Top Wave | A Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw Fictional Work
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“You’re thinking out loud again,” he hummed in amusement, tapping his fingers on the harsh, slightly scratched surface of her cubby.
“I already knew that, Goose,” she spat his surf sign in a taunting manner, she broke the gaze they had between each other as she sighed harshly, taking a moment to briefly change the subject, “I didn’t know you came on Thursday afternoons,” one of her eyebrows perched at him.
Chapter One Out of Ten
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The radio spilled an awfully familiar tune, it was an Elvis classic I can’t help falling in love, Y/N leaning against her beloved counter so she could listen to the chatter about the bar, there were a few drunkies speaking in such slurring words that she could hardly make out what they were trying to say, the other people were surfers, they were just pushing each other around, joking about.
It was something that Y/N had once dreamed of long ago, going to the surfing academy, sending her dear father photos and updates of how it was going, spending her weekends partying and being an absolute wild duckling. That was a dream though, it was never meant to be true.
Now, she was just leaning against the polished wooden counter of her second home, her very own surfing cubby as she called it. Her eyes were still pondering on the chuckling and wild surfing buddies, the way they had assigned handshakes and unique laughs is what made her the most interested in what she missed out on after all these years.
Penny, Y/N’s practically second mother always took notice of the look she had in her crisp colored eyes, longing, Y/N was longing for something more, she was wanting to reach out for something that her hand would phase though like air, but everytime she reached out something held her back.
Like she was grippled back from chains or a rope, Penny never understood, Y/N wasn’t as open as she was when she was little, the little ball of sunshine was now tucked away in a cubby that was dim and only played the classics on the weak radio, the sun didn’t shine where Y/N stood, it hadn’t for a long time.
Her past trauma, the accident, the passing of her loving father who’s cheerfulness never seemed to fade even in those rough times seemed to cause her to lose her true Y/N charm. Penny did miss the snarky smile she got from Y/N when she and her father would come in to surf in those early days, sharing how she got accepted in academy and it was starting that fall.
But his sickness fell upon him, the wish he asked of her poor soul is what crushed the grape that was holding her emotions together, the wish to never surf again when he passed. Y/N remembered when she got home after his weak message, her hands tightly wrapped around the wrinkled paper of her entry and acceptance papers, she didn’t show up that semester,
she didn’t show up for any semester.
Her brows were furrowed and buckled in place, she was thinking out loud as if the thoughts were bouncing off her skull and into every person scattered about the small bar, she knew if her thoughts had limbs they would be playing the out of tune piano only a couple feet away from her cubby.
There was a small clearing of the throat, her eyes catching wind of a blue and dainty Hawaiian shirt that seemed fresh and had a form of class. She looked up to meet the eyes of the fellow, they were too familiar for her not to know who those eye’s belonged to.
“You’re thinking out loud again,” he hummed in amusement, tapping his fingers on the harsh, slightly scratched surface of her cubby.
“I already knew that, Goose,” she spat his surf sign in a taunting manner, she broke the gaze they had between each other as she sighed harshly, taking a moment to briefly change the subject, “I didn’t know you came on Thursday afternoons,” one of her eyebrows perched at him.
“I don’t, my son’s in town.”
Now, those words were new, she didn’t even know Goose had a son, he never spoke of him when they had their drunkenly night chats at the bar when he came in alongside his short friend, she believed his surf sign was Maverick, he knew Penny, that’s all really Y/N knew of Goose’s friend.
“What son?” her eyebrow was still perched, her lip forming a twist in confusion, “I don’t think you’ve mentioned having a son before,” Goose made a shocked expression at her, giving a slight tilt of his head.
“I haven’t? Has Carole ever mentioned him?” Y/N shook her head at this response causing his brows to do a weird wave kind of motion, “You’ve been to my house, haven’t you seen the baby photos?”
“I don’t think I was planning on looking at baby photos when I was over for dinner, Goose,” she laughed a bit at his assumption, “Did you really think me coming over was just to look at baby photos?”
“A lot of people do that,”
“Are those Carole’s friends?” She questioned him, she laughed a bit more when he nodded, “I’m your friend, Goose, I’m not like woman in their forties going over baby pictures and knitting baby blankets,” She had a soft babish tone when she spoke, it earned her a small shoulder shove from the man.
“She doesn’t fond over Bradley either,” he had that iconic Goose grin on his face, “We’re just so busy these days we just don’t have enough time to speak of him, so it seems, It’s only when he comes in every six months when we can spill.”
“Okay, it’s that time, spill old man.”
“About Bradley? Or me?”
“Why not both, I’ve only been over for dinner a couple times,” She didn’t know much about Goose and Carole either, they both were very parent-like, it was understandable they had a child of their own, one that seemed to be in college from the looks of things.
“Well, he’s in the academy, he’s practically following in my footsteps as any child would unless they didn’t want to that is, he seems to be doing great,” he muttered, it seemed like he didn’t keep a constant check on Bradley as her father would’ve done if she went to the academy and if he was still breathing and living beside her.
She knew that her father would’ve been like Goose, popped into The Hard Deck every once in awhile and try to drag his daughter out to sea to pop some waves, she remembered it like it still was those kinds of days, she looked at the door at times for short periods of time, waiting for her father, her dead father to come through those doors.
In some part of her mind, she had to act like a parent to her own brain, she had to remind herself, he would never walk through those doors. She felt like a parent telling her toddler she didn’t have enough money for ice cream that day, but instead of it just being made up on a different visit, it would never be made up.
Goose seemed to speak of his son with pride, perhaps even some sort of shame? She couldn’t really pick out every emotion that was scattered in bits in his facial expressions, she wasn’t one to pick apart people either.
“How long has he been in the academy?” She wanted to continue the conversation, she felt like it was starting to get interesting knowing she could ask him more questions about the academy without getting the classic Goose brush off the shoulder and avoiding the question.
“Two years? It’s been really great from what I’ve heard, I’m kind of shocked you never went back then, Penny used to share to Maverick your surfing stories,” Of course, he had to know some sort of her backstory, had to try and figure out every secret about her.
She had asked Penny about spreading her life and having to end her joyful banter about Y/N’s old career, she hated hearing about how Penny would share her gnarly stories with her father, the way she talked about the look in Y/N’s eyes haunted her from behind, she knew it was all positive, but somehow it came off like someone had searched into her whole life and threw it all at her at once.
“It’s a long story,” Goose knew about her accident, he always assumed it was the reason she didn’t surf anymore, the reason she hadn’t picked her board off the racks behind her in such a long time, “I’ll tell you another time, I’d rather not waste anymore work hours as it is,” she turned a heel to switch the song out in the dusty radio, her fingers landed on the old tape her father made for her long work days, it had become a constant crowd favorite, everyone would sing along on the busy weekends, ask her to play such a tape and have it rewind on the best songs all night.
She had flipped it over to the B side slipping it in, she took a moment to press play and a second to listen to the words to know it was one of her father’s favorites, it was the song he always played when she had a bad fall during a run, I’m Still Standing by Elton John, he always laughed at the tune, sung along poorly, she looked back at Goose who seemed to be nodding to the beat.
“Do you have any more questions?”
She took a moment to think, “Who’s Maverick? You speak of him a lot,” She muttered, her fingers reaching up and twirling in her hair, “I know very little about him, Penny has shared a bit, especially since they’re dating.”
Goose seemed intrigued by this question, “Well, he’s my duo surfer, we never went anywhere apart, it was either Maverick and Goose or nothing at all back in the day, he trains at the academy nowadays, that’s part of the reason I’m even here tonight, he’s training them down by the water, actually,”
Y/N gazed over Goose’s shoulder to notice the surfers she was staring at earlier had vanished from their spots, no wonder the music sounded so dull and The Hard Deck felt bland, it was empty aside from Penny and Goose with his continuing chatter.
“He’s here tonight?” She asked, cutting Goose off his unstoppable rant, yet somehow he froze in his word track, “Yeah, he should be out there at least,” He looked over towards the glass that surrounded The Hard Deck.
“I might’ve saw him earlier,” She perked up a bit more to see from her current position, she was shorter than Goose so being able to see where he was looking was going to be quite the challenge, “They came in for a break a while ago, I was wondering about their boards, I liked the one with the glasses, he has a really snarky laugh that’s addictive to the ear.”
“Bob?”
“Is that his surf sign?” She looked back towards Goose, her arms giving her a boost to finally make eye contact on the figures that stood in the distance out in the sand, “Yeah, he’s one of Bradley’s friends,” She made a small sound of interest before falling back down to her feet because she couldn’t simply hold herself up forever.
“Are they all Bradley’s friends?” Goose seemed to shift uncomfortably at her question, “A few,” He snarked sheepishly, his once confident stance fading.
“It’s not a bad thing to not be friends with everybody, Goose, you probably weren’t friends with everyone in your class,” Goose seemed like he wanted to say something, she sort of deflated after realizing she was probably mistaken, was he really that likable around his peers? He had to have at least one person in those academy classes that hated him, right?
“Everyone liked you, didn’t they?” She narrowed her eyes, her gaze never leaving his slightly discolored face, “Maybe,” he gave a bland response, “How does everyone just- like you?” Goose tilted his head side to side as if he was trying to crack his neck and prepare for the fight of his lifetime, “I got in my accident so early, nobody had a chance.”
That’s when what she had forgotten before hit her in the face like a frying pan,
Goose was retired.
“How could I forget?” She muttered out, her words falling from her mouth like ice, “I keep forgetting we’re both waterboarded seals.” Goose seemed amused at her comment, “You’re not waterboarded.”
“I know that, but what makes you think I’ll pick back up my board and head out to fall face first in the water?” Goose shrugged, “You went down in history, what makes you not want to go and just surf?”
“Have you ever promised anyone, anything, Goose?” She was getting a bit frustrated with his sudden words, they felt like daggers to her cold skin, the prickly feeling she was getting made her stand on edge.
“I have,” She knew he would say this, he had a son, one that he had probably promised a bunch of stuff for, promises that had probably been forgotten and broken with time.
“Then what if I told you I made a promise?” She asked, her eyebrow stuck on that perch again, the perch of questioning, “I would respect that.”
“Yet, if I never told you I had a promise tied around that, you wouldn’t?” Goose opened his mouth to answer, but was ultimately interrupted by a tall figure, Y/N flinched at the noise he made when he placed his board against the sandy colored walls of The Hard Deck, the impact was so powerful it caused the song on the radio to switch rapidly, Hey Lover! By Wabie flooded Y/N’s ungrateful ears.
She missed the repeating tune of Elton John, she wanted to know the reason behind his noisy awakening, he could tell by the way she was currently biting her lip that she was irritated, “Sorry, was I interrupting something?”
“Maybe,” She had a small amount of malice behind her voice, she took in his appearance, the stache that looked like he had simply stolen the look from Goose who stood beside him, his sandy colored hair that was dripping wet with fresh salt water, the marks of sand and seaweed residue that was on his knees down, it was strange, she felt like she had seen him before, it was a faded image in the back of her mind.
“Bradley,” Goose hummed, he didn’t seem as upset as Y/N about the music changing and the change of the moods that happened too swiftly for her liking, this was Bradley? She thought in the last couple seconds, it made sense suddenly, they both looked related, almost a spinning image of each other.
“So, you’re the golden child,” She spat under her breath, hoping he wouldn’t hear such a word that left her mouth at that moment.
“Only child,” he corrected, looking deep in her eyes where not even Goose could see, she shrank down in her stance after realizing he heard everything she said, “but we can say golden for your sake,” He had a small grin that seemed to allow the prickly feeling from before fade.
“Your father was just speaking of you, it’s just.. You seem like a golden child,” She spoke with her hands, making small gestures when she spoke towards him. She didn’t think of him as an idiot, but he was just intimidating in a way.
“I guess we can say that,” he scratched the crook of his neck in an awkward stance after finding out of his father’s chatter, “I mainly came here to get a new leash,” he pointed out, pulling out the leftovers of what seemed to be a recently snapped one.
“Oh, we have leashes, I’m more concerned on how you ripped that one to shreds,” she tilted her head a bit, “It’s a whole story that is too much details to retell, it’s definitely a ‘you need to be there’ moment,” He sighed softly after speaking.
Y/N took that moment to reach down and get him a new red colored leash, “There you go, it’s on the house, I have a feeling you snap those a lot,” She had a small smug grin on her face, “Your surf sign looked too familiar for me not to know that leash you’re holding is only two months old, I just never knew you were Goose’s son.”
“My dad never spoke of me?”
“Nope! Not even a lick of information about you, Bradley, I’ve been quizzing him and prying him for more information anyways, so I guess meeting you makes up for it, just don’t switch my music next time,” She slid him his leash, taking the old one only to pitch it in the trash can beside her.
“I won’t, I didn’t even mean the first time,” She knew he didn’t mean it, but Goose was already prying too much at her fresh wound for her not to be peeved about the sudden change of the uncomfortable atmosphere, it was one of her father’s favorites, even when he didn’t know anything about her, he didn’t even know of her existence, he still hurt a weakened part of her.
“Thank you, enjoy your leash,” She had a small fake smile on her chapped lips, he took his leash and board with a nod, he gave a small wave to the both of them before Y/N averted her attention back to Goose, “Don’t feel like you got out of trouble because of your son, mister.”
She poked him slightly, “But, I get off soon, so I guess you’ll only have Maverick and Bradley to please your talkative moods.”
“You’re getting off early tonight, what’s with the hour change?” Goose asked, his curious side spiking again, “Moving, I’m in the process of moving,” Goose seemed surprised by this, his eyebrows reaching higher than her iconic perch could even go.
“What made you want to move? You never spoke of it at dinner last week,” Goose was right, she didn’t mention it, she was still questioning if she had gone through with the whole idea of moving in the first place, then the realtor showed up and everything fell into place.
“A lot of reasons, most of it is the house is just.. Too big for just myself,” She hated how quiet the house was, she used to love the days alone where she could blast her favorite Beach Boys songs and sing out loud to the world, now it just ate her whole.
The feeling of her father passing and her mother shortly after him made the silence a discomfort, it was why she always had music wrapping around her head everywhere she went, why music was the reason she was able to keep herself grounded and speaking to the man in front of her, it was part of the reason Bradley upset her when he caused it to glitch out, it was her way of playing an old tape that would rewind in her brain. She was remembering priceless memories without a VHS tape and a VHS player so she could relive those days, she could’ve asked Goose, he had all the surfing tapes of him and Maverick’s surfing runs, she had seen a couple in her last visits.
She wanted more, she wanted to get over the fact that what she lost was just a small setback, but she couldn’t wrap her head around it, why would she? She would never probably ever recover from what the world calls someone’s biggest loss and there was only one person that truly knew her fate and feelings, Penny, she was the one who dragged Y/N out of her house after months of nothing but stale saltines and scratched up tapes that her father made on his free time.
She had no one to support her, no one to tell her how to live, she was just stuck. She couldn’t tell Goose much more about herself without fear of too much exposure, fear of sharing so much she would crumple below his feet and drown, she didn’t know how many more days she could look at a surfer and feel this pain in her stomach, the one where her scar from her accident laid, the one accident where her father forced her to sit on the hard solid hospital bed and told her to slow down, only for him to make her promise to never surf again to never do the one thing she loved ever again.
She didn’t know how that felt to most people they would’ve begged, but in that moment it felt like a natural response, the agreement that left her mouth that she would only regret years later and she could tell Goose was tangled, he was tangled in confusion about why she kept something so huge behind her narrow back.
“Too big, how?” Goose pondered, his fingers were back to tapping to the tune that repeated over the tape till she reached over and changed it again, “Just too many rooms for one person,” She replied stiffly, finally turning off the radio, her shift was over.
“I would love to stay with you and chat, old Goose, but I have to continue packing, I’m almost done,” She put on a fake smile, gripping hold of her belongings and giving Goose a small hug, she knew he was pushy on purpose, it was his whole being to be like a father.
“I’ll see you around then, little duckling.”
Y/N gave her final farewells for the night, glancing out the back door to see Bob and Bradley messing around before she turned her heel and headed out the front doors towards the parking lot, perhaps, something good could come from Bradley and Goose.
Or it could be something that ruins her forever.
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