#FULL BREAKDOWN SOBBING

[boncottontail]

Current mood:

cries

[kaleidoscopiccc]

if Spotify ads have no haters I am dead

[magentagalaxies]

vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

[misfithive]

I wish for Wille to have a bit of a break from the writing giving him situations that can trigger his anxiety and panic attacks. I know it’s inevitable for some things to do that, but s2 was really bad for his mental health and I hope Lisa didn’t add anything else that could potentially lead him to close on himself and have bad thoughts again. Unless strictly related to his role as prince. But there is no time for more and imo, even if we won’t ever get to see it, he should first deal with everything that needs to be resolved/concluded and especially he needs to work on his mental health for more than a bunch of months before more stuff. There is no time at all either.

On the other hand, Simon needs to have a bit of more drama thrown at him, bc he really needs to have a breakdown in order to properly be able to start healing and work on himself.

I am very sorry to say anon that in an interview Omar said there would be lots of panic attacks 😭😭💗

Idk if it will be Simon or Wille having the panic attacks but i think Wille will probably have at least one. Only bc anxiety does not go away and he definitely has severe anxiety so i would imagine that whatever comes from him essentially coming out will increase his anxiety. So we might get more panic attacks 😬

But i do agree abt it being related to his role/resolving a lot of the issues that have been opened vs like a New Big Bad Thing. I had not considered this happening now idk 😭cuz i agree i want a lot of what has been opened already to be resolved. But i deff dont think his mom is gonna be suddenly supportive so i forsee issues in that respect

With Simon i think everything with Sara, the new pressures/public attention of being with Wilhelm, the drug situation, his mom finding out what he’s been up to, dealing with the monarchy, and possibly new stuff with Micke, he will have lots of drama and stress 😭

I do feel maybe people should be more like open to what his growth/healing looks like. Because even him opening up, going to therapy (idk if that will happen but maybe), talking about his past, asking for help (!!!) would be a great start to his healing journey. I love simon and i do want him to have support but i think a lot of people are attached to the breakdown and may be disappointed. Does he need a good cry? Probably. I honestly think most people who feel the pressure to be strong all need a good cry and let it all out but most of us do not have the safe space to do that. Hopefully Wille provides that safe space to him and I think he will actually let some tears fall instead of holding it in but i dont know if it will be a full breakdown. i worry what it would take to get him to that point since he has already had a lot of really horrible things happen to him and been betrayed by so many people he loves but maybe it will just a buildup of everything that he finally reaches his limit. Seeing Wille emotionally support Simon vs Simon always being the emotional caretaker for everyone and crying in his room alone is what I want to see.

[schnuffel-danny]

haven't drawn Jack/Vlad in a while and I genuinely feel the mental instability setting in....

[pocketsizededdiediaz]

i spent months joking that taylor was saving the way i loved you for me...... and she did

[bookofjudith]

*waking up from a 2 week long fugue state in which I went on a killing spree and committed serial arson and blew up several buildings* oh… haha.. I must be getting my period..

[eviler-slenderman]

I want yoy to know how tempted i am to turn you into a cat [to mess W the story]

Please Don't...

[actual-changeling]

currently in the middle of season 12 and just. god. "i know my past" yeah i thought i knew my past too. life is funny that way, isn't it.

thirteen is such a mess and angry and me and i have not watched her go yet okay. but once i do i will just. die i guess.

[br1ghtestlight]

sorry if im suicideposting a lot in the next week or two My mental illness always gets really bad around the time im moving houses or redecorating (autism/ocd thing) Like..... it will happen again. sorry

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

“hey so there’s been a bunch of exposures recently but we’re gonna have the volunteer party this week bc it’s outdoors so we’ll be fine. yeah it’s a bunch of people all talking maskless face to face in relatively close proximity but we’re outside so any transmission would of course be impossible” be so fucking for real

[aropride]

hello college students do you have advice

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[cas---2y5]

i just think that in the later seasons when sam's Really Goin Thru It (s7 hallucifer trauma, s8 trials trauma, s9-10 moc/demon dean trauma, s11 apocalypse 2 electric boogaloo trauma, s12-13 lucifer trauma, s14-15 general god trauma, take your fuckin pick honestly), he should've cut himself bangs. Like full on, s1 style bangs. The rest of his hair stays long, but he cuts his bangs like hayley williams circa 2013 micro bangs like-

do you see the vision. i need his trauma and instability to be reflected in his hairstyle STAT

[wickedhawtwexler]

i am genuinely having the worst day i've had in a very long time!!!

[orphyd]

After powering through 4 weeks of shitty corporate transitions, ya girl finally had ✨a mental breakdown✨

It was about time lowkey I’d been holding back for too long-