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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months ago
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hope you feel better soon!
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I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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son-of-avraham · 4 months ago
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We have reached the judaism module of my ancient civilization class
The Pro:
I feel like I better understand ancient mesopotamia and the context behind how we arrived at some of the laws we see within judaism (comparing the code of hammurabi with many passages we see in the torah today, for instance)
The Con:
We still have the torah - why are we using the king james bible
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thepoisonroom · 2 months ago
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someone should study how gender performance gets surveilled and disciplined in gay dating btw
#what if it were me..........#genuinely i find it so interesting that as gay and trans people we're often aware of sex and romance#as areas where heterosexuality and gender roles are policed and maintained#but there can be this willful ignorance that these reinforcements are happening in different directions in our own contexts#when i was going on a lot of first dates i felt like people often had a sort of rorschach test level of variability in how they interpreted#my gender performance and presentation#usually in relation to however they conceived of their own gender and attractions#so as a really simplified example i could be presenting and acting exactly the same way with two different people#and one would call me butch and one would call me femme#and i don't think i'm either but it was really fascinating trying to figure out from context clues where people's heads were at#and when i got into relationships with people they often tried to steer me towards gender performance that reinforced their read#or they would just stubbornly interpret in that same vein regardless of what i was actually saying or doing#and it was rarely in a 'are you the boy or the girl' way which is i think the only way i see it get talked about#like i've definitely gone out with people who wanted to read my gender as being similar to theirs to reinforce their own sense of self#and of course forms of gender surveillance and policing are modulated by attraction/disgust and other affects + multiple forms of power#like this is all hugely simplified but even so it really fascinates me and i haven't seen much writing about it#personal nonsense
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iamfuckingsorry · 9 months ago
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"Do you know where we are going next?" I asked ART.
Y'know what, I think maybe I don't need any more Murderbot books. I think maybe ending things here is fucking perfect and as much as I love Wells's writing I'm genuinely not sure it can get better for me.
Like, so much of the books are about MB learning how to be a person, about becoming okay with being a complete individual with everything it entails. The first thing it does once it's actually allowed to decide on its own is it runs away from it all (admittedly to go on a mission to confirm some things about its past, because it genuinely just wants to be *good*). It shoves all its emotions away as much as it's able to. Then shit happens, and it makes its first friends, makes decisions based on these friendships, goes through a lot of emotionally intense situations...
And we get to this point here. MB having zero doubts about going with ART says a lot about its relationship with ART, but it also says a lot about its relationship with its humans - it knows that wherever it goes, when it comes back, the humans will still be there. Its humans actively acknowledge its struggles with being a now-free SecUnit and MB is willing to entertain the discussions to an extent and share information about its deeply personal experiences. Hell, System Collapse ends with MB admitting it might be somewhat broken, but that's okay as long as it can keep doing its job, and agreeing to basically do counselling - this is the guy what would rewatch its favourite TV show again and again in order to avoid acknowledging it even had Emotions a couple books back.
Reading this, I know that MB will be okay. It has hopes and goals and genuinely believes in itself and it has an amazing support system that its willing to lean on for the first time in its life. I'm convinced it'll go on to do great things with ART. And that's really the only thing I need to know.
#Murderbot#murderbot diaries#tmbd#system collapse#Herr's personal tag#Also like. System collapse dives deep into MB's feelings about its life as secunit prior to the events of all systems red#I find this conversation from when they were discussing what would happen if the BE folks got to the colonists first /very/ telling#MB going on about how life as a corporate slave is absolute fucking hell#ART drone saying that they can't just kill people because the alternative is worse than death#ART: would it have been kinder to kill you before you'd disabled your governor module?#MB with zero fucking hesitation: /yes/#(followed by my favourite ART line ever. “You know I am not kind.”)#Like. MB would not have always admitted that it had hated its life as a secunit this openly#Saying it was shit is one thing saying I would rather be dead than think of me or anyone else going through this again is a very different#And here it has zero issues stating that. At least when talking to ART#And then later on it goes on to offer its actual memories for a publicly screened documentary#Because it knows it's the only way to make people see. The only way to save then from the same (ish) fate#And it's willing to do whatever it takes to save these people it's never even met before from what it views as fate worse than death#Including opening up and acknowledging its past experiences and past/current feelings#And I'm just like. Man I couldn't be more proud of you if I tried.#You go MB. Holy fuck I wish I could do what you've done. You might just be the person to defeat this evil capitalism my dude
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akkivee · 3 months ago
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i’ve been learning about cybersecurity as part of on the job training and i think we should petition to change rei’s occupation from con man to this lol
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mikkolas · 22 days ago
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WHY NOT US? also known as ALL OVER AGAIN? also known as FUCK ME, DUDE, SERIOUSLY? also known as—(GUNSHOTS). | quote from the crooked moon
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paxbe · 8 days ago
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eeeeh idk how i feel about the murderbot tv adaptation guys, it's just not hitting right for me.
i will continue to give it the benefit of the doubt and see where they take the rest of the season but i feel like the showrunners have made a weird choice to make the whole vibe more silly and low stakes and as a result every character, including murderbot, comes across like incredibly incompetent and kind of pathetic?
i've seen some discussion about whether you think the show's versions of the characters are 'cringe' as being some kind of litmus test. but to me i think the way the show itself frames its characterisations of the characters is what's adding the cringe factor.
instead of having a bunch of great characters who have different perspectives and backgrounds and motivations etc. that audience can see parts of themselves in but also that drive the plot forward and tell us more about the world they're in, it feels like the show has stripped all the characters down to caricatures or quirks and then makes them seem almost apologetic about it? like all the time? kind of like the characters themselves are embarrassed and the point is that we're supposed to laugh at them for being weird. which i guess there is some element of that in the book, but it was usually always at murderbot's expense and instead in the show it feels weirdly mean spirited.
idk i feel like somehow i'm being made fun of as someone who loved the books and liked that the characters are all really different and sometimes that was beneficial and sometimes that's a challenge but all the time that's just how they are and the narrative didn't apologise for it and that's the whole point, y'know?
#obviously everyone interprets things differently#and some of it will come down to personal preference#but i feel like all the things i really loved about the books have been stripped out#or changed in a way that i'm not entirely convinced is beneficial to the whole experience#i think they did a great job with casting and set and costume design#and leebeebee is a useful addition to shortcut some of murderbot's internal exposition#but idk i think the books have a great sense of deadpan humour and really loveable characters#and idk. i sometimes find the show kind of difficult to watch#but again!! that's just my perspective#and i know it's hard to adapt books into shows#especially ones so reliant on first person narration#and i appreciate that they've had to do some kit-bashing of characters to make the preservationaux crew smaller#but i just feel like they've missed the mark#like why is mensah so debilitatingly anxious?#how are you supposed to be convincing a new audience that she's an effective leader of a whole ass planet??#and murderbot couldn't hack the combat override chip?#and now with that last episode being like 'i actually love killing!'#literally the WHOLE POINT of murderbot's name is that it knows it was built to be a killer and it hacked it's governor module because#that's not all it wants to be. so it's name is a reminder and also a fuck you to the company. it's like it is anyway suckas#it's an ironic and sardonic nickname#idk the tone just feels off to me#but we'll see!#and plenty of people seem to be enjoying it so maybe i'm just not the target audience#tmbd#paxtxt
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epersonae · 2 months ago
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Today's doggies and dungeons session: defeating the necromancer with the power of grief counseling!
(including a dash of Lucius's "what if life just begins again")
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invye · 8 days ago
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This feeling when you look through your notes and find a hilarious snippet you wrote that is missing:
- context
- beginning
- ending
but you just know you were having the silliest idea when you wrote it...
I have since remembered the context ( @jumpermoon remember the pan homerun?) and there is a singular half sentence note that implies the ending, but I can't finish it into a proper one-shot if I don't know how I start into it...
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gaydexvocaloid · 7 months ago
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idk if you've answered this already, can your yuma listen to music through his tail?
NOBODY HAS ASKED ME THIS YET!!!!!! BUT YES!!! he can!! it’ll basically block out EVERYTHING and he’d only be able to hear whatever music is playing on what he plugged it into!! think of like REALLY good soundproofing headphones LOL that’s the effect it’d basically have just minus the actual physical headphones
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luna-the-cretar · 2 months ago
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It’s funny, I don’t even know how the Crooked Moon is theoretically supposed to end, and yet here I am already coming up with a certain ending and how to get it
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tsunochizu · 2 years ago
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Part 1 of iterator puppet biology headcanons
Current focus: main body
This is a significantly more detailed version of my previous iterator anatomy post, some things got altered, and some stay the same
Part two and three (head and limbs) will come later, and then I will make another post with everything in one place
Feel free to ask me any questions about it, and it is free to use as reference if you enjoy this and want to use it in stories/art!
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finitevoid · 4 months ago
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oh also @lockandkeyblade here
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carnivallsarchive · 5 months ago
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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle
#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it#40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out#(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison#and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also#superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry#but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was#surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an#im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing#and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i#our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like 🤞 this#with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about#finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my#writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the#table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow#tbd#sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just#occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much#if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.
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girlwonderers · 3 months ago
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so on friday we had our regular kingmaker session. spent the first part of it doing kingdom management (how did we get TWO CULT INFILTRATIONS IN A ROW), claiming hexes, etc. then we took a break from playing Mathfinder to actually play Pathfinder and went back into exploration/adventure mode.
one of our villagers came to me (as the general/head of the armed militia), asking me to investigate a pair of murders that had happened—two dead, apparently mauled and partially eaten by an animal, two nights in a row.
i (as both player and character) keep obsessive track of the moon cycles in-game, because my character is a werewolf. the murders had happened on the two nights before the full moon.
me: it's another FUCKING WEREWOLF, isn't it! gm: well, you can do some investigating— me: but i don't need to because i already know it's another FUCKING WEREWOLF.
spoiler alert! it was, in fact, another FUCKING WEREWOLF.
(in-character at least two of my party members suspected i had lost control and done it, which, ouch. fair but ouch.)
anyway we caught up with the other werewolf on the night of the full moon and had an incredible werewolf v werewolf smackdown, and general nordylva asserted her territorial boundaries with incredible violence!
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fearowkenya · 5 months ago
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oh shit it's wip wsunday
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wow aerith you sure feel strongly about the chad module. thats what this is about right aerith
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