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p1x1x · 4 months
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me pushing myself further with my art drawing really cool perspectives and whatever with the Duo and then i turn around and make lame cutesy ship art waaahhah 😭😭😭
dont read the tags on this if you havent watched gbc i just ramble spoilers 😭 just uhh screaming yknow. mostly mmnn but i like the other characters i swear its just these guys are making me insane
#UGGGGGGGHhhH the duo ever rn…#theyre jsut. so important to each other#supporting each other in their honest expression#FLIP OFF THE WORLD#and i mentioned once on twitter about how real mmk’s fear was#music is everything to her… so for those songs she wrote of her own expression to not be accepted or seen as successful..#yeah that Hurts#i totally get the feeling of wanting to quit… bc why would you want to be hurt that way…#OUUGGGH music (art in general) being able to leave a mark on people…! it can change people…! dont stop making art…!!!!!#but then there’s the side of me that sees all those moments and be like Hell yeah thats some romantic shit… wooo codependency yuri…#going into romantic ship mode#ouggggh but theres also the slightly messed up fact that mmk saw nn less as nn and more as her own past self#and how mmk was not really guiding nn the person so much as she was trying to fulfill her dream through nn#(ok my wording might get confusing but im RAMBLING OKAY)#GOD NN’S VA AND LINES WERE SOOOOO GOOD#mmk stuck in trying to amend her past…! but nn pulls her back to the present#back to reality and shows her that she can still fulfill that dream that desire…!#you saved me with that song its that important and i love it so i love you who laid bare your feelings#UGH THE TRUCK SCENE THAT THAT THAT UUUUGGGGHHFHH#she loves the real mmk…!#god what was i saying with codependency yuri earlier…?#oh right nn only being able to keep going now bc of mmk#hhhhhhhhh#and well. mmk having her happiness depend on keeping nn going (bc of yeah. seeing her past self in her…)#but the confession makes mmk realize what she was doing#(yet still good stuff for codependency yuri)#ok im shutting the fuck up now 😭
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bangcakes · 7 months
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#in the past i would have given up but now im like#oh right if i want something..... i gotta go for it and make it happen HDJDJDJDJDJDJ#itd be easier to give up tho LOL. god....#idk im just................ what if like. nothing even happens n i spejt all this time liking him like that would SUCK. hhhhhhhhh#i should just see if him n my ither friend wanna hang out but im ANXIOUS ABOUT ASKING#BC. GOD. the longer i dont see someone the more im like.... oh they probably didnt even like me that much JDJDJDJD#like this even happens with ppl ive been friends with for 15 years like i am just THAT insecure????#maybe not insecure.... idk. i think i just.... dont wanna get hurt so i tell myself that ppl dont actually like me. but thats like so dumb.#bc thats like... borrowing grief from the future right????? and like hhhhh god#idk i just like. sometimes its better to have 0 expectations or hopes??????#idk romance has never worked out for me b4 so why would it this time#tho to be fair this is the first time ive actually like wanted stuff to keep happening.#prev guys ive been like oh god oh no this is so fast#and its like. just them wanting to talk constantly#but now i have this guy that i talk to like. every 1 to 2 weeks LOL GOD#im trying to hang in there#i think its just that its passed 2am#idk idk#im just.............!!!!#and like what if bc im not moving fast enough.... he moves on JDJJDKDKDKDKDMDMMDMD#but then its like.... ok it wasnt meant to be then....??????#god this is so JDJDJJDJDJDJD#be careful what u wish for bc like. i said i always wanted a friends first slow burn and LMAO.......#hhhh n e way#im also like maybe i jynxed this whole thing by talking about it too much 😭😭😭#ugh whatever... im so JDJFJFJDMDMMD#personal
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be-good-to-bugs · 5 months
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why must i have teeth that hurt so much
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asleepyy · 7 months
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oh my god im screaming i am scREAMING this might be my favourite chapter so far, THEY STABBED MY BABY HHHHHHHHH
what are they going to do to azazel AND IS JOPHIEL OKAY FFS
also your art is fucking delicious to look at and you need to know that okay. like it is so wonderfully unique and i love it so very much
thank you for blessing and cursing us all the same because hOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO COPE WITH THIS BLOODY CLIFFHANGER NOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AHAHA well thank you very much!! They might be okay in the end, it’s up in the air at the moment.
I suppose I’ll give you guys something to cope with, have a 2000s Jophiel
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huntershowl · 7 days
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SHIPPING INFO // ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSES SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.
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WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?
i don't have one particular otp — big ships change depending on the Era hellhound is in!
HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?
nothing illegal obviously — other than that, aside from long-lifespan characters whose mental maturation is slower, i generally stay away from with 10+ year age gaps when the younger muse is under 20. just feels like a weird power dynamic i guess?
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?
yes! ships on this blog cannot be pre-established — i tend to lose interest fast if they don't build up naturally, either through lots of ooc plotting or through writing. on top of that, seph is ... piiiiicky. she has very specific Types. generally, ships with very gentle, soft, mentally well-adjusted characters are possible, but transient — seph falls out of love after a point, but remains staunchly protective of them.
the long and short of the matter is she's a freak, and you kind of have to match that to be compatible as a long-term partner. but even then they don't always line up perfectly! idk. seph's weird. simultaneously very easy to ship with and very hard to ship with.
WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?
oh i've got lots of good ones going on right now!! pls forgive me for gushing. focusing on currently heavily-plotted and/or written ones for this bit bc otherwise it will be pages and pages!! if i forgot someone you have full permission to impale me on a pike i am SO SORRY. (aka i'll go back and add u in omg)
@vsagis' villain izuku— i had to put u first bc u kickstarted this shipping renaissance. seph and izuku clicked instantly and started a long-term trajectory that i don't think either of us writers expected. they're just freak enough to match each other, just soft enough to genuinely care. we're really putting these two through the horrors(tm) and watching them fall hopelessly, horribly in love. <3
@spiritcrown's pasha — how could i not mention pasha!! i was so happy to see you back, because pasha and seph's relationship was soooo formative for seph's development wrt romance. seph is absolutely, completely and utterly devoted to pasha. they worship at the altar of her. they would bend heaven and raise hell for her.
@crowshoots' jesper — UAHGHGBBHBH INCOHERENT CRYING NOISES. the first thing seph noticed about jesper was extremely respectable fighting skills, but even then they were definitely uhhhh touch and go for a while there before they started to simmer down and. pin each other down and — one thing led to another and jesper's being antagonized by her antagonists and they're too deeply in love to go back!! i love them. i l
@crowgreeds' kaz — HHHHHHHHH god. hi siri i know ur not around the dash much but idc im writing u into this. kaz and seph both have such a darkness in them that the other recognizes and not only feeds, but when necessary, balances. they're ruthless and violent and mean but at the same time, they have such a softness for each other that they both thought was dead. also, you're the recipient of probably the best rp reply i've ever written (that fucking. hellhound kill description. my GOD im feral for seph protecting him)
@tewwor.... goose is2g we really have the creatures ever. litho — FIRST SHIP!!!! FIRST SHIIIP i still cant believe it took 4 irl years for them to finally admit their stupid feelings. now they're soulmates and there's no turning back. he's the reason seph likes poetry in every verse. the softest snarkiest ship. probably the closest to a true YA-style soulmate seph has. she hasn't forgiven him for all the twilight jokes though tough luck jie & ricochet — the boys... the absolute chaos trio... i never expected seph and jie to fall for each other but honestly i should have. he falls so neatly into her "equally feral" type. ricochet is so calm and seph is kind of intoxicated by that. sheathed claws kind of vibe. just love these three their dynamic balances itself so well
@spungolden's dio — two femmes raised as weapons with deeply suppressed emotions, chillin in a murder alley, five feet apart cause theyre not g— (theyre gay. theyre so gay) these two are so sweet they sometimes make me tear up. they skipped the trauma stage and went straight into lesbian domestic fantasy with only occasional murder.
@chaoslulled oh boy(s). toji — brutally in love. they saw and embraced each other's monster, refused to shy away, and now they somehow revolve in this strange orbit of violent and incredibly soft with each other. i think he's the first of the current ship lineup that seph has in-thread said the L-word to. this ship was so easy to jump right into, the chemistry was like lightning in a bottle. satoru — one of the most genuinely unexpected slowburn ships i've stumbled into. these two read each other for filth INSTANTLY as lonely motherfuckers who, in some way or another, had loved and lost. they haven't even gotten to the oh-shit moment in the slowburn yet but i'm lookin forward to it yakuza sukuna — THE PAIN. THE SUFFERING. AUHHHGHGGGG HOL YOU'RE FUCKING KILLING MEEEE. these two are mirrors in the worst possible way. they've got their throats stuck under their boss' boot heels; they've been disfigured, they've had their siblings used as leverage, they've been made into muzzled dogs. despite hating each other at the start, they can't not recognize that, and it's led to this fierce protectiveness that isssss whoops evolving into feelings. i'm sure nothing will go wrong
@eraserisms' shota — AHHHHHHH god okay most of this ship has been pure plotting vibes and responses to memes, but i truly cannot wait to get into writing more of them because they own my heart and soul. i think they know each other to the marrow in a way that's not super common for seph, and the gentleness and caution with which they're starting to explore revisiting their care for each other is heartbreaking in the best way
@sasouken BEE!!!! ok chronologically(??): deku — so precious and wholesome from the start. your honor he's just a little guy with a big dumb crush. when i tell uuuuuu some of our plotting has literally made me tear up a little??? the absolute bleeding heart on this boy??? HURTS ME??? one day they'll hold hands casper — slated to be our angstiest dynamic, i just Know it. two motherfuckers who love their siblings, inextricably involved in a tangled web of crime and violence. two people who have lost so much and don't want to lose anyone ever again. i will die i WILL satoru — such... a different vibe than i was expecting in an amazing way?? his dynamic with seph is so fuckin sweet? so much physical touch born of trust and comfort. also again: her first ever fwb (for now), which is truly a wild thing to experience. sukuna — i .. . dont even know what to say about this one. (affectionate). he unlocked an entirely new dimension of freak in seph's psyche and attraction style that i couldn't comprehend before we started writing them but retrospectively makes so much sense. what the fuck is going on with these two i have no idea but i am OBSESSED with it. also writing them getting down nasty has been extremely fun, i'm enjoying it a lot
there are more sort of beginnings/potentials for ships that haven't been explored yet which i haven't included here, but i'm truly excited to see where each and every one of them goes!!!
DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?
yes absolutely hahaha — at least communicating ooc about it is necessary! i'm much more comfortable shipping with partners i mesh well with as a mun and have an easy time talking to.
ARE YOU SHIP-OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?
LOOK I. LISTEN. LISTEN... IM FERAL FOR SHIPS. FERAL. even though seph is picky about them — and i promise it's not personal if it doesnt work, it truly is just her dumb creature ass being unable to normal.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?
N/A for this blog, but as a fun trivia fact, i'm deep in satosugu hell rn
FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?
it's all vibes babey. we just start writing their non-romantic dynamic buildup, and if it clicks (or even if u just think ur character would have a crush!) we talk about it ooc and plot some more, then plot some more and before u know it, the angst hammer looms over ur head
Tagged by: @bearratic (thank youuuu!!)
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miwachan2 · 9 months
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oh helloo just me doing some big venting below the read more
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HHHHHHHHH why is everything so hard...
I got some pretty bad art block right now so i thought i'd try to write more of chapter two but nnnooo im not able to write either! which is stupid! because i KNOW what i want to write i have it all planned out in my head! but when i go to actually take the time wo write it out I. cant. i am stuck on this one part in the middle-endish (becuase i keep wanting to change it and now im stuck) but after that part i know what i want to write and yeah i could just come back to that part and write everything else after it but nnnooOoOoOooo my brain and hands literally will not let me write more until i get passed this stupid little part that shouldn't be so hard to figure out and this is still just the bullet point part! to briefly get my ideas down before actually writing writing and im still. stuck.
hhh so much is goin on right now too Im angry, my head hurts, the games i play to distract myself and relax are no longer mentally stimulating, im exhausted, i think im going emotionally numb again, and now I got art block & writers block, and I just wanna sleep but cant do that either :)))))
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SEASON TWO TRAILER RAHHHHHHHHH I AM SO NORMAL RIGHT NOW /lying
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM ALSO SO VERY REALLY NORMAL (visibly shaking) djhfvbdhbvjdf (TRAILER SPOILERS BELOW!!) there's just!! so much!!!! good shit!!!!!! -i'm so intrigued about this lightning thing that's going on with crowley, i can't quite tell if he's controlling it or if it's being inflicted on him?? so that'll be interesting -i feel like maggie and nina have a significant role in the plot that's being kept from us so i'm also incredibly excited about that (plus sapphic rep by the sounds of it WOO) -NAKED GABRIEL JUMPSCARING CROWLEY IS THE BEST HJFDHJDFHJ -i also think it's so <3 that crowley walks into the bookshop and almost immediately takes his glasses off like... is that where he and az are at now bc <33333 -AND THE CANDLELIT DINNER?? AFTER THE FUCKING BLITZ SCENE??? WITH THAT LINE 'YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL BUT YOU'RE TOTALLY CERTAIN THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU WERE JUST NEAR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON' AAAHJDFBVDFHJ ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??? aziraphale is like WHAT ARE YOU A COP I DON'T KNOW ANY DEMONS WHAT i love it oh my god.... i'm really seeing the 'soft gentle and romantic' there hhhhhhhhh.... -"and his grumpy friend mr crowley-" "AUURUGHGHJH" 😭😭 -muriel is so autism i love them already they're SO PRECIOUS -this is such a small thing but AZIRAPHALE'S JACKET LOOKS SO SOFT..... HE LOOKS SO LIKE IDK HOMELY I LOVE THE VIBE <3 -i have literally been thinking about angel crowley NONSTOP since i saw the trailer. i can't stop looking at it. it's BEAUTIFUL in the most horrible way. what the FUCK is he wearing. i want to watch him wearing it for like 10 hours straight. he is such a disaster,,,, the zip up jacket, the PINK GLASSES?? the gold bedazzling.... it's all just so goofy in the best possible way i am so excited for any shit!angel!crowley scenes we get -THE RETURN OF MAGICIAN!AZIRAPHALE...... FUCK YEAH <3 i hope crowley is forced to be his assistant dfjbvfdjhbvfd -EVERY DAY IT'S A GETTING CLOSER 💃💃 GOING FASTER THAN A ROLLERCOASTER 🕺🕺 LOVE LIKE YOURS WILL SURELY COME MY WAY 💞💞
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bwobgames · 2 years
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Previous First
"Is. Is this it? How has this incredibly flashy looking man managed to get away from authorities every time? At this point, i am actively hoping for some type of fraud"
The weird guy gets into a motorcycle, The police force gets into their car and give chase
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"Is this your first car chase?"
"Yes, have you been to many?"
"Oh, all the time! Sometimes, we let the criminals get away a bit so we can have a cool chase scene, I appeared on TV for it once!"
"Wow, thats so smart!"
"Im definitely posting this recording on my blog"
They get out, and they find the motorcycle in the wall of a poorly lit street, near an alleway.
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They look around for a minute
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"Welp, we did our best. Time for dinner"
"Huh????"
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"Lets get burgers"
"But what about pizza"
"Um. What about, the report?"
"Oh yeah, whoever makes the report needs to say we were here for an hour, no, make it two"
"...Well, this case is closed. I guess I'll stick around for more evidence but this should keep my client content."
"God, I hope the guys from the capital are better. These didn't even look for clues! Even just me could catch him if I tried!"
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"In fact.
I could try.
I dont want to go with those guys anyways "
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"Ugh, if Im pursuing a criminal, I am getting out of this uncomfortable jacket, and that ugly hat.
I hope this case ends soon so I can shave again.
And a haircut, I need a haircut"
One climb later
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"Hhhhhhhhh"
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"Maybe I was too harsh on those guys, i would also prefer burgers to conquering the vertical axis"
The wind blows, He looks up
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And completes his mission
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He caught the criminal
"There he is. That winged fucker"
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kylos-starlight · 6 months
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for the ask game, answer the questions for the april first f/o please. :)
~ @kentofukamiya
[SCREAMS INTO MY HANDS] OH GOD. IT HAPPENED- FUCK IT LETS GO- NOBODY FUCKING LAUGH OR I'LL EXPLODE IM MAKING THIS AN AU TBH FROM MY FIRST SHIP WITH HIM BECAUSE THIS ONE IS FOR LULZ AND FUNNY and oh god i might actually love him a lot already actually... DONT JUDGE ME!
@kentofukamiya
-What made me like them
A lot more laid back than his other persona. Still shows a lot of aggression....actually makes me laugh with my entire chest. <3
-My favorite thing about them
The way he snaps back at people... unless of course ya know...he murders them- but even then he makes it light hearted and my sick twisted ass laughs- >_>
-Nicknames we have for each other
I call him Sweetheart, cutie, darling.... He calls me love and babe.
-A headcanon of our relationship/friendship
This man is JEALOUS not in a super toxic way but like if I'm talking to someone he will come over and throw his arms around me and make sure they person gets the message that I'm taken.
-My favorite image of them.
UNDER A READ MORE (/W\) DONT WORRY ABOUT IT ACTUALLY DONT EVEN CLICK THE READ MORE! A....H....HHHHHHHHH
Not an image but a gif...
OOPS I LOVE KYLO REN'S UNDERCOVER BOSS PERSONA MATT THE RADAR TECHNICIAN
HeLp mE
HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE! LOOKIT THIS NERD! <3
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-Anything else!
THANKS I HATE THIS! /J MY STUPID FACE IS ON FIRE HELP!
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crow-caller · 1 year
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sorry if this is a bad place to contact you in, but just wanted to say that i finished good angel bad end a few days ago and hhhhhhhhh i loved it 🥰🥰🥰 iofiel my beloved 🥺 i have a soft spot for innocent and genuinely kindhearted characters going through hardships but still choosing to stay kind difkfkfkgkkglg sorry if this is word vomit i just really wanted to thank you for writing good angel bad end and making it free for pride month (im a closeted minor whos financially dependent on their parents)
just want to say I'm glad and thank you! I have been sitting on this ask for a bit and it keeps coming into my head and makes me feel like, oh wow, that's cool.... Which is about as succinct as I can be on the matter. I'm glad and I wish you luck
If you liked GA/BE I guess I can also recommend my tag on my art blog for it, (or the old tag) since that has a bunch of art I've done over the years for the books!
Good luck.... well wishes..... champ
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thalassic-p4rk · 1 year
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hello and welcome to our reaction to the first like 5 minutes of ring of fire while half asleep. we’re gonna keep watching it later cuz i’m in school currently and don’t wanna get like bullied or sum shit lmfao so yeah have fun 😭😭
yall are gonna hear our thoughts for this actually.
holy shit it’s fkn gorgeous already gd
aaand we get the sleepy theme? hell yeah
LMAO NOT THE SAME BITCHES FROM THE BARRIER REEF
YUH SING IT HALIBEET
OMFG IS THIS ANOTHER MUSICAL??????
i don’t think it is BUT I NEED IT TO BE
OMFG BARNACLES
MY DEAR SWEET BABY BOY OMGOMGOMG
BUBBY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HES SO *shakes him*
HES SO SILLY OMFG
AHAHA KWAZII WHAT ALARM IS THAT
K FUCKIBG LOVE YOU
getHOLY SHIT THE SONG!!! ITS THE VEHIMAL’S THEME!!!! I FKN LOVE THE VEGIMALS THEME!!!!!!!anyways get it peso fhjgdghhf
ooooooo funky instrumentation
BRO SHELLI WHAT THE FUCK ???? SGJFSFHFD
BBBBBBB
this is a rlly nice frame i’ve paused on actually, you can really tell the movie budget is working lmao
the lighting is fucking gorgeous, and i can tell they got to be more creative with the character rigging. for example, the way barnacles is standing rn in combination with the rendering makes him look very realistic with his relaxed posture and pose. very well done.
EEE HIS VOICE IS SO BOUNCY N HAPPY :DDD
AAAAASFGSFJFDHGD OMFG I LOVE HIM THEY DOD HIM SO GOOD IN THIS
HIS *STANCE* BRO ITS SO
*screams into pillow*
i think m too tired for this actually
mayb like finish this one scene? yeah ok
SO PRETTY
SO HAPPY
ALL MY BBS
LIVING THE DREAM
ah shit i can see where this is going
that’s incredibly unfortunate 💀
OOOOO YAS BITCH GET THAT OPENING CARD
SAY THAT TITLE
WERK
SGJFFJUF
EEEEEE SILLY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HES SO HES SO HES SO
*MMMMMMMMMMMM*
pretty boy prettyyyyyy boyyyyyyy im
i live him literally so fucking much it’s unhealthy
HES SO PRETTY 🥺🥺
“good morning, i hope you had a good night sleep! ^-^”
sobbing
shellington and dashi being besties yes please
that is
so unfortunate
DFHGDHHF HES SO SUPPORTIVE HHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HELP I JUST I JUST
IDEK
IM ON MY PERIOD AND I JUST LIKE FUCKIN
LAUGHED?? SQUEALED?? SCREAMED???
SO HARD AND NOW WE HAVE A ✨PROBLEM✨
BUT ANYWAYS-
THE WAY HEEEEEEEEEEEE
yk that one trend on tiktok where ppl like run/dance/flip/overall be dramatic asf to “when he sees me” from waitress? that’s the best way to describe what i am mentally doing rn.
i am unwell i don’t think i should keep watching rn i don’t have the energy to be feeling these feelings. that sucks, oh well, ill rewatch some comfy episodes that won’t give me an aneurysm yeah?
see yall tmrw nini
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Fanfic writer ask game!! 2, 7, 17, 18! 💕💕💕
19 (as a treat, to me) : one of my (many) favourite lines (all words you write are my favourite, this is like choosing between ventricles of my heart): Kim will keep Chay safe I GO FERAL IM BITING AND CHEWING IM RIPPING UP THE FLOOR WITH MY BARE HANDS IDK STH ABOUT THE SIMPLICITY OF THE STATEMENT JUST. IT WILL HAPPEN. NO QUALIFIERS. NO FALSE BRAVADO. JUST THIS. HHHHHHHHH BITING anyway hi i hope you're having a good day! 💕
2. What fanfic do you wish you got more response on? Just answered in another post so I won't get into it here (short answer, in the dark of the night)
7. What's a trope you love to write? MUTUAL PINING! It's my jam! When they both want each other but it's just situations/communication/fear getting in the way? That's where I thrive babey
17. Are there any writers and/of stories that you consider an influence?
Oh my god, so many. I feel like who I am is entirely made of parts of all the different stories I've consumed. But I can name a few if I zoom into the influences that specifically affected my writing style. First being Maggie Stiefvater with the Raven Cycle series - she has such a lovely dry wit, and while there's definitely plot happening in that series, when I think back on the novels I think of all the quiet moments of intimacy between characters who love each other but sometimes love is hard.
The second influence is unfortunately locked in a livejournal community and hyperspecific to the 2008-ish Johnny's Junior J-pop scene, but Story of the Impassionate by livejournal user chiharu resonated with me for it's beautiful simplicity. The scenes are all short vignettes, and I feel like most of the big, hard feelings of the story are technically left unsaid but resonate loudly in the negative space. It's silly and fun, but to me it's a masterpiece 🤣
18. Recommend someone else fic! (And tag them if they have a tumblr!) TECHNICALLY I just did. But if we're talking KP specifically… I think I need to go make another post since this one is already getting long and I have so many I want to highlight. Short answer, go look at my bookmarks 🤣
And as for 19 I LOVE THAT THAT'S ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE LINES!! IT'S A GOOD LINE!
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palant1r · 1 year
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(Sorry for sending so many asks I’ll just keep my live-blogging to this one for now..)
OH!! So it doesn’t have anything to do with lights death after all?!
oOHHHHHH MATSUDAS MENTAL HEALTH GETS A 10/10 FOR ITS DIVE!! Jesus Christ get this man some therapy!! Also does he hate eating because food reminds him of lights corpse?
And yesss, matsuda getting even more agency of his own and finally realizing he can’t just leave this to someone else wooooh!!!
Maybe it’s too much to expect a guy who chalked up years of living to just being a dream to be good at managing time in his head but it has DEFINITELY been more than 15 days. There’s no way he memorized and became so depressed in just 3 days. Also, we still haven’t seen the ‘matsuda writes lights name in the deathnote’ hypothesis, wonder when that’ll come up!
Ohhhh. Matsuda takes away lights agency in his crimes as a way to humanize him. As a way to absolve him. And, as a way to absolve himself for having sex with him. That’s so symbolically <3333
Matsuda trying to convince light to run away with him. I really wonder what lights endgame is here and why he’s being such a dick if he can remember the time loops. Is it really just about proving a point symbolically? Ide said that it would mean something if matsuda sided with light. Is that why lights doing this? To make matsuda side with him for some odd version of catharsis? (I guess we don’t really know how light factors into the time loop but I don’t think he’d be this composed if he didn’t have SOME level of control over it. Somehow.)
Matsuda being stuck in a timeloop really IS such a catch 22 situation. For his agency to matter, for anything to matter, he has to progress somehow. This strips him of his agency but in a way he has no control over, and it’s fun to see the difference between when it’s self imposed and when it’s imposed by some deity-or maybe just light. Probably not but perhaps.
Hhhh The differences between lights corpse and lights living stage, and yet the intertwining of them in matsudas head as a ‘walking corpse’. I’m reminded of your post about light Yagami separating his identity and that of Kira’s so that kira could be indestructible even when light Yagami gets hurt, but here we see how matsuda both plays into that and subverts it.
HHHHHHHHH. There we go, matsuda back at humanizing light. Which, I guess is a valid thing to do considering he’s fucking the guy but I can’t help but feel as though this is setting something up.
ALSO!! More of that catch 22 feel. Light will only settle down when kira is caught but that cannot occur for obvious reasons. Aughhhhh.
OHHHH WHAT THE FUCK IS HE GONNA DO?!
ALSO IF HE WAKES UP ON JAN 29TH TOMORROW THEN WHY?! WHAT DOES HE DO?! WHAT ARE THE CONSEQUENCES FOR ACTIONS AUGHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED!!!!
hehe i will NEVER be upset about metempsychosis liveblogging, i love this so much!
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Papyrus and/or orchid :]
papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?
afternoon from alice by heart! hhhhhhhhh i havent listened to it in a while and im tearing up as it plays oh my god. sheik and sater make really fucking good music for their musicals ok? afternoon's slow and melancholy and as much as mr sater is public enemy no 1 he went off on the imagery. colton and molly's vocals go SO well together here. its so hauntingly sad and the way alice is the only one singing the last chorus i am going to cry.
orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?
gonna mix it up and not say the song that i consider to be the Only Song Ever, but headfirst slide into cooperstown on a bad bet by fall out boy, while not my favourite, is in my opinion a masterpiece. frankly. it's right after america's suitehearts in the tracklisting, and suitehearts drips with sarcasm and mockery and grandeur and the low and sharp beginning leads you to think that headfirst will have that same bite. and it does! but then the end of the first verse "i didn't i didn't [etc] i don't just want to be a footnote at someone else's happiness" and that dichotomy persists throughout the song, there's a sharp edge to the delivery of the verses and the chours's "does you husband know the way that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?" but there's also the slower mournful "i will never end up like him, behind my back i already am"; headfirst's story tells about a man having an affair with a married woman, because he will never truly be loved fully! it reflects on insecurity and loneliness! and mr stump's amazing delivery of that emotion makes me go insane
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trenchcoatsbi · 1 month
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*vibrates in hyperfixations* I have found out about the joys of going to card shops and shows to look for pokemon cards and I am going to scream if the show i'm going on sunday isn't good
OH and if anyone wants banger music and a cool story go check out MILGRAM on yt!! It's a really fun project using songs to tell a story. Also tumblr has some great analysis after you've seen it.
Also send help my sister downloaded fnaf world and is going ham on it. I mean so am I but she wants BB solely to try and kill him
honestly rn i'm just living the hyperfix indulangte life. also im so so sleepy I've been waking up early for almost a week for no fucking reason i wanna sleep in again ;-; - Voidling Not!Anon
hello hello voidling! ooo nice! god I loove card shops! There’s a few around my place and they’re so fun! o7! hoping that show you’re going to is good!!!
also also hhhhhhhhh staring at you autistically! MILGRAM MENTION!!!! (<- whooping and cheering and clapping) aughghg it’s been a hyperfix for a while… I definitely second that recommendation augh milgram songs are all sooo good and I’m insane abt the characters. I’d give some trigger warnings for the story stuff cuz there is some shit that might be triggering but aughghh I am tired and dont wanna think right now. surface level like i dunno? tw for violence and murder (not depicted very graphically or even much at all in the songs/mvs necessarily but it’s a main part of the story that they’re prisoners arrested for “killing” at least one other person). honestly uhhh don’t ask me anything though I’m still playing catch up with the audio dramas and such cuz uhhh I have autism that makes me insane abt things but I almost never fully uhh consume the media by the time I’ve lost it yknow? media consumes me before i consume it kinda shit lmao
honestly 🤝 abt indulging in hyperfixations. same man… I haven’t quite indulged as much as I want but I’m learning that I won’t fucking die if I spend money on stuff I’d like but don’t need. went to some cons and like cool stores recently and bought… just a lot of junk related to my silly little interests. It’s really
ps: uhh hope you get some more rest soon! i’ve uhhh been doing the opposite and sleeping in a lot on top of fucking my sleep schedule up again and ending up partially nocturnal once more… head in hands. Perhaps we’ll swap and you can sleep in while I’m awake in the morning (for reasons other than not going to sleep at all) to uh do morning things… i dunno man it’s beeen a while since I’ve woken up before like noon alright
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bakatenshii · 4 years
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I ship you with Shigaraki and Kenna, your their cute gf who drinks their soda for them so they can drink it from your mouth <333
AHHSOAIAIZAIKZOAOSOZOAIAOI IM ASCENDING, IM BLUSHING, PUPILS TURNING INTO HEARTS AS WE SPEAK OH MY GOD OU MY GOD WHAT A CONCEPT—
DRINK SODA FOR THEM SO YHEY CAN DRINK IT FROM MY MOUTH AHHHHHHHH
ahhHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH i just want a dusty undernourished gamer bf is that too much to ask *dreamy sigh*
tell me who u ship me with!
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