#EVERY TIME. I CANNOT HAVE /ANYTHING/
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#me: oh *FINALLY* I have found someone who shares the same unpopular dislike for a popular character/ship/series/whatever#let's see what else this person has to say!#that person: get OFF of my BLOG and throw yourself in JAIL if you ship [laundry list of things] or enjoy [list of various literary themes]#EVERY TIME. I CANNOT HAVE /ANYTHING/#like. SOMETIMES. I want to talk about 'hey I think the treatment of this idea/character/etc. reflects a societal bias that I find harmful'#or 'I don't think this was an effective story choice and hate this dynamic/character'#or even 'I'm petty and want to complain'#but nobody ever allows for that without having to attach an 'iT's pRoBLeMaTiC' label onto it like folks I am NOT on your side here#I do not CARE I just want to bitch about how I find this thing boring or stupid or ineffectively-written it is NOT that deep#In the Vents#it's also SO funny how most of these people unapologetically unironically enthusiastically stan nbc h*nnibal like how can you be#this much of a Media Purist™ and like THAT. explain it to me like I'm 5
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Fat people deserve mobility aids, too. No matter if it's connected to their fatness or not, because having a mobility issue that is connected to one's fatness won't change that they're still fat and still have the issue at hand. Fat people don't deserve to "tough it out" because fatness should be this divine punishment doled out to those who "deserve" it. Fat disabled people deserve to have the peace of mind that they can exist in whatever way is most comfortable and accessible to them
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#fatphobia#fatphobia tw#also if it's an issue solved by weight loss why would you want them to suffer until the weight loss helps wouldn't that DISCOURAGE them?#because if i were suffering the entire time i sure as fuck wouldn't want to keep going for the ~idea~ of it's gonna pay off!!!#also even if they 'made themself disabled' by being fat or anything else that doesn't matter. they're still disabled.#there is no 'good' disabled and 'bad' disabled and you cannot sort people into those categories#for every 'bad' fat disabled person there are multiple 'good' fat disabled people but you can't tell them apart often actually!#because you would have to know the intimate details of their medical history and familial lineage and tbh if you're...#...being a piece of shit to a disabled person because you assume they're guilty until proven innocent i don't blame others for being...#...weary of you and not wanting to be around you. because you've already proven you can't handle the IDEA of complex disabled experience
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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quick study of that one concept art Vergil by Ikeno because I felt like I needed a refresher on 3V's features
#dmc#devil may cry#vergil#dmc3#dmc 3#devil may cry 3#my art#lads......... im artblocked as fuck#not like as in i cant draw or dont feel up to it but more like my exec dysfunction is so bad it might as well be a full artblock#my wips.... my poor suffering wips........#also i still have backlog to post but uhhhh#its mostly red dead and detroit (whoops completely forgot to post those) and smth dmc that i dont wanna post until june#bc its very summer themed#and while i DO wanna post my other fandom back log#weeeeh im afraid of breaking this dmc streak idk why#my brain is weird#it thinks were in Dmc Mode now and I Cannot Possibly Do Anything Else#i think the specific type of autism i have needs to be studied by scentists#anyway#hope you enjoy the Burgl#this was actually brought by: the fact i was trying so hard to force myself to draw SOMETHING#but i realized every time i tried to draw 3V hes like.#hes become SO far removed from the base model in my style#and i mean. thats kinda normal with art and stylisation and not even a bad thing BUT i really want him to be a bit more on model so#here
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wicked ever after high au where their fairytale is the wizard of oz and galinda upland (of the upper uplands!) is the next good witch with the inflated sense of self-importance and nigh-unshakeable belief in the fundamental goodness of a system that proclaims goodness as her birthright to match, while her roommate-by-chance elphaba thropp, born to become the next wicked witch of the west, is desperate to defy her destiny and spurn the wickedness thrust upon her for the chance to become something good. and in falling ass over teakettle in love--despite galinda's best attempts to to keep them both on that yellow brick road--they discover that they were perhaps not the first good and wicked witches who kept a candle burning for each other, but that however long those witches held out, the course of the narrative still ran destructively, unyieldingly true. and that it still might for them, too--unless.
#wicked#gelphie#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#ever after high#mine#we always say rapple is gelphie. it's high time for gelphie to become rapple#this is how book!gelphie can still get their happy ending btw. w their meddling grandkids discovering their life-ruining situationship#and dragging book elphaba out of wherever the fuck she's hiding so book glinda can please stop crashing out every two seconds#yeah i said grandkids i cannot in good conscience let galinda be raised by glinda are your kidding. bonus points this makes b!glinda the#grandmother who made her the ugly hat. that was her coping by recreating one of the last things she ever saw her elphie wear#is this anything. mashing my favourite doomed by the narrative universes together#edit: apparently it's everything to me since between making this draft and posting it i wound up in the ballpark of 3000 words#should have expected that. ever after high does things to me
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the trick to eating things you're allergic to is to eat them in spicy food. so long, spicy carrots. you're just regular carrots now
#I always get fixated on one food at a time and cannot eat anything else for weeks/months until it changes and#rn the food i have to get every day has carrots in it which im allergic to but who give a shit#it's soooooo fucking good bro sweep#barking
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“When toxic behavior is portrayed as romantic, it’s problematic. When problematic behavior is portrayed as a character flaw for a character to work through, it’s good storytelling.”
Katsuki Bakugou, my friends.
His behavior was problematic but never once portrayed as romantic at the same time. Katsuki said and did awful abusive things, and he also chose to be better when he was given the chance. If you’re still hung up on chapter 1 Katsuki now then I don’t think you’ve been reading the same story I have.
I can’t speak for everyone, but I’m not shipping Izuku with an irredeemable abuser. I’m shipping him with his most important person. His narrative foil. His childhood friend who made awful mistakes and then made it right when he saw he was wrong. The person Izuku looks up to and strives to emulate, despite their past struggles.
Bakudeku is so good because of how flawed these boys are, and how hard they’ve worked to get over it, and how much they matter to each other after it all
#perfect stories about perfect people who never do anything wrong are usually boring#stories about growth and mistakes and redemption and forgiveness and progress are lit#bkdk#bakudeku#the quote is from cinema therapy on YouTube btw#love them so much#they look at media and talk about what is and isn’t good from a real life human perspective#and boy did this quote slap me in the face#anyway this is my thought literally any time anyone says something about shipping Izuku with his abuser#if he was still being abused then I get it#but he’s not#and saying he needs protection from Katsuki is honestly doing his character dirty#and this is not to say that every situation with an abuser and a victim should turn out romantic#obviously not#the world is not black and white and neither are people#sometimes you have to get yourself out and never look back and that is valid and healthy#but sometimes you’re talking about two boys in a manga who literally cannot stop thinking about how good and incredible the other is#bro I get it#surface level chapter/episode 1 Katsuki is literally the worst#but his glow up has been literally meteoric
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come on yellowjackets, show us Misty hallucinating Nat one (1) more time this season because I know that’s not the only time it’s happened
#do i think it happen?#no bc it’s yellowjackets and i keep my expectations low#i’d just love one more sm#plus as long as the show does literally anything in regards to mistynat and the transponder#well be getting a big moment between teen mistynat#so they should let us have misty hallucinate nat again pretty please#also still cannot stress how fucking much i lose my mind every time i remember about natalie knowing#she KNOWS people wtf#mistynat#yellowjackets#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio
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Wei Wuxian eats a watermelon. Yep!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#nothing out of the ordinary here. Just good fandom fun#Watermelon discourse has been going on and I want to let people know where I stand.#This came about because I wanted to experiment with translating the (traditional) PD-MDZS style to a digital format#and while sitting there thinking of what to draw...my inspiration came to me.#This is the equivalent of sneaking vegetables into the spaghetti sauce but its important to get your gotdamn veggies#I'm not very good at organizing my thoughts (evidence: the tags of every post on this blog).#but please do not look away from this moment in history. One person cannot solve it and no one expects you to.#Even if it is just spending time doing some research on the situation and history. Or boosting posts that are more articulate#Any action helps! ANY action! Everyone has a different level of capacity for this and that's okay. Anything is fine. Dont let it be nothing#Anyhow. did I like doing this digitally? Yes but its mixed. It was faster but also spark the same joy I usually get while drawing#I will have to get over it very quickly though. You will all see why in a few days
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So there's this Shadowvanilla fic on Ao3 Im fairly certain you know about, and in It SM and PV link up to eachother's minds/feelings/souls via their souljams touching, and its pretty sweet since since they're on their chests, the two basically have to hug to connect.
Which made me think, what about the other beasts and ancients? BS and GC would be by far the weirdest imo bc she would have to touch her forehead to his chest??? Which depending on the size difference It could still just be a hug.
SS and WL would touch their weapons (sword and staff), which can comes off as distant or cold, despite the fact they're about to peer into eachother's very being.
ES and MF suffer because their's are on their forehead and their ancient's are on their weapons😭😭 imagine HB shield to EG's forehead, that'd be awkward af
I'm not actually sure what you're referring to 😅 is it Jambound? I think something like that happens in it? I don't really remember, I read the first 3 chapters a while ago and that's it haha (I really don't have the time to read fanfics, especially not ones as long as that one (it's like 15 chapters long now and still going with no end in sight, isn't it??? Goodness)). I never really did much of anything on AO3 tbh, I honestly just go there to write and post my own dumb garbage and then vanish into the aether again
Regardless. I always vibed with the concept of the Ancients and Beasts connecting/strengthening their existing connection through their Soul Jams. But the way I've tried to get around the fact that most of their placements are... cumbersome and don't really lend themselves to that (White Lily's staff and Silent Salt's sword, for example) is, I think of it as... Through the sharing of the Soul Jams, they're all already bound to one another, yeah? So do they NEED to have them be a component in the physical aspect of this? Do White Lily and Silent Salt NEED to have their staff and sword clink together to express that intimacy? Or can they simply embrace each other nice and tight, staff and sword set aside nearby, and their souls can resonate just with that action? The Soul Jam not physically being in their hands doesn't really mean it's left their ownership and they've completely lost access to its power, I don't think; we saw that with how the Light of Abundance refused to answer to Smoked Cheese when he took it, and how Golden Cheese could keep fighting Burning Spice for a while even without it (albeit weaker). So idk if they need the Soul Jams to touch so they can feel closer to each other. I think they've all been naturally imbued with that power at least to some degree and thus don't really 100% need the physical Soul Jams to facilitate that closeness. If I'm already super glued to somebody then not putting my hands on their belt buckle or whatever isn't going to make us any less stuck together ykwim
With that said I like to imagine BS's being particularly sensitive since it's embedded in his chest. GC can press her hand down on it, or lay her head against it, and feel his heart beating through it, if only faintly. Maybe it feels warm to the touch, and grows warmer and shines brighter the faster his heart races. Maybe his breath catches in his throat when she touches it because it feels different there than it does when she touches any other part of his body. Maybe it acts as a cute little nightlight when they're curled up together in bed. Maybe it burns hot like a coal and glows like the fire in a hearth when they're deep in the throes of passion. Maybe, as a charming little gesture, she actually will touch her forehead to his chest so they can listen to that soft little clink that sounds the little kiss Abundance and Destruction shares. Maybe a certain something stirs within them both when she does it, maybe not. But it's cute. They're so in love that even their Soul Jams want to make out. Lol
Also any excuse to put her face in those big strong man titties is 👌👌👌 in her opinion
#y'all just come let me know how Jambound ends whenever it does bc I really cannot be bothered to read all of that lol#i don't have the time or patience anymore. i just don't. every time i peek at it the total chapter count doubles#does the author actually have an end goal in mind or are they just belting out chapters until they run out of steam lol#don't mean to sound harsh. Jambound is wonderful from what i remember. I just don't think I understand what the point of it is anymore haha#maybe I'm just really sad bc i remember the author being a way better writer than I am/ever was and I feel worthless compared to them idk#it doesn't really matter. who cares. just yammering for no reason again#did anything i said actually make sense? i haven't really slept in a few days idk i can articulate my thoughts well rn haha#burningcheese#goldenspice#beast x ancient#that's probably the easier tag as opposed to spamming aaaaalllll of the actual ship names lol
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"just like old times, eh, cucho?"
#my scribbles#vypersketches#valorant#valorant fan art#brimstone#valorant brimstone#tejo#valorant tejo#digital art#i worked so hard on this and (like usual) not very satisfied with the end result but i am trying to be more proud of my work#and be braver ion doing more big pieces with backgrounds and then posting then#sketches my comfort zone...#i used to be able to paint and then i stopped for so long and digitial painting is so hard to me#every time i watch a tutorial im like yeah duh of course and then i start and i just start taking tick damage#it takes so looonngggggggggggg#and then i always dont like the end result#i know to improve i need to practise but boyyyyyyy#i want to be able to paint so bad!!!!! i love paintings!!!!! i used to love the process!!!!#but now to me it is eternally in the ugly stage and i cannot get the balance between line work (my fave and often called my strong point)#and nice shapes and juciy colours#colours are a whole different thing#traditonally i use whacky colours and i love it#and as soon as i go digital its like i get petrified of using anything other than the original colours with no lighting and no adjustments#oh god this ended up as a vent#anyway enjoy i have tejbrim on the brain
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fanfiction being free does not make it exempt from any criticism but there is something pretty sinister about publicly calling a completely free fan-made work “slop”
#no one is saying you have to like every fanfiction ever posted but i do think that someone putting in the time and effort it takes to write#and post fanfiction does at least warrant Some protection from bozos on the internet completely dismissing it#especially when most of the time the people who say this shit do not create any sort of fanmade work at all lol#you do not have to contribute to your fandom with fic or art to matter and be valued#however i do think it’s interesting that the bitches who are the loudest about not liking fanworks#are the bitches who do not and most times cannot write or draw or post anything that bears even a fraction of their demented little souls#just thoughts and opinions this morning 🙂
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‘When you think about me, why do you always bring up the ball?’ Fabian is not beating the gay allegations this episode unfortunately
#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#dimension 20#my god Fabian#ducking a kiss from your crush to immediately blabber on and on about your boy best friend and then FACETIME HIM mid convo???#I had to pause the episode and take a breath#queerplatonic Fabriz real#also like I don’t know if it’s an active RP decision by Lou or just a commitment to the bit but Fabian has been all ‘tHe BaWl 🥹❤️’ all seas#every time riz does anything and now it’s happening when he’s not even there#im just thinking about how vocally fond he’s been over this season and it’s at a time where riz literally cannot focus on him at all becaus#Fabian is basically crushing it without his help and like imagine how stoked riz would’ve been the past two seasons if this was the energy#he was getting from Fabian :( he just doesn’t have time#anyways im normal#fhjy spoilers#dimension 20 spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#riz gukgak
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It's honestly kind of funny to me that catapulting into Kirk/Spock shipping has launched my usual "meh, not into jealousy as a metric of romantic love" shipping tendency out the window and instead I'm genuinely charmed by the extent to which they reflect the same unhealthy seething jealousy.
This is most obvious with Spock, but you'll get McCoy joking about Spock falling in love with a computer (not an android, a stationary computer) and McCoy being A Normal Guy Joking About His Friend Having a Hobby is immediately contrasted with Kirk's barely repressed jealousy (you can all but see him thinking "time to talk another computer to death" while McCoy just laughs at his own joke about it). Kirk gets more and more generally insecure until Spock publicly declares that, while he does like an efficient computer, Kirk is irreplaceable and he doesn't want to serve anyone or anything else, and Kirk looks like he's about to kiss him on the bridge.
(Kirk still talks the computer to death, btw, for plot reasons. But big "Edith Keeler must die" energy.)
I also enjoy Kirk's horror/outrage at Leila Kalomi and her obvious gloating over "taking" Spock from him in the docility sex pollen episode and Kirk's willingness to do or say anything to get Spock back vs Spock bleeding intensity throughout "Requiem for Methuselah" as Kirk falls in love with Rayna, then Spock numbly listening to McCoy's speech about how he can never understand the glories or agonies of romantic love triangles or passionate love before waiting for him to leave and then wiping Rayna from Kirk's mind. Just two bros who are totally normal about each other!
#genuinely hilarious to me how mccoy is used to be 'here's how a normal person would respond to his friend having a hobby or love interest'#[cut to kirk's or spock's 'WAIT WHAT does he love her/this more than me??? i can endure never speaking my love#but i canNOT endure my absolute centrality in his life being slightly disrupted by anything ever']#also they'll lightly rib each other but when they think something other than the 24/7 mutual admiration society is happening for real#it's like. kicked puppy time. spock will just be 'i'm sorry :( i'm trying my best :(((' or kirk's like 'you don't think i'm logical? :((('#they're so used to 'you are perfect 2 me your flawlessness is a force of nature like gravity' that... well.#i also think of how annoyed leonard nimoy was at the conclusion of the episode where whatshisface shapeshifted into kirk#and spock has to determine which kirk is the real one and there's an asinine fight scene mandated by higher-ups as he figures it out#and nimoy was like... obviously spock would recognize the actual kirk this is bullshit >:( iirc he was mad enough to complain to paramount#and in the actual episode kirk is like 'why didn't you know it was me RIGHT AWAY tho :( why did it take you so long :(((('#and when spock goes 'well i figured the impersonator would win the combat and then-' and kirk's face is just 'you thought i'd lose :((('#and spock rushes to assure him it's because of his condition at the time not GENERALLY of COURSE#meanwhile just about every other scene between them is kirk being like 'of COURSE you are SO logical and reliable sweetie <3'#anyway. kirk longingly watch spock mind meld with anything/one other than him and spock simmering in the background: iconic behavior#anghraine babbles#deep blogging#otp: the premise#james t kirk#spock#c: who do i have to be#c: i object to intellect without discipline#star peace#star trek: the original series#tos: s2#tos: s3#tos: s1#tos: this side of paradise#tos: the ultimate computer#tos: the city on the edge of forever#tos: requiem for methuselah
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hey dbda fan artists heat me out: we have the boys in modern clothes, but how about the girls in the boys’ period clothing???
Crystal as full 80s ska punk and Niko as 1910s aesthetic (could go the American/British school girl route ig but I think it would be more fun to put her in Japanese clothing of the era !!!) would go so hard
#I would love to do this but my classes start tomorrow and I cannot keep getting distracted like this#plus it might be easier for ppl who have more knowledge going into it about how to dress Niko#alas I don’t know much of anything abt Japanese historical fashion#especially pre WWII#so I throw this out in the hopes of inspiring others lol#dead boy detectives#dbda#niko dbda#niko sasaki dead boy detectives#niko dead boy detectives#niko sasaki#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#her name being that long and complicated kills me every time#crystal dbda#crystal dead boy detectives#crystal palace dead boy detectives
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event silhouettes are having a teehee moment and i am nonebeef'd about it ~( ̄▽ ̄)~
#every day that i do not have to see the snake is a day i can live in peace.#when that first silhouette dropped and i was like. oh. oh that's definitely our knight in slutty armour#and ppl were going IT'S DEF GONNA BE A YAKMODNEVENT#i mean 🤔 i guess it's only fair? if these two have to share an event again#the first time was eddie trying to navigate yaku's world (kitchen. baking. foodmaking)#so it'll even things out if yaku now has to learn to navigate edmond's world (competitions. weaponry. RITUAL DEFENSE?)#but reading the event descrip ... HOW would the devs even put yaku in this??! i await their ingenuity because i personally cannot evenFATHO#my first thought was uhhh eddie and dante horse racing. and. idk. yakumo places the wreath on the winninng horse.#that's all he can do in this sorta swordslashing pageantry AHAHAH#but to have this... this surprise... oli? i think?#i am not complaining. i am indeed surprised. i wish to see where they are going with this#but i WILL NOTE that upon first silhouette inspection i was all#that is NOT yakumo. that spiky hair business? yaoi mullet adjacent? NO WAY.#that noodle does NOT have the energy to maintain a shounen protag's hairdo#he'd get all sad and his hair will automatically do the ghibbli flop. man sad. hair sad. gravity too strong#but hey i am fantastically bad at guessing and recognising anything#so i can be proven wrong at any time#we wait. and see...
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