of control – they’ve all reared their heads in the last six months, and the longer this goes on, the harder it is to put those parts of myself back to sleep. I’m not going to let them win, that’s a choice I get to make, but it sure would be nice if they weren’t being actively encouraged by real life.

[getosugurusbangs]

i need to kiss yoshida hirofumi with tongue

[dietlemonadethoughts]

2 weeks closer to school? More like 2 weeks closer to k*lling myself, lol

[buck-tick-stash]

The anger has long since subsided, but once in a while the thought strikes like a bell of sorrow in my mind,

You’re supposed to be here.

I don’t know why, but it’s come for me more frequently recently, and I’ve been feeling quite blue.

The weather’s getting warmer, so I’m trying to walk more, but a café mocha doesn’t seem to be enough magic for my mood.

The Parade goes on, so I’ll keep walking. Maybe it’ll get better soon.